I can completely relate. It's horrible. But it gets better, it really does. Even when you're sure it won't, it will. Somehow.
"Whenever I see their face... I remember what it sounds like when they cry, it just doesn't go away. No matter how bad they hurt you, no matter how bad things were, you still look back and think; there were some good times in there." Sadly, even if the good times consist 10% of the 100%.. It's good to know someone understands.
any other human being would have gave in to madness this is the reason why serial killers exist terrorists these are people who have suffered and fight for a cause which they believe will relieve them from their pains when it does not and thus corruption is inevitable and pain just spreads like wild fire and people who do get hurt dont understand why
and the only way to crush them is to just do better for yourself become an angel of light within the midst of darkness shine on them and make them regret they ever left you and then never take em back and just show em how much better off you were without em i been through some shit and still suffer so much its unreal i have dents in my head walked around for months stuttering slurring from the damage forgettin shit droppin shit i am just now starting to recover and it all only made me stronger
or when you said you sit around for months crying every night thinkin as to why after everything you gave how come its not good enough changed for em gave up things even went out your way to please them and their families just to get approval ive survived suicide attempts did the same and just got into music to vent cuttin and suicide dont do shit but leave scars to remind you of these people sometimes you have to darken your heart and become cold and start crushing those who crushed you
some real shit thats why i turned into an asshole atleast you dont have it as bad as i do try bein pistol whipped on your own porch cuz of broke ass haters with hand me down guns wanna see an easy way to get money that dont belong to them by stealing my girl was upstairs sleepin and even after i got my shit cracked all she did was talk shit sometimes relationships are so fucked up your in situations where you cant leave and the hate between each other grows and you fight 24 7
Stop trying to find love in other people. Stop it. Learn to love yourself. Get help and let someone help you to help yourself and love yourself. Work on yourself. Its not selfish, its necessary. Love with other people is easier and better if you can actually handle the relationship, as well as yourself. If you refuse help, you have no reason to complain because now you're at fault. You don't want to help yourself so you should stop blaming other people. Get help. You'll need it. Trust me.
Oh god please don't cry this video made me see what love means to you it makes you quite emotional and it is good that it does you should feel emotion in love but hearing what some of these girls did to you emotionally and mentally makes them the bad person almost to mess with your emotions and feelings like that! I express my condolences even though I have only been watching your videos about a week!
greg im sorry you have so much pain in your life like you are showing in this video i cant fathom how you must be feeling here. im glad you are honset to a point with all your viewers (sometimes you do have to keep somethings to urself) and you are not afraid to share your feelings with us. And you are also not afaird to feel with your whole heart and soul. You are a very sweet,beautiful,careing,person and you have a beautiful soul and heart
life is crazy hard it has us go through up and downs for its amusement greg your cute so dont pay attention to someone who is accusing you of something you did not do we only live once and fighting against what they are saying is a waste of time
Oh my god, this really touches my heart and soul. To be able to listen to you was just like listening to someone who knows how it feels to have gone through such hard times with love, this was just an amazing video and your words inspire me to get through each day without feeling like shit. Don't listen to people who call you that stuff, they have no idea what their talking about cause from what i just saw and heard, you are one sweet guy with a big heart. Any girl would be lucky to have you.
it is not easy, and it will never go away, trying to avoid the one you loved won't work, cause eventually you're going to meet her again, and it comes back. that's what life is, that's what love is, brutal, evil, bit**. : (.
i know now what love truly is and i didn't realize that that's what i was feeling i am crying now but thank you i have been through the same thing over the last 7 years and i am messed up emotionally i hope you get to read this cause i want to say thank you.
@hottykitty1 Am I heartless? Am I unable to be sensitive? (btw, sensative? get a dictionary ffs) Did you go to my page & read my profile to see how heartless I am or are you so in love & infatuated with Greg & just hoping he might recognize you for taking up for him? Why don't you google "Onision Drama, The Letter" and read for YOURSELF just how ridiculous this comment is. Greg is the insensitive one who is in need of therapy but don't take my word for it, read it yourself.
Greg i love you. Your so lovely and caring and deal with so much of what the haters say, and are just so, not over angry about it. like you care but you dont get angry to the point where your stooping down to there level. You really care about people and what they have to say and always come out as a more amazing person. I love how you share your life and emotions with people and help us learn how to deal with ourselfs and be a better person.
Hey, so I heard about your video from my friend and well I looked it up. And honestly I too really understand how you feel. I have been in love 5 times and I am only 16. People judge me as well but they don't see the pain that I am trying to cope with. I just want you to know that no matter what people say or do you always know the truth. Care about your self and not what others think.
I hate when you're sad in your videos, because I'm just stuck in front of my computer wanting to lend an ear or comic relief, BUT I CAN'T CAUSE YOU'RE NOT HERE AND I'M NOT THERE. Wow.. just thought about it, and I don't know where you are.. where do you live? **just wondering** Anyhoo, I hope things get better for you. (:
Yo bro I feel u like word up I just started seeing ur videos cuz or my sis and she said that u broke up wit ur girl and I was like why so i checked to see if u would speck aout ur relationship and wen I aw this man I tell u I was like thinking and each word u was saying like was true I know u probably won't even reply to this comment but just need u to kno I got chu my dude
I never give up on love, I am heavily emo in real life love is all I have. I know how you feel man. I was in a relationship with this girl for 4 months it was already massively serious after two weeks. And then a couple months went by things only continued to get better really fast. And then things started getting bad, basicly I made a really bad mistakes has multiple chances at fixing them fixed them but kept making mistakes Broke up on may1st I was in the worst depression state id ever been in
Watching these videos of yours has been helping me deal with a really painful break-up. Thank you for providing me with perspective. It really does mean a great deal.
