you are SO brave for putting this up !i myself have no illnesses and stuff but you are just so strong ! i really admire your bravery and for those kiddies that were mean to you, screw them :)) <3 x.
Hello there, I have M.E too. Was diagnosed at 14 - I'm now 23. I hardly ever went to school due to the disease but now I'm 90% better and studying for a PhD. I REALLY wish you love, success and good health for the future xx
@CurlyCandyCane My mum also has M.E but i can reasure you there is nothing to worry about. Once your mum finds a good activity which doesn't make her too tired and helps keep her active she will be fine :0 like my mum she has started horse riding :) and she often goes to the gym xx
My mum has epilepsy and it is hard to do things with her sometimes as she doesn't like going to places, it's also hard to get her medication right as she has bad reactions to it. At school it is hard to concentrate because I constantly worry about her! Have you got any tips that might reassure me? P.s I love your videos xxx -333
So much disgust for people who disliked this vedio ... U are such an inspiration I wish I was as strong as u I find it hard to go into school when someone says 1 thing to me let alone what u went through , That's horrible that your friends would get ''bored'' of u when they should be there for you , Your amazing <3
i'm sorry to hear about you being treated like that, no one deserves that treat especial not you! My mums had M.E for 13 years now, she was diagnosed when I was two its been a struggle going up with it and having to watch her cope with it all, many friends and even family members don't understand the illness as it is an invisible illness and by watching my mum go through it all I can relate to your situation in a certain way, you seem really nice and thank you for posting this video :) x
I also have epilepsy, but I was also wondering arse you aloud to go swimming Im not allowed to and are you aloud to go on your bike? Im not allowed to do that either :( x
cant believe this has all happened to you! I watched loads of your videos and heard you talking about your short term memory etc and then saw this video on the left hand side..... you've had such a bad time and you'r still so happy and upbeat about everything! If you lose friends over this then its their loss. You seem so lovely and you're gorgeous, I am in love with your hair! Keep up the amazing videos! :)
I cannot understand why someone would bully you for being ill? So rediculous. Those bruises are absolute corkers! I kinda understand as I've suffered from depression for a few years and had to drop out of sixth form because of it. Obviously not the same but some of the symptoms are similar, memory-wise, tiredness ect. You're strong and congratulations on going to sixth form after all the shit you've had to deal with.
I have cfs and my consultant tells me that you shouldn't sleep in the day time and go to bed at the same time every night and wake up at the same time everyday :) x
I think it's really brave of you to put this on here. I've suffered from clinical depression for the past 9-10 years, and that's another invisible illness. It's not quite the same as epilepsy and ME, but I do have to use medication as well. I can kind of empathize about the ME, because when my depression was at it's worst, I couldn't even remember getting up that day when I was already at school. And people who don't have the "invisible illnesses" can't understand them. You're pretty awesome. :)
I have literally just found your channel & only watched a few videos but you are a beautiful young woman! Your personality is so cute and sweet (from what I've seen so far, lol) and although I am...(ugh) "north of 30"....you remind me of me and my friends! My aunt had/has epilepsy - she hasn't had a seizure (to my knowledge - and we're really close) since I've known her :o) Can't wait to watch your other videos.
i think it is sick for people to bully you people are just horrible and also wheredid you get the bird cage from its gorgeous ! ur beautifull btw xxxxxxxxxxxxx
my brother has epilepsy and i dont think any diffrent of u or him as well y bff's brother has it as well and his complely normal so if anyone treats u diffrently there just stupid!!!!!!!!
i have a friend who has epilepsy and nobody in our class at uni treats her differently, for us she's as normal as we are, she's really cool ^^ and we love her. thanks for sharing this, after watching this i see you in the same way i did before. i think you are a very brave and strong person.
My Dad has had ME for years and it's such a horrible illness. He couldn't work and no one believed him which was the hardest thing as it's not very well publicised.
I have had epilepsy since I was 14 (8 years) and I know exactly how you feel! I had just changed schools, so a lot of people assumed that I was seeking attention and I terribly was bullied as a result. I've broken my nose, had glass embedded in my skull, had countless concussions, almost drowned in the bath, had short-term memory loss, all because of my epilepsy. I have both grand and petit mal seizures and 2-5 at a time, but not often. Anyway, you're very brave to make this, I admire you! x
I went through a lot of the same stuff. I mean, not with the specific medical conditions, but school was literally the worst time of my life! I was bullied & depressed too, also bunked off atleast 80% of year 11. But I'm 22 now and that time taught me the biggest life lessons of today; 1: giving up gets you nowhere, 2: not being like everyone else is not a bad thing and 3: the friends that stick by you at your lowest are for life.
