my uncle that raped me and all my other female cousins at the time he moved when my family found out what he did to there kids and i havent seen him sence and for a long time i thought it was just a sad but forgoten memory till one day i over heard my family talking saying he was comeing back to us i had to go to my room because i needed to cry i was scared im only 13 he could come back and hurt me agian but so much worst he can hurt my baby sister or all the other little girls in my family ...
@lolitaloveshetalia ...continue and what i cant belive is that my aunts and uncles most of whom are the mothers or father of the other girls who were raped or younger ones that never met him(and i dont want them to) are leting him come back in to the family im scared im still a kid and i dont know what to how to react or protect the little girls in my family so i came her knowing that some victim come here for a sence of understanding can you please help me?
When I was 11, my best friend molested me.I wasn't raped, so I feel like I don't have the right to bring it up in front of people who have suffered so much more than I have, but I've recently realized that pain is pain. They can sympathize with me, and I can try to sympathize with them. My heart goes out to all of you, even though we've never met. Spread the kindness, and maybe you'll help somebody to heal.
@failureatlife13 It always annoys me when ppl try 2 outdo each. Molestation is still sexual abuse and I'm sorry it happened 2u. I have not been sexually abused but i still can empathize with those who have. My grandmother was raped by her brother when she was in her 20s and she's the strongest woman i know. When I asked her how she got over such a traumatic experience she told me the hardest thing was to b at peace w/ it and not let that 1 incident run her life. I hope her words will help some1
@intoTaboo Thank you. It really does help to know that there are other people out there who have been through the ringer and come out of it stronger. My heart goes out to your grandmother, too, and I appreciate that you can empathize. It's what I try to do, and I think it's made me a less bitter person overall. I'm glad to know that your grandmother found peace. :)
Someone should make a mash-up/remix with this and Evanescence's Field of Innocence... they have the same theme - wanting one's innocence back - even though this one is sinister and dark whereas Field of Innocence is mournful and longing... it's like two sides of the same coin.
@echoplextic hahhaha "opion" what do you mean?? hmm i see you checked my profile but as i said "what a piece of crap" it goes along with it, to stupid people like you respond in mindless offensive manner.. so you are the one that don't have opinion on music because crap will listen crap
It's so helpful to look through all the comments about what people have been through with there past experiences. I'm still waiting for my case to go through :/ And i hope the bastard gets done.
When my best friend told me she was pregnant, I cried. I didn't cry because she wasn't going to be able to take care of the kid (that was the LEAST of my worries) I cried, because the baby was the outcome of rape. I swore to her, that the day I found the sick fuck who did it to her, I would make him suffer... Very... Very... Slowly... And I DO intend on keeping that promise. God help me, that man is gonna wish he never laid eyes on you Lexie. Love you and Baby Kyra. <33
A.S. took my innocence when he put his hands on me. when he looked me in my eyes and said I was worthless, smacked me across the face, slammed my face against the wall, and threw me across the room, day after day after day, he took my innocence. Goddess be with me, he will get what he deserves....
da sad thng is, im 1 of da ppl who takes other ppl's innocence. (no, i dnt rape dem. i dnt watch da thngs i tlk bout.) b4 1 frnd of mine met me, she still beleived in da stork. nd it also took me a while to figure out tht she ddnt no u cud hav kids w/out bein married.
@Missbarbydoll Somehow, Madame Barbie Doll, I'm under the impression that explaining Sex Education to your friends isn't QUITE what Emilie intended to describe.
I love this song...I've been through hell and back, living with an abusive parent for 12 years. I've been struggling with cutting and one night, I was going to kill myself. (Thanks mom, for taking me to the hospital. Life is worth living now.) I'm trying to move out now, but it'll take some time to get outta this hellhole. I predict a custody battle, cuz I'm pretty sure mom needs me here for child support...*sigh*
Those sick fucks who disliked this song don't understand that she was raped/abused/hurt so deeply. I hate people who think she writes these songs for fun.
For some reason, the people who were abused find the strenght to tell it on this song. And you know what, I definedly understand, because it's such an emotional song.
@sunjong1984 I see it more as a song for revenge, where you want the one who hurt you so deep, to suffer and to give back what he took from you, be it sexual abuse (virginity) or your trust. But it's a good thing someone sees it different :). But what happened to you? I read your comments but can't really make something of it. Either way, I think it's terrible for you, I hope you'll be ok.
I feel so sorry for Emilie, she's been through so much, but her music shows her pain, her emotion. I wish all this bad stuff never happened to you, even though that would mean we wouldn't have your amazing songs. Nobody's pain is worth a song. Rather live in a world where you are unharmed, and not famous, than famous and harmed.
when i was 11, I got sexually abused by a 14 year old neighbor, I ran away before he could rape me though, yesterday i heard that a couple years ago he molested his 2 little brothers and that they have been in therapy for a couple years now, If he wasn't in jail and i could afford the trip to america i would go and kick his ass. And i'm a pacifist.
