Hi!Girl Marie here.Feel & know what you have gone through because i have been there & am still there.The scars on my wrist hide deeper wounds on my soul.Was brutaly raped (My Fault!)& left for dead.Attempted sucide shortly after (FAILED!!).I live with the fallout from it.It`s not living it`s a life sentence of pain.I cut when things get bad for me.When people hurt me because they can.I am not proud fo what i do to myself & i don`t encourage it but i understand why you do it.Wish i didn`t.Sadnes
@myuu44 stay strong you can do it, there's always someone to listen like online helplines where you can anonymously email a counselor or you talk to me or people on this page we all understand this feeling <3
@myuu44 don't give up you're very strong just to expressing how you're feeling. i'm sorry you feel so lost but i do understand i'm so sick of this sometimes i feel so hopeless but i don't want you to give up:)
@myuu44 you don't have to take this as sympathy but i'm someone who cares i know you're hurting and i just want you to know you're not alone, i'm sorry you feel like this please don't leave. you can talk to me <3
@AnnaRoseKi you don't get it .... i am so alone .... my best friend committed suicide hes gone .... forever and i made a suicide pact with him but i never did .... i'm horrible .... and to top it all off my dad abuses me and no one helps! ... no one cares .... so i hurt myself everyday .... i'm just invisible
@metalistahood stay strong you can do it, there's always someone to listen like online helplines where you can anonymously email a counselor or you can talk to me or people on this page we all understand this feeling <3
came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
i used to cut but now ive stopped but sometimes i find it really hard to stop myself from self harming i know what pepole who self harm is going though so if anyone want to talk then just massage me i well try and help you as much as possible and just reamember that your not alone.
Ive dealt with clinical depression on and off. This video best describes how I feel at times, cept Ive not been suicidal. Too much of a coward, which is a good thing! I sought help & I learned tools to help me each time, tools that help me believe in the goodness of myself, power of positive thinking, etc.
It's good to release, express and rid yourself of the negative energy. It's a part of healing. Listen to Everyone Hurts by REM. Its a healing song, and lets u know ur not alone. Dont Give Up!!
i loved i am a poetry lover and for talent shows at my school i do a poem and i always win it well i do dramatic poetry reading and this might be the one but im still looking this is so deep!
Can you try to love your self a little bit? To accept your feelings as being ok.
Maybe you can imagine yourself as a loving mommy or an Angel holding a suffering child. Little by little you can learn to stop believing that your feelings are bad or unacceptable or even that something really terrible will happen if you allow your feelings to be, without judgement, without holding on. Just let the feeling be, let it come, let it go -and it will change, you will see.
i wish i had my best friend who died from suicide back thats what tearing me down the most before i had people to talk about when i wanted to die now i dont :(
If any of you need a stranger to talk to, you know, to get your feelings out or to just know that someone actually cares. I'm the one to talk to. I've been in your shoes before, I really want to help. It sucks major ass to have that empty feeling.. I'm a great friend and a great listener, I have some advice (if you even care to take it) but yeah, message me on here or whatever, I can tell you all the things I've been through and how I delt with them..
i under stand u dude ive been depressed for so long i dont know who i am people think im a loser i just want to fade away i want to die i HATE MY LIFE i cry for so many reasons i hate my life thanks for trying to halp me but im done i wont last much longer i dont know why i try i just want to die i hate life good bye i love people who care about me there the only reason why i stay alive
if he didn't die , then we would have went too that building , with callapsed an hour after he died , so if he didn't die , we all would have , but i am upset with the god we have , because why didn't he take me ? why did it have too be brad...
my beleive is god does exsist , sorry too hear about the person under neith me , sad story , but everything happens for a reson , My best friend brad died three months ago , but i relized that if he didn't die , me and all my other bestfriend would still be on the old broken ubilding high on e and coke , and the night that brad died , we were all soppse too go too that building for a coke party , and before we went we went too a party , and thats there he died , but the thing is , C.
god doesnt exist cuz if he did he would not have let my mom and dad die, would not have let me be abused, not let me go into foster homes, and not let me harm myself. he is my enemy.....
@faziobella1 i know how you feel .... ive been beaten and i harm myself but god has nothing to do with it its thoes peoples fault not urs or anyone elses
I bind and rebuke the demon of boarderline pesonality disorder right NOW in the mighty name of Jesus Christ! I rebuke you you foul spirit!! i command you to release this woman now by the authority of Jesus! the blood of Jesus is against you!! i command you to BOW at the name of Jesus!! Go NOW and never return to her life again!! I shut your mouth,,,you will never whisper lies in her ears ever again!! It is DONE in Jesus precious Holy name. TY Father in Jesus name!! AMEN!
ALSO THE FACT THAT MY COMMENTS HAVE BEEN REMOVED also declares your stubbon need to hold on to your delusions, allowing nothing taht may challange. again DO NOT ASSUME.
@LLLLltable maybe if you truly felt this pain, you would too understand. Sure a lot of "emos" just want more attention, but, the reason why most emos are so sensitive, is because we've had a hard life. And I say 'we' 'cause I mean me and other emos. I've taken seven years of being treated like an outcast, a nobody, and used for a punching bag. I can't do anything, because they're bigger and stronger than me. And the others don't do anything...
Your assumption that i know nothing about this confirms for me your self centredness. i do not persume to contribute to things i know nothing of. the symptons you just mentioned : yes i too. and COUNTLESS OTHERS have, do and will experince. (not jsut once, not jsut fleeting) the difference is I seek a soltion, I do not CELEBRATE, DECORATE OR WALLOW IN THE PPOB;LEM. my Challange to you: create a film clip with THE ANSWERS. STOP SEEKING ATTENTION YOU ARE NOT THAT SPECIAL.
@LLLLltable do you want to feel empty day in and out waking up and the first thing you think about is killing yourselfe if you dont know what bpd is like then you dont know stop talking about stuf you dont know nothing about.
@LLLLltable do you want to feel empty day in and out waking up and the first thing you think about is killing yourselfe if you dont know what bpd is like then you dont know how it feels, stop talking about stuff you dont know nothing about.
@LLLLltable Will you shut the hell up already?! If a persons hurting, they're hurting, it has nothing to do with you! You think people like feeling like this?! You're full of bollocks. You're the one who needs to get over themselves and stop being so close minded! You sound like your saying that you're the most special person and I highly doubt that.
