(1)i know this is 2 years late but when i was a teenager, i had a stalker bred out of codependence and my self destructive savior complex. he tried to rape me out in the middle of an abandoned pool close to midnight. i knew if i fought id make him angrier and being of 'the weaker species' i wouldnt stand a chance. i felt so bad about screaming as i didnt want to wake the neighborhood and again he might respond violently. i looked him in the eyes as if i forgave him for what he was about to do
@BleednEden (2) without saying anything and he showed me mercy and just stopped. he said i cant torture you anymore and even wiped my tears away. it haunted me for a good while after, night terrors, anxiety, closed off, isolated, severe suicidal depression, i only leave the house for groceries or with family present, living in fear of all men, its summertime and i wear hoodies or a jacket everywhere... this fear that dominates most of my life is ancient, from back then, but im here NOW! : )
Does change happen because we are constantly moving constantly moving. Emotion is just a part of movement. Choices create a world of emotion....Walk, run. Oneness we are all the same. Advice and movement of himself? I appreciate the basics. I appreciate the done and missheared perks. But to say we are all made of this oneness, is to claim that change doesnt happen. Think about it...
If we establish ourself in being, in love, the fear is there but it doesn't become bigger than the being. I had an experience where I felt I may get attacked. The person was not in a good state of mind. I felt fear but being was aware of the situation and it talked the man down and he left without further problem.
Everything is just a situation. Sometimes the winds of change require you to make a move and you do so. Remember only the Love that was given all else must be forgot.
What is real? What is real? I asked this question and the answer was this. Everything that is happening in this moment is real. Everything that has come to pass, or has yet to come, is unreal. Therefore the world is no longer flat, yet at one moment is was. Today the world is round. However, someday it may be discovered that it is hollow. Isn't reality remarkable? This is real.
(1)i know this is 2 years late but when i was a teenager, i had a stalker bred out of codependence and my self destructive savior complex. he tried to rape me out in the middle of an abandoned pool close to midnight. i knew if i fought id make him angrier and being of 'the weaker species' i wouldnt stand a chance. i felt so bad about screaming as i didnt want to wake the neighborhood and again he might respond violently. i looked him in the eyes as if i forgave him for what he was about to do
BleednEden 7 months ago
@BleednEden (2) without saying anything and he showed me mercy and just stopped. he said i cant torture you anymore and even wiped my tears away. it haunted me for a good while after, night terrors, anxiety, closed off, isolated, severe suicidal depression, i only leave the house for groceries or with family present, living in fear of all men, its summertime and i wear hoodies or a jacket everywhere... this fear that dominates most of my life is ancient, from back then, but im here NOW! : )
BleednEden 7 months ago
Mothafucker if someone is about to blast your bitchass that somethin fuckin fear for your ass
CalDoc 1 year ago
Does change happen because we are constantly moving constantly moving. Emotion is just a part of movement. Choices create a world of emotion....Walk, run. Oneness we are all the same. Advice and movement of himself? I appreciate the basics. I appreciate the done and missheared perks. But to say we are all made of this oneness, is to claim that change doesnt happen. Think about it...
CDMetalWing 1 year ago
knowing my luck that thug wouldve hit me again and laughed -.- VVVV
adrian92107 2 years ago
a thug hit me in the face....i calmly said "why did you that" staring him in the eye.....he stood still confused
d00dwithanattitude 2 years ago
If we establish ourself in being, in love, the fear is there but it doesn't become bigger than the being. I had an experience where I felt I may get attacked. The person was not in a good state of mind. I felt fear but being was aware of the situation and it talked the man down and he left without further problem.
sweeetly 2 years ago
thank you burt!
dianaroo12 2 years ago
Everything is just a situation. Sometimes the winds of change require you to make a move and you do so. Remember only the Love that was given all else must be forgot.
Onewhoislove 3 years ago
tnx! :)
fillo20002000 3 years ago
What is real? What is real? I asked this question and the answer was this. Everything that is happening in this moment is real. Everything that has come to pass, or has yet to come, is unreal. Therefore the world is no longer flat, yet at one moment is was. Today the world is round. However, someday it may be discovered that it is hollow. Isn't reality remarkable? This is real.
DontFearNeoIsHere 3 years ago