Blue October- It's Just Me (Hidden Track)

[AddictedToMusic96]

The TUMBLR post brought me here.

[whalesurfing]

I want to feel a punch inside my heart beat on the floor I DONT WANNA HURT NO MORE

[comadoser]

;)

[artawesome30]

I'm actually listening to this song to pass the time while waiting for my friends episode to load, but i'm starting to think that this song is way to good to be considered a song that is listened to to pass the time, though....

[artawesome30]

this is the most beautiful song EVER. I cried the first time I heard it

[InsomniacGrly]

I lost a piece of me in this song :) Even when I'm feeling dead and numb, this song touches my soul and my heart.

[ninesixgloo]

This song is so raw and emotional. This is why we love Blue October.

[halfnelson28]

wow............absolutely BEAUTIFUL !

[petunias1949]

This song is straight from his heart and soul. The words(I spent my life living half undone) I relate too.I got to see them in Toronto...was the totally best concert ever!! Everything sung with such feeling. I truly love this band.Also a great entertainer.

[ILOVEYOU2400]

wait just realized. posted a month ago. -.- fail.

[MissSlasher101]

damn it's beautiful

[FLvol23]

They reached deep into my soul and this is what they found

[sarahnicoleok]

this cd is the soundtrack to the story of my life. amazing

[zabuzarx07]

the cd actually released with two different hidden tracks. It was more or less random on which one you bought. (I got this one, I love it :)

[ThePistolero909]

this has got to be the most emotional song i have ever heard

I'm gonna feel a peace in me,

I'm gonna feel at home.

I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone.

I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor.

I don't wanna hurt no more.

[Forgrite]

Blue October...please...give me inspiration..i really need it right now...=(

[kamiloleskowful]

this song is not from foiled album

[lindsey314]

@kamiloleskowful

yes it is. you can believe what you want, but that's where i got it from. i have also heard it is on other songs, but when i heard it it was on the original foiled album.

[bubbamonique]

@lindsey314 yes it is on foiled, its the "ghost track"

[FPSPerson]

@lindsey314 Yeah when I uploaded 18th floor balcony to my mp3 it said it was 13 min long, but I didn't know why. I thought it was just glitched, but one day I woke up while sleeping and heard the song on. It was awesome.

[petegalvs]

@lindsey314 yeah, this is definitely from the end of Foiled. I used to listen to it almost daily

[StickyInADarkBlueCut]

@kamiloleskowful last track on the album its a hidden track

[MickeyMickeyXD1997]

@kamiloleskowful its a hidden track it like at the end of "18th floor balcony",or its on my cd :))

[littleroyNLR]

@kamiloleskowful it is from foiled. a few minutes after 18th floor balcony

[ILOVEYOU2400]

@kamiloleskowful yeaah it is (: it take a really long time to start up at the end of 18th floor balcony. its such an amazing song. such an amazing band just wait after the song ends for 2:21 (: it feels like forever.

[Nuray023]

@kamiloleskowful its at the end of the track. its after the song 18th Floor Balcony. did you not wonder why it was what... 12 min long? this song is on there

[artawesome30]

@kamiloleskowful actually, it was on the foiled album. but its a hidden bonus song, so you have to press and hold the 'forward' button on ur cd player for like two minutes

[910curt]

@kamiloleskowful yes it is...the secret track

[killercuppiecake96]

this song has saved my life so many times..

[BlueOctober1231]

No one could word it more perfectly, than Justin... And his music is the reason I'm still living...

[StickyInADarkBlueCut]

any one else notice the first time he says 'I've already lived half my life undone.' and the other times he says "i've already spent my life living half undone"

[hateling666]

@StickyInADarkBlueCut yeah, it gets annoying when trying to sing it lmao

[hateling666]

if i do a cover of this on guitar, and sing it, will people actually watch it? lol

[Rikuji20]

@hateling666 Do it. I'll subscribe to make sure I see it

[StickyInADarkBlueCut]

@hateling666 go for it i;d be impressed to see a decent cover

[patrickcaige]

This song bring me to tears :( I relate to this song so very much! Best piano song ever <3

[Aerikhan]

<3 This song...



[dorrylag]

Living life half undone... HE IS SO NOT ALONE!!!!

[dancingpretty93]

is this song like in connection with 18th floor balcony?

[lindsey314]

@dancingpretty93 if you look down half an inch from the video you can see for yourself! :)

[l0rdch33z3]

@lindsey314 rofl that was the most polite "gotcha" I have ever heard.

[MsKittieX]

Love their music!!<3

[Preciouslover332244]

I'm seeing them on Friday! I heart them!! They are a real band... They aren't fake like alotta bands

[LegacySilence]

Everybody has that band that they can always relate to in every song,

this is my band. I love them, i just don't know how to tell people how i feel, but they do.

[MrKricket311]

@LegacySilence same here they just float my boat.

