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  • Trying to donation your paypal acc. it won't let me.

  • I think you pass and god knows you got me beat on the guitar just started play at 20 this year! I love your guitars I got a dean razorback. Your the first person i'veubrscribed too!  Hoo yah, I like your style! Metal @ Transition

  • @finalfantasy789 hey i didnt start playing till after i was 19 so ull be fine :)

  • Not to sound creepy but i would date you. It shouldn't matter what you have on the outside it's what on the insides that count

  • Did someone ever tell you that you really look like Gillian Anderson? >.>

  • I agree with your cons. :( I was a great drummer in local metal bands for 20+ years, and I have lost 98% of my friends, my family, all my old bandmates... I have a few friends that stuck by me through my transition, but it hurts so much when I think of how things were. Thank you for posting your videos.

  • How long was it before you told your family, and did they have any clue it would ever happen?

  • i lost pretty much my entire family because my transition. it kinda sucks. my cousin recently got married and i was not able to go. only a few people even know i'm trans my mom being one of them. took her a LONG time to come around. I think she finally came to the conclusion i'm not going to "grow out of it" as she had hoped and made her opinion very known to me.

  • Nice chuggin'!

    I like your style! :)

  • you look gorgeous And I like the tunes.

  • Your beautiful. I like to date you.

  • you're......... just too hot O_O 

  • what the name of the music what you play?

  • @Alucard000c i havent really named it yet. just part of a song that i wrote

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  • Do you plan on undergoing sex-reassignment surgery? If you do that, there's no turning back.

  • @PCHardwareTech You say it like she's becoming Jason Bourne, lol. She knows what she wants, whatever that is.

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  • You're lucky you have sick guitarist fingers for two reasons...

    1. easier for guitar.

    2. more feminine.

    Coincidence? I think not.

  • @psychosuey I agree, it's all linked together in the hormones you were exposed to in the womb, having a female brain and certain feminine physical attributes like long fingers isn't uncommon at all. I also have incredibly narrow feet (AAA).

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  • i now how it is to loose friends, its hard..

  • i was a computer guy in a girls high school and will be fired at the start of the next school year because i told them i want to be a girl

  • @taracavallero1982 I went from $140K a year to unemployed during my transition and then on to bankruptcy, losing my house, my cars, everything. Worked for FedEx loading planes for awhile, went back to school to get a teaching degree, worked three minimum wage jobs to support myself and my son through that, became a teacher and make at most $40K for six years, and then retired on $2K a month. No regrets,never been happier, would do it all again. This is just what happens.

  • But dont you think that if u got ur V"jay jay and you still had your chin. an the nose bump.....what would happen? How would u then feel? Jus curious? Wud there be something that you will never be happy with....especially bein trans. What do you say to that? Your so young...but you seem to have a good head on ur shoulders!

  • I'm in lesbians with you. <3

  • I've felt like you ever since i was little and been jelous that i wasn't a you know what, but the way i see it, i'd rather focous on my life rather then jumping to another one, i'm very talented and have won several writing competitions i also want to get a job in nintendo, so i'm studying hard, now i better stop talking about wanting to be a you know what and delete this comment of my activity so i don't get jimmed by my fans.

  • @Ultrasnorlax if having money is more important then being happy then go right ahead.. sounds like its more of a fantasy then a need to you, if you ask me.

  • @Jesslyngirl87 what i said in the last comment is 100% true facts i actually am going to be an auther soon 0% porky pies, i'm not one of those thick 11 year old kids who dream about being a celebrity thier whole life (i suppose justin beiber is probably an exception), i am happy with what i have, i have a loving family, about 140 friends (excluding facebook), i wouldn't want a sex change because i'd lose data and i'm actually a tranvestite.

  • @Jesslyngirl87 ignore that last part i said, i stopped crossdressing a month ago. But I didn't really see it as a fantasy, it just felt as though i had a hunger for it. I also never said money is more importent then happiness all i said was is that i should focous on my life and get the best out of it another words i have a good life as it is that's why i'll never do it, i'm much more focoused on stuff i really enjoy like youtube.

