Just One Cup: Trying Like I Do Hurts

[obsidian1983]

Sad. Hope your feeling better now. : )

[hintgiver]

I am feeling much better now! Thank you. I still have some sad times, but I feel much better now.

Peace and Love,

Diana

[Daliwolf]

Howdy! I am a friend of Aki and Kate, and I found your video via Aki's sining to you. It sounds to me like you might have clinical depression. I suffered for YEARS with those very same thoughts and feelings. Go discuss this with your doctor. There are medicines that can help your lows be a lot less low. It was the best thing I ever did. I finally was able to live again.

[hintgiver]

Thanks Dali, Nice to mee you. I went to a doctor and I don't have clinical depression. What I had was caused my a form of mal nutrition for eating so much tofu and not having a diet that is diverse and rich in minerals and vitamins. I am nowe eating beter and found my bounce back. Thank you for your concern and I look forward to us getting to know one another better.

[Daliwolf]

I am glad to hear you don't have depression because it sucks and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I was a vegetarian for MANY years and I made myself very sick because I was not doing it correctly. I started better and it did wonders for me too, so I know where you are coming from.

[GeorgeM007]

Why not trying to accept Christ? He loves you! I love you too!

[hintgiver]

I do accept Christ and I know he loves me. I don't know why you think that I don't. The way Christ loves and accepts so many people in the world, especially memebers of the GLBT community, is beautiful. Being gay and transgender I know that Christ loves me. Have you tried accepting Christ? You only know your own faith.

[GeorgeM007]

Brother, I'm just trying to help you and you know I'm right. You know which steps to take to become more happy person. You just don't want to embrace the truth.

[hintgiver]

I am a happy person. No one is happy all the time. That is just life. There are difficult parts and there are hard parts. You told me "Why not accept christ, he loves you." I told you I do accept Christ and I know he loves me--just as I am. Being who I am is embracing the truth. If I don't hurt others or myself and don't lie to others or myself than God, Christ, is happy.

[Kinga1Kosinska]

Youve got the right to feel weak,you got the right to say i need another people,you got the right to be yourself,you got the right to live your life real.Sometimes its really hard but the benefit from learning a lesson comes to us and spark light in the dark sooner or later.Remember your not alone.

[hintgiver]

Thank you, It nice to have my feelings validated. I feel being able to express emotions is the mark of a strong person. Thank you again, and your not alone either.

[aeiouy123]

Yeah, I know how tough it is to feel that way sometimes. And sure, it's cliché to tell you to just hang in there when it's not easy to do, but you have Ryousuke and your obaasan, and the important thing is that you're making some progress towards being open with everyone about yourself. Ganbatte~

[hintgiver]

I am hanging in there and doing better. Ryousuke... well he was not the support I needed and the relationship did not work out. That was an area where I needed to love myself and show some self respect. Which I did. My obaa-chan is great though. I have such a loving support group. Thank you for support! ganbaru!

[ellesse808]

Diana, Can YOU feel me Diana! WAKE UP~DIANA! FEEL ME! Ganbare DIANA! Watashimo gabaruyo~~. OKIROYO! Ryosuke wa???! Nani ka atta??!!!!

[ellesse808]

You always, BOUNCE BACK Diana~! In couple of videos, you mentined "How do I get myself out of it" closing your videos..several times.. I'm supporting you 110%

[hintgiver]

:::HUG:: You are such a star Aki. We always need to bounce back, If we don't bounce back life wouldn't be as much fun.

[hintgiver]

リョウスケと別れたんだ。でも、なんか自分の事愛していないとか­ら別れたんだ。I didnt get the respect I needed. I felt your support Aki. I am walking tall .

[nuclearswan]

For what it's worth, my psychologist assures me that it's impossible to live a happy life only relying on yourself, no matter how hard you try, so don't hold yourself to an impossible standard.

[hintgiver]

Thank you my friend. I need to set real and achievable goals and not knock myself down so hard even if at times I cant meet the goals I set. Your words meant a lot. Thank you.

[kateam1975]

i say this with love embrace your inner bitch some time she can really help

[ellesse808]

<<<HUGS>>> Diana, listen to Kate~! We both, Kate and I, we love you Diana! Remember, Be STRONG and Be Tough! Just get up and stand up! Another day~. PEACE TO YOU DIANA!

[hintgiver]

Peace to you my friend. Going through all these comments I remember how much love and support you have really been giving me. It means so much. I will be strong.

[hintgiver]

Ha' embracing my inner bitch with friends makes me laugh. We do it all in good fun so it never hurts someone. Laughter is a great medicine.

[icecoldbath]

*hugs* I used to feel that way a lot. I still do sometimes. Sometimes I used to feel so alone I didn't even know where I was. Then one day. I found myself. And I found that I could make pretty good company for myself. That was a good day. I hope you can find something like that as well.

[hintgiver]

Yeah! I know what you mean. I having been working on "taking myself out on dates." Sometimes just making time for myself and honoring the me that is me. Having alone time to reflect, enjoy, but also just being around. Going hiking, going to a museum, and other activities I love. When I am able to myself I am able to better love others. I love finiding myself as well.

[EvilOverlord1]

jesturday and today i realy feelt lonly to. it hurts alot. and i decidet to out myself to a close frind of mine. we talked hours, we shared fotos, because we havnt meet a long time....and in the end i dressed up for her. and she supportet me so enormous. i whish i could give you to some of my emotions i feel right now.

if you whant i can give you my icq nr. if you whant to talk a little bit. just drop me message.

greetings, evil