Yes plz dont try and end it. U may think things r bad now, but trust me there is light at the end of the tunnel. Ive fucked my life up bad, I mean really bad. And I'll admit Ive thought about it sumtimes myself. Dont listen to ur parents, one day u will b ur own person and wot they say will truly not matter. U just need to hang in there I know its easy saying that, but u dont even realize wot YOU can do in this world. Every1 was put here for a reason, and you r pretty, u seem like a nice person
im with you. you will make it, you have hearts out there much like yours... if you want a beautiful life believe that these horrible unimaginably depressing moments might be necessary steps to get there. Unfortunately people dont post videos blog or write articles about how their suicidality and depression made them the content beautiful lives they have, but those people are out there...I am one of them please believe.
There is hope for you. This world is a dark place but there is light. His name is Jesus Christ. At the cross He defeated the powers of darkness on your behalf. You don't have to spend one more day in depression. Run into the arms of Jesus. He waits for you. Repent of your sin and ask Him to be your Lord and Savior. You've got nothing to lose except your depression and your place in hell. Go to wwwsonlifetvcom
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@lovecantkeepquiet I really hate it when people like you use the fear of hell to manipulate others. Preach the love of God and Jesus Christ, NOT about hell and damnation. I am very close to God and my saviour Jesus Christ, but never in a million years do I ever fear being sent to hell.That is the last thing God would want for anyone. Hell is a state of mind. You need to let go of all that fear you were taught to feel and search within yourself for the truth.
im going to set this start right now i tried to commit suicide on 4-20-2011 over different reason jump into a moving car at a high speed only thing broke was my leg which was weird because it was head on thought i would die but didnt stress and food are the biggest killers of people i dont any one to feel the pain i felt i have metal in my leg and very much pain no one should do that shit WE ALL HAVE A PURPOSE ON EARTH dont let stress,envy, or watever put you in the position i was in
@blessedmommy73 yea i advice anyone how thinking about committing suicide that its not worth it all you are doing is looking for a easy way to escape from your problems because your not strong enough to face them..... best way to solve a problem is by facing the problem i learn that the hard way
i used to be very unhappy with everything i know life throws problems at u that may seem overwhelming but theres always hope. i found the strength to keep on wen i found my music. i related to it so much and i knew that i wasnt alone theres lots of ppl like me out there. i found the strength within myself. this world is cold its hard its agony but u gotta keep on moving forward make it better. there is alwys hope trust me. dont give up.
@HitTheLights1981 I have been having alot of thoughts about death and suicide. The reasons why I have suicidal thoughts its because I feel like I will never accomplish anything in life. I didn't do too good in college and I can't handle challenges. Everything seems too hard for me to accomplish. Another reason why I want to die, is because I can't find a girlfriend and people say that I am ugly! I want to die.
@MohammedAtta67 u know wat it dont matter wat ppl say. everybody gots there own opinion about sumthin but it dont make it true it dont make it right either. im tellin u there is always sumone interested in u. it might b the person u least expect. i went thru all my high school years feelin like that just cuz i was lonely n didt have a gf. but after high school i got a confidence boost wen girls started tellin me they had crushes on me. and it was all girls i didnt expect
@MohammedAtta67 girls that i thought were too pretty for me or too smart or too popular. for real its a confidence thing. dont just wake up in the morning and say today is gonna suck go out there and give it ur best be friendly be as out goin as u can girls like a dude that can make em laugh n smile. remember a good good personality is way better than looks. cus in a couple of years looks will go away. as for college ive never been dude
@HitTheLights1981 Thank you so much man. I just don't want to spend the rest of my life being miserable becase I never had the chance to do the things that I always wanted to do. That is not the way to live. I think that if people want to accomplish certain things in life, they have a right to do so if they put their mind into it. It is not fair going through life knowing that you have worked so hard for something and you didn't earn anything.
@MohammedAtta67 dont worry man things will turn around. Lifehas this weird way of throwin u curveballs but in the end it works out. like wen i was a senior i had a gf that i cared for so much n as soon as we got outta high school we went our seperate ways it hurt but in the end i knew if was for the best. cuz she joind the military n would of been gone for a long time. n long distance relationships really dont work. keep ur head up thing will work out dont worry
@HitTheLights1981 And another thing that causes me to think of suicide is my mom!! We are starting to get into alot of arguments with each other because she yells at me too much and I don't like. I have so much respect and love for my mother and yet she still finds something to argue about and plus there are too many of my family members who are dying. I have too many deaths in my family right now.
@MohammedAtta67 but i know wat its like to to have challenges im a father n husband n that is some of the hardest stuff u will ever do. supporting for a family is challenging especially in this day and age. dont give up man u will find ur way. every one does. let me know how u doin
@MohammedAtta67 have you ever heard about the Law of Attraction? Iit literally saved my life. I used to have severe depression, hated myself, thought I couldn't accomplish anything, and all that did was attract more negativity. As soon as I decided to let it all go, believe in myself, love myself, absolutely amazing things began to happen. God and Jesus have helped me tremendously with this. Look into it, and spirituality, it's worth it for sure. Love and Light.
@HitTheLights1981 maybe she is stressed. sumtime when ur stressed even if u dont mean it u say sumthin mesed up to the ppl u love. trust me i know im stressed alot and i would always argue with my wife. until i had to change jobs cuz the stress got the better of me. and how ur sayin u have alot of deaths right now. she could be feelin that now. dont take it personal. if u feel an argument comin on just chill out and walk away and let her chill out. she will come around.
Hi! I left a long message on your other video before i actually saw this one. Please let me know how you are..I can help you both as a mental health nurse, AND a past sufferer of mental health issues. I spent a VERY large part of my life being suicidal..but now, I'm feeling so much better. I realize that this video is old..but please message me to let me know that you are alright. Let people help you, you deserve it and it's worth it.
If these medicines are having negative side effects on you, then they are NOT GOOD for you and your body. I would really suggest going to a homeopathic doctor. The medications there are so much more healthy. Also, please try a diet of no wheat or dairy. This may really help your epilepsy. It may sound crazy but many people with disorders, even such as autism, have had their diagnosis completely removed after going on this diet. It makes a big difference. Be sure to eat healthy food always, it
follow Jesus,seriously. ive been through that situation of being depressed but loving Jesus the one person who died for our sins is like filling the missing piece to your heart. If u think im not telling the truth see the differences between someone who believes in jesus to a person that doesnt know.Ypoull see thaat having jesus will make u better and feel like your not alone and u have someone to trust on. thats all i got to say.
@megasmartypants95 she's right. My life has improved so much since I made the decision to extend my life and my heart to God and Jesus. Ignore the God-haters..they're everywhere. The very reason why I'm now a believer and a follower of God is because I have been given so much proof. The more you open yourself up to God, the more He will show you the right path to take, and suicide is NOT it. Thanks for the wonderful comment Smarty!
