this is what im going through i started self harming because of people bullying me and my parents not understanding now its really hard to stop. i regret what ive done no one start to self harm you will soon regret it.
i feel like i've let myself down so much, i had an addiction to cutting myself. it made all of my problems melt away for a while, but then they came back. my boyfriend begged me to stop so i promised him i would try. and i did. until something went wrong in our relationship. i looked at the razor then back at my arm. i closed my eyes, picked up and made an incision... and another. so now i have fallen back into my old habits and i beg anyone else who feels like this to seek help. god bless.
I cut..I love the feeling of it when I feel numb I have to cut it helps me When something goes wrong in my life (every other day) I become numb so I cut on my wrist after cutting I realize I made more than 5 cuts just seeing blood makes me happy my own blood.Been depressed 4 years and I started cutting 6 months ago I got alot of scars I'm 16 if ur wondering..My best friend uses a penciel to dig into her skin..we both want to commit suicide 2gether..our life sucks badly..my best friend is 15..
i do understand where your coming from i did it all and im currently starving myself i was really bad for like 5 months to and then started drinking and then turned to drugs and now im stopping all it together but its a slow process i still do cut and now its less i dont go deep anymore just to see blood and know i can fell. if you need anyone to talk to im here for you and my friend who continues everyday to self harm
I used to cut myself. I stopped. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to. Now I draw,dig my nails into my skin, and take a pencil to my skin. some days I think about starting again. I want the pain to go away. But nothing will grow to the satisfaction as cutting does.
Yea, i went through all this too. Ill post one i wrote about cutting. I did it for about 4 months, i finally stopped though. It was so releiving afterward. Its really not worth it after looking back at it
I am trying to stop, but some days it's just to much for me. My boyfriend knows that I cut and he wants to help me but I don't want him to see me when I feel the need to cut and I don't want to talk to he then either, I'm to ashamed of myself. Some days I wish I could just end it all then I won't feel all this sadness and pain in my heart. I love my boyfriend and i don't want to hurt him and I know it hurts him when I do it, but even the sight of blood sets me off, I don't know what to do???
Your deffinatly not alone out there.. and self injury isint just cutting.. alchohol, drugs..sex.. in a way its all self injury.. an addiction that seems to help the pain of feeling alone..
the saddest part about this video is that all this is true :( it does become addicting, i dont know how or why but i cant stop :( im only 15 and i,ve already had over 10 near death experiences by trying to kill myself. not proud of myself at all :'(
i hurt myelf alot...i think too much i have scares every where iv counted over 1,200 cuts & scares im 20 lbs under waight (i dont starve myself tho i just dont eat much) and.......im only 10 years old...
my excuse is. ( you are a fake!) i call everyone fake and bullsht liars. tahts how i go about it. idk is or how i hurt myself outwardly tho.. i am skinny. but tahts just because im never hungry. i cant cut myself because i dont realy like taht feeling. but i think that i SI myself i nanotehr way. by not taking care of myself.. i guess i dont care about my body at all or my health.. infact i could care less. idk.. how do i get out of doing that?
I don't do any of the stuff you listed.... i bite myself when i'm upset. I gnaw on my left index finger to the point that it becomes swollen and i once bit my arm so hard i had the teeth marks on my skin for a week. not only that but it was horribly bruised and you could see where i actually broke through my skin.... I try hard to not hurt myself but i can't stop.... I just feel so horrible all the time and it's the only way i can express myself because nothing else helps. :.(
I figured I'd try to trust someone. But she twisted my heart in the end. She said I don't care if you die. Told me to go kill myself. Their is no hope for me. Only pain awaits me.
don't listen to her. I've had people tell me the exact same thing... in fact my own family tells me that everyday. There is hope but you have to be willing to accept it. If you need someone to talk to I'll listen. I know exactly how you feel.... you feel like you're trapped in the dark and you don't know where to go... all you can do is sink lower and lower until you finally hit the bottom.... i've been there. i don't want to see you go there too.
That is horrible! She's a bad friend! You just have to find a good friend. If you want to talk to someone, you can talk to me, a complete stranger. Sometimes, that's better. A stranger who you can't see face-to-face can't judge you, and if they do, it doesn't matter. If they tell your secret, and they live across the globe, who's gonna mind? There is always hope. The day is coldest just before the sun rises.
ive been cutting for a year and a half now...so its like really hard to stop..i just think it makes me feel better..im always in pain and depressed and thats all i do actually..-cutting- since that noone cares so i dont have to stop..
