wow. and what about the being stuck to the carpet with blood is the rock bottom part. i was stuck to a matress with blood. had to tear my face off to throw up. was an amazing time in my life. was about to see my first up close real live human death. YEEEEE!
Coughlan, that was powerful and beautiful. I don't really know you, and I have only been watching your vids for a couple of weeks now, but I am so glad I came across your channel. You have heart, courage, rage(good kind), and understanding that I see few people possess even in RL. If I could just offer my humble advice, just be you. Do what you will, and be happy doing it. Screw the rest of us, just be the person you want to be.
sorry you had a bit of a downer. I must be a horrible person because all I could think when you mentioned House was you having to work on developing a yankee accent.
@Coughlan616 I'm glad you're still here.. Another year past but honestly i couldn't imagine a world without you. And i understand how you feel, i'm sort of in the same boat.. wrestling with my mind sometimes.. Not caring about the bullshit and the pain is what can get you through the day.
I certainly missed you, mostly cause I didn't have the internet over xmas and until mid Jan! Some people probably think you take the internet too seriously but I think you should be very very proud of yourself for your honesty. People who continue suffer in silence are helped and are less isolated by people like you. You're the kinda person you see in films that you wish you knew in real life cause you think they're class and would be great fun lol xD Best wishes :)
Sick music, good subjects.. i have been skipping some of your videos because.. i got sick of doing the same thing, i have seen 1000s of videos by a couple dozen ppl i subbed to o.O yeah i need a life over here, which i seem to be getting, in the last couple months aww 998th, i never get 1000th thumb..up.
you make great material, we are all fans.. hope you are okay. stay strong! jokers will always find something to hate, fuck em.
I did miss some of the stuff you said in the video though. hmm
I'm sorry to hear this mate. Had a pretty rough time last year myself. Couple of deaths in the immediate family. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but it can arf ' leave some deep seated scars for sure.
Damn, makes me feel slightly less miserable about the crap with my girlfriend at the moment. Can't believe I haven't watched this already, feel like I should apologise but that would seem to value my dedication too much.
People have a very different perspective on pain when they are suffering from depression. Feeling anything else can be better than the thing that brought one so low. I'm only just beginning to recover from a bout of depression myself. I won't tell what vices I partook of, likely because few here would understand. Sometimes a spot of pain is just what one needs to forget the hole in their heart.
Don't sweat the relapse, bro. It happens to the best of us... TRUST ME.. especially when you are going through depression.. You need to get relief from the pain.
@sauder1971 that is not right at all man like how can pain change your problems..... like i mean if you hurt yourself it wont just go away.... but almost get worse.........
I'd like to knit you something Richard. I'm thinking something piratie. Piracy is a cheerful sort of thing after all, and I think you could use some cheering.
Holy crap, keep on keepin on Richard, I really glad to see you are landing on your feet and demonstrating what it means to really be human around here. Good on you.
I'm glad you're back, but glad you're alright most of all.
18:07 Civility and stage presence is easy to fake (especially using a filter like youtube) and hard to express accurately. So using that to judge people is kind've a dick move in itself if you recognize that. Faking civility is one of the shittiest things you can do. You, Richard, are one of the most honest and human people on youtube, and I'm glad to see you're still around to fuck things up for all of the tfoots of the world.
Bloody hell, that was deep, let me just say, when I first watched your video's I wasn't a very nice person. I had no life, no friends, nothing in my life. I lost them all through my own stupid behaviour. I started watching your video's and although they where not serious, I realised that you don't have to be a dick to express opinions. Your a decent person, there are idiots all over the internet. Who find things they dissagree with just to start an argument. Thanks Richard! You changed my life!
i fucking love you mate, you've influenced my life and judging by the comments, many other's lives also, i watched every 21 minutes of this vid haha! can't wait to see what you come up with, my guess is 18th jan haha peace out, nice teeth
Hey sweet you've actually got the hair for that Nazi thing now. :)
I predict June the 10th, why I don't hear you ask?
Simple, because that's when my second semester of Uni is over and I'll be sitting here working on my own projects in desperate need of people like you to keep me from turning into a vegetable.
The universe only exists because it's massive inconvenience to me.
Glad to have you back and happy to hear you were able to get your shit together. Here's hoping theres a lot more of those best times you mentioned up ahead
Ive been where you were, and I've got the scars to prove it. There's nothing that I can say that'll help, but I'm glad that it appears that you're getting through it.