Hey I have suicidal thoughts too, and even though all pain is different, well, maybe we can change that. Plz email me or anyone else that wants to talk or has advice. owlwarriors@gmail.com
@pazzainit Please..don't do that to her. She is doing this in a moment of desperation and she needs help. Please do not critisize unless you have been in someone else's shoes. I'm a nurse, but I have also suffered terribly with mental health issues when I was a teenager, and I know how deeply it hurts sometimes. Mental health illnesses can hurt SO MUCH, and it can severely alter how we view ourselves as a person and our place in society. She needs support, NOT attacks.
@blessedmommy73 I agree with ur point here completely. This is the problem Ive had for a while now, that last bit u mentioned of how I view myself, and my place in society. I feel like Im totally out of sync with this time Im in lol. I think I hav Bipolar cus last time I saw the doctor he said I had depression, and showing mild symptoms of it.
@RaikenXion mental health disorders can be really difficult to treat, so ask your doctor for an assessment by a mental health professional. The doctors thought I had Bipolar Disorder..but in reality, the second I changed my thinking and surrounded myself with positivity, it all changed. We are like magnets, and we attract either negativity or positivity. I have learned that the Law of Attraction most definitely worls. It takes some time, but it really did save me.
@bstonrlpb YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BASTARD!!!??? She's being emotionally bruised and abused by her dad. They walk around feeling that they're worthless! It's exactly as being physically abused. And ur saying that she's being dramatic? Screw off asshole!
OK, I know exactly what's going on there. Believe it or not, your dad is the main source of your misery. GET AWAY FROM HIM as soon as possible. If we live with or even talk to a depressed or a depressing person, it is inevitable that we also become depressed. Have you heard about a toxic parent? The word says it all. Save yourself and know this: IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT that you feel this way.
Hey guys check out my channel for a link to my blog about my depression this is the only thing keeping me going so.... if you guys would take a look... itd mean alot
How are you nowadays? Ever heard of a website called Depressiontribe? I have found to be better than bloody facebook and myspace, where people just make you feel 1000's of times worse, and they are very compassnate and helpful people at depressiontribe. About to Message you.. just seeing this video and hearing what you said in this video, I can tell you have many things to be thankful for, despite the storm. Alles Wird Gut (everying will be fine) :)
girl, your a sweet person, BUT your being preoccupied. there are people all around you who love you and dont want to see this. if you cant stop thinking about this, then its time to talk to a family doctor 1st.it may be as simple as a embalance. they can test you. also a simple medication that is NOT a stimulate nor make you sleepy, will help get those thought out of you. hospitals too have FREE counsilers to talk with. they will show you all things to help, in private!
@leparditas mental health sufferers suffer A LOT. You can't compare it to other illnesses because it's a very different kind of pain and suffering.I'm sorry to hear that you are suffering from this. Hope you are continuing to do well.
When you don't know what to do and your mind is getting dark and the fire that was burning has been reduced to a smoke and a spark. Everytime things get hard and you are worried right down to the bone, you carry on, with what you know, you know you are not alone, hold on.
i watched your 3 vids and this is my 3rd response lol x... last word beware the WEED!!! i know its an instant chill out feeling but in the longer term it will rob you of your ambition and drive and cost you.... look elsewhere for that good feeling..!!! PLEASE... look to nature, music, art, drama, film, plays, animals, travel, career, study, knowledge (its power!!) anything... just NOT drugs..... Good luck, so many people rooting for you!!!
keep searching for what makes you happy and feel positive xx be active, get involved in stuff, poerty, take an art class, join a girls softball team ??? what ever you like... up to you?? this is your life and you have so much to give to the world and fun to have. Your very pretty and sweet and a great communicator... you should have no problems making new freinds and making your way in life... i think your cool... you ARE cool, please see it and HAVE FUN honey!!! xx
Hey x I really hope and pray you are well and feeling in a good place. You look, sound and come over as a really cool and nice person doing her very best to deal with your emotions. Good for you for having the guts to do the vids and to show your face. very brave of you!! the net and the world is full of fantastic caring people and also idiots.... no way of filtering out the idiots on Youtube... So just ignore or laugh at the neg comments.
in my opinion "forget boys for now" concentrate on U
Remember you are loved. I care for you. I wish I could have been your father, and held you close to my heart. To protect and support you. Keep in mind that depression comes in cycles. When you are in one it seems eternal. After some time you will realize they only last 10 or 20 minutes. Being aware of this can help you greatly. Try putting on your favorite positive music. God bless you , your beautiful.
Theres no reason to be suicidal for any of you, if its a life situation then your just sad. I live with depression and suicidal thoughts without cause. I could have the world and it wouldnt change how i feel.. I live an easy life, yet death is constantly on my minds agenda. maybe if you guys attempt to make others lifes better maybe it would help you. I do a little for me, but i show animals and people whats its like to be cared about and appreciated. its what makes me happy!
All people "go" to the same place when they DIE, the GRAVE, ("Sheol", "Hades"). Everyone is still there. Go to any cemetery and you'll see that all the GRAVES are still SEALED, except for ONE, the Lord's grave. JESUS CHRIST will APPEAR to OPEN the graves of HOPE filled BELIEVERS, at RESURRECTION. There is no such thing as "life after DEATH"; there is only "life after RESURRECTION". Even the Lord could not enter heaven,after he died, without a RESURRECTED body. (1Corinthians 15:12-26,51-54)
Hang in there. I've been where you are and it does get better. Be strong and do things that make you happy. If you want to go to college and be a school teacher, focus on that and make that a goal. Suicide is never the answer! You are a beautiful young woman that has a lot of life to live. Be strong don't let the devil take your mind, your joy, and your soul. Hang in there and seek any kind of help you need, whether its physical or mental.
Hang in there. I've been where you are and it does get better. Be strong and do things that make you happy. If you want to go to college and be a school teacher, focus on that and make that a goal. Suicide is never the answer! You are a beautiful young woman that has a lot of life to live. Be strong don't let the devil take your mind, your joy, and your soul. Hang in there and seek any kind of help you need, whether its physical or mental.
even if your thoughts are WHAT IF believe me they are real, i nearly killed myself a couple years ago and still think about it now and then, everyone in my family are really successfull and doing much better than me and i feel like im the black sheep of the family so im like fuck it you can suck my dick dad and mum cause everytime they bring something up that i don't agree with i threaten them with suicide and it works!!
@MrWhitepridenz Its a shame theres people like you that still exist, unfortunately for you, the white race will soon parrish, of which is no concern cause its obvious that no ones different. If you feel so strongly about this maybe you should move to europe, cause here in america we like diversity. By the way im white, and if you were curious, your just an american terrorist! so if you hate bin laden, you shouldnt cause the rest of us americans dont consider you to be one! Your alone!
