My anorexic story

[lovetodrinkink]

im am very sry this happened. i hope everything turns out okay. i also have an eating disorder. i have a binge eating disorder. it is very hard to stop. i am trying to recover

[mlarson429]

i am so happy u posted this video its sad how your ed started. At the same time i know how it is mine started from the same abuse.

[weddy13]

STAY STRONG GIRL.Your video made me cry , im already hearing this horrbile voice in my head and i know i need help, but im scared to ask for it. Im really happy for You and hope You'll fully recover

[GlamGirl006]

whts the first song?

[iambren13]

courage - superchick :)

[500andup]

Well done for sharing your story, you have come so far, no-one ever said recovery was easy but is IS possible, keep fighting! xxx

[MeganThin]

really thanks for sharing.... unbelievable story :/

[violinplayer33]

i wish i was anorexic. teach me

[memyselfandiamshe]

You can't teach someone to be realistic if your not, it's a disease that makes you afraid to eat food, that's like saying "teach me how to have cancer!"

[TheLinalicious]

i have the same experience.

and now i choose to leave my hometown to forget my past time, and my uncle of course.

be strong, i'm with you ;-)

[pertyfulness]

Keep fighting hun.

You can do it :)

Keep faith and confidence in yourself and you will always succeed

[bassist352]

I can relate to this... 4:24

[alessa133]

I can understand you so much.I had to cry at the part with the suicide.I have a bulimia ED and nobody notices me getting thinner,too.All my love,you are strong.I know you can get over , just like I can get thinner and thinner and fade away.

[memyselfandiamshe]

Get help immediately please. Bulimia is even worse then Anorexia. It doesn't take long for Bulemics to kill themselves with it, soon you cannot digest food anymore. Tell someone and maybe go see a counselor. Maybe get checked into a hospital.

[Panda3380]

All I'm asking for is some attention, a place to escape to. Is it too much to ask for to have my family notice me? Is it too much to ask for to not be hurt and hit for ONE DAY?! Is it always going to be too much for? To just be known, seen, and heard? Is it always too much to ask for? Is it my fault my family never wanted me? Is being ALIVE even worth it?! Hi, my name is Charlotte Ruttner. I am 12 years old, already know what it's like to live in Hell, and am anorexic and cut. I just want to die

[aeropostalerocks13]

u can stop.....get help as soon as possible and stop cutting urself take your razer and get rid of it.

[Panda3380]

I use broken glass.

[1patree]

I love you!

[crazycalmpro]

may good thoughts be with you

[1jennyposer]

i love your vid. your so awesome ily!!

[23glamour]

COURAGE BY SUPERCHICK

[winternfall]

what´s the name of this song

[LUSTIKA]

You are such a beautiful human-this video helped me a lot...thanks

[weselefigara]

i'll keep my fingers crossed for You :)

do You know how many people are helped by just watching the video?... more than you can imagine.

[Starstruck212]

Omg someone help what is this song called

[nonumana]

COURAGE BY SUPERCHICK

[krystalstarr01]

sending you good thoughts beautiful

[LindaxLovesxPenn]

i hope you showed this to your parents

or atleast told them about this

they really should know that you were hurt like that

nobody deserves to be treated like that

exept the guy that did this to you!

[seasonalrate]

you are so brave doing this telling the whole world how you felt and all and a good thing your trying to get rid of the disease and another good thing is your trying to stop anyone getting it i hope so anyway lol oh and can you message me what it said in your diary because i couldnt see it properly thanks x

[TheOneAndOnlyMe92]

wow really touching video x

im sorry to hear what your step dad or your aunts husband did to you no one deserves to get hurt.

thank you for sharing your story. you are very strong to do this

all my love

[rachanatank]

Wow, i can't believe you got through it!, what happened to that sick man?

Good luck with your recovery, wish u all the best!!

[loddan555]

im almost crying . thanks for telling your story

i have started to skip breakfast and lunch i don't know why. but thanks you have chains my mind!

god love you so much i do to

you are so strong.<3!

[naomi92929292929292]

omg that was really beautiful!!!!

[hayleyTs]

thank you for telling so much.

i really admire you for being so brave.

Stay strong. God loves you ;D

[LollypopLauren212]

I have nothing but admiration for you. You are a credit to everyone, and one of the strongest people I've heard of. Well done, keep it up. P.s, you looked fab, and although you might not have thought it, were a stunner from the start. :)

[23glamour]

Courage - Superchick

[YesImAna]

Im anorexic

[MyxDearxJulietMG]

i like the song...wat is it????

[haloslove]

Thank you for sharing stay strong love yourself!

[lisabambu]

I hate what he did to me,he dead but I suffer,you know I wanted to kill him,when he sleep,I wake in the night & stand over him with a knife,but couldnt leave my mom,but look her now,but she does have a great boyfriend now,so i guess it worked out,I hope he rotts in hell,It just so hard some days,I have to stay strong for my family!

[23glamour]

thank u for watching my video i hope it changes someones life.

lisabambu - wow i feel ur pain , i hope ur ok now. email me if u can on youtube .

[danceprincessx3]

this was realllllllllyyy good,thank u so much for telling ur story.ur brave,and i'll pray for u.

just know that God loves you sooooooooooooooooooooo much!