Greg plz dnt listen to haters. I kno hw u feel. There is no pain as great as the pain of love, greg i even selfharmed bt that was cos my best freind killed herself bt that was another type of love.. Im nt good with words but after everythin iv trained my mind to not love an not to trust cos in the end im the one crying
I watch this all the time. Like everyday, just because I can relate to that. Well, except the part where I have to act like I don't care. I show that I care, love hurts a whole lot. It's never ending, you cry when you think about the person you once loved. Because their unforgetable, there's nothing you can say or do to get over that one person. & everything you said on here, is true. I believe you when you say you loved them. Love is never ending, & true people don't even know half of ur life.
I realize you are not perfect but pretending to be mean to help others get over you is, in my opinion, not right. You should be yourself and not have to pretend. Them getting over you is not in your hands. I also believe that jumping into relationship is not the only way to survive. Although getting out of a relationship will hurt, it also helps you grow and helps you think about what you want in the future and what you do not want. I hope you feel better soon. <3
Dude, I am watching this vid for like 40th time, and when u start crying makes me cry, DONT listen to the mother fking haters, they all suck, piece of shits
You know they are just jealous of you, of who u become, of what u have and that many girls like u , you have the skill and confidence to make such videos and post it on youtube u are smart, you are good looking...
Hey Greg, I just finally got to see this video and I havent had internet. but I am young but I understand how you feel and its hurts me more when I see you like this because I have went through it to.
I didn't Know what video to comment On... But I need some help, I'm almost 16, And dating the most Wonderful girl In the world and I truly believe I am in Love, The Thing is she is almost 19 Years old, And as a Daughter, People have told me not to be With her for obvious Reasons. But I love her to much to just let her Go, Before anyone replies, Please don't automatically think I am like most 15 Years old. I am A lot more mature than any person I know my Age. If you think you have an Opinion, Pl
Yesterday I discovered this channel ,, Never thought that this would really happen in his life ,, When I think of Onision I think of a funny guy without problems who laughs all the time .. I have so much respect for you that you are doing this ,, towards us ..
well lets add Savannah to that list and end that list with me.... <3 You need to come to the south, we can treat you right. =^_^= but if that doesn't happen, I hope that you find inner peace with yourself and your future relationships.
Everyone look up Adrienne Jourgensen Google+ for her side of the story (n°1 and 4th post). She explains how bad Greg treated her. It's almost exactly what happened to Shiloh. He is manipulative, and he does twist shit around to make himself look like the victim.
'I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of NOT using, condoms (but still gladly came inside of them, several times). I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met'
Greg <3 Honestly some people need to stop judging. Honestly. They dont know what the fuck has gone in your life <3! I dont even know but I know that you care. Oh.. and I wanted to say, I love the fact it says Love on your wrist!! im getting it tattooed on my wrist in the future :$ !! But Your amazing Greg.. <3!! I love yew <3 I wish I could give you a hug like right now!! D:! <3 <3 Look on the brightside of life (: !
nawww don't cry! im sure they loved you too but things just weren't meant to be. you gorgeous im not surprised all those girls have fallen for you :) it will all be okay, we love you <3
@BananaPeel79 That's not bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder works in cycles of mania and depression that last weeks at a time if not longer, and go to the EXTREMES, not just flashing back and forth between on and the other.
Ok all thses stupid Adrine posts she's the one who said yeah I'll date you and then I'll sleep with you....it takes two. Shilo is a crazy bitch anyway and I don't think Greg is inocent either cause like I said it takes two.
As for you Greg don't give up I only truley loved one man in my life...he passed away 2 years ago...so yes I know your pain of trying to move on and it will hurt don't be stupid and hurry in anoter and love them to much so fast cause that what hurts the most
How about the same crap that thousands of people know of,and they are doing great. You don't wanna hear this,I know.
Then...please,I want you to be O.K. How about some books? Ya bet you'll find life again? But real books,LIFE BOOKS. Greg,this life is school. So please,learn your lessons so that you can be happy.
I'll tell you some real books if you want. Spirituality books.
There are some rules in this Universe that you have to obey. If you don't...Hm,you know already how you end up like.
Years ago,on this channel...watching and listening to your words,about God and beliefs... I thought: " Look,he's so beautiful,he's so smart,he loves and he's loved ,he is happy. Without any GOD " . Even though I was a bit afraid ....
Then. Disaster struck,divorce. And since then,not so many good things,Greg. I don't know how many demonstrations you need.
You see. There is a way that you have to follow. And everytime you try to do it your way you FAIL.
Listen,Greg. Please read.
Let's say you wanna be a writer,but Universe wants you to be a something else. Evertime you try to make your life right,and make good decisions,and write! you will fail. Everytime you think the idea is YOURS,you fail. Everytime you think you did something on your own,you fail. If you have strong convictions,about..anything,you fail.
Greg, I dont think you are an add & I know how you feel about stuff like having to move on fast... I just hate when people assume that since 'You moved on quickly' It means you dont care about the person...when you care but you cant be with them...