Emilie I love you, you're the reason why I look forward to waking up the next day. You're a strong beautiful woman. No words can describe you, you're Emilie Autumn <3.
Being attacked three times and yet escaping each time makes me feel guilty for the girls who didn't get to escape...
I am glad that I had good friends that never left me alone for long. back when this happened I almost killed myself, I am sure Emilie is a Lot stronger than me to go through that and then create something so moving.
I hope whoever did this to her ended up convicted. Guys who rape other guy's girls tend to get a wonderful reintroduction to rape inside prison. From the victim standpoint.
Rape is horrible. It sucks that Emilie had to go through it. But atleast she took her experiance to write an awesome song... Now,I wanna go kill the person who raped her.
@cadyXcatastrophy67 I hope so too... Except, if my sources were correct, she was raped when she was about 6,7,or 8, and it was her father. this song makes me want to buy a gun and make all rapists suffer. Its sad, she had to write this song....
@jinx1169 Yes, I think she was 5 or 6 but it wasn't her father who did it. I can understand you, I also want to buy a gun because there seems to be no justice in this world.
WOW Stupid video won't play any further after 0:37. Nomatter what I do. Reload the page, Restart the computer, favorite the vid and rewatch. Nothing works!
lets vouge that we will spread her all over our friends cousins and everyone else we know about her shes the most amazeing artist and we are diffrent cause we were born diffrent and we all love it her and ourselves we love what we do and who we are she amazeing and we should spread her greatness and well yeah you take the rest SPREAD HER AROUND thats all shes amazeing!!!!!!
This is obviously one of her best songs, I love it so much! Can't help myself but play WoW and listen to it.. xD Too addictions, one good and one bad >_< Oh well.. :3
i didn't really get this song when i first listened to it (i hadn't read the comments on this video) until i read her biography and saw she was raped.
i used to call the person who verbally assulted me a "sick fuck"
it was like a friendly-nick name for him (we were friends before) before that happened
later i couldn't accept what happened and denied it and became mentally unstable
during that time i used to listen to EA a lot - and sometimes couldn't listen at all cause the intensity of the emotions was too much for my soul to endure
i wanted to cut myself and kill myself and kept sending him her songs till he blocked me
@xchvcwryb it's ... xD in a simple way, most of the lyrics are to show her utter confusion and the chaos in her mind after this has happened, it's not meant to make logical sense! it is poetry after all.
@xchvcwryb cutting her open and eating the good part of her? then creating two forms of her after this process? one her old self, and one anew? one in the dark and the other vengful
I think she wants her innocence back.. I don't know what makes me think that. XD. Love you Emilie Autumn!!!!! Your music is so haunting and amazing!!!
@rockhero60 emo? your calling EA fans emo? Just because I am covered in scars dos not mean I'm emo. it means I'm different. Emo is simply short for emotional. Although i am emotional I don't want the shunned tittle of emo. I prefer little rat as that is what my daddy calls me ^.^ Besides Everyone is slightly emo on the inside. I'm sure there are many times where you have looked at the sky whispering "Take me now!" or when you were in a dark mood. All of us have our moments.
@rockhero60 Look you fucking asswipe, get a Goddamn life. Stop trying to put others down, because you have failed miserably. Now fuck off you slimy peice of shit. Goodbye.
@rockhero60 Heh... looks like another child stumbled onto the internet... Poor pathetic little one who doesn't understand the difference between being in pain or 'faking' pain. Then automatically assumes that if a song is about sorrowful pain is that of a whining emo. Scurry off little child we don't need the likes of you here. *pats rockhero60 on the head and shoes it away*
@rockhero60 This is kinda sad. You have a whole playlist on youtube dedicated to what you call "emo" music, yet you say it's ewwwwwwwwww? What the fuck is wrong with you?
@rockhero60 Eww childish, childish, childish eww! Grow up why don't you? This comment has really angered me because, why write it on this video? A very personal video to the singer about something that pulls peoples lives apart. Emo? That means emotional so you've got that part okay because this song is very emotional for people who have lost their innocence.
The same thing happened to me, but she wasn't my best friend. She abused me sexually too. It was a long time ago, when I was just a little innocent girl.
Emilie Autumn is amazing, cause her songs always get deeply in my heart and make me feel better. :)
The first I had by Emilie Autumn. So glad I came to known her music, songs and poems. <3
Lol, I remember, a while ago sended a link to one of my friends with this song - and she told me never to show thst kind of songs again, 'cause they frightened her. xD
I know this song is more about rape. But can it also apply to the only man who was ever able to gain my trust and tore me down once he'd taken my virginity? All I want is to take my innocence back from the maggot who tricked me out of it with his lies.