I truly think theres no such thing as emo everyone can hurt themselves emo is just a label People may have different prospectives which i totally understand but emo seems to be just another hurtful word for an uncontrolable habbit u have
i had stopped cutting for two months and i fell back in right now i'm almost a week clean... i wish i wouldn't have fallen back into it. two of my friends know wat i did to my self... they think i am about 3 months cllean..... if you started self injuring stop before it gets to late... it is hard to stop but i hav friendsa that support me... if you hav a good friend tell him/ her and most likely they will support you! =]
getting over cutting is one of the hardest things anyone has to do...i know it was for me at least. and it still is. your rite, it is an addiction..and its an awful thing. thanks for making this video, because im sick of peopl asuming stuff about it....good luck
pretty much, but its basically my past because life is great for me right now, well for now at least....there are some points in life when you're like...ugh i hate this i can't stand this but u just have to be strong and survive it
Hey Karina. I Know You Dont Know Me, But I Just Wanted To Let You Know We Could Talk Because I Know How You Feel. I ALMOST Became Into Self Injury And It Actually Did Start Off With Writing On My Arm And I Thought It Felt Good. And I Understood People Did It To Get Away From Everyone. And My Parents Always Would Put Stress On Me In School But I Realized What I Was Doing With The Help Of A Friend. And We Talked And I Actually Felt Better About Myself Because I Caught Myself.
dont ur parents care? my parents would never let me do that and my firends dad was doing drugs so she cute herslef 5 times with a knife I couldnt stand it I told her not to or I will have to make her stop nobody I know can ever hurt themselve
cut me deep bleed me dry untill there's nothing left to bleed i know how you feel. i'm the same exact way right now. i cut myself and it leaves a mark but i don't bleed a lot at all. my friend found out. the one that i fight with but all in all she's always there when i need her. she started to help. now she hates me because i couldn't stop right away. if i don't get help... i'm going to really hurt myself. inside and out. help
i forgot to type poetry thats my main one instead of carveing, scratching or cutting myself, i write down my thoughts and feelings through poetry it realy helps everytime i finish a new poem or quote i feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders
you say that you dont do it for attention. so what if thats the reason? that still means its serious. i mean what kind of world do we live in, if the only way we can get attention, is to harm ourselves ?
I hate attention, no one ever sees my scars in my arm, i'm always wearing a sweater no matter what..when i'm upset so upset that i can't calm down i cut myself at least three times..and its all vanishes..the pain is directed to the cuts instead of my heart ache
But no one likes the attention that cutting urself brings, people look at you weird and you see peoples eyes full of being sorry for you, ur friends never look at you the same, I hate it, i always cut myself in places that arent exposed.
OMG, I just saw this video and I was so sad. I really hope you stop soon. You should read the book "She Said Yes" by Misty Bernall, if you haven't yet, she speaks about her daughter Cassie Bernall, who was killed in the Columbine High School tragedy. Her daughter went through a similar problem and made it out.
This video is so true, I hope you stop soon, I wish I had seen this 2 years ago because I didn't care about anything then and now I've seen what I did to those I love and I hate it and would never wish what I felt and feel now on anybody else I wish the scars would fade, but they don't.
Also on a brighter note, nice music to the Video. :P
there is hope to stop self injury. i recovered after 15 years of cutting and burning, anyone that wants to stop can do it. message me for more info. liked the video and the music that went with it
I want to tell you, it iss a verry good video! I doing SI to, and i try to stop now. and at this moment i don't think the whole time I MUST TO CUT MY SELF I MUST TO CUT MY SELF , belief in yourself, you can stop to
this is what im going through i started self harming because of people bullying me and my parents not understanding now its really hard to stop. i regret what ive done no one start to self harm you will soon regret it.
teenagemetalhead 5 months ago
@teenagemetalhead same story with me..almost the same
RockPrincess2296 2 months ago
i feel like i've let myself down so much, i had an addiction to cutting myself. it made all of my problems melt away for a while, but then they came back. my boyfriend begged me to stop so i promised him i would try. and i did. until something went wrong in our relationship. i looked at the razor then back at my arm. i closed my eyes, picked up and made an incision... and another. so now i have fallen back into my old habits and i beg anyone else who feels like this to seek help. god bless.
jessr981 6 months ago
thank you x
slanehyp 6 months ago
I cut..I love the feeling of it when I feel numb I have to cut it helps me When something goes wrong in my life (every other day) I become numb so I cut on my wrist after cutting I realize I made more than 5 cuts just seeing blood makes me happy my own blood.Been depressed 4 years and I started cutting 6 months ago I got alot of scars I'm 16 if ur wondering..My best friend uses a penciel to dig into her skin..we both want to commit suicide 2gether..our life sucks badly..my best friend is 15..
grandpagirl22 6 months ago
This made me cry because its all true :(
RockPrincess2296 7 months ago
Uhhrm, Trigger warning??