  • @Jesslyngirl87 any plans on making an update video on how things are going for you?

  • @Ultrasnorlax thats really has NOTHING to do with being transgender.

  • @solisvictor1991 right i better stop talking before i get jimmed

  • the top comments are distasteful at the very least.

  • telling a guy you dont have a vagina... concider it a "JERK FILTER". be thankfull for it.

  • your beautifull, smart, and got tallent! WOW! i love music but have never been able to learn to play.(im 42,married 11 years, 2 kids, ) and MTF.

  • Good video Jesslyn, one of your best :)

  • You are such a beautiful woman!! Your face looks amazing!!

  • yeah my friend is gay, pretty big muscle wise and like 5'11, but wants to be a girl. im all good for it, i'll still be his/her friend to the end

  • Um. You are so awesome. You playing the guitar is fucking adorable and yet so bad ass. Also, I second the voice question. My partner is MtF as well and she has been trying to find her voice, so to speak. Any advice?

  • @MyNameIsFred315 Here are some good channels (search "voice" on each of them)

    @deepstealth @tgvoice @tiresianphoenix @candiFLA @karmatic1110 @sucacinj1 @minorqback

    Jesslyn also has a video on her channel, jKNGw9qjWps

  • Jess u look great and ur right depression is everybodys problem weather ur trans , gay straight , thin , fat , young or old it hits everyone so keep a positive attitude and u'll find someone who will except u 4 who u r because ur a beautiful woman in and out

  • your hair is awesome :3

  • wow you are beautiful guy or girl holy crow!

  • You might hate your chin, but at least you were born with nice, big eyes. Big eyes make you look more feminine than you otherwise would. Also, it's good that you were born and raised in the U.S. - more acceptance and cheaper to transition.

  • OMG bodybuilder turned into Danna Sculley!

  • as you said in your video, you don't have a vagina. Can't you do some surgery to change your penis to a vagina? I have heard of those things before and for many people it turned out to be great. Wish you the best luck in your further progress. Enjoy your life, some respect to you! :)

  • may i ask how you got such a beautiful voice? what steps did you take to achieve it... kind of thing?

  • May I ask, when you were on your boy phase, did you date guys?

  • @ikindahateu no i was trying to be a normal guy so i could fit in without people thinking i was wierd

  • @Jesslyngirl87 How or at what moment did you decide "okay I had enough of this, I should dress how I feel" or what not.. How'd you manage to not care about having to fit in? Any advice?

  • @Jesslyngirl87 So did you like guys before your transition? I've heard of cases in which people don't like the same sex before they change and then start to like them after.

  • @SitarKnight Yea, I'm an example of that. Figured I'd be a lesbian after transition about six weeks in I just started liking guys and my attraction for women just went away. I think my brain was wired to be heterosexual and just adjusted my preference as the HRT took hold and I feminized. I'm glad that it happened, but I didn't transition with the thought of dating guys. Glad it happened though :) No regrets!

  • any tips on fear of passing? I am 23 and wanting to start transition but I have a fear of can I pass? Would love to hear how that was for you.

  • A transexual who playing metal guitar?

    I think I'm in loooooooooooooove!!!

  • You don't lose friends>>> You find out who they are!

  • @pozzimystic No as she said its also tough on them, and they can feel weird about it, thats okey, youve had your whole life to figure this out, they find out about in an instant, and thats shocking to them, which is okey in my opinion

  • I want this video on my 6600 slide phone.

  • I think you look beautiful. Don't change your face!

  • Dont be to hard on yourself , you look great! I have just started HRT and hope that I will look as pretty as you someday soon. You are inspiring and I think your voice and music sound terrific. Always with love, Sara

  • I can tell you are happy now!!! Go ahead & get a pussy too, I mean like the natural women,

    you are a man made women, .. Make the hairs on your pussy different colors one part blond the other red..

  • @kevin61569 whoever you are FUCK YOU! What an insulting tone.. creepy. slimy creepy

  • Gotta admire the mad rad guitars in the background

  • omg u r one of the prettiest girls i've ever seen. hard to believe you're transgender

  • Even without a vagina , we still have mangina. :)

    Joke for you Jess.