@Nymphetamiine01 It doesn't matter if you were openly forced or manipulated, the lyrics can apply to any of us who've been in similar situations. If the lyrics speak to you then they've done their job. Oh, and I'm sorry to hear that that happened to you. *gives you virtual hugs*
Ok why the fuck are these videos being blocked from watching from playlists? all it does is make it harder for us to listen to the music that is so stupid..... want my playlist back!
I've never been raped before, but I can't stop listening to this song. I've had friends who have been the subject of rape and sexual assault, but not even their first hand accounts have driven me to such emotion that this song has.
i was only verbally assulted (sexually and psychologically) - but have to keep myself numb while listening to this song otherwise i will want to cut and kill myself again
I was most likely molested when I was little...Didn't really cause a lot of anger...It just made me really scared and paranoid about men when I was little...I thought everyone wanted to do something to me.
@sunjong1984:Hard to explain I guess. See Im like not totally sure...But...Heres the thing. I remember being scared of men a lot when I was little and acting very sexual as a child at 5 years old and sometimes certain feelings I guess feel familiar and I dont know why....
silent hill is not just video games they have a movie...and its a real place..... -.- just no monsters but it is surrounded by ashes because of the coal mine that burns underground.....so i dont recommend going anywhere near the coal mine.....you can actually go online and read up on the town.....
Aww, this song is sooo sad.....considering her past though, this could have many different meanings. During her life, she was abused, raped, was judged harshly by her appearance, was diagnosed with tokophobia (and actually got pregnant once), has auditory hallucinations along with her bipolar disorder, and was put in an asylum after trying to kill herself, so this could be about any of those traumatizing things in her life
my uncle that raped me and all my other female cousins at the time he moved when my family found out what he did to there kids and i havent seen him sence and for a long time i thought it was just a sad but forgoten memory till one day i over heard my family talking saying he was comeing back to us i had to go to my room because i needed to cry i was scared im only 13 he could come back and hurt me agian but so much worst he can hurt my baby sister or all the other little girls in my family ...
lolitaloveshetalia 2 months ago
@lolitaloveshetalia ...continue and what i cant belive is that my aunts and uncles most of whom are the mothers or father of the other girls who were raped or younger ones that never met him(and i dont want them to) are leting him come back in to the family im scared im still a kid and i dont know what to how to react or protect the little girls in my family so i came her knowing that some victim come here for a sence of understanding can you please help me?
lolitaloveshetalia 2 months ago
When I was 11, my best friend molested me.I wasn't raped, so I feel like I don't have the right to bring it up in front of people who have suffered so much more than I have, but I've recently realized that pain is pain. They can sympathize with me, and I can try to sympathize with them. My heart goes out to all of you, even though we've never met. Spread the kindness, and maybe you'll help somebody to heal.
failureatlife13 2 months ago
@failureatlife13 It always annoys me when ppl try 2 outdo each. Molestation is still sexual abuse and I'm sorry it happened 2u. I have not been sexually abused but i still can empathize with those who have. My grandmother was raped by her brother when she was in her 20s and she's the strongest woman i know. When I asked her how she got over such a traumatic experience she told me the hardest thing was to b at peace w/ it and not let that 1 incident run her life. I hope her words will help some1
intoTaboo 2 months ago
@intoTaboo Thank you. It really does help to know that there are other people out there who have been through the ringer and come out of it stronger. My heart goes out to your grandmother, too, and I appreciate that you can empathize. It's what I try to do, and I think it's made me a less bitter person overall. I'm glad to know that your grandmother found peace. :)
failureatlife13 2 months ago
Goddess
eliteinvierno 2 months ago
Someone should make a mash-up/remix with this and Evanescence's Field of Innocence... they have the same theme - wanting one's innocence back - even though this one is sinister and dark whereas Field of Innocence is mournful and longing... it's like two sides of the same coin.
950725 3 months ago in playlist Liked 2
p.s...I want my innocence back. Now.
XxCCtinaxX 3 months ago
--And I demand!
TheGothicFudgebunny 3 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Emilie Autumn
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what a piece of crap
0rth0doX 3 months ago
@0rth0doX
your a megadeath fan ... you can't have an opion on music ...
echoplextic 3 months ago 3
@echoplextic hahhaha "opion" what do you mean?? hmm i see you checked my profile but as i said "what a piece of crap" it goes along with it, to stupid people like you respond in mindless offensive manner.. so you are the one that don't have opinion on music because crap will listen crap
0rth0doX 3 months ago
@0rth0doX If you don't like it, don't listen to it.
