My first thought about your appearance: you have beautiful eyes. Incidentally, you also have really nice hair. To anyone with any sense (and any sense of aesthetics), it doesn't matter whether you're trans or cis - you are gorgeous in so many ways that are utterly unrelated to your facial hair, or your voice, or what's between your legs. You are perfect exactly the way you are (and your voice is pretty, to me anyway).
Thanks for sharing! This is beautiful, touching and inspiring! I am from India. I translated this in my native language Tamil and would like to post your youtube video (link) and the translation (for readers from my country who don't know English) on our LGBT website Orinam.net. Please let me know.
You are beautiful beyond words for so many reasons. Thank you for sharing this beautiful poem and your beautiful self with the world. Stay strong sista!
Don't hear me when I say your beautiful. Although it hits the air and graces your ear, hear what beauty my thought refers to. It's the beauty in you that can't be seen or touched. Though I to have yet to feel comfortable in my own skin, it is the awe in your words that brought me here. I have felt those words. I won't tell you your beautiful, but I will mean it. But know where your beauty lies. That is what speaks to me. I just wanted to tell ya.
No joke, not even being feel good or w/e here, but I really do think you are rather pretty. Like objectively speaking, I like the proportions of your face. also your eyebrows are really nice. /random
My girlfriend is beautiful and she hasn't even begun presenting, yet. She's beautiful to me because of the love she has for others and because she's a child of God like me. That's not gonna change with hormones and surgery. I love you, Hanja. <3
Your beautiful, fuck the haters there not open minded enough to accept people for who they are, and you are you, what more can someone ask for in a person. You . Are . Beautiful :) <3
I wish. I wish I wish I wish I wish that there was a way I could reach out and hug you across the internet, you brave beautiful soul. I wish I could paint the words "You are beautiful" across your chest and down each of your fingers and on your toes. In calligraphy. Or that I could lend you my eyes for a moment, just so you could see how very extraordinary your own are.
Oh my. I don't do this to youtube videos, but this got me really emotional. I don't fit society's definition of attractive in a masculine or feminine way, so feeling beautiful is hard, especially when you don't conform to the gender binary. And I'm not saying this just because of the subject of the video but I sincerely mean it when I say your eyes are especially incredible.
Ah, this is lovely! You are a beautiful, beautiful person who has reached into my heart sand brought forth the courage and determination to remind everyone they are beautiful the way they are regardless of WHO they are. Thank you so much!
Too often beauty is equated with cis and it disgusts me when I hear people tell trans women how pretty they are when they are only saying that because they "pass." Thanks for sharing this. You are beautiful regardless of how much our society validates you as a woman.
@itsGOTtobegroovy You are right on a lot of it but even when you do "pass", people will usually compliment you on what you wear, your make up, hair etc but not directly telling you that YOU are beautiful! They'll go around the brushes. As trans people, we need to validate ourselves!
You're not beautiful because of your lips. you're not beautiful because of your eyes. You're not beautiful because you think it. heh. . . What a surprise. You're not beautiful because of your hair. You're not beautiful because you care. You're not beautiful because its true.. but ya know what? You are beautiful every day, every hour, and every minute. because you're you. and yes my friend, That is true. i'll always be here for you :3
You're beautiful and should feel that way every day regardless of the point you are in your transition. That goes for all lovely trans women like you. You are inspirational and a benefit to humanity. Don't doubt for one second that you're beautiful.
If your voice is not pretty, then mine isn't either. We have almost the same voice, and I'm cis female. I think it's super sexy with a deep voice for women.
wow, you had me in tears. i saw your face and heard your words and felt your pain. you truly are a beautiful and to have the courage to put your words out there only makes you that much more amazing. maybe someday i can be as beautiful as you....hugs and blessings
This may mean nothing since I'm just another person on the internet, but I think that you are truly beautiful, inside and out. For you to post something like this, it takes honesty, and courage to expose your feelings. I think you look amazing. I'm honest when I say that when I saw this video, it was the first thing I thought. I am FTM with low probability of ever fully liking myself, so I know what it's like to have constant doubt. But you are beautiful.
This poem is absolutely beautiful and so are you! The fact that you use YouTube to show others that they're not alone shows that you have a very beautiful soul. Remember that whenever you feel disappointed with your body. :)
Thank you Kaia, you've given me inspiration in the past - and your thoughts here, mirror my own. My biggest hurdle, as I'm sure many other trans-women are, is not "passing" but instead trying to find the beauty we are trying so hard to achieve within ourselves.
The rare occasion I look in the mirror and see, just a glimpse, of the beautiful woman I'm trying to be-those are my favourite days, and moving closer to that goal is unfortunately a frustrating struggle for me.
That was, well, beautiful. Simple, powerful, and true in all that ways that are wonderful and wounding. Thank you so much for this piece. I hope one day we all believe we can be, and do.
This will resonate with many trans women and you have presented this topic in such a personal, courageous, real and beautiful way. Thank you for sharing this hon, I can imagine it wasn't easy.