  • <3 you lovely. So amazing. So beautiful! xxx Lve from Oshtraliya.

  • This GIRL is more female than a lot of the girls I've met in my life...

    Even my last girlfriend is more male than her...

    and I actually call she...because she was always a she...

    I need to take time and see all of your videos, because I only saw the first ones and this one...

    but I always take interest on unusual things...and transgenders are one of them...

    Well...keep going, Jess...you're great...

  • You are looking fantastic!!

  • Cute AND can shred = dream girl

  • im down for a band for sure!

  • Nice nice nice, keep being yourself. Thats amazing. Good Luck

  • Okay, I know this is an older video, (I'm watching them from beginning to current...) but have you considered possibly writing music for games, or for game trailers?

    I know it's probably not as glamourous as being in a band, but from what I understand about the (ever)growing game industry, they really put a lot into getting their fans excited about their products. Since you like playing guiter and games, I thought it might be a good marriage of two interests of yours. Just a thought.

  • haha your hot with that gutar

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  • One great riff, two great points made...and three, you look lovely.

    Gratz.

  • This video went viral on Mozambique

  • You are so beautiful, I just run up with this video while Youtubing and I admire you and think you are really hot

  • you make good points i know a ftm and he is like a flaming queen but he is changing slowly and surely....

  • Is that an Ibanez RG? I have a JEM 77FP from 1987. I love Ibanez guitars and I'm trans too!! You look great, I wish I could be you. go girl!

  • Oh yeah, that's a man alright.

  • your confusing the shit out of me! My boner hates me!!

    Even tough your a "man" you really seem like a legit female..

    And a great female too, i mean seriously! I want my girlfriend to

    be like you... to be honest, you seem like a cool girl! ^^

  • Oh god this is creepy, i can look at you without getting a wierd feeling

  • You know, i find you both fascinating and really impressive. Wow. If you'd ever need some pick-you-up, just remember that :)

  • Strong chin

  • What...on...earth....is that fekkin song in the beginning? That's awesome!

  • Excellent transition. Great riff. I am a drummer and have played drums for many years. Let's talk about jamming

  • your voice is so calming :]

  • awesome fucking song in the beginning \m/ ^^ \m/

  • You don't need to tell everyone, Only tell the people you fuck.

  • You always got to do shit for yourself, You can't look at how it will affect everyone else to be who you are, Just be who you are.

  • Wow I just wanted to tell you that I too once pumped iron and play guitar as well .... Not quite as well as you.... I have been at it on and off for years.... More off than on .... Your transition is going extremely well ... I am jealous ... I thought I was blessed being native American and finely featured. You are so right passing makes it so much easier... I do t know if I could do it if I didn't pass..... But I disagree about being a GG or a GM I think that would just make you "I" plai. Ol

  • You look like Dido, she's so beautiful and so are you!

  • Waitwaitwait. Your jaw and chin are dead sexy. I know plenty of other girls who have bigger jaws than yours, and they were born with a female body. You're gorgeous. So STFU. XD

  • id fuck you. im straight, just for the record.

  • @07h aren't you quite the charmer.

  • Damn, it would be like a dream to me, if I was talking with someone as hot as you and suddenly told me that she doesn't have a vagina

  • i just saw your video 2 years MTF video and i was like O.O and i have some questions... are you satisfied with the end result(if it already ended)? how did you manage to loose all that muscle ? and do you miss all the hard work that you had put on to those? and last i think you have made a great effort to be where you are right now because it takes guts to make something like this happen, i would love to ear your story (why you made it)... redirect to a link if it already there is one plz!!! :D

  • In the beginning, when the cat was sneaking around in the background ... the theme from Jaws was playing in my head!

  • You're a beautiful woman, don't get down on yourself, your chin looks fine and the bump on your nose is cute :D

  • I think you look great. A little inperfection is what life is. Don't worry about it.

  • @abruhkadabruh21 9:10

    @Jesslyindy Are you planning on getting srs anytime soon?

  • @abruhkadabruh21 That is a fucking rude question to ask her who cares if she does she is a women so she should be looked at like a woman.

