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  • Hello Tood i-m sorry your bad experience, but i'm glad that you are fine right now, i think the hell and heaven don't wanted you there, for that you are alive today to still playing guitar and to teaching us with your lessons, thanks for be here and your work, yes i will practice XD. Cheers my friend.

    Varg

  • @Dex507 You should have been in the car when I got hit, now that was scary.

  • whoa the music is freakay mister :P

  • @pacmanguitarist2729 Thanks :) I think?

  • Wow dude this was scary! Good video btw! :) aha

  • @rafacaca22 Thanks! :)

  • My mother died in a car accident but my father survived , fortunately he got only on arm and aleg broken , but spychologicly he shocked til the end of his life .

    You never cover it up complitely .

    I saw me mum dying at the hostpital , I will never forget .

  • the music is scaring the shit outta me. its creepy as hell.

  • God...those eyelids....

  • so you died did you feel your soul or spirit go anywhere, did you really hear those demonic sounding voices at the end?

  • @jamien136 I'm going to make another video about what happened when I was technically "Dead". It was a really strange experience. Not the usual "go to the light" thing.

    Todd

  • I am speechless.

  • @CandyFrEaK2100  Thanks for watching :)

  • shit! that was scary.

  • my uncle was in a NDE he also was in a car crash, but his story of the afterlife was different than waking up in a quite holding area, he told me he just had a really fucked up dream where nazis soldiers were shoving sardines up his nose.

  • omg scariest intro

    wth man

  • Todd the Video Author here :) Thanks for all your kind wishes. I"m glad I lived through this and can tell the tale. It really made me value life. Also, it made me re-evaluate what is really important to me.

    Todd

  • @toddsquadxyz

    May be in stuck in a loop & only you can free yourself by understanding your gifts.

    Which, from your vid it appears you have many. 

  • I am really sorry about what had happened to you. It was really terrible and horrifying experience. May you always be live happily and be in peace. Many Blessings.

  • did you go to heaven?

  • @imnotgonnadie1549 Well, I went someplace that felt like a quite holding area. It was like a large dark warehouse. It was quite and peaceful, but a bit dull. It wasn't bad, just wasn't the big bright light.

  • @toddsquadxyz

    That sounds like somewhere that I went, it was dark and quiet, cold, but not cold, with no noise and it felt sad, but not sad. I existed, but I felt trapped. I am not sure why it happened, especially when I had no trauma. I had this thing when I was a teenager where I used to loose consciousness when I would look up, but it does not happen any more. What I mentioned above happened when I was alseep, woke up and looked up toward the ceiling. It has not happened in my adulthood.

  • @toddsquadxyz: Can you expand on this? When you say it was dark, was it dark as in black, no light or where you able to see anything? Was anyone there? Did you have a sense that this holding place was temporary? You said it wasn't bad, what made it that way? I am glad your ok!

  • @brandedprincess I"m going to make another vid to explain the part where I was actually "Dead".

  • I love science fiction movies and thrillers so when there is nothing good on TV

    I am glad there are so many NDE posted on youTube with some of them even

    graphical representations of the stories.. :)) Cool..

    Thank you people..

    keep up the good story telling expieriences lol

  • WHEN I SAW THIS AND THE AUTOSY REPORT REMINDED ME OF MY SON WHO DIED IN A CAR WRECK MARCH 31,2010. I READ WHAT HAPPEN TO U. SAME THANG WITH MY SONG. HAD ME IN TEARS. WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO U MORE ABOUT IT....

  • what happenend when you were dead (if you remember) im curious wat the afterlife holds, im not religious im really curious though. If that dream occurs to you still man thats bad i hope things get better for you

  • @NewReChallengers New vid coming that will get in to that.

  • i have goosebumps people!!!! :o

  • @perkyy668 Thanks :)

  • That was a scary NDE, but what you have is called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. So sorry to hear about this, but go ahead and keep sharing your story because it will help others understand should they ever get in that situation. As well as, it will help you heal. GOD bless you, and Know what you went through, I've been in 5 auto accidents and physically hit by 2 cars. I can still see the headlights of the car coming at me sometimes when I close my eyes.

  • @mammal46 Yup. PTSD. Thanks for watching :) Stay strong.