Why would you think something like that.? I am sure whatever problem you have it will get better. God wouldnt put more on you then you can bare. Just pray about it and everythin will turn out ok....
All I want to tell you is YOU ARE NOT ALONE who has got these kind of feelings in life.
I can bet with you everyone who searched / reached this video (the count is showing 11800 right now) would have gotten the thoughts about suicide somewhere deep down in their heart sometime in their life.
So it's a perfectly normal situation to be in ... just do what you like in your day-to-day life and you will be rocking for sure.
I have had major suicidal thoughts in the past weeks even to the point where I started to think of you know what.... But sometimes people wonder you know if its really worth it cause..... I don't know if it is or not but hopefully one day I'll find out
If you didn't do it can i have sex with you? And if you did it or still going to do it can you tell me where you live so i can have sex with your body?
Hi youzerunknown , You look better with out the mask :-) . Nice to put a face to the voice . Seems to me you dad isnt helping with his negative down putting attituide . My exerience of this and it has took many years of it is usually they are jealious of you .....as in maybe you dad see's that you have a chance of doing better than him . It might be it might not but i learnt along time ago to not listen to people who put you down all the time . You do what you thinks right , you life your
Wow, seriously, to all the men/boys on this video saying sexual things towards her, I am indeed a male too but you guys are a bunch of insensitive fucking 11 year old pigs.... Grow up. There is a time and a place for being horny and honestly if you need to say that on this, you have very sad love lives and past relationship experiences. All I have to say.
watched the first 30 seconds utterly insulting. you have not even walked in the house of depression opened the other door walked down the stairs into the basement felt aroundin the dark until the found the crawlspace door knob, curled in an lostintegrity or found the secret vip room.
I think the reason why your dad wants you to go to college is so you can have more career options, but if you want to be a elementary school teacher then, just do your best at reaching that goal & become a elementary school teacher. :)
It is estimated that 17 million Americans suffer from depression. It affects rich and poor, young and old, black and white. 2/3 are never treated. Untreated depression is the leading cause of suicide. Suicide is the third leading cause of dead among young people. Depression is treatable. Rescue is possible.
It is estimated that 17 million Americans suffer from depression. It affects rich and poor, young and old, black and white. 2/3 are never treated. Untreated depression is the leading cause of suicide. Suicide is the third leading cause of dead among young people. Depression is treatable. Rescue is possible.
my names david i take 5000000000 pills every day giodon and trazadone and lithium and im suicidal but i take buproprion and i have a bload disorder and im a coumadon patient im scared my meds are making me die im a diabetic i take metformin to i have high blood pressure to im 44 i want to go to amsterdam before i die
well dont do that because that is sad even though i dont know you ......you seem nice so dont do that. try being in a close container for your rest of your life and see how it feels....what if your brother died how would you feel?
Don't kill yourself. I've tried to kill myself and half way through i stop myself. Just don't kill yourself. Just think about everyone who cares about you and think about how bad they would feel if you killed yourself. Don't do it!
You know I have a lot of reason to commit suicide than you but my inner-self always tells me that there is a solution there is a solution. That's why I'm still enduring this nightmare.
@daelsterdam i wish that someone would delete your comment.. you dont know anyones situation..so what makes you think this girl wants attention.. maybe since the people that think about suicide its because they dont have someone to listen or give a fuck so they come on here looking for something and then get a comment like yours.. are there not other videos you can throw shit at?
not going to write alot except Kill Your Self! thats what the little boy wants... i would haunt you to if you are truey that ugly. ps. i would not do you...i would not touch you... i would not smell you... however i will **** on you.
It has been almost a year since I tried to kill myself and all I did was hurt my family very very badly but I did get help I needed to get those thoughts turned into healthy actions take the pills and tell the voice to shut up you are in control you are the person you choose to be and everyone else doesnt like tell them where to go!!!
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If you want some attention why dont you put some makeup on, get yourself a tramp stamp and a slutty outfit. Oh, it's not just a plea for attention? Well then, when you cut your wrists make sure you cut long ways; from your wrist to the crook of your elbo. You should bleed out nicely if you do it right.
As a Hindu we are taught that dying won't solve anything, we need to face our problems head-on. We die, we just come back & face these problems again! Heaven & Hell are not "upthere" but right here on Earth, & we, not God, either make this a heaven or a hell. God needs our help in making it a heaven. Just think of the millions born in poverty unable to get an education, some working 16 hours a day! U are far better off when compared to them. Help them.
do not kill ur self god is in ur arms and if u comment suicide god will drop u and u will go to the devil and get beatin and be beernd if u go to heaven u will get any thing u want thats why god is awsome
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and if you kill ur self it is a unforgivn seen in god eyes. suicide is a sprit in ur family and friend. that why you here it in ur head. the devil is tring to kill you. and he will succeed if you dont change your focus
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i cant belieave what i am hearing and reading. your so young and have your whole life ahead ahead. life is going to have worse trials than what school orwhat your father will say to you. there are giong to not give a shit about your felling in the real world and what will you do then. you will for shore will be dead by 25 if you dont get yiur felling in cheak and pray
That's what keeps me here. I have a daughter and a son. My husband hates me but I am already dyeing of a disease. Sounds like you are strong in yourself and I say screw other ppl and what they think! Maybe your schooling will be your salvation. You have to make your future, not your dad!
i can relate with you. my mom abused me. my ex gfs brother asked me when and if i was ever gonna commit suicide i said i was suicidal, and he started laughing. my half sister died of suicide and she died on my birthday. since then ive been wishing i was dead my math teacher caught me writing suicide notes in class. and told my mother. but for some reason somthing is stopping me. try to find that somthing that could stop you.
I`ve been the same way all month long .Just got to look on the bright side you have a challenge on your hands have to prove people wrong. People have been telling me the same thing over and over "you cant do this and you cant do that " I say screw them and prove them wrong try your hardest to prove them and to you that you can do anything you want
Hi sweetie, so last year, when I was 13, I tried to commit suicide and it is my deepest regret. You don't know what you're going to miss out on. Please message me, I want to help you. Remember: You are SO worth it.
Oh and anyone that says "Christ is the answer." fuck you. Your all faggots. Look at all the shit that's happening. Girls on YouTube contemplating suicide, African CHILDREN dying. Your all stupid fucks. Think for yourself and don't listen to other stupid fucks claiming to know an invisible floating man in the sky.