  • EXCELLENT video.

  • OP is a faggot

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  • you have beautiful eyes and I liked your denim skirt. I notice you are wearing errings now. looks great

  • you have beautiful eyes and I liked your denim skirt

  • First time trans video watcher so forgive the naive question but if society did not put gender rolls on people, like if people could just be, would you still have made the transition or would you just "be"? Is the transformation a rebellion against society's gender confinements?, is it your way to conform to the world around you by making your outside what your inside is?, did you look in the mirror and not like that your outside did not match what you are inside?, or something else? Thanks!

  • Man you are easily passable! >_< imho if I had to choose between not passable something I didn't think I should of been then well..I would probably take the bullet. I don't know why but I see nothing but cute girls on youtube who are transitioning. Maybe I am just insecure of my own looks but TBH this video scares the hell out of me, and probably people like me who wants to transition.

  • Hey Jess, I just wan't to say that you have taught me a lot and opened my eyes about transgender people. Don't get down on yourself. The world can think what they want, because you know what I see? I see a very beautiful young lady who is just starting out on a great and wonderful path in her life, and I think you will do very well!

  • @Jesslyngirl87 you go goirl

  • your so cool i want to meet you....aaawwwwwwwwwww.........­....*hug*

  • coming from straight male, you look gorgeous!

  • Question: Jess, how long are estrogen treatments required? Is it a lifelong commitment, or do you no longer need them at some point?

  • @lanceyourlot the estrogen will be required for life but after surgery you wont need to take the testostrone blockers and you will be on lower dosages of estrogen

  • @Jesslyngirl87 Any personal thoughts on the risks of long term usage? Is it just going to be something you aren't worried about, or are you currently taking counter measures for any potential risks?

  • @Jesslyngirl87 

    So you were born male, but always felt female. Are you attracted to men or women?

  • jaw?chin?? LOL..everything u have is already perfect..i like ur gestures.ur mannerism,d way u move ur hands,u scratch ur shoulder,even when u move ur hair..u look very sweet..so dont bother..but i do agree wit laylaindy about d way ur playin d guitar,but who cares...a normal female musician smtimes did that..so,relax n be urself gal...ur doin just fine...stay strong n positive...oh btw,d boobs n hips are just fine..most man love d natural beauty on u..tc

  • Had the express purpose of watching this video and listening intently.

    Then I saw the Cat.

    Cat :3.

  • You are a great player. I am a guitarist/drummer/bassist. You did all those parts? It sounded great. Being able to play all the parts is great but playing with people really builds your musicality. If you have any musical questions, e-mail me at change_1787@yahoo.com. I would love to write music with you =)

  • Whoa you're hot! Wanna date?!

  • Why did you do the sugery and did it hurt?

  • Jesslyn - you say you'd like to play music. So find a pro band looking for a guitarist on Craigslist. Any musician who is moderately talented, has transportation, no drug issues, and no ego is worth their weight in gold. Do it while you are young. You have great presence and you are talented.

  • You are absolutely gorgeous! and awesome at the guitar. you seem like a really fun and confident person :)

  • She doesn't deserve donations she took enough things from a person and fucked him over and could care less plus your just giving her free money for nothing

  • u look very feminine. can i see a pic of u when u were a guy im gay thanks.

  • if you are very masculine before transition and you have masculine friends, then they might find it hard during your transition. but if you're feminine and you have feminine friends, they will probably stick by you without any problems :)

  • Heya Jesslyn,

    I'm 8 months on HRT myself. Which in itsself is a landmark because I'm notorious for not taking medication for much longer than a few days. But I guess if you want something bad enough you'll do anything, right?

    I really like the riff! Keep going with it I'd definitely love to hear it in a song. One good thing about transition, is you truly find out who your friends are and who cares about you. I've lost family, but I was very lucky to keep some amazing family members and frien

  • Ill still ne butt ugly but idc anymore

  • I m going to transition im really unhappy with what I am and I need change

  • You are fucking HOT SHIT

    

  • nice you have skills!

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  • Did you diet? I mean, you lost a lot of weight, your body got so much slender.