I love you Greg, what ever you are, I don't know you at all, but i just don't care.. I love you despite the things that other people say. I love you trough this computerscreen because you are so real. Don't ever change.. :) I fell in love once, and she broke my heart, it's been almost an year from she dumped me on a sms.. And it hurts still.. I see her picture, i feel how my heart crushes into thousand pieces again. I know how it feels to be in love.. I loved her, she never loved me. ♥
/watch?v=kVpZisJ0lVc&feature=feedu <--- Adrienne's side of the story, or how onision tried to get her pregnant, and manipulated her (check the link in the video description to see Adrienne's Google+ post)
Onision, 500 characters is not even fucking close to what I want to say to you. My life relates to you so much haha... I regret the past a lot, and it hurts. And I hate when my relationships turn out bad, and I really do regret them. This day in age, people will say I love you and not mean it one bit. I've been going on dates with a girl, talking 3 hours everyday for a full month... And I really like her, and when I finally say I love her I will truly mean it. I hate the past. Just embrace it.
notice a pattern? stay away from girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! till ur actually really happy ALONE... stay away from girls.... best words of wisdom u will ever get about this is "how are you gonna be able to make someone else happy if you cant even make yourself happy?, how are you going to be happy with someone else if you cant be happy with urself? ..... thats ur problem in a nut shell. sort what going on in your head out first. figure out who u are ALONE ... then you can start THINKING about others
@Your1000Reasons /watch?v=kVpZisJ0lVc&feature=feedu <--- Adrienne's side of the story, or how onision tried to get her pregnant, and manipulated her
Greg, you do NOT know how to love a woman, you make them quit there jobs, leave them homeless, this last one you asked her to MARRY you before you even fucking met, you are a psycho, no one believe me? Watch this video - youtube.com/watch?v=kVpZisJ0lVc&feature=feedu
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
Hey Onision, you do indeed have a good heart and a compassionate soul. And that very sensitivity that gives you such grace is also your most vulnerable weakness. Please, for your own serenity, don't give 2 turds for disparaging comments you see on this or any channel! 1/3 of people really do care and comment with thoughtfulness and respect. 1/3 just like casual snarky repartee, and 1/3 are perfectly happy zinging you with outright slander just to get a dark kick out of it. Ignore those people!
In a way I envy you Onision. That you have so much love in your heart that you can find someone to give it to so shortly after someone else is an amazing thing. I loved my wife with evrything I had. I gave her all of my love and when she died I had nothing left to give to anyone else. Even after a year I still can't feel anything that even comes close to real love for another woman. Your ability to love others may be you biggest weakness but it is also you biggest strength and I envy you for it.
I know it might not mean a whole lot, But im sorry your hurting :/ its not fun at all and I wish there was something i could do to help. I pray you feel better...
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
First of all, (regardless of the fact that this is humiliating and should be between just him and I -- too late now, I guess) I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of using, or rather NOT using, condoms. I wasn't the one who looked someone in the eye and asked them to have their babies (and got offended when they said no -- but still gladly came inside of them, several times), only knowing the person 2 weeks.
this made me cry & remember my past relationships. Q_Q
I know how you feel Greg.. I really do & hope you move on and be happy again. ;U
Lovee youuu SO much :3 .. and I mean that; even before this video, I've loved you guy and probably always will from the first video I saw..with chibi~ to now :D <3
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
Since when are you worrying about us? we're taking cue from you but that doesn't mean to you have to take shit from us. Relationships have gone sour over smaller things, so be proud of the fact that you had made it this far. <---- That is what is important ^_^
I understand entirely what you're saying, Greg. And I think it's amazing of you. Even though it really hurts when a guy treats you like shit it definitely does make it easier to move on.
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
First of all, (regardless of the fact that this is humiliating and should be between just him and I -- too late now, I guess) I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of using, or rather NOT using, condoms. I wasn't the one who looked someone in the eye and asked them to have their babies (and got offended when they said no -- but still gladly came inside of them, several times), only knowing the person 2 weeks.
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
Go take a nap, eat fattening Vegan food, play some video games, watch a funny movie and then move on with your life. The best thing is to not even think about it. Why get yourself into something that is causing you so much pain? Hmm, maybe I don't understand because I don't know what love is. But, I know what fun is :D So.. follow the advice above!!
Greg, watching this brought tears to my eyes, because i can relate perfectly.
Good luck man, i dont known you personally, i dont know everything about you, but i know pain, and thats something we share. I truly wish you nothing but the best.
My ex left me last month after two years together, he was my first love. He claimed we couldn't be together because of our differences and clashing personalities. We tried so hard to make it work, but it just didn't. And seeing him almost everyday really adds salt to the wound. Seeing him with his new girlfriend makes all the more painful. I'm not saying I know you, Greg, but that I know somewhat of a similar emotion you're experiencing. You aren't alone and there's always someone to talk to. ♥
I swear if i ever see one motha fuckin comment on his videos ugh im gonna get very fuckin pissed and give that asshole or bitch a piece of my mind..Greg is prolly the most awesome guy ive ever seen..SO ALL OF YOU COCK SUCKING BALL LICKERS NEED TO SHUT THA FUCK UP!! GREG IS AN AMAZING GUY!!
Love isn't simple, the pain lives on no matter in the happiest moment. You have 2 live for the future, don't.... don't cry.... Please. I am so sorry Greg. So so so sorry
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I hope you're doing better now, Greg.
I can completely relate. It's horrible. But it gets better, it really does. Even when you're sure it won't, it will. Somehow.
"Whenever I see their face... I remember what it sounds like when they cry, it just doesn't go away. No matter how bad they hurt you, no matter how bad things were, you still look back and think; there were some good times in there." Sadly, even if the good times consist 10% of the 100%.. It's good to know someone understands.
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waw0wa 4 days ago
i dont speak much but i will say this. stay strong.