Monster drinker...your a fag. And the girl on this video, if you kill yourself not only would you be unhappy with yourself but NO ONE else will either. Your selfish if you do stupid shit like that. You say no one cares about you, that's bull shit. Everyone at least has 1 person. And you have no idea what that person would be put through if you did that. Just chill. And punch your dad in the fucking head and tell him I told you to call in a cunt.
if u want help turn ur life over to jesus chrsit he will take the pain away, he will always be there for u and always love u! just ask him into ur heart adn he can take all the ain and suffering away and fill u with peace and joy that nobody can understand! i am praying for u, iahve been were ur at and its scary :/
Hey, i know how you feel, my dad is the same and i want to be a teacher. i've been put down since i was born, for no reason besides my mother is a whore and they all tell me i'm going to be just like her. i was on pills, i was actully forced shots in my back. i still think about killing myself, i'm just so tired of ppl constintly saying, "Hey i'll be there" and then puff. The pills only hurt me worse and now i'm really hurting because they never fully go away, i hate that you have to take them.
believe if someone have to sucide that will be me : i have 200thousend dollars loans,i'v been kiked out from my job cause im sick !!! and i can't marry the only man i love cause we have diffrent religion and we are living an a country which we can never get married so.... thx your god sweety
I'm sorry about everything that you've been going through. Sometimes you just gotta keep positive try hard and ignore all of the negative crap. Once your trying and making an effort your good. You can make a difference. It's good that your talking to us and venting, it's better to talk then to hold it in and make it bottle up inside.
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i hate people like you there are people this second with no food to feed their babys freezing and you talking about suicide your just a unappreciative bitch you know what you should do since you hate your life so much help others! look at some videos how people live in burma,africa,the poor in china then you would feel stupid no meds for stupidity grow the fuck up no matter what your going through some1 is going through way worse you miserable brat
@rsxtypes420 i don't know why your being rude to her... pain is pain no mater what circumstance, people like you add to this hate infested world. inconsiderate asshole.
yea very inconsiderate ill donate money to her not the poor people in hati shes the 1 with the real problems the people in hati are lucky i mean nobody in the world is going through so much shit like her poor girl got roof over her head going to school shes not feformed at all shes even somewat pretty poor girl why help people in africa n shit lets just worry about this mental case "notice the sarcasim"
i feel insecure and i feel like a failure all the time i feel like killing myself
jambrandon531 2 hours ago
Yes plz dont try and end it. U may think things r bad now, but trust me there is light at the end of the tunnel. Ive fucked my life up bad, I mean really bad. And I'll admit Ive thought about it sumtimes myself. Dont listen to ur parents, one day u will b ur own person and wot they say will truly not matter. U just need to hang in there I know its easy saying that, but u dont even realize wot YOU can do in this world. Every1 was put here for a reason, and you r pretty, u seem like a nice person
RaikenXion 1 month ago
I hear you
grantsisneros 1 month ago
dont commit suicide!!! you are to beutiful
ZipeFingerboarder 3 months ago
online taco's give's me the butteflies what this about, anyway's i enjoy taco's and roll's.
jewelsbudd 5 months ago
i knew two ppl who killed themselves a few years ago.. went to school together
MegaPagez 5 months ago
im with you. you will make it, you have hearts out there much like yours... if you want a beautiful life believe that these horrible unimaginably depressing moments might be necessary steps to get there. Unfortunately people dont post videos blog or write articles about how their suicidality and depression made them the content beautiful lives they have, but those people are out there...I am one of them please believe.
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There is hope for you. This world is a dark place but there is light. His name is Jesus Christ. At the cross He defeated the powers of darkness on your behalf. You don't have to spend one more day in depression. Run into the arms of Jesus. He waits for you. Repent of your sin and ask Him to be your Lord and Savior. You've got nothing to lose except your depression and your place in hell. Go to wwwsonlifetvcom
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lovecantkeepquiet 5 months ago
@lovecantkeepquiet I really hate it when people like you use the fear of hell to manipulate others. Preach the love of God and Jesus Christ, NOT about hell and damnation. I am very close to God and my saviour Jesus Christ, but never in a million years do I ever fear being sent to hell.That is the last thing God would want for anyone. Hell is a state of mind. You need to let go of all that fear you were taught to feel and search within yourself for the truth.
blessedmommy73 1 month ago
I hate my dad
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thelloydonly 6 months ago
God values your life you are so precious to Him that He sent His son to die and give you life John 3:16 He has big plans for you just wait and see!
thelloydonly 6 months ago
You're very pretty don't hurt yourself.
JayTheJaymez 6 months ago
im going to set this start right now i tried to commit suicide on 4-20-2011 over different reason jump into a moving car at a high speed only thing broke was my leg which was weird because it was head on thought i would die but didnt stress and food are the biggest killers of people i dont any one to feel the pain i felt i have metal in my leg and very much pain no one should do that shit WE ALL HAVE A PURPOSE ON EARTH dont let stress,envy, or watever put you in the position i was in
318ray 6 months ago
@318ray I'm glad you made it. You have a wonderful outlook now.
blessedmommy73 1 month ago
@blessedmommy73 yea i advice anyone how thinking about committing suicide that its not worth it all you are doing is looking for a easy way to escape from your problems because your not strong enough to face them..... best way to solve a problem is by facing the problem i learn that the hard way
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charlesthepoet2004 6 months ago
i used to be very unhappy with everything i know life throws problems at u that may seem overwhelming but theres always hope. i found the strength to keep on wen i found my music. i related to it so much and i knew that i wasnt alone theres lots of ppl like me out there. i found the strength within myself. this world is cold its hard its agony but u gotta keep on moving forward make it better. there is alwys hope trust me. dont give up.
HitTheLights1981 7 months ago
@HitTheLights1981 I have been having alot of thoughts about death and suicide. The reasons why I have suicidal thoughts its because I feel like I will never accomplish anything in life. I didn't do too good in college and I can't handle challenges. Everything seems too hard for me to accomplish. Another reason why I want to die, is because I can't find a girlfriend and people say that I am ugly! I want to die.
MohammedAtta67 6 months ago
@MohammedAtta67 u know wat it dont matter wat ppl say. everybody gots there own opinion about sumthin but it dont make it true it dont make it right either. im tellin u there is always sumone interested in u. it might b the person u least expect. i went thru all my high school years feelin like that just cuz i was lonely n didt have a gf. but after high school i got a confidence boost wen girls started tellin me they had crushes on me. and it was all girls i didnt expect
HitTheLights1981 6 months ago
@MohammedAtta67 girls that i thought were too pretty for me or too smart or too popular. for real its a confidence thing. dont just wake up in the morning and say today is gonna suck go out there and give it ur best be friendly be as out goin as u can girls like a dude that can make em laugh n smile. remember a good good personality is way better than looks. cus in a couple of years looks will go away. as for college ive never been dude
HitTheLights1981 6 months ago
@HitTheLights1981 Thank you so much man. I just don't want to spend the rest of my life being miserable becase I never had the chance to do the things that I always wanted to do. That is not the way to live. I think that if people want to accomplish certain things in life, they have a right to do so if they put their mind into it. It is not fair going through life knowing that you have worked so hard for something and you didn't earn anything.
