My school believed my depression wasn't real and took me to court for missing so much school cause i couldn't take and its still going on and i only find salvation in the internet most of my friends of from the internet since no one really caress i kept crying after watching all your videos i really need help.....
You have no idea who I am, and I feel that I know you so well. I have faced just about everything except my parents getting divorced or them dying. Ive been through alot and feel a huge connection with you and I think you could use another friend. My name is Tyler I hope hope we get to talk soon. If you ever have a bad day I'll always be there for you. I'm gonna message you my number so we can talk. I know you are part of my mission in this world. I'm here for you and I really look up to you.
Someone who is thinking about committing suicide want's nothing more than to have someone try and stop them, because they just want to feel like atleast one person actually cares about them.. If someone tells you they're thinking about, take them seriously. And try your hardest to make them change their mind.
going through almost the same thing. even tried to overdose on a hooorde of motrin pills. how you managed to scale the walls of hatred, having no friends, of pure boredom and pointlessness of life, i do not know... i just think life is completely pointless. we live. we breath. we build. we start a family. we grow old. then - we get released from the dream. we die. why? what's the point? if were going to die eventually, might as well die now. i'm just stuck in the cold, black, walls of the world
@RobloxFreakism I'm not the author of this channel, but I have belied many times that I must be gone "for good". Not anymore, even though I don't have any close friends and I'm seclude against my will in my bedroom door. You must believe I am crazy, but I don't ever feel alone... I have an angel protecting me, I can hear him. Life is pointless I agree, but I believe we are here for a reason, all this pain you/we feel now it is just a stage in our life to rediscover our-self. Talk to me... please
if i was mentaly sick in the head and wanted to kill myself, i would cut myself, that hurts dude! i wouldn't be an amatuar and try eating pills, that taste's like shit,...i think, i would have driven a big knife down my trouth, that would have killed me at 2 secs. but anywho, thats crazzzzytalk, i have mw3, pc, ALOOT of friends and NO reason to kill myself, so this comment is pointless. I HAVE WASTED MY TIME D=
@mincraft4real I cannot believe people like you. People like you disgust me. Where is your compassion for someone else's life? And I know your gonna go on some rant about how you don't know her but what if you had been in her position? If you think MW3 and a pc are some reasons to live then saying anything to you is pointless. You make me sick and to someone like me and Amber you should be ashamed. You have no humanity and obvious are selfish. I'm ashamed to have even read something like that.
@ketchumt wow, you take things too GOD damn serious! did you see the "this comment is pointless" written with BIG letters ? and tell me this, why do people want to kill themself? because they're sad? or they're life suck? if you were tortured i would get it, but losing people in your family is natural, i know a ton of people who have lost they're family-members + myself, and i have diabetes type 1 (last for life) but im still happy! suicide isnt natural, so it has to be mental, go away,ketchup
@youngleegotbanged,why do you have to come on and cyber bully someone like that?how would you feel if your sister killed herself bc of someone like you?
@YoungLeeGotBanged Ohh Really? Why do you think i shud be mad? For you bulling around on youtube and pick on people? mhmm... yeha you right i am mad, lucky you dont stand infront of me irl
your a strong young woman. your videos are extreamly touching. life has a funny way of turning around, dosent it? sorry about your mother and father. my mother was an alcoholic aswell. mine was also a Homeless prostitute. my father... well.. hes alive.. but hes a recovering druggy. hes being locked up soon. if you ever need someone to talk to you can always add me on Facebook! (>^_^)>! keep your head up Ma'am!
Its so tragic... a beautiful girl like you with such an unlucky life ): Stay strong Hun, I lost my dad at age 15 my mothers in a wheelchair due to her leg being amputated cause of diabetes. I know its hard But hang in there, if u want to message me on facebook, Tyler Hall (:
Its tragic... a beautiful girl like u, having such a horrible life. Wish you the best of luck, ive lost my father when i was 15 and my mother is in a wheelchair(lost her leg due to diabetes) stay strong, add me on facebook if u want to talk, Tyler Hall =]
The black subtitles are bearly readble, atleast to me, its nice to see something new from you, and I hope you're allright, you were hospitaliezd or something?
I hope that you are doing well since treatment. I have been doing a lot of suicide prevention research and i wondering if I can get your permission to play your videos in support of the Army's ACE program (Ask, Care Escort) Thank you and stay strong!
I hope things are looking up for you. You look gorgeous and things will come your way, if they aren't already. I watched your other video and it's sad to see what you've been through.
do you think you could put your phone number up?...I want my girlfriend to text you...she's got similar problems but shes a beautiful kind and loving person it would meen the world to me if you could talk to her please?
Hey I heard niacin(vitamin B3) can help with depression, alcoholism, its used mainly for treating Pellagra. Some people require high levels of niacin depending on their level of depression or alcoholism. I read its also useful for arthritis, for some cases of senility and it lowered cholesterol levels. By the way, about 29,000 kids under the age of five die every day, mainly from preventable causes... I am too busy to be depressed, too much to change and no time to commit suicide. Good luck.