[LegacySilence]

@MrKricket311 <3 i love when my boat floats. :D

[jnncole]

mine too!!! I'm seeing them in concert for the first time tonight!!! I can't wait...... :)

[artawesome30]

This song is so pretty and so inspirational...and the band is just amazing!!!

[MeridianBlitz]

It's me the one who won before... I used to smile but don't no more~

[13Dlover13]

Whoever dislikes this video doesn't know good music...seriously. This is an amazing song! I love it.

[artawesome30]

@13Dlover13 i agree

[protegechris]

I've been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again. I've been finding out that I have what this world would call friends. I try to push them all away, they push me back and wanna stay and that's one good thing I have. I'm gonna feel a piece of me, I'm gonna feel at home. I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone. I wanna feel a punch inside, my heartbeat on the floor, I don't wanna hurt no more.

[aracelydavila23]

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[aracelydavila23]

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[alliemacc]

oh God I adore blue october.

[kellyangelbee]

My blood bleeds October blue positive

[Clayton8424]

The most beautiful lyrics are "I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends, I try to push them all away, they push me back and want to stay and thats one good thing I have"

[bassboarder12]

blue october has conquered music itself

[ii3rittles]

Blue October is poetry with sound... true music. You can feel it like your living it... Its truly beautiful.

[banapplepielord]

@ii3rittles like im living it? this song is the story of my life!

[angelofmusic997]

I really wish I had this track!!! I love this song, yet I don't seem to have it on my track of 18th floor balcony!! *is very annoyed* :(

[andrewsbroncos15]

this is my favorite song by blue october of alllllllll time ever for sure

[MrKricket311]

One of my favs by blue october. I love these guys and I dont think anyone around me understands how much they helpd me out.Cant wit till the next time i can see them in New Mexico!

[ryanhannahfan]

Don't try to take her from me, I've already spent my life half undone.

[ThePoofer15]

This song is so beautiful <3

[craigswife0727]

so LOVe this song

[timmcleod123]

im 17 and ive been dealing with suicide and drug addiction for at least 5 years ive tried to end my life 16 times blue October has helped me more than justin will ever know something about knowing your not alone helps i love this song and to me its like a song about my life

[clauz72]

@timmcleod123

I wish you all much strength and that the sun always shines for you.

[seanr1013q]

@timmcleod123 keep yer head up, there's a lot of f'd up people out here......who Really do know how you feel

much love that you're still here!

[PurpleSpiderwebs]

This song is pure beauty...Blue October are my heroes! They have helped me through the struggles of my condition and will continue helping me until I feel like my old self again! Medication may help some things but don't help as much as Blue October do..They are the cure! In my opninion anyway...

[Mr1nero1]

and as far as the people that say that "justin has gone through so much more than you" what have you been through? has to be pretty tough huh?

[Mr1nero1]

crazy shit out here. sometimes you have to look past what you may think to be negative. if anyone is a fan they wouldn't need someone to remind them. it's all about overcoming and not being stuck there

[13Dlover13]

I love this song soo much! Can't stop listening to it(:

[thejpinky]

I love the comments on here. I don't care how ridiculous some of them seem, I like them. I love that Blue October has THESE kinds of fans. Music is supposed to change how you feel. Its supposed to affect you. Or good music anyway.

[ItsJustMaddy]

i get fucking chills listening to their songs.

[blueoctoberlover1]

Blue October has saved my life!! Justin has such a way with words. When ever I listen to his music I want to cry because he has been threw so much! when ever I am sad I just think wow Justin has been threw so much worse than me and then I feel better!!! I can't wait to see him at concert this year for the second time!!!! thank you Justin!

[a76137]

The problem I have with Blue October, I listen to ONE song, and don't want to listen to anything BUT Blue October for the next few days, because that ONE song changed my mood. But I don't care. Coldplay does the same thing to me...its weird o.O

[nsyncs1girl]

@a76137 I'm the exact same way!

[Animalfreakz]

@a76137

Snow Patrol and Coldplay used to do that to me, but not since I've started listening to Blue October :)

[SorryiCantbePerfect8]

Everytime I listen to these songs,I wonder if they were written just to me.

[CupcakeReyes]

there sonqs make me think about everythinq & cry </3

[JanelleTheMs]

i feel bad...this song relates so well to me! :'(

[TheJoeydizz]

reina casillas you tore my heart from chest....please...can i just have what belongs to me :/

[joezmp]

this band has saved my life

[rhawke805]

@joezmp Me too...me too.  I have nothing respect for Blue October

[rhawke805]

So much emotion in Justins voice. Awesome.

[dimnot2000]

@joezmp Mine too...Several times...

