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  • Rip

  • i know what it feels like, i lost my grandpa in may, my heart goes out to u

  • this video made me tear up:'( i am so sorry for your loss. he is in a better place with god now and just know youll see him again someday

  • I'm sooo sorry:(

  • My grandfather died before i was born.so sad

  • I am so sorry :'( . My grandparents are dead too. :'(

  • Im sorry for ur lost keep ur head up cause he's smiling down on u knowing he did his job and thats all he wanted for u to be just the way u are

  • Omg im crying right im so sorry for ur lost u give so much info on sex and life that im sure he is looking down and smiling at u knowing and feeling proud of u so u make sure u keep doing what u are doing love a good friend

  • I'm sorry for your loss sweetie he would be so proud of you.

  • I'm sorry for your loss, he well always be with you

  • What is the name of that song?

  • Sorry. <3

    I can relate. My grandfather has alzheimers and is getting worse.

    It still makes me sad even though I believe this

    -Every day you get closer to death you are getting closer to eternal paradise

  • I'm so sorry. That was beautiful(: he'd appreciate it

  • sorry about your grandpa this video is very good and he would of been really proud if he were here to see it

  • wow it really hit me in the right spot when u feel your tears are just right there and you cant hold it anymore and it drop one by one none stoping till your soul say everything is fine now !!!! so sorry for your loss!!!!

  • Rest in peace

  • love the name Meme.

  • Very sorry for your loss, condolences.

  • :o :( Rest In Peace to those people :D they were loving people , i am terribly sorry for your lost, and btw i love your videos, they have helped strengthen my relationship with a wonderful person,

    Sincearly

    Salvatore A.K.A Styranitar1314

  • rip mate bless ya

  • Madee me cry and i dont even know you..

  • Very very sad im so so sorry whats the name of the song

  • bapa knew the truth . god bless you k, you will be with him again, in the fullness when all time is filled up,till then, rest in peace bapa.

  • I LOVE the song...

  • Sorry dear kicesie but that's the walk of life we need them here but what if they are needed more in that other world...I call it sleep some times!...kicesie I at times think that what we see as life is actually a dream and visevarsa!!!...hope am ok!!..:))

  • Kicesie dear sorry for the loss but there is another view am so scared at time to

  • Somehow your loss and your decision to share it with the entire world helped me. The song says "i wasn't ready for this moment" but i just wondering whether there's a moment to be ready or not. My issue is that i don't wanna be...never!

    Your Bapa's faith saved him... it's saving me now. Ernesto. Italy

  • I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • I know how you feel my grandmother died on chrismas day so yer life can be a real bugger at times but don't ask if it can get worse because can and if you keep thinking about it.it will get worse I know.my aunt on the day my nan died got sent to the hospital and got put on antidepressants for 3 years And this is the most happy person I know.so what I'm saying is when life is being a bugger you fight back

  • i lost my grandfather in 2007, and this made me sad but in a really good way, it made me stop and think about him for a min. Thank you. 

  • Holy shit I am a Marine 13 years in been around death all my life it seems friends family this made me cry made me think why the good people have to my deepest to you and you family

  • Death is hard to go thru but you just have to be thankful for the people you have met in this life, and maybe the people you might meet in your next life or wherever you end up when you die. :_)

  • I'm sorry for your loss, but I believe death is not our enemy, but simply another step in life, a continuation of existence beyond what we can see and behold.

    I wish you well.

  • @Jeujubes We'll just have to agree to disagree on that one then.

  • @kicesie Agreed :)

  • I'm very sorry about your Grandfather.

    Those pictures of you as a kid are cute.

  • @highpriestrsw2 Thank you! :-)

  • @Kicesie sorry for your loss =( I don't really know how to sympathize because I haven't lost anyone since I was too little to understand it...

  • Death to Death

  • My Grandpa died too...I really feel with you :´(

  • ugh. my grandpa died just about four weeks ago, and it's STILL hard to believe it... I'm sorry bout' that very painful fact, and hope ya feel way better sometime soon :)

  • It's hard losing someone u love I lost my grandpa ur vids have educated me so well I hope u become a therepis or counciler u would help every one

  • I know how you feel I couldn't stand it at first I lost my aunt (I was as close to her as I am with my mother) from lung cancer then a few weeks ago lost my other aunt (also really close to her) from brain cancer. R.I.P

  • Anyone's life has painfull moments, yet we may not forget the happiness and good memories we had in it.

