i care about u. we all go thru shit that doesnt sometimes means anything or y we r going thru what we r going thru. u can call or text me anytime and ur welcome to come to dc and hang with me anytime Matt. id love to meet u. i mean it. :)
Very good!! I just love to hear you talk!!! I think you hit the nail in the head in this video! The same things and emotions goes through my head also! ! Loved the realness!!
matthew, really great video. It's so great to see someone being real and so candid. I think the gist of what you're saying is that it's our linked, meaningful relationships with those around us - be it family and friends - that ultimately gives us meaning in this world. It seems like for me personally, the older I get, the harder it is to befriend genuine people. I wish you all the best in this area for the near future and beyond & hope things improve for me too :) btw, superb acting in vids.
Im feeling all this more now then ever. Im not by any means at the point of suicide but im alost at the point of shut down, like just stop trying. Feeling uninspired, unmotivated and lonely and that no one really cares. Losing supposed friends and being treated differently bcuz of my sexuality.It weighs on a person after so long, so often i feel like a new start with new people in a new place would be better for me..idk everything just sucks right about now but i just push through the bs i guess
ur deffinantly not the only one going through this. Im 21 and i have felt this way at times. im not into the gay scene, nor am i into the straight scene either. I drink socially (once in a blue moon) and i dont smoke. Im very mature for my age, and i usually end up hangin with men older then me. people my age afe more focused on "now" where as im focused on my future. so sometimes I let go of people quick, or they think im too drivin and its too much for them. suicide thoughts are very common.
Everytime I watch you I feel like I'm talking to myself. I feel like we're kindred spirits. I need to let you know that you mean so much to me. I totally respect you. rather you know it or not, Your truth is changing lives, for the better. I LOVE YOU MAN. I wish you all the love and success that your heart can stand and I hope to meet you soon.
I love the deep message in this video!! I was feeling all reflective and then you broke out into song haha!!!! Gabrielle - Dreams was my tune back in the day too ;-) LOL!! O and i love Emele Sande you need to come to Britain with that taste in music :-D x
I can't help but love and appreciate you Matthew. Videos such as this one are definitely needed... you never know who is watching and who you help with the words that come from you heart! Good Job Homie!!!
im sooooo happy you made this video and o boy did you do it just in time for me i am at a point in my life where i just feel like WHY AND DOES IT ALL EVEN MATTER, this video really uplifted my spirits and its just crazy to see how many people have the same issues. But thank you for your advice and honesty your helping me and others get thru tough times. THAANNKKK YOOUUU AND IM A NEW SUBSCRIBER
You just made me cry ...DANG you !! *looks for tissues* I want to press the like button a million times. Because, i can really relate to this video. Especially, the part about isolating and holding everything within.
Hi Matthew, I dont know if its because we have had similar backgrounds, but I know whatr you mean re r we doing enough, will we be missed & sleeping being bad, but I dont need the pills!, I remember hearing the story of Joyce Benson and it really shocked & amazed me that someone can just stop being there without being noticed, but listen to me!! You have made a difference to me, you have made me laugh, cry & look forward to whats next and although we are on the otherside of the world, u matter.x
The VIDEO was powerful, i can honestly say i needed to know that someone else gets how i feel. Its hard to tell friends.. thank u for being real and just not sugar coating how life can be sometimes this is Real this is Beautiful to me... My Song is Jessie J Who You R ..
LOL! I love the ending ! But i know exactly what you mean with the whole "being tired" (I am not suicidal)....but I cannot wait for 2012. Like I am ready. I'm satisfied. And yes, it is very important to stay strong when your feeling down...its whats so beautiful about being human--our feelings.
i care about u. we all go thru shit that doesnt sometimes means anything or y we r going thru what we r going thru. u can call or text me anytime and ur welcome to come to dc and hang with me anytime Matt. id love to meet u. i mean it. :)
lcp96s 5 days ago
Very good!! I just love to hear you talk!!! I think you hit the nail in the head in this video! The same things and emotions goes through my head also! ! Loved the realness!!
boobear121668 1 week ago
matthew, really great video. It's so great to see someone being real and so candid. I think the gist of what you're saying is that it's our linked, meaningful relationships with those around us - be it family and friends - that ultimately gives us meaning in this world. It seems like for me personally, the older I get, the harder it is to befriend genuine people. I wish you all the best in this area for the near future and beyond & hope things improve for me too :) btw, superb acting in vids.
slevinlindsay 2 weeks ago
Now this is RAW, lol.