My1GuardianAngel 3 weeks ago in playlist Liked videos
any other human being would have gave in to madness this is the reason why serial killers exist terrorists these are people who have suffered and fight for a cause which they believe will relieve them from their pains when it does not and thus corruption is inevitable and pain just spreads like wild fire and people who do get hurt dont understand why
pyro0ownz 1 month ago
and the only way to crush them is to just do better for yourself become an angel of light within the midst of darkness shine on them and make them regret they ever left you and then never take em back and just show em how much better off you were without em i been through some shit and still suffer so much its unreal i have dents in my head walked around for months stuttering slurring from the damage forgettin shit droppin shit i am just now starting to recover and it all only made me stronger
pyro0ownz 1 month ago
or when you said you sit around for months crying every night thinkin as to why after everything you gave how come its not good enough changed for em gave up things even went out your way to please them and their families just to get approval ive survived suicide attempts did the same and just got into music to vent cuttin and suicide dont do shit but leave scars to remind you of these people sometimes you have to darken your heart and become cold and start crushing those who crushed you
pyro0ownz 1 month ago
some real shit thats why i turned into an asshole atleast you dont have it as bad as i do try bein pistol whipped on your own porch cuz of broke ass haters with hand me down guns wanna see an easy way to get money that dont belong to them by stealing my girl was upstairs sleepin and even after i got my shit cracked all she did was talk shit sometimes relationships are so fucked up your in situations where you cant leave and the hate between each other grows and you fight 24 7
pyro0ownz 1 month ago
Stop trying to find love in other people. Stop it. Learn to love yourself. Get help and let someone help you to help yourself and love yourself. Work on yourself. Its not selfish, its necessary. Love with other people is easier and better if you can actually handle the relationship, as well as yourself. If you refuse help, you have no reason to complain because now you're at fault. You don't want to help yourself so you should stop blaming other people. Get help. You'll need it. Trust me.
BecauseAlexWasBored 1 month ago
Oh god please don't cry this video made me see what love means to you it makes you quite emotional and it is good that it does you should feel emotion in love but hearing what some of these girls did to you emotionally and mentally makes them the bad person almost to mess with your emotions and feelings like that! I express my condolences even though I have only been watching your videos about a week!
SuperRedhead1998 1 month ago
my first video iv watched by onision;)
ImGeeked360 1 month ago
greg im sorry you have so much pain in your life like you are showing in this video i cant fathom how you must be feeling here. im glad you are honset to a point with all your viewers (sometimes you do have to keep somethings to urself) and you are not afraid to share your feelings with us. And you are also not afaird to feel with your whole heart and soul. You are a very sweet,beautiful,careing,person and you have a beautiful soul and heart
randomrantswolf 1 month ago
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Thanks for this video, it's the best confirmation that I made the right choice in being Asexual. Now I'm happy, yay !!
Soveraine 1 month ago
I love the "love" on his arm...
BeautifulRebellion45 2 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
life is crazy hard it has us go through up and downs for its amusement greg your cute so dont pay attention to someone who is accusing you of something you did not do we only live once and fighting against what they are saying is a waste of time
moiveguru17 2 months ago in playlist About Onision
d'aw greg <3
tidbitlover 2 months ago
)': I LUHH YHU!!!
fguerra608 2 months ago
What if .. its harder for you to fall out of love with a nice guy than a jerk ?
tehpinkranger 2 months ago
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@tehpinkranger Wha ... !?!?
Soveraine 1 month ago
Oh my god, this really touches my heart and soul. To be able to listen to you was just like listening to someone who knows how it feels to have gone through such hard times with love, this was just an amazing video and your words inspire me to get through each day without feeling like shit. Don't listen to people who call you that stuff, they have no idea what their talking about cause from what i just saw and heard, you are one sweet guy with a big heart. Any girl would be lucky to have you.
Vampiri45 2 months ago
Sorry Greg, this is a deep vid, but I'm crackin' up because my name is Sky and my cousin's name is Cherie. Coincidence?! Ha ha, too funny!!
starsheepie 3 months ago
7 break ups ?!??!
SandraZina 3 months ago
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SandraZina 3 months ago in playlist Fler videoklipp från OnisionSpeaks
it is not easy, and it will never go away, trying to avoid the one you loved won't work, cause eventually you're going to meet her again, and it comes back. that's what life is, that's what love is, brutal, evil, bit**. : (.
JayCatary 3 months ago
i know now what love truly is and i didn't realize that that's what i was feeling i am crying now but thank you i have been through the same thing over the last 7 years and i am messed up emotionally i hope you get to read this cause i want to say thank you.
91mint529 4 months ago
I love u!
ajh2558 4 months ago
Grow the fuck up Greg
sheri226 4 months ago
@sheri226 Your a heartless person.Can't you be sensative? Geez.
hottykitty1 3 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
@hottykitty1 Am I heartless? Am I unable to be sensitive? (btw, sensative? get a dictionary ffs) Did you go to my page & read my profile to see how heartless I am or are you so in love & infatuated with Greg & just hoping he might recognize you for taking up for him? Why don't you google "Onision Drama, The Letter" and read for YOURSELF just how ridiculous this comment is. Greg is the insensitive one who is in need of therapy but don't take my word for it, read it yourself.
sheri226 3 months ago
Greg i love you. Your so lovely and caring and deal with so much of what the haters say, and are just so, not over angry about it. like you care but you dont get angry to the point where your stooping down to there level. You really care about people and what they have to say and always come out as a more amazing person. I love how you share your life and emotions with people and help us learn how to deal with ourselfs and be a better person.