With you Richard. It's hell when you can't talk to someone you really know and then have to fall in to a strangers arms, and still have it fall on deaf ears. With reference to the prediction of your next melt/breakdown...Well, If i'm anything to go by, probably next week. Keep going mate.
ballsy unedited videos, raw opinions, and a fuckload of humour to boot.. sure your antics are a bit crazy at times, but its not hard to see you're genuine about what you say. I hope you do another standup comedy gig because the last one I saw was brilliant.
btw. you're almost doing a John Malkovich smile at the end haha
didn't even realize you were gone. You talked a lot in this video, it just kept going on and on and on and on. It didn't start getting good until 13 minutes in when you gave specifics about your problems. Otherwise you were being too vague. This 21 min video could have been summarized in 1 or 2 minutes I think.
@marsh84722 my videos are as long as they have to be and m pretty sure after 2.5 years an 400+ videos that i know how to make and present my videos...2 minutes? sorry but ur an idiot if u think 120 seconds is enough for this subject
@Coughlan616 don't know about the making videos part heh, you had music in the background which was okay.But the music had singing in it.There were times I found myself listening to the lyrics of the songs instead of you if it's your intention to distract the viewers from your message then you succeeded there. It would have been better to give us specifics about what you did instead of going on about it. If you're not willing into go into specifics then this can be summarized in 1 or 2 min.
@marsh84722 NO SPECIFICS???? So all the stuff about taking dangerously huge amounts of drugs, trying to kill myself and waking up with no memory of mutilating my leg with a shard of glass was NOT SPECIFIC ENOUGH FOR YOU?
Were u expecting photographic evidence & eyewitness accounts?
@Coughlan616 nope its not specific enough, you said you did something you weren't proud of. I didn't know if that was the thing you were not proud of or not. For some reason I'm thinking it's something illegal and immoral. I'm going to think the worst since you said its something you're not proud of. I hate it when people drag stuff on and on in their videos too. People should really get to the point. Life is too short to listen to basically the same sentence rephrased over and over!
I am a new viewer and I really appreciate your honesty, humility and the guts it took to make this video. I haven't watched any of your other videos and even if we disagree on things (which I don't think we will) you really have made a positive step for yourself. Thanks for posting this. I will be 4 months sober on saturday. keep up the great work. Your passion for life is infectious. You desire to do the best work you can is too. Very thoughtful post, sir.
Hello Richard - I'm glad you are back and feeling better, I hope. I'm sorry we can't help each other when we feel as bad as you obviously felt. But do know that we missed you - and we will miss you if you ever go away - I like your balls.
Wow I follow the "Welcome back Coughlan!" video to see a racoon waving hi and what do I find linked to it? One of the most appalling displays of trolling abuse that I've ever seen.
Welcome back Coughlan, try to ignore the reverse fanboys they're just trolls who want to get a rise out of you, I hope you keep pwning creationists, racists, homophobes, and right winged asshats for years to come.
Was that supposed to be an impression of me? Ohhhhh you wish you could be as bauhaus as me, you scrawny little emo whore.
In all seriousness, I wasn't aware that you were dealing with such internal pressures as you have described. Like you jokingly said, I was 'just there'. I wish I had been more so now. Not that it would've mattered. You clearly have a substantial support group of people who care about you. Either way, glad you're back : )
The world record is 11 days. (Although technically the doctors say it's impossible more than 8). After 3 days one begins having awaken dreams and schizophrenia. 5 days, your life is in high danger: memory's lost and you basically have no control anymore on what you're doing. 7-8 days, you die. (Normally).
To answer the title of the vid FUCK NO and if you're going to put music in your vid turn it the fuck down so people can actually hear what the hell you are saying jeez.
I stood on the abyss a couple times myself. For whatever little my opinion means, I'm glad you were able to hold on. YouTube is a better place with you here.
I only wish that I could have done something for you in the interregnum. If you ever feel the need to talk to a stranger again, well, no one is more strange than me :-)
Coughlan you know of those celebrities who have fallen, but everyone loves them and wants them to stick around and make our lives just a little more interesting and worthwhile?
YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!!!
But give up the smoking would you? Nicotine adds to paranoia.
Coughlan you know of those celebrities who have fallen, but everyone loves them and wants them to stick around and make our lives just a little more interesting and worthwhile?
YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!!!
But give up the smoking would you? Nicotine will make you paranoid.
Tht video hit me. I can relate with you, not on everything, but your feeling of emotional disparity. You are my favorite sub, richard, if you leave the tubes, i will fucking hunt you down, tie you to a chair and force you to make videos because the series of tubes that is the internet would not be worth shit to me if i didnt have you to watch from time to time.
And if you read this, dont ever forget, you are worth alot to people, so fuck off <3
Very glad to have you back, sir; we all have our demons. On a side note what was that second song? Very cool stuff all around and for the future I'm sure
Happy you didn’t die. I’ve had many relapses, I use to tell myself “don’t beat yourself up over it just get on from here,” FUCK THAT, don’t ever tell yourself that, never stop beating yourself up over it else you’ll always be able to rationalize giving yourself permission to fuck up again.
Sorry for spamming but I wanted you to know that you inspire me and I am sure many others , I wish I could be as honest and outspoken as you are .. I have been on a year of emotional and financial hell and coming home to a empty house has been better since finding your channel.
Thank you, I used to have the same despair in life and I almost ended it. I don't know exactly what you went through but I have an idea. I am glad you overcame it as I did and that you got your life back on track. Happy to have you back man! I predict your breakdown will be August 19th because with my luck that would be a type of unofficial birthday present....
Dont really know what to say...
ImTheDawwg 2 weeks ago
@Coughlan616 You're awesome, don't ever change. But if your gonna play music in your background, turn it the fuck down!
John3285 3 weeks ago
This video correlates with the environment I've had to be in in the last 3 and a half months.
Swampymcswamp 2 months ago
This is your best video ...
Clogable 2 months ago
wow. and what about the being stuck to the carpet with blood is the rock bottom part. i was stuck to a matress with blood. had to tear my face off to throw up. was an amazing time in my life. was about to see my first up close real live human death. YEEEEE!
HolyHogShit 4 months ago
bit late ..but i care what u have to say
multixenon54 4 months ago
Who was that girl at the end of the video she seems vaguely familiar
domincwild 5 months ago
Dude gotta turn this shit off, I tried. Admit your on drugs and turn music off
cadeere74 5 months ago
@cadeere74 what the fuck is wrong with you?
Bleumange 2 months ago
Dude your on drugs right? Oh and stop smoking. Chill brother
cadeere74 5 months ago
coughlan your the shit man
Ruggrat2 7 months ago
august 13th
TheButterism 8 months ago
lunatic
Treefiddyfo 9 months ago
Good night and may god b(e)less.
Garylisk 9 months ago
I'm good thank you :)
iLikeNachooooz 9 months ago
PLEASE get some pills before you kill someone.
codeythesilent 10 months ago
well said. one of my favorite vids yet
Alakrit 10 months ago
Hope Coughlan is off the stuff if in fact that is what was going on at the time! I love his vids and he's a cool dude. Please take care Coughlan.
June28July 11 months ago
Coughlan, that was powerful and beautiful. I don't really know you, and I have only been watching your vids for a couple of weeks now, but I am so glad I came across your channel. You have heart, courage, rage(good kind), and understanding that I see few people possess even in RL. If I could just offer my humble advice, just be you. Do what you will, and be happy doing it. Screw the rest of us, just be the person you want to be.
AvalonDraconis 11 months ago
omg when you asked 'how are you?' i said 'fine thanks, and you?' a second before you answered and i smiled at the same time too XD
neonblast 1 year ago
Hey Coughlan,
sorry you had a bit of a downer. I must be a horrible person because all I could think when you mentioned House was you having to work on developing a yankee accent.
NegiSpringfieldof4ch 1 year ago
Is it bad that I started laughing hysterically when the emo music started? Or maybe that I just don't know you well enough.
Anyway, good luck with your life Richard.
artelusify 1 year ago
@artelusify that was kinda the point
Coughlan616 1 year ago
@Coughlan616 I'm glad you're still here.. Another year past but honestly i couldn't imagine a world without you. And i understand how you feel, i'm sort of in the same boat.. wrestling with my mind sometimes.. Not caring about the bullshit and the pain is what can get you through the day.
