I lost both my parents to cancer and understand your pain. It is a terrible disease in most of its forms. The one thing that has helped me the most is what one of my co-workers said to me "They would not want you to feel so saddened by their deaths." I don't think the pain ever goes away completely but it does get much better with the passage of time.
i lost family to cancer...i know your pain, trust in god let him do his work and dont question it. he will reveal his reasons for his doings when you are about to meet him.
my uncle has cancer, im angry at myself because of the guilt i still feel from when he raped me. i still feel in my muscle memory when he forced me on the carpenter table and raped me, i can't listen to McGyver theme anymore without crying because he played it when he raped me. im angry at god
cancer just proves that god has a sense of humor, he must look at some of the ugly people and think "fuck me look at her, i cant possibly allow her to disgrace the human race with her mashed up face, i know - let me invent a disease called cancer which makes her look funny and lose all her hair." thats probably what he had in mind when he was looking down at ur mum.
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I can relate a lot about this video. My mother of 53 years is in hospice with a few days left. I talked to her two days ago but that was the last time she spoke to me because her pain level is too high. It sucks to see your loved ones waste away in front of your eyes. I know your pain Roseanna. She lives on through you.
So sorry, I know your pain. Try to keep all the happy and beauiful memories close to you. It really helped me get through the worst. I still miss her and it has been 13 yrs. It does get better hon.
That is so sad :(. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom is in a better place right now and is no longer suffering as she's safe in God's arm and is watching from above. You're not alone, EVERYONE will experience this kind of trauma sometime in their lives...reason is because we all will die someday..can't live forever. I can tell it's hard though. I know a few ppl who went through the same thing as you did, one of them even had very young children. Just stay strong and keep your faith.
god bless you.................I know the hurt...it,s the pain of where your Mom lived in your heart.......but she still with you and one day you meedt again .....Peace to you and Love xoxoxox
My mum got diagnosed with cancer a year ago, and they managed to remove it. She was supposed to call the doctor today to find out whether or not it came back.
I know your pain sweetheart. You will go on and she is watching over you. Look in the mirror and you will see her features in your own face. Her blood runs through your veins. I am so sorry for your loss. Live a good life as she would have wanted you to. You will be together again. The bond between parents cannot be broken.
I'm so sorry! I assume she was pretty young. My dad will be gone in a few months (Alzheimers & Parkinsons), but he's older so we've had time to grieve, life sucks sometimes.
Roseanne--I lost my Mom and a sister to cancer. I watched both die also as we had them home on hospice. It's not an easy thing to go through. I am sure you were a comfort to your Mom in her last hours. If there's one thing I have learned in dealing with death it is so important for the persoon who is dying to know they are validated and that their life meant something. You gave your Mom that as I did my loved ones. We all have to die someday and we never know when that time will be....God Bless.
Sorry i ran out of room... Your in my prayers... You will always think of her and have your years of memories with her! God knows your hurts and worries.. Talk to Him and know that He IS listening to you! Love , hugs and many prayers to you~
Sweetie i am so very sorry for your loss! I am sitting here crying like a baby, my mom has been battling cancer for 15 years... It started in her breast and has moved to her bones, lungs, lymph nodes and they think it's in her intestines... She i slowly losing her battle and i don't know what i will do without her! Our stories are so similar. I have blamed God for far too long and have recently realized that It's not Gods fault, He did not give her cancer, But He has given us 15 years with her.
Largely because there aren't coordinated efforts to treating specific forms of cancer. Also, most 1st world countries have socialized health care, and it is harder to produce innovative drugs because of price caps. There are also agencies like the FDA where you need billions of dollars to get your research through them. It's often bureaucratic garbage. We would have a cure if not for barriers for scientists.