[finky143toes]

@dimnot2000 isnt it great how all you have to do is put on your headphones, turn it up to its highest and just forget the world? music really does heal your soul♥

[bluejeanbaby871]

@joezmp

Same here...they are truly hero's of mine

[MrDjubuti]

@joezmp you and me both

[Dissonant1975]

I'll miss you E..

[TheGothicalix]

its also at the end of um x amount of words carmen diaz remix

[105adrian]

who would unlike this?...

[bmac1775]

Good bless you all that are going through these hard times. I have been there, and this song really hits home

[KittenAustin]

Im goin through tough times... Feels like this

[SonounMancini]

@KittenAustin I'm sorry, me too..

[goincoastal28]

I met Justin one evening after a concert and he told me so much about his music. I feel like I could have written about 1/2 his songs myself. I would tell him something i was going through and he would point out exactly in what song he was going through them same thing when writing it. He is an amazing beautiful but torn soul!

[goincoastal28]

If you look at where this song starts on a digital cd player, you will notice the same number is tatooed on his forearm. Cant tell you what it means cuz i am swore I never would. But its not a hidden track to all of us!!! Peace.

[spiraticus13]

This song has helped me through some serious stuff in the couple months...blue October will forever be one of my favorites along with staind and pearl jam

[rileyjr16]

@BlueOctoberNeonTrees me and my girl friend laughed so facking hard when we heard it.

[rileyjr16]

If you have the whole song on your ipod (right off the track) or other listening device...if you listen carefully between 6:30 and 6:50, you hear someone calling someone an asshole. I first heard it on my Pearl and laughed after I backed it up.

[XAmountOfWords1231]

@rileyjr16 Lol i noticed that to

[bajitos34]

How do I get this on my ipod!?

[MeridianBlitz]

It is just me ._.

[BriannaSweetheart]

Such a beautiful song! <3

My eyes swell with tears every time i listen to it!

[vantemzone]

type in " Joseph Mcmirra " and click on the "Staind Outside cover"

same style

[vantemzone]

type in " Joseph Mcmirra " and click on the "Staind Outside cover"

same style

[SoaringEleven]

oh i love this song so much!

peaceout,

~Eleven

[narutardourannote]

This song is beyond relatable. This is my favourite Blue October song because it got be through a stage of depression in my life. This band is so inspirational and amazing! <3

[easydst2]

I don't even have this song on this CD hidden or not.....

[ICaughtThePhotoBug]

I feel so lucky the track I got with 18th floor balcony included this song, I didn't realize it until I heard it on my ipod, and I had a little panic/jizz/fangirl attack, ugh it's just fantastic

[darksatorare]

@ICaughtThePhotoBug panic/jizz/fangirl attack? lol thats a perfect discription. we've all been there. haha

[shonmobs]

@moshizzleZzz if you look at when this songs starts on digital cd player on the 18th floor balcony track, you will notice its the same number tatooed on Justins left forearm. I could tell ya what that number means, but dont know if he would be to happy about me telling people that story.

[shonmobs]

look at when the songs starts on a digital cd player on the 18th floor balcony track, then look at the tatoo on Justins left forearm. Same number but i wont tell ya what it means on here.

[MeridianBlitz]

Listening to this won't make me feel any better but.. the pain hurts so good sometimes

[TheBighair99]

who ever dislikes this sucks!!!!!

[MrMadmatt71]

in New Zealand, it is the hidden song on FOILED

[Forgrite]

Blue october always gives me inspiration when it comes to working on my music. There one reason why i'm still alive. I owe a portion of my life to blue october, and to everyone who cares for me.

[mrko509]

this song get's to me every time...

[13raffygirl]

this is my favorite song <3 it gets me through everything :) i discovered it one day and ive been singing it ever since :)

[KazamAla21]

ahhhh what a wonderful song...it gives me chills because it is so deep, so heartfelt and beautiful. It may be sorrowful and sad but there's so much beauty in those emotions not seen easily by the naked eye.

[KuhlKatze]

One, but one by choice.

[xxxmoexxxrizzyxxx]

I think i just cried out my pea winking eyes to this song.

i dont think i know...

[sylvinchenn]

schööön



[erkod]

god this is such a beautiful song. i can relate to it so much right now.

[heavenkept]

It's Just Me 2 .

Up on my FB

[veganallison]

justin don't i know how that feels! is there any1 real anymore. is there any1 who just knows what they want and can be an adult and just make a choice that they can be happy with one person and poor all their efforts into that relationship straightforwardly without holding back? i guess i wear my heart on my sleeve and when i know i want something i just poor all i have into it and devote myself2 that cause/person.and it seems i'm the only one who understands that nothings perfect.

[Tryston11223344]

Umm, It says that 18th floor baconey is the last song put calling you is so...

[the1produkt]

@Tryston11223344 that version of calling you is best buy exclusive.

[crod1211]

OMG...I can't even say anything else...this song is absolutely amazing.

[Sinfag]

All i knoe is this is on the end of my cd too. Weird?, Yet i dont care.