Love this video so much
08butterflying 1 day ago
It's beautiful thanks You. I Like :) New Life for You, You're Strong !
XMakeup11 2 days ago
34,000 huh?.....if things don't change... You might add 1 to that ;(
shakenama 3 days ago
Hey how are you doing now how's life -3
65190916 1 week ago
My school believed my depression wasn't real and took me to court for missing so much school cause i couldn't take and its still going on and i only find salvation in the internet most of my friends of from the internet since no one really caress i kept crying after watching all your videos i really need help.....
neokafan24 1 week ago
@neokafan24 if you ever need someone to talk to...you can msg me anytime
shakenama 3 days ago
your so prettty.
coolcay11 1 week ago
but like most i do feel alone no one understands everyones story is different but i have yet to find someone who understands mine
myonlyloveiseveryone 1 week ago
Truly amazing.
ThePandasHat 2 weeks ago
You have no idea who I am, and I feel that I know you so well. I have faced just about everything except my parents getting divorced or them dying. Ive been through alot and feel a huge connection with you and I think you could use another friend. My name is Tyler I hope hope we get to talk soon. If you ever have a bad day I'll always be there for you. I'm gonna message you my number so we can talk. I know you are part of my mission in this world. I'm here for you and I really look up to you.
ketchumt 2 weeks ago
But I AM alone.
Alex82497 2 weeks ago
amber both your videos speak loudly..
MrBrendanCobb 2 weeks ago
true courage is living through what breaks you down
bogey1911 4 weeks ago 2
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daviddarkson 1 month ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
Someone who is thinking about committing suicide want's nothing more than to have someone try and stop them, because they just want to feel like atleast one person actually cares about them.. If someone tells you they're thinking about, take them seriously. And try your hardest to make them change their mind.
kuchikirukia991 1 month ago in playlist My Vlog
I love ur videos.......it's hard for me cuz I'm a freshman in high school and just finding out dat me parents are getting divorced
BiebsShawty97 1 month ago
going through almost the same thing. even tried to overdose on a hooorde of motrin pills. how you managed to scale the walls of hatred, having no friends, of pure boredom and pointlessness of life, i do not know... i just think life is completely pointless. we live. we breath. we build. we start a family. we grow old. then - we get released from the dream. we die. why? what's the point? if were going to die eventually, might as well die now. i'm just stuck in the cold, black, walls of the world
RobloxFreakism 1 month ago
@RobloxFreakism I'm not the author of this channel, but I have belied many times that I must be gone "for good". Not anymore, even though I don't have any close friends and I'm seclude against my will in my bedroom door. You must believe I am crazy, but I don't ever feel alone... I have an angel protecting me, I can hear him. Life is pointless I agree, but I believe we are here for a reason, all this pain you/we feel now it is just a stage in our life to rediscover our-self. Talk to me... please
saris093 1 month ago
if i was mentaly sick in the head and wanted to kill myself, i would cut myself, that hurts dude! i wouldn't be an amatuar and try eating pills, that taste's like shit,...i think, i would have driven a big knife down my trouth, that would have killed me at 2 secs. but anywho, thats crazzzzytalk, i have mw3, pc, ALOOT of friends and NO reason to kill myself, so this comment is pointless. I HAVE WASTED MY TIME D=
mincraft4real 1 month ago in playlist Flere videoer fra amber12401
@mincraft4real I cannot believe people like you. People like you disgust me. Where is your compassion for someone else's life? And I know your gonna go on some rant about how you don't know her but what if you had been in her position? If you think MW3 and a pc are some reasons to live then saying anything to you is pointless. You make me sick and to someone like me and Amber you should be ashamed. You have no humanity and obvious are selfish. I'm ashamed to have even read something like that.
ketchumt 2 weeks ago
@ketchumt wow, you take things too GOD damn serious! did you see the "this comment is pointless" written with BIG letters ? and tell me this, why do people want to kill themself? because they're sad? or they're life suck? if you were tortured i would get it, but losing people in your family is natural, i know a ton of people who have lost they're family-members + myself, and i have diabetes type 1 (last for life) but im still happy! suicide isnt natural, so it has to be mental, go away,ketchup
mincraft4real 2 weeks ago
@mincraft4real hope you do ok and sorry about the diabetes but other than that w/e man i don't have time for you or to argue with you.
ketchumt 2 weeks ago
@ketchumt mhm, me neither, last time it ended with 13 reply's *argue ended*
mincraft4real 2 weeks ago
@mincraft4real good man. (:
ketchumt 1 week ago
i cried my eyes out at this
MiaJ856 1 month ago
I have depression do you
123Girlstuff 1 month ago
You and ur sis r inspirational and it does help me :)
jessicaloveschilli 1 month ago
Cant relate but life isnt easy ..hang in there and it should get better
UNDERGROUNDKINGPIN 1 month ago
i couldent find her on fb
KobeBentleyTV 1 month ago in playlist My Vlog
i think shes dead her account is deactivated....
