Anorexia & Bulimia: My Story

[POTENTiALLYCyNtHiA]

you go girl. i have a disease where i cant gain weight. and atleast you have a choice. actually i could gain weight, but its really hard. 10 lbs. of food equals 1/2 a pound of my weight. i weigh in at 52.5 pounds and i was gaining weight for a while but for a year now i have been that weight. and im 11. i have a lot of muscle for my weight. you rock. hope it gets better.

[maxLovesbatman]

Oh my goodness you are so beautiful, and don't let ANYONE tell you different!

[sammyBBes]

Whats the song?

[Bear10198]

You're so beautiful and gorgeous.. <3 

[caarly44]

pero no eras tan flaca o si? estabas normal segun mi opinion jeje

[SelenaGomezFan1718]

Stay Strong

[cannonballmishell]

y'r beautiful, girl.keep fighting is implied in everyday living for you to be better and stronger,to find the value in things.I know you'll make it eventually.you re already doing it.

[Elinus1132]

I May Not Know You Personally But As I Watched Video I Was Completely Amazed Simply Bc You Seemed To Care For A lot Of Ppl & You Didn't Have The Chance To Do Anything For Self....Its Your Turn To Allow Ppl To Thank You For Everything You've Done For Them & Their Way Of Thanking You Is Them Trying To Save Your Life! You A Are Very BeAuTiFuL, Brave, Strong, Very Intelligent Young Woman! I Do Not Know You But I'm Very Proud Of You! God Bless Your BeAuTiFuL Soul!

[sillykali456]

you got pretty thin!!

You're so beautiful xo and I'm glad you're doing better

much love <3

[irishfeislove]

i have a bit of a similar story. and to the idiot who said something about not looking bad at your lowest point... people look different at the same weights and lowest point could also mean the worst part of the ED, feeling the lowest at that time , etc. hope you continue to improve and fully recover one day.

[shaylovevictor]

NEVER TELL SOMEONE THEY "DONT EVEN LOOK BAD AT THEIR LOWEST POINT" YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE MAY BE GOING THROUGH. YOUR WORDS COULD BE HURTFUL ENOUGH TO SOMEONE ELSE YOU COULD BE THE TRIGGER TO THEM TAKING THEIR OWN LIFE!

[GunaMalaysia]

Love you...

[joselynpaul3308]

I'm 17 I'm only 93 pounds people ask me if imanorexic but imm not I want too qain weight but I can't idk why

[meggypoo99]

@joselynpaul3308 it's not that there's anything wrong, actually it's the opposite, it's jut the way your body is. It's the same with my dad an my sister

[bandgeekatheart1992]

@joselynpaul3308 maybe eating a lot of junk food and other food that are hgih in calories and fats may help

[ananmia101]

plz subscribe

[TheFallenAngelLuver]

whats this song called? very moving...

[metallicaholic43088]

o and btw 2:39 fat chick in the middle!

[metallicaholic43088]

ur pathetic fuckin woman

[Wonder88Girl]

@metallicaholic43088 And why's that?

[metallicaholic43088]

@Wonder88Girl why what?

[missmary8584]

@thisizmesayinghi I don't care what you think. I know what doctors said and what medical tests said.

[xdracoxmalfoyxloverx]

This made me cry. I'm really happy you have the strength to go on. Good job, babygirll.

[MyPeach2011]

if you feel hungry and you alredy eat. have you try feeding your soul.

think about it... jesus loves you. dont let the devil win your soul.

[evilboob666]

@MyPeach2011 rofl 

[NoEffinCandyInTheVan]

We have the same birthday

[Mitch7423]

This was amazing the fact they you were able to admit that somthing was wrong is outstanding. I have a kistory of depression and also self injurey, i never went into the eating disorder field.. But i have a close friend who is suffering from an eating dosorder and everytime i tend to get close she just pushs me away and i have to start all over. I know i can't make her change but i want to help her, any advice?

[hannahbahnana]

You are really pretty!

[lyssatwirler]

can you go into remuda ranch when you're age 18 or above??

[missmary8584]

@lyssatwirler Yes. They have a special adult program for patients over 18.