Junestar6666 3 months ago
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@0rth0doX Don't fucking comment if you don't like it
TehFinalFantasygurl 3 months ago
I love when it kicks in at 0:52
NiamhB123 3 months ago 2
@angelofdeath4everlol Kick some ass!
CNGBfromFFN 3 months ago
Okay so I want to know the font you used for this video. It's pretty awesome.
Black6Diamond6Fox 3 months ago
10 likes and I'll sing this at schoo talent show
♥ You all fellow plague rats
CosplayIsLove 3 months ago 52
It's so helpful to look through all the comments about what people have been through with there past experiences. I'm still waiting for my case to go through :/ And i hope the bastard gets done.
HaiiRiz 3 months ago
@HaiiRiz Your fellow muffins support you. *hug*
arcanum101 3 months ago
@arcanum101 Thankyouu *hugs*
HaiiRiz 3 months ago
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I love how this song seems to be a "safe zone" for all who've suffered abuse in some form or another
randomcrazyweirdo97 3 months ago
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randomcrazyweirdo97 3 months ago
When my best friend told me she was pregnant, I cried. I didn't cry because she wasn't going to be able to take care of the kid (that was the LEAST of my worries) I cried, because the baby was the outcome of rape. I swore to her, that the day I found the sick fuck who did it to her, I would make him suffer... Very... Very... Slowly... And I DO intend on keeping that promise. God help me, that man is gonna wish he never laid eyes on you Lexie. Love you and Baby Kyra. <33
MsMusicfan13 3 months ago 12
A.S. took my innocence when he put his hands on me. when he looked me in my eyes and said I was worthless, smacked me across the face, slammed my face against the wall, and threw me across the room, day after day after day, he took my innocence. Goddess be with me, he will get what he deserves....
residentreject619 3 months ago 6
@residentreject619
May the Goddess be by your side and your revenge healing
randomcrazyweirdo97 3 months ago 2
da sad thng is, im 1 of da ppl who takes other ppl's innocence. (no, i dnt rape dem. i dnt watch da thngs i tlk bout.) b4 1 frnd of mine met me, she still beleived in da stork. nd it also took me a while to figure out tht she ddnt no u cud hav kids w/out bein married.
Missbarbydoll 3 months ago
@Missbarbydoll what?
MyImperfections1 3 months ago
@Missbarbydoll da fuck?
CountessKitty18 3 months ago
@Missbarbydoll Theres these things called Spelling and grammar ya know.
left4deadlover123 3 months ago
@Missbarbydoll Somehow, Madame Barbie Doll, I'm under the impression that explaining Sex Education to your friends isn't QUITE what Emilie intended to describe.
InFortunesHand 3 months ago 4
@Missbarbydoll That's stupid. She's talking about being abused. Jeez -.-'
MyImperfections1 3 months ago 3
@Missbarbydoll:The song is about sexual abuse you dumb ass.
neonrocker4life 2 months ago
I love this song...I've been through hell and back, living with an abusive parent for 12 years. I've been struggling with cutting and one night, I was going to kill myself. (Thanks mom, for taking me to the hospital. Life is worth living now.) I'm trying to move out now, but it'll take some time to get outta this hellhole. I predict a custody battle, cuz I'm pretty sure mom needs me here for child support...*sigh*
phantomO95 3 months ago 5
Those sick fucks who disliked this song don't understand that she was raped/abused/hurt so deeply. I hate people who think she writes these songs for fun.
MyImperfections1 3 months ago 8
For some reason, the people who were abused find the strenght to tell it on this song. And you know what, I definedly understand, because it's such an emotional song.
Angelke01 3 months ago
@angelofdeath4everlol well said. very inspiring msg
silentalley14 3 months ago
@angelofdeath4everlol so what r u waiting 4?
MrLollirotten 3 months ago
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@angelofdeath4everlol
this is terrible - i hope your soul will be set free *hugs*
sunjong1984 4 months ago
@karmnad
me too - i was verbally assulted
and psychologically - mentally
but he was not healthy person - he is not healthy person
what can i do but wish him well (health)? so that he won't hurt others or himself
and wish myself the same
sunjong1984 4 months ago
for some reason i interpreted this song as a song about someone who falls passionate
and wants to return to be innocent again
sunjong1984 4 months ago
@sunjong1984 I see it more as a song for revenge, where you want the one who hurt you so deep, to suffer and to give back what he took from you, be it sexual abuse (virginity) or your trust. But it's a good thing someone sees it different :). But what happened to you? I read your comments but can't really make something of it. Either way, I think it's terrible for you, I hope you'll be ok.
Angelke01 3 months ago
this has to be the best one!!! :D
xxemobandsxx1 4 months ago
i feel great when most of the comments on this page say my name .EMILIE! <3
xxxCrystalxxPinkxx 4 months ago
I feel so sorry for Emilie, she's been through so much, but her music shows her pain, her emotion. I wish all this bad stuff never happened to you, even though that would mean we wouldn't have your amazing songs. Nobody's pain is worth a song. Rather live in a world where you are unharmed, and not famous, than famous and harmed.