Would you guys stfu about religion already?! A lot of people in this world don't give a shit about 'Heaven' or 'God'. So keep that crap to yourself, we don't want to hear; "GOD WILL SAVE US CUS I BELIEVE!! I BELIEVE!". Seriously! This is a video about how sad shadowoflife13 feels, not some religious chat room.
Just keep on keeping on. Though at times life throws you around and you find yourself in despair, just remember that it can't rain all the time. Find something to live for. There are a lot more people who do care than you think. You just need someone to listen to you. Even though I don't know y'all you can always drop a line in my inbox and I'll listen. I've been through this too, and I'm still living.
I Love You. You must follow your heart. Technology; its making people cold and unhappy. The computer is causing so many souls to lose thier hearts to it; Plastic and wires; the abomination causing desolation in souls. The first beast gives life to the image of the second beast. The computer that they set uP. Above our Loving father in heaven and Yahshua. And computer idol and graven imageTakes you out of your heart and into the web of your mind. Do not set it above Holy Spirit Love . I Love you
everytime i cut i feel better but then i realise im bleeding and i try to make it stop but it wont so then i hide from the world ..i wish everyone knew what it feels like to die it would be the best thing ever but no the dont
@1092sophie i know how u feel i feel like im falling and falling through a endless hole an endless hell and im hurting i want to die and burn in hell i hate my life burn in hell god you dont do anything to help me fuck u god
hey love i know life can suck but you know what mine does too it really does. but nothing meant to be perfect just have hope cause your worth it. your worth anything and everything just stay strong. stand up and be who you are and death is never the answer it won't help anything. everything gets better eventually even if its just for one second thats the hope that is out there. i'll be here even though i don't know you you can talk to me about anything i'll never judge. keep that head up high
We each have our own battles. and we decide how we will fight them. there are times... sometimes long periods of time when we are not able to fight them. we give in. and give up. i've been there. i know what it feels like to not be able to fight for myself. i would hand myself over to the darkness of depression. There is hope though. i know because i've experienced it. it comes in different forms. but whatever form you recieve it in its source is from God. Lean on Him when you have nothing else
you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
@lilbrazilcutie@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
@NIGHTHAWK84438@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
@missjbfan4ever@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
@jekdop@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
@dedcastellanos I am with you... but I cannot seperate myself from sin... yet i love and yurn for God and the shame that I bear of all my failure and disgrace... yet I preech to the ones who have not heard The Living Word of God or despise it for and unknown or foolish reason... or even a good one. The devil is not the one single entity that creates sin in us,it is us... they are products of ourselves sometimes.But my question is am I wrong and should stop;for I fear I may never repent;doIStop?
@jekdop They all care but all people respond deffrently and may even go into depression from your very darkness ...and it is no lie that Jesus id our Lord God,He is the Way, The truth, and the Life. I can feel the evil in me as I feel when I behave as a heathen Viking... yet i am the master of my own will... and we loose that. That may be the devil. evil loves it when we do there work for them. We must use free will and all Gods gifts to keep us alive... and You might be keeping some1 elseAlive
What happens if some pieces are missing? is it really the end of the world?
we need to get used that the world will never be perfect. We need to know what to hang from, what is important, and if you really don't know what it is, i guess you're really fucked up.
it's okay to be depressed for a while, and to feel that something is missing in your life, we all do. The important thing is not to forget that we need to fight for what we want, mostly against ourselves, our feelings and our own reality. Also, it's important to know what is worth fighting for.
My life sucks right now. I've developed depression from people hitting me all the time. I feel that I don't belong and I'm worthless. I just let them hit me. People don't understand what I'm going through. I can't hide from depression. People say that they're depressed but when I ask them what they're depressed about they don't answer. And yet people hit me still today even when I tell them I have the worst kind of depression, major depression.
i had help from doctors and family, but now one could change my mind
They dont feel what i feel, they dont hear the words i cant speak, they dont see the thoughts i cant show, they dont understand the feelings i cant explain
they cant help me, im living in a dream; i lost reality; im dead already
@LostMyReality I have lost my reality too.. I'm still having help.. I have been having it for 4 years.. I can't be helped either no matter what they tell me no matter what happens i can't be changed.. My world is lost..
thjah door me verleden vertrouw ik helemaal niemand meer wil graag ooit weer een relaie maar weet nie hoe het moet met die kronkel :-/ mjah das mijn prob
cutingt yourself is one of the hardest feelings to fight, but you can do it, fighting it makes you a much much stronger person than anyone else.
you do have a purpose in life even if you do not belief it within yourself, one day you will see. YOU are just as important as everyone else on this planet and self harm is not the way forward it is just a viscous mental cycle.
@allypal03 look i have been cutting for 8 years now i am now 16 i want to stop but i can not stop it is getting out of hand i need help but i am to scard to tell anyone can u help
hi shadowoflife, when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
If god was real and loving and caring why did he create so much pain? and don't say its the devil and satan and that stupid crap. the truth is there is no god. an all loving god wouldn't put people through so much pain that they can't escape no matter how many hospital visits and cutting and drugs they put you on. the truth is that people have to stick together and find something real to believe in.
@WillowNyte im not that religious and personally i hate god for putting me thru everything in this vid...but he puts us thru absolute hell so we can have a chance at happieness when good things happen.
@WillowNyte you are right! believe in yourself. your quote "the truth is that people have to stick together and find something real to believe in". it in all of us. Sometimes it's just hard to find. Thanks for posting!
@WillowNyte The problem with that idea WillowNyte is that how many thousands of years have we had that opportunity to stick together and find something real to believe in? Yet people still are searching, still not believing, and still not sticking together. They will stick together as long as it works out for them. But more often what we see is that looking for our own answers to the spiritual questions in life come up hazy and short lived. And people will consistantly disappoint us.
Let me break it down as simply as possible. This is a topic that theologians could teach on for weeks. Why if God is loving does he allow us to go through so much pain? God loved what He created (us). We were created to enjoy perfect union with HIm. Relationship. ( along with all the other great things in life sunshine, environment, relationship with other people etc..) Because God is the creator he understands what is safe for us and what is not. because he loves us he gave us instrctions.
those instructions are for us to follow to keep us safe. because he loves us so much he gave us a choice. Whether or not we want to follow those instructions and whether or not we want to be that relationship with Him. ( consider a relationship where someone was forced to be in it and had no choice in how to act. that is not love at all. that is selfish and twisted.) God loves us enough to give us a choice. Then comes the next important part... the first man and woman who ....
were offered that relationship with God their creator. Eventually chose to walk away from that perfect union. They didn' t follow the instructions. They seperated themselves from God. They chose it. They knew what would happen if they chose that path and they did it anyway. There were consequences that follow. They no longer could live in perfect union with God. Life became difficult. Ultimately "Sin" was introduced to the world. and our relationship with God was destroyed. However...
