this video with that piano music made me cry... i am bipolar too and i remembered the depresed feelings i had...i understand this situation totaly, i dont know what to say... life is so unfair sometimes...i had to quit university when the symptoms started... in 2 years i had 2 mania depression episodes... i was at that moment in the 2nd year in university and everthing was going perfect until time lost its meaning and maniac-depression episodes came in to my life, i count 7 episodes until now
You know I swear I feel like what you say in this video. And I don't feel like I even have the right to share my problems with people. I feel I am not good enough for anything. At times the mind gets me to a point I feel awful with my self as If I don't have the right to live, I don't feel good enough for the world neither for God. I am figthing with my self constantly, my mind is hell. I never been diagnose cos I never felt I had the right to ask for help...And I ask why God made me like
You know I swear I ask my self what you say in this video. And I don't feel like I even have the right to share my problems with people. I feel I am not good enough for anything. At times the mind gets me to a point I feel awful with my self as If I don't have the right to live, I don't feel good enough for the world neither for God. I am figthing with my self constantly. I never been diagnose cos I never felt I had the right to ask to care for my self...And I ask why God made me like this
@frontsavannasean Bipolar is not just hating your life and asking why did god makes me this way.. don't self diagnose you or look up too much of it if you ''think'' you have it because you'll obsess over it and make yourself believe you have it..
goto your DR but bipolar hasn't got to do with JUST hating life. there is so many illness's out there... you don't know what you are, nobody can tell you over the net.. you have to goto your doc.
I think the same thing most of the time, but that's mainly school:
I get mocked, picked on and it's now become bullying.
Just remember that there are people who'll always be there for you, no matter what. (for me, it's my parents and my sister)
Even if they're not in your life now, someday (not near, not far, someday) those people who'd give up everything to take care of you will come into your life.
I hope that helped xD
So for now, keep your head up and smile. It's not over yet ^^
This made me cry.. I really really hope your wishes comes true, you're such a friendly & talented person. You only deserve the best & if you need someone to talk to, only to talk to, I'll be here.
I really hope your wish comes true!!!
Stay healthy and may God be with you!!!
THESWAGMONSTERS129 1 month ago
There is a cure for bi-polar but the cure is spiritually withheld from us until death. Cruel.
darthspeaks 4 months ago
Who made the brain? Why does it torture our spirits so?
darthspeaks 4 months ago
this video with that piano music made me cry... i am bipolar too and i remembered the depresed feelings i had...i understand this situation totaly, i dont know what to say... life is so unfair sometimes...i had to quit university when the symptoms started... in 2 years i had 2 mania depression episodes... i was at that moment in the 2nd year in university and everthing was going perfect until time lost its meaning and maniac-depression episodes came in to my life, i count 7 episodes until now
argento1541 7 months ago
You know I swear I feel like what you say in this video. And I don't feel like I even have the right to share my problems with people. I feel I am not good enough for anything. At times the mind gets me to a point I feel awful with my self as If I don't have the right to live, I don't feel good enough for the world neither for God. I am figthing with my self constantly, my mind is hell. I never been diagnose cos I never felt I had the right to ask for help...And I ask why God made me like
aylinumber1 9 months ago
You know I swear I ask my self what you say in this video. And I don't feel like I even have the right to share my problems with people. I feel I am not good enough for anything. At times the mind gets me to a point I feel awful with my self as If I don't have the right to live, I don't feel good enough for the world neither for God. I am figthing with my self constantly. I never been diagnose cos I never felt I had the right to ask to care for my self...And I ask why God made me like this
aylinumber1 9 months ago
i think i have bi polar disorder cause everything you said ive said before about hating my life why did God make me this way
frontsavannasean 1 year ago
@frontsavannasean Bipolar is not just hating your life and asking why did god makes me this way.. don't self diagnose you or look up too much of it if you ''think'' you have it because you'll obsess over it and make yourself believe you have it..
goto your DR but bipolar hasn't got to do with JUST hating life. there is so many illness's out there... you don't know what you are, nobody can tell you over the net.. you have to goto your doc.
aiimzzzz 1 year ago
dont feeel sadd,
just believe
no one can make u feel inferior without your permission
chanelii94 2 years ago
I think the same thing most of the time, but that's mainly school:
I get mocked, picked on and it's now become bullying.
Just remember that there are people who'll always be there for you, no matter what. (for me, it's my parents and my sister)
Even if they're not in your life now, someday (not near, not far, someday) those people who'd give up everything to take care of you will come into your life.
I hope that helped xD
So for now, keep your head up and smile. It's not over yet ^^
fuzziecat16 2 years ago
I am sorry!
I hope you feel better.
green is right!
You are amazing :D
RainGunner 2 years ago
This made me cry.. I really really hope your wishes comes true, you're such a friendly & talented person. You only deserve the best & if you need someone to talk to, only to talk to, I'll be here.
green331 2 years ago