GravDiga 1 month ago
now 10 thousand people know your secrets
learnsports2 1 year ago
wow.... you are really really really mad
learnsports2 1 year ago
I certainly missed you, mostly cause I didn't have the internet over xmas and until mid Jan! Some people probably think you take the internet too seriously but I think you should be very very proud of yourself for your honesty. People who continue suffer in silence are helped and are less isolated by people like you. You're the kinda person you see in films that you wish you knew in real life cause you think they're class and would be great fun lol xD Best wishes :)
AyeYirMa 1 year ago
I really want you to grow your hair again.
llamakin899 1 year ago 2
Sick music, good subjects.. i have been skipping some of your videos because.. i got sick of doing the same thing, i have seen 1000s of videos by a couple dozen ppl i subbed to o.O yeah i need a life over here, which i seem to be getting, in the last couple months aww 998th, i never get 1000th thumb..up.
you make great material, we are all fans.. hope you are okay. stay strong! jokers will always find something to hate, fuck em.
I did miss some of the stuff you said in the video though. hmm
GravDiga 1 year ago
I'm very glad you're back, but could you please keep the music down. I have some trouble hearing ya.
Lets see, My bet is on 22 September. Do I also get a prize if I'm the one who was closest?
wasneeplus 1 year ago
I'm sorry to hear this mate. Had a pretty rough time last year myself. Couple of deaths in the immediate family. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but it can arf ' leave some deep seated scars for sure.
PuffyAmiYumi 1 year ago
whats the name of the first song? or who plays it?
fairfaerie 1 year ago
@fairfaerie "Not as we" by Alanis Morrisette
Coughlan616 1 year ago
@Coughlan616 So. How about that VenomFangX thing.
Everything is different, and yet everything is the same.
StargateMunky 1 year ago
Damn, makes me feel slightly less miserable about the crap with my girlfriend at the moment. Can't believe I haven't watched this already, feel like I should apologise but that would seem to value my dedication too much.
I guess March 22nd.
666satanification666 1 year ago
Stop smoking! Please.
Gromamlous 1 year ago
People have a very different perspective on pain when they are suffering from depression. Feeling anything else can be better than the thing that brought one so low. I'm only just beginning to recover from a bout of depression myself. I won't tell what vices I partook of, likely because few here would understand. Sometimes a spot of pain is just what one needs to forget the hole in their heart.
triel77 1 year ago
Don't sweat the relapse, bro. It happens to the best of us... TRUST ME.. especially when you are going through depression.. You need to get relief from the pain.
sauder1971 1 year ago
@sauder1971 that is not right at all man like how can pain change your problems..... like i mean if you hurt yourself it wont just go away.... but almost get worse.........
gunninatu 1 year ago
I'd like to knit you something Richard. I'm thinking something piratie. Piracy is a cheerful sort of thing after all, and I think you could use some cheering.
triel77 1 year ago
My fucking cod, you are unstable.
TheBigMclargehuge 1 year ago
It is so good to see you back sir! You're my favorite YouTube personality, and for what it's worth I am very, very glad you're back.
Cheers, mate!
WiredAl 1 year ago
Holy crap, keep on keepin on Richard, I really glad to see you are landing on your feet and demonstrating what it means to really be human around here. Good on you.
jonstewartfanboy 1 year ago
Hard to her it all with the music . . . much too loud. However, welcome back!
ktorch 1 year ago
21 minutes of personal problems and journeying through them. I think my attention span is better stretched to breaking point elsewhere.
Renno45 1 year ago
Back with beard. More beard!
monco66 1 year ago
thank you :')
silvereldiablo 1 year ago
I call August 8th. :) Good luck
canislupusfool 1 year ago
glad to see u've come back from hell in one piece
pharago 1 year ago
They have the technology....They can rebuild him....The 6 Million Dollar Dick
Glad to have you back
A5Hellcat 1 year ago
I'm glad you're back, but glad you're alright most of all.
18:07 Civility and stage presence is easy to fake (especially using a filter like youtube) and hard to express accurately. So using that to judge people is kind've a dick move in itself if you recognize that. Faking civility is one of the shittiest things you can do. You, Richard, are one of the most honest and human people on youtube, and I'm glad to see you're still around to fuck things up for all of the tfoots of the world.
Madoculos 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
like this if you like coughlan
ManlySlut 1 year ago
call me a twat, twonk, plonker, poof, whatever, but i really couldnt understand what was happening. the music was too loud.