God loved us too much to let that relationship be destroyed. Like romeo and juliet a passionate love an unrelenting love, determined to be together and do whatever it takes.... God made a way for our relationship with him to be restored. We can't be perfect. He sees that. There is nothing we can do or offer to restore that relationship with him. nothing. Because of the sin... basically we opened the door for evil. we allowed it to come into our lives when we walked away from Gods instructions.
The penalty that goes with that is death. But God loves us too much to let that happen so he sent his Son Jesus. He is Gods son so he lived a perfect life. and then he was innocent but died. And he knew what he was doing. and he was willing to do it so we wouldn't have to. It was like a car coming to hit you and he jumped in the way to save you. He took your place. So NOW when you believe that this is true When you go to have that relationship with God you can. because the penalty has been paid
even more good news. Jesus didn't just die....God loved him and God is powerful and raised him from death. When we let God love us he cleans us totally of our past and our failures. He does it again and again. When we die... we aren't "dying"... we are moving on to enter in to the perfect union that was supposed to be from the begining and Jesus is the reason that is possible. With out him we would just die. and forever be seperated from God. And again we still have a choice.
Things are not going to be easy in this life because God is still in the process of restoring the world He created. There will be a day though when His work is done and the world will be totally restored. Stay in that relationship with God and He will tell you what to be looking for. When things are restored there will be no,sadness, depression, killing, hatred, cheating, lying....
like when light is lit in a dark room- the light pushes the darkness out. So is it with God and his Kingdom.
But remember this...people ALWAYS let us down. Jesus does not. We will not fully understand things. But who really does understand true love? we just love. Trust that the creator of love does understand it and knows what He has done and is doing and going to do. He loves you or He wouldn't have gone through so much trouble to salvage a relationship with you. If He didnt' love you why would he send me to share all of this with you? Trust true love- Jesus Christ- God. What have you got to lose?
He loves you. he asks us to LIVE. and to LOVE. let your heart OVERFLOW WITH LIFE! i want to encourage you to maybe check it out... it saved my life. i probably wouldnt' be here today if ti wasnt' for this truth.
please dont' give up. you matter. I PROMISE YOU THAT.
God is bigger than even death. Jesus died and then was raised from death by a God who LOVES. HE CARES ABOUT every breath you take HE HAS An AMAZING PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE. there IS hope. Jesus layed down his life for you and for me
there is One for sure i can promise you cares about EVERY DETAIL of your life one who knows exactly how many hairs they are on your beautiful head. who knows your deepest pain and hurts One who knows what its like to be alone and rejected. Taht one is JESUS. i'm not being christian cheesy. i'm bein for real. The God that created you LOVES you UNCONDITIONALLY . it means ALWAYS no matter WHAT. Jesus died so you wouldn't have to... but good news is...
i tried to tell my friends and family how i feel but htey just think it is a fase i am going through but how can i tell them that i actually want to die please somebody help me i i dont know how much morre of this life i camn tke plaese somone hel[p me
just.. tell them you are depressed.. tell them everything you feel.. and tell them you might kill yourself.. it might hurt them to hear it, but it will open their eyes.. worked over here..
good luck man, hope you feel better soon.. i know how it feels to be depressed and feel like you want to die.
keep strong and you will survive..
life will become better in the future, im sure of it ;) ..
hi i am 26 and my girlfriend 23 i have e big problem i just find out she was married and has e child i love her and she loves me but she didn't have the strength to tell me about this and now i am weary depressive my feelings are Brock i am weary bad right now is the firs time on my life that a fell such a pain in my hart i don know wat to do somebody pleas help me before i do something stupid i really need help some times i thin to kill my self . if any one likes to help me right me back
im so sorry mom, but i i really have to go. I can't take this hell anymore. You never help me out. You don't care. You walk away:'( This is my road end
i love uu :) and nothing is wrong with uu , people have just stoped beliving in u :) thats all . but i didnttttttt so leave those people behind , make new friends
i so tired when poeple say they can relate no they have no clue what i'm going they always ask why do i hurt myself i say because when u go and hurt me i want to be ready..do u guys kinda get me?
ur right god did give us a girft to live but how can we enjoy it when evrything is so fucked up when the world is so fucking cruel and u are completely right we do need to say that but its to hard to do so everyone will find a way to feel at least a lil better just try im not gonna lie we all know that some will give up i have but it wasnt my time i guess or i dint try hard anyway im glad i fail i now have someone to fight for and i hope u all find someone or something to fight for
people say why do you want to die?, lifes great. They dont fucking understand that i want to die because i was never meant to be here, i dont want this shitty life, i just want to be nothingness ffs.
I know what u mean... My class mates ask me that everyday....I just don't think that life is pink,great,funny and other bullshits like that....I just don't belong to this shitty world,to this idiot life....I mean I don't want to live....So why don't they just let me die....I mean they hate me so why do they try to stop me? I hate my life...I tried to killmyself 3 times....And it never worked so I'm still stuck in pain and misery
i know what u mean i always felt my god made a mistake that i was not ment to be here that it wasnt my time others say life is great but they dont know how it feels to be us how much life has and is hurtin us
they dont realize that they are the ones causin our pain sorry i mention god many hate that but he was the only one who i was able to talk to when i was younger
and even today its not easy to talk to others they judge us right away
you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
@gamerglazer you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life.in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you.God has always loved you and cared for you.you dont see God but He has always been there with u
@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
@shadowlife14 ya...i know what u mean some of us is better off dead than living and suffering on the place we call earth...more like hell...the only thing most of us have to look fwd to is this place that most of us believe in called heaven....everything moves soo fast and thats what makes u wanting to hate your life....i wish it would move fast enough to where i die =/
Unstable biochemics in the brain. Every feeling, every reaction to an event is a chemical process happening in the brain, but when the way things work in the brain are screwed up, such things happen : \. Others who are healthy cannot comprehend this. Feelings are chemistry, im trying to look at it like that and i can influence the chemistry, there are practices for it, these practices are vital for me, that's how i live with my BPD :D.