Greg you are amazing
Love
Corrin :3 <3 xx
cheesecake1monster 4 months ago
Hey, so I heard about your video from my friend and well I looked it up. And honestly I too really understand how you feel. I have been in love 5 times and I am only 16. People judge me as well but they don't see the pain that I am trying to cope with. I just want you to know that no matter what people say or do you always know the truth. Care about your self and not what others think.
junogirl44 4 months ago
One break up's enough to depress someone. But 7? I consider this man truly a hero.
medriko1 4 months ago
@medriko1 Too bad he's mean to all of his exes and drags their good names in the mud every time.
Cassandrabellex 4 months ago
I hate when you're sad in your videos, because I'm just stuck in front of my computer wanting to lend an ear or comic relief, BUT I CAN'T CAUSE YOU'RE NOT HERE AND I'M NOT THERE. Wow.. just thought about it, and I don't know where you are.. where do you live? **just wondering** Anyhoo, I hope things get better for you. (:
potterpuff 4 months ago
Am I the only person here who is really happy?
Iareorgasm 4 months ago
Yo bro I feel u like word up I just started seeing ur videos cuz or my sis and she said that u broke up wit ur girl and I was like why so i checked to see if u would speck aout ur relationship and wen I aw this man I tell u I was like thinking and each word u was saying like was true I know u probably won't even reply to this comment but just need u to kno I got chu my dude
ronold99 4 months ago
I never give up on love, I am heavily emo in real life love is all I have. I know how you feel man. I was in a relationship with this girl for 4 months it was already massively serious after two weeks. And then a couple months went by things only continued to get better really fast. And then things started getting bad, basicly I made a really bad mistakes has multiple chances at fixing them fixed them but kept making mistakes Broke up on may1st I was in the worst depression state id ever been in
flapjack6x 4 months ago
love yah greg. i wish i could help. :(
imfallingsohard4him 5 months ago
I love you
TheMidgen 5 months ago
I have made love to only one person, me. I never break up with myself.
gmidropout1 5 months ago in playlist Videos from OnisionSpeaks
God I feel so trapped. I really wanted to help you through out the video. :T
LeoCassidyIsMyLove 5 months ago
Watching these videos of yours has been helping me deal with a really painful break-up. Thank you for providing me with perspective. It really does mean a great deal.
AltHealthGuru 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
Greg plz dnt listen to haters. I kno hw u feel. There is no pain as great as the pain of love, greg i even selfharmed bt that was cos my best freind killed herself bt that was another type of love.. Im nt good with words but after everythin iv trained my mind to not love an not to trust cos in the end im the one crying
zacefronhater11 5 months ago
this is exactly why i dont love it does nothing but complicate things and gives u crap
dsnchalas 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
skye had a great laugh
KineticFetus 5 months ago
Aww! pooor greg! D': Don't cry luv!
toxicTears593 5 months ago
@hathaillee im not just a fan girl. its actually heart breaking how sad he is.
hathaillee 5 months ago
fuck em all
xox love you
Paycorn1 5 months ago
I watch this all the time. Like everyday, just because I can relate to that. Well, except the part where I have to act like I don't care. I show that I care, love hurts a whole lot. It's never ending, you cry when you think about the person you once loved. Because their unforgetable, there's nothing you can say or do to get over that one person. & everything you said on here, is true. I believe you when you say you loved them. Love is never ending, & true people don't even know half of ur life.
FreeToBe93 5 months ago
I connect so much to greg .
musziclOver1O 5 months ago
I realize you are not perfect but pretending to be mean to help others get over you is, in my opinion, not right. You should be yourself and not have to pretend. Them getting over you is not in your hands. I also believe that jumping into relationship is not the only way to survive. Although getting out of a relationship will hurt, it also helps you grow and helps you think about what you want in the future and what you do not want. I hope you feel better soon. <3
Msweatty 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
I need to give you a hug ! You are making me cry . I LOVE YOU Greg
canescheerleader1 5 months ago
it makes me cry watching u cry greg. i would never judge u
asbff08 5 months ago
Dude, I am watching this vid for like 40th time, and when u start crying makes me cry, DONT listen to the mother fking haters, they all suck, piece of shits
You know they are just jealous of you, of who u become, of what u have and that many girls like u , you have the skill and confidence to make such videos and post it on youtube u are smart, you are good looking...
FUCK THE HATERS....!!!!!!
ONISION ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And everyone will agree with me on that!
JustinaBiatch 5 months ago
I started to cry because of this.
deadsoulsmiles 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
i love the glint in his eyes:)
AdventuresonKooyDr 5 months ago
You shouldnt care about what other ppl think.
Melz710 5 months ago
Hey Greg, I just finally got to see this video and I havent had internet. but I am young but I understand how you feel and its hurts me more when I see you like this because I have went through it to.
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ChrisJ2F 5 months ago
I didn't Know what video to comment On... But I need some help, I'm almost 16, And dating the most Wonderful girl In the world and I truly believe I am in Love, The Thing is she is almost 19 Years old, And as a Daughter, People have told me not to be With her for obvious Reasons. But I love her to much to just let her Go, Before anyone replies, Please don't automatically think I am like most 15 Years old. I am A lot more mature than any person I know my Age. If you think you have an Opinion, Pl
ChrisJ2F 5 months ago
@ChrisJ2F awwh, dont listen to other people .. do what you want.
xAlysex1 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
@xAlysex1 I Know, I'm plainning on doing what My heart tells me. What it just helps to know what other people think of what is happening.