[23glamour]

Courage - Superchick

[lisabambu]

Thats the reason why I'm the way I am,My step dad molested me since I was 8 til 20 something,He always threatened me,so I sdidnt want my mom to get hurt,I wanted to kill him,he fall asleep in chair & at night I go pass him with a knife & stand over him,but never did it,when I was 17 I got anorexia,I locked myself in my room for days,My mom knows about it now,& just cries,My hubby has helped me,but I still scream at night from the night mares,the fucker is dead now,It still haunts me what he did

[Gaaraluv11]

wow, i hope you get over him! the wounds will heal eventuly, though! stay strong

[Gaaraluv11]

I know. i am going toa therpast too. be strong!

[Yofiddy]

whats this song called or who sings it?

[gAbBeRsxIsxHoT]

this is sad, but whats the name of the first song, and who's it by ? (:

[eevveeoo93]

Courage - Superchick

[StripedSkulls]

Aw, hun, I'm sorry!

[lizz123457]

Im So Sorry.

You Are Not Alone.

I Hope You get Better.

Be Strong :-)

[2emo4u21]

omgg ...hope u get bette stay strong r....what song is that? i o so love it

[lizz123457]

its courage by superchick

:-)

[JennDea69]

Stay healthyy hun,,

i cant fiind it anywhere =[

can you send itt?

[lizz123457]

sure. whats your email and ill send it?

[2emo4u21]

omgg ...hope u get bette stay strong r....what song is that? i o so love it

[hississy]

Stay strong, girl. Have faith!

Get better soon, and have a good life. I know how hard an ED is to fight, I have EDNOS. But keep at it!

[luminelle89]

wow your story is very touching... not one of this i-wanted-to-be-more-skinny-stu­ff...

have you recovered yet?

(what is the 2nd song?)

luminelle

[emslynn]

I pray that a 10 months after you've posted this video you are even stronger. You are never alone.

Peace,

Emily

[dudshannybumbum]

Yr so brave fucing good luck with recovery I HATE ana its a bitch, yr strong enough to beat it , OX

[Dancerchic459]

I feel really bad for you but now your better so thats better.

[licoricepop459]

i keep a journal through it all, too, it helps me a lot.

I hope you get better, just remember, it's all in your mind! you are beautiful the way you are.

[karimefp]

I admire your courage... I do, and even tough I can't imagine want you felt, I hope that you overcome this pain. God bless you, WAY TO GO GIRL!!

[0fAIRYpRINCESS0]

I am so sorry that you had to go through that. I completely understand about wanting everyone to know that you're hurting and yet you still hide it. I get you. Stay strong of the road to recovery and God bless you.

[deepfriedworms]

You're really brave to upload this movie. I was really touched by it. Be strong, I know you can do it! You are never alone

[concoktion]

keep strong. i hope u are strong. i know you can do it. you are NOT alone.

[xx93emoxx]

well done! You are beautiful and I hope you are well on the way to recovery. Luv xxx

[imogen112]

you are so strong!

this video shows me i used to be such a mess and im so glad ive recovered.

I might make one now lol

thankyou so much xx

[TheOneAndOnlyMe92]

toutching story. get well soon

[23glamour]

mahmudulq863 FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCK OFF MY VIDEO u sick fuck ergh i deleted ur other comments and u still come back ...wats with u ?

erghhhhhh !!!!

[reappears]

this touched me. well done on putting this out there, im sorry that you had to go through this. im glad you're recovering now. God bless you

[brutalqueenx]

i love the song

[Scorpiuxe]

You are doing it very well. You should feel proud about yourself. You are very strong. I am sure you will find your way. Thank you for this video. I have been suffering since 12 years ago and, with this, you are giving support to lots of people with the same problems as you and I.

Love.

xxx

[SxYkitten85]

this really touched me. am sorry ur goin thru this :(

[23glamour]

thank u all so much ...i will make a new video soon

[chelochula]

I HOPE U GET BETER!!

[sugarspritz]

thank you

[jasamfan59]

I hope you continue to get better

[23glamour]

the song is by Superchick and its called Courage

thank u !!

[vixxxi420duckie]

i hope the best to you

my friend has anarexia and it scares me

i really hope you get better

im also doing a project on Eating disorders and this song would be perfect for my presentation and i can't seem to find it

would you mind sendin me a msg with the song name?

thank you

love vikki.

[hiimkimberly]

i hope you are okay today. if you need to talk just hit me up and ill be there for you. i put up a semi-simular video myself. all the best, kim...

[enjoythekill666]

aw how sad. good luck with the recovering!

[skwishypandaofdoom]

I'm crying...that's so sad!!! ;-;

song name?

[faerysexy]

i would like to show you something that WILL happen if you go back to your old ways and don't get better. please send me a message if you want to see. i really hope you continue to get better! God Bless!

[2cool4uandme]

I really hope you can recover i know how you feel im going through the same right now but i dont want to get better at least not yet

[KungFu17]

great video and good luck. this is one of the best narratives I've seen on here. thanks for putting it all out here.

[bapz730]

great video,very sad though im so sorry u have been through all of this. congradulations for ur recovery though n good luck n god bless 2u n ur family...peace.

[starcharm]

I'm glad that you are recovering and that is what makes you strong to do this at such a young age. I applaud you and wish you the complete best and i hope that you can inspire other people to recover and know that things can be ok. take care of yourself ok.

[javing1]

that is so sad!!

sorry that happen to you!!

*Tears*