MyImperfections1 4 months ago 6
@MyImperfections1
very true words
sunjong1984 4 months ago
Emilie is a music genius. Her songs frightened me by the nice way :)
Snortra 4 months ago
Ñaaaww!!! I love it!!! :D
midgemirage 4 months ago
best song EVER !!! xxx
morgaineXxXx 4 months ago
when i was 11, I got sexually abused by a 14 year old neighbor, I ran away before he could rape me though, yesterday i heard that a couple years ago he molested his 2 little brothers and that they have been in therapy for a couple years now, If he wasn't in jail and i could afford the trip to america i would go and kick his ass. And i'm a pacifist.
KAIJATHOUGHTtm 4 months ago 9
1:35 fav part! <3
hey0izzy550 4 months ago
This is the first song I heard by Emilie Autumn, that made me fall in love with her music~
SublimeHarlequin 4 months ago 3
Chills my bones.......
JnL471 4 months ago in playlist Emillie Autumn 4
the song that started it all for me to like....lemme rephrase that...not like...love EA! :) she is ahhhmazing!
Leechjarx 4 months ago 4
THE BEST
myzzety 4 months ago
This is probably what Lavinia from Titus Andronicus screams in her head every waking minute of every day.
ArielchanTempest 4 months ago 5
people dont realize how you cant move on from things. how they exect you since its nothing to them.
acidpixie420 4 months ago
Want my innocence back ... taken by too many people.
Hazla09 4 months ago 7
Emilie I love you, you're the reason why I look forward to waking up the next day. You're a strong beautiful woman. No words can describe you, you're Emilie Autumn <3.
romansrevengeG6 4 months ago 34
Being attacked three times and yet escaping each time makes me feel guilty for the girls who didn't get to escape...
I am glad that I had good friends that never left me alone for long. back when this happened I almost killed myself, I am sure Emilie is a Lot stronger than me to go through that and then create something so moving.
ShaylaBriand 4 months ago 7
I hope whoever did this to her ended up convicted. Guys who rape other guy's girls tend to get a wonderful reintroduction to rape inside prison. From the victim standpoint.
Farbo123 4 months ago 5
@Farbo123 guys who rape other guy's girls?
CountessKitty18 4 months ago
Rape is horrible. It sucks that Emilie had to go through it. But atleast she took her experiance to write an awesome song... Now,I wanna go kill the person who raped her.
lillyevans420 4 months ago 10
i want my innocence back too....
GirlPeaceMaker 4 months ago 7
this is how I felt after I was raped in a logked van by a dirty man... I would never forget nor forgive >:((
NatalieSilverBelz 4 months ago
@NatalieSilverBelz Im terribly sorry :(
left4deadlover123 4 months ago 4
This should have been playing in the courtroom. That disgusting pig.....
cadyXcatastrophy67 5 months ago 4
@cadyXcatastrophy67 I hope so too... Except, if my sources were correct, she was raped when she was about 6,7,or 8, and it was her father. this song makes me want to buy a gun and make all rapists suffer. Its sad, she had to write this song....
jinx1169 4 months ago
@jinx1169 Yes, I think she was 5 or 6 but it wasn't her father who did it. I can understand you, I also want to buy a gun because there seems to be no justice in this world.
Weeping0Willow 4 months ago
1:36 my favorite part.
FlameG102 5 months ago
whts this song about?
MsLildevil100 5 months ago
@MsLildevil100 if I tell you she has been raped... then you can figure out what it is about?
LeechTeaSucker 5 months ago 4
@MsLildevil100 Someone taking another's innocence (aka virginity)
cadyXcatastrophy67 5 months ago 4
@cadyXcatastrophy67 or rape, this song (i think) is more about her experience ...
Zakith21 5 months ago
when you lose your innocence co early,can you ever smile again?
please tell me,cause it seems to me,you can't.
MarionAi 5 months ago
@MarionAi
i went thru harassion and psychological violence - it is not rape
but for many years i used to feel the same
i can smile again
i can even smile at the face of the person who caused me pain
and i can also feel his pain that caused him to hurt himself and others
and still causes
sunjong1984 4 months ago
This makes me want to go on a murderous rampage. :)
Shaestel 5 months ago 33
@Shaestel I'm glad I'm not the only one :D
This0Must0Be0Awesome 5 months ago
@Shaestel ME TOOOO
ForeverAnimeChick 5 months ago
What was it that she said she wanted back?
boxedbocchan 5 months ago
I hope my ex boyfriend gets this video x-( Jay u WILL Pay for abusing me x-( x-( x-(
CloudpaulerlovesJB 5 months ago 7
lol...!!!
