insensitive-Michelle Certonio (B.F.) Before Fibro, Fibro Hell michelle, Key West singer

[vlucidity]

Beautiful ,, you were and are magnificent ,, i love it ,, you are very talented and have so much to share with this world still , I love your spirit , V angel from face book

[Cissy2cute]

This reminds me so much of the life I too have lost. There is almost nothing left of the old me. I am a stranger in my own body. Fibro has robbed me of my dreams, my hopes and my future.

But it is good to know there are others such as yourself who understand what it is like. I thank you for each and every video you upload.

[mcertonio]

@Cissy2cute DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER

Sometimes I am DOWN for Days "lost days". Pain drains your

Life but you can still DREAM! When I can I put on my cowboy boots,

Bracelets And Jeans And Be Me-- If for only 2 hours, It helps.

KEEP TRYING

[Cissy2cute]

@mcertonio - I do try--I only wish the rest of my life weren't in shambles as well. I lose myself in PC games (great escape) and books when I can concentrate enough to remember what I read.

Thank you for caring. Your videos inspire me.

[thistlesw]

HI MIchelle! Hope you are feeling well. I'm kinda down from a move... the fifth one in a year... most of them with only the help of my two little girls. Yeah, guess I'm bitchin' a little, but I can do that here. Saves my kids from the grief of dealing with my anger at others who could help, but won't. Anyway, hope to see more from you soon. I worry when I don't find anything from you, as I know how tenuous life can be for us. Where do you draw your strength from? I'd like to know...

[mcertonio]

@thistlesw --People like YOU! I am A fighter, rebel, I have always

Gone after what I wanted. Go to my Facebook page, I was A

Cowgirl, A Singer, Conga, DJ-- Now i can't I paint---NEVER

THOUGHT I COULD I JUST DID IT! For me. I have CUT

ANYONE out of my life that drains me And ALL you have seen

Is ME JUST being me. Do not worry about WHAT ANYONE THINKS!

Do what you need AND TELL others what you need HONESTLY.

KEEP TRYING

[thistlesw]

Thanks for expressing so many things I think and feel. You were an awesome performer, and that's still inside you, so tap into it as much as possible for your own enjoyment and HEALING! Sound is the most healing of all things. Yaweh SPOKE all of creation into being! Find your song (it could be different now), claim it back and get to healing with it. Even if it only happens every 20th time, you try! Trust me...it won't hurt;) Thanks for the incredible vids. I absolutely love you!

[mcertonio]

@thistlesw THANK YOU! It is amazing how much Energy it takes

to sing-- ESP. 4 hours A night.  I do not have that energy now

But I started painting. It is in EVERYONE to express--Just Do IT!

[ysabellabravetalk]

@mcertonio

I am SO PROUD of you. used to sing myself, now i am really happy if i can SEW. life is weird as it can be.

[thistlesw]

Hi Michelle! Thanks for sharing this with us. It's nice to see the 'first lives' of other fms'ers. You are really good there, and also on the congos (rock it!) . However, I really hope and pray that you have not allowed the fibro-demon to completely take away 'your song'. You know, I was a musician, also and have lost the ability to play piano and sing, but sometimes a little bit of the good stuff flows back out, if I just sit down, play and sing to the best of my ability.

[alonealotta]

It's really hard to loss everything to this disease....and nobody can even see it....maybe we should all get an FM tattoo on our forheads....=8-)

[ysabellabravetalk]

@alonealotta

SO want to all go get tattoos! I know what you mean!

[alonealotta]

@ysabellabravetalk don't let anyone stop you even if people can't see this you stiil have you...=)