WHATS IN MY HEART :)

[VlogTheLJM]

I know the feeling. My mom had breast cancer a couple of years ago. She's better and healthy now. I'll be doing a video on my other channel within the next couple of weeks about a cancer walk she is going to be sponsering. I'll send you a link to the video when I post it.

[ecm4321]

You and your mother will be together again! Shes in a better place... Shes waiting for you. And im sure is very proud of you for being so strong. -3 xoxo

[ecm4321]

You and your mom will be togethera

[taylorlover530]

colette i just wanted to let you know that no matter what i know in my heart that you will not only have an excellent support group with your family noo matter what but you will also always have your youtube family(ex:viewers subscribers etc) to love & support you always. my stepgrandmother beat breast cancer a few years ago but i know how scary it was thinking about how we might lose her. i couldn't imagine losing my mother at such a young age but that just proves how strong you are

[forgetregret100]

Hi Colette,

I'm 19 and just recently found out my 21 year old sister has breast cancer. She is the first in my family so it has been extremely hard on all of us. Her and I have been best friends since I can remember, so it has been especially hard on me. Thank You for opening up and talking about such a touchy topic to a lot of people. You are truly amazing.

Much Love xx

[stareyedninja]

Hi Katilette

i know exactly how you feel and my nannan died the day after this video was posted of breast cancer she was like a mom to me it can be hard just face your fear and i am sure your gorgeous family will support you all the way :)

[Twilight4ever1449]

NO WAY this video was posted last year :OO goosh how time flies..katilette you are a wonderful person

[heyguysirock]

who disliked this.......

[anapplekitty]

my great-grandfaher died of pancreatic cancer... :(

[blabliblu0]

you're awsome!

[lalain3tayaminTV]

I'm glad you have a strong belief in seeing her again & going to heaven . so do I & many many of your viewers do to . this means we would get to meet the wonderful person you are in heaven . thank you .

[twilight73899]

:,(

[MilkNBerger]

I know how you feel :( I'm 17 and my dad died of colon cancer(which had spread to a lot of other areas by that time) in july..he left behind 8 kids and my mom with nothing...it's the hardest thing I've evet had to go through.

[Rachelh2000]

It's October again! Let's tweet/fb this to Shay and Brett to get them to fundraise!!

[ccbgraphics]

I'm sure your mom is watching you and proud of what a great mom you are. <3 Hugs from Colorado ^_^

[NatureR0x]

<3 You are so beautiful, and your story was inspiring.

This coming from a 15 year old girl who thinks of you as a role-model :)

[Foreverbeautyxox]

@aptand think what you want you have probably never even read a bible therefore you wouldn't know. All of us who believe in god all know that there is a heaven.

[Coldfire523]

Dang it! You made me cry!!!! -3 Thank you for sharing your story.

[laughingmydonkeyoff]

them 154 people who have disliked this video have no heart.

[crystalcoy]

awwww mommytard :(

[TheSSH96]

<3 RIP

[sgtkiko]

lucky for you they just found a treatment for cancer and now is in clinical research :D

[sandara1999]

this was uploaded in my birthday i turned 11...

[tdstudent1]

I'm not usual to point out dislikers , but who could dislike this? they have no heart.

[lilmisssharkey]

I know dis comment is late but your so brave don't mind the mean comments ur so brave for letting that out it's so hard to do something like I love u so much ur a super mom and a inspiration to all of us xxxxxxxxxxxx :D ilusfm x

[Quecumbahhs]

Mommytard you are an amazing inspiration to me you are very strong and courageous! Don't listen to these mean comments but just keep your head up high!

[OooStaciooO]

@TrOLLiNgUrMoMz Seriously?? You're such a mean person.