LADYKILLER666999 5 months ago
Awesome-song!-I-love-Emilie-Autumn-for-singing/writing-this-song,because-it-has-forever-changed-my-tastes-in-music!
*Pardon-my-broken-space*
bbbbbthn3 5 months ago
I hope whoever raped her finds this song
TheGothicFudgebunny 5 months ago 12
SUCH a good song 1 of my favs by her
BloodRose411 5 months ago
This is such a hardcore song. EPICNESS!
<3 EA
MilaMango108 5 months ago
WOW Stupid video won't play any further after 0:37. Nomatter what I do. Reload the page, Restart the computer, favorite the vid and rewatch. Nothing works!
WraithLord900 5 months ago
For some reason this particular Emilie Autumn song reminds me of the hex girls from Scooby Doo. LOL
Jiihariial 5 months ago 6
This song is kinda hypnotising me...
HypnoticLamb 5 months ago 8
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Rosethemad 5 months ago
Me too!
loladamwants2 5 months ago
in this song i seen "youll suffer for this. i swear"
than after this song i listening to 'Liar' by emilie autumn, and in that song it was like
"are you suffering? i want you suffering" i hope thats the same dude or girl who did this to ea >:|
kimuiShaynne 5 months ago
I don't know... but I think emilie autumn wants her innocence back. lol, Im kidding love ea :)
left4deadlover123 5 months ago
lets vouge that we will spread her all over our friends cousins and everyone else we know about her shes the most amazeing artist and we are diffrent cause we were born diffrent and we all love it her and ourselves we love what we do and who we are she amazeing and we should spread her greatness and well yeah you take the rest SPREAD HER AROUND thats all shes amazeing!!!!!!
MrAlbertbell 5 months ago 2
thanks emilie you are the one person thats actually makeing me less pissed off thanks I LOVE HER MUSIC and shes my FAVORITE ARTIST OF ALL TIME
MrAlbertbell 5 months ago
This is obviously one of her best songs, I love it so much! Can't help myself but play WoW and listen to it.. xD Too addictions, one good and one bad >_< Oh well.. :3
OniShade666 5 months ago
She is the only artist I know who can portray such grotesque beauty on reality. She is a remarkable person, and I respect her.
TheDIYZombieHunter 5 months ago 11
i didn't really get this song when i first listened to it (i hadn't read the comments on this video) until i read her biography and saw she was raped.
ScarredWrist 6 months ago 2
I want this to go out to my uncle. He did sick things to me for far too long.
DragonflyDream96 6 months ago
@DragonflyDream96 I'm really sorry to hear that :(
Doomkitty12345678 5 months ago 4
This song is sooo good!!
natylopez5 6 months ago
I love this song. Me and my best friend wrote ''I want my innocence back'' at a wall last year LOL
steflinkinpark 6 months ago
this song is dedicated to all you sick fucks who like to rape women in hopes of dominating them.... rot in hell <33
darkomen46 6 months ago 19
@darkomen46 What about the sick fucks who rape men?
razorbackxr 6 months ago in playlist Other stuff 47
@razorbackxr holy fuck are they scary
Thespiriticlan 3 months ago
@darkomen46
i used to call the person who verbally assulted me a "sick fuck"
it was like a friendly-nick name for him (we were friends before) before that happened
later i couldn't accept what happened and denied it and became mentally unstable
during that time i used to listen to EA a lot - and sometimes couldn't listen at all cause the intensity of the emotions was too much for my soul to endure
i wanted to cut myself and kill myself and kept sending him her songs till he blocked me
sunjong1984 4 months ago
Im sorry emilie autumn i hope you gotten over what this person did we all love you. YOU ROCK EMILIE AUTUMN I LOVE ALL YOUR MUSIC!!!
MrAlbertbell 6 months ago
61 people need to die right now and they might mean dis-i-like if not die
TheAnimegirl309 6 months ago
61 people don't deserve there innocence back.
KrisMassacre714 6 months ago 11
61 people didn't get there innocence back... :(
BloodLoverHnKnA 6 months ago
terrifying and brilliant... like a vengeful ghost
BrightFullMoon 6 months ago 8
How can she be devoured in whole if she has been split in two?
anyone?
xchvcwryb 6 months ago
@xchvcwryb it's ... xD in a simple way, most of the lyrics are to show her utter confusion and the chaos in her mind after this has happened, it's not meant to make logical sense! it is poetry after all.
Zakith21 6 months ago 3
@xchvcwryb cutting her open and eating the good part of her? then creating two forms of her after this process? one her old self, and one anew? one in the dark and the other vengful
Fefefoth 6 months ago 6
@xchvcwryb The person didn't chew? xD
warriorstar11 6 months ago
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@xchvcwryb put the two pieces together...