Its sad that people treat you differently I think there's a girl in my school with a mild form of epilepsy but everyone just see's her as normal and talks to her loads. You are admirable and really brave to deal with everything.
Ignore the haters!! this video just proves how strong you are!! Those people who bullied you are worthless peices of crap! And nobody can bring you down without your consent. After every low point in your life comes a brighter period and I know this video was made last year but you are incredibly brave for making this video and you have educated many people who dont know much about epilepsy or M.E. Keep ur head held high and keep those you love closest because they are the ones most important <3
I love that you were so brave to tell everyone and I am so sorry how those people treated you, I think it's terrible that people treated you differently. You're an amazing person and don't let things get to you, I personally don't have any illnesses but for about a month my mom thought I had diabetes and mono and had terrible allergies. I had to go to the doctors and had so much blood drawn. I know this doesn't even compare to what you've been and still are going through, you're amazing!
I'm so sorry that you had to go through all that, both with your health and at school. I don't have epilepsy, but I've had seizures in the past (I was allergic to some medication that I was on for a long time, and I got seizures because of the allergy) and they're just the worst. I also have some "invisible diseases" as they call them, and it does suck.
one of the people i love most on this planet has epilepsy so don't worry i will never be mean to you or treat you differently (not that i matter but you know)
Do you know what? I have never seen this video of you before and I would've never guessed you had anything wrong with you because you're such a positive and bubbly person. It's amazing how you can be happy and strong through all that. I know someone who has epilepsy and they had to go through what you have. You're such an inspiration and just stay strong and happy :)))
I'm so sorry that people were so mean when you got diagnosed, you don't deserve that. they really need to educate themselves. i used to work with a lot of people that dealt with things like depression, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia and epilepsy. those people are honestly the most strongest and brave people I've met. I learned so much, it was amazing. and I'm sorry that you lost a lot of friends but now you know how your real friends are. its their loss!
I Love you videos and saw this one and I had no clue, in fact now I really appreciate your videos allot more because you must put in so much effort in to make each and every video enjoyable. Keep up the amazing work Becca :) xxx
I've just found your channel, and i think your lovely. i'm recovering from M.E. and i know what you mean how to difficult it is too explain, a lot of my friends still don't know what it is. I know how hard it can be at times, but keep your head high. i have a lot of time for you for making this video! :) Liz x
I just watched this video for the first time. You are an amazing little darling. You have done so well with youtube. You must be so proud of yourself. You are so special!
back in Oct'10 i suffered a fit. doctors thought I had a brain tumor, therefore I had many scans and tests-at the same time I was tested for epilepsy. all of the tests came back negative. i have been diagnosed with a heart murmur, which effects your heartbeat, or something. my heart murmer is very bad, one day i am going to suffer a heart attack before i am 14. (am nearly 13) i am a very active dancer, name the sort and I do it-I have completed the whole IST
im glad you made this video. you have made more people aware (me also) of the illness. and i cant believe you were bullied and your friends left you. thats horrible to happen to anyone especially at a time you need their support most. you dont need people like that in your life and i like the fact you dont feel sorry for yourself. you seem like a wonderful person and all the bullies should be ashamed of themselves.
Trust me, those girls were so not worth it, now the funny thing is you've probably got more friends and support from all of us on youtube who love you for you, your sweet style, and amazing personality!!!
I thought my high school years were bad, those pictures are making me cry. I've come to see you as a friend or like a little sister and I just want to hug you. You are so beautiful and strong! I love your style and for your age you are so far ahead of other girls. They were probably all jealous of the attention, as sad as that is. I am keeping you in my prayers, those falls are terrifying- thanks for sharing this with us, you are such a good role model for keeping it together!!! xx
People who attack you like that, have very deep emotional issues of their own. I wish schools would deal with these horrid kids in a more effective way. They destroy peoples confidence and leave lasting scars. You are a very beautiful and brave young lady. I wish you a lifetime of happiness.
those friends who left you cos they got bored,are not worth it they're not true friend, u know that they will not stick with u if ever u hve even bigger prob but those who stayed are your best-est friends,you're so brave and i have to say you're pretty when u were skinnier but with your current body now makes u way mooooore prettier!