[SheSCREAMSRemedy7]

Aw this is so cute .. :)

[itspheeebs]

this is so touching, you just shows what a nice person katilette is. i love you and hope to god things have gotten better for you and your family:)

[00belief00]

never saw that side of her before .. you keep amaizing me katilette

[nulezie]

aw you made me cry mommytard. good for you, i can imagene this is a healing process as well :)

[MrsStichy]

This video makes me really emotional :/

[beautybeast007]

ohh.. mommytard has such a pure heart :)

[miffy1609]

That is really sad my younger sister is eleven and i dont live with her and my mom anymore but I could never imagine how heartbreaking it would be for her and my mom.. Hopefully the rest of your lifetime was alot happier

[bbsb123]

I love you Katilette! The tough times make us stronger and better people. God usually takes the best ones first... I learnt that when he took my big sister

"No matter what the storm or bad whther may be in your life... you can be the sunshine wherever you are".

[bbsb123]

My sister passed away of Leukumia (cancer of the blood) two years ago, and for about 1 and a half years I isolated myself from everyone and my personality completely chaged becuase she was my big sister and truly my best friend.I can't celebrate my birthday knowing the only person who NEVER forgot it isn't here It hurts so bad and it was a really dark time, it took me soo long to heal but anyone whose lost a loved one, just keep your head up and I PROMISE it gets better and the pain goes away!

[Bentlynn137]

When you posted this vlog I had a really hard time watching it. Last year my Mom was battling breast cancer and October was the hardest month with treatment and surgery. Being 17 and away at college and trying to be there for my Mom through most of it was a struggle. This video helped me to be stronger and to stop trying to avoid the mentioning of breast cancer and helping my Mom more through her battle. Now she is officially cancer free and I appreciate it so much. You three are amazing.

[ningle4567]

My great aunt was cleared of her cancer on her birthday last year but this year my 2nd aunt died of lung cancer I will never forget while she was about 1 month from death the hug she gave me it was strong and resilient like she was she used her strength all of it just for my hug it was long I didnt want to let go nor did she but I had to I wish she was still here today she was an amazing person

[seifalah0626]

I also lost my mother to breast cancer. I'm going to take a look through the bead artist's website and make a purchase for friends

[quickscoper178]

well my mom dosent have cancer she has MS.. very sad i love my mom so much =)

[KnasBarnen]

What a girl! Intellectual and very attractive. 

[kittypride2]

Love you Katilette! You are an awesome mother and person.

[staceyroxmysox94]

@911isfunnyashellLMAO thats not even cool bro.

[12icey34]

MY uncle died not even 2 weeks ago from Cancer. He had 2 tumors on his brain and 1 in his Lung.. :( miss you bunches Uncle Marc . Rest easy !

[MonkeyG787]

@911isfunnyashellLMAO go fuck yourself, then go play in traffic! Who with a fucking brain says that?!! You deserve to die you shithead!

[M39AN143]

@911isfunnyashellLMAO wow.. can't believe you said that. so heartless.

[MsSecretme101]

Both my grandpa's died becaus of it and my best friend too, only a year ago, she was 11 years old, like i was.

[shakers141]

Great cause! great Person katilette! -3

[CRAZEDMONKEYTOUCHER]

you are so sweet <3

[RyanFilmz]

My Grandmother past away last year because of Cancer, I think what your doing is amazing and I I'm going to donate as well. Your amazing, and your mother must have been beautiful because you are beautiful. :)

[TrioMomma]

the Bible is NEVER changed!! that's not true. the words used change, to make it easier to read, but the truths and meanings of the (Christian) Bible have never been changed.

[aptand]

@oliveyou64 what do you mean isn't? When the bible says "The earth is 6000 years old" is that a joke or a lie? When the bible says that the earth is the center of the universe, is that a lie or a joke? I don't understand why the all mighty god would want to confuse the creatures he created in his own image like that...

[aptand]

@oliveyou64 The science explanation for the creation of the universe is the big bang theory of course and I don't have the time to tell you everything that happend between that and the creation of life on earth. I don't know everything about it of course, I am no scientist. But at least I am not blind, easily manipulated and dumb enough to believe in a religion which has a holy book which you have to change every now and then because it's explanations of scientific things are dead wrong.

[aptand]

@oliveyou64 There are very good explanations for these things if you read some science. Still I don't understand how you can know that there is a heaven.

[aptand]

@oliveyou64 Oh realy? Cool... How do you know this?

[aptand]

@oliveyou64 Oh yeah... That real place that excists and stuff...