Hi!Girl Marie here.Feel & know what you have gone through because i have been there & am still there.The scars on my wrist hide deeper wounds on my soul.Was brutaly raped (My Fault!)& left for dead.Attempted sucide shortly after (FAILED!!).I live with the fallout from it.It`s not living it`s a life sentence of pain.I cut when things get bad for me.When people hurt me because they can.I am not proud fo what i do to myself & i don`t encourage it but i understand why you do it.Wish i didn`t.Sadnes
underloved1 2 weeks ago
we gave them our hearts they broke it and left :'(
9924roro 1 month ago
@9924roro trust can be a bitch i know from experience it hurts but hold on i know you can do it:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
this is the same as how i feel and how i act always
myuu44 1 month ago
@myuu44 stay strong you can do it, there's always someone to listen like online helplines where you can anonymously email a counselor or you talk to me or people on this page we all understand this feeling <3
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
@AnnaRoseKi i don't think people do ive been shattered im broken.... beyond repair </3
myuu44 2 weeks ago
@myuu44 don't give up you're very strong just to expressing how you're feeling. i'm sorry you feel so lost but i do understand i'm so sick of this sometimes i feel so hopeless but i don't want you to give up:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
@AnnaRoseKi i hate my life its horrible .... i dont want sympathy i want to leave .... i want to leave it all
myuu44 1 week ago
@myuu44 you don't have to take this as sympathy but i'm someone who cares i know you're hurting and i just want you to know you're not alone, i'm sorry you feel like this please don't leave. you can talk to me <3
AnnaRoseKi 1 week ago
@AnnaRoseKi you don't get it .... i am so alone .... my best friend committed suicide hes gone .... forever and i made a suicide pact with him but i never did .... i'm horrible .... and to top it all off my dad abuses me and no one helps! ... no one cares .... so i hurt myself everyday .... i'm just invisible
myuu44 1 week ago
I feel the same...
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@metalistahood stay strong you can do it, there's always someone to listen like online helplines where you can anonymously email a counselor or you can talk to me or people on this page we all understand this feeling <3
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
I hate my life but this video made me feel better thanks xx <3
cutevamp99 3 months ago
@cutevamp99 yeah watching videos like these comforts me it makes me feel not so alone, stay strong!
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
oh my. i'm leaving, your comments are fucking creepy.
TheTdwpforever 3 months ago
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came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
27solros 4 months ago
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came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
27solros 4 months ago
came into the world to grow and I did, maybe not the way I wanted. But here you have me, bruised, arms that are torn by needles. These needles gave me the peace to find myself, maybe not in the way I would have liked or others around me.My hatred grew for each day that passed, and then grew the need to be destructive to those who loved me, I was not worth loving. But now something happens in my life that alters my view of myself, I'm unique am strong... peace in your body and soul.
27solros 4 months ago
@27solros good on you, stay strong!
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
i used to cut but now ive stopped but sometimes i find it really hard to stop myself from self harming i know what pepole who self harm is going though so if anyone want to talk then just massage me i well try and help you as much as possible and just reamember that your not alone.
thepaddy246 4 months ago
that was beautifully sad.
catjanjayce 4 months ago
why every thing Separated me from my bf and my frindz i hate my life its sucks i wanna die :'(
9924roro 4 months ago
what is the name of this song?
loveiskilling7 4 months ago
@loveiskilling7 Hello - Evanescence
jen1JSDDB 4 months ago
Ive dealt with clinical depression on and off. This video best describes how I feel at times, cept Ive not been suicidal. Too much of a coward, which is a good thing! I sought help & I learned tools to help me each time, tools that help me believe in the goodness of myself, power of positive thinking, etc.
It's good to release, express and rid yourself of the negative energy. It's a part of healing. Listen to Everyone Hurts by REM. Its a healing song, and lets u know ur not alone. Dont Give Up!!
CanuckSusen 5 months ago
help me. my heart and mind are working together to kill me. even they hate me. help... :' (
aokska 5 months ago
@aokska Send me a message, ill talk to you and help you as much i can :)
kewee49 5 months ago
i loved i am a poetry lover and for talent shows at my school i do a poem and i always win it well i do dramatic poetry reading and this might be the one but im still looking this is so deep!
sillygurl367 6 months ago
@kingkongblu, lmao! nice
singinizmypassion11 6 months ago
kingkongblu, lmao! nice
singinizmypassion11 6 months ago
Can you try to love your self a little bit? To accept your feelings as being ok.
Maybe you can imagine yourself as a loving mommy or an Angel holding a suffering child. Little by little you can learn to stop believing that your feelings are bad or unacceptable or even that something really terrible will happen if you allow your feelings to be, without judgement, without holding on. Just let the feeling be, let it come, let it go -and it will change, you will see.
satsumamoon 6 months ago
I have a long Penis
kingkongblu 6 months ago
sounds like me
vampirekisser0782 7 months ago
i wish i had my best friend who died from suicide back thats what tearing me down the most before i had people to talk about when i wanted to die now i dont :(
shay3471 7 months ago
hi thankyou for the video im feeling your pain as the tears fall from eyes. i really hope your ok. feel free to pm me if you ever need to talk.
jameskenly 7 months ago
you are not alone I'm 21 and I still feel the same..
psychsounds 8 months ago
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I hide my emotions all the time
I wear a mask every day of my life to hide the real me
I put on a fake smile to stop the questions
I want to scream but I can't
So I take the blade to my skin and let everything go for a while.
I feel so alone:'(
babygurlnz1 8 months ago
If any of you need a stranger to talk to, you know, to get your feelings out or to just know that someone actually cares. I'm the one to talk to. I've been in your shoes before, I really want to help. It sucks major ass to have that empty feeling.. I'm a great friend and a great listener, I have some advice (if you even care to take it) but yeah, message me on here or whatever, I can tell you all the things I've been through and how I delt with them..
SearchingforsweaterS 8 months ago
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i under stand u dude ive been depressed for so long i dont know who i am people think im a loser i just want to fade away i want to die i HATE MY LIFE i cry for so many reasons i hate my life thanks for trying to halp me but im done i wont last much longer i dont know why i try i just want to die i hate life good bye i love people who care about me there the only reason why i stay alive
nikolas1516 9 months ago
if he didn't die , then we would have went too that building , with callapsed an hour after he died , so if he didn't die , we all would have , but i am upset with the god we have , because why didn't he take me ? why did it have too be brad...
RaynBowVEVO 9 months ago
my beleive is god does exsist , sorry too hear about the person under neith me , sad story , but everything happens for a reson , My best friend brad died three months ago , but i relized that if he didn't die , me and all my other bestfriend would still be on the old broken ubilding high on e and coke , and the night that brad died , we were all soppse too go too that building for a coke party , and before we went we went too a party , and thats there he died , but the thing is , C.