XcheekybeccaX 7 months ago
Cutter here also...ThanXx for sharing this...
VJL1958 8 months ago
i do understand where your coming from i did it all and im currently starving myself i was really bad for like 5 months to and then started drinking and then turned to drugs and now im stopping all it together but its a slow process i still do cut and now its less i dont go deep anymore just to see blood and know i can fell. if you need anyone to talk to im here for you and my friend who continues everyday to self harm
criata55555 11 months ago
I used to cut myself. I stopped. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to. Now I draw,dig my nails into my skin, and take a pencil to my skin. some days I think about starting again. I want the pain to go away. But nothing will grow to the satisfaction as cutting does.
12XEmOxcHiCkX12 1 year ago
by the way...awesome drawings
poolpartyaction 1 year ago
Yea, i went through all this too. Ill post one i wrote about cutting. I did it for about 4 months, i finally stopped though. It was so releiving afterward. Its really not worth it after looking back at it
chrismorales93 1 year ago
I am trying to stop, but some days it's just to much for me. My boyfriend knows that I cut and he wants to help me but I don't want him to see me when I feel the need to cut and I don't want to talk to he then either, I'm to ashamed of myself. Some days I wish I could just end it all then I won't feel all this sadness and pain in my heart. I love my boyfriend and i don't want to hurt him and I know it hurts him when I do it, but even the sight of blood sets me off, I don't know what to do???
skinnygirl135 1 year ago
feling alone in this ugly world and dont know how to handle it is the most reason i think when you do the thing ...
dumbtrooper 2 years ago
I have been cutting and amongst other things since i was 7 years old...
No one ever new the truth about the injuries..Only me..At 5 i tried to shoot myself with Dads gun..
I am 47 now and still wearing my miserable skin..
MrGreenBag 2 years ago
Your deffinatly not alone out there.. and self injury isint just cutting.. alchohol, drugs..sex.. in a way its all self injury.. an addiction that seems to help the pain of feeling alone..
thesecret06 2 years ago
if you dont want attention they why bother make this video seriously..
RaiseYourHandsx 2 years ago
maybe to help others struggling with the problem, isn't it accepted in today's society to help people?
jobri53 2 years ago
the saddest part about this video is that all this is true :( it does become addicting, i dont know how or why but i cant stop :( im only 15 and i,ve already had over 10 near death experiences by trying to kill myself. not proud of myself at all :'(
justinr93 2 years ago
i hurt myelf alot...i think too much i have scares every where iv counted over 1,200 cuts & scares im 20 lbs under waight (i dont starve myself tho i just dont eat much) and.......im only 10 years old...
stevehalvey1 2 years ago
my excuse is. ( you are a fake!) i call everyone fake and bullsht liars. tahts how i go about it. idk is or how i hurt myself outwardly tho.. i am skinny. but tahts just because im never hungry. i cant cut myself because i dont realy like taht feeling. but i think that i SI myself i nanotehr way. by not taking care of myself.. i guess i dont care about my body at all or my health.. infact i could care less. idk.. how do i get out of doing that?
crossesandawes 2 years ago
i'd really like to have a frieend right now :))
sometimes I do the same thing...but as soon as it's over, I want to do more.
does that make sense?
inuyashacrazy18 2 years ago
omg i always use that excuse :OO
no ones buy my side anymore...
im fked up so badd :(
inuyashacrazy18 2 years ago
I don't do any of the stuff you listed.... i bite myself when i'm upset. I gnaw on my left index finger to the point that it becomes swollen and i once bit my arm so hard i had the teeth marks on my skin for a week. not only that but it was horribly bruised and you could see where i actually broke through my skin.... I try hard to not hurt myself but i can't stop.... I just feel so horrible all the time and it's the only way i can express myself because nothing else helps. :.(
youngfencer 2 years ago
Maybe you ppl can stop but I can't.
I figured I'd try to trust someone. But she twisted my heart in the end. She said I don't care if you die. Told me to go kill myself. Their is no hope for me. Only pain awaits me.