MohammedAtta67 6 months ago
@MohammedAtta67 dont worry man things will turn around. Lifehas this weird way of throwin u curveballs but in the end it works out. like wen i was a senior i had a gf that i cared for so much n as soon as we got outta high school we went our seperate ways it hurt but in the end i knew if was for the best. cuz she joind the military n would of been gone for a long time. n long distance relationships really dont work. keep ur head up thing will work out dont worry
HitTheLights1981 6 months ago
@HitTheLights1981 And another thing that causes me to think of suicide is my mom!! We are starting to get into alot of arguments with each other because she yells at me too much and I don't like. I have so much respect and love for my mother and yet she still finds something to argue about and plus there are too many of my family members who are dying. I have too many deaths in my family right now.
MohammedAtta67 6 months ago
@MohammedAtta67 but i know wat its like to to have challenges im a father n husband n that is some of the hardest stuff u will ever do. supporting for a family is challenging especially in this day and age. dont give up man u will find ur way. every one does. let me know how u doin
HitTheLights1981 6 months ago
@MohammedAtta67 have you ever heard about the Law of Attraction? Iit literally saved my life. I used to have severe depression, hated myself, thought I couldn't accomplish anything, and all that did was attract more negativity. As soon as I decided to let it all go, believe in myself, love myself, absolutely amazing things began to happen. God and Jesus have helped me tremendously with this. Look into it, and spirituality, it's worth it for sure. Love and Light.
blessedmommy73 1 month ago
@HitTheLights1981 maybe she is stressed. sumtime when ur stressed even if u dont mean it u say sumthin mesed up to the ppl u love. trust me i know im stressed alot and i would always argue with my wife. until i had to change jobs cuz the stress got the better of me. and how ur sayin u have alot of deaths right now. she could be feelin that now. dont take it personal. if u feel an argument comin on just chill out and walk away and let her chill out. she will come around.
HitTheLights1981 6 months ago
wow you're so beautiful, love them lips and eyes
TmobileServiceStinks 8 months ago
whats your dads addy i'll go and put my foot up his ass!!!
lVlaSsApPeAL 8 months ago
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pigsfood27 9 months ago
Hi! I left a long message on your other video before i actually saw this one. Please let me know how you are..I can help you both as a mental health nurse, AND a past sufferer of mental health issues. I spent a VERY large part of my life being suicidal..but now, I'm feeling so much better. I realize that this video is old..but please message me to let me know that you are alright. Let people help you, you deserve it and it's worth it.
blessedmommy73 9 months ago
You broke your promise. Where are you? I hope you are just away at college.
MarvinandLisa 9 months ago
will really help you, even if it just helps you emotionally and doesn't completely cure your epilepsy.
starsoverthere 9 months ago
If these medicines are having negative side effects on you, then they are NOT GOOD for you and your body. I would really suggest going to a homeopathic doctor. The medications there are so much more healthy. Also, please try a diet of no wheat or dairy. This may really help your epilepsy. It may sound crazy but many people with disorders, even such as autism, have had their diagnosis completely removed after going on this diet. It makes a big difference. Be sure to eat healthy food always, it
starsoverthere 9 months ago
follow Jesus,seriously. ive been through that situation of being depressed but loving Jesus the one person who died for our sins is like filling the missing piece to your heart. If u think im not telling the truth see the differences between someone who believes in jesus to a person that doesnt know.Ypoull see thaat having jesus will make u better and feel like your not alone and u have someone to trust on. thats all i got to say.
God bless
megasmartypants95 9 months ago
@megasmartypants95 she's right. My life has improved so much since I made the decision to extend my life and my heart to God and Jesus. Ignore the God-haters..they're everywhere. The very reason why I'm now a believer and a follower of God is because I have been given so much proof. The more you open yourself up to God, the more He will show you the right path to take, and suicide is NOT it. Thanks for the wonderful comment Smarty!
blessedmommy73 9 months ago
your beautiful!
15nicole16 9 months ago
GOD forbids suicide.....please google quran on suicide...god is your friend,ur protector...all praise due to allah....peace and blessing to all..
mr3401 10 months ago
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lostdreams910 10 months ago
attention seeker!
pazzainit 10 months ago
@pazzainit Please..don't do that to her. She is doing this in a moment of desperation and she needs help. Please do not critisize unless you have been in someone else's shoes. I'm a nurse, but I have also suffered terribly with mental health issues when I was a teenager, and I know how deeply it hurts sometimes. Mental health illnesses can hurt SO MUCH, and it can severely alter how we view ourselves as a person and our place in society. She needs support, NOT attacks.
blessedmommy73 9 months ago 7
@blessedmommy73 I agree with ur point here completely. This is the problem Ive had for a while now, that last bit u mentioned of how I view myself, and my place in society. I feel like Im totally out of sync with this time Im in lol. I think I hav Bipolar cus last time I saw the doctor he said I had depression, and showing mild symptoms of it.
RaikenXion 1 month ago
@RaikenXion mental health disorders can be really difficult to treat, so ask your doctor for an assessment by a mental health professional. The doctors thought I had Bipolar Disorder..but in reality, the second I changed my thinking and surrounded myself with positivity, it all changed. We are like magnets, and we attract either negativity or positivity. I have learned that the Law of Attraction most definitely worls. It takes some time, but it really did save me.
blessedmommy73 1 month ago
@RaikenXion Thanx for the Input, Im really happy for you if you hav managed to get your life sorted, I only hope I can do the same.
RaikenXion 1 month ago
please hold on to that pride
kingsalasi 11 months ago
@bstonrlpb YOU KNOW WHAT YOU BASTARD!!!??? She's being emotionally bruised and abused by her dad. They walk around feeling that they're worthless! It's exactly as being physically abused. And ur saying that she's being dramatic? Screw off asshole!
sillycat45 11 months ago
Hang in there.
PartyRepublican 11 months ago
OK, I know exactly what's going on there. Believe it or not, your dad is the main source of your misery. GET AWAY FROM HIM as soon as possible. If we live with or even talk to a depressed or a depressing person, it is inevitable that we also become depressed. Have you heard about a toxic parent? The word says it all. Save yourself and know this: IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT that you feel this way.
1a1a2s3d4f5g 11 months ago
I WANT A GIRLFRIEND
ukgreaterlondon 1 year ago
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Hey guys check out my channel for a link to my blog about my depression this is the only thing keeping me going so.... if you guys would take a look... itd mean alot
ALoserMylifeIs 1 year ago
How are you nowadays? Ever heard of a website called Depressiontribe? I have found to be better than bloody facebook and myspace, where people just make you feel 1000's of times worse, and they are very compassnate and helpful people at depressiontribe. About to Message you.. just seeing this video and hearing what you said in this video, I can tell you have many things to be thankful for, despite the storm. Alles Wird Gut (everying will be fine) :)
lutdabs 1 year ago
ur too sexy to kill ur self please dont by the way r u single? =]
war69100 1 year ago
girl, your a sweet person, BUT your being preoccupied. there are people all around you who love you and dont want to see this. if you cant stop thinking about this, then its time to talk to a family doctor 1st.it may be as simple as a embalance. they can test you. also a simple medication that is NOT a stimulate nor make you sleepy, will help get those thought out of you. hospitals too have FREE counsilers to talk with. they will show you all things to help, in private!
life is good if you want
beyondalohas 1 year ago
You are beautiful. Your life means everything. All the good in your life was made while you were living. Treasure the good things.