    Hard and cold the world seems on days like these, unable to get over it...

    Never forget a smiling face, the smiling face, any smiling face of the on you lost.

    Saying goodbye can be hard, the loss can change the world like that, but good times will follow.

    Treasure everybody and anything you love and you will see that life is wonderfull.

    Sorry for your loss

  • I'm very sorry to hear of your loss kicesie. My grandfather died suddenly earlier this year and it was a terrible shock for the whole family. In the months since then I've come to believe that the sadness that follows the loss of a loved one is something you can gradually learn to live with, rather than (as some say) get over. I hope you feel better soon. Best wishes.

  • You're so cool beautiful and nice

  • sorry to hear that about ur bapa my whole grandparents died in a car crash on the way to my auntys bday so yeh very sad day for me

  • I'm so sorry I lost a good friend and my sisters fiancé on last wed it rough btw u r very pretty good for you and I hope u find happyness

  • who sings the song,very heartfelt.

  • Hey im sorry abour ur los that video was touching and i wish my grandma dosent die soon shes like 60-75 yrs old n she looks like she only has a couple more years :(:(:(:(:(. I wish thr ws no surtch thing as death:(.

  • Is Death really an enemy?

  • @IPITYTHEFOOLZ I believe so.

  • My grandpa was awesome. He would take us hiking, carve toys, and many other things. I remember taking train rides and building a wooden go kart with him.

    To bad that was all do far back into my childhood I can hardly remember what he was like. Only that he was a good man. I hope the time I spent with him was enough for him to rub off on me.

  • I am so very sorry for your loss Kicesie. *Hugs*

  • God luck to you with your hard times I know what its like loosing a grandpa I lost mine about 10 years back

  • Sry u seem like ur a very good person who deserves more respect

  • I'm sorry to hear about your Bapa. I lost my grandfather 10 years ago and several other relatives and friends. Especially friends, but this isnt about me. I was wondering what was that song playing? It was really nice.

  • @UltimateDragon709 If you click on the video at ANY time it'll take you to the artist's page! :-)

  • Sorry about your paps.  best wishes.

  • just sayin.. not judging but u have bibe quotes on a sex ed channel?...

  • @IXxEatDaPooPooXxI I know, isn't that horrible considering the devil made sex and God hates it so much? *couldn't PUT enough sarcasm into that*

  • @kicesie ~ You are obviously an idiot who has never even read the bible. If you actually pick it up, and read the entire thing without skipping around, you will learn that sex is not a sin. In fact it teaches that sex should be done in love between a man, and a woman, who are married. When the two come together they shall be joined as one flesh. In the long run that makes more sense than sleeping with some loser who gives you AIDS, gets you pregnant, then leaves you all alone to deal with it .

  • @RedHotFanGrl I was being SARCASTIC. I've read the Bible cover to cover over a dozen times. I could debate theology with the best of them! I might not share your same interpretations of the Bible but don't assume, from a remark I SAID was sarcastic, that I don't know the whole Bible.

  • @RedHotFanGrl At any rate this isn't a theological debate and I won't allow it to become one (which is easy considering I control comments).

  • It's very hard to Lose someone I know but try to stay strong and remember the happy memories you had with them that's what I did and sorry for your loss :(

  • soooooo sorry for your loss

  • Just finished and all I can say is that I'm deeeeeeeeeeply sorry and I will pray for him tonight

  • I know I am kinda late . But I am truly sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to your family. Even If I don't "know" you .. I will pray for your family tonight!

  • rip

  • I just lost my grandfather recently to death as well im very sory for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.

  • I'm sorry to hear that you are in my prayers.

  • im sorry for your loss dear

  • I'm sorry :'(

  • @000lostlover000 I'm very sorry to hear that!! *hugs?*

  • Anyone and everyone who comments inappropriately on this video will burn in hell

    Sorry for your loss

  • Awe Kicesie you are a good person and I'm sorry for your loss

  • @kicesie i know how you feel. i'm also going through several deaths in my family, and it's been pretty rough. it kinda helps to know that someone else is going through a similar situation, so thanks for sharing that :). i'm very very sorry for your loss

  • I feel you loss. Great video.