Enlightening song<3

[EthnicCleansingBag]

Legit song is legit.

[Irishslave55]

Favorite band..favorite song..

[Savannah6857]

blue october=perfection. 'nuff said.

[stuknjbworld]

Amazing! : )

[torontavio]

i attended the foiled concert in Toronto.. i remember it was FREE, at the mod club.

had an amazing time, i still fit in my 10 dllrs Blue October shirt. this is the first time i hear this track.

[Cassidy171biznitch]

Omg guys. Why does it even matter if its on the cd. It doesnt. Just listen to it on youtube. It worked out fine the first time u did obviously. And besides, if u dnt wanna buy the song for ur ipod but u still like it just google video to mp3 and its tge first link ya dopes.

[the1produkt]

I wish there had been a version of this on Approaching Normal. amazing song

[mbanks711]

Best song I believe they have recorded to date!

[SonounMancini]

My dog died, and now I feel so alone in my house.

It's just me :(

[kakerot0]

This song gives me strength to take care of my kids with their mother gone.

[harrisonduncan3]

it's not on the album i have, it ends with chamealeon boy, i've listened to it enough times, why would the album be any different in the uk?

[harrisonduncan3]

i have this album to... it ends with chamealeon boy, i've listened to the album enough times, it's not on mine, i don't see why it would be any different buying it in the uk?

[lindsey314]

@harrisonduncan3

my album doesn't have chameleon boy on it. artists actually have different bonus tracks for different countries. i can't remember exactly which one i found that out with, but if you go on wikipedia you can see which songs are for which albums only for bands

[bluelakelane]

@harrisonduncan3

When blue released the album in the UK they dropped "it's just me" and put two bonus tracks. ("Independently Happy" and "Chameleon Boy")

[bruceMalta]

@harrisonduncan3

mine ends with "18th Floor Balcony" .. and this song is in the song "18th Floor Balcony", a few minutes after this ends, It's Just Me starts... there are 2 songs in one. In fact 18 th floor balcony is about 15minutes long i guess.

[jczother]

@harrisonduncan3 odd

[squal3469]

@harrisonduncan3 dude chameleon boy is from history for sale, not foiled.

[gurkensexshop]

@harrisonduncan3 check out discogs

[kevenders]

@harrisonduncan3 they came out with a second cd with calling me and a few relapse remix's kinda like evanescence came out with a second version of fallen that had the video version of my immortal

[ITMeCE]

@harrisonduncan3 i dont know why chameleon boy would be on your cd, because its on, History for sale, not Foiled. So i dont know its weird >.< sure its not the history for sale album your listening to?

[TheGreatKhan102]

@harrisonduncan3 different companies in countries will pay for bonus tracks sometimes, something japan is famous for, but it certainly makes finding the tracks more interesting, yea?

[tzhr]

@harrisonduncan3 this might be late term ansering this but its on foiled

[MrROFLNeenja]

i have this song

its awsome

[carllundwall]

This song is after 18th floor Balcony on the FOILED album......its starts at like 6:57 on the last track of the CD

[JosieMarieHollenbeck]

@carllundwall actually it starts at about 5:30

[carllundwall]

@JosieMarieHollenbeck U may be right, But I kinda recollect when I bought the album in 06' there being a much longer pause, and it starting around there, but I may be wrong....Anyway Nonetheless GREAT SONG BY A GREAT BAND......:)

[amf1472]

I never would have found this song unless it wasnt for someone.

[archunk06]

I have foiled not foiled for the last time and I have it you have to fast forward thround 18 floor and it's there

[wsopAntipop]

Beautiful!

[Rozenmaid]

I have foiled. Right next to me and in my itunes.

and it IS on foiled.

But maybe not on every version of foiled, because there are different ones. Maybe you have 'calling you' instead of 'It's just me'.

Or you have the UK version of foiled. According to wikipedia this version doesn't contain any hidden track.

[theunthinkable4]

@Rozenmaid foiled does NOT have its just me i live in the US i dont have the UK version it is on foiled for the last time not foiled

[Rozenmaid]

@theunthinkable4

Yes I own the CD and in fact it is on MY Foiled :)

It is a hidden track and if i continue listening to 18th floor balcony after the music stopped this song starts playing at 6:55.

I do not own "foiled for the last time" just "Foiled".

[theunthinkable4]

@Rozenmaid ok well its not on mine i do not know why but its not its on my foiled for the last time

[theunthinkable4]

@Rozenmaid ok you have iTunes do you own the CD

[naiila1217]

so sad gives my goosebumps when i play this song  :)

[AllISawWasBlack]

ACTUALLY IT IS ON FOILED FOR THE LAST TIME...

[theunthinkable4]

@AllISawWasBlack Ive been saying that

[FindKitten]

:( I love the song cause it reminds me of things