RaynBowVEVO 9 months ago
god doesnt exist cuz if he did he would not have let my mom and dad die, would not have let me be abused, not let me go into foster homes, and not let me harm myself. he is my enemy.....
faziobella1 9 months ago 3
@faziobella1 i know how you feel .... ive been beaten and i harm myself but god has nothing to do with it its thoes peoples fault not urs or anyone elses
myuu44 1 week ago
what's the name of this song?
katelenito 9 months ago
If god was real why the fuck did he make people even have depression? all you god fucks can stfu .-.
KrissyKrossy92 9 months ago
yeah fuck religions only thing you get is stupid wars
1992steffan 10 months ago
Jesus will FILL the EMPTINESS!! he says to worry for nothing but to cast ALL your cares upon Him because He cares for YOU!!! and so do I..!
Its going to be okay now..big bad daddy is in charge NOW;)
Your friend ,
Michelle
magick67 10 months ago
I bind and rebuke the demon of boarderline pesonality disorder right NOW in the mighty name of Jesus Christ! I rebuke you you foul spirit!! i command you to release this woman now by the authority of Jesus! the blood of Jesus is against you!! i command you to BOW at the name of Jesus!! Go NOW and never return to her life again!! I shut your mouth,,,you will never whisper lies in her ears ever again!! It is DONE in Jesus precious Holy name. TY Father in Jesus name!! AMEN!
magick67 10 months ago
I'll Most Likely Be That Girl Found Dead Holding A Rose In My Hands So Everyone Will Know I Just Wanted To Be Loved.
FallOutBoyForever821 1 year ago
I know exactly how you feel, I want to fly away and be free from this world. nice job on the video.
theworldsmessedup1 1 year ago
"My Life needs many Pieces to make it Complete"
....
Wow... This really touched me...
Just one thing I can do... """"" cRy T-T """"
xtrueheartzx 1 year ago
ALSO THE FACT THAT MY COMMENTS HAVE BEEN REMOVED also declares your stubbon need to hold on to your delusions, allowing nothing taht may challange. again DO NOT ASSUME.
LLLLltable 1 year ago
@LLLLltable maybe if you truly felt this pain, you would too understand. Sure a lot of "emos" just want more attention, but, the reason why most emos are so sensitive, is because we've had a hard life. And I say 'we' 'cause I mean me and other emos. I've taken seven years of being treated like an outcast, a nobody, and used for a punching bag. I can't do anything, because they're bigger and stronger than me. And the others don't do anything...
thunderousvelocity 1 year ago
@thunderousvelocity I was treated like that for over 8 years.
It is really painful, I know.
Stay strong, I'm out of school already and fortunately I never saw those persons again
I know this comment has some time already yet I hope better times come for you soon
Feel free to check my blog or talk. Take care.
Sy0592 1 year ago
Your assumption that i know nothing about this confirms for me your self centredness. i do not persume to contribute to things i know nothing of. the symptons you just mentioned : yes i too. and COUNTLESS OTHERS have, do and will experince. (not jsut once, not jsut fleeting) the difference is I seek a soltion, I do not CELEBRATE, DECORATE OR WALLOW IN THE PPOB;LEM. my Challange to you: create a film clip with THE ANSWERS. STOP SEEKING ATTENTION YOU ARE NOT THAT SPECIAL.
LLLLltable 1 year ago
YOU ARE NOT THAT SPECIAL. YOU ARE NOT MORE SENSITIVE THAN THE REST OF US, YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION WITHOUT RESPONSIBLY. STOP SUCKING OFF ALL
STOP USING YOUR SYMPTOMS AS EXCUSES.
LLLLltable 1 year ago
@LLLLltable do you want to feel empty day in and out waking up and the first thing you think about is killing yourselfe if you dont know what bpd is like then you dont know stop talking about stuf you dont know nothing about.
1992steffan 1 year ago
@LLLLltable do you want to feel empty day in and out waking up and the first thing you think about is killing yourselfe if you dont know what bpd is like then you dont know how it feels, stop talking about stuff you dont know nothing about.
1992steffan 1 year ago
@LLLLltable Will you shut the hell up already?! If a persons hurting, they're hurting, it has nothing to do with you! You think people like feeling like this?! You're full of bollocks. You're the one who needs to get over themselves and stop being so close minded! You sound like your saying that you're the most special person and I highly doubt that.
Liviloulaa 1 year ago
@LLLLltable I'ld advice you to learn how to type as a first.
Plus you going all "Caps rage" won't making you that special or superior either.
You're being close minded as people have issues and suffer because of many reasons
Being those physical, mental/psychological, financial, so on...
Sy0592 1 year ago
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LLLLltable 1 year ago
sometimes, i also think that its better to die that to live in this stupid life...
xopie01 1 year ago
Would you guys stfu about religion already?! A lot of people in this world don't give a shit about 'Heaven' or 'God'. So keep that crap to yourself, we don't want to hear; "GOD WILL SAVE US CUS I BELIEVE!! I BELIEVE!". Seriously! This is a video about how sad shadowoflife13 feels, not some religious chat room.
thunderousvelocity 1 year ago 51
@thunderousvelocity
I SOOOOOO second this statement! Refreshing change..Thanks, : )
loobylouboti 1 year ago
@thunderousvelocity I pray to god every single day to save us... ;(
bojkohs92 5 months ago
Nobody understands...
Nobody..
SanniDog 1 year ago
get psychiatric help and stop whining. BPDs think it is all about them and their suffering. They make life with them a living hell.
verman9 1 year ago
Just keep on keeping on. Though at times life throws you around and you find yourself in despair, just remember that it can't rain all the time. Find something to live for. There are a lot more people who do care than you think. You just need someone to listen to you. Even though I don't know y'all you can always drop a line in my inbox and I'll listen. I've been through this too, and I'm still living.
touchinstinct 1 year ago
what's this song called
frljirma 1 year ago
@frljirma It says twice in the beginning and end. "Hello" by Evanescence.