I take my hat off to you sweet girl, You mange your illness with grace and bravery. I have chronic muscle spasm in my arms, back, shoulders, neck and now my lower back and legs as well as nerve damage and I have pain every day and do the best I can to mange it. I know how you must feel, it can be really shit to be different from everyone else. I am a lot older than you so it must be really difficult to be so young and to be ill, you handle it very well and show maturity way beyond your years.
One of my bestfriends had an illness that started at the beginning of year 11 and she missed a lot of school and people who she was friends with then, she isn't friends with now because she never came out or was too ill to come out, and it was awful to see her like that. but she gets through it day to day and she feels good some days, and awful other days, but she's an amazing person and as are you. i could never do what you did!
I used to babysit for a severely epileptic child, who had around a hundred fits a day, not grand mals but the ones when you tense up or faint, but he started a high fat diet and reduced the fits to about 5 a day. and due to the fact epileptic fits take up so much energy he didn't gain any weight. :) But I really feel for you and your very admirable for the way you deal with it :).
Awhhhh omagoshhh i cant believe u got those n i cant believe haw much i kno bwt u nawww n cant believe u got bullied like ur sucha nice n funnny person love u so much! Derz alota negative facts bwt u in dis vudeo n i found it soo hard to believe it all! Awhhh i hope u get everything u desire in life cuz u deserve it all ! Xxxx
Awwwhh this video made me feel alot better! i have epilepsy and used to be on epilim its horrible! then i was on lemogrotene or what ever and it was horrible made me feel sick and things then i stoped takeing them and now im not on medication! i dont have many fits maybe one a year! due to lack of sleep,a cold or alcohol mixed into one really!.... i think your amazing to cope with it and ur sooo pretty! and i look up to you and i hope you grow out of it and can drive!! much love
I recently found your videos (and commented on a couple of other ones), but I just wanted to say I think you're even more beautiful for sharing your story. You've obviously been through a lot in a short amount of time but you haven't let it get the best of you. I can relate a bit; as a child I had seizures a lot and was diagnosed with epilepsy. I remember many of those episodes very clearly, even 20 years later. I was on medication for a little while but thank God they stopped. Stay positive!
You're actually amazing for doing this video. I couldn't begin to imagine how hard life is for you and yet you seem so upbeat. I hate bullies, they are horrible human beings. Just know you're beautiful, intelligent and 10x the person those bullies will ever be.
I created a youtube channel just so I could give you a comment. I found your page while looking at haul videos (I love those) and I watched a few of your vids then saw this one. Well anyways I just wanted to say that you are amazing. Seeing your other videos you can't tell that you have any conditions. You have them but never ever think that they make you who you are. And never let peoples rude comments get you down. Just remember "People throw rocks at things that shine" :)
You started like my friend did. We were in P.E she just started feeling unwell and fainted in the changing rooms, we tried waking her up cause' we thought she was unwell, and splashing water on her too see if she'd wake up laughing, but she was out for like 15 minutes, we got the nurse. and she's had them for 2 years since then.
this video actually brought me to tears! I love you, Becca, i watch your videos all the time and it just brought me to this and i can really relate with the bullying. people treat me differently because of my psychotic depression and i honestly feel for you. stay strong, you are beautiful.
I just found your videos & think it's great that you made this video. I have fibromyalgia (like M.E. i guess, but basically have lots of muscle/joint pain, fatigue, trouble concentrating etc) I know how hard it is, especially as an INVISIBLE illness like you say & I really respect you for talking about it so openly. I have been ill for a bit over 3 yrs & altho I still struggle massively, I am seeing some improvements through acupuncture and gentle yoga, I really recommend them. Keep smiling :)
i have so much respect for you. i cant imagine what it must be like at school and everything but all i can say is that those horrible girls arent worth the time nor day and you'll realise that the 7 friends that you have now are the ones that you will have for life - and this happens to everyone - its the smallest group of friends that you take with you in life anyway. x
I really can't believe anyone could be that mean! Its just horrible how people can be so cruel! I think your really inspiring for doing this video and for being so open about it! Your absolutely beautiful and really really brave! Don't let what those cruel people did/said to you, your worth so much more than them! xxx
That was really good of you to discuss this, espec as you haven't had the best time with peers. I know there are some people that will treat you differently but I think as you get older it won't be as much as an issue. In school people can be really naive and quick to judge. I really respect your honesty! x
I have lived with epilepsy for years, my sister has it. Dealt with many fits, she too has been bruised like you. Other people wrap her up in cotton wool incase she has a fit and they can't handle it. We don't, she carries on as normal. If she has a fit, we stay with her till she's come round and then carry on, she don't let it hold her back, she lives life to the full. My niece has ME. Just diagnosed .