  • @toddsquadxyz Thank you for your kindness.

  • to rjv97- people who survive may never* be okay again.

    they tell there story so this doesn't happen to other people.

    when you're driving you must be alert, awake, not on the phone or fooling around. thats why people tell there stories, so we know better. there are so many fake drivers ed videos, that should scare that crap out of you, but to see someone in real life have life threatening conditions, no one wants that. im glad you're okay toddsquadxyz

  • @uhavethebestofme15 Well said and thanks :)

  • Sorry that this happened man... That is one trippy dream sequence.

  • Agreed, PTSD. Do you flinch when you see accidents on TV as well or even hear one? Do you get a pit in your stomach when you hear or see an ambulance? I hope you are doing much, much better. I had NDEs while on dialysis.

  • I died in my car wreck last year too.. the same thing kept replaying over and over again like the last second of my life.. i thought i was going to be stuck like that forever. then when i experianced ego death that was scary cuz u feel like ur nothing but have no recollection of who u r or ur past. im sorry about your dreams i have them too. i know how hard it is, i cant look at anything the same nomore. ruined my life.

  • I know the fear of "not waking up again" while you sleep. When you've been knocked unconscious and nearly killed, and then you come to with no clue whatsoever that you could have just been dead...forever. It feels not much different than when you go to sleep on any given night. Sometimes even during the day that feeling sneaks up, and you wonder whether you are about to wake up from some horrific accident...or never wake up again. It's scary because it's true; It will happen some day. Yikes!

  • did you still feel the pain when you were in that darkness? what did you do during that time? Did you call on Jesus? I'm just curious. God bless you.

  • omg!!

  • this is a little creepy

  • The beauty about death is that you will never know it happened.

  • @mammal567

    you?

  • hauntings

  • glad your are ok car crashes sucks i hit a 300 to 400 hundred pound bear i mycar on the way home from work in 07 i could have died that day god was with me that day

  • Do you still remember the crash the real one i mean and did it feel weird when you woke up a week later?? So tough you tell your story on the internet! Do you feel better?

    -rjv97

  • Felt like horrible pain. Cracked a vertibrae. Ouch. Doing better now :)

  • It was actually really peacefull. Just slipped away.

  • wow, that was a great video. Thanks for sharing. I have a feeling that God didn't want you to leave us yet, because he has planned great things for u!! I know he has. Tell people your story, they need to hear it :)

  • Interesting. Not your usual NDE. Sounds like you might be suffering from PTSD, though.

  • Good diagnosis :) The PTSD is pretty hairy.

  • atleast you can edit video for a living, won't be a need for disability. good on ya mate! ;) just jokin' amazing pictures for a survivor. you do know you're actually dead tho right? atleast all evidence those pictures show of that car say you are.

  • Yup :) Dead as a doornail. Good thing they have youtube for dead folks.

    Todd

  • @toddsquadxyz what was it uh like please tell me theres something when you die please?

  • @IamRy4n01 Well, I went to a place that was kinda quiet, but a bit dull. From the descriptions I"ve read, it sounds like Purgatory. Good news, no flames :)

  • A person I know was having the same dream every night. A dog would chase him. Always the same dog. Finally he was able to realize that he was dreaming and turned around and ask the dog who he was and why he was chasing him. The dog told him. In your dream there seems to be no one to talk to. So if you can realize you're dreaming try to remember to think of your hands...then ask one of your hands to produce a pen and paper and write the answer as to why you are dreaming this and what it means.

  • please reply, when all goes dark do you know your dead or does it feel like your asleep

  • @trams33 It actually felt like I'd just woken up somewhere else. When I got snapped back, I woke up in the hospital with a bunch of people in scrubs standing over me sweating and looking panicked.

  • thats brutal :( are you doing ok now?

  • @trams33 Much better thanks :) Still have the dreams though.

  • Strange and sad to hear your feeling of loneliness but I guess you were´nt ready to die at that moment and probably was out in hold for the big "come back" into your old buddie the physical body!

  • Glad your still with us. I hope you are not still having a lot of pain. Or nightmares. I know how horrible they are after a bad wreck. Mine finally stopped. I pray yours did too.

  • Please folks, No "God Squad" posts. Preaching will get you blocked.