TRUENOIR6 2 years ago
don't listen to her. I've had people tell me the exact same thing... in fact my own family tells me that everyday. There is hope but you have to be willing to accept it. If you need someone to talk to I'll listen. I know exactly how you feel.... you feel like you're trapped in the dark and you don't know where to go... all you can do is sink lower and lower until you finally hit the bottom.... i've been there. i don't want to see you go there too.
youngfencer 2 years ago
That is horrible! She's a bad friend! You just have to find a good friend. If you want to talk to someone, you can talk to me, a complete stranger. Sometimes, that's better. A stranger who you can't see face-to-face can't judge you, and if they do, it doesn't matter. If they tell your secret, and they live across the globe, who's gonna mind? There is always hope. The day is coldest just before the sun rises.
WolfPawDragonClaw 2 years ago
u r the best !!
Younis181 2 years ago
Thank you, you too! ^.^ And so is everyone.
WolfPawDragonClaw 2 years ago
ive been cutting for a year and a half now...so its like really hard to stop..i just think it makes me feel better..im always in pain and depressed and thats all i do actually..-cutting- since that noone cares so i dont have to stop..
fallingapartallover 2 years ago
you are a pretty amayzing person.. just thought you should know that
thesecret06 2 years ago
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darth8477 2 years ago
i cant stop :( it just blocks out my inside pain
zigzigy 2 years ago
I truly think theres no such thing as emo everyone can hurt themselves emo is just a label People may have different prospectives which i totally understand but emo seems to be just another hurtful word for an uncontrolable habbit u have
hairshaker33 2 years ago
i had stopped cutting for two months and i fell back in right now i'm almost a week clean... i wish i wouldn't have fallen back into it. two of my friends know wat i did to my self... they think i am about 3 months cllean..... if you started self injuring stop before it gets to late... it is hard to stop but i hav friendsa that support me... if you hav a good friend tell him/ her and most likely they will support you! =]
MCRazy234 2 years ago
i am lick this i am stoping
14567driver 2 years ago
i feel like i shuld die,i feel like no1 cares about me :( i need sum1 2 talk 2 if u r a trust worthy person who can listen get at me plse
95nblair 2 years ago
getting over cutting is one of the hardest things anyone has to do...i know it was for me at least. and it still is. your rite, it is an addiction..and its an awful thing. thanks for making this video, because im sick of peopl asuming stuff about it....good luck
xxxDethAngelxxx 2 years ago 2
love the video, but in my case, people care about me, but nobody really CARES...
rentonthurston10 2 years ago
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rentonthurston10 2 years ago
hey karina she s my favorite video hahah i like waooo
ryuk0318 2 years ago
Wow Your Only 15 How Come You Have So Much Pain That You Defile Yourself
Your So Very Smart You Have Explained
This Very Well If This Was A School
Project Its An A+ Young Lady
Please Stop Hurting Yourself
waky2backy 2 years ago
hey i like mmmm esta super hahah soo te prometi k te comentaria te k do presioso i like :) haha
ryuk0318 2 years ago
and..id never ask for help.most of them are the reason people hurt themselves.
KelsieSecrist 2 years ago
do you realy relate to these videos?
KelsieSecrist 2 years ago
pretty much, but its basically my past because life is great for me right now, well for now at least....there are some points in life when you're like...ugh i hate this i can't stand this but u just have to be strong and survive it
sexysalvadorian45 2 years ago
i get you,some things just dont go away though
KelsieSecrist 2 years ago
I can relate to this video. Thank you for uploading it.
thebeanerinemporia 2 years ago
Katrina you seem vury deep and i can tell you've been through so much its devistating
friendz4ever10 2 years ago
yeah...thanks for watching my video.
sexysalvadorian45 2 years ago
Hey Karina. I Know You Dont Know Me, But I Just Wanted To Let You Know We Could Talk Because I Know How You Feel. I ALMOST Became Into Self Injury And It Actually Did Start Off With Writing On My Arm And I Thought It Felt Good. And I Understood People Did It To Get Away From Everyone. And My Parents Always Would Put Stress On Me In School But I Realized What I Was Doing With The Help Of A Friend. And We Talked And I Actually Felt Better About Myself Because I Caught Myself.
ThatOneGirlPaige 2 years ago
Wow, I didn't know... If you ever need someone to talk to Karina i'm here for you =)
joshua1davison 2 years ago
thw song is please by staind. i love this band.
soccachick4525 3 years ago
yeah its an awesome band
sexysalvadorian45 2 years ago
Thank you for putting this video up.
It makes me feel like im not the only person who does things like this,u actually understand what it feels like and how it is addicting.