WeekzGod 1 year ago
Ok, the music was too loud, couldnt hear you. Also, it wasnt emo at all.
doutonight 1 year ago
you need to get it together with scousecasper. i can see you two makling beautiful music. i live near the 'pool and could put a word in for ya.
fringeailments 1 year ago
@fringeailments why would he want 2 hook up with that miserable moron ??
velourkungen 1 year ago
@velourkungen he would'nt, shes a horrible skanky scall. i was kidding.
fringeailments 1 year ago
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fringeailments 1 year ago
Alanis Morrisette's big gaping mouth hole was intruding the audio. :|
EnthalpyH 1 year ago
Bloody hell, that was deep, let me just say, when I first watched your video's I wasn't a very nice person. I had no life, no friends, nothing in my life. I lost them all through my own stupid behaviour. I started watching your video's and although they where not serious, I realised that you don't have to be a dick to express opinions. Your a decent person, there are idiots all over the internet. Who find things they dissagree with just to start an argument. Thanks Richard! You changed my life!
Grunge1012 1 year ago
I miss you and I love you...... FAG!...
no really I do.... fucking queer!...
no but seriously....If you were a woman I would suck your dick.
fullygodfullyhuman 1 year ago 7
i missed u, buddy :)
thedayitriedtodie 1 year ago
EFF! Could not hear you over the music!
otur1 1 year ago
I predict June 16th 2011 =)
Cosmickid77 1 year ago
welcome back coughlan
Takaja316 1 year ago
A beautiful video mate.
Xxxfire45xxX 1 year ago
i fucking love you mate, you've influenced my life and judging by the comments, many other's lives also, i watched every 21 minutes of this vid haha! can't wait to see what you come up with, my guess is 18th jan haha peace out, nice teeth
x4rchm4gex 1 year ago
Good to have you back!!! It's been so boring here....
Time for some chaos!
Exile1a 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
At last - came to this video late - proves the only thing watching on Youtube is Coughlan
shakeyspheres 1 year ago
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shakeyspheres 1 year ago
Guess people just have whore's on the brain. Welcome back though!
AlexThomson1000 1 year ago
i "liked" this vid cuz of the thunderf00t dig.
theeyeisblind 1 year ago
Glad you're back! I've been paused these 6 weeks. I learned that I am simply addicted to you. You make me think like no other person can.
Also; keep the beard.
EquinoxOfTheGods 1 year ago
Hey sweet you've actually got the hair for that Nazi thing now. :)
I predict June the 10th, why I don't hear you ask?
Simple, because that's when my second semester of Uni is over and I'll be sitting here working on my own projects in desperate need of people like you to keep me from turning into a vegetable.
The universe only exists because it's massive inconvenience to me.
MrWarrenLO 1 year ago
Glad to have you back and happy to hear you were able to get your shit together. Here's hoping theres a lot more of those best times you mentioned up ahead
adamn7777 1 year ago
glad your back and better. You can catch the wagon, I've seen it done before.
RockJosiah 1 year ago
Ive been where you were, and I've got the scars to prove it. There's nothing that I can say that'll help, but I'm glad that it appears that you're getting through it.
xrinti 1 year ago
With you Richard. It's hell when you can't talk to someone you really know and then have to fall in to a strangers arms, and still have it fall on deaf ears. With reference to the prediction of your next melt/breakdown...Well, If i'm anything to go by, probably next week. Keep going mate.
flips300021 1 year ago
What about the Peach....where is she in all this?...Are you still together
YankoBG94 1 year ago
@YankoBG94 No...we are very much not together anymore
Coughlan616 1 year ago 21
I'd like to say I understand what you went through, but in truth, I probably have no fucking idea. Glad you're back, and your resolve is contagious.
ootdega 1 year ago
ballsy unedited videos, raw opinions, and a fuckload of humour to boot.. sure your antics are a bit crazy at times, but its not hard to see you're genuine about what you say. I hope you do another standup comedy gig because the last one I saw was brilliant.
btw. you're almost doing a John Malkovich smile at the end haha
PornographicSoul 1 year ago
I missed you but I'm having my scope re-aligned. Only joking you lovable scrawny sack o shite!
BiodegradeableMan 1 year ago
So glad you're back : )
rise1931 1 year ago
Honestly?
I didn't care.