Cancer has no feelings and no remorse. It is a relentless killer. When a parent is dying from cancer then, in many ways, your own life is changed forever. You lose certainty, you lose the idea that your parents are invincible. In the end there is a horrible realisation that the person who loved you more than anyone else in the world is gone...forever. From personal experience I can tell you that the pain of grief only fades...it never really leaves you, it just changes.
my brother diad of cancer my name is hannah and im 13 he was my best friend he was just 19 but god is with you and your family she is with jesus know :) dont be sad i know somtimes its hard when you look at pictures and stuff i have a big calashe of my brother in my room and also a blanket made out of his shirts he was the best brother ever :'(
its okay dont cry im crying right now god does everthing for a purpose dont be mad someone passed away in my family and she was my sister she was 4 years old with cancer so sad:(
Thank you for this video. I lost my mother to cancer when I was 14 years old and I spent my whole Christmas vacation watching her waste away in front of me before she passed on New Year's Eve. I spent a long time after the fact hating God for what he did to her and our family. That time is past now and I know HE did it for a reason. I know I am a stronger person now then I was 4 years ago when she left and I have found a renewed faith in Him...and I am so glad for that. Thanks again for sharing!
God is mankind's way of denying their own mortality. If god were real, he'd be the biggest cocksucker in existence. But he doesn't exist and it's rather pitiful that human beings are still so backward that they believe in such utter garbage.
You're all going to die. But why worry about it? When it happens, you won't even know it.
Enjoy life and stop groveling before fairy tale characters.
Please have faith in Jesus Christ .All children of our father God need to find him in all his glory.God hears and sees everything and makes mansions in heaven for all those that follow him.He is our shepherd and calls on his sheep.Have faith in Jesus and when someone dear goes to jesus thank him for your time with them on earth and look forward to meeting them again in the future in paradise for ever and ever.God bless you and your family and thank God for one another.
this doesnt just apply to me, this applies to anyone that commits their life to God. God also promises a resurrection of our love ones ( the ones that died in his name). And if theres anything i learned about God is that he cant lie! pray for me fam
my mom at the moment is dying of cancer also. its engrossed her body and theres nothing we can do about but watch her slowly deteriorate.... i believe this is one the worst experience a man can watch... but yet i can still find happiness ... not through drugs, sex, money, or any sensual addiction ( completely abstinence ) ... i fully understand that God is letting this all happen for a reason! He making me stronger and if i can keep the faith then i will be blessed prolifically.
My father died of cancer..It's kind of funny, but all my life I always told myself that I'd never want to be there when my father passed away, I just would'nt be able to handle his death..But, let me tell you, when it all went down and my father passed away, there's no place in the world I would have rather have been than by his side..We both walked our parents half way to heaven, the angels took over from there..Your mother and my father are in a better place, and I can't wait to see them again
my mother was just recently diagnosed w/ Mantle Cell Lymphoma. A type of cancer that is very hard to treat and will come back even if put into remission.
the pain of seeing my mother going through this is severe but at least it helps to know that I am not alone and that there are other people that are going through the same experience.
I'm happy your parents died bitch, and guess what? You will be next.
lgvmd 4 days ago
Srry for ur loss :'(
I would be out of my mind if my mom had cancer
hwq99818 1 month ago
I lost both my parents to cancer and understand your pain. It is a terrible disease in most of its forms. The one thing that has helped me the most is what one of my co-workers said to me "They would not want you to feel so saddened by their deaths." I don't think the pain ever goes away completely but it does get much better with the passage of time.
loralieisa 1 month ago
stay strong
puckelberry1 2 months ago
i lost my mother i hurt every second of the day nonstop
losplaymaker 3 months ago
i lost family to cancer...i know your pain, trust in god let him do his work and dont question it. he will reveal his reasons for his doings when you are about to meet him.
beyotch1918 4 months ago
your in my prayers girl! :(
JessicaLikesSoyMilk 4 months ago
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Tealy855 4 months ago
my uncle has cancer, im angry at myself because of the guilt i still feel from when he raped me. i still feel in my muscle memory when he forced me on the carpenter table and raped me, i can't listen to McGyver theme anymore without crying because he played it when he raped me. im angry at god
mp4401 4 months ago
look at this fat ugly bitch, she desperately needs a bath fucking ugly goat
PipweedTheGreat2 8 months ago
cancer just proves that god has a sense of humor, he must look at some of the ugly people and think "fuck me look at her, i cant possibly allow her to disgrace the human race with her mashed up face, i know - let me invent a disease called cancer which makes her look funny and lose all her hair." thats probably what he had in mind when he was looking down at ur mum.