  • it's just part of life, which is why you shouldn't be sad. I'm glad you're celebrating his life instead of grieving. (: )

  • Rip kicesie's grand-pa. :'( but now dont think about his dead, think about that he's in a heaven, a good place and he still loves u even up there -3 :)

  • I'm sorry :(

  • Kicesie you have the talent of transforming words and images into something truly beautiful and amazing!

    God bless you

  • @johnnybrazil01 Thanks so much for that! You're a good internet friend to have!! :-) I really appreciate you!

    This video often seems nowhere near enough to capture exactly how special he was... especially to me. But sometimes it's impossible to totally capture that, whether it be with words, images, music, or anything. So this was just my best attempt.

    And I know he would have cried with happiness that I loved/love him so much.

  • I'm bawling..

  • By the time I was nine all of my grandmas were dead

  • so sad i lost my grandpa when i was 11 =,(

  • So sorry!!! I know how it feels. I lost my dad when I was 14.

  • sorry for your lose kicesie and may he RIP my prays will be with you and your Family

  • I feel really sorry for you, kicesie :( I hope your friends and family are helping you out of this sadness ! I think that you're a good person and I think that your grandparents were great persons, too. I hope they're together in heaven now ..

    Sorry if I wrote anything wrong, I'm german.

  • My condolances to you and your family :(

  • Am I the only one who finds the Bible verse at the beginning hypocritical? You're a Christian, yet you have sex?

  • @XNormalProductions News Flash: I'm married.

    Another news flash: People commit 'sins' every day from lying to breaking the Sabbath, to coveting... doesn't mean they aren't still having an active and maturing relationship with Jesus.

    Christians aren't perfect. The idea is to come to Christ in absolute humility, and trust that our genuine relationship with him will make us better every day.

    I put in these Bible versus because they were his favorites.

    Your comment made you a real ass.

  • @kicesie it did make him an ass... i pray for you kicesie and your words are very true :)

  • @kicesie I know this is hard to go through on earth but if both of you are saved by the grace of Jesus Christ (I'm sure you are!) then just think of spending eternity with him!!

  • @XNormalProductions Honestly where do you people come from? You take a loving thing and TRY to twist it into something bad. All you do is make your self sound stupid.

    @kicesie I am sorry to hear about your loss. Thanks for sharing with us. I found the bible verses to be inspirational. I know you don't need help defending yourself but sometimes these people drive me nuts! Just had to put my 2 cents in... :)

  • @XNormalProductions wait what the hell are you talking about? Christian families are often very large with 4+ children, so obviously the parents have sex regularly. Only Catholic priests (as far as i know) aren't allowed to have sex. How would you think the human race would go on if about 30% of the world (Christians) wouldn't have sex at all?

  • @XNormalProductions You're an ass.

    Ontopic: This video made me sad, sorry for your loss i recently lossed my grandma who raised me so i slightly know your pain, i hope he went out peacefully.

  • @XNormalProductions Yes, you are the only one asshole. I am christian. I sin. I'm human. It happens all the time.

    @kicesie I am really sorry. I wish there was someway I could comfort you other than comments on youtube. What you can do is truley a gift and its amazing.

  • @XNormalProductions probably you are the only one....wtf...Christian ppl dont have sex?wtf.........

  • wow beautiful song/video RIP 

  • Honestly one of the most beautiful songs/videos ever. RIP

  • @kevinbmooney Gotta love Meghan for loaning me the use of her absolutely beautiful song!!! (her channel can be accessed by clicking the video at any point while watching it!) I showed this at the memorial service and so many people came up to be afterwards really impressed (none of them know what I do for work)... it doesn't take anything to just put together pictures... I think it's the amazing song that makes the video what it is (for other people, for me it's, of course, my Bapa!).

  • ....cried for a whole night straight i just felt so empty me and her were very close we had the same interest and she really understood me. i am sad that the last time i talked to her was not the way i expected it to be.....she also had a strong faith in jesus ....my greatest fear is that ill forget how she looked and what made me love her so much,i mean am only 14 i still have a life ahead of me so just forgetting her is very painfull

  • I lost my grandmother to bladder cancer last month.all the chemo she had was just to strong for her and she died in her sleep.its sad because i havent seen her in over a year because i live across the country from her.the last time i talked to her was i think 2 week before her death on the phone am 14 so when i talked to her i really wasnt that sad..because i thought she would pull through.the last thing i said to her was how was she and that i loved her when i found out she dies i.......