[Dawnarie0]

youre gorgeous. im glad youre better

[SilkeeSannee]

i hope you're okay (:

[yaza3aminnocent]

Dear Anorexics & Bulimics.. I would like your opinion!! I know from personal experience that the hardest step was admitting I have a problem.. I would be grateful if youd share your story of what it took to get you to that step.. Someone in your life perhaps, something that happened that helped you realise you had a problem. Thank you =)

[TheonlyNeurotica]

@yaza3aminnocent I was overweight when mine began, so I was actually happy..I was losing weight! I am older then most..35, but have had depression since I was 16. Stress was the start..no one really knows how bad stress can affect someone! I realized there was a problem, when I began to lose my balance at times and become a little forgetful. I was also weighing myself every time that I would go into the bathroom. What got me the most was when my 9 yr. old girl cried about how worried she was :(

[yaza3aminnocent]

@TheonlyNeurotica Thank you so much for sharing your story it really is heartbreaking. Im glad your recovering I know from experience its a long hard process but Its wonderful you realised it and that your daughter was brave enough to speak out =) I really appreciate you replying to me. I have been trying to accumilate experiences in order to find the most effective way to persuade a friend into realising her situation. If know of anyone elses experience please contact me Warm wishes

[xXxForgottinxXx]

thats really good im glad ur doing good for me i dont want to stop only one person here knows what im doing im 111 pounds and 5 foot 4inch i read that the lowest ur suposto weight at my hight is 114 so im not to bad but im still plaining on losing more weight i wanna be 100 pounds or even 95 pounds would be better but im really happy 4 u

[jamiejojo22]

oh my goodness you are one of the prettiest people ive ever seen, like honestly wow

hope your doing better now (L)

[coldwaterclassic10]

geez! your really gorgeous!!

[DCdefender77]

You can do it! Good job for making it this far. Praying for you.

[zwinkyecstasy]

Keep fighting girl!

[dublin0358]

You ARE Beautiful.  You're PERFECT just as you are. God Bless you. Don't give up. There are better days ahead.

[wutevrasif]

Wut song did u use?????

[anc8469]

I just wanted to say you're an inspiration!! I'm a 17 year old girl who has battles anorexia/bulimia for 4 years now. I'm hoping that I'm getting better right now, but I know I''ve done this before and at anytime I could relapse...any advice that might help me get better?

[elibeth121]

@anc8469 be strong and pray to God for strength so you do not relapse

[agbff4ever]

You are really beautiful!!! I admire your courage.

[EvaNorby]

You are beautiful as the song tells you. I cannot believe u thought that was of yourself!!

[lindaschiavo]

i amso happy you madit and you are better i have struggle to i am trying to stop

[EviLeoniE]

I'm glad you're fine know ! Keep fighting and maybe you won't have problems with food one day !

I've a girl in my class who has Anorexia and she looks much much much worse than you in the pictures. I'm so worried that she'll never be okay (she's fighting against the illness for 3 years now and it's still not better) :(

[delfi101010]

well, at least you know youre ill, and you are recovering :)

[MissContraryMary]

Much love and blessings to you and your family. Stay strong. ^_^

[tattoosara]

you are beautiful and i'm so glad you're doing so much better. you can do it, you're strong <3

[behabtwa]

we're the same age. and have similar stories. i believe... we'll never be completely healed. i mean... there will always be a little something in the back of our heads (which is attached to addiction). but we can learn how to deal with it.

what i recognized with bulimia... she adapts to the circumstances. but it still is very painful and humiliating.

i know how tiring it is to fight against it every single day. but hang in there. life and love is so worth it... :)

[metrostationfan78]

Amazing story.

Don't let anyone tell you EVER your not good enough,you are beautiful,no ,atter what anyone tells you.They are just trying to bring you down!

[RitaProductions94]

This video is amazing....made me cry so much. Keep strong girl :)

This song is so beautiful

[thedaojen]

Wishing you all the best, inspiring clip. x

[GhettoCow1]

I liked the video. I'm a life-long Bulimic since 18. I'm 34 now. My family and friends know what this girl's family went through. I've already lived past my life expectancy, with Bulimia and Pre diabetes.

[idloveadrink]

this is so inspirational for people like yourself, to come on here and open up so others may have an understanding of what you go through on a daily basis. Thank you for the post, i hope you are getting better, god bless..much love & many huggs & kisses you're a strong girl, and i KNOW you can beat this!!!

[notlikenoother]

i luv ur will to fight

[shymissy1]

whats the song?

[missmary8584]

@shymissy1 The song is by Bethany Dillon it is called "Beautiful", thank you for watching, hope you are well.

[EvaNorby]

@missmary8584 wonderful song. I am annorexic and this is totally realtes to me

[abchat1]

whats this song

[snarkiie]

@abchat1 Beautiful, by Bethany Dillon. It's a perfect song for the video.

[modelinthemaking6]

youre gorgeous! i cried when i saw this! this is what i partially went thru...but im doin better now. very inspiring!

[ajandlady]

very inspiring! it truly is a DAILY battle...

[Caseyhopes]

what song is this?

[behidethemask]

what song is this?