TheCityBreeze 6 months ago
sometimes I want to tell my ex-boyfriend this... then I look at my side and see the great man I have next to me now and smile. ^^
akissy 6 months ago 7
I think she wants her innocence back.. I don't know what makes me think that. XD. Love you Emilie Autumn!!!!! Your music is so haunting and amazing!!!
98abbygail 6 months ago
Emo came from Emotive Hardcore which is a subgenre of Hardcore Punk. That's what I've read. Emo isn't what it was back then like it is today.
WednesdayEclipse 6 months ago 4
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ewwwwwwwwww emo emo emo ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
rockhero60 6 months ago in playlist Bahahahahaha D:
@rockhero60 emo? your calling EA fans emo? Just because I am covered in scars dos not mean I'm emo. it means I'm different. Emo is simply short for emotional. Although i am emotional I don't want the shunned tittle of emo. I prefer little rat as that is what my daddy calls me ^.^ Besides Everyone is slightly emo on the inside. I'm sure there are many times where you have looked at the sky whispering "Take me now!" or when you were in a dark mood. All of us have our moments.
DeanneSingsLOL 6 months ago 12
@rockhero60 Look you fucking asswipe, get a Goddamn life. Stop trying to put others down, because you have failed miserably. Now fuck off you slimy peice of shit. Goodbye.
dangocutie 6 months ago 4
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@dangocutie ewwwwwwwwwwww emo emo emo ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
rockhero60 6 months ago
@rockhero60 Heh... looks like another child stumbled onto the internet... Poor pathetic little one who doesn't understand the difference between being in pain or 'faking' pain. Then automatically assumes that if a song is about sorrowful pain is that of a whining emo. Scurry off little child we don't need the likes of you here. *pats rockhero60 on the head and shoes it away*
SeafoamKazuo 6 months ago 13
@rockhero60 I'm assuming you are 11 years old?
cblachsa 6 months ago
@rockhero60 wats wrong with being emo????????
SpunkyMonkeyForever 6 months ago 2
@rockhero60 This is kinda sad. You have a whole playlist on youtube dedicated to what you call "emo" music, yet you say it's ewwwwwwwwww? What the fuck is wrong with you?
harypotterMANIAC 6 months ago 4
@rockhero60 Eww childish, childish, childish eww! Grow up why don't you? This comment has really angered me because, why write it on this video? A very personal video to the singer about something that pulls peoples lives apart. Emo? That means emotional so you've got that part okay because this song is very emotional for people who have lost their innocence.
dotcake 6 months ago 5
@rockhero60 yeah thats just sad. if its "emo". and "eww" or whatever dont watch the video. and stop being a pathetic child,
mjandmarvin 6 months ago 4
While listening to Emilie Autumn, I have another tab open. On said page is an ad for "3 for 2 Sale on Gothic Corsets" :D
IssyRedbird 6 months ago 114
@IssyRedbird I have one on breast feeding.
karnivalfreak 4 months ago
@Tawnyshine
I heard that she was abused. Is it true? If so, that's so sad. :(
MissGothicGirlie 6 months ago
Well the worst bit of the song is 3:46
left4deadlover123 6 months ago 3
till my dying day you'll suffer for this i swear.
n1du5 6 months ago 5
They suffer for this, we swear (we swear)
LadyDark000 6 months ago 4
I hopemy best friend listens to this, and i hope she feels very very very very guilty, see, girls can sexually abuse other girls u know...
SunSet1098 6 months ago 225
@SunSet1098 well then I hope she isn't your best friend anymore..
witchsaint 6 months ago 11
@SunSet1098 Do you still consider her your best friend? :( 'Cuz if she'd do that, she isn't...
Wildlybamboozled 5 months ago 7
@SunSet1098 So sorry for what you went through, I hope she feels karmas bitching bite! still love this song, it connects to the spirit!
TearisShatteredMoon 5 months ago 4
@SunSet1098 wow i feel so sorry for you and i agree with TearisShatteredMoon i hope karma comes back to bite her in the behind
BloodRose411 5 months ago
@SunSet1098
The same thing happened to me, but she wasn't my best friend. She abused me sexually too. It was a long time ago, when I was just a little innocent girl.
Emilie Autumn is amazing, cause her songs always get deeply in my heart and make me feel better. :)
karruolen59 5 months ago
@SunSet1098 wtf ? she's a lesbian sexual abusive one ?
MsAntonnia 5 months ago
@MsAntonnia it's not impossible y'know..
CountessKitty18 5 months ago 7
@SunSet1098 Believe me, I know.