I wrote this poem a while ago and I just started performing it for people. It's easier now that I have some distance from the overwhelming feeling that I had at the time and I've started to use it as a calming prayer for myself when I get anxious about my looks and social situations. I'm glad it resonated with you, I always learn a lot from watching you videos.
You are gorgeous , and your words are beautiful. Please Carry On
Mizcellophane 5 hours ago
You are!
LexiLovem 1 day ago
omg im gonna cry!
MTFWIP 4 days ago
My first thought about your appearance: you have beautiful eyes. Incidentally, you also have really nice hair. To anyone with any sense (and any sense of aesthetics), it doesn't matter whether you're trans or cis - you are gorgeous in so many ways that are utterly unrelated to your facial hair, or your voice, or what's between your legs. You are perfect exactly the way you are (and your voice is pretty, to me anyway).
SlightlyOdd13 6 days ago
This is such a beautiful piece of writing. I really appreciate it. It has inspired me to put up a poem soon. Thanks love!
AdaMarieSays 1 week ago
Thanks for sharing! This is beautiful, touching and inspiring! I am from India. I translated this in my native language Tamil and would like to post your youtube video (link) and the translation (for readers from my country who don't know English) on our LGBT website Orinam.net. Please let me know.
shrijersey 1 week ago
You are beautiful beyond words for so many reasons. Thank you for sharing this beautiful poem and your beautiful self with the world. Stay strong sista!
beledigrrl 2 weeks ago
Don't hear me when I say your beautiful. Although it hits the air and graces your ear, hear what beauty my thought refers to. It's the beauty in you that can't be seen or touched. Though I to have yet to feel comfortable in my own skin, it is the awe in your words that brought me here. I have felt those words. I won't tell you your beautiful, but I will mean it. But know where your beauty lies. That is what speaks to me. I just wanted to tell ya.
wolf4388 2 weeks ago
No joke, not even being feel good or w/e here, but I really do think you are rather pretty. Like objectively speaking, I like the proportions of your face. also your eyebrows are really nice. /random
myroutine 2 weeks ago
My God, beautiful.
tompiswobblez 2 weeks ago
YOU are beautiful. Made my heart warm watching this.
maiyeevue 2 weeks ago
You're beautiful baby!
vCollected 2 weeks ago
My girlfriend is beautiful and she hasn't even begun presenting, yet. She's beautiful to me because of the love she has for others and because she's a child of God like me. That's not gonna change with hormones and surgery. I love you, Hanja. <3
Moose6960 2 weeks ago
Your beautiful, fuck the haters there not open minded enough to accept people for who they are, and you are you, what more can someone ask for in a person. You . Are . Beautiful :) <3
PumpkinPantees 2 weeks ago
You are beautiful who being yourself and you are beautiful for sharing this poem.
egheitasean1 2 weeks ago
I wish. I wish I wish I wish I wish that there was a way I could reach out and hug you across the internet, you brave beautiful soul. I wish I could paint the words "You are beautiful" across your chest and down each of your fingers and on your toes. In calligraphy. Or that I could lend you my eyes for a moment, just so you could see how very extraordinary your own are.
EmieCarey 3 weeks ago
Sweety I thought you were cis just from your voice-- it's gorgeous and so are you <3 <3
LimeChoux 3 weeks ago
Oh my. I don't do this to youtube videos, but this got me really emotional. I don't fit society's definition of attractive in a masculine or feminine way, so feeling beautiful is hard, especially when you don't conform to the gender binary. And I'm not saying this just because of the subject of the video but I sincerely mean it when I say your eyes are especially incredible.
MxMagpie 3 weeks ago
This is amazing! Do you mind if I make a soft instrumental track and dub this over it?
Please let me know, I am very inspired! (:
notabear1 3 weeks ago
@notabear1
thank you for the compliment :) Let me think the instrumental track idea for a little bit tho
PapayaKaia 3 weeks ago
@PapayaKaia Sure thing. I think I might make a separate track all together and show you that. (If I'm happy with it :p)
notabear1 3 weeks ago
Ah, this is lovely! You are a beautiful, beautiful person who has reached into my heart sand brought forth the courage and determination to remind everyone they are beautiful the way they are regardless of WHO they are. Thank you so much!
blackangelelphie95 3 weeks ago
Too often beauty is equated with cis and it disgusts me when I hear people tell trans women how pretty they are when they are only saying that because they "pass." Thanks for sharing this. You are beautiful regardless of how much our society validates you as a woman.
itsGOTtobegroovy 3 weeks ago 11
@itsGOTtobegroovy You are right on a lot of it but even when you do "pass", people will usually compliment you on what you wear, your make up, hair etc but not directly telling you that YOU are beautiful! They'll go around the brushes. As trans people, we need to validate ourselves!
SeekGod82 1 week ago in playlist Phenomenal Trans women!
That was a very beautiful poem and you are and always will be beautiful.