PipweedTheGreat 9 months ago
Oh my, what a sad video. Nature can be cruel for not obvious reasons. Anyway, I'd just like to inform you all of a new business I've started out as a child's party organiser and entertainer. I've got a a couple of videos of me up in action on my channel, and offer competitive rates. I'm good at cheering children up as you'll see. Thanks all, speak soon.
JohnJohnsJohns 9 months ago
You're not alone 646-427-5764.
JokerMan774 1 year ago
I can relate a lot about this video. My mother of 53 years is in hospice with a few days left. I talked to her two days ago but that was the last time she spoke to me because her pain level is too high. It sucks to see your loved ones waste away in front of your eyes. I know your pain Roseanna. She lives on through you.
yojimbe1 1 year ago
So sorry, I know your pain. Try to keep all the happy and beauiful memories close to you. It really helped me get through the worst. I still miss her and it has been 13 yrs. It does get better hon.
mortonsalt18 1 year ago
That is so sad :(. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom is in a better place right now and is no longer suffering as she's safe in God's arm and is watching from above. You're not alone, EVERYONE will experience this kind of trauma sometime in their lives...reason is because we all will die someday..can't live forever. I can tell it's hard though. I know a few ppl who went through the same thing as you did, one of them even had very young children. Just stay strong and keep your faith.
8270361507 1 year ago
god bless you.................I know the hurt...it,s the pain of where your Mom lived in your heart.......but she still with you and one day you meedt again .....Peace to you and Love xoxoxox
sgt961 1 year ago
My mum got diagnosed with cancer a year ago, and they managed to remove it. She was supposed to call the doctor today to find out whether or not it came back.
She won't talk to me...
Lmay89 1 year ago
I know your pain sweetheart. You will go on and she is watching over you. Look in the mirror and you will see her features in your own face. Her blood runs through your veins. I am so sorry for your loss. Live a good life as she would have wanted you to. You will be together again. The bond between parents cannot be broken.
mortonsalt18 1 year ago
I'm so sorry! I assume she was pretty young. My dad will be gone in a few months (Alzheimers & Parkinsons), but he's older so we've had time to grieve, life sucks sometimes.
Kammerz10 1 year ago
i was six years old when my mom died .............its been a while but i miss her like crazy
demiselenalover519 1 year ago
Roseanne--I lost my Mom and a sister to cancer. I watched both die also as we had them home on hospice. It's not an easy thing to go through. I am sure you were a comfort to your Mom in her last hours. If there's one thing I have learned in dealing with death it is so important for the persoon who is dying to know they are validated and that their life meant something. You gave your Mom that as I did my loved ones. We all have to die someday and we never know when that time will be....God Bless.
mprado1958 1 year ago
Sorry i ran out of room... Your in my prayers... You will always think of her and have your years of memories with her! God knows your hurts and worries.. Talk to Him and know that He IS listening to you! Love , hugs and many prayers to you~
anm30 2 years ago
Sweetie i am so very sorry for your loss! I am sitting here crying like a baby, my mom has been battling cancer for 15 years... It started in her breast and has moved to her bones, lungs, lymph nodes and they think it's in her intestines... She i slowly losing her battle and i don't know what i will do without her! Our stories are so similar. I have blamed God for far too long and have recently realized that It's not Gods fault, He did not give her cancer, But He has given us 15 years with her.
anm30 2 years ago
my grandma died of cancer :( im devistated
blyn1978 2 years ago
The cancer is spreading to my brain my hair is falling out
HiCapacity 2 years ago
Im sorry for your loss. Its something we are all going to have to deal with, one way or another.
Nobody lives forever, just be thankful for the time you do have, did have.
As far as god, if there were one, he wouldnt work for us.
AvatarOfAvatar 2 years ago
i know how u feel. my dad has cancer. they say its 50/50 chance he will live.
im soo sorry for your loss
pred123424 2 years ago
we gave billions into finding a cure for this cancer. I don't understand, we have been searching for so long, why can't find find a cure already?
jason3259 2 years ago
Largely because there aren't coordinated efforts to treating specific forms of cancer. Also, most 1st world countries have socialized health care, and it is harder to produce innovative drugs because of price caps. There are also agencies like the FDA where you need billions of dollars to get your research through them. It's often bureaucratic garbage. We would have a cure if not for barriers for scientists.
