Anorexia Update-- Body Assessment.Day = food. PART 2

[blackcherryLSM]

Ive been where you have. It wasnt about the food it was about controlling my life through food. I was out of control and that made my eating disorder out of control. I know you know this already but just lettin all those that are clueless to its power. I do have anxiety still but I pray to make it get better. I cried, and prayed, attempted suicide once but now I know life is better. its a slow process but it can be overcome if your willing to truly want to change. God bless you!!

[IHATEAlfonsoSorryano]

Wooww !

Your Pretty !!

And You Seem Soo Nice Too !

I Wish I Was As Pretty As You x

I Also Have An Eating Disorder , And Im Also In The Middle Like You Said You Were x

[bedtimebear10]

i know what you mean, wanting to be somewhere else eh! you just want that feeling, everything's fine, everything's gonna be okay! and yeah "thinspiration" is so not the cause because everyone has seen a magazine at least once in there lives but i think it definately triggers! it makes you feel strange you know, distant and awkward! its hard not to feel bad because its putting you in an eating environment! its hard getting picked at all the time and you may be right! anyway stay strong, love you!

[Tracy3686]

i feel for you. but i love food. its awesome.

[IHATEAlfonsoSorryano]

Thats Not Right ...

Leave That Sort Of Comment On A Mcdonalds Advert Video Or Something

[lisamiii]

hiiii<3 i love ur videos.. and YES u are soo right about everything.. plus ur totally speaking my mind in all ur vidz.. i just became a subscribed to ur videos...

you look like miley cyrus aswell.. but ur sooo much prettier.. plus u sound like her too :)

[Caailin]

You're gorgeous

[chocolatekiss608]

i've been sitting here watching your videos like all night, lol. i love finding awesome people on youtube! I relate to almost every single thing you talk about, so that's fun lol. btw you are so gorgeous! :)

[Herrmorbid]

You are really pretty, and you look atleast 19. Goodluck with the recovery

[crazymanthomas1654]

so this was done after your hospital trip. well i hope you can feel abit better. i tryed eating normaly and then i got to the point where i wasnt enjoying food and now i'm back to not eating very much angain

[ThisLife16309]

I think If You could busy your self with other thinks and just not think about it you would.What some people may never get is Its Not That Easy. And The par on thinspration. No it does not cause it but it might put some people over the edge that might be on the verge if full blown Ed's Nor is media the cause there all parts of a bigger problem.

[TooHard2FakeItt]

u gave people on here ur cell #?? Oh boy...thats asking for a stalker! be careful girl

[OSnapski]

haah! yah i know but i only have given it to people that I like have on facebook too or AIM whom ive talked to for awhile. im bieng careful but thanks hon!

[AMFlover]

for me its the opposite, my mom if she is around when i'm eating she always says are you sure your having enough that doesn't look like a lot and my dad is more just watches what i eat, but he occasionally says stuff as well. do you vary what you eat at all? just wondering. i find change extremely difficult especially for well uh.. food. i feel you, its so stupid how they make comments while were eating. its like, well that is only going to worsen things!

[AMFlover]

sounds like a really good quote the one you were saying about just go through your day and do your best. thinspiration is really un-helpful and has negative impacts on people who are trying to recover. i feel the same way when i see thinspirations. going out to eat is soooo difficult :[ i know. can i have your cell#? i love texting as well :].

[skinny418]

hey bea my names lexie. bein watchin ur vids and i enjoy them very much. i feel i understand kinda what ur goin through and id love to have someone to chat about it ith. :) so i was wondering if i could have ur # to txt. thx so much, lexie

[justbreathe32]

i dont know if i have an ed or not..but my whole day revovles around food and how i can avoid it and what/ how much im gonna eat. totally relatable.

[canadianchick74]

...Loving the idea....

Maybe it's time for you to seak out a new therapist? One that will help with your actual underlying issues so you can heal? I know my ED Doc. doen't exactly get to that outside of "it's a control issue". Just a suggestion. I believe that we have to heal our lives in order to heal the ED. Be happy and OK with ourselves before the behaviours go away. Make sense?

[canadianchick74]

You know, I'm in relapse right now and my ED Therapist says the "normal" crap. But, my new therapist who is a "Gestalt therapist" said something yesterday that got to me..."You CAN and should learn to be at PEACE with yourself no matter what your weight is or if you are in active ED behaviours or not." You can still be "OK" w/yourself if you are 60 lbs or 500 lbs! (Needless to say, I am a bit confused with this, but LOVE the idea!)....

[sarah4444xc]

Hey! Sorry I don't post that much but I hope you know that I am always watching. My day revolves around food too and it's not always about hunger and it sucks. I wish I could just get away from the thoughts but I agree that distracting yourself is not always the most helpful thing to do. I hope you are doing well! Take care! Love, Sarah

[elenahugaboo]

OMG ... my dad is the same .. he is all like .. yr not eating .. im worried . then .. wow yr eating now whats up.. im like DAD i got this .. grrr

[OSnapski]

lmaoo! haha true datt xD

my dad does this every...single...day.

whats with dads?

[Arpia2007]

es parte numero uno y numero dos"

[Arpia2007]

you are so beautiful and sexy

[LindziiW85]

thinking about cha. haha I love texting to its mylife :P

[graystreet19]

ew today my friends kept saying whats wrong your not talking at lunch and i threw away most of it and i really had to go to the bathroom so of course i cant go without someone following jeez bitchessss and then they wanted me to go out tonight but i just came home :( i just wanna be normalllllllll and go out with everyone! hah well ill talk to you later i need to sleep!

[OSnapski]

hey jillian <3333333333

haha yah i totally know what you mean... ive stopped having ppl follow me to the bathroom tho thank god...

talk to ya soon <3

[miasprisoner]

gahh parents can be quite annoying. Understandable that yes they want you better, but sometimes the things they say make things worse! im sry your having a rough time; tell u what your doing much better than me and I know how hard recovery is. Try and stay stong take care! =]