You no longer post videos with points, now its just mindless arguing.
xGothimox 1 year ago
@xGothimox i'll post what i want to and ur welcome to fuck off...this wasnt just for you
Coughlan616 1 year ago 26
@Coughlan616
Well you sir, can kindly go fuck yourself.
xGothimox 1 year ago
@xGothimox
I didn't know Richard was Hermaphorodite - are you jealous?
MilitantPeaceist 1 year ago 2
@xGothimox I know i can...I just choose not to fuck myself and get other people to do that for me
You have no choice but to fuck yourself sir......Goodbye :)
Coughlan616 1 year ago 3
Good to see you back in the saddle!
kalsolarUK 1 year ago
Is that Alanis Morissette?
FarmerBrian57 1 year ago
THE DICK IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!! YOUTUBE HAS HOPE ONCE AGAIN!!!
rellik31486 1 year ago
Welcome back!! Youtube was a different place without you. Good on you for not changing who you are.
KrissytheWorldWithin 1 year ago
Well done Richard. I hope you acheive everything your aiming to.
Good Luck mate, I really mean it.
OatSharpener 1 year ago
Of course.
bamboo4tameshigiri 1 year ago
Welcome back Richard, I'm really glad you're ok after all that.
GodwinsLaw1 1 year ago
YEAH!!!!!!!!
WithSomeSpareTime 1 year ago
didn't even realize you were gone. You talked a lot in this video, it just kept going on and on and on and on. It didn't start getting good until 13 minutes in when you gave specifics about your problems. Otherwise you were being too vague. This 21 min video could have been summarized in 1 or 2 minutes I think.
marsh84722 1 year ago
@marsh84722 my videos are as long as they have to be and m pretty sure after 2.5 years an 400+ videos that i know how to make and present my videos...2 minutes? sorry but ur an idiot if u think 120 seconds is enough for this subject
Coughlan616 1 year ago 6
@Coughlan616 i cannot believe, i cannot be-fucking-LIEVE people have the gall to criticize your video--THIS video--for "production value"
production value! THIS video! FFS!!!!!
people are fucktards, to the nth degree
fulishproductions 1 year ago 2
@Coughlan616 don't know about the making videos part heh, you had music in the background which was okay.But the music had singing in it.There were times I found myself listening to the lyrics of the songs instead of you if it's your intention to distract the viewers from your message then you succeeded there. It would have been better to give us specifics about what you did instead of going on about it. If you're not willing into go into specifics then this can be summarized in 1 or 2 min.
marsh84722 1 year ago
@marsh84722 NO SPECIFICS???? So all the stuff about taking dangerously huge amounts of drugs, trying to kill myself and waking up with no memory of mutilating my leg with a shard of glass was NOT SPECIFIC ENOUGH FOR YOU?
Were u expecting photographic evidence & eyewitness accounts?
Coughlan616 1 year ago
@Coughlan616 I think he/she probably just wanted to know what drug or drugs you had been taking.
Gosu117 1 year ago
@Coughlan616 nope its not specific enough, you said you did something you weren't proud of. I didn't know if that was the thing you were not proud of or not. For some reason I'm thinking it's something illegal and immoral. I'm going to think the worst since you said its something you're not proud of. I hate it when people drag stuff on and on in their videos too. People should really get to the point. Life is too short to listen to basically the same sentence rephrased over and over!
marsh84722 1 year ago
Yay!
MntlWard 1 year ago
Glad you got your shit sorted out and your back.
valyard 1 year ago
Weirdly I've had you on Skype for... about a year now and we've never even spoken.
I'd noticed you were online a lot, but kinda figured you wouldn't wanna talk anyway. Either way, glad yer mostly better.
benthediceman1 1 year ago
I am a new viewer and I really appreciate your honesty, humility and the guts it took to make this video. I haven't watched any of your other videos and even if we disagree on things (which I don't think we will) you really have made a positive step for yourself. Thanks for posting this. I will be 4 months sober on saturday. keep up the great work. Your passion for life is infectious. You desire to do the best work you can is too. Very thoughtful post, sir.
aaronlewis4life 1 year ago
dawah films?
platypus4242 1 year ago
@platypus4242 yeah....and?
