@lalalovelylady: Because not telling someone is really the solution. I have friends with all kinds of illnesses. I have a disorder myself. But don't tell me that not wanting to tell someone about the hurt is normal and healthy. You are not the authority on ED. Even if she was a lying attention seeking bitch, you don't know her, just as I don't know you. The whole point of my message was courage. Get someone to help you instead of crying about it. Your mind is still in working order, isn't it?
I would not advise anyone to want to have an eating disorder, it is not a diet. At all. I get cold, really cold all the time, and my lips are also peeling. Thats not all but I don't want to go on, just remember anorexia is NOT a fashion statement ( btw love the David Bowie shirt)
i am a healthy weight of 120 and am starting to obsess and think of wat i eat and watch my weight like wayyyyy too much. work out all the time and do sit up when i could b out with friends and family. and this has been a wake up call..but its hard and even though i am healthy i think i really need to start to rethink wat i am doing or it could end up being way more serious n something i wont be able to stop
I've been having EDNOS for about three years now, and I really admire your videos. It's good to know someone knows the hell of an eating disorder. Good luck. No matter what your weight is, you're beautiful, baby. I promise. I just hope you can reach a healthy weight and be happy.
I know what you mean, by the way. I cried way more when I got an eating disorder. I got really depressed, etc.
I agree you are amazing girl! I would love to be friends with you, you're sweet and smart and pretty and funny. Hang in there sweetheart, you have so much life to live and so much to offer the world! You only have one life to live, live it up and live it long! <3
You sound really smart and my only advice to you is to eat something because it sounds like you will hate your body whether you are thin or fat.
I know it's not very helpful, but you seem like an extremely excellent person and you are way too thin, pale and unhealthy looking. I hate to say these terrible things. I only again wish you the best.
your really pretty just dont let ny1 get you down, and ny1 that calls you fat doesnt deserve to live because you are definately one of the most awsome ppl in this world, most of the ppl in my class dont help by forcing ppl with eating disorders 2 eat or just ignoring them, i know what it feels like well yea hope u post more awsome vids :)
I get severe stomache pain. I don't mean hunger pains, though it does happen when I'm hungry, it feels like a hook is caught in all the muscles in my stomache, and is actually trying to rip them through my flesh. I once spent hours, curled in a ball, crying in pain. Not fun at all.
very simply you are a beautiful young woman, and you have a family that obviously loves you to bits and who i am sure are extremely proud of you and believe in you. you can put on the weight and you should, not only for yourself but for the people who love you. good luck and all the best. love.
do u at least keep ur body supplemented? I mean, I get the mental difficulties of an eating disorder - but can you at least give your body what it needs via supplements? They won't add any weight but can at least help ur body to not completely deteriorate....?Help ur mind, which is where the illness resides.If someone calls u fat in the street - they're taking the piss, of course, they're calling u fat because u are the opposite.Why does it matter what others think of u? ur clrly nice.B content
i know you see fat when you look in the mirror but read what anorexia is and then you will know your stick thin, but you should know because youre the ones not eating.
Your pretty beautiful even though your so skinny, BUT youd be more beautiful if you put som weight on :D do you gain the disorder to be sexy? or beautiful? or why educate me :o
...all fantastic people who dont deserve this disease.
I am 18 now and still suffering, i always think with ana sufferers you are two people, the before ana and with ana. I am a shadow of my former self but i am trying to be happy again and except ana will always be a part of me.
I cant say be strong because i will be a hypocrite but i will say i hope you find peace one day, because you deserve it, best of luck x<3
(sorry to ramble on, it is hard not to when talking about eating disorders)
...I havent told my story to anyone really because so much happened, and it is hard to explain the extent of pain anorexia really brings, i guess we and our families are the ones who will really ever understand. Once i figure out how to make a youtube video with pictures maybe i will tell my story properly and hopefully bring a little more awareness.
I had never heard of anorexia really before i went to my psychiatric hospital and met all the other pegs (postive eating group<3) who are ..
... social services and police were involved because they couldnt see how i had got to that point without any services stepping in. I was put on the child protection register and was then taking off during my stint in leigh house. I had to go to a meeting last year to do a serious case review and they asked me what could the services do differently to prevent what happened to me happen to anybody else, all i said was that every anorexic is different and to treat them with respect....
i first started losing weight when i was 13 and ive been falling ever since. so far ive had 3 hosiptal admissions to st marys. The third was 3 days before my 14th bday, my lowest weight was 24kg. I was in the ICU for two weeks and a further 6 months in the ward, and it was ..hell. my hair also fell out, i lost all dignity and i had to use a wheelchair in the final weeks because my leg muscles had wasted away. The
the food thing i totally get, i used to watch ready steady cook religiously i wanted to be around food all time, i used to spend hours in asda lookin of at the packet of everything and loved it. I am told it is a common thing among ana sufferers, they say they are interested and obsessed with food but at the same time repulsed and fear it.
YOu would look beautiful with some body fat, fat can be beautiful on some people. The body will soon enough end up dust.............dont worry about it, I'm a bit over weight and love my curves.......i think the models and others you want to look like look HOrrible! Please live, ask God to be healed. Pray in Jesus name. I dont understand how anyone would want to look like bones. If someone calls you fat, it's the oposite, theyre making fun of you being all bones.
im bulimic and im on the way to aerexia...you are beautiful but i wont tell you that you wont believe me...i understand...it sucks hard....i wished i looked in the merror and saw what people say they see but they lie....I WANNA STOP...but i cant
Your are beautiful, you are good at doing your makeup. I like you hair, overall I like you. I think you're funny. I hope you know that you are beautiful someday
may I say you do have a very pretty face, sweet voice and on top of it you are very clever. it is brave of you to post videos and very caring that you try to keep others from develoving an eating disorder. besides - I dunno why you think of yourself as weak (your video "anorexia nervosa - the reality"), because you obviously are not. it's just difficult to abandon habits like your not eating stuff...
I wish you good luck, just keep some company and try to avoid being alone
I have never had an ED but one of my close friends has because our gymnastics coach told her that she was fat. Which is insaid I might add. The girl could hide behind a toothpick! But yea she is 5'3 and at one point only weighed like 70 pounds.It was horible and I felt so bad because I couldn't say anything to make her feel better, but she is better now. :)
I had no choice to recover. I just had surgery and all i can do was lay, sit walk a little and eat. I gained a total of 6 pounds in a month. I am now a lot lazier. But I'm going back to the ana/mia life style but very slowly. Now it's like i have binge eating disorder. Any strong ana's out there that can give me support that would be appreciated. Lastly, I dont see ana as a disorder i see it as my steroid.