Somethingproductable 1 year ago
i have cancer and feeling better than you.isnt it ironic?
leparditas 1 year ago
@leparditas mental health sufferers suffer A LOT. You can't compare it to other illnesses because it's a very different kind of pain and suffering.I'm sorry to hear that you are suffering from this. Hope you are continuing to do well.
blessedmommy73 9 months ago
If u dont like the situation you r in call sone one and get tourself out
xXxbellaxlunaxXx 1 year ago
at least you are pretty
highwayhokie 1 year ago
When you don't know what to do and your mind is getting dark and the fire that was burning has been reduced to a smoke and a spark. Everytime things get hard and you are worried right down to the bone, you carry on, with what you know, you know you are not alone, hold on.
- Solomon Burke
philateliceun 1 year ago
Think of someone or something u really care about nd u will fight for it
ricitrussarah 1 year ago
i watched your 3 vids and this is my 3rd response lol x... last word beware the WEED!!! i know its an instant chill out feeling but in the longer term it will rob you of your ambition and drive and cost you.... look elsewhere for that good feeling..!!! PLEASE... look to nature, music, art, drama, film, plays, animals, travel, career, study, knowledge (its power!!) anything... just NOT drugs..... Good luck, so many people rooting for you!!!
GrahameH67 1 year ago
keep searching for what makes you happy and feel positive xx be active, get involved in stuff, poerty, take an art class, join a girls softball team ??? what ever you like... up to you?? this is your life and you have so much to give to the world and fun to have. Your very pretty and sweet and a great communicator... you should have no problems making new freinds and making your way in life... i think your cool... you ARE cool, please see it and HAVE FUN honey!!! xx
GrahameH67 1 year ago
Hey x I really hope and pray you are well and feeling in a good place. You look, sound and come over as a really cool and nice person doing her very best to deal with your emotions. Good for you for having the guts to do the vids and to show your face. very brave of you!! the net and the world is full of fantastic caring people and also idiots.... no way of filtering out the idiots on Youtube... So just ignore or laugh at the neg comments.
in my opinion "forget boys for now" concentrate on U
GrahameH67 1 year ago
Remember you are loved. I care for you. I wish I could have been your father, and held you close to my heart. To protect and support you. Keep in mind that depression comes in cycles. When you are in one it seems eternal. After some time you will realize they only last 10 or 20 minutes. Being aware of this can help you greatly. Try putting on your favorite positive music. God bless you , your beautiful.
tribalfriend1 1 year ago
its called onision, he can fix anything :D
MrWeirdoguy 1 year ago 4
Theres no reason to be suicidal for any of you, if its a life situation then your just sad. I live with depression and suicidal thoughts without cause. I could have the world and it wouldnt change how i feel.. I live an easy life, yet death is constantly on my minds agenda. maybe if you guys attempt to make others lifes better maybe it would help you. I do a little for me, but i show animals and people whats its like to be cared about and appreciated. its what makes me happy!
KCWhoa 1 year ago
I feel just like you right now .....
Bluewo1f 1 year ago
@YouzerUnknown Read a Bible :)
JordanRossMackenzie 1 year ago
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All people "go" to the same place when they DIE, the GRAVE, ("Sheol", "Hades"). Everyone is still there. Go to any cemetery and you'll see that all the GRAVES are still SEALED, except for ONE, the Lord's grave. JESUS CHRIST will APPEAR to OPEN the graves of HOPE filled BELIEVERS, at RESURRECTION. There is no such thing as "life after DEATH"; there is only "life after RESURRECTION". Even the Lord could not enter heaven,after he died, without a RESURRECTED body. (1Corinthians 15:12-26,51-54)
JONAH222NCSGAZ 1 year ago
Hang in there. I've been where you are and it does get better. Be strong and do things that make you happy. If you want to go to college and be a school teacher, focus on that and make that a goal. Suicide is never the answer! You are a beautiful young woman that has a lot of life to live. Be strong don't let the devil take your mind, your joy, and your soul. Hang in there and seek any kind of help you need, whether its physical or mental.
SoBreezyful 1 year ago
Hang in there. I've been where you are and it does get better. Be strong and do things that make you happy. If you want to go to college and be a school teacher, focus on that and make that a goal. Suicide is never the answer! You are a beautiful young woman that has a lot of life to live. Be strong don't let the devil take your mind, your joy, and your soul. Hang in there and seek any kind of help you need, whether its physical or mental.
SoBreezyful 1 year ago
even if your thoughts are WHAT IF believe me they are real, i nearly killed myself a couple years ago and still think about it now and then, everyone in my family are really successfull and doing much better than me and i feel like im the black sheep of the family so im like fuck it you can suck my dick dad and mum cause everytime they bring something up that i don't agree with i threaten them with suicide and it works!!
vyceapparel 1 year ago
@vyceapparel i can relate to your comment, i do the same thing,
whitepridenz 1 year ago
@whitepridenz you should just do it , and do the world a favor , you would be cleaning the gene pool as well
MrWhitepridenz 1 year ago
@MrWhitepridenz Its a shame theres people like you that still exist, unfortunately for you, the white race will soon parrish, of which is no concern cause its obvious that no ones different. If you feel so strongly about this maybe you should move to europe, cause here in america we like diversity. By the way im white, and if you were curious, your just an american terrorist! so if you hate bin laden, you shouldnt cause the rest of us americans dont consider you to be one! Your alone!
KCWhoa 1 year ago
Nike/Just Do It!
DeathFilmProductions 1 year ago
Why would you think something like that.? I am sure whatever problem you have it will get better. God wouldnt put more on you then you can bare. Just pray about it and everythin will turn out ok....
mickeymouse6207 1 year ago
All I want to tell you is YOU ARE NOT ALONE who has got these kind of feelings in life.
I can bet with you everyone who searched / reached this video (the count is showing 11800 right now) would have gotten the thoughts about suicide somewhere deep down in their heart sometime in their life.