Coughlan616 1 year ago
@Coughlan616 Just wondering how he made the list is all.
platypus4242 1 year ago
@platypus4242 for the reasons i said in the video...he was someone who was there when i needed to talk to sum1
Coughlan616 1 year ago
like the beard
BenchMarkd 1 year ago
Hello Richard - I'm glad you are back and feeling better, I hope. I'm sorry we can't help each other when we feel as bad as you obviously felt. But do know that we missed you - and we will miss you if you ever go away - I like your balls.
corksmusic1 1 year ago
Love your smile. Welcome back, Dickie
ekhaat 1 year ago
Welcome back dude, the toob's not the same without you.
TheNamesBettyNyahhh 1 year ago
What's the first song playing, I like it:) It's not Alanis Morissette is it?
xchampbearx 1 year ago
One man's asshole is another man's hero.
Illegitimi non carborundum, Fuckem and give them Hell, Dick!!!!
AfterFauve001 1 year ago
its nice seeing the dick back in action. I missed the vids because its nice seeing their are some really poeple on youtube not just personas
kokofan50 1 year ago
Wow I follow the "Welcome back Coughlan!" video to see a racoon waving hi and what do I find linked to it? One of the most appalling displays of trolling abuse that I've ever seen.
Welcome back Coughlan, try to ignore the reverse fanboys they're just trolls who want to get a rise out of you, I hope you keep pwning creationists, racists, homophobes, and right winged asshats for years to come.
PrestonwoodCowards 1 year ago
Music totally drowns out your voice...
SeedsofJoy 1 year ago 2
Get that fucking music off. Its vaguely funny for the first 2 seconds. Then its just irritating as fuck.
joshurtree 1 year ago
Nice to see a beard. If someones away for a while, and they dont return with at least some beard I tend to get angry.
phantomdoodler 1 year ago
Yes, yes i did miss you you bald cunt :-)
L2pMetalfan 1 year ago
Welcome back Coughlan :-)
RockingMrE 1 year ago
get the war paint out and go FUCKING CRAZY
RhythmicRampage 1 year ago
if i were a girl and you were a rock star i would chuck my knickers at you
RhythmicRampage 1 year ago
I love you. Holy crap. I'm glad you're back, and I hope you have an excellent new year!
mrmyxlptlk 1 year ago
Was that supposed to be an impression of me? Ohhhhh you wish you could be as bauhaus as me, you scrawny little emo whore.
In all seriousness, I wasn't aware that you were dealing with such internal pressures as you have described. Like you jokingly said, I was 'just there'. I wish I had been more so now. Not that it would've mattered. You clearly have a substantial support group of people who care about you. Either way, glad you're back : )
And your next meltdown wil be on Sept. 11!!!!!!!!
LatumWay 1 year ago
Coughlan is God.
TissueRejection 1 year ago
Welcome back man, it's good to see you alive and well. Keep on smiling!
DallasMavericksGuy 1 year ago
Awake 9 days? o_O
The world record is 11 days. (Although technically the doctors say it's impossible more than 8). After 3 days one begins having awaken dreams and schizophrenia. 5 days, your life is in high danger: memory's lost and you basically have no control anymore on what you're doing. 7-8 days, you die. (Normally).
Please, stay alive.
Knr911 1 year ago
You got me addicted to YT, Coughlan! I always enjoy your vids! Thanks for that, and glad to see you're back!!!
Devilock07 1 year ago
To answer the title of the vid FUCK NO and if you're going to put music in your vid turn it the fuck down so people can actually hear what the hell you are saying jeez.
DasFremde 1 year ago
that you so much for makeing videos, they have really changed my life! :)
glad you´re back mate !
DrwipeProductions 1 year ago
What's the name of the song that starts playing at 4:40?
RestInPieces777 1 year ago
Welcome back!
muaddib17 1 year ago
good to have you back bro
8809aj 1 year ago
Wow, Thunderf00t disliked this video 45 times!
SnipeZuDown 1 year ago
Coughlan!! Woot!
Glad you didn't kick the bucket mate.
I must say, you definitely have a pair, if I went through that I wouldn't talk about it over the internet for god knows how many people to see.
Congrats, and welcome back.
Tairaa2 1 year ago
That impish smile at the end got me chuckling. You haven't lost a step :-)
SiriusMined 1 year ago
what's the song
distortion041 1 year ago
Welcome back. Looking forward to the new vids very much. Take care.
geordieppp 1 year ago
I stood on the abyss a couple times myself. For whatever little my opinion means, I'm glad you were able to hold on. YouTube is a better place with you here.