roryboot 1 year ago
I Love You. You must follow your heart. Technology; its making people cold and unhappy. The computer is causing so many souls to lose thier hearts to it; Plastic and wires; the abomination causing desolation in souls. The first beast gives life to the image of the second beast. The computer that they set uP. Above our Loving father in heaven and Yahshua. And computer idol and graven imageTakes you out of your heart and into the web of your mind. Do not set it above Holy Spirit Love . I Love you
JahavahrieL 1 year ago
everytime i cut i feel better but then i realise im bleeding and i try to make it stop but it wont so then i hide from the world ..i wish everyone knew what it feels like to die it would be the best thing ever but no the dont
1092sophie 1 year ago 27
@1092sophie i know how u feel u remind me of me caz i bee through the same thing i hope u can ontace me and we can become friends
elariaatef 1 year ago
@1092sophie know the feeling
jerryroos 9 months ago
@1092sophie i know how u feel i feel like im falling and falling through a endless hole an endless hell and im hurting i want to die and burn in hell i hate my life burn in hell god you dont do anything to help me fuck u god
nikolas1516 9 months ago
@1092sophie I Know How You Feel
Ezmeralda8342524 3 weeks ago
@1092sophie hi i hope things are better, you are a very strong person to be expressing how you feel:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago
hey love i know life can suck but you know what mine does too it really does. but nothing meant to be perfect just have hope cause your worth it. your worth anything and everything just stay strong. stand up and be who you are and death is never the answer it won't help anything. everything gets better eventually even if its just for one second thats the hope that is out there. i'll be here even though i don't know you you can talk to me about anything i'll never judge. keep that head up high
beautifuledie 1 year ago
We each have our own battles. and we decide how we will fight them. there are times... sometimes long periods of time when we are not able to fight them. we give in. and give up. i've been there. i know what it feels like to not be able to fight for myself. i would hand myself over to the darkness of depression. There is hope though. i know because i've experienced it. it comes in different forms. but whatever form you recieve it in its source is from God. Lean on Him when you have nothing else
abbnutz08 1 year ago
very good choice for the song... Evanescence is a best group =)
VampireOfThe35 1 year ago
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you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
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you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
words cant describe what i go through everyday.
lilbrazilcutie 1 year ago
@lilbrazilcutie
:\ exactly........
Xxhethur75xX 1 year ago
@lilbrazilcutie @gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
saaaaaaaad song )':
NIGHTHAWK84438 1 year ago
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@NIGHTHAWK84438 @gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
I'm screaming for help but no one hears me...
by harm myself I feel like I can kill the pain inside
missjbfan4ever 1 year ago
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@missjbfan4ever @gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
I'm so sick of faking my smile
and acting like it's fine that no one GIVES A DAMN THAT I self harm.
my parents know, and don't care, neither does my "best friend".
jekdop 1 year ago
@jekdop @gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
@dedcastellanos I am a Christian
jekdop 1 year ago
@jekdop Fuck that he doesn't understand.. if he was really there i wouldn't keep feeling this way..
XxblahxXcutxX 1 year ago
@XxblahxXcutxX yeah, you would :/ I'm not like the preachy/shove my thoughts down your throat but bad things happen to everyone, every single day.
jekdop 1 year ago
@dedcastellanos I am with you... but I cannot seperate myself from sin... yet i love and yurn for God and the shame that I bear of all my failure and disgrace... yet I preech to the ones who have not heard The Living Word of God or despise it for and unknown or foolish reason... or even a good one. The devil is not the one single entity that creates sin in us,it is us... they are products of ourselves sometimes.But my question is am I wrong and should stop;for I fear I may never repent;doIStop?
Usmcspartan420 1 year ago
@jekdop They all care but all people respond deffrently and may even go into depression from your very darkness ...and it is no lie that Jesus id our Lord God,He is the Way, The truth, and the Life. I can feel the evil in me as I feel when I behave as a heathen Viking... yet i am the master of my own will... and we loose that. That may be the devil. evil loves it when we do there work for them. We must use free will and all Gods gifts to keep us alive... and You might be keeping some1 elseAlive
Usmcspartan420 1 year ago
SO SAD..I'M CRYING CAUSE I UNDERSTAND YOU..
SO TRUE..THANKS FOR SHARE DEAR...STAY STRONG,PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
nonumana 1 year ago
What happens if some pieces are missing? is it really the end of the world?
we need to get used that the world will never be perfect. We need to know what to hang from, what is important, and if you really don't know what it is, i guess you're really fucked up.
gutendag 1 year ago
it's okay to be depressed for a while, and to feel that something is missing in your life, we all do. The important thing is not to forget that we need to fight for what we want, mostly against ourselves, our feelings and our own reality. Also, it's important to know what is worth fighting for.
gutendag 1 year ago
My life sucks right now. I've developed depression from people hitting me all the time. I feel that I don't belong and I'm worthless. I just let them hit me. People don't understand what I'm going through. I can't hide from depression. People say that they're depressed but when I ask them what they're depressed about they don't answer. And yet people hit me still today even when I tell them I have the worst kind of depression, major depression.
CallMehBob 1 year ago
I'm depressed for 2 yrs now,
i had help from doctors and family, but now one could change my mind
They dont feel what i feel, they dont hear the words i cant speak, they dont see the thoughts i cant show, they dont understand the feelings i cant explain
they cant help me, im living in a dream; i lost reality; im dead already
i just want to go; waiting for the right day
LostMyReality 1 year ago
there will never b a right day 2 go no matter how much u hate it u have 2 stick around 2 c what happens an at least live ur life b4 u decide 2 go
xxxx3249 1 year ago
@LostMyReality I have lost my reality too.. I'm still having help.. I have been having it for 4 years.. I can't be helped either no matter what they tell me no matter what happens i can't be changed.. My world is lost..
XxblahxXcutxX 1 year ago
this life sucks and evry1 is not ok im not ok but i act like it even tho im not
superbrina13 1 year ago
thjah door me verleden vertrouw ik helemaal niemand meer wil graag ooit weer een relaie maar weet nie hoe het moet met die kronkel :-/ mjah das mijn prob
extratoneik 1 year ago
I love the song!
JustKeepOnBreathing 1 year ago
... my sadness and lonliness will always haunt me. It may seem I have it all, but that's not what I want. Not material things, real things like love.
barbiegarl 1 year ago
cutingt yourself is one of the hardest feelings to fight, but you can do it, fighting it makes you a much much stronger person than anyone else.
you do have a purpose in life even if you do not belief it within yourself, one day you will see. YOU are just as important as everyone else on this planet and self harm is not the way forward it is just a viscous mental cycle.
allypal03 1 year ago
@allypal03 look i have been cutting for 8 years now i am now 16 i want to stop but i can not stop it is getting out of hand i need help but i am to scard to tell anyone can u help
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
o m g i cried so hard i can feel what you feel i really do
tyson4441 1 year ago
you can never be nothing you will allways be something,death is not the end.
blakxhart 1 year ago
I think because BPD's are so emotional, that's why their SO touchingly-Artistic.
composer63 1 year ago
i know waht yew mean i feel the same wayy i start to wonder whats the whole point of beinqq here if yew dont wanna b here..