eethry 3 weeks ago
Im HOOKED on the "Dreams" song now....lol
baller12xx 1 month ago
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Tutkimaton 1 month ago
Im feeling all this more now then ever. Im not by any means at the point of suicide but im alost at the point of shut down, like just stop trying. Feeling uninspired, unmotivated and lonely and that no one really cares. Losing supposed friends and being treated differently bcuz of my sexuality.It weighs on a person after so long, so often i feel like a new start with new people in a new place would be better for me..idk everything just sucks right about now but i just push through the bs i guess
gOTyOaZZ 1 month ago
ur deffinantly not the only one going through this. Im 21 and i have felt this way at times. im not into the gay scene, nor am i into the straight scene either. I drink socially (once in a blue moon) and i dont smoke. Im very mature for my age, and i usually end up hangin with men older then me. people my age afe more focused on "now" where as im focused on my future. so sometimes I let go of people quick, or they think im too drivin and its too much for them. suicide thoughts are very common.
baller12xx 1 month ago
Everytime I watch you I feel like I'm talking to myself. I feel like we're kindred spirits. I need to let you know that you mean so much to me. I totally respect you. rather you know it or not, Your truth is changing lives, for the better. I LOVE YOU MAN. I wish you all the love and success that your heart can stand and I hope to meet you soon.
ByMySide77 1 month ago
You are so ''RAW' ,but you are honest in what you have to say.You need your own show
gayprideguy 1 month ago
I love the deep message in this video!! I was feeling all reflective and then you broke out into song haha!!!! Gabrielle - Dreams was my tune back in the day too ;-) LOL!! O and i love Emele Sande you need to come to Britain with that taste in music :-D x
dlodon 1 month ago
you are amaazing. :)
edgaris1 1 month ago
I can't help but love and appreciate you Matthew. Videos such as this one are definitely needed... you never know who is watching and who you help with the words that come from you heart! Good Job Homie!!!
RucuzUnrestricted 1 month ago
Matthew, you're awesome. Can definitely relate. Nobody talks about that stuff. Glad you did.
diego9774 1 month ago
Congratulations!!!! U r a very healthy!!! Man
aldie2011 1 month ago
Congratulations!!!! U r a very healthy!!! Man
aldie2011 1 month ago
Funny how youtube restricted me in the amount of text I can put here... I posted a response on my blog for you. JP read it on tacklebitch.tumblr.com
jenskepopulair 1 month ago
im sooooo happy you made this video and o boy did you do it just in time for me i am at a point in my life where i just feel like WHY AND DOES IT ALL EVEN MATTER, this video really uplifted my spirits and its just crazy to see how many people have the same issues. But thank you for your advice and honesty your helping me and others get thru tough times. THAANNKKK YOOUUU AND IM A NEW SUBSCRIBER
ladyghostfacekillah1 1 month ago 2
You just made me cry ...DANG you !! *looks for tissues* I want to press the like button a million times. Because, i can really relate to this video. Especially, the part about isolating and holding everything within.
andreal255 1 month ago
Nothing better than brutal honesty. Thanks for showing some and for saying what many of us feel. Peace.
rjrocha66 1 month ago
i'm glad you shared this. thank you.
LikeTheWinter 1 month ago
Thank You!
NuMoons 1 month ago
Hi Matthew, I dont know if its because we have had similar backgrounds, but I know whatr you mean re r we doing enough, will we be missed & sleeping being bad, but I dont need the pills!, I remember hearing the story of Joyce Benson and it really shocked & amazed me that someone can just stop being there without being noticed, but listen to me!! You have made a difference to me, you have made me laugh, cry & look forward to whats next and although we are on the otherside of the world, u matter.x
dustyhart 1 month ago
Powerful Message.....Very Relatable.....Luv Ya
DontRushPerfection 1 month ago
Dear Matty...I wuv you! I just NOW found out you had a channel???
TheDreemchaser 1 month ago
The VIDEO was powerful, i can honestly say i needed to know that someone else gets how i feel. Its hard to tell friends.. thank u for being real and just not sugar coating how life can be sometimes this is Real this is Beautiful to me... My Song is Jessie J Who You R ..
sgpoet47 1 month ago
LOL! I love the ending ! But i know exactly what you mean with the whole "being tired" (I am not suicidal)....but I cannot wait for 2012. Like I am ready. I'm satisfied. And yes, it is very important to stay strong when your feeling down...its whats so beautiful about being human--our feelings.
Taski914 1 month ago
This was an amazing video...I love how honest you are.
fais551 1 month ago
love it
eaymal 1 month ago
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gayprideguy 1 month ago