You are beautiful. I would not have guessed that you were transgender (not that those things can't coexist, those are just the two separate thoughts that came to mind).
@Gingerandcoco I'm ftm (female-to-male) and have been living as male full-time for around 6 years now. I wouldn't say I'm trying, however - if I try anything, it would be to allow myself to simply "be." I don't care much for adapting to fit into a mold, but find that I am typically read by others as a gay male.
This video isn't really about being trans, though. I just relate some of the experiences I was feeling at the time of recording it to trans-related experiences I had in the past.
@lucy666lu Meh, I get bored. Plus I prefer how I come off with this presentation, as I like the edginess of dramatic highlights. However, I seem to never end up doing my hair when I record these... so everyone who sees these videos pretty much never sees my hair as it would be when I'm actually going out. It's always a hot mess on here, haha. XD
It happens to me too, that really acute feeling of being. I'm not trans :)
But I do think she should change for the sake of others, but if it's only a change for good. And sometimes, when you change to match who you are or who you want to be, it makes other people happy as well. Just because you are much more happier too.
@redfoxonstilts Who are you referring to when you say you think "she should change for the sake of others, but if it's only a change for good"? Also, I get what you're saying about that... but people have different opinions about what is better or "good." It's not always so easy to agree on how a person should or shouldn't change. That's why we must know ourselves, and know what truly makes us happy. Only then can we truly be our best, and enrich the lives of those around us.
I need some amorrrrr...so would you consider me...? as an alternative to suicide? (sorry just a princess bride line) no but I'd love to have love from someone...especially a trans person.
@flyer11234 Well, despite the fact that I'm polyamorous and pansexual, it doesn't mean that I can just make myself fall in love with someone. Basically, if I meet someone with whom I connect on that kind of intimate level, I (and my partner/s) am free to do so. Imo, it's about allowing love when it happens instead of denying access to it. I'm not putting this up here to tell others that I'm looking for love, I'm sharing the experience of coming to terms with a part of myself I forgot to love.
@omgoneleven "What was all that one in a million talk then?" (Lloyd Christmas--Dumb and dumber) lol lighten up..I'm not after ya...just a lonely nerd is all...(smiles)
@omgoneleven "it's about allowing love when it happens instead of denying access to it." i liked this girl. a lot. and wish that you could say this to her or plug it into her head so she sees that powerful feelings between us are not something to run away from. you did a walking meditation in your kitchen or wherever by the way. you should strive to try and lengthen it and practice for longer each day...
@BonesDGAF021 That's something I basically "forgot" when I became insecure and lost myself in the whole monogamy concept. I get the idealism of both, but I'd rather allow love than deny it, for myself and my partner(s).
Sometimes I think I should meditate more, but I could sit and think an entire day if I let myself. I know I function best when I stretch, work out, and just take more physical action. Productivity is a major source of peace and happiness for me. : ]
Rofl. Well you transistioned, to make yourself happy, so do whatever else you need to do. Personaly, being poly is not for me, I'm a posessive lover. But I respect all types of love even if they don't fit me. Yay Intense!
@JaydenTheJackal Yeah, I think it's most important for people to simply know themselves and their partner(s), and do whatever they really feel is right for them. When it doesn't match things definitely get confusing. I started bringing a monogamous attitude (which I never even really agreed with!) to a relationship that was meant to be poly from the very beginning. So crazy.
Anyway... yeah. As individuals, we need to do what fits right for us by being true to every aspect of ourselves. : ]
You are beautiful. I would not have guessed that you were transgender (not that those things can't coexist, those are just the two separate thoughts that came to mind).
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@moscowmasha Aww, thank you! <3
omgoneleven 2 months ago
okay i'm sorry.. this is the first vid i see of you and i dont get it.. are you trying to be a girl or a boy?!