AshillaBeige 2 years ago
my mom died of cancer too three years ago. Its was tough and till now I'm not sure I'm fully over it.
And I agree something has to be done about Cancer. Nobody should have to die such a slow death.
DarkRain9000 2 years ago
We need to find a cure , this is getting ridiculous.
samanthasuicide1 2 years ago
those reasearchists better find a cure
pglssr10 2 years ago
Cancer has no feelings and no remorse. It is a relentless killer. When a parent is dying from cancer then, in many ways, your own life is changed forever. You lose certainty, you lose the idea that your parents are invincible. In the end there is a horrible realisation that the person who loved you more than anyone else in the world is gone...forever. From personal experience I can tell you that the pain of grief only fades...it never really leaves you, it just changes.
tripsadelica 2 years ago
I lost my mom to cancer last October, I totally understand how you feel :( Losing her changed me too. Miss U mommy.
catalinavindas 2 years ago
my brother diad of cancer my name is hannah and im 13 he was my best friend he was just 19 but god is with you and your family she is with jesus know :) dont be sad i know somtimes its hard when you look at pictures and stuff i have a big calashe of my brother in my room and also a blanket made out of his shirts he was the best brother ever :'(
jjacobs48 2 years ago
its okay dont cry im crying right now god does everthing for a purpose dont be mad someone passed away in my family and she was my sister she was 4 years old with cancer so sad:(
crazyhadasa 2 years ago
Thank you for this video. I lost my mother to cancer when I was 14 years old and I spent my whole Christmas vacation watching her waste away in front of me before she passed on New Year's Eve. I spent a long time after the fact hating God for what he did to her and our family. That time is past now and I know HE did it for a reason. I know I am a stronger person now then I was 4 years ago when she left and I have found a renewed faith in Him...and I am so glad for that. Thanks again for sharing!
sobefreckles 2 years ago
God is mankind's way of denying their own mortality. If god were real, he'd be the biggest cocksucker in existence. But he doesn't exist and it's rather pitiful that human beings are still so backward that they believe in such utter garbage.
You're all going to die. But why worry about it? When it happens, you won't even know it.
Enjoy life and stop groveling before fairy tale characters.
madhammu 2 years ago
i think there is a natural cure for everything. thank you for posting this info.
madilov11 2 years ago
Please have faith in Jesus Christ .All children of our father God need to find him in all his glory.God hears and sees everything and makes mansions in heaven for all those that follow him.He is our shepherd and calls on his sheep.Have faith in Jesus and when someone dear goes to jesus thank him for your time with them on earth and look forward to meeting them again in the future in paradise for ever and ever.God bless you and your family and thank God for one another.
faz40 2 years ago
this doesnt just apply to me, this applies to anyone that commits their life to God. God also promises a resurrection of our love ones ( the ones that died in his name). And if theres anything i learned about God is that he cant lie! pray for me fam
philnizo 2 years ago
my mom at the moment is dying of cancer also. its engrossed her body and theres nothing we can do about but watch her slowly deteriorate.... i believe this is one the worst experience a man can watch... but yet i can still find happiness ... not through drugs, sex, money, or any sensual addiction ( completely abstinence ) ... i fully understand that God is letting this all happen for a reason! He making me stronger and if i can keep the faith then i will be blessed prolifically.
philnizo 2 years ago
My father died of cancer..It's kind of funny, but all my life I always told myself that I'd never want to be there when my father passed away, I just would'nt be able to handle his death..But, let me tell you, when it all went down and my father passed away, there's no place in the world I would have rather have been than by his side..We both walked our parents half way to heaven, the angels took over from there..Your mother and my father are in a better place, and I can't wait to see them again
Tatupuforyou 3 years ago
i am literally crying a little, just watching this..
JazyGirl26 3 years ago
thank you so much for posting this video online.
my mother was just recently diagnosed w/ Mantle Cell Lymphoma. A type of cancer that is very hard to treat and will come back even if put into remission.
the pain of seeing my mother going through this is severe but at least it helps to know that I am not alone and that there are other people that are going through the same experience.
ultradude1969 3 years ago
so sorry.think of the thing you rementber about her!good things .she know you love her .don't be so sad she in a happy place now.
tntntsod 3 years ago
This is so sad.
Sorry for your pain.
beingsarahc 3 years ago 2