  • @toddsquadxyz Think about it. You had a near death experience and all you saw was darkness. Don't you think that somehow relates to your view of God?

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  • Well, you were consciously experiencing this darkness and silence?

  • @iliekbigbuttz Yup. It wasn't bad. Peaceful and quiet. But it wasn't great. I remember thinking, "hmm I wonder how long I"ll be here before I get tired of it?"

    Todd

  • Been there done that too...nice to meet someone else who has been there and back. I died three times in one night. I rememeber some strange things if you ever want to talk about it.

  • You were in what is known as outer darkness. Type in @ youtube search bar: Ian McCormack who had an experience like yours and what happened to him. Hope you find the truth...

  • @812LJ Now that's new :) Thanks for the tip, sounds interesting.

    Todd

  • what was going through your mind when you were calm and in darkness? did you think oh crap im dead what am i going to do about my family? or were you just like ah nice and calm sweet serenity?

  • @freelancemakeup Finally, a good question :) I was actually thinking, "where the heck am I?" and then "Am I stuck here?" It was calm and peaceful though. I remember thinking it wasn't a bad place to be, just kind of full of nothing.

    Todd

  • I Just watched ''The day i died'' your ''story'' was a little diffrent from the classical story, you know ''tunnel of light'' ''relatives'' ''GOD'' stuff like that, but im glad you're still alive and can tell us this, If i was NDE and see ''GOD'' i would ask: Are you an alien? The answer would be:hahaha, maah booi xD

  • Glad to see someone sharing such a story with the rest of the world WITHOUT religion propaganda in the end..

  • so when you died. When you saw pitch black, where you breathing when you were dead. Did you feel bored when you were dead? Were you aware of everything when you were dead? Do you think the religion you are is where you go? Since you didn't have that much faith in god, do you think he punished you and let you go where you kinda thought you would go?

  • @RBRShortFilms13 Gonna make a new vid about the "Being Dead" part, to much to go in to in a blurb.

  • life is a set lesson then you move on to the next.i have died clinically 3 times and it was piece and happiness i dont believe in god as its one mans ideals,a fact there is no he in the sky.thumb me down bash me i dont care i been there.questions on how and what i learned is what i got didn't wanna come back but this earth walk i was not done with.note that more have died in the name of your god then anything, in the past the church killed people over paranoia greed!.all b/s people

  • One time i got very ill,I wasn't aware how ill i was,and as i lied in my bed "sleeping" there was this suction or rush of wind and before i knew it,i was out of my body,floating above my bed and looking at my room. It took me awhile to realize what had happend. I told myself "remember this,remember everything and never forget!" so i tried to walk around and it didn't work and i was automatically pulled back to my body and i woke up and gasped for air.

  • great thanks for sharing

  • God bless you!!!

  • even though i dont know you im glad your ok :)

  • Thanks :)

  • Hey man...happy new year !

    I am curious did you feel your body,senses..all that stuff? Was it just awareness?

  • where did your spirit went when you died??and were you saved????hollaaaa

  • Good question :) I still don't really know. It was mostly just blackness. Peaceful though :)

    Todd

  • I am happy that your doing better.

    May God bless you.

  • Thanks :) Glad to still be here!

    Todd

  • wow well im glad you are alright

  • Thanks :) So far so good!

    Todd

  • When I drown and died I had a lot of reoccurring dreams regarding the accident. I hope making this was theraputic. I kept waiting for the part where you showed the part where you saw something... like a tunnel of light or showed images or long passed relatives. I remember talking to mine in my coma... and when I woke up felt this really warm sensation like a beautiful energy all over me. As I woke up, even though I hurt all over I remember looking up and seeing my living family and smiling.

  • this is the kind of thing they need to show on tv

  • i was in a bad car accident and died at the seen and when i come out of my body it was the most beautiful feeling you could ever imagen i diden't want to come back but there was a lady slapping my face to bring me back out of it next thing warm i was back into reality its not a hard thing to do dieing is peacful but i am a christian maybe if i wasn't id feel more like this guy here on this video as he said it wasent a good feeling.

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  • @Evan9032 More on this in my next NDE video, stay tuned!