So it's a perfectly normal situation to be in ... just do what you like in your day-to-day life and you will be rocking for sure.
rajeevrp 1 year ago
Com on your to beautiful for this and you have a whole future ahead of this. Plus you seem prety smart.
pocketbikeextreme 1 year ago
I have had major suicidal thoughts in the past weeks even to the point where I started to think of you know what.... But sometimes people wonder you know if its really worth it cause..... I don't know if it is or not but hopefully one day I'll find out
Whatwasion 1 year ago
Dud wow what up with the sex adictin lol necrowfeleack
XAir4ForceX 1 year ago
If you didn't do it can i have sex with you? And if you did it or still going to do it can you tell me where you live so i can have sex with your body?
madgod1000 1 year ago
Hi youzerunknown , You look better with out the mask :-) . Nice to put a face to the voice . Seems to me you dad isnt helping with his negative down putting attituide . My exerience of this and it has took many years of it is usually they are jealious of you .....as in maybe you dad see's that you have a chance of doing better than him . It might be it might not but i learnt along time ago to not listen to people who put you down all the time . You do what you thinks right , you life your
zeberdee1972 1 year ago
Did you kill yourself yet?
DemonicSymphonic 1 year ago
Wow, seriously, to all the men/boys on this video saying sexual things towards her, I am indeed a male too but you guys are a bunch of insensitive fucking 11 year old pigs.... Grow up. There is a time and a place for being horny and honestly if you need to say that on this, you have very sad love lives and past relationship experiences. All I have to say.
D1zzey 1 year ago
watched the first 30 seconds utterly insulting. you have not even walked in the house of depression opened the other door walked down the stairs into the basement felt aroundin the dark until the found the crawlspace door knob, curled in an lostintegrity or found the secret vip room.
fuck you cute bitch.
fuck the world -peaches
niggatime1 1 year ago
I think the reason why your dad wants you to go to college is so you can have more career options, but if you want to be a elementary school teacher then, just do your best at reaching that goal & become a elementary school teacher. :)
wswolf12 1 year ago
A few weeks ago, I wanted to kill myself, but Jesus helped me and gave me hope and joy to continue.
Jesus loves you :)
Farennah 1 year ago
@Farennah lol
dwdan 1 year ago
@Farennah If Jesus loves me he wouldn't make me suffer like he did on the cross
CosmicDestroyer99 1 year ago
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Farennah 1 year ago
Hi,
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There is still hope. :)
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jesquesan 1 year ago
hi sweety, hope your feeling better and soldiering on dark times do pass, i should know.
riddemful 1 year ago
What is the best thing you want in life, goals? anything? how are you now?
LaBellaa1984 1 year ago
u say LIKE alot.....
gotthkid2 1 year ago
@gotthkid2 Who doesn't in this day and age?
cheshirekat101 1 year ago
@cheshirekat101 true......true...........
gotthkid2 1 year ago
imd david help me
myshitistasty 1 year ago
my names david i take 5000000000 pills every day giodon and trazadone and lithium and im suicidal but i take buproprion and i have a bload disorder and im a coumadon patient im scared my meds are making me die im a diabetic i take metformin to i have high blood pressure to im 44 i want to go to amsterdam before i die
my days are numberd feel lucky
myshitistasty 1 year ago
@myshitistasty how can we help?
LaBellaa1984 1 year ago
i just think thre is no meaning of life because i hav a shity on and i dont think its going to change
MrSweetn3ss 1 year ago
Let's fuck baby! :D
WickkedDeadlySinner 1 year ago
well dont do that because that is sad even though i dont know you ......you seem nice so dont do that. try being in a close container for your rest of your life and see how it feels....what if your brother died how would you feel?
9monkeyboy1 1 year ago
if you ever need someone to just contact me
porcadaestrella1tq 1 year ago
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For people who really want to die:
A razor up your forearms will only make you feel cold and tired.
Do it in a bathtub with warm water, because it will keep your blood flowing
No pain, just a bit sick after 15-20 mins and then you will sleep forever.
ranged8ball 1 year ago
look i have some of the same problems here check this out im bi and i cant tell any one so thats kinda hard chill out and be kool it all works out
michaelkent318 1 year ago
@michaelkent318 i'm in this part of the world. and nobody cares.
they called egomaniac and paranoid and stuff. I just hate it man.
Phytonspit37 1 year ago
Don't kill yourself. I've tried to kill myself and half way through i stop myself. Just don't kill yourself. Just think about everyone who cares about you and think about how bad they would feel if you killed yourself. Don't do it!
popegerardx 1 year ago
You know I have a lot of reason to commit suicide than you but my inner-self always tells me that there is a solution there is a solution. That's why I'm still enduring this nightmare.
ToshiieOdaTokugawa 1 year ago
You-are-hot
turn gay and give me your number
bcount1 1 year ago
Dont do it. live one day at a time.
trex457 1 year ago
i see u need some attention just like my little sister. Hope your getting it on youtube!
daelsterdam 1 year ago
@daelsterdam i wish that someone would delete your comment.. you dont know anyones situation..so what makes you think this girl wants attention.. maybe since the people that think about suicide its because they dont have someone to listen or give a fuck so they come on here looking for something and then get a comment like yours.. are there not other videos you can throw shit at?
porcadaestrella1tq 1 year ago
do it!
BigHashTouraj 1 year ago
can't really believe what people have been commenting, you'll get through girl don't you worry. i know it's hard though.
adsmay10 1 year ago
ooo did i touch a button? little H03 cant take a true insult? if your throat wasn't so clogged with cock i would clean it out with my ????
RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 1 year ago
@RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 you total idiot !!!
primeraprim 1 year ago
@RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 your day will come !! just watch !!! remember this comment !!! hhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa
primeraprim 1 year ago
@RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 thats fuckin great props
jessewhite666 1 year ago 4
@jessewhite666 thank you
RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 1 year ago
not going to write alot except Kill Your Self! thats what the little boy wants... i would haunt you to if you are truey that ugly. ps. i would not do you...i would not touch you... i would not smell you... however i will **** on you.
RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 1 year ago
@RIOTxPRODUCTIONs2010 you have not life riot x go fuck ur mother i hope she dies of aids you fucking loser
Navibu5 1 year ago
why don't try getting laid your definately hot enough
hanamid 1 year ago
Nigga you ugly
scesar39 1 year ago
It has been almost a year since I tried to kill myself and all I did was hurt my family very very badly but I did get help I needed to get those thoughts turned into healthy actions take the pills and tell the voice to shut up you are in control you are the person you choose to be and everyone else doesnt like tell them where to go!!!
mezzabrat 1 year ago
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If you want some attention why dont you put some makeup on, get yourself a tramp stamp and a slutty outfit. Oh, it's not just a plea for attention? Well then, when you cut your wrists make sure you cut long ways; from your wrist to the crook of your elbo. You should bleed out nicely if you do it right.