[aptand]

How can you be with her again if she is dead? :S

[Lissagirl99]

who could dislike this? weirdos! Great job Mommytard!

[odysseusjak]

Please watch the documentary "A Beautiful Truth". It's a life changer.

[thesims3luver]

i ate a pink lolly watching this =3

[Tracky4ever]

I'm Srry for Ur loss

My mommy had breast cancer when I was 5 but she pulled through

[MissSillyTilly1]

:) <3

[MissSillyTilly1]

Good for you Katilette

[XMiZzDeLLaX]

This vid made me cry a little bit :( katilette ur such a lovely and good hearted person!!

[lilmamaremix22]

Shay Carl, didn't you get emotional watching this ? <3

look, your wife is such a sweet person !

[Kirsty1D]

katilette, i'm so proud of you, you're such a lovely caring person.

[omgemmaisonxo]

awww i feel soo mad 4 u!!! awwww im so sorry for u! you are so brave and amazing :)

[neishy3]

Katilette, I love you!

[LuckyDuckie9]

mommytard you should change the title to

whats in my heart <3

[KitKatlovesSC]

I love you Katilette! Sorry for your loss you mom would be so proud of what you have become! Godbless you and your family! You rock mommytard!

[f0Xy251]

what bastard put a dislike button on this video :P love you mommytard and shytards xx

[omgemmaisonxo]

@f0Xy251 i no wut ur tlking about!! who would dislike this sweet video

[TheLucyhallam]

I am 13 and at the moment my mum is fighting breast cancer , I also cried at this as it reminded me of how easy it is to loose someone x

[MadisonPENS]

This video brings out the best in people. We all have a katilette in our hearts, every year I run Race For Life. Which is where women all throughout the UK run 5km or 10km for Breast Cancer. Last year I raised 291% of our target of £200.00. This year I am going to run it again. I would truly appreciate if the people of Youtube will donate through the official website. 100% of your money goes to it, we dont even touch it. You can also add gift aid which is free. Check out my channel in future. <3

[chicagourl]

My mom was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer dec23,2010. 15+ hospital visits 2-3 weeks each,2-3 intensive care unit visits,chemotherapy,radiation,­breathing treatments 3 times daily,5 oxygen tanks later she's beaten cancer and possibly fight 2 starting soon. Thanks to you your husband shay, and the kids I've been smiling and laughing everyday if it wasn't for you and your family I wouldn't be here

[marbalie]

when i was 12 my mother was diagnose with cancer but it wasn't advanced i was young and felt like dying my grades started to go down at school but faith got me through and my mom went through chemotherapy and now a year later she is done and i am soo happy now that i know everything is going to be fine...

[ItsLykeLouise]

Ohmy, this made me cry ;( I could'nt bear to lose my mum, but sadly lost my nana to cancer :( RIP Grandmatard & Nana xoxoxoxox

[16fanlakers1]

Katilette, you are truly a beautiful person inside and out. I know how very personal this was for you, and I applaud you for putting this video on. You'll never know how many people you have helped by doing this.Shay and the kids are so fortunate to have such a wonderful, caring person in there lives. God Bless You and your family always, John

[ShealorTaylor]

Katilette, I am not sure if you are going to get this or not, but this really touched my heart.I lost my mom to a heart condition when I was 10 years old.(July 3rd, 2004) and I am now about to be 17. I know how you feel about trying to avoid it and push it aside. The hardest part to me about loosing a mother is the fact that the biggest things in a young womans life like having a baby, getting married, going to prom, your first date, you don't have a mother to help you through it! It's so hard!

[SoleSoulility]

@ShealorTaylor I'm so sorry for your loss. Your story has touched and broken my heart simultaneously. I hope that you do all these things in your future with a partner that will see you through thick and thin. Never lose hope and I wish you all the best. Love from a stranger.

[ShealorTaylor]

@SoleSoulility Thank you so much. It's never going to get easier, but I am getting stronger. And I have the Lord to thank for that. God Bless you.(: You truly are an Angel.

[THEROCKS1799]

that is great mommytard!!!!!! -3

[wordgirl2000]

My grandma is now cured of cancer but when I first heard about it I was shocked it must be so hard losing someone to caner

[TheShenaniganers]

Oh mommytard. Your kind soul shows through this.