MsDARKNESS15 1 year ago
Hello,
Here is a website that might interest you:
the page is called farewellborderland and it is on the weebly website.
(Sorry, Youtube is not letting me post the link directly, I don't know why, but I'm sure you'll figure out how to find it through Google).
lauralaura201111 1 year ago
the son is called hello by evanescence
Emabomb 1 year ago
If god was real and loving and caring why did he create so much pain? and don't say its the devil and satan and that stupid crap. the truth is there is no god. an all loving god wouldn't put people through so much pain that they can't escape no matter how many hospital visits and cutting and drugs they put you on. the truth is that people have to stick together and find something real to believe in.
WillowNyte 1 year ago
@WillowNyte im not that religious and personally i hate god for putting me thru everything in this vid...but he puts us thru absolute hell so we can have a chance at happieness when good things happen.
ImmaSoldier345 1 year ago
@WillowNyte you are right! believe in yourself. your quote "the truth is that people have to stick together and find something real to believe in". it in all of us. Sometimes it's just hard to find. Thanks for posting!
mikkimoose 1 year ago
@WillowNyte The problem with that idea WillowNyte is that how many thousands of years have we had that opportunity to stick together and find something real to believe in? Yet people still are searching, still not believing, and still not sticking together. They will stick together as long as it works out for them. But more often what we see is that looking for our own answers to the spiritual questions in life come up hazy and short lived. And people will consistantly disappoint us.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
Let me break it down as simply as possible. This is a topic that theologians could teach on for weeks. Why if God is loving does he allow us to go through so much pain? God loved what He created (us). We were created to enjoy perfect union with HIm. Relationship. ( along with all the other great things in life sunshine, environment, relationship with other people etc..) Because God is the creator he understands what is safe for us and what is not. because he loves us he gave us instrctions.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
those instructions are for us to follow to keep us safe. because he loves us so much he gave us a choice. Whether or not we want to follow those instructions and whether or not we want to be that relationship with Him. ( consider a relationship where someone was forced to be in it and had no choice in how to act. that is not love at all. that is selfish and twisted.) God loves us enough to give us a choice. Then comes the next important part... the first man and woman who ....
abbnutz08 1 year ago
were offered that relationship with God their creator. Eventually chose to walk away from that perfect union. They didn' t follow the instructions. They seperated themselves from God. They chose it. They knew what would happen if they chose that path and they did it anyway. There were consequences that follow. They no longer could live in perfect union with God. Life became difficult. Ultimately "Sin" was introduced to the world. and our relationship with God was destroyed. However...
abbnutz08 1 year ago
God loved us too much to let that relationship be destroyed. Like romeo and juliet a passionate love an unrelenting love, determined to be together and do whatever it takes.... God made a way for our relationship with him to be restored. We can't be perfect. He sees that. There is nothing we can do or offer to restore that relationship with him. nothing. Because of the sin... basically we opened the door for evil. we allowed it to come into our lives when we walked away from Gods instructions.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
The penalty that goes with that is death. But God loves us too much to let that happen so he sent his Son Jesus. He is Gods son so he lived a perfect life. and then he was innocent but died. And he knew what he was doing. and he was willing to do it so we wouldn't have to. It was like a car coming to hit you and he jumped in the way to save you. He took your place. So NOW when you believe that this is true When you go to have that relationship with God you can. because the penalty has been paid
abbnutz08 1 year ago
even more good news. Jesus didn't just die....God loved him and God is powerful and raised him from death. When we let God love us he cleans us totally of our past and our failures. He does it again and again. When we die... we aren't "dying"... we are moving on to enter in to the perfect union that was supposed to be from the begining and Jesus is the reason that is possible. With out him we would just die. and forever be seperated from God. And again we still have a choice.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
Things are not going to be easy in this life because God is still in the process of restoring the world He created. There will be a day though when His work is done and the world will be totally restored. Stay in that relationship with God and He will tell you what to be looking for. When things are restored there will be no,sadness, depression, killing, hatred, cheating, lying....
like when light is lit in a dark room- the light pushes the darkness out. So is it with God and his Kingdom.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
But remember this...people ALWAYS let us down. Jesus does not. We will not fully understand things. But who really does understand true love? we just love. Trust that the creator of love does understand it and knows what He has done and is doing and going to do. He loves you or He wouldn't have gone through so much trouble to salvage a relationship with you. If He didnt' love you why would he send me to share all of this with you? Trust true love- Jesus Christ- God. What have you got to lose?
abbnutz08 1 year ago
"so i wear the mask to hide the broken girl behind" .
TheAdorkable03 1 year ago
this song is called hello by evanessence if anyone wants to know :S
LadyLiquid7 1 year ago
Zen.
doogin13 1 year ago
He loves you. he asks us to LIVE. and to LOVE. let your heart OVERFLOW WITH LIFE! i want to encourage you to maybe check it out... it saved my life. i probably wouldnt' be here today if ti wasnt' for this truth.
please dont' give up. you matter. I PROMISE YOU THAT.
abbnutz08 1 year ago
God is bigger than even death. Jesus died and then was raised from death by a God who LOVES. HE CARES ABOUT every breath you take HE HAS An AMAZING PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE. there IS hope. Jesus layed down his life for you and for me
abbnutz08 1 year ago
amen! what you say is true. God can turn the biggest mess and brokeness in our lives into something good... if we give Him the chance
doggebob 1 year ago
there is One for sure i can promise you cares about EVERY DETAIL of your life one who knows exactly how many hairs they are on your beautiful head. who knows your deepest pain and hurts One who knows what its like to be alone and rejected. Taht one is JESUS. i'm not being christian cheesy. i'm bein for real. The God that created you LOVES you UNCONDITIONALLY . it means ALWAYS no matter WHAT. Jesus died so you wouldn't have to... but good news is...
abbnutz08 1 year ago
i tried to tell my friends and family how i feel but htey just think it is a fase i am going through but how can i tell them that i actually want to die please somebody help me i i dont know how much morre of this life i camn tke plaese somone hel[p me
georgiewb 1 year ago
just.. tell them you are depressed.. tell them everything you feel.. and tell them you might kill yourself.. it might hurt them to hear it, but it will open their eyes.. worked over here..
good luck man, hope you feel better soon.. i know how it feels to be depressed and feel like you want to die.
keep strong and you will survive..
life will become better in the future, im sure of it ;) ..
vmcshade 1 year ago
i tried to say that to them but they just dont seem to understand how i feel they will never know until i die
georgiewb 1 year ago
You can close your eyes to reality
But not memories
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This truth makes me wonder why I still walk this earth. My heart and sole died long ago. A that remains of this life is pain.