  • This upload made me think of own pawpaw. Thank you for sharing memories.

  • I wish that ill never lose any one of my family .. if i will .. i wish that i can die before that, not to face the pain :'(

  • I'm only 13, and all my grandparents are alive. On my moms side I don't treat them well.. They do so much for me and I never spend time with them. I feel really bad about it.. Any ideas how to do something big for them to makeup? If you can answer k, tha'd be great. And also subscribe?? Only if you want love ya

    -a

  • @alinaxflyy

    i don't know if you are creative or not but if you are creative in any way whatsoever use that to make something for your grandparents, i'm a poet myself and i would make a poem for instance, just do what you're good at and don't worry about making it perfect, they'll know how much it meant for you to make whatever you make for them.

  • This was so touching. i could not watch the whole thing. i miss my Papa so much. He's been gone for almost 10 years now. But it doesn't really feel like all that long.

    Big hugs to you. i know it's hard. i've been there.

  • R.I.P.

    FROM CROATIA

  • I'm sorry about your grandfather. I feel bad... I haven't thought about my grandma for awhile. She passed away a year or two ago... And I still have voicemails from her saved on my phone. She was so sweet, gentle and adorable. I knew she was getting sicker and sicker all the time... Falling, going to the hospital, getting surgery... It made me so upset that everyone denied me the opportunity to see her... I'm only fifteen so there was nothing for me to do.

  • this made me cry.it made me think of my grandmaw who passed of cancer last year.. im sorry for your loss:(

  • reminds me of the day my grandpa died :(

  • This video made me cry over my great grandma and my grandpa. So many memories of him.

  • May your grandfather rest in peace! I'm really sorry for your loss.

  • RIP

  • @kicesie I'm sorry...but please don't lose faith in people.

  • im sorry for your loss

  • I don't know you or watch your vids because I have not tubed in forever. I was checking out your socks which led to checking out your vids then seeing this memorial. I lost my grandparents years ago, so I know what and how you are feeling. It hurt worse than breaking it off with my first love. To this day, the pain lingers because I didn't know them as well I wanted to. I didn't spend quality time with them, that I regret. I hope you had a great relationship with yours. Sorry for your loss!!!

  • @conleyjb Sometimes having a really really close relationship makes it hurt all the worse. But at least I don't have regrets.

  • @kicesie

    I have been watching your videos since you first started uploading videos onto YouTube. I do not understand why you have given into the hate from people and stopped uploading videos. Such as the famous "BEST WEEK EVER!!!" video, it has more views then chris crocker. People will dislike it because they are jealous, that is an obvious. You toss it to the side and take advantage of it in a more positive way. I am looking forward to the day you start uploading more videos!

  • @DillonCallaway I haven't given into the hate at all. I stay active in responding to messages. That said, you don't know all I've gone through in the last year and half. It's been amazing I've made any videos, and yet I have. I'm not going anywhere. Right now I'm focusing hard on finishing school by December. After that a lot of opportunities will open up for me.

  • @kicesie

    That sounds great. Good luck, and I am looking forward to your next big thing. We all love you!

    brittani says hi <3

  • sorry for your loss

    RIP

  • I'm sorry I hope u fell better

  • I'm sorry

  • rest in peace mr. whitesell,

    prayers go out to you and your family

  • no mean comments here sorry for your loss

  • you should post videos more often -.- even if it is about randomness... to much of a time gap to subscribe personally

  • God bless.

  • @thejonlukwir Thank you so much for your wonderful message! I'm a Christian but not a very typical one. I believe in the Bible (and Jesus as our Savior) but believe most of it has been misinterpreted or wrongly applied.

    I have great respect for anyone's beliefs (as long as they don't encroach on my own).

  • sorry for your loss ,hope you heal soon...and...nice song .

  • I'm very sorry for your loss. My own Granddad died two years ago, two days before my Grandma's birthday. He had cancer - he didn't reconize me at all. I wish i'd dome something like this, you're so sweet.

  • oh to the 53 thumbs down shame on you for doing what you did!

