I have anxiety and the only emotion I feel comfortable conveying to others is anger.... But I am conscious of what situations warrant that kind of response. Maybe you should just up and move to pattaya, Thailand.... If your single that should fix you, and if it doesn't nothing will.
i'm their with u brotha i have stopped making videos my self, but i got lazy with it....same boat as u, its sad cuz peeps wanna know how we are doing, hows the project/book comin?
hey consciousCloud are you self-aware? because there is a chance to overcome anxiety by being aware of your thoughts and observing them and your beliefs that give you anxiety (the core beliefs), if you are patient this is a good thing man you can google: self awareness and anxiety
@RoleX69 Yeah, I've actually been reading a really helpful book lately that has been talking about awareness and how to not marginalize your subconscious thoughts and feelings. Not much luck with anxiety yet, but being aware and following the pain to the source has helped me feel better.
@ConsciousCloud Yea, it makes it easier when your aware of the things that are going on in the mind, the thoughts and the source yea and maybe try cognitive behavior therapy techniques. The CBT might have some good things. Its tough cause its like figuring out how to fix a twitch in a computer system program, like the body system response. Like we need to be programmers here to fix our system, lol..... Keep trying man and good luck
@ConsciousCloud i can tell ur a smart guy right off the bat. even through that nervous exterior shell i can see it lol. ur doin good man. i couldnt do jury duty if my life depended on it.
You just scored a lot of respect points from me. You did very well in your civic duty as a juror to decide whether someone is guilty or not guilty based on the evidence. Too many ignorant people automatically assume that someone is guilty just because they got accused of something and summoned to court. Too many people are in jail for crimes they did not commit.
Hey I really like your Social anxiety blogs on here. I just ordered a video camera because I too suffer from a couple forms of anxiety, and I want to be my old self again, so I figure i'll post my journey on youtube in a few days when i start it, so not only can I show myself i can change, but I want to give hope to everyone else out there so I won't give up. I hope when I do that you will follow it, because I know how you feel and we all could use a helping hand sometimes :)
I served jury duty for the first time last year too. But yeah I know what you mean about the judge asking you questions, I remember having so much anxiety while waiting for my turn to speak.
I can relate with the whole life being stagnated. Feels like everyone around us is living it up, making something out of themselves while we are still stuck in the same place. The fact that we still haven't resolved the inner self is even more baggage over our shoulders.
years ago, i got a note from my Doc saying it is ill advised that i attend jury duty ,due to my social aversion . the letter made me so relieved that i almost felt like attending jury .
with counseling and cbt i think jury duty isn't as big of a fear as before. no meds, just supplements .Plus your tale helps =) . Great to have you back bro
I kinda lost the motivation to make videos as well. In regards to jury duty, some people just try to make things up in hopes that the lawyers won't like their answer. Lawyers don't like educated and opinionated people in the jury- they want jurors who will be more easily persuaded. You lost money? You're supposed to get paid for it. The court is supposed to pay you a certain amount for your time and your work makes up the difference- you shouldn't lose any money for jury duty.
@StealthyBob Yeah, I figure those ppl were just trying to get out of it. The lawyers seemed to dimiss those who seemed like they had a hard time following the questions or were opinionated or troubled. I took Sun. night from work off so I wouldn't be tired going in Monday. I'm still getting paid for doing jury duty, but I won't get paid from my job for the day I took off since technically those hours I'm working didn't take place during the hours I was attending jury service.
@jgoth08 I am still making video on my music channel. I don't get many chances to record anything but when I do I usually make 2 or 3 videos. I have quite a few ideas that still need to be worked on and made into full songs so they aren't ready to be recorded yet.
:D Nice to see ya! I'm still in the same place too! Except now i'm seeing councelor and phyciatrist. I REALLY encourage you to see a therapist regularly!
i would love to meet you. i think you're dreamy and intelligent.
snootylittlecutie 9 months ago
Pattaya, Thailand I have known people like yourself go there and comeback like a ladiesman. Check out pattaya walking street in Thailand
Loudensll 10 months ago
I have anxiety and the only emotion I feel comfortable conveying to others is anger.... But I am conscious of what situations warrant that kind of response. Maybe you should just up and move to pattaya, Thailand.... If your single that should fix you, and if it doesn't nothing will.
Loudensll 10 months ago
i'm their with u brotha i have stopped making videos my self, but i got lazy with it....same boat as u, its sad cuz peeps wanna know how we are doing, hows the project/book comin?
BeyondCashed 11 months ago
i feel bad for you bre. when do you think your social anxiety all started, early childhood, childhood, teen years, when?
SlimDude91 1 year ago
Arent you your own worst critic?
iaretehleet 1 year ago
hey consciousCloud are you self-aware? because there is a chance to overcome anxiety by being aware of your thoughts and observing them and your beliefs that give you anxiety (the core beliefs), if you are patient this is a good thing man you can google: self awareness and anxiety
RoleX69 1 year ago
@RoleX69 Yeah, I've actually been reading a really helpful book lately that has been talking about awareness and how to not marginalize your subconscious thoughts and feelings. Not much luck with anxiety yet, but being aware and following the pain to the source has helped me feel better.