Gingerandcoco 2 months ago
@Gingerandcoco I'm ftm (female-to-male) and have been living as male full-time for around 6 years now. I wouldn't say I'm trying, however - if I try anything, it would be to allow myself to simply "be." I don't care much for adapting to fit into a mold, but find that I am typically read by others as a gay male.
This video isn't really about being trans, though. I just relate some of the experiences I was feeling at the time of recording it to trans-related experiences I had in the past.
omgoneleven 2 months ago
You are lovely to watch! I totally get the experience you had - It’s like waking up in a dream. Lucidity is a beautiful thing!
RaeofSunder 1 year ago
@RaeofSunder Thank you. And yes, so true. Lucidity is a great word for what I felt...
omgoneleven 1 year ago
dark hair suits you better
lucy666lu 1 year ago
@lucy666lu Meh, I get bored. Plus I prefer how I come off with this presentation, as I like the edginess of dramatic highlights. However, I seem to never end up doing my hair when I record these... so everyone who sees these videos pretty much never sees my hair as it would be when I'm actually going out. It's always a hot mess on here, haha. XD
omgoneleven 1 year ago
It happens to me too, that really acute feeling of being. I'm not trans :)
But I do think she should change for the sake of others, but if it's only a change for good. And sometimes, when you change to match who you are or who you want to be, it makes other people happy as well. Just because you are much more happier too.
redfoxonstilts 1 year ago
@redfoxonstilts Who are you referring to when you say you think "she should change for the sake of others, but if it's only a change for good"? Also, I get what you're saying about that... but people have different opinions about what is better or "good." It's not always so easy to agree on how a person should or shouldn't change. That's why we must know ourselves, and know what truly makes us happy. Only then can we truly be our best, and enrich the lives of those around us.
omgoneleven 1 year ago
I need some amorrrrr...so would you consider me...? as an alternative to suicide? (sorry just a princess bride line) no but I'd love to have love from someone...especially a trans person.
flyer11234 1 year ago
@flyer11234 Well, despite the fact that I'm polyamorous and pansexual, it doesn't mean that I can just make myself fall in love with someone. Basically, if I meet someone with whom I connect on that kind of intimate level, I (and my partner/s) am free to do so. Imo, it's about allowing love when it happens instead of denying access to it. I'm not putting this up here to tell others that I'm looking for love, I'm sharing the experience of coming to terms with a part of myself I forgot to love.
omgoneleven 1 year ago
@omgoneleven "What was all that one in a million talk then?" (Lloyd Christmas--Dumb and dumber) lol lighten up..I'm not after ya...just a lonely nerd is all...(smiles)
flyer11234 1 year ago
@omgoneleven "it's about allowing love when it happens instead of denying access to it." i liked this girl. a lot. and wish that you could say this to her or plug it into her head so she sees that powerful feelings between us are not something to run away from. you did a walking meditation in your kitchen or wherever by the way. you should strive to try and lengthen it and practice for longer each day...
BonesDGAF021 1 year ago
@BonesDGAF021 That's something I basically "forgot" when I became insecure and lost myself in the whole monogamy concept. I get the idealism of both, but I'd rather allow love than deny it, for myself and my partner(s).
Sometimes I think I should meditate more, but I could sit and think an entire day if I let myself. I know I function best when I stretch, work out, and just take more physical action. Productivity is a major source of peace and happiness for me. : ]
omgoneleven 1 year ago
Rofl. Well you transistioned, to make yourself happy, so do whatever else you need to do. Personaly, being poly is not for me, I'm a posessive lover. But I respect all types of love even if they don't fit me. Yay Intense!
JaydenTheJackal 1 year ago
@JaydenTheJackal Yeah, I think it's most important for people to simply know themselves and their partner(s), and do whatever they really feel is right for them. When it doesn't match things definitely get confusing. I started bringing a monogamous attitude (which I never even really agreed with!) to a relationship that was meant to be poly from the very beginning. So crazy.
Anyway... yeah. As individuals, we need to do what fits right for us by being true to every aspect of ourselves. : ]
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