I had anorexia nervosa too, and I was really skinny like you, and my mom asked me all the time what was wrong with me for doing this to myself, and, like you, I hadn't an anwser to her.. she took me to the hospital's eating disorders department and in a year I pass the anorexia, and today I have my life back, all the joys and happiness that I didn't have in that time, so.. do something for yourself, and go to the hospital.. they can help you to get your life back..
so. i was not going to comment but i feel a need to say something.
you may feel that these people who are telling you that you are beautiful now that you are very very thin, are telling you because you are so thin. but i watched your other video and saw photos of you before your disorder and i can tell you that you were beautiful before. you will always be beautiful regardless of how much you weigh or how you look. you will always be beautiful.
You're amusing, and you seem extremely intelligent. And... I love your make up. Best of luck and I hope you get better, Love. With your understanding of the disease, and your evident maturity and intelligence, I know you will one day succeed and beat The Beast we call Anorexia Nervosa.<3
yes ,,, that´s true ,,,, really , i don´t know about you life but , you´re a very beautiful girl and you´re very intelligent too ,,, ,,, well that´s all ,,, please think about that ! bye <3
This is an irrelevant comment I'm sorry, but, your accent is adorable! :) where are you from? I'm English too but I haven't got a nice accent like you :(
You are beautiful inside and out. I really hope you get better. When I was in 3rd grade, a group of girls called me fat and told me what I couldn't eat and what I could and it was just horrible. I starved myself until 8th grade, but thankfully it never progressed into an illness because I told my family and they helped me through it. Just keep hoping.
honey u are far from fat and that person was an ass, this is how I look @ life DO NOT let other people step on ur square because at the end of the day they are not the ones that make u happy u are...they are not going to follow u home and pay ur bills for you so dont let them make u....u make u and be the best u that u can be...then u will be what I call awsome...u have the talent just show it to the world...thats what I call stickin it to the man...lol have a good day!
you're so pretty. stunningly beautiful. you have a great personality. and i really wish i could be right there with you and helping you recover. i wish and pray for the absolute best for you
Also i thought when i found your video, that even knowing that someone else suffers as i do, has changed my look on the disorder, because i didn't mind myself suffering, i could deal with it, but ... seeing someone else suffer as i do, and seeing the torture your putting yourself through as i have, has made truly see how bad it is... so i guess im trying to say that knowing that your not alone, can give you that little bit of strength that you need to pull yourself out. I hope your doing well
hello ^-^ i just wanted to say that you truly are beautiful, and that i am hoping you can find the strength to recover, i know myself that is way easier said than done, i have gone through this once and sadly have resorted back to it and have some of the same symptoms as you do too, like the hair comming out and peeling lips...but i have surfaced once , and i believe i can do it again, as can you! never give up! and no day is never to late to try a small sandwhich
I found you because I was looking for other people who track what they eat and...well you know...I mean, I watched your video and you clearly know. So ummmm, if you wanna message me or something, I know you may have a lot of people talking to you by now, but yeah.
You're not alone sweetie. (^_^)v Sooo many ppl in the entire world are in the same situation. It's just you choose to let ppl know what your going through and trying to see what ppl think about it or who is going through the same. Who ever called you anything mean, they can go to hell. You are a very very VERRRRRY! beautiful person. Please never forget that. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! SERIOUSLY! I'm super CEREAL!
You explain it so articulately. It's really comforting to hear someone who feels similarly and explains it so well. Everything you said is exactly true.
Something that will help with your hair problem is this pricription call spironolactone. You can go to your doctor and ask about it. It will be cheaper if you get it filled at your popular hospital that handles the big problems I guess would be a way to explain it. it will cost too much if you get it filled locally at like rite aid or wallgreens. Like $100 for a fill but it will be more like $10 if you go to a hospital.
Things may be very complicated and scary (as what you've explained), but actually it is just as simple as this:
"IF YOU DON'T CHANGE DIRECTIONS, YOU WILL END UP TO WHERE YOU'RE HEADED TO"..
Therefore, you have to do something, fight your fears - or else you'll end up with painful diseases and coma due to malnutrition... So, do SOMETHING! Its not yet too late!
You're very beautiful and believe me there is so much beauty in this world that you haven't seen yet.. please live and love..
I have recovered and im now a healthy weight but yes there is still a part of me that would love to be thinner. awesome bowie tshirt by the way. Im a very honest person and i want you to know your stunning but if you go down any further your going to look like death and scary. I find your blog helpful but i also find this triggering
you are fucking amazing hot u should really straightin up and see a doctor so u can get back on track girl you really would look good plz dont do it for u cause u will just start up again do it for ur mom and dont be so fuckin self centered damn i mean ur mom loves u and all ur doin is ruining her life and if she were taking her last breath do u think she will want to leave this world thinking of her daughter as this way i mean im not tryin to be mean and i hope u listen
you can do it...you really can. whats sad is that even if you do though its hard to keep up.....without using drugs. when i kicked ana i picked up drugs, rehab from drugs and back to ana.....sometimes you wish you could just wake up ok.
I hope one day to click on your channel and see you have gained weight and are living the beautiful, happy life you deserve. Surround yourself with love, you are a great person. Good luck and bless you, I hope all will be well some day.
I got really obsessed with cooking these elaborate feasts and desserts for my friends and spent hours watching cooking shows and reading cooking books. I don't know if thats what you were meaning?
I don't watch it on YouTube, but I always watch the travel channel and unwrapped, and all that stuff when no one is around, and I will just sit there and imagine I am eating it, but in actuality I am not....
I have poor circulation too, and lips are always chapped, and I get daaark circles under my eye even when I do get enough sleep.
You have beautiful eyes and a wonderful accent =) I want to see you healthy. Please know, everyone here watching your video and commenting are concerned about you and want to see you succeed. Keep fighting this. You will win.
hun you have like really great personality..i just think u should figered out why are u so afraid of food and (not fat but) normal weight. it looks like u know that what ur doing aint right but ur still doing it..maybe u should just think about why did u start with it in the first place.
ohh and they say its good to get rid of the mirrors and weight scales, and also start an anti ed diary with pictures of healthy girls instead of so called thinspiration...i really hope u get better! :) cheers
aww... please don't die. you have such a great personality, and your so sweet, and you seem very intelligent. plus i love your sense of humor. we need more people like you in this world.
It's that you're scared of food, & you (general) have image distortion. I do, & I can't leave my home because of it. (A partial reason)
I also watch people eating food, because I LOVE it, but I am scared of it, especially since I am not working out anymore. The thought to Gain weight is hard on my Psyche, & yet I know very well that when I had more muscle I was leaner than I am now, at just about 15 lbs lower, btw I was underweight than too. I want 2 lift weights & fill out, but stay lean!
Sounds like a stupid solution, but its really not. It is is simple as pickin up the cake and eating it, just like the rest of the world does, theres no technique for eating.Tbh people should be greatful for the food availible. "not liking your body" well thats just a state of mind, and once again its a simple as telling yourself you do, not just pretending you do. nobody can help anyone with simliar situations, its all down the the person alone, your the one in control, so you make the choices.