I only wish that I could have done something for you in the interregnum. If you ever feel the need to talk to a stranger again, well, no one is more strange than me :-)
SiriusMined 1 year ago
Welcome back. Good to see you back at it again.
Bear5177 1 year ago
Richard -- I may or may not know something about depression and self-loathing.
Given that ambiguous statement, I will tell you something. Keep doing. Keep caring. Don't stop. Once you cease to care, the jig is up.
From what I know of you, you'll keep your pecker up.
DrPoopery 1 year ago
@DrPoopery I forgot to add -- ya brilliant limey bastard, you.
DrPoopery 1 year ago
44 people are assholes
furryatp 1 year ago 18
Coughlan you know of those celebrities who have fallen, but everyone loves them and wants them to stick around and make our lives just a little more interesting and worthwhile?
YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!!!
But give up the smoking would you? Nicotine adds to paranoia.
PlatypuSPawn 1 year ago
Coughlan you know of those celebrities who have fallen, but everyone loves them and wants them to stick around and make our lives just a little more interesting and worthwhile?
YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!!!
But give up the smoking would you? Nicotine will make you paranoid.
PlatypuSPawn 1 year ago
wow. rich, man...i just feel like i got so much to say.
but look, the main thing is: awesome. fucking so glad youre okay. and i really think it's gonna be more okay.
we should talk more. peace
fulishproductions 1 year ago
i wanne take drugs i am soo depressed dude i dont no what to do :(
bellyzbad 1 year ago
@bellyzbad call someone dude...or take an ice cold shower
or both. srsly you dont have to feel that way
fulishproductions 1 year ago
Tht video hit me. I can relate with you, not on everything, but your feeling of emotional disparity. You are my favorite sub, richard, if you leave the tubes, i will fucking hunt you down, tie you to a chair and force you to make videos because the series of tubes that is the internet would not be worth shit to me if i didnt have you to watch from time to time.
And if you read this, dont ever forget, you are worth alot to people, so fuck off <3
LvF
LogicvsFaith 1 year ago
Very glad to have you back, sir; we all have our demons. On a side note what was that second song? Very cool stuff all around and for the future I'm sure
MetalMitch666 1 year ago
Alright - welcome back. Saw some noise from you on facebook so I thought I'd take a look.
I think mince pies and turkey help to lift the spirits.
geffel 1 year ago
You are looking good and sounding better!! welcome back.
NuyBard 1 year ago
I am from the village of Minerva!!!
TheHalfFinn 1 year ago 3
@blinkyreadsbooks ...and I don't know
Gotrilliten 1 year ago
the muzak is a bit too loud. just a bit.
deliciousmorton 1 year ago
I missed you Richard. Welcome Back!. You're an Inspiration and one of my highest idols
Frakon25 1 year ago
Glad your back, Coughlan. Major props to you. I support and respect you, and this video.
opticrainbow 1 year ago
Welcome back, Pax. I know you will get better. Hope to hear from you soon.
Feverwood 1 year ago
Happy you didn’t die. I’ve had many relapses, I use to tell myself “don’t beat yourself up over it just get on from here,” FUCK THAT, don’t ever tell yourself that, never stop beating yourself up over it else you’ll always be able to rationalize giving yourself permission to fuck up again.
Oh, welcome back.
WilliamPbrane 1 year ago
I'm glad you're back, sincerely.
MudHut67 1 year ago
Sorry for spamming but I wanted you to know that you inspire me and I am sure many others , I wish I could be as honest and outspoken as you are .. I have been on a year of emotional and financial hell and coming home to a empty house has been better since finding your channel.
isaveu 1 year ago
drugs are hell of a... hmm.. drug?
I should know.
TuplaPekka 1 year ago
I like the shadow effect with the light , was that on purpose? hugs btw and welcome back
isaveu 1 year ago
why do you hate Zaunstar?
tmowlee 1 year ago
@tmowlee i dont
Coughlan000 1 year ago
Yes , I did .
isaveu 1 year ago
Thank you, I used to have the same despair in life and I almost ended it. I don't know exactly what you went through but I have an idea. I am glad you overcame it as I did and that you got your life back on track. Happy to have you back man! I predict your breakdown will be August 19th because with my luck that would be a type of unofficial birthday present....
XxAmericanLedxX 1 year ago
One thing I realised about life today, Clifford is a really big dog. Really fucking big.
jeevesbond 1 year ago