    

  • God bless you. I think that God hasbig plans for you cos u survived so horrible thing, so open your eyes and let Jesus come in to your heart, dont turn away from God cos he loves you very very much, you are so important person to him!!!

  • Are you in a wheelchair now?

  • @christymarie91 Nope :) I can still walk thank goodness!

  • dude...how did u make the video?...

  • @xur8761 With Adobe After Effects :)

  • omg...its really incredible..i cant imagine that happening in our life...Its like when you're going to die , you are like NO!!! I STILL GOT MANY THINGS I'VE NVR DONE!!! Then u pass out..and then a moment later.. u woke up in a room..AND THAT IS SUCH A GREAT FEELING..U amazingly revived..I feel really happy for you and i hope that next time just beware of the traffics..its really unpredictable...After tis nearly death experience i hope that you can cherish every moment in your life..U're special.

  • dood im sorri man and you were revived it shows that you must live to teach us guitar it is your...DESTINY!!! lawl but i hope you got those ppl you crashed you man

  • I have so much I want to say to you. It's late but would like to message you tomorrow if it's okay with you?

    Also, the blackness, while still being aware... a lot of NDE's experience that right before being taken to the light. Sounds like they brought you back before moving past that juncture.

    I'm glad you are hear and are doing so well! God Bless you. ~M

  • WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE 2 DIE?

  • It's not fun. :(

  • i could imagine, must be a horrible feeling.

  • i hope your lawyer fucked up the responsible party

  • Sadly no. Just their insurance company.

  • Holy shit!

  • That's what I thought :)

  • Well, I'm glad that you're here now.

     I will keep you in my prayers. Peace be with you.

  • what did you see when you had this expierience (sorry for spelling) but what did you see in the near death experience?

  • did you still remember something like your computer password or your YouTube password ???

  • glad this didnt effect your guitar playing, youve helped me allot :)

  • I was pretty glad too :)

    Practice!

    Todd

  • I'm glad you made it through...God bless = )

  • Me too! Thanks :)

    Todd

  • God bless u

  • Thanks :)

    Todd

  • Did this experience change your outlook on life?

  • Yup ;) I had amnesia and was worried I couldn't remember how to play guitar. I had a pal bring me my electric guitar in the hospital and was thrilled to find out I could still play :)

  • God is a GOD of love<3

    he does not hate anyone just their sins

    repent let his love cover your heart

    there is not a better love or protection

    you feel him begin to live inside your soul

    when you ask him in you will see....

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  • LIfes tough eh?

  • hope to see you again with a guitar in your hands, really enjoyed your lessons.

    wish you the best!!

    god bless you!!!

  • God bless you Todd. Thank you for sharing this with us. Maybe someone out there will apreciate life a lot more when they see this.

  • damn todd!!!! im glad that you made it tru that experience...altho you said that you have the same dream every night... im still glad that you are with us today dude...keep strong buddy

  • well thanks todd you have sacred the living shred out of me. I can now no longeR PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTEICE

  • wow, this is some pretty scary stuff...

    Must have been scary...

    Don't really know what to say...

    I just hope you're okay

  • what is the disabilty you were left with?....god bless ya dude rock on

  • I hope your nightmares will someday stop happening, so you have a bit of peace.

  • Todd, if you don't mind me asking, did you have a near death and seen nothing at all...what did you see? I am doing research on NDE's for a paper in class, I am trying to figure out the whole NDE thing and yours caught my eye. R u saing you experianced death or had a true NDE? Just a question, I do belive in the afterlife as well as NDE. I hope one day too stand in the light of the SON and bask in his glory too. GOD belss you and yours.

  • dude, I'm speechless,, thanks very much for sharing this and god bless. take care man.

  • God bless you, thanks for sharing your story. Theres a reason you're still alive

  • dang..did you know you were dead?

  • I had a major car accident too about 4 yrs ago.If you go to floare79 you will see about car accident and some pics. Praise GOd I am still alive! So, I know it is something you'll never forget.

  • what was your first thought when you woke up from amnessia(or however you spell it)?

  • It was something like "What is going on?"

  • Hello I do not know you but I am so glad God let you come back . I am so happy you live, God bless you. It is something in it for you to learn. Jesus love you.

  • God bless you Todd. Thanks for sharing your experience.

