Mainly now since my sister, and cousins are now parents and you see everyone talking how the baby looks like dad, uncle etc, it really hurts because I know if I ever had a child it wouldn't look like anyone at all.
I suddenly feel like a stranger among my family. And as time goes on, and I start looking at pictures of me growing up I can see how much i stick out from everyone else. And start feeling alone.
I truly envy you managing to find your blood family.
I myself am adopted and hate it.
Mainly now since my sister, and cousins are now parents and you see everyone talking how the baby looks like dad, uncle etc, it really hurts because I know if I ever had a child it wouldn't look like anyone at all.
I suddenly feel like a stranger among my family. And as time goes on, and I start looking at pictures of me growing up I can see how much i stick out from everyone else. And start feeling alone.
I truly envy you managing to find your blood family.
CanOfSpam 3 years ago