T0u0c0k0e0r0 1 month ago
inbox me
T0u0c0k0e0r0 1 month ago
@chasityluvsyou Its her sister.
MrsTobuscusLover13 1 month ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
If you want to know the truth about life and death, go to truthcontest(dot)com and read The Present.
obscuredbyclouds1OO 1 month ago in playlist My Vlog
@youngleegotbanged,why do you have to come on and cyber bully someone like that?how would you feel if your sister killed herself bc of someone like you?
CountryBoyAtHeart91 1 month ago
You and your sister are an inspiration for all of us.
nathanjamesbaker 1 month ago in playlist My Vlog
0 dislikes. 18 likes :)
TinaMiauMiau 1 month ago
It's good to know ur alive...n doin better...my prayers r with u n ur sis...
nora2086 2 months ago
You have your sister with you and the world.
ChangeTheChannelSong 2 months ago
I feel so sad. My life's been so easy...
ThePelitin 2 months ago
@YoungLeeGotBanged Ohh Really? Why do you think i shud be mad? For you bulling around on youtube and pick on people? mhmm... yeha you right i am mad, lucky you dont stand infront of me irl
FinalSkyTheGamer 2 months ago
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juangta117 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
You are so beautiful, Never Doubt yourself , just keep your head high hun
oGKorz 2 months ago
i am a sub make more don't kill your self your to pretty
MrFatcat111 2 months ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
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PoPoUMoFo 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
@MrFatcat111 i have to agree
PoPoUMoFo 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
hope you go far nice video i will sub make more videos
MrFatcat111 2 months ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
Y u so pretty :)
shadowbasay 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
your a strong young woman. your videos are extreamly touching. life has a funny way of turning around, dosent it? sorry about your mother and father. my mother was an alcoholic aswell. mine was also a Homeless prostitute. my father... well.. hes alive.. but hes a recovering druggy. hes being locked up soon. if you ever need someone to talk to you can always add me on Facebook! (>^_^)>! keep your head up Ma'am!
pemppuppeh1 2 months ago
Oops it lagged thought my previous didnt post sorry =]
awsomemonster 2 months ago
Its so tragic... a beautiful girl like you with such an unlucky life ): Stay strong Hun, I lost my dad at age 15 my mothers in a wheelchair due to her leg being amputated cause of diabetes. I know its hard But hang in there, if u want to message me on facebook, Tyler Hall (:
awsomemonster 2 months ago
Its tragic... a beautiful girl like u, having such a horrible life. Wish you the best of luck, ive lost my father when i was 15 and my mother is in a wheelchair(lost her leg due to diabetes) stay strong, add me on facebook if u want to talk, Tyler Hall =]
awsomemonster 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
hey you are sooo beautiful!
sabrinitalinda 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
The black subtitles are bearly readble, atleast to me, its nice to see something new from you, and I hope you're allright, you were hospitaliezd or something?
Andreys69 2 months ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
amber you are beautiful in every single way don't let anyone tell you less :) xxx
suzzii100 2 months ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
Very Inspiring Amber. You ARE making a difference to everyone that watches this. You are very special :)
ebysara 2 months ago
ur beautiful, inside and out, ur an inspiration! <3
jlee1423 2 months ago in playlist More videos from amber12401
Sure you have my permission! :)
amber12401 2 months ago 5
I hope that you are doing well since treatment. I have been doing a lot of suicide prevention research and i wondering if I can get your permission to play your videos in support of the Army's ACE program (Ask, Care Escort) Thank you and stay strong!
Erebdai 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
Spokenheart msg me. I need Someone too
pancakeguy60 2 months ago
I need to talk msg me plz.
spokenheart12 2 months ago
I hope things are looking up for you. You look gorgeous and things will come your way, if they aren't already. I watched your other video and it's sad to see what you've been through.
2020kamk2020 2 months ago
do you think you could put your phone number up?...I want my girlfriend to text you...she's got similar problems but shes a beautiful kind and loving person it would meen the world to me if you could talk to her please?
Surfermitch99 2 months ago
Hey I heard niacin(vitamin B3) can help with depression, alcoholism, its used mainly for treating Pellagra. Some people require high levels of niacin depending on their level of depression or alcoholism. I read its also useful for arthritis, for some cases of senility and it lowered cholesterol levels. By the way, about 29,000 kids under the age of five die every day, mainly from preventable causes... I am too busy to be depressed, too much to change and no time to commit suicide. Good luck.
Occultname 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog
more teens die in the uk by suicide
or knife crime
trust :D
theANNOYINGvloger 2 months ago
2/5 think it's weakness? what the fuck is wrong with people?!
Good vid :)
CallMeMidnightAngel 2 months ago in playlist My Vlog