[totallyxjordannn]

@behidethemask beautiful by bethany dillon. :)

[Throwyourselfskinny]

Hee, could you please read the part: about me at my channel?

thanks sweet kisses, me.

which song is this?

[miarecoveryhelp]

your story really touched me. i feel like a read a similar life story to mine. Recovering from bulimia is ridiculously hard to do. I started out the same way with just a "diet." it seems like ppl with ED's are ALWAYS trying to help others but cant seem to help themselves. (i had (and still have) bulimia for 6 years now since the time i was 14.) I sincerely wish you all the best of luck with your ongoing treatment<3 xoxo

[shoponline831]

With anorexia, you can see the person wasting away right before your very eyes and you can see their pain But if you're weight is normal, people will assume you're perfectly healthy and you have to keep your bulimia to yourself. NO ONE knows that you binge and purge several times a week or perhaps per day. You struggle all by yourself

[emmcats]

@shoponline831 Very well put. I think eating disorders are a symptom of emotional distress. Physical signs can show up, but its mostly an internal struggle. Its hard when people dont know whats going on. What gets me is when people judge you without knowing the whole story. I know it feels like you have to keep it to yourself. But it's apart of your story, Your story is significant,so it is significant. Tell it, reach out, and then it doesn't have power over you. Thanks for sharing your stories!

[snarkiie]

@shoponline831 That's so true. I've been binging and purging for months and although it's very damaging emotionally and internally, there have been almost no physical changes. I never thought I had a true eating disorder because I didn't fit into the stereotypical rail thin look of most anorexics, and I was ashamed when people found out because I thought they would judge me and not believe I had a problem. But anyways, great vid! I felt like I was reading my own story.

[viannafin]

Great that you're doing better! :)

[AmandaCrook]

the song is beautiful by Bethany Dillon

[MeCassie95]

what´s the name of the song?

really beautiful video!

[peacenlove637]

OMG that part at 0:09 scared me and made me jump! lol take care xoxoxoxo you can beat this.

[012345678973176]

i loved your video i dont know you but i am here for you and i am going throught the same thing will i am going trought anerexia

[chickenllamagoat]

omgoshh please anyone thinking of starting an ana kind of diet.. please, i beg you PLEASE dont :'( it is hell and near impossible to get out of.. please dont...

[Lilmissfrenchyy]

I agree with you!

[TylertheGeek28]

ur really pretty, im glad your getting better & fighting it, stay strong, good luck : )

[012345678973176]

tthere is hope and help i am going trought anerexia and geing better

[bury1x]

You're so beautifull :) keep strong you've a long way to walk. I really enjoy this vid, I was almost crying hehe ;'(

it doesnt matter how do you look outside, the important things 're inside.

peace :)

what is the song name?

[extensa08]

the song is called "beautiful" byu bethany dillon

[LittleAnagirl]

You are really beautiful!

And you will get it.

One day you will see, that you gained the fight against your eating disorder.

it's a long and hard way, I know from myself, but I believe in you!

You will gain weight and you will get happier!

I promise.

And since then you have to fight. Sometimes it will be very hard but it's never for nothing!

Best wishes for your life,

Hannah

[tiashe1]

wow. this is great. i'm glad you decided to share that and i'm glad you're making improvements. take it one day at a time. you are so beautiful and you are stronger than your ED.

[ValLovesDenis]

I wish you could see how beautiful you are. Keep on fighting girl. Don't lose all your beautiful hair and smile and face and most important don,t lose yourself. You are beautiful and strong.

[tatulover2120]

u r sooooooooooooooooooo pretty!!

[xoxoiloveeNLTxoxo]

omg!!! you are so beautifulll!!!

i wantt to cry for you.

i have an eating disorder so i kinda know how you feel.

im glad youre getting better.

stay strong!!.. you are truly beautiful!!!.

i'll pray for you.(:

[Meg452raver]

i don't think the eating disorders ever completely go away.. it's just up to us to keep fighting it off... when we can...

[awimawak]

u r truly beautiful keep strong and dont give up

[caropalicio]

Keep fighting, you´re so brave and gorgeous

[alannajoy803]

I love you

[rainbowzebralalala99]

just wondering... ive fought this and what was ur highest weight at what age.. ijntk- i just need to know... ? plzzzz tell me !

[JoNasSistersX16]

Never Give Up.

Good Luck.

[runnergurl12]

you are beautiful.

do not give up. and you will beat this disorder!

[kuki1308]

Don't give up fighting hunni! You really are so beautiful! Always here for you xoxo

[misstwitchie]

I really admire your courage...

Take care love and as said before me... Keep fighting...

[gymbutt06]

You are so beautiful! Stay strong and keep fighting! Dont give up!