oh my god when i saw those pictures i was so shocked.. but you should never have got/get treated any differently due to your condition. You're such an inspiration and you're just such a stunning girl.
You are amazing! I have had M.E for 5 years now.. its really complicated to explain to people! It does get slightly better and slightly worse, constantly. Its really difficult! Be proud of yourself though you're a really lovely person! You see all your real friends in time. x
I don't have any illnesses so i guess it can't be compared; but I often cancel plans with friends because I very often feel so tired I can barely even sit down without falling asleep.. They have started to get really mad/and or annoyed with me, and it's really hard to explain that I am not avoiding them, and that I just don't feel well. But yeah, if they don't stick around then they aren't worth you:)
You're very brave poppet. My ex boyfriend has epilepsy and I often looked after him whilst he had fits and after them, It's a horrible illness. Throughout the year we were together, he was going through the transition from one medication to the other as he was having fits a few times a week and many times when he did have a fit. As far as I know now though he rarely has any fits at all as he's found the right meds to help him. Anyway...I just want to say you're very brave and inspirational.xxx
I was diagnosed last Christmas with Glandular fever, like M.E but not as serious. Its gone now but it was a living hell, just like you I slept a lot and missed loads of school. Hope you're doing well lovely. Chin up and you are so inspirational<3
I've had M.E for a couple of years now and i was just wondering how you dealt with year 11? - catching up with important work and handling the stress of it all ect. As you obviously know stress tends to make you feel a lot worse and ive lost literally nearly all of friends due to me not being at school that often and like you mentioned at the end of the video you have to cancel of plans because you cant predict whether you're going to feel okay so how did you deal with that? thank you (:
my friend had epilepsy. people should not treat you differently:) you are such a lovely girl! most people will comment this i understand but really it's true!:)
people should of not treated you like that! you are so strong for being able to speak about it! thank goodness you are on youtube and inspiring people including me:)
thanks for sharing this.. and i hope you get everything you wish out of life! <3
Wow how could anyone bully you over something like a disability! Thats so cruel and nasty! And you are such a lovely and happy person, I really love your videos. Ignore the haters :) xx
i also have an underactive thyroid for about three years now and before i knew about it everyday i would come home from school and i would have a nap because i could literally not stay awake any longer. and when i started medication for it i put on about 8 pounds. and to think i thought i was hard done by. i really respect you for being able to put up with all of this and i hope your M.E improves and i seroiusly cant believe that people wpuld bully you about this some people have no empathy x <3
i cannot believe that with everything you have been through and are still going through you still have the determination to make youtube videos and go to college etc. I've only just watched this video now but i've been watching your videos for a while now and Becca you are amazing! You seem like such a bright, bubbly, full of life person and i never would have guessed that you had these life changing conditions. You are truly inspirational Becca and you're videos always cheer me up so thank you!
i bet the people that were doing the letter are kicking themself now seeing you here all confident and beautiful! ive been bullied before and its awful but i know i wont see them in years and they'd be sorry when there losers! like them people are losers ! but keep your chin up because your gorgeous and amazing guru! xx
my mums had epilepsy since she was in secondary school...it started off really bad and she had soo many seizures which slowed her education down massively. she's in her late 40's now and she doesn't suffer them any more since she changed her diet completely because she didn't trust the medication. she eats a lot healthier and avoids most refined and processed foods. i respect you so much for making this video and wish you well for the future. you're gorgeous xxx
your so very brave, i look up to people like you. i dont see how people could bully you and your friends could just 'give up' on you, you cant help your condition, theres people like me and many others on youtube who look up to you and think your amazing just the way you are, with or without epilepsy/M.E. i watch your viedos and i love them, you seem like such a nice person:) oh and merry christmas:) x x x
You're so brave, and I'm glad you opened up about it to us!