Of course I don't know you, but you seem too smart to get caught up in anorexia. If you like science, you should pursue it - when you take some physiology classes, you'll develop a deep appreciation for what food does for your mind and body. If that doesn't cure anorexia, I don't know what would! Best of luck!
I have a girlfriend and we were shopping. She said to me look this girls has a fat ass. But you know...She has rly problems with her self, she think she is too fat always. She is talking everytime about that she is too fat. As she said look this girls is fat. I responded that I dont care about that and I cant accept that you try to spread your problems with yourself into the world and make others feel sad or get ill.
i know this has nothing to do with the subject. and by the way i have a whole story to tell there. just don't want to right now. but i f'n love the bowie teeshirt!!!!!!!!!!
i read all the message's from down below and they all agree with me
that you are beautifull , but you would be even more beautiful if you put on weight i not that is very hard as my sister has been like this and i have had to watch her suffer was past years , she is fine now as has been given medication . if my sisteer can do it you can because you beautiful and should not think what others think , and the the thing is no one likes too skinny girls ,
i think you are so beautiful no matter what the rest of the world thinks i have been struggling with self-injury for 9 1/2 years and just cant stop also i have this wish in my head that if only6 i could weigh 95lbs maybe i'll be happy and maybe someone will love me cause right now i'm on my own to deal with the harm i cause my body. My own mother doesn't care i'm just told to shut up and it kills me.
i think you are so beautiful no matter what the rest of the world thinks i have been struggling with self-injury for 9 1/2 years and just cant stop also i have this wish in my head that if only6 i could weigh 95lbs maybe i'll be happy and maybe someone will love me cause right now i'm on my own to deal with the harm i cause my body
I was bulimic from 7th grade to 10th grade, I was also a cutter from 6th grade to 11th grade. I have the most difficult time with the cutting. I haven't had a relapse for about a year now. I've been recovering for 2 1/2 years. The way I've been recovering is just one moment at a time. I'm an American size 1 and I weigh anywhere between 106-110 lbs (this is my true healthy weight), I fear ever becoming a size 3 or weighing 120 lbs, but it's something I'm working on. There is always hope!
You're very brave to speak out about this, and I hope that you soon go into recovery. My best friend has developed this disorder in the last few years, and seeing your videos is helping me understand what she's going through better to better support her in her recovery. Best of luck to you.
it is not a fucking disorder u retard...it has been programed in to ur head by urself or others!!! it is not a terrible disease!! u decide to not eat, u decide to hurt urself and the ones around u.
i have a seizure disorder/epilectic disease....this is sumthing that i cannot control ..... sumthing that inflicts extreme pain and large amouts of medication and controls my life. so go eat a fucking sanwhich and go play sports and live life..........sumthing people with real disorders cant just wake up one day and decide change and do. so i say shame on u.
i have a seizure disorder/epilectic disease....this is sumthing that i cannot control ..... sumthing that inflicts extreme pain and large amouts of medication and controls my life. so go eat a fucking sanwhich and go play sports and live life..........sumthing people with real disorders cant just wake up one day and decide change and do. so i say shame on u.
how can you feel beatiful, when you have no womanly curves? no boobs bo hips, i mean you have beatiful eyes but i dont understand this disorderr at all... GET HELP
you couldnt be anymore mean. evven with help it is hard... and she said she stopped and restarted so obviously telling her what shes missing won't help
theres 4 things in life your spirituality your emotions your rationality , and your body you need to keep those balanced and not over or under, spirituality is the ackowledgement of our position in the cosmos and that if your chain goes away alot of people might get affected by it
its like the saying "not realizing what you have untill its gone." people start off just trying to diet usually, then get carried away and can't stop. then most of them wish they had never tried to change theselves. the addiction is like smoking. looks but is really hard to quit. you can't really understand 'till its happend to you. not exactly like the saying though.
you are not fat, you are beautiful, people that go and say to you that you are fat are stupid people, people that probably know what you are going through and that just want you to feel bad.dont listen to people´s bad coments, dont care about what they say, just fight for feeling happy with yourself..
i am 13 years old and i have been having eating disosorders for about 6 - 7 months.. i dont like eating, i just hate food, but at the same time i am scared i am afraid of food i am afraid of a sandwich. i have also lost lots of people because of having eating disorders, i lost my friends.
Having an eating disorder *IS* definitely harder than getting off drugs, you can have your friends and family lock away all the drugs in the world and keep them hidden from you they can't lock away food - because we need it to survive.
I'm social but I suffer from self imposed isolation because of my disorders. Your face is just beautiful, I literally cannot stop staring at you. And no, you're not alone in this.
Hi, I'm a girl, (and straight) so this may sound a little strange, but you have gorgeous eyes, sorry I just really needed to say something. After getting something in my head, I need to express it.. sorry. I just think your eyes are amazing... sorry again.. And i like your hair too X] , hope everything's going okay, and maybe could you write back / send me an e-mail? My friend is going through a difficult time, and im not too sure how to handle it properly.. I hope you're feeling well,
Hi. Well, don't really know what to say, cause there would be a lot of it.. I'm sorry that You suffer from anorexia, I know what you feel, I suffered from the disorder over 6 years ago and I haven't recovered yet, it's terribly hard and hopefully you will recover successfully or at least feel better!!
Well, sadly i undestand you perfectly, i got an ed a few years ago ( well i reaaally dunno when i got it) and i know how it makes u feel, I'm still fighting against the ana in my head and it's killing me everyday... but i know if i quit fighting... i'm gonna die.
I hope you are well, I like your video. I too have the blue nails, hair falls out, I have ostoperosis, cramps in my legs and feet. Unfortunately, I have Systemic Lupus as well unrelated to any ED. I have gained alot of weight to live to take care of my children (I weigh 110 pounds I'm 5 ft 5) It's very difficult each day to maintain this but, I take it each hour at a time. I wish you the best in your life, you deserve it, you are worth it :)
totally know how you feel....how long have you been struggling with your eating disorder? personally i avoid looking at food and hearing people talk about food.....
You're amazing, I wish I knew about you a year ago.
I had extremely painful cramps in my legs and later in my arms first thing after waking up. The pain wouldn't subside for minutes at a time and I couldn't move.
you seem like such a sweet person..no one deserves to struggle like you are...i wish the best for you..you are beautiful by the way..i pray you beat your disorder
I'm recovering from an ED and I totally relate to the idea of looking at food. I would Google pictures of food that I was craving and then I wouldn't crave them anymore. Also I would draw pictures of food.
Hello I also have this disorder but I don't think its that bad and I want to know if you allow liquids with calories in it, and then burn it off by walking?
GET HELP!!!It only gets worse as you get older. Every minue, every day, every month, every year...HARDER, HARDER, you feel worse, look worse...Do what ever it takes to start to live healthy. Respect food...You cant live w/ out it.. I wish you the best!!!