[itsjustme769]

my aunt was diagnosed with breast cancer a year ago but she fought it and doesnt have it anymore but my great grandmother passed away on the febuary 13 of this year from cancer

[missy4142]

stay strong!..thank you for sharing katilette

[lilbug8826]

aawwww you made me cry you and your whole family are amazing!!! thanks for sharing that

[larocque27]

Glad to here what you are doing. Your mom would be very pleased and yet smiling down on you. Keep it going.

[bharding443]

awww!! i wish i could subscribe to you, and like this video again and again!!!

[MrPeppermint123]

My grandmas both died of cancer. One before I was born and another when I was five. I love them very much an miss them deeply. Stay strong kattilete.

[BuffRulz]

There is so much pain here. It makes me real sad, people getting cancer so young, people loosing loved ones. And I'm sad cuz I can't be with a certain guy. Yeah that's just dumb, this vid makes me appriciate my health I have. Keep strong people : )

[TardisLove10]

Katilette, Well said!!! I had cancer at the age of 6 and 9. You've said a lot and it means a lot to cancer patients everywhere! xx

[Wheeldon94]

I'm sorry Hun. Stay strong

[XCookieXlovesXyouX]

i have cancer 3:

[CKMoon04]

@XCookieXlovesXyouX I will pray for you. Stay strong.

[ABreakNShatter]

I know it's kind of really late, but is there a way to still do this? If there is could you possibly give me more information on it?

[MrNicetuber]

u are really cute :D

[MissOMG323]

this video makes me love you more!

[TheKristjan777]

i am sorry toh ear about youre mother and it is better to do something than nothing at all. you are actually you are doing very much you just incourage 200 000 people to help do something about breast cancer. ps i love youre blogs and shaytards :)

[bconnable]

Wow! I cant believe that anyone would dislike this video..Some people amaze me!

[hyspooo]

Beautifull as always :)

[isathi36]

You're great Katilette! Your courage is admirable! I can't even try to understand how hard it is for you to do that and the fact that you're doing it even though you're scared of it is amazing! You are truly a good person! If I end up only half as good as you are when I'm a mother I'll be more than satisfied! LOVE YA!

[traceynorthernstar]

My Dad just died ='( I can't handle it ='(

[mrcaptivator]

@traceynorthernstar I'm so sorry. =((

[traceynorthernstar]

@mrcaptivator Thankyou x

[Zoey93339]

I cired at the thought of you getting cancer

[CinemaBizarreLoverX]

You are so sweet Katilette! :)

I'm so happy you decided to upload this video, I hope everything goes well!

[cslyrun]

You made me cry... I understand, many good friends of my family have gone through this! Keep up the awesome work! In the end it all helps!

[thehappysunshine21]

this made me want to cry

[iAmThePrettyGirl]

Sensing as if ur about to cry im about to too. thats becuz i feel as if ur my internet mother...i love u mommytard hehe ♥~Carmen

[ItsSammi29]

Thanks for sharing your heart. I cried & now realize I still have some healing of my own to do. :) bless you!

[tooskool4cool]

mommytard, you have no idea how much we love you <3

[TheLuvlondon]

My grandad and my best friends grandma and great auntie ve died from cancer xx

My hearts with u grandad ;-(

[lissamdickey96]

Thanks for this! I have had to deal with my mom battle cancer! She is gone from me now...but she is still in my heart:) I love you mom!

[CraziSoul360]

;[ that 1 part almost made me cry

[MooMaar14]

the past 3 years i've spent looking after my mum as she battled breast cancer, she beat it. 2011 is the year i'm going to try and raise £1,000 for breast cancer

[Micheleandmichele09]

150 people dont have hearts.

[FUEREINEGERECHTEWELT]

@Micheleandmichele09 with me, now, 153 dislikes :-).

[kaytor66]

i cried....