  • Thanks for watching :)

    Todd

  • is this like a near deth experiance ? did u feel like you went throught some tunnel ?

  • No tunnel. Just blackness. I was hoping for the "big light" but nope :)

  • so just blackness,nothing after that ?

  • Buddy, don't wait for the light to come to you..... YOU must call the light!!!! You must call out for Our Savior Jesus to come and save you!!!! He can't save you if you don't believe in him with all your heart....

  • do you believe in god?

  • Sometimes :) usually the closer to death I get, the more religious I seem to be. Which I know is horrible. The short answer is yes ;)

  • something, 8 days in a coma and when i woke up, it was like a minute went by and no light no nothing. just like I was sleeping

  • im glad your alive and well....do you have a new way of looking at life? like did you undergo a sort of transformation since the accident?

  • Thanks :) Actually yes. Nearly getting killed has a strange effect. I tend to see life as much more temporary. The needs of the moment often seem more important as well.

    Todd

  • haha same. im 14 and i almost got run over a car.(wasnt my fault they ran straight my way at like 60 mph in a parking lot with other kids in it.)

  • geez,thats horrible that happened to you =( sounds like you have or had pts disorder as well.. so, it was kinda like lights out! then bam! you were awake again after how long? btw, i cant see how anyone could have lived through that wreck! the car looks totally mangled! your a very lucky man!!

  • It was rather horrible. Actually yes, a bit of PTSD seems to come with the bundle :( I was young and strong and still barely lived through it. I was done with small sports cars after that :)

    Todd

  • phew at least you didn't lose your fingers

    that would be like a pornstar losing his man stick.

  • Well said! Actually, the first thing I asked for in the hospital once the amnesia wore off was my guitar. I wasn't sure if I could play. Thank goodness the fingers still work :)

    Todd

  • When u wake up to open your curtains, just thank God u can still see, hear, smell and of course breath. great vid. Glad u r fine.

  • Thanks ;)

    Todd

  • hi ted are you more spiritual now and were you an atheist before this experience, just interested to know, by the way i am a steve vai fan, i used to play guitar also, and you are an excellent guitarist

    ok later

  • Hey :) I'm a more spiritual but I'm less religious. Vai is an amazing player. Thanks for the compliment!

    Todd

  • do you believe their is life after death?

  • I"m still a bit unsure. I experienced something, but I don't know if I'd call it "life after death". Mostly just blackness and still, quiet.

  • scary

  • how did it feel to be out of your body....did you feel deffirent..or pain...holaaaa

  • Felt a bit numb actually. Seemed very quiet and still.

  • but does it feel like your are out of your body or does it almost feel the same..how did you go back.

  • Good question. Actually, it felt the same. Didn't realize I was dead until they brought me back and told me. Kind of like being in a large, dark, quite warehouse. Peaceful, but very quite and dim. Like a big building on powersave mode.

  • so when you died it was just plain darkness? i am a christian but a i just feel scared about eternal darkness forever

  • @PoyoProductions Sadly yeah, mostly pitch black. But it wasn't bad. Felt kinda calm. :)

  • my lord, im really scared lol. It's probably rude to ask this but are you a good person?, because im not and hope that i dont get punished :( , and did you fear being alone in a similar dark space before the experience. Im glad your ok and could pass your story to other

  • Hey man congrats on making it man!

    and Im sorry about what happened.

    I had a few questions though..like ok when you said it was pitch black was it full black any sound? etc?

    and also could you think any thoughts ?

    and also how long were you dead for?

  • I think it may have been hell they visited.... and was brought back scary huh! huge reality check

  • you looked in the eyesof the death but at the last moment when the death trys to eat you you get revived happened to me

  • Pretty much :)

    Todd

  • what kind of car wuz that? Oh and do u know what caused u to crash?

  • It was a Toyota MR2, I was hit by a small truck in the driver side. :(

    Todd

  • It's amazing that you were given a second chance.

  • Yes it is, and I'm thrilled to have it :)

    Todd

  • this video is kinda scarey. But at least your ok : ]

  • ur so lucky dude mabey ur ment to be alive coz ur an awesome guitar player

  • Thanks very much :) More lessons on the way!

    Todd