ChrisJ2F 5 months ago
@ChrisJ2F i think you should stay with her :)
xAlysex1 5 months ago
@xAlysex1 That's all I needed to hear from a complete Stranger, Thank you so Much. <3
ChrisJ2F 5 months ago
@ChrisJ2F anytime :)
xAlysex1 5 months ago
can i ask soemthing what does it say on ur wrist
TheBeckyblue4 5 months ago
@TheBeckyblue4 "Love"
RontoTheDog 5 months ago
It's good to see this side of a comedic yotuber :) You are truly amazing in all you do and please don't forget that.
Hazelnutfilling 5 months ago
Damn it why do they have to make him depressed and cry when he did nothing to deserve it? We love you Greg get better <3
meghan626 5 months ago
U r an inspiration, Gregg :) i hope you get better
ThisIsWhatJackHasToS 5 months ago
greg. i hope that everything you wish for comes true. i don't understand love at all, but this has made me understand it a little more.
kirsteninsane 5 months ago
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I only knew of Sky from your "Im a banana" video o-O
Weed193 5 months ago
Yesterday I discovered this channel ,, Never thought that this would really happen in his life ,, When I think of Onision I think of a funny guy without problems who laughs all the time .. I have so much respect for you that you are doing this ,, towards us ..
VivjjeDekker 5 months ago
well lets add Savannah to that list and end that list with me.... <3 You need to come to the south, we can treat you right. =^_^= but if that doesn't happen, I hope that you find inner peace with yourself and your future relationships.
munkymunkily 5 months ago
No I don't know you but what I've learned is that u a great guy and you've been hurt so many times , Greg when you cry I cry love you - Lilly
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@KiteValentine FUCK YOU, YOU LYING BITCH
ChristoferDrewLova 5 months ago
dont cry, i love you
ChristoferDrewLova 5 months ago
Just to inform you it takes a real man to cry and express feelings. Love u Greg
shinedown3231 5 months ago
Thats so sad Greg. I hope everything turns out for you...
Guardiancrow20 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
:( <3
Puffslime 5 months ago
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Everyone look up Adrienne Jourgensen Google+ for her side of the story (n°1 and 4th post). She explains how bad Greg treated her. It's almost exactly what happened to Shiloh. He is manipulative, and he does twist shit around to make himself look like the victim.
'I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of NOT using, condoms (but still gladly came inside of them, several times). I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met'
KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
I cried :'(
KiIRkYg172 5 months ago
i cried . /:
Sugarpie4568 5 months ago
Very good video greg. Very honest. Wish you healing and health.
Superpanda9586 5 months ago
Come here, so i can give you a big hug!! <3 Your amazing Greg! :)
420AshleyMarie420 5 months ago
your such a sweetheart and you deserve the world <3
woahitsjaejaexo 5 months ago
Greg <3 Honestly some people need to stop judging. Honestly. They dont know what the fuck has gone in your life <3! I dont even know but I know that you care. Oh.. and I wanted to say, I love the fact it says Love on your wrist!! im getting it tattooed on my wrist in the future :$ !! But Your amazing Greg.. <3!! I love yew <3 I wish I could give you a hug like right now!! D:! <3 <3 Look on the brightside of life (: !
InvaderTayla 5 months ago
i love you gsjjskfskgsazhadadfj
raachiebabexox 5 months ago
I wish I could give you a hug, Greg..
Peenutization 5 months ago
<3
NaeHeartsYoux 5 months ago
from what I do know, I love you Greg.
DismallyHopeless 5 months ago
mking dat money greg! two thumbs up for your performance!
SS4MATTG 5 months ago
@SS4MATTG and one billion thumbs down for your ignorance.
millworld 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
<3333333333333333 only real men cry but don't be depressed again!
nomoresock 5 months ago
nawww don't cry! im sure they loved you too but things just weren't meant to be. you gorgeous im not surprised all those girls have fallen for you :) it will all be okay, we love you <3
missemilyellen 5 months ago
seven? damn...
MrA4013 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
you are amazing c: im so much the same as what ur saying
ChristinaGoRawrx3 5 months ago
When you see a doctor, please ask about lithium or seroquel. Bipolar Disorder can make a person weepy one minute and twitching and hyper the next.
BananaPeel79 5 months ago
@BananaPeel79 That's not bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder works in cycles of mania and depression that last weeks at a time if not longer, and go to the EXTREMES, not just flashing back and forth between on and the other.
OppeltDrums 5 months ago
this broke my heart
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PandaKittyh 5 months ago
Ok all thses stupid Adrine posts she's the one who said yeah I'll date you and then I'll sleep with you....it takes two. Shilo is a crazy bitch anyway and I don't think Greg is inocent either cause like I said it takes two.
As for you Greg don't give up I only truley loved one man in my life...he passed away 2 years ago...so yes I know your pain of trying to move on and it will hurt don't be stupid and hurry in anoter and love them to much so fast cause that what hurts the most
thegreatWIIMO 5 months ago
greg your fuckin amazing dude. Love Hurts, Love Kills,
SoDead89 5 months ago
No need to believe my crap,fine.
How about the same crap that thousands of people know of,and they are doing great. You don't wanna hear this,I know.
Then...please,I want you to be O.K. How about some books? Ya bet you'll find life again? But real books,LIFE BOOKS. Greg,this life is school. So please,learn your lessons so that you can be happy.
I'll tell you some real books if you want. Spirituality books.
Love you so much,Greg.
TallicaTyOh 5 months ago
Press 8 for fake tears.
blahblahblahman 5 months ago
Shiloh did the suicide thing kind of... there's a reupload about it.
Skullwannabe 5 months ago
There are some rules in this Universe that you have to obey. If you don't...Hm,you know already how you end up like.
Years ago,on this channel...watching and listening to your words,about God and beliefs... I thought: " Look,he's so beautiful,he's so smart,he loves and he's loved ,he is happy. Without any GOD " . Even though I was a bit afraid ....