@lalalovelylady: Because not telling someone is really the solution. I have friends with all kinds of illnesses. I have a disorder myself. But don't tell me that not wanting to tell someone about the hurt is normal and healthy. You are not the authority on ED. Even if she was a lying attention seeking bitch, you don't know her, just as I don't know you. The whole point of my message was courage. Get someone to help you instead of crying about it. Your mind is still in working order, isn't it?
hyuugaevileye 4 months ago
Lynseys Epic Fall. not FAIL, but FALL. Lynseys Epic Fall. search that. your welcome
skateNappreciate 6 months ago
Hey girl! I added you to my e-mail. I love your style kinda look like my style lol. And I would like to talk with u about eating disorders.
GwenSterben 7 months ago
your eyes look like Lady Gaga!! ;))
MrRafinhax3 8 months ago
shes alive, search lynseys epic fall on youtube
skateNappreciate 9 months ago
@skateNappreciate I can't find her.
TransientSylph 6 months ago
You look like Alice Glass!xxx
rockgoth7 10 months ago
I would not advise anyone to want to have an eating disorder, it is not a diet. At all. I get cold, really cold all the time, and my lips are also peeling. Thats not all but I don't want to go on, just remember anorexia is NOT a fashion statement ( btw love the David Bowie shirt)
xTheRavensSorrowx 1 year ago
i am a healthy weight of 120 and am starting to obsess and think of wat i eat and watch my weight like wayyyyy too much. work out all the time and do sit up when i could b out with friends and family. and this has been a wake up call..but its hard and even though i am healthy i think i really need to start to rethink wat i am doing or it could end up being way more serious n something i wont be able to stop
zepprawkks 1 year ago
I've been having EDNOS for about three years now, and I really admire your videos. It's good to know someone knows the hell of an eating disorder. Good luck. No matter what your weight is, you're beautiful, baby. I promise. I just hope you can reach a healthy weight and be happy.
I know what you mean, by the way. I cried way more when I got an eating disorder. I got really depressed, etc.
You deserve friends and you deserve happiness. <3
TodokanaiKoe 1 year ago
go to mcdonalds and eat a cheeseburger, then take an iron pill
danielwhitman 1 year ago
I agree you are amazing girl! I would love to be friends with you, you're sweet and smart and pretty and funny. Hang in there sweetheart, you have so much life to live and so much to offer the world! You only have one life to live, live it up and live it long! <3
Ariella108 1 year ago
You sound really smart and my only advice to you is to eat something because it sounds like you will hate your body whether you are thin or fat.
I know it's not very helpful, but you seem like an extremely excellent person and you are way too thin, pale and unhealthy looking. I hate to say these terrible things. I only again wish you the best.
jimbojamesIV 1 year ago
your really pretty just dont let ny1 get you down, and ny1 that calls you fat doesnt deserve to live because you are definately one of the most awsome ppl in this world, most of the ppl in my class dont help by forcing ppl with eating disorders 2 eat or just ignoring them, i know what it feels like well yea hope u post more awsome vids :)
TheRayne310 1 year ago
I get severe stomache pain. I don't mean hunger pains, though it does happen when I'm hungry, it feels like a hook is caught in all the muscles in my stomache, and is actually trying to rip them through my flesh. I once spent hours, curled in a ball, crying in pain. Not fun at all.
GentleGeisha 1 year ago
i totally know what you mean about looking at food i love to watch cooking shows while i' working out its my substitute for actually eating it
ITSxMExBITCHx 1 year ago
very simply you are a beautiful young woman, and you have a family that obviously loves you to bits and who i am sure are extremely proud of you and believe in you. you can put on the weight and you should, not only for yourself but for the people who love you. good luck and all the best. love.
thaedragoah 1 year ago
help me
buryxyourxdeadxx 1 year ago
who the frick would call u fat!!! ur not fat!! i wish i weighed as much as u mabye a lil more but still!!!
meyuki101 1 year ago
Dude, I love your makeup! =]
Willowbite18 1 year ago 6
do u at least keep ur body supplemented? I mean, I get the mental difficulties of an eating disorder - but can you at least give your body what it needs via supplements? They won't add any weight but can at least help ur body to not completely deteriorate....?Help ur mind, which is where the illness resides.If someone calls u fat in the street - they're taking the piss, of course, they're calling u fat because u are the opposite.Why does it matter what others think of u? ur clrly nice.B content
pixiemog 1 year ago
"you shouldn't be frightened of a sandwich", lol. Funny but not funny. I have noticed that I either sleep for long periods of time or not at all.
JessicaM1985 1 year ago
i know you see fat when you look in the mirror but read what anorexia is and then you will know your stick thin, but you should know because youre the ones not eating.
Owlhousespecial 1 year ago
Your pretty beautiful even though your so skinny, BUT youd be more beautiful if you put som weight on :D do you gain the disorder to be sexy? or beautiful? or why educate me :o
Xpois0nx 1 year ago
you are so gorgeous, i hope you get bettter one day.
LavendarDaisy17 1 year ago
You're gorgeous.
macabrebunny 1 year ago
...all fantastic people who dont deserve this disease.
I am 18 now and still suffering, i always think with ana sufferers you are two people, the before ana and with ana. I am a shadow of my former self but i am trying to be happy again and except ana will always be a part of me.
I cant say be strong because i will be a hypocrite but i will say i hope you find peace one day, because you deserve it, best of luck x<3
(sorry to ramble on, it is hard not to when talking about eating disorders)
prettyreckless270 1 year ago
...I havent told my story to anyone really because so much happened, and it is hard to explain the extent of pain anorexia really brings, i guess we and our families are the ones who will really ever understand. Once i figure out how to make a youtube video with pictures maybe i will tell my story properly and hopefully bring a little more awareness.
I had never heard of anorexia really before i went to my psychiatric hospital and met all the other pegs (postive eating group<3) who are ..
prettyreckless270 1 year ago
... social services and police were involved because they couldnt see how i had got to that point without any services stepping in. I was put on the child protection register and was then taking off during my stint in leigh house. I had to go to a meeting last year to do a serious case review and they asked me what could the services do differently to prevent what happened to me happen to anybody else, all i said was that every anorexic is different and to treat them with respect....
prettyreckless270 1 year ago
i first started losing weight when i was 13 and ive been falling ever since. so far ive had 3 hosiptal admissions to st marys. The third was 3 days before my 14th bday, my lowest weight was 24kg. I was in the ICU for two weeks and a further 6 months in the ward, and it was ..hell. my hair also fell out, i lost all dignity and i had to use a wheelchair in the final weeks because my leg muscles had wasted away. The
prettyreckless270 1 year ago
the food thing i totally get, i used to watch ready steady cook religiously i wanted to be around food all time, i used to spend hours in asda lookin of at the packet of everything and loved it. I am told it is a common thing among ana sufferers, they say they are interested and obsessed with food but at the same time repulsed and fear it.
prettyreckless270 1 year ago
you are amazingly beautiful!