505ftw 1 year ago
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RUTH4LBR00T4L 1 year ago
Im depressed for 2006 and im only 17 years old :(
wrestlingfan57 1 year ago
since*
wrestlingfan57 1 year ago
As a Hindu we are taught that dying won't solve anything, we need to face our problems head-on. We die, we just come back & face these problems again! Heaven & Hell are not "upthere" but right here on Earth, & we, not God, either make this a heaven or a hell. God needs our help in making it a heaven. Just think of the millions born in poverty unable to get an education, some working 16 hours a day! U are far better off when compared to them. Help them.
ramaraksha01 1 year ago
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just pull the dam triger..theres is 80mil people who gives a fuck.. another bitch wanting atention...wa wa wa
lalos06raptor 1 year ago
do not kill ur self god is in ur arms and if u comment suicide god will drop u and u will go to the devil and get beatin and be beernd if u go to heaven u will get any thing u want thats why god is awsome
beersonger 1 year ago
youve got a reason to live
crazygangstawiddagun 2 years ago
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and if you kill ur self it is a unforgivn seen in god eyes. suicide is a sprit in ur family and friend. that why you here it in ur head. the devil is tring to kill you. and he will succeed if you dont change your focus
traceyb633 2 years ago
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i cant belieave what i am hearing and reading. your so young and have your whole life ahead ahead. life is going to have worse trials than what school orwhat your father will say to you. there are giong to not give a shit about your felling in the real world and what will you do then. you will for shore will be dead by 25 if you dont get yiur felling in cheak and pray
traceyb633 2 years ago
That's what keeps me here. I have a daughter and a son. My husband hates me but I am already dyeing of a disease. Sounds like you are strong in yourself and I say screw other ppl and what they think! Maybe your schooling will be your salvation. You have to make your future, not your dad!
frannyj33 2 years ago
i can relate with you. my mom abused me. my ex gfs brother asked me when and if i was ever gonna commit suicide i said i was suicidal, and he started laughing. my half sister died of suicide and she died on my birthday. since then ive been wishing i was dead my math teacher caught me writing suicide notes in class. and told my mother. but for some reason somthing is stopping me. try to find that somthing that could stop you.
seanwproductions 2 years ago
Im here for you girl!
thedirt1212 2 years ago
I`ve been the same way all month long .Just got to look on the bright side you have a challenge on your hands have to prove people wrong. People have been telling me the same thing over and over "you cant do this and you cant do that " I say screw them and prove them wrong try your hardest to prove them and to you that you can do anything you want
mgarc79 2 years ago
thanks for showing your face to us...you are absolutely beautiful!
shellystonespoop 2 years ago 29
Hi sweetie, so last year, when I was 13, I tried to commit suicide and it is my deepest regret. You don't know what you're going to miss out on. Please message me, I want to help you. Remember: You are SO worth it.
Tons of love,
Erika
pinkandmematch 2 years ago
Oh and anyone that says "Christ is the answer." fuck you. Your all faggots. Look at all the shit that's happening. Girls on YouTube contemplating suicide, African CHILDREN dying. Your all stupid fucks. Think for yourself and don't listen to other stupid fucks claiming to know an invisible floating man in the sky.
AdministratorBubbles 2 years ago
Monster drinker...your a fag. And the girl on this video, if you kill yourself not only would you be unhappy with yourself but NO ONE else will either. Your selfish if you do stupid shit like that. You say no one cares about you, that's bull shit. Everyone at least has 1 person. And you have no idea what that person would be put through if you did that. Just chill. And punch your dad in the fucking head and tell him I told you to call in a cunt.
AdministratorBubbles 2 years ago
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if u want help turn ur life over to jesus chrsit he will take the pain away, he will always be there for u and always love u! just ask him into ur heart adn he can take all the ain and suffering away and fill u with peace and joy that nobody can understand! i am praying for u, iahve been were ur at and its scary :/
MonsterDrinker4000 2 years ago
omg i had no idea it was the same person, so sorry.
Neewah1192 2 years ago
Hey, i know how you feel, my dad is the same and i want to be a teacher. i've been put down since i was born, for no reason besides my mother is a whore and they all tell me i'm going to be just like her. i was on pills, i was actully forced shots in my back. i still think about killing myself, i'm just so tired of ppl constintly saying, "Hey i'll be there" and then puff. The pills only hurt me worse and now i'm really hurting because they never fully go away, i hate that you have to take them.
Neewah1192 2 years ago
It never goes away.
TheClarity93 2 years ago
believe if someone have to sucide that will be me : i have 200thousend dollars loans,i'v been kiked out from my job cause im sick !!! and i can't marry the only man i love cause we have diffrent religion and we are living an a country which we can never get married so.... thx your god sweety
nesrine83 2 years ago
I know how u feel but u cant do it because that is the end period besides you are to fine to kill yourself
KaosChrist 2 years ago
I'm sorry about everything that you've been going through. Sometimes you just gotta keep positive try hard and ignore all of the negative crap. Once your trying and making an effort your good. You can make a difference. It's good that your talking to us and venting, it's better to talk then to hold it in and make it bottle up inside.
PestimisticAngel 2 years ago
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kill your self already and stop making youtube vedios lol your friands mom died lol
emiliomexico 2 years ago
dude, wtf? really...
dusterfiend73 2 years ago
@emiliomexico You're not a nice person
Typsydust 2 years ago
@Typsydust i know
emiliomexico 2 years ago
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have you tried marijuana?
ImTheSolace1 2 years ago 7
@ImTheSolace1 lol
emiliomexico 2 years ago
I think your beautifull. I can relate to how you feal. God helps me stay strong. If you want someone to talk to just email me.
JamesJRobinson 2 years ago 3
Hey do you need prayer?
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PrayWithPK 2 years ago
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i hate people like you there are people this second with no food to feed their babys freezing and you talking about suicide your just a unappreciative bitch you know what you should do since you hate your life so much help others! look at some videos how people live in burma,africa,the poor in china then you would feel stupid no meds for stupidity grow the fuck up no matter what your going through some1 is going through way worse you miserable brat
rsxtypes420 2 years ago
@rsxtypes420 i don't know why your being rude to her... pain is pain no mater what circumstance, people like you add to this hate infested world. inconsiderate asshole.
sweetobsession 2 years ago
yea very inconsiderate ill donate money to her not the poor people in hati shes the 1 with the real problems the people in hati are lucky i mean nobody in the world is going through so much shit like her poor girl got roof over her head going to school shes not feformed at all shes even somewat pretty poor girl why help people in africa n shit lets just worry about this mental case "notice the sarcasim"
rsxtypes420 2 years ago
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word up, no ones really suicidal if there posting their life story on youtube, melodramatic is all.
d4z3dnc0nfuz3d 2 years ago
doesn't even know where to start...sometimes it's just easier to say nothing at all...
mayorgriffiths 2 years ago
no ur to beautiful 2 g0 soundz sweet pretty face luvly lipz go0d heart dis w0rld needz u =]
GoofyBK 2 years ago 2