ConsciousCloud 1 year ago
@ConsciousCloud Yea, it makes it easier when your aware of the things that are going on in the mind, the thoughts and the source yea and maybe try cognitive behavior therapy techniques. The CBT might have some good things. Its tough cause its like figuring out how to fix a twitch in a computer system program, like the body system response. Like we need to be programmers here to fix our system, lol..... Keep trying man and good luck
RoleX69 1 year ago
@ConsciousCloud i can tell ur a smart guy right off the bat. even through that nervous exterior shell i can see it lol. ur doin good man. i couldnt do jury duty if my life depended on it.
SupremeAmerican 10 months ago
subscribe to my channel.plz.i am gonna make SAD videos
HellRises2012 1 year ago
good to see ya man
Hixlol 1 year ago
make more videos.i liked them
jgoth08 1 year ago
You just scored a lot of respect points from me. You did very well in your civic duty as a juror to decide whether someone is guilty or not guilty based on the evidence. Too many ignorant people automatically assume that someone is guilty just because they got accused of something and summoned to court. Too many people are in jail for crimes they did not commit.
holyvampirealucard 1 year ago
Hey I really like your Social anxiety blogs on here. I just ordered a video camera because I too suffer from a couple forms of anxiety, and I want to be my old self again, so I figure i'll post my journey on youtube in a few days when i start it, so not only can I show myself i can change, but I want to give hope to everyone else out there so I won't give up. I hope when I do that you will follow it, because I know how you feel and we all could use a helping hand sometimes :)
celbii 1 year ago
Hey there is a book called "Mind over Mood" give it a try. And also regular excersice helps alot. Good luck.
vincevince801 1 year ago
on average people with sad wait 10 years to see a doctor or therapist
pinkorangesoda 1 year ago
I served jury duty for the first time last year too. But yeah I know what you mean about the judge asking you questions, I remember having so much anxiety while waiting for my turn to speak.
I can relate with the whole life being stagnated. Feels like everyone around us is living it up, making something out of themselves while we are still stuck in the same place. The fact that we still haven't resolved the inner self is even more baggage over our shoulders.
MindlessMiles 1 year ago
Yes im so happy your back fam thanks for coming back, your video helped me not commit suicide your my motivation
ChitChatblack 1 year ago
great to hear from you man take care
lowend0fluxury 1 year ago
Its good to see you with a video update man. Always enjoyed your videos - hopefully they still help you in some way
metals1337 1 year ago
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years ago, i got a note from my Doc saying it is ill advised that i attend jury duty ,due to my social aversion . the letter made me so relieved that i almost felt like attending jury .
with counseling and cbt i think jury duty isn't as big of a fear as before. no meds, just supplements .Plus your tale helps =) . Great to have you back bro
SHYx999 1 year ago
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SHYx999 1 year ago
lol at the girl that said I think everyone is guilty that comes into the court room. And yeah, im at the same place i was a year ago too. :(
Falcons8455 1 year ago
it's good to see you back.i always loved your vlogs, so i hope to see more of them .
take care
GetRealPrettyGirl 1 year ago
I found your other videos a few months ago, so I didn't have to wait a year for the update, but thanks for making a new video!
vintagesoulbox 1 year ago
I kinda lost the motivation to make videos as well. In regards to jury duty, some people just try to make things up in hopes that the lawyers won't like their answer. Lawyers don't like educated and opinionated people in the jury- they want jurors who will be more easily persuaded. You lost money? You're supposed to get paid for it. The court is supposed to pay you a certain amount for your time and your work makes up the difference- you shouldn't lose any money for jury duty.
StealthyBob 1 year ago
@StealthyBob Yeah, I figure those ppl were just trying to get out of it. The lawyers seemed to dimiss those who seemed like they had a hard time following the questions or were opinionated or troubled. I took Sun. night from work off so I wouldn't be tired going in Monday. I'm still getting paid for doing jury duty, but I won't get paid from my job for the day I took off since technically those hours I'm working didn't take place during the hours I was attending jury service.
ConsciousCloud 1 year ago
@StealthyBob
and YOU need to make for videos too lol
jgoth08 1 year ago
@jgoth08 hehe yeah, I've just kinda run out of things to do or talk about.
StealthyBob 1 year ago
@StealthyBob
lol yea..most ppl in this section seem to have ran out of stuff to talk about...especially with anxiety stuff.
jgoth08 1 year ago
@jgoth08 I am still making video on my music channel. I don't get many chances to record anything but when I do I usually make 2 or 3 videos. I have quite a few ideas that still need to be worked on and made into full songs so they aren't ready to be recorded yet.
StealthyBob 1 year ago
@StealthyBob
make more videos dammit lol...or jgoth08 will sit on u
HellRises2012 1 year ago
:D Nice to see ya! I'm still in the same place too! Except now i'm seeing councelor and phyciatrist. I REALLY encourage you to see a therapist regularly!
ChrissyQlikesYOU 1 year ago 4
I can't believe it has been a yr since your last video but good to see u back.
retrojamaican 1 year ago 3