This pain called life continues until one day I die and return to dust. Death is so easy, but life is so hard.
Why do we try so hard? Tears as I try is all that keeps me alive.
tdwebste 1 year ago
hi i am 26 and my girlfriend 23 i have e big problem i just find out she was married and has e child i love her and she loves me but she didn't have the strength to tell me about this and now i am weary depressive my feelings are Brock i am weary bad right now is the firs time on my life that a fell such a pain in my hart i don know wat to do somebody pleas help me before i do something stupid i really need help some times i thin to kill my self . if any one likes to help me right me back
fitimshaqiri 1 year ago
im so sorry mom, but i i really have to go. I can't take this hell anymore. You never help me out. You don't care. You walk away:'( This is my road end
iirtak 1 year ago
how come no one loves me what is so wrong with me why isnt my mom proud of me why are all my friends leaving me am i really that bad ???
XxxweepingxxX 1 year ago
i love uu :) and nothing is wrong with uu , people have just stoped beliving in u :) thats all . but i didnttttttt so leave those people behind , make new friends
meahmed 1 year ago
wow... our stories are so similiar!!!!!! omfg!
shelbylovesdaniel 1 year ago
this could be a great place but nobedy cares they just continue being selfish and only caring about themselves
GorgeusGirl12 1 year ago 13
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coorynutza 2 years ago
i so tired when poeple say they can relate no they have no clue what i'm going they always ask why do i hurt myself i say because when u go and hurt me i want to be ready..do u guys kinda get me?
PartTimeWizard 2 years ago
life is a gift.. god didn't just give it to us for nothing...
we are all made for a reason.. people including me need to say that more often..
i can relate to this video :} its beautiful
D1ssapeared 2 years ago
reason? cause? effect? words? god?
how did we come up with these things?
how did we see life?
lyscan 2 years ago
ur right god did give us a girft to live but how can we enjoy it when evrything is so fucked up when the world is so fucking cruel and u are completely right we do need to say that but its to hard to do so everyone will find a way to feel at least a lil better just try im not gonna lie we all know that some will give up i have but it wasnt my time i guess or i dint try hard anyway im glad i fail i now have someone to fight for and i hope u all find someone or something to fight for
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
people say why do you want to die?, lifes great. They dont fucking understand that i want to die because i was never meant to be here, i dont want this shitty life, i just want to be nothingness ffs.
gamerglazer 2 years ago 42
I know what u mean... My class mates ask me that everyday....I just don't think that life is pink,great,funny and other bullshits like that....I just don't belong to this shitty world,to this idiot life....I mean I don't want to live....So why don't they just let me die....I mean they hate me so why do they try to stop me? I hate my life...I tried to killmyself 3 times....And it never worked so I'm still stuck in pain and misery
coorynutza 2 years ago
if you want to be happy
just be him
lyscan 2 years ago
i know what u mean i always felt my god made a mistake that i was not ment to be here that it wasnt my time others say life is great but they dont know how it feels to be us how much life has and is hurtin us
they dont realize that they are the ones causin our pain sorry i mention god many hate that but he was the only one who i was able to talk to when i was younger
and even today its not easy to talk to others they judge us right away
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@MyRedBlade99 and its so hard when they do judge us so easily..
BloodIZYummy 1 year ago
@gamerglazer i kno exactly how you feel because thats how i feel at times but you will get through it and your friends will help
xxxx3249 1 year ago
@xxxx3249
U don't fucking know a shit how he feels
people have to stop pretending that they know were a person is going through
because they dont know, they cant feel what that person feels
LostMyReality 1 year ago
@LostMyReality y dont u jus shut up! i kno how it feels 2 b like that we may not have the exact same problem but its similar n i kno how it feels.
xxxx3249 1 year ago
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you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life..in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD.. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you...God has always loved you and cared for you..you dont see God but He has always been there with u..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
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@gamerglazer you guys feel empty and like u dont belong and you try to hide your pain, and u hurt yourselves, but there is one who Cares His Name is Jesus Christ..you seek love and God is love, u need God in your life.in the bible it says: WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD. WE BELONG TO GOD...and it is why you are never satisfied, you need love, attention and some one to care for you.God has always loved you and cared for you.you dont see God but He has always been there with u
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
@gamerglazer God loves u, God is love and He's all u need. God will fill ur emptiness. u feel like u dont belong and no one seems to care for u, but God does. u belong to God and since u dont have God in ur life u suffer without consolation.
God has always been there with u but u havent notices Him because sin has separates u from Him and also because u dont have God in your life..all u need is God, trust me i know what im saying..
dedcastellanos 1 year ago
i can so relate to this =(
prototypefemale92 2 years ago
perfect <3
LalaBarbieGurl 2 years ago
iTs PerFeCT !!!......:S
missz3Ool 2 years ago
this video is so much like my life...
shadowlife14 2 years ago
@shadowlife14 ya...i know what u mean some of us is better off dead than living and suffering on the place we call earth...more like hell...the only thing most of us have to look fwd to is this place that most of us believe in called heaven....everything moves soo fast and thats what makes u wanting to hate your life....i wish it would move fast enough to where i die =/
maam31 2 years ago
I'm depressed also, but dying would be an easy way out and living makes you stronger.
msdork101 2 years ago 2
This comment has received too many negative votes show
If there is one thing I never understood; it's why people actually feel so strongly over completely irrational things.
Kelarre653 2 years ago
Unstable biochemics in the brain. Every feeling, every reaction to an event is a chemical process happening in the brain, but when the way things work in the brain are screwed up, such things happen : \. Others who are healthy cannot comprehend this. Feelings are chemistry, im trying to look at it like that and i can influence the chemistry, there are practices for it, these practices are vital for me, that's how i live with my BPD :D.
xxxffs 2 years ago
tell me more sir
TehLAWL1 1 year ago
is this song by Evanescence
sportsgirl126 2 years ago
omg this video killed me thinkin about my life and how much is wrong with it. people shouldnt feel like this its not normal :(
sportsgirl126 2 years ago