I suffer from depression, self harm and anxiety, and I keep it all to myself because I HATE when people treat me like I'm a baby. Of course it's nice when someone cares, but it's so annoying they start to treat you differently. And the friends who just got bored are not worth the energy anyways! When I got worse, I finally saw who were my true friends :-/ Now I have one friend left and my boyfriend, but oh well!
You are ssooo pretty and i don't know why any one would treat you differently! You seem so nice! some of those pictures don't look like you...... You are incredible and i think after all you have been through you can over come anything! Good luck for the future xxx
I know how you feel about losing friends due to cancelling plans and such. I know I don't have it anywhere near as bad as you, but I'm extremely introverted and have pretty bad social anxiety, which means I have significantly less friends because I can't do much with them. It's heartbreaking to see people you thought liked you just drop you because they got bored.
You're so strong for dealing with your illnesses, I know I wouldn't be able to cope with epilepsy or ME, let alone both! <3
wow your such a huge inspiration :) your so brave and lovely :) and i think its your friends loss that they chose not to be friends with such an amazing girl anymore :) their simply cowards. :) keep being who you are and thanks for helping me and everyone else that follows you have even a small amount of the courage and strength that you do. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Becca your a beautifull girl, this almost brought a tear to my eye. your amazing you shouldnt let anyones thoughts worry you if your friends cant understand then your better of withouth them. Your by far one of my faviourate youtubers! Take care xxxx
Isn't it likely that M.E. is actually caused BY your epilepsy (or rather the anti-epileptic drugs)? Anti-epileptic drugs cause severe CNS depression (so things like fatigue & sedation) giving you the same symptoms as M.E.
I hope your epilepsy is well controlled by the drugs - it is very hard to live with such a debilitating disease but most AED's help a lot and can give you a some-what normal life! :)
You are sooo stunning!! and judging by those pictures you always have been :) you are truely an amazing person no matter what lame ass people choose to write in letters; they're just to cowardly to say it to your face and know they could never cope with anything like this as well as you! no one deserves to go through this but you are such a strong person for coping so well! <3
I'm 16 and recently diagnosed with Grand mal seizure epilepsy , I am now home-schooled and out of all sports. I dont live the house, im just scared of going any where and having a seizure then id feel sad if anyone made fun of me for it. :\ How did you stay so strong?
Becca i just wanna give you a hug, this made me wanna cry so much. I was diagnosed with M.E when i was 10(i'm 22)& i have been ill most of my life before that, i get a lot of pain, sensitivities, memory problems like you said & have spent months at a time not being able to get out of bed. It is the worst thing to try & explain to people who don't know so i just wanted to say thank you for this video & for saying how invisible it truly is, i too lost most of my "friends"
@StopToraTime because of my illness but remember that they are not worth wasting any tears over & what goes around comes around, i have an amazing husband who is ill himself & we love & care for each other so it does get better even if it does seem to take its time, i still have M.E & it varies so much from minute to minute but at lest i'm not constantly in that darkened bedroom any more! :) keep strong & put two fingers u to the haters :) much love x
oh my gosh, i have had m.e for 4 years and cant believe you have it too. you're so inspirational and its such a relief to hear that you have been through the same things as i have, i took half my gcses and am at sixth form but doing half or 3/4 days! thank you for being so open, it makes me feel so normal i guess haha! thank you so much!!xxxxxxxxxx
I dont know why anyone would treat you differently, to be honest! It still makes you the same person, anyway :) And bullying you because of it, you cant help it? Its not your fault. Your beautiful :) xx
but yeah just thought id let you know your not alone with the kind of situation you been through,even if its a compleatly different illness that i have got. annoyingly im still struggeling with it and even though im supposed to be at dance college now iv been in hospital for the past 2 weeks lol. love life;] and love your videos.x
you've got compleatly different illnesses to me but what you'v been through sounds pretty similar with the school and friends getting bored with it ect.. i have kidney disease and for the whole of year 10 and 11 i was on reduced timetable and just had a tutor for the hour i went in every day or every other day (if i even made that) i definatly get what you mean when you say people think your lucky for not having to go to school or do exams.. i had exactly the same thing, ha if only they knew,
my battery wnet dead lastnight as i was watching loads of your videos, in your personal questions vid you reffered to this one so had to watch as i didnt know you had an illness as ive mainly seen your recent ones. I cannt believe your old friends, but on the brightside you learnt who your real ones are.