LillaBlueberry 1 year ago
YOu would look beautiful with some body fat, fat can be beautiful on some people. The body will soon enough end up dust.............dont worry about it, I'm a bit over weight and love my curves.......i think the models and others you want to look like look HOrrible! Please live, ask God to be healed. Pray in Jesus name. I dont understand how anyone would want to look like bones. If someone calls you fat, it's the oposite, theyre making fun of you being all bones.
Missytrilakes 1 year ago
im bulimic and im on the way to aerexia...you are beautiful but i wont tell you that you wont believe me...i understand...it sucks hard....i wished i looked in the merror and saw what people say they see but they lie....I WANNA STOP...but i cant
CaliCocoLove 1 year ago
I hope you do get better because you have the same style as me and I love London and I wannna live there!XD
gothicgal99 1 year ago
Your are beautiful, you are good at doing your makeup. I like you hair, overall I like you. I think you're funny. I hope you know that you are beautiful someday
iWiLLrEaChPeRfEcT 1 year ago
may I say you do have a very pretty face, sweet voice and on top of it you are very clever. it is brave of you to post videos and very caring that you try to keep others from develoving an eating disorder. besides - I dunno why you think of yourself as weak (your video "anorexia nervosa - the reality"), because you obviously are not. it's just difficult to abandon habits like your not eating stuff...
I wish you good luck, just keep some company and try to avoid being alone
oOkirschblueteOo 1 year ago
:) id love to be freinds with you
you aare nice and caring and you really have a great personality
camiharris32 1 year ago
I have never had an ED but one of my close friends has because our gymnastics coach told her that she was fat. Which is insaid I might add. The girl could hide behind a toothpick! But yea she is 5'3 and at one point only weighed like 70 pounds.It was horible and I felt so bad because I couldn't say anything to make her feel better, but she is better now. :)
fatFRIESareAWESOME 1 year ago
I had no choice to recover. I just had surgery and all i can do was lay, sit walk a little and eat. I gained a total of 6 pounds in a month. I am now a lot lazier. But I'm going back to the ana/mia life style but very slowly. Now it's like i have binge eating disorder. Any strong ana's out there that can give me support that would be appreciated. Lastly, I dont see ana as a disorder i see it as my steroid.
mihoshi09 1 year ago
I had anorexia nervosa too, and I was really skinny like you, and my mom asked me all the time what was wrong with me for doing this to myself, and, like you, I hadn't an anwser to her.. she took me to the hospital's eating disorders department and in a year I pass the anorexia, and today I have my life back, all the joys and happiness that I didn't have in that time, so.. do something for yourself, and go to the hospital.. they can help you to get your life back..
brunaloira123 1 year ago
You are beautiful.
Weight doesn't define who you are - i'd know this more than anyone.
Please, please, eat healthy.
<3
Paramoreific 1 year ago
so. i was not going to comment but i feel a need to say something.
you may feel that these people who are telling you that you are beautiful now that you are very very thin, are telling you because you are so thin. but i watched your other video and saw photos of you before your disorder and i can tell you that you were beautiful before. you will always be beautiful regardless of how much you weigh or how you look. you will always be beautiful.
penelopejanedoe 1 year ago
You're amusing, and you seem extremely intelligent. And... I love your make up. Best of luck and I hope you get better, Love. With your understanding of the disease, and your evident maturity and intelligence, I know you will one day succeed and beat The Beast we call Anorexia Nervosa.<3
ThexDoctorsxLie 1 year ago
yes ,,, that´s true ,,,, really , i don´t know about you life but , you´re a very beautiful girl and you´re very intelligent too ,,, ,,, well that´s all ,,, please think about that ! bye <3
alekz18ashes 1 year ago
your eye make up is amazing!!!
SeleneAlexandra97 1 year ago
This is an irrelevant comment I'm sorry, but, your accent is adorable! :) where are you from? I'm English too but I haven't got a nice accent like you :(
I hope you'll be okay also -3
TorysApollo 1 year ago
You are beautiful inside and out. I really hope you get better. When I was in 3rd grade, a group of girls called me fat and told me what I couldn't eat and what I could and it was just horrible. I starved myself until 8th grade, but thankfully it never progressed into an illness because I told my family and they helped me through it. Just keep hoping.
PeppermintPianokeys 1 year ago
You're beautiful and really, really slender. The shadows in your face show it...
I hope that helped, even for a moment.
-Thomas
EmptyInfiniti 1 year ago
honey u are far from fat and that person was an ass, this is how I look @ life DO NOT let other people step on ur square because at the end of the day they are not the ones that make u happy u are...they are not going to follow u home and pay ur bills for you so dont let them make u....u make u and be the best u that u can be...then u will be what I call awsome...u have the talent just show it to the world...thats what I call stickin it to the man...lol have a good day!
JESS6359 1 year ago
you're so pretty. stunningly beautiful. you have a great personality. and i really wish i could be right there with you and helping you recover. i wish and pray for the absolute best for you
danceswithair22 1 year ago
Also i thought when i found your video, that even knowing that someone else suffers as i do, has changed my look on the disorder, because i didn't mind myself suffering, i could deal with it, but ... seeing someone else suffer as i do, and seeing the torture your putting yourself through as i have, has made truly see how bad it is... so i guess im trying to say that knowing that your not alone, can give you that little bit of strength that you need to pull yourself out. I hope your doing well
xXFyreSongXx 1 year ago
hello ^-^ i just wanted to say that you truly are beautiful, and that i am hoping you can find the strength to recover, i know myself that is way easier said than done, i have gone through this once and sadly have resorted back to it and have some of the same symptoms as you do too, like the hair comming out and peeling lips...but i have surfaced once , and i believe i can do it again, as can you! never give up! and no day is never to late to try a small sandwhich
xXFyreSongXx 1 year ago
your actually beautifulllllll.
pleasee get better.
your soo cute aswellll.
if you were my gff i'd be on top of the world, lol.
but you should try get better you dont need to be thing you have reall beautyy,
xx
glitterzonbacon 1 year ago
omg your soo beautiful please try you are soo sweet we need more people like u in this world omg stop try plezz
gymnastica1marta 1 year ago
I found you because I was looking for other people who track what they eat and...well you know...I mean, I watched your video and you clearly know. So ummmm, if you wanna message me or something, I know you may have a lot of people talking to you by now, but yeah.
taija11 1 year ago
por favor, traducirlo a español!
trestulipanesverdes 1 year ago
you have the prettiest eyes i have ever seen! and your beautiful i hope you recover soon:)
SuperLovegame101 1 year ago
OMG! I love your David Bowie T- Shirt! :D <3
XSweetLightsX 1 year ago
You are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in my entire life, Don't ever let anyone tell you differently
skorick 1 year ago
Gosh.. (-_-) Why would anyone call her fat? That's a horrible thing to say.
fanpire1135 1 year ago
you are beautiful, lets get married and i will make you a beautiful cake that you just cant resist. stay strong
Joysefff 1 year ago
omg, you are BEAUTIFUL!
i really hope you are ok,
please message me on yahoo if/when you get a chance
<3
thomasbaron06 1 year ago
your not alone.
im struggling with it too i think im fat so i suck in even though inm 105lbs
and 52' and 13...
aniko247 1 year ago
Pro-Anorexia <3 ;*
Patrysia1233PL 1 year ago
your frekking beautiful ,, i love you
mrsbilleyjoe 1 year ago
u would look better with less eye makeup.
