Suicidal thoughts are the most negative your mind can relay, of course. I think for people in a transgendered state,. It's not so easy,. Life isn't as fabulous as they'd imagined after transitioning, for some yes but for many no. Why? Well, loneliness, negative input from others, fear of not accomplishing happiness in every area they set their hearts on, and I guess for true transgendered people, the reality that sinks in after srs and many years after, that they are women in the brain but left
I think it's a really bad idea. If you are non-religious then why would you want your existence to end prematurely - where there is life there is always the chance of things getting better and having some good times again. And if you are religious, Christian tradition is that suicide is a sin. But I don't blame people for it, I'm just glad I've never felt bad enough to do it, even if I have had thoughts about it. It just happens when someone's pain in life is greater than their ability to cope.
It's been 9 months since this video, are you ok? It's a bit scarey when someone does a suicide topic video and then that's their last one! I'd like to see something new from you just to let us know you are ok and let us know how life has progressed for you since then.
I would contemplate suicide often because I am a cross-dresser, I'm mentally disabled, severely nearsighted and still a virgin at 29, going on 30. What good am I to my family, what good am I to society and what good am I to God?
To any who feel like me, always believe tomorrow things could be great. I wish my srs was finished, but one day I know I will be the girl I always should of been. Sorry, if I'm depressing and i typed too much. Hugs all
I have struggled with suicide for most of my life. I seem to always not go through with it because I believe tomorrow will hopefully be better. I'm not out to family or friends, I'm not sure how long till my changes will be noticeable. After many years with depression and alcohol I am happy I'm 2 months on hrt now.
I have depression in my family and there are 2 of 7 boys left. I think all of us where gay, bi, or trans. I knew things where not right for me early in high school I got treatment, anti depressant. Everyone else was on booze or street drugs all but one has snuffed themselves. My advice to anyone get help. Walk into an emergency room tell them how you feel if you got nothing you got nothing to lose and everything to gain. Don't make family scrape your brain off the ceiling it scars everyone.
@CHNOPSXXY I found where the problem was, something I had no idea existed. Thanks for bringing that to my attention. I always wondered why I don't recieve many messages anymore! Erin~
I wrote you a detailed note, only to discover that your page is set-up with friend-block, so only those who are added as friends can send you messages.
If you want people to send you messages, you may want to adjust those settings.
@CHNOPSXXY I am sorry for your inability to comment. I looked at all the settings and they are consistant throughout my channel ( anyone can comment). I am not sure what went wrong with your message, I would have loved to read it.
Suicide is just pragmatic in some cases. The media preaches a dramatic version, but some people simply reach the conclusion that they have had enough of this existence and they CHOOSE to leave. Without a doubt, some of these CHOICES appear to others as irrational (and some are) but many suicides are carefully thought out. Most suicides are older people who have decided that they are ready to go. The biggest puzzle is when young people elect to leave early. BUT, the choice to leave is theirs...
I can definitely think of circumstances that I would. They are extreme cases, but in those cases I would not be willing to continue. That having been said, I would never even consider doing so for anything short of those extremes as I understand how it would hurt those who love me.
Until 3 years ago I didn't understand suicide. Since then I have been confronted with some of my deepest fears. If they should come to pass in the next few years then I might well "check out" of the game early. Or so it feels, I hope I'm not able to do it.
For some it is about not accepting the rules of the game and thus not playing or get out while you are still ahead. Badly formulated what with having to translate thoughts into a language that is not native to me.
Hi Erin,Suicide,difficult I see british soldiers dying in afghanistan,I myself have seen my best friend die in an accident on a ship.As you say there must be something to live for even if your alone in this world and isolated.post traumatic stress is a problem on families including depression but because of gender orientation the fear of rejection can be insermountable,that is why its important to have a place to communicate to others.lol tamsin cornwall england uk
i have schizo-affective disorder...when i'm depressed, i struggle with ideas of suicide, the idea just pops right into my head... i'm able to tell myself it's not real and carry on.. i tell myself things will change... and they do!
@IChoseTheRedPill My feeling on it is there is ALWAYS something worth living for, it just takes the strength to look past the current situation that is forcing itself upon your mental being and see that there will be a brighter day on the horizon. Erin~
Suicidal thoughts are the most negative your mind can relay, of course. I think for people in a transgendered state,. It's not so easy,. Life isn't as fabulous as they'd imagined after transitioning, for some yes but for many no. Why? Well, loneliness, negative input from others, fear of not accomplishing happiness in every area they set their hearts on, and I guess for true transgendered people, the reality that sinks in after srs and many years after, that they are women in the brain but left
Carmeladior 2 weeks ago
I think it's a really bad idea. If you are non-religious then why would you want your existence to end prematurely - where there is life there is always the chance of things getting better and having some good times again. And if you are religious, Christian tradition is that suicide is a sin. But I don't blame people for it, I'm just glad I've never felt bad enough to do it, even if I have had thoughts about it. It just happens when someone's pain in life is greater than their ability to cope.