[EternalLife6661]

you are a beautiful person inside and out. <3

[ahaze0311]

@HitlersHolocaustLOL1 : RUDEAZZ

[ahaze0311]

I know that I'm a little LATE but I really LOVE your family! You guys make me feel so happy & just LOVED by simply watching your videos... God bless the Shaytards <333

[underscoredashperiod]

my mom also passed away from breast cancer when i was 3. and i've always kinda ignored the month of october as well. but hearing you speak about your experiences makes me think maybe i ignore october because i don't want to be reminded too. so next year, im going to try something, even if it's small, to help out breast cancer research. thank you for sharing! don't stop believing! <3

[Hanuki]

I'm sorry to hear that Katilette, you are a lovely woman & a stronge woman god bless you and your family! <3 you are truely inspirational please stay strong and think every little thing you do makes a BIG difference!

[Xoiloveyou96]

Good for you:)

I'm 14 and both my parents have passed away due to cancer, my mom had breast cancer.

This really gives me hope :)

[OsOjOnAs]

I love you Kaitilette, you are so sweet. :)

[dohertyz]

This video must have been hard for you katilette, I will take part

[username40699]

God Bless you mommytard i wish you all the best for your family :)

[Shr3dda64]

My dad had cancer <3

[Phox71186]

What kind of lowlife scum would dislike a video like this? You should all be ashamed. Thanks for sharing Mommytard. I'm recovering from testicular cancer myself, so I know how rotten cancer is. You and your sisters are doing a great thing to honour and remember your mother.

[ItsJuliaTaveras]

You were 11??!

*HUGS*

[vmiller9]

awwww I cried :( my grandma survived from breast cancer because they caught it early. I gladly support anything for breast cancer research. thanks for posting this video :)

[fashionbug9880]

@vmiller9 my grandma died from breast cancer :( I can't really cry because she lives in Germany and I only saw her once or twice when I was under the age of 10, so I don't remeber her

[aerochick74]

Your mom is soo proud of you all;she is looking down on you katilette! :] ♥ I LOVE YOU INTERNET FAMILY ♥

[egrant2]

Every October, I celebrate the life of my best friend who passed because of this disease! Your mama is smiling down on you mommytard :-)

[TheMrLomul]

One of my friends mom died of cancer.. When i looked at his face i jsut felt so bad for him... cried at the funeral ;/

[DansThatKid]

the 151 people who dislike this a dicks

[jrramirez32386]

Sorry for your lost

[divinelilprincessss2]

So sorry for your loss, I just can't imagine.

[U2bSurfN]

You are so brave keep up the great work girl!

[sdr16601]

This was such a touching video! I lost my mom at 11 also! THanks for doing something!! :)

[HitlersHolocaustlol]

@AndreyZidaneTM 

[DeathCoreRage]

@TheClownCentral All I can say to you is, *facepalm*

[theryan244]

@TheClownCentral with shaytard?

[MissKaylakayy]

Love you! 

[FanvidProductions]

My internet mommy is AMAZING <3

[bethancaseyx]

@FanvidProductions accidently thumbed this comment down! didn't mean to!

[Natalie2425]

I love you mommytard!

I'm so sorry for your loss!

[oamont]

oh mommytard......sorry for ur loss. y did u have to make me cry?!! love you guys!!!!

[mema00636]

<3 <3

[LisaAnnP27]

My Mom died from Colon Cancer, in October 18 years ago, right after my 20th birthday. I'd been her primary caregiver the nearly 3 years she fought.

It is wonderful that you're doing your share (and more) to help fight the cause. As a mother myself now, I can say I think your Mom would be very proud of you for many reasons, but to help another Mom stay alive to watch her children grow, is a major bonus :)

I didn't donate here, but did donate thru another site for BCA.

[iloveballbag]

why would anyone dislike/thumbs down this!?

[WeFailGaming]

is ball cancer real

[coderedgonebadd]

@WeFailGaming if it exists on or in the body, it can become cancerous.

[P0PPINGP0PCORN]

@WeFailGaming yes.

[markfox15]

@chaostorRS you sir are a cunt

[chaostorRS]

@markfox15 shhhhhh...

[andrukthegreat]

Katilette you are so wonderful. I can almost feel the warmth of your soul.

I hope that your beautiful character touches as many people as possible !! It's like you are spreading love all around you. Best wishes !