NekoConsulting 3 weeks ago
You're beautiful for sharing that.
nadiradancer 3 weeks ago
You're not beautiful because of your lips. you're not beautiful because of your eyes. You're not beautiful because you think it. heh. . . What a surprise. You're not beautiful because of your hair. You're not beautiful because you care. You're not beautiful because its true.. but ya know what? You are beautiful every day, every hour, and every minute. because you're you. and yes my friend, That is true. i'll always be here for you :3
ChangeComesWithHeart 3 weeks ago
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ChangeComesWithHeart 3 weeks ago
You are beatiful in ever way
Evieylist 4 weeks ago
cute :3
RooAcademy 4 weeks ago
Thank you so much for this. Very moving.
MsLanny2011 4 weeks ago
You're beautiful and should feel that way every day regardless of the point you are in your transition. That goes for all lovely trans women like you. You are inspirational and a benefit to humanity. Don't doubt for one second that you're beautiful.
JanieLynnMTF 4 weeks ago
If your voice is not pretty, then mine isn't either. We have almost the same voice, and I'm cis female. I think it's super sexy with a deep voice for women.
ennairamjapaleno 4 weeks ago
You're gorgeous.
straykitting9 4 weeks ago
Jumping on the bandwagon here, you're very pretty. <3
TheAnnoyingThing1915 1 month ago
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electrovox1212 1 month ago
wow, you had me in tears. i saw your face and heard your words and felt your pain. you truly are a beautiful and to have the courage to put your words out there only makes you that much more amazing. maybe someday i can be as beautiful as you....hugs and blessings
dentonrednecklady 1 month ago
Beautiful poem, beautiful woman.
ElSerVerdadero 1 month ago
This may mean nothing since I'm just another person on the internet, but I think that you are truly beautiful, inside and out. For you to post something like this, it takes honesty, and courage to expose your feelings. I think you look amazing. I'm honest when I say that when I saw this video, it was the first thing I thought. I am FTM with low probability of ever fully liking myself, so I know what it's like to have constant doubt. But you are beautiful.
SomberParanoia 1 month ago
So wonderful! thank you so much for your courage. and by the way, you are gorgeous!
TheRachelusername 1 month ago
This poem is absolutely beautiful and so are you! The fact that you use YouTube to show others that they're not alone shows that you have a very beautiful soul. Remember that whenever you feel disappointed with your body. :)
HiClarissaExplains 1 month ago
You are beautiful.
bluefighter4 1 month ago
word :)
secretsareboring 1 month ago
This is simply amazing. Thank you for sharing :)
Sweetychick85 1 month ago
Lovely poem! With that haircut you look a bit like Morena Baccarin when she had her hair short.
MsKreant 1 month ago
Thank you for reading something that resonated so much with me. You are a talented wordsmith and that is to be commended. :)
daaspool 1 month ago
amen! yes!
vanessa2ize 1 month ago
You are beautiful
shermanowney1971 1 month ago
I am trans and you captured it precisely, beautifully. There is sadness mixed with beauty, you are both and that's o.k.
christianajoy 1 month ago
i like it!
msseabreeze1 1 month ago
You are beautiful.
ThePublicToiletShow 1 month ago
YOU IS STUNNING BEAUTIFUL WOW
ERNESTO2360 1 month ago
TsChitChat Love...
TSCHITCHAT 1 month ago
Thank you Kaia, you've given me inspiration in the past - and your thoughts here, mirror my own. My biggest hurdle, as I'm sure many other trans-women are, is not "passing" but instead trying to find the beauty we are trying so hard to achieve within ourselves.
The rare occasion I look in the mirror and see, just a glimpse, of the beautiful woman I'm trying to be-those are my favourite days, and moving closer to that goal is unfortunately a frustrating struggle for me.
Be well, and thank you
nixlepix 1 month ago
@nixlepix
I'm glad you liked the video and I'm happy to know that you're moving closer to seeing your beautiful self.
Take Care,
Kaia
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
That was, well, beautiful. Simple, powerful, and true in all that ways that are wonderful and wounding. Thank you so much for this piece. I hope one day we all believe we can be, and do.
ShelbysShiftChange 1 month ago
@ShelbysShiftChange
Thank you, Shelby
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
That's so lovely, Kaia!! Thank you for sharing it! <3<3<3<3<3!
morganmpage 1 month ago
@morganmpage
<3 You know it always makes me super happy when you like the things I write
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
you are beautiful, i wish i could hold you in my arms and say you rae beautiful. Im trans also
paulus842000 1 month ago
@paulus842000
thank you
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
A beautifully written and recited poem! Thanks for sharing with us.
mystriousgrl 1 month ago 5
@mystriousgrl
thank you
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
You are beautiful.....
BACchef 1 month ago
@BACchef
thank you
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
This will resonate with many trans women and you have presented this topic in such a personal, courageous, real and beautiful way. Thank you for sharing this hon, I can imagine it wasn't easy.
JasmineStyles 1 month ago
@JasmineStyles
I wrote this poem a while ago and I just started performing it for people. It's easier now that I have some distance from the overwhelming feeling that I had at the time and I've started to use it as a calming prayer for myself when I get anxious about my looks and social situations. I'm glad it resonated with you, I always learn a lot from watching you videos.
PapayaKaia 1 month ago
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solisvictor1991 1 month ago
That was... Well, beautiful.
kayaman132 1 month ago
@kayaman132
thank you
PapayaKaia 1 month ago