Then. Disaster struck,divorce. And since then,not so many good things,Greg. I don't know how many demonstrations you need.
TallicaTyOh 5 months ago
You see. There is a way that you have to follow. And everytime you try to do it your way you FAIL.
Listen,Greg. Please read.
Let's say you wanna be a writer,but Universe wants you to be a something else. Evertime you try to make your life right,and make good decisions,and write! you will fail. Everytime you think the idea is YOURS,you fail. Everytime you think you did something on your own,you fail. If you have strong convictions,about..anything,you fail.
TallicaTyOh 5 months ago
Greg, I dont think you are an add & I know how you feel about stuff like having to move on fast... I just hate when people assume that since 'You moved on quickly' It means you dont care about the person...when you care but you cant be with them...
xthelostnekox 5 months ago
I love you Greg, what ever you are, I don't know you at all, but i just don't care.. I love you despite the things that other people say. I love you trough this computerscreen because you are so real. Don't ever change.. :) I fell in love once, and she broke my heart, it's been almost an year from she dumped me on a sms.. And it hurts still.. I see her picture, i feel how my heart crushes into thousand pieces again. I know how it feels to be in love.. I loved her, she never loved me. ♥
BILLAMIES 5 months ago
omg u made me cry :'( i love u greg
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KiteValentine 5 months ago
are you drunk in this vid or what??
yeahnotthatcool 5 months ago
Onision, 500 characters is not even fucking close to what I want to say to you. My life relates to you so much haha... I regret the past a lot, and it hurts. And I hate when my relationships turn out bad, and I really do regret them. This day in age, people will say I love you and not mean it one bit. I've been going on dates with a girl, talking 3 hours everyday for a full month... And I really like her, and when I finally say I love her I will truly mean it. I hate the past. Just embrace it.
XxSeVzxX 5 months ago
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notice a pattern? stay away from girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! till ur actually really happy ALONE... stay away from girls.... best words of wisdom u will ever get about this is "how are you gonna be able to make someone else happy if you cant even make yourself happy?, how are you going to be happy with someone else if you cant be happy with urself? ..... thats ur problem in a nut shell. sort what going on in your head out first. figure out who u are ALONE ... then you can start THINKING about others
TheHalie92 5 months ago
I don't think you look like a total asshole, I think your just being real with us. I love that about you (:
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KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
aww u dont have to :'( xo
CuteRocker123 5 months ago
you are an amazing person greg I love you <3 dont be sad <3
22Helloworld 5 months ago
Greg, you do NOT know how to love a woman, you make them quit there jobs, leave them homeless, this last one you asked her to MARRY you before you even fucking met, you are a psycho, no one believe me? Watch this video - youtube.com/watch?v=kVpZisJ0lVc&feature=feedu
You are a disgusting human being
adzyb69 5 months ago
@adzyb69 your link does not work.. and u dont know anything about that!! so shut the fuck up!! he is a good guy and I support him!
22Helloworld 5 months ago
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adzyb69 5 months ago in playlist More videos from OnisionSpeaks
/watch?v=kVpZisJ0lVc&feature=feedu << seriously WATCH it
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From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
KiteValentine 5 months ago
Most raw video i've seen you do in a while, you should keep being the more raw you like in this video, I really like it
Stellar2591 5 months ago
Becca :'(
kingcoilepolert 5 months ago
Hey Onision, you do indeed have a good heart and a compassionate soul. And that very sensitivity that gives you such grace is also your most vulnerable weakness. Please, for your own serenity, don't give 2 turds for disparaging comments you see on this or any channel! 1/3 of people really do care and comment with thoughtfulness and respect. 1/3 just like casual snarky repartee, and 1/3 are perfectly happy zinging you with outright slander just to get a dark kick out of it. Ignore those people!
LoyalSausage 5 months ago
In a way I envy you Onision. That you have so much love in your heart that you can find someone to give it to so shortly after someone else is an amazing thing. I loved my wife with evrything I had. I gave her all of my love and when she died I had nothing left to give to anyone else. Even after a year I still can't feel anything that even comes close to real love for another woman. Your ability to love others may be you biggest weakness but it is also you biggest strength and I envy you for it.
LucyFanBoy 5 months ago
The heart is very much like a labyrinth....Especially for those of us who know what real love really is. Hang in there Greg....
jennyjoe798 5 months ago
deep, i think if it were possible we would be great friends
KillerAwesomeness100 5 months ago
This made me cry. Don't listen to anons on youtube I haven't met you and i can tell you're not a dick, Stay strong, You'll find someone. (:
rainbowsocksrulee 5 months ago
Love...
jaopbeantown 5 months ago
I know it might not mean a whole lot, But im sorry your hurting :/ its not fun at all and I wish there was something i could do to help. I pray you feel better...
techfreak2007 5 months ago
i love you.
crazylillyshow 5 months ago
@crazylillyshow love you too, but it is kinda weird to tell me you love me like this. but whatever floats your boat.
sethboy66 5 months ago
Onision this made me cry. Youll get through all this. and you are not a dick. I promise. Smile for me love :) <3
therealbritni 5 months ago
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From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
First of all, (regardless of the fact that this is humiliating and should be between just him and I -- too late now, I guess) I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of using, or rather NOT using, condoms. I wasn't the one who looked someone in the eye and asked them to have their babies (and got offended when they said no -- but still gladly came inside of them, several times), only knowing the person 2 weeks.
KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist Autres vidéos de OnisionSpeaks
this made me cry & remember my past relationships. Q_Q
I know how you feel Greg.. I really do & hope you move on and be happy again. ;U
Lovee youuu SO much :3 .. and I mean that; even before this video, I've loved you guy and probably always will from the first video I saw..with chibi~ to now :D <3
Tehkina 5 months ago
I've regained a lot of respect for you Greg after this video <3
CelestialStardusted 5 months ago
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From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
KiteValentine 5 months ago
You are NOT respected enough Greg. You deserve FAR more than taking shit like that.
105Gmoney 5 months ago
Since when are you worrying about us? we're taking cue from you but that doesn't mean to you have to take shit from us. Relationships have gone sour over smaller things, so be proud of the fact that you had made it this far. <---- That is what is important ^_^
Bentfrombeyond 5 months ago
I want to give you a big gigantic awesome warm hug!!!!!!!!!! <3
xxitsmyfault 5 months ago
I understand entirely what you're saying, Greg. And I think it's amazing of you. Even though it really hurts when a guy treats you like shit it definitely does make it easier to move on.
xxitsmyfault 5 months ago
Out of all those 7 girls, Shiloh was the best! Now go follow your heart and get back with Shiloh. NO EXCUSES!
TheJmb2nami 5 months ago
@TheJmb2nami Shiloh was mental in the end. she changed a lot.
SevenStepsAway 5 months ago
@SevenStepsAway Now your talking.
TheJmb2nami 5 months ago
@thefashionister I just send you the link :) enjoy
KiteValentine 5 months ago
I don't judge you! :0 And I never will because I just don't judge people... Please, don't let all the mean people get to you :< Feel better!
KimiikoZ 5 months ago
I think he made this video to advertise his new hair
allycat114 5 months ago
@allycat114 lmao
romensaichi 5 months ago
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
First of all, (regardless of the fact that this is humiliating and should be between just him and I -- too late now, I guess) I wasn't the one who brought up the idea of using, or rather NOT using, condoms. I wasn't the one who looked someone in the eye and asked them to have their babies (and got offended when they said no -- but still gladly came inside of them, several times), only knowing the person 2 weeks.
KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist Autres vidéos de OnisionSpeaks
greg. u gota understand. people are gona assume. ALOTA things about you.
even after so many videos you've uploaded.
not everyone is gona watch all your videos.
random people will stumble upon this video and have no idea who you are.
you must understand this. as a long-time youtuber, i woulda thought you would known this by now. but yeah.
people dont kno you. they're gona judge from the one video they see.
EckoMunky 5 months ago
@LailaPalmer Ok, I send you the link, check your pm :)
But the girl is Adrienne Jourgensen
KiteValentine 5 months ago
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From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist Autres vidéos de OnisionSpeaks
This video really touched my heart because I can totally relate to you and I understand what you mean and how you feel.
FcKStUPiiDnEsS 5 months ago
i love you greg <3
CarnivalOfLights0x 5 months ago
From Adrienne's last google + post : (pm for more infos)
I wasn't the one who insisted we had sex less than an hour after we met -- quite the contrary, I kept pulling away from you, stopping you, and trying to remind you it's probably in our best interest we wait before we get physically intimate. In addendum: I was also not the one who asked someone to be their girlfriend after the first time we SKYPED, and asked someone to MARRY THEM before they even met them in person.
KiteValentine 5 months ago
Go take a nap, eat fattening Vegan food, play some video games, watch a funny movie and then move on with your life. The best thing is to not even think about it. Why get yourself into something that is causing you so much pain? Hmm, maybe I don't understand because I don't know what love is. But, I know what fun is :D So.. follow the advice above!!
squirrelsinmykoolaid 5 months ago
Greg, watching this brought tears to my eyes, because i can relate perfectly.
Good luck man, i dont known you personally, i dont know everything about you, but i know pain, and thats something we share. I truly wish you nothing but the best.
Llulagan 5 months ago
Onision you're such a manipulative freak
Everyone should go read Adrienne's last post on Google +, PM me for more infos
KiteValentine 5 months ago in playlist Autres vidéos de OnisionSpeaks
@KiteValentine whats her google+ link?
CTslilQT 5 months ago
@CTslilQT Read your pms :)
KiteValentine 5 months ago
My ex left me last month after two years together, he was my first love. He claimed we couldn't be together because of our differences and clashing personalities. We tried so hard to make it work, but it just didn't. And seeing him almost everyday really adds salt to the wound. Seeing him with his new girlfriend makes all the more painful. I'm not saying I know you, Greg, but that I know somewhat of a similar emotion you're experiencing. You aren't alone and there's always someone to talk to. ♥
OMFTori 5 months ago
I wish I could love somebody as wholeheartedly like you do.
shipoopa 5 months ago
I mostly eat a lot of chocolate.
PurelyDanni 5 months ago
BTW Greg..Love ya!
KimmiexXxEvans 5 months ago
I swear if i ever see one motha fuckin comment on his videos ugh im gonna get very fuckin pissed and give that asshole or bitch a piece of my mind..Greg is prolly the most awesome guy ive ever seen..SO ALL OF YOU COCK SUCKING BALL LICKERS NEED TO SHUT THA FUCK UP!! GREG IS AN AMAZING GUY!!
KimmiexXxEvans 5 months ago
Love isn't simple, the pain lives on no matter in the happiest moment. You have 2 live for the future, don't.... don't cry.... Please. I am so sorry Greg. So so so sorry
Breeeee46580 5 months ago
OK, i can't watch these videos anymore... It is making me cry. Please , Please don't... I love you Greg i really do.
Breeeee46580 5 months ago