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It's been 9 months since this video, are you ok? It's a bit scarey when someone does a suicide topic video and then that's their last one! I'd like to see something new from you just to let us know you are ok and let us know how life has progressed for you since then.
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I would contemplate suicide often because I am a cross-dresser, I'm mentally disabled, severely nearsighted and still a virgin at 29, going on 30. What good am I to my family, what good am I to society and what good am I to God?
LadyLolitaJenny 2 months ago
To any who feel like me, always believe tomorrow things could be great. I wish my srs was finished, but one day I know I will be the girl I always should of been. Sorry, if I'm depressing and i typed too much. Hugs all
Findingmiss 7 months ago
I have struggled with suicide for most of my life. I seem to always not go through with it because I believe tomorrow will hopefully be better. I'm not out to family or friends, I'm not sure how long till my changes will be noticeable. After many years with depression and alcohol I am happy I'm 2 months on hrt now.
Findingmiss 7 months ago
I have depression in my family and there are 2 of 7 boys left. I think all of us where gay, bi, or trans. I knew things where not right for me early in high school I got treatment, anti depressant. Everyone else was on booze or street drugs all but one has snuffed themselves. My advice to anyone get help. Walk into an emergency room tell them how you feel if you got nothing you got nothing to lose and everything to gain. Don't make family scrape your brain off the ceiling it scars everyone.
robinlenin 8 months ago
When you go to your channel page, and try to send you a message from there, the messages are restricted to "friends only"
CHNOPSXXY 11 months ago
@CHNOPSXXY I found where the problem was, something I had no idea existed. Thanks for bringing that to my attention. I always wondered why I don't recieve many messages anymore! Erin~
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
I wrote you a detailed note, only to discover that your page is set-up with friend-block, so only those who are added as friends can send you messages.
If you want people to send you messages, you may want to adjust those settings.
CHNOPSXXY 11 months ago
@CHNOPSXXY I am sorry for your inability to comment. I looked at all the settings and they are consistant throughout my channel ( anyone can comment). I am not sure what went wrong with your message, I would have loved to read it.
seriouscrawler 11 months ago
Suicide is just pragmatic in some cases. The media preaches a dramatic version, but some people simply reach the conclusion that they have had enough of this existence and they CHOOSE to leave. Without a doubt, some of these CHOICES appear to others as irrational (and some are) but many suicides are carefully thought out. Most suicides are older people who have decided that they are ready to go. The biggest puzzle is when young people elect to leave early. BUT, the choice to leave is theirs...
CHNOPSXXY 11 months ago
I can definitely think of circumstances that I would. They are extreme cases, but in those cases I would not be willing to continue. That having been said, I would never even consider doing so for anything short of those extremes as I understand how it would hurt those who love me.
013Jayne 11 months ago
Until 3 years ago I didn't understand suicide. Since then I have been confronted with some of my deepest fears. If they should come to pass in the next few years then I might well "check out" of the game early. Or so it feels, I hope I'm not able to do it.
For some it is about not accepting the rules of the game and thus not playing or get out while you are still ahead. Badly formulated what with having to translate thoughts into a language that is not native to me.
NaomiClareNL 11 months ago
Hi Erin,Suicide,difficult I see british soldiers dying in afghanistan,I myself have seen my best friend die in an accident on a ship.As you say there must be something to live for even if your alone in this world and isolated.post traumatic stress is a problem on families including depression but because of gender orientation the fear of rejection can be insermountable,that is why its important to have a place to communicate to others.lol tamsin cornwall england uk
tamsin021 11 months ago
i have schizo-affective disorder...when i'm depressed, i struggle with ideas of suicide, the idea just pops right into my head... i'm able to tell myself it's not real and carry on.. i tell myself things will change... and they do!
take good care and peaCe2U
IChoseTheRedPill 11 months ago
@IChoseTheRedPill if i was really struggling with something, and i had nothing else to live for, i could do it...
IChoseTheRedPill 11 months ago
@IChoseTheRedPill My feeling on it is there is ALWAYS something worth living for, it just takes the strength to look past the current situation that is forcing itself upon your mental being and see that there will be a brighter day on the horizon. Erin~
seriouscrawler 11 months ago