Amyparie 1 year ago 2
someone called you fat ????? what the fuck you are flesh over bone
ProfessorBrewski 1 year ago
you looks like Edie Sedgwick when her hair are brown <3 !
preppy15etlesvideos 1 year ago
I totaly agree with you " haveing an eating disorder is like worse than being addicted to drugs"
Kerlimka 1 year ago
you're so not alone..
i use to look up food on wikipedia or watch cooking channels ..
and i got better for a while now.. got back to my old weight..
and i can't stand it. i moved away on my own.. and i can't wait to get skinnier again.,.): i guess nothing really changed in me.
peaueleitea 1 year ago
You're not alone sweetie. (^_^)v Sooo many ppl in the entire world are in the same situation. It's just you choose to let ppl know what your going through and trying to see what ppl think about it or who is going through the same. Who ever called you anything mean, they can go to hell. You are a very very VERRRRRY! beautiful person. Please never forget that. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! SERIOUSLY! I'm super CEREAL!
makimakiman 1 year ago
You explain it so articulately. It's really comforting to hear someone who feels similarly and explains it so well. Everything you said is exactly true.
I hope you're doing well and that you're healthy.
Morganlikescats 1 year ago
i love your vids, im so sorry for you. i can check what i can do for you
Vaskebj0rn15 1 year ago
Something that will help with your hair problem is this pricription call spironolactone. You can go to your doctor and ask about it. It will be cheaper if you get it filled at your popular hospital that handles the big problems I guess would be a way to explain it. it will cost too much if you get it filled locally at like rite aid or wallgreens. Like $100 for a fill but it will be more like $10 if you go to a hospital.
I hope you overcome your problems. Love ya
MoriahAngelee 1 year ago
I hope you get better. I know exactly what you mean. I will be a supporter. Even though i dont have it. This is all very true!
101baberules 1 year ago
i'm egyptian! :D hope you're doing good in that class
you're beautiful hun and i hope you're getting better :) good luck and keep going
basma1993 1 year ago
1) ancient Egyptian grammar and text? fuck yes! sign me up!
2) Anorexia sucks. It is stupid. And I am also trying to get over it too.
3) You're fucking adorable and I hope you get healthy!
4) And i love your voice :D
ithinkmaybeimdreamin 1 year ago
Whoever called you fat was being sarcastic; you are extremely thin. I hope you get healthy; you are so beautiful. :(
mamabird1215 1 year ago
you could seriously model.
EvatheDiva00 1 year ago
Things may be very complicated and scary (as what you've explained), but actually it is just as simple as this:
"IF YOU DON'T CHANGE DIRECTIONS, YOU WILL END UP TO WHERE YOU'RE HEADED TO"..
Therefore, you have to do something, fight your fears - or else you'll end up with painful diseases and coma due to malnutrition... So, do SOMETHING! Its not yet too late!
You're very beautiful and believe me there is so much beauty in this world that you haven't seen yet.. please live and love..
mao082 1 year ago
when did you start?
yaz191 1 year ago
you're so beauty.!! you don`'t need be thin .!
take care.!!
you're precious
marianaZ007 1 year ago
@mandystar33;
i've got problems here too
i had my dinner wit pineapple chocholate, bscuits, and another chohoclate, kebab veges, and at last 2 slicespizza,
but it didnt stop ive just had sandwhich, and an hour later i've had choco brownie and fish chips,
i'm in a great weight 1.55m and 57.1kgs and i still think that i need to be a lil more thinner n most of all in nice shape
i hate how my legs looks
n thanx for posting this video hopefully it'll help change how my mind thots bwt food
amandamax21 1 year ago
god.. you are so pretty..
yukiikoo 1 year ago
<3333..
TokyoTalkshow 1 year ago
U count with me i Understand what hapening to U because i'm in the same problem
kOnAn1885 1 year ago
your so pretty , you shoudnt be going threw this :(
and about someone calling you fat , it could of just been somone being sarcastic .
try and take baby steps to get your life back ,
because befor you no it its gunna be to late , and thinking of all the people that
would be depressed that your not around anymore should be what keeps you motavavted to eat !
wish you well.
lilcutiefoelife 1 year ago
I have recovered and im now a healthy weight but yes there is still a part of me that would love to be thinner. awesome bowie tshirt by the way. Im a very honest person and i want you to know your stunning but if you go down any further your going to look like death and scary. I find your blog helpful but i also find this triggering
Mandystar33 1 year ago
you look tired to talk and stuff !
wioholic 1 year ago
You remind me of Edie Sedgwick.
kaitlyn789456 1 year ago
you are fucking amazing hot u should really straightin up and see a doctor so u can get back on track girl you really would look good plz dont do it for u cause u will just start up again do it for ur mom and dont be so fuckin self centered damn i mean ur mom loves u and all ur doin is ruining her life and if she were taking her last breath do u think she will want to leave this world thinking of her daughter as this way i mean im not tryin to be mean and i hope u listen
SmexyM4tt 1 year ago
died you already tryd weed it really help in such cases ist help you and you get reall hunger and you really want to eat something
Jack567898 1 year ago
It is like plummeting off a cliff.
buhriley 1 year ago
You really are pretty it makes me sadthat u have an eating disorder i wish i was such beautifull as you
MrPiemelhaar 1 year ago
you can do it...you really can. whats sad is that even if you do though its hard to keep up.....without using drugs. when i kicked ana i picked up drugs, rehab from drugs and back to ana.....sometimes you wish you could just wake up ok.
i understand
Anaumyfriend 1 year ago
i like your bowie shirt
isawhale 1 year ago
I hope one day to click on your channel and see you have gained weight and are living the beautiful, happy life you deserve. Surround yourself with love, you are a great person. Good luck and bless you, I hope all will be well some day.
NadiaRoses420 1 year ago 35
I got really obsessed with cooking these elaborate feasts and desserts for my friends and spent hours watching cooking shows and reading cooking books. I don't know if thats what you were meaning?
You're such a beautiful soul.
pyraflame 1 year ago
I don't watch it on YouTube, but I always watch the travel channel and unwrapped, and all that stuff when no one is around, and I will just sit there and imagine I am eating it, but in actuality I am not....