  • @laylaindy i have a really fast metabolism.. i still actually eat too much. i used to eat around 7000 calories when i was lifting.

  • @Jesslyngirl87 Maybe bigger than average for a girl, but its not like its man-sized. I would absolutely not think you were trans based on your jaw, face or voice.

  • Nice riff, and it's versatile, all cange and it would sound completely dif. Thanks!

  • nicely stated-great fyi video for tg's xxxx Jim

  • you look great girl. dont worry about the haters. keep your head up and live your life.

  • allow me to say, you are a very pretty lady. if you were an actual lady, i would be extremely attracted to you. good jorb.

  • @trippyay She is an 'actual lady,' grow up and stop thinking with your dick.

  • @Karopex

    rawr? oh, right.... [insert incendiary youtube comment here]. grow up indeed.

  • are you full time yet ? just wondering: what did you do to your boobies when had/have to present yourself in "boy mode"?

  • @Jesslyngirl87 Oh, and I blocked that abbynady person from my channel because he kept calling me fat, in those short, annoying statements. He's a jerk :P

  • @Jesslyngirl87 Your jaw isn't big at all! Your face is beautiful and completely feminine, don't listen to people like that >.<

  • I'm starting to see what you mean, my parents are telling me things like,"your just looking for attention," or,"your lying," and see stuff like that but like you said this is a life or death situation and I just cannot take being a man anymore. Its come to the point where I can't even look at myself without crying, that is why regardless what anyone else thinks I will transition. No matter how long it takes. By the way you are very beautiful both inside and out!

  • You are incredibly attractive, but for me, it's more than your appearance. You're so cute and seem so down to earth, it's charming and sweet. I'm not sure if you're into other women, but if you were, I'd definitely make you my girlfriend. :P

  • cool song, did you wrote it? :D

  • @Zaidmolina yepp

  • @Jesslyngirl87 cool!! can i use the riff? it would fit perfectly in one of the songs am recording :P

  • @Zaidmolina well im planning on using it on one of my songs so id like to keep it for me lol :P

  • @Jesslyngirl87 oooooh oK :D check your inbox i sent you somthing ;)

  • Wow, The difference in your appearance between 6 months ago and now is amazing. You're absolutly stunning and don't let anyone tell you any different. x

  • Heyy... Erm, I would like to ask you a question... Does HRT cause one to become sterile? Because if that's the case, I better go save some sperms in the sperm bank first ~.~

  • Let's see more outfit choices. If ur insecure about ur appearance or feminine characteristics, put it out there for ur viewers to judge. As I've said before, ur very attractive and I'll bet any concerns are for not. Be proud u look great and have come along way. Eventually you'll be complete. All things come at a cost. This one is both emotional as well as financial. Hang in there.

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  • Pros and Cons of Transition.

    Pros: you are beautiful

    Cons: none

  • Goddammit you are gorgeous.

  • Did you receive my donation of usd 400? Sent you and Jordan the same. Hope that helps a little bit for your hrt.

  • ...rekindle the friendship you once had. Again I have no experience in this area but thinking about I can see this could be a reason why transitioning can mean a loss of friends. Awesome video.

  • ...completely yourself until you complete the transition. I would think that going through a transition would be very freeing and having that freedom finally means being able to truly discover who you are, I think the best approach with a friend who you have lost touch with would be to start over - reintroduce yourself, start where they are at, you have an unfair advantage over them, you may find in doing this they will see you inside (the you, you always were) and that connection could...

  • I can kind of see why you could loose friends, when I think of it from the point of view of a friend of someone who has transitioned (I'm just guessing as I don't know anyone personally who has transitioned). I but could see that it might be awkward, here you have lost a friend who you knew, or thought you knew and loved and now THAT person is gone, instead you now have someone who knows everything about you, but you don't know them, you could say that they are the same person but you aren't...

  • You remind me alot of Alison Mack. Very beautiful by the way. xD

  • Your chin and nose suit you. Its makes you beautiful in your own way, + plus. When you get surgery, you have maitain it every 5 years. It's a waste a money. You're gorgeous girl ! X