  • sorry about your grandpa he's in a better place and that place is heaven!

  • I still miss my granda 7 years on :( everytime i think of him i get a pain in my heart :(

  • how can people honestly rate this bad :( have some respect

  • I'm so sorry for your loss.

    Sincerely,

    Michael Nagy

  • I'm so sorry for your loss and I mean that very much. I just lost my grandpa this month and it's all just been one big nightmare. Don't worry you will wake up soon enough :) god bless

  • I am so sorry for your loss.

  • this video made me cry after 4 month my grandfather died like 6 or 7 month ago he was like my father , i know how you feel u never belive they will go but in one blink they will gone

  • i cried thinking about when my dad will die i've always been his girl i love him!!!! i dont want mom or dad to die D,,,:

  • what did jokesonyousukka say???

  • @laxdukeham88123 That I had no class putting a video like this on youtube.... or something like that....

  • well, now im all depressed, >_<

  • I lost my dog a year ago, and I wasn't there either. I know how it feels but not really. I was on a church trip, I come back to find out he had a heart tumor. it hurts, so i can only have a small idea of what you are feeling.

  • This grabbed ahold of my heart-strings...Beautiful dedication...

  • i am lucky that i havent lost any of my parents and any in my family, or close friends yet.. love you mum, love you dad, love you littlebrother, love you bigbrother

  • Sorry bout your loss. I remember how hard it was for me to accept when my hero (my grandfather) passed away. I was in high school at the time (about 11 or 12 years ago). Anyways... We all go.

  • So sorry for your loss, I've lost three grandparents, stay strong and keep hold of your lovely memories, this video is a perfect tribute xx

  • i lost my grandma in November 5 2009. at the same time my family was told by every doctor that my pap was going to die shortly after her. he was also in the hospital at the same time. my pap went in monday and grandma tuesday night of the same week. my pap lived for 7 months after. all he wanted was to get back home and we did that for him. he was at home for 3 months. he died June 13 2010. then his twin brother went July 12 2010. i miss them all greatly. this year has sucked.

  • I'm sorry for your loss :( Stay beautiful, stay strong.

  • this even made me cry<3 stay strong<3

  • this song is very beautiful

    what is it called and who is it by

  • @SpiiralTwiist Click the video anytime while it's playing and it'll take you to her channel page. :-)

  • @kicesie î cant find the name of the song even by clicking the video ...pls just tell me :)

  • @chris2daredfield89 The title is: 'In Memory'.... just check out her music on iTunes and you'll be able to find it easily.

  • am truly sorry when my dads time comes i will be lost i couldn't even imagine how you feel right now

  • kicesie, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you remember for all your life. Because if the memory is alive, people never trully die.

  • Very moving, someone close encouraged me to go say goodbye to my gran recently even though it hurt and I felt frightened. I am so grateful to her for her advice that I did before she passed as I dont think I would've forgiven myself if I hadnt, even though she was in a coma I felt sure she heard me. Thank u for sharing.

  • Wow i was looking through some most viewed videos and i found your "Best ever" video and i went on your channel and saw this.... my family has been through a lot lately and its nice knowing im not the only one

    P.S anyone who posts a negative comment on a video like this clearly has no "class"

  • what a nice thing to do for the person you love.

  • Sorry for your loss.

  • I'm sorry for your loss, i allready lost all of my grandparents and my father and it's hard! so be strong and stay being ho you are. hugs

  • ;_;......sorry for your loss Kicesie. Every body has to die some day. Peace.

  • just by lookin at these pics he seemed to have a great life and loved havin u and ur family in it. and i like how you were able to tribute this video. my mom passed away 4-5 yrs ago... and if i had the knowledge of doin what u did, i would do the same... MAJOR props

  • sorry to hear about your grandfather Kicesie... my grandmother is currently in a coma, she had a stroke thursday, not looking good :(

  • sorry for you lost i bet your Bapa is proud of this video, hugs

  • Like a ship slipping over the horizon, you cannot see it but it is still there, so it is with those we love. We cannot see them but they are still with us............

  • cooll

  • DO your thing for ur pops, my dad died also, so i know how u feel!!!

  • I'm so sorry for your loss, Kicesie. It's beautiful and touching tribute. May God rest his soul in peace and comfort his family.