BPD 13: Most Intense Traits of Borderline Personality (The Psychotic Side)

[Ziggy2000Stardust]

Charles??? Where are you getting all this information ??? Shouldn't you reference your research?? If you're commenting on BPD on your own, should you say that ??? You're being way to general with your remarks.

[composer63]

@Ziggy2000Stardust Its been along time since I did this.

[rdoearth]

@Ziggy2000Stardust I agree. I would like to know myself.

[jesskazen]

how can someone that is a whore think they are "too good"? I would think that they would look down on themselves but maybe that is just because I would. My ex bf was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, but I think he has this. He would cut himself and threaten suicide for attention when I would break up with him for cheating on me when I needed some time alone. My therapist thinks I have Asperger's and I really think I do, there seems to be some connection, like BPDs seek Aspies out?

[composer63]

@jesskazen yeah, he sounds BPD.

[jesskazen]

@composer63 I think he either has no conscience.. He is so fakely nice to people and miserable when he was around me. He crossdresses. He can't make up his mind about anyone and whether he hates them or loves them. I am not grinding on other dudes I just need to be alone sometimes but to him it was like the worst thing in the world. I think ALL of my exes have had this, but after a while they realize I don't and it goes badly but I cannot deviate from routine so I don't leave for a long time.

[jesskazen]

@composer63 I would be interested to know why these people single me out. I used to cut myself, but I do it out of rage, now I just punch myself or bite. Self injury is common in people with ASDs, but I have always tried to cut where no one can see. I never told people about suicide attempts because I really wanted to die, not being able to be "normal" is very painful and isolating. I guess on the surface these two illnesses are the same but they are very different at their core.

[composer63]

@jesskazen BPDs do have a conscience, it just get masked and stifled by impulsivity and emotional pain.

[jesskazen]

@composer63 I don't believe that it functions in the same way as mine does. I avoid doing harmful things to others because I have learned that it is wrong to do that. It seems that there is no thought given to the consequences. Idk how someone looks in the mirror and is even able to live doing some of the things that this person has done to me, but it seems like he is 100% fine. He also makes up lies that he believes so I guess that makes it easier to live with yourself.

[composer63]

@jesskazen Yess lying to make yourself look good is a way the BPD lies. they fear rejection. and they honestly have a lot of stuff they need to cover up. Like sad stories. usually they do.

[jesskazen]

@composer63 yeah but I know that lying is wrong, so what makes them just skirt around the whole lying is bad thing? Even if you delude yourself into somehow thinking that lying is acceptable most people know that people usually find out about lies, and then they are MORE angry with you and more likely to reject you. It seems self defeating to be such a pathological liar. I have done a lot of messed up stuff in my life but I will be the first person to tell anyone about any of it, I dont care

[grymmspixie19]

well yes...I have had days like that...but nobody ever sees me like that...and that was just in september....I force myself to shower and fix up every day....makes me feel less miserable.

[composer63]

@grymmspixie19 I was the worsed. Didnt have a clue how to look presentable.

[composer63]

@BPDstuff what about medication, did you get out on anything?

[composer63]

@BPDstuff we do. I see myself in other BPDs. Very often. Its kinda creepy if you think about it. Cuz you know there gonna do things in the exact same way you would.

[composer63]

@BPDstuff you know this will be the second year of me making these youtube videos. did you know that?

[composer63]

@BPDstuff the mask comes down eh? They say I'm mature, but I bet they're just saying that cuz their aint nothing else good to say about me. Urggg

[composer63]

@BPDstuff what mood states? give me an example?

[grymmspixie19]

i have bpd and very good hygine tyvm :)

[composer63]

@grymmspixie19 well, have you ever been just so stressed you couldnt get the volition to take care of yourelf. get up in the morning... etc

[spookykaat]

I'm a "low functioning BPD" most of times and I can get months without getting out, cause i'm too depressed with life and people, and dont wanna shower, get clean and dress up etc etc..

[composer63]

@spookykaat there, they are all saying BPDs have this perfect hygiene, and its not true. geez. Thank you for your comment.

[rosemary1981love]

Same with me I totally disregard your comment on the hygiene !!!! I am a very pretty girl and as a Borderline I am a little too obsessed with my looks sometimes. You should've thought this video through a little more before commenting

[composer63]

@rosemary1981love this trait is probably for the low functioning BPD. They har seeing what they see in the mirrior, they won't go in the bathroom. :(

[AdelaideProductions]

also, i'm a great worker- every supervisor i've had said i was one of the best. i'm not a loner- i have manyyy friends. don't make generalizations about all bpd people..

[composer63]

@AdelaideProductions Hey, I'm just basing this on research! (bad girl). I'm a great work too; always get things done. On the spot.

[AdelaideProductions]

what the hell dude... i'm extremely clean and never smell.

[DollyDimples87]

So that explains bdsm XD i am very clean i even make my bed =P hehehe

[composer63]

; )

[MetalkingDio]

you are right about the kinky sex. i am that way!!!! but im dont agree about unhygenic and i dont take medication. im a very clean person and my apartment is allways clean. i do have a perverted kinky apetite, but nothing to do with people under age or anything like that. i like grown ups and love to be kinky

[composer63]

@MetalkingDio LOL thanks.

[MetalkingDio]

@composer63 ... are you as kinky as me??

[composer63]

@MetalkingDio I don't know, whats considered kinky. "Violents?" "Pain?"

[MetalkingDio]

@composer63 ... wherent you the one that post a comment about a bpd girl dumping in her man's chest? i guess thats kinky. violents and pain could be too but thats not my style

[composer63]

@MetalkingDio Yep. I guess we're both kinky. I'm not so much though. I'm not particularly sexually active at the moment. I do a lot of kissing, but thats the kinkiest I get. fantasies I'm not so bad either. I dunno.

[composer63]

@TakeOffYourColoursxx borderlines, generally, are more willing to have kinky sex. A good example of this is jeffery dahmer. I know a BPD girl who would take dumps on her mans chest. I mean the most kinky stuff you can think off, they've done it.

[SallissSuicide]

I don't agree that borderlines are unhygenic, I'm borderline and very hygenic.

[composer63]

@SallissSuicide Well, you maybe because your efficiently medicated.

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 LOL !

[Chiiiiyo]

@SallissSuicide im very hygenic aswell, and i dont take meds :P im obsessed with being clean hehe