And when you said you gained 2/3 stone, dont take it the wrong way, but you really suited it, you look awesome now, but you looked awesome then too.
I have CFS as well - it's the worst, especially with university & work - like it's basically impossible to do both and just doing one is SO hard..... I feel for you - especially with Epilepsy as well.. :( Hope it's managing well atm.. :) xo
I know this sounds so cheasy! But your honestly my idol, Your so brave and your always so smiley! Ive started to think i have M.E :/ Im always so tired and yawning, I sometimes think im going to fall asleep at school, And i always feel disy. Do you think i have it? xxx
Becca, you are so brave to openly talk about your condition! I'm a year older than you (same birthday!) and my friend has both M.E and Epilepsy as well and I often don't see the direct effects of the illness on her as unfortunately I don't see her as much as I used to but to see this video has really opened my eyes to her perspective more. You are so brave to have gone through so much because of this and so many girls watching your videos will look up to you for this! Love your videos! :) x
I admire you or making this video! You're so brave and inspirational, i really hope everything gets better for you :D
cheycheysworld 9 hours ago
I admire you so much! Just come across your channel..
I never knew anything about M.E, but its great how youve brought awareness of it to us all :)
Your so beautiful too and I love your hair and the way you do your eye makeup! x
iRAAARI 2 days ago
you are SO brave for putting this up !i myself have no illnesses and stuff but you are just so strong ! i really admire your bravery and for those kiddies that were mean to you, screw them :)) <3 x.
vivothehippo 2 days ago
I have fibromyalgia and I know exactly what you mean about your friends getting 'bored' of your illness, I hate it so much.
happysad321 4 days ago 4
Hello there, I have M.E too. Was diagnosed at 14 - I'm now 23. I hardly ever went to school due to the disease but now I'm 90% better and studying for a PhD. I REALLY wish you love, success and good health for the future xx
WetFlesh69 1 week ago 3
@CurlyCandyCane My mum also has M.E but i can reasure you there is nothing to worry about. Once your mum finds a good activity which doesn't make her too tired and helps keep her active she will be fine :0 like my mum she has started horse riding :) and she often goes to the gym xx
gurufever191 1 week ago
My mum has epilepsy and it is hard to do things with her sometimes as she doesn't like going to places, it's also hard to get her medication right as she has bad reactions to it. At school it is hard to concentrate because I constantly worry about her! Have you got any tips that might reassure me? P.s I love your videos xxx -333
CurlyCandyCane 1 week ago
So much disgust for people who disliked this vedio ... U are such an inspiration I wish I was as strong as u I find it hard to go into school when someone says 1 thing to me let alone what u went through , That's horrible that your friends would get ''bored'' of u when they should be there for you , Your amazing <3
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my b-day is the 23rd of dec........ x
irishpwincesskitkat 1 week ago
Gosh those sores were different colors!! haha i actually thought they looked cool like somthing u would get facepainted on
DramaGirlInFashion 1 week ago
i'm sorry to hear about you being treated like that, no one deserves that treat especial not you! My mums had M.E for 13 years now, she was diagnosed when I was two its been a struggle going up with it and having to watch her cope with it all, many friends and even family members don't understand the illness as it is an invisible illness and by watching my mum go through it all I can relate to your situation in a certain way, you seem really nice and thank you for posting this video :) x
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TrixyBubz 1 week ago
I also have epilepsy, but I was also wondering arse you aloud to go swimming Im not allowed to and are you aloud to go on your bike? Im not allowed to do that either :( x
TrixyBubz 1 week ago
Sorry but that year 7 'wanna fight' thing was sooo flipping funny! :')
MarilynMunsterr 1 week ago
cant believe this has all happened to you! I watched loads of your videos and heard you talking about your short term memory etc and then saw this video on the left hand side..... you've had such a bad time and you'r still so happy and upbeat about everything! If you lose friends over this then its their loss. You seem so lovely and you're gorgeous, I am in love with your hair! Keep up the amazing videos! :)
LaurAliceee 1 week ago
my sister was suspected with M.E but later found out she has fibromyalgia which is just like m.e... xx keep strong :)
xSPARKLEfoolx 1 week ago
you look like the singer adele!
fafyy210 1 week ago
I cannot understand why someone would bully you for being ill? So rediculous. Those bruises are absolute corkers! I kinda understand as I've suffered from depression for a few years and had to drop out of sixth form because of it. Obviously not the same but some of the symptoms are similar, memory-wise, tiredness ect. You're strong and congratulations on going to sixth form after all the shit you've had to deal with.