Again thank you.
brokensuffering 3 years ago
if you need to talk i'm here
soccachick4525 3 years ago
dont ur parents care? my parents would never let me do that and my firends dad was doing drugs so she cute herslef 5 times with a knife I couldnt stand it I told her not to or I will have to make her stop nobody I know can ever hurt themselve
iceskater204498 3 years ago
nice video. it makes me feel like i'm not the only girl in the world who feels like she's turning into a monster
soccachick4525 3 years ago
cut me deep bleed me dry untill there's nothing left to bleed i know how you feel. i'm the same exact way right now. i cut myself and it leaves a mark but i don't bleed a lot at all. my friend found out. the one that i fight with but all in all she's always there when i need her. she started to help. now she hates me because i couldn't stop right away. if i don't get help... i'm going to really hurt myself. inside and out. help
soccachick4525 3 years ago
i love this song
i no its by staind but which song is it?
alltimelowluver123 3 years ago
Have you figured out what its called yet? I wanna know!! lol
notthesamesarah 3 years ago
the song is called please by staind
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
i forgot to type poetry thats my main one instead of carveing, scratching or cutting myself, i write down my thoughts and feelings through poetry it realy helps everytime i finish a new poem or quote i feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders
ILOVXXXYMEN 3 years ago
I love staind. their songs help alot when feeling shit :).
Kingblooood 3 years ago
you say that you dont do it for attention. so what if thats the reason? that still means its serious. i mean what kind of world do we live in, if the only way we can get attention, is to harm ourselves ?
Klosterfisk 3 years ago
I hate attention, no one ever sees my scars in my arm, i'm always wearing a sweater no matter what..when i'm upset so upset that i can't calm down i cut myself at least three times..and its all vanishes..the pain is directed to the cuts instead of my heart ache
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
No-one hates attention. everyone needs attention to survive. attention is not a bad thing.
Klosterfisk 3 years ago
But no one likes the attention that cutting urself brings, people look at you weird and you see peoples eyes full of being sorry for you, ur friends never look at you the same, I hate it, i always cut myself in places that arent exposed.
jobri53 2 years ago
Hi Karina!!
Remembet, if you need to talk.
by far I'm from you, I'm close.
SMUAKS :)
Keep well, please
Resurreccion2012 3 years ago
wow I feel so bad for you. I hope you are alright now. Life is rough, but you gotta make the best of what you have
lonesomewonderer 3 years ago
OMG, I just saw this video and I was so sad. I really hope you stop soon. You should read the book "She Said Yes" by Misty Bernall, if you haven't yet, she speaks about her daughter Cassie Bernall, who was killed in the Columbine High School tragedy. Her daughter went through a similar problem and made it out.
JessicaPatriciaVideo 3 years ago
thanks, i'll read the book
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
This video is so true, I hope you stop soon, I wish I had seen this 2 years ago because I didn't care about anything then and now I've seen what I did to those I love and I hate it and would never wish what I felt and feel now on anybody else I wish the scars would fade, but they don't.
Also on a brighter note, nice music to the Video. :P
NiamhOH2k8 3 years ago
thanks, I'm srry what happened to you, and I wish you lots of luck, and yes, Staind is an awesome band lol.
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
i was also able to stop self injury, not really like trying to but once i just stopped
don't know what happened that made me stop though
wolfysss 3 years ago
oh, that's rele good, I'm glad you stopped.
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
thankies :D but don't ask me how :þ
wolfysss 3 years ago
im trying but its just to hard so i gave up and now do it without my parents knowing i try and try but i fail
blackheart98 3 years ago
gd vid an i hope u can stop soon i know how hard it is as im a self harmer if u need to talk im here
tiffanylacey1 3 years ago
thanks that means a lot
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
Great video and I hope that you will be able to stop, I know its not easy, but I like to think people can stop.
mupmup22 3 years ago
yeah I have hopes that I'll stop thanks
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
there is hope to stop self injury. i recovered after 15 years of cutting and burning, anyone that wants to stop can do it. message me for more info. liked the video and the music that went with it
stopselfinjury 3 years ago
thanks, yeah I like the song a lot, and Yeah there is hope to stop self injury
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
cool video
starbabe58 3 years ago
thanks I worked so hard on it.
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago
I want to tell you, it iss a verry good video! I doing SI to, and i try to stop now. and at this moment i don't think the whole time I MUST TO CUT MY SELF I MUST TO CUT MY SELF , belief in yourself, you can stop to
fluflow 3 years ago
thanks, yeah means alot to know someone else does SI and is trying to stop.
sexysalvadorian45 3 years ago