DragonflyDream96 5 months ago
well emily if you kill him then you wont be innocent from the crime
vanillacaramelface 7 months ago
i want my ex to listen to this, i want him to know how what he did made me feel. i want his beautiful suffering!
turtle102e 7 months ago 12
fuck Sony Music Entertainment, really FUCK YOU HARD
stazzou 7 months ago
The first I had by Emilie Autumn. So glad I came to known her music, songs and poems. <3
Lol, I remember, a while ago sended a link to one of my friends with this song - and she told me never to show thst kind of songs again, 'cause they frightened her. xD
abrowneyedmonster 7 months ago
0:56. Lol, isn't she saying "rape your butt" XD? I always thought she says that! XDXDXD I'm a perverted, perverted little Plague Rat...
kalacs32 7 months ago
I know this song is more about rape. But can it also apply to the only man who was ever able to gain my trust and tore me down once he'd taken my virginity? All I want is to take my innocence back from the maggot who tricked me out of it with his lies.
Nymphetamiine01 7 months ago 3
@Nymphetamiine01 It doesn't matter if you were openly forced or manipulated, the lyrics can apply to any of us who've been in similar situations. If the lyrics speak to you then they've done their job. Oh, and I'm sorry to hear that that happened to you. *gives you virtual hugs*
CharacterStudio 7 months ago in playlist Emilie Autumn Lyric Vids
@CharacterStudio What despicable creatures think they have the right to inflict this kind of damage on another. It sickens me.
Nymphetamiine01 7 months ago 6
@Nymphetamiine01
if he lied to you that means he was abusing you
and the sex was not with your agreeing to it
because you were being tricked into it - and maybe the whole relationship
which is very similar to rape
that may explain your feelings
sunjong1984 4 months ago
It reminds me how the world stolen my innocence. :)
GouByu 7 months ago
2:45 . oh my. ,that's sexy.I liked that a little too much ,lol.
DevinZervizko 7 months ago
Ok why the fuck are these videos being blocked from watching from playlists? all it does is make it harder for us to listen to the music that is so stupid..... want my playlist back!
TearisShatteredMoon 7 months ago 3
Want to get EA on the radio?! I certainly do!
I think EA fans across North America should get organized & call radio stations on a specific day & time to request the SAME song by EA.
Visit my channel for details about voting. Give this a thumbs up if you think it’s a good idea & so other fans will see it.
<3 EA
rsgirl10 7 months ago 3
I've never been raped before, but I can't stop listening to this song. I've had friends who have been the subject of rape and sexual assault, but not even their first hand accounts have driven me to such emotion that this song has.
odickaliciousone 7 months ago 3
@odickaliciousone
i was only verbally assulted (sexually and psychologically) - but have to keep myself numb while listening to this song otherwise i will want to cut and kill myself again
sunjong1984 4 months ago
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HeartBroken2226 7 months ago
@HeartBroken2226 Wtf?. That doesnt make sense.. If the son is 6... She must have been 13 when she gave birth?.
DenAlternativeGed 7 months ago 3
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EmberOfTheMystics 7 months ago
@DenAlternativeGed Not unless her birthday is later this year.
EmberOfTheMystics 7 months ago
@EmberOfTheMystics Thnx
DenAlternativeGed 7 months ago
I was most likely molested when I was little...Didn't really cause a lot of anger...It just made me really scared and paranoid about men when I was little...I thought everyone wanted to do something to me.
Anyway.. <3 this song.
neonrocker4life 7 months ago
@neonrocker4life
most likely?
sunjong1984 4 months ago
@sunjong1984:Hard to explain I guess. See Im like not totally sure...But...Heres the thing. I remember being scared of men a lot when I was little and acting very sexual as a child at 5 years old and sometimes certain feelings I guess feel familiar and I dont know why....
neonrocker4life 3 months ago
silent hill is not just video games they have a movie...and its a real place..... -.- just no monsters but it is surrounded by ashes because of the coal mine that burns underground.....so i dont recommend going anywhere near the coal mine.....you can actually go online and read up on the town.....
LifesLikeAMadHouse 7 months ago
Aww, this song is sooo sad.....considering her past though, this could have many different meanings. During her life, she was abused, raped, was judged harshly by her appearance, was diagnosed with tokophobia (and actually got pregnant once), has auditory hallucinations along with her bipolar disorder, and was put in an asylum after trying to kill herself, so this could be about any of those traumatizing things in her life
Moviegurl15 7 months ago 5
@Moviegurl15
very true
sunjong1984 4 months ago
i love this :)
zombiegirl000 7 months ago
It depresses me that even women as beautiful as Emilie have their pictures doctored.
absolutelynotnixesha 7 months ago
this song is so happy and joyful^-^
xXcrazyxXxcucumberXx 7 months ago
I cant get enough of this song,its my fave of hers
ThePlagueDoctor88 7 months ago