I have poor circulation too, and lips are always chapped, and I get daaark circles under my eye even when I do get enough sleep.
I get what your saying.
flyinghare14 1 year ago
I really like you. :)
iWiLLrEaChPeRfEcT 1 year ago
Hey, i dont how you are doing/feel atm but i wish you all the best. Since its heavy to deal with it...
Good luck
Br00B 1 year ago
give me you msn, im girl.
Tranzmarie 1 year ago
You are georgeous.
WretchedLivesWhite 1 year ago
Stay healthy girl!! Hope you recover soon:)
ivy089 1 year ago
I'll fuck you into a pool of cheese and force to grow some boobs :3
kronikIzSex 1 year ago
You are such a beautiful young lady. I wish I could help you somehow, make the pain and the bad thoughts all go away, Make you happy with your body.
crustyknight 1 year ago
You have beautiful eyes and a wonderful accent =) I want to see you healthy. Please know, everyone here watching your video and commenting are concerned about you and want to see you succeed. Keep fighting this. You will win.
SanDiegoStudent 1 year ago
you're not beautiful! you're way too skinny!
you would be AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS if your cheeks werent sunken in!
BreadElitist 1 year ago
you have a really beautiful face :)
TheMerinight 1 year ago
hun you have like really great personality..i just think u should figered out why are u so afraid of food and (not fat but) normal weight. it looks like u know that what ur doing aint right but ur still doing it..maybe u should just think about why did u start with it in the first place.
ohh and they say its good to get rid of the mirrors and weight scales, and also start an anti ed diary with pictures of healthy girls instead of so called thinspiration...i really hope u get better! :) cheers
allthesaintsdesi 1 year ago
aww... please don't die. you have such a great personality, and your so sweet, and you seem very intelligent. plus i love your sense of humor. we need more people like you in this world.
bruty16 1 year ago 38
It's that you're scared of food, & you (general) have image distortion. I do, & I can't leave my home because of it. (A partial reason)
I also watch people eating food, because I LOVE it, but I am scared of it, especially since I am not working out anymore. The thought to Gain weight is hard on my Psyche, & yet I know very well that when I had more muscle I was leaner than I am now, at just about 15 lbs lower, btw I was underweight than too. I want 2 lift weights & fill out, but stay lean!
Ceraphinas 1 year ago
Sounds like a stupid solution, but its really not. It is is simple as pickin up the cake and eating it, just like the rest of the world does, theres no technique for eating.Tbh people should be greatful for the food availible. "not liking your body" well thats just a state of mind, and once again its a simple as telling yourself you do, not just pretending you do. nobody can help anyone with simliar situations, its all down the the person alone, your the one in control, so you make the choices.
GamerSibbers 1 year ago
Of course I don't know you, but you seem too smart to get caught up in anorexia. If you like science, you should pursue it - when you take some physiology classes, you'll develop a deep appreciation for what food does for your mind and body. If that doesn't cure anorexia, I don't know what would! Best of luck!
Yemmy95 1 year ago
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u r so cute
DrMartensBG 1 year ago
You have no friends? I'll be your friend.[:
SincerelyJoanne 1 year ago
I have a girlfriend and we were shopping. She said to me look this girls has a fat ass. But you know...She has rly problems with her self, she think she is too fat always. She is talking everytime about that she is too fat. As she said look this girls is fat. I responded that I dont care about that and I cant accept that you try to spread your problems with yourself into the world and make others feel sad or get ill.
VirtuelJesus 1 year ago
Your disorder is so sad.
im not anorexic, but im going to subscribe. because i think your
really inspirational to all those young girls out there that have
an ed. well done, for speaking out! Xx
SuperChloet 1 year ago
i know this has nothing to do with the subject. and by the way i have a whole story to tell there. just don't want to right now. but i f'n love the bowie teeshirt!!!!!!!!!!
70halloween 1 year ago
sooooooooooo hotttttttt
rayne1005 1 year ago
i read all the message's from down below and they all agree with me
that you are beautifull , but you would be even more beautiful if you put on weight i not that is very hard as my sister has been like this and i have had to watch her suffer was past years , she is fine now as has been given medication . if my sisteer can do it you can because you beautiful and should not think what others think , and the the thing is no one likes too skinny girls ,
good luck x
TheKelleBlog 1 year ago
Are you still alive? D:
FreshKilluh 1 year ago
i think you are so beautiful no matter what the rest of the world thinks i have been struggling with self-injury for 9 1/2 years and just cant stop also i have this wish in my head that if only6 i could weigh 95lbs maybe i'll be happy and maybe someone will love me cause right now i'm on my own to deal with the harm i cause my body. My own mother doesn't care i'm just told to shut up and it kills me.
gothic765 1 year ago
i think you are so beautiful no matter what the rest of the world thinks i have been struggling with self-injury for 9 1/2 years and just cant stop also i have this wish in my head that if only6 i could weigh 95lbs maybe i'll be happy and maybe someone will love me cause right now i'm on my own to deal with the harm i cause my body
gothic765 1 year ago
I was bulimic from 7th grade to 10th grade, I was also a cutter from 6th grade to 11th grade. I have the most difficult time with the cutting. I haven't had a relapse for about a year now. I've been recovering for 2 1/2 years. The way I've been recovering is just one moment at a time. I'm an American size 1 and I weigh anywhere between 106-110 lbs (this is my true healthy weight), I fear ever becoming a size 3 or weighing 120 lbs, but it's something I'm working on. There is always hope!
flutelife90 1 year ago
You're very brave to speak out about this, and I hope that you soon go into recovery. My best friend has developed this disorder in the last few years, and seeing your videos is helping me understand what she's going through better to better support her in her recovery. Best of luck to you.
aura723 1 year ago
it is not a fucking disorder u retard...it has been programed in to ur head by urself or others!!! it is not a terrible disease!! u decide to not eat, u decide to hurt urself and the ones around u.
putaface101 1 year ago
i have a seizure disorder/epilectic disease....this is sumthing that i cannot control ..... sumthing that inflicts extreme pain and large amouts of medication and controls my life. so go eat a fucking sanwhich and go play sports and live life..........sumthing people with real disorders cant just wake up one day and decide change and do. so i say shame on u.
putaface101 1 year ago
i have a seizure disorder/epilectic disease....this is sumthing that i cannot control ..... sumthing that inflicts extreme pain and large amouts of medication and controls my life. so go eat a fucking sanwhich and go play sports and live life..........sumthing people with real disorders cant just wake up one day and decide change and do. so i say shame on u.
putaface101 1 year ago
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I understand where you are coming from.. my bestfriend used to be anorexic and it broke my heart, she was my everything
stokedsweetness 1 year ago
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I understand where you are coming from.. my bestfriend used to be anorexic and it broke my heart, she was my everything
stokedsweetness 1 year ago
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I understand where you are coming from.. my bestfriend used to be anorexic and it broke my heart, she was my everything
stokedsweetness 1 year ago
I understand where you are coming from.. my bestfriend used to be anorexic and it broke my heart, she was my everything
stokedsweetness 1 year ago
I think you are beautiful. your voice makes me smile :)
stokedsweetness 1 year ago
how can you feel beatiful, when you have no womanly curves? no boobs bo hips, i mean you have beatiful eyes but i dont understand this disorderr at all... GET HELP
poohbearr15 1 year ago
you couldnt be anymore mean. evven with help it is hard... and she said she stopped and restarted so obviously telling her what shes missing won't help
1gyrlxoBIGDREAMS 1 year ago
theres 4 things in life your spirituality your emotions your rationality , and your body you need to keep those balanced and not over or under, spirituality is the ackowledgement of our position in the cosmos and that if your chain goes away alot of people might get affected by it
bl00dyscars 1 year ago
hey just a little friendly tip , tape a little peice of foam on your mic , less distortion will happen from your breath ;)
bl00dyscars 1 year ago
How can you believe you are fat? I don't get this disorder really.
liberalwankers 1 year ago
its like the saying "not realizing what you have untill its gone." people start off just trying to diet usually, then get carried away and can't stop. then most of them wish they had never tried to change theselves. the addiction is like smoking. looks but is really hard to quit. you can't really understand 'till its happend to you. not exactly like the saying though.
1gyrlxoBIGDREAMS 1 year ago
omg, you're actually really beautiful ur not fat at all dont let anyone get you down.
CarysThumbDwarf 1 year ago
you are not fat, you are beautiful, people that go and say to you that you are fat are stupid people, people that probably know what you are going through and that just want you to feel bad.dont listen to people´s bad coments, dont care about what they say, just fight for feeling happy with yourself..
iximarta 1 year ago
i am 13 years old and i have been having eating disosorders for about 6 - 7 months.. i dont like eating, i just hate food, but at the same time i am scared i am afraid of food i am afraid of a sandwich. i have also lost lots of people because of having eating disorders, i lost my friends.
iximarta 1 year ago
Having an eating disorder *IS* definitely harder than getting off drugs, you can have your friends and family lock away all the drugs in the world and keep them hidden from you they can't lock away food - because we need it to survive.
I'm social but I suffer from self imposed isolation because of my disorders. Your face is just beautiful, I literally cannot stop staring at you. And no, you're not alone in this.
SNDC89 1 year ago
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schottdoubled 1 year ago
Hi, I'm a girl, (and straight) so this may sound a little strange, but you have gorgeous eyes, sorry I just really needed to say something. After getting something in my head, I need to express it.. sorry. I just think your eyes are amazing... sorry again.. And i like your hair too X] , hope everything's going okay, and maybe could you write back / send me an e-mail? My friend is going through a difficult time, and im not too sure how to handle it properly.. I hope you're feeling well,
Bye .
rubixx95 1 year ago
Hi. Well, don't really know what to say, cause there would be a lot of it.. I'm sorry that You suffer from anorexia, I know what you feel, I suffered from the disorder over 6 years ago and I haven't recovered yet, it's terribly hard and hopefully you will recover successfully or at least feel better!!
hope u're fine, take care
zireal86 1 year ago
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go get a real problem why dont you.
you fuckin british retard
i feel worse for people whos fish dye
hey i am nerotic about how i look im in the mirror 10 + times a day i eat 9 calculated meals every day and i am a male body builder.
i look good the right way its hard to afford the food andtime to wrk on my body and go to work
thats a real problem.
congrats u look like a slithery creature
ur no dif than a wrist cutter just an attention whore
get on with it.. its called a gun
u waste of spac
13orion13 1 year ago
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She died you prick.
deviantdevice88 1 year ago
please could you reply to this and I know it's so irrelevant and random but what eye makeup do you use and colours :) thanks :) xx
LaurenAvo94 2 years ago
Well, sadly i undestand you perfectly, i got an ed a few years ago ( well i reaaally dunno when i got it) and i know how it makes u feel, I'm still fighting against the ana in my head and it's killing me everyday... but i know if i quit fighting... i'm gonna die.
MadameFozter 2 years ago
You're so beautiful, lovely and strong..
Don't let ana take you away.
I'm sure u can do it !!
Keep making the videos, let us know how are you and the changes in your life :).
KasFlynn 2 years ago
I hope you are well, I like your video. I too have the blue nails, hair falls out, I have ostoperosis, cramps in my legs and feet. Unfortunately, I have Systemic Lupus as well unrelated to any ED. I have gained alot of weight to live to take care of my children (I weigh 110 pounds I'm 5 ft 5) It's very difficult each day to maintain this but, I take it each hour at a time. I wish you the best in your life, you deserve it, you are worth it :)
MsBunnyLove4Ever 2 years ago
totally know how you feel....how long have you been struggling with your eating disorder? personally i avoid looking at food and hearing people talk about food.....
ps, i love your accent :D
jesusfreakheather 2 years ago
You're amazing, I wish I knew about you a year ago.
I had extremely painful cramps in my legs and later in my arms first thing after waking up. The pain wouldn't subside for minutes at a time and I couldn't move.
fliick 2 years ago
it is an amazing comfort....like i love watching tv shows about food, supersize vs superskinny, come dine with me
all stuff like that. it makes me stop feeling about hunger
TomPegler 2 years ago
I think your a very strong person. You seem lovely aswell. I hope you beat it, good luck. Your beautiful and your not fat at all.
alicesoph 2 years ago 3
I <3 what you are doing to help other people. You are lovely.
atomicochristian 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
You're very shallow for crying at the thought of gaining weight and potentially being 'fat'
MissLegendry 2 years ago
@MissLegendry You're a disgusting waste of space.
fliick 2 years ago
like someone else said beauty shining out from the inside
rudainah 2 years ago
you seem like such a sweet person..no one deserves to struggle like you are...i wish the best for you..you are beautiful by the way..i pray you beat your disorder
rudainah 2 years ago
EAT SOMETHING!!!!
sugga 2 years ago
To spyica, this is not the place to be getting tips for being thin.....totally inappropriate!!
sabrinaklita 2 years ago
I'm recovering from an ED and I totally relate to the idea of looking at food. I would Google pictures of food that I was craving and then I wouldn't crave them anymore. Also I would draw pictures of food.
saraluvsgpigs 2 years ago
Hello I also have this disorder but I don't think its that bad and I want to know if you allow liquids with calories in it, and then burn it off by walking?
spyica 2 years ago
You are so fucking gorgeous. Your condition is sad though. :/
tddwp09 2 years ago 28
GET HELP!!!It only gets worse as you get older. Every minue, every day, every month, every year...HARDER, HARDER, you feel worse, look worse...Do what ever it takes to start to live healthy. Respect food...You cant live w/ out it.. I wish you the best!!!
damianbranica 2 years ago