LusciousBaybee 1 week ago
U are a very strong young lady;)
I love your videos-3
ayooitsla 1 week ago
your sucha strong girl ! <3
FionnualaF1 2 weeks ago
I have cfs and my consultant tells me that you shouldn't sleep in the day time and go to bed at the same time every night and wake up at the same time everyday :) x
teamteamcat123 2 weeks ago
I think it's really brave of you to put this on here. I've suffered from clinical depression for the past 9-10 years, and that's another invisible illness. It's not quite the same as epilepsy and ME, but I do have to use medication as well. I can kind of empathize about the ME, because when my depression was at it's worst, I couldn't even remember getting up that day when I was already at school. And people who don't have the "invisible illnesses" can't understand them. You're pretty awesome. :)
MoestitiaAddo 2 weeks ago
i've had m.e for four years now, so horrible but your video is great to get people to hear about it. not enough people know about it xxxx
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NormalEnglishRose 2 weeks ago
I have literally just found your channel & only watched a few videos but you are a beautiful young woman! Your personality is so cute and sweet (from what I've seen so far, lol) and although I am...(ugh) "north of 30"....you remind me of me and my friends! My aunt had/has epilepsy - she hasn't had a seizure (to my knowledge - and we're really close) since I've known her :o) Can't wait to watch your other videos.
swthaverinlass 2 weeks ago 19
What a beautiful, intelligent, STRONG young woman you are!! <3
TheEtaoin 2 weeks ago
i think it is sick for people to bully you people are just horrible and also wheredid you get the bird cage from its gorgeous ! ur beautifull btw xxxxxxxxxxxxx
magicmakeupmagician 2 weeks ago
seriously my brother had it
Mslibrety 2 weeks ago
the medecation is horrible
Mslibrety 2 weeks ago
my brother has epilepsy and i dont think any diffrent of u or him as well y bff's brother has it as well and his complely normal so if anyone treats u diffrently there just stupid!!!!!!!!
Mslibrety 2 weeks ago
i have a friend who has epilepsy and nobody in our class at uni treats her differently, for us she's as normal as we are, she's really cool ^^ and we love her. thanks for sharing this, after watching this i see you in the same way i did before. i think you are a very brave and strong person.
i love your videos ^^ xoxo
ImaCrazySceneager 2 weeks ago
I <3 your bracelet. Where's it from? x
KesimusikCph 2 weeks ago
My Dad has had ME for years and it's such a horrible illness. He couldn't work and no one believed him which was the hardest thing as it's not very well publicised.
anoaktree14 2 weeks ago
I have had epilepsy since I was 14 (8 years) and I know exactly how you feel! I had just changed schools, so a lot of people assumed that I was seeking attention and I terribly was bullied as a result. I've broken my nose, had glass embedded in my skull, had countless concussions, almost drowned in the bath, had short-term memory loss, all because of my epilepsy. I have both grand and petit mal seizures and 2-5 at a time, but not often. Anyway, you're very brave to make this, I admire you! x
temikalols 2 weeks ago
Hey! Good on you for putting this up.
I went through a lot of the same stuff. I mean, not with the specific medical conditions, but school was literally the worst time of my life! I was bullied & depressed too, also bunked off atleast 80% of year 11. But I'm 22 now and that time taught me the biggest life lessons of today; 1: giving up gets you nowhere, 2: not being like everyone else is not a bad thing and 3: the friends that stick by you at your lowest are for life.
:)
LoneCookie 3 weeks ago
And actually BLESS YOU! I have an even better opinion of you now.
LadySingsTheBlues01 3 weeks ago 2
I know exactly what you went through. I experienced the same thing with depression. Go you for making a youtube after that.
LadySingsTheBlues01 3 weeks ago
That's horrible that you were bullied all because you have a medical condition. That's actually unreal!
RKRKRK898 3 weeks ago
my cousin died of epilepsy in 2010 from a fit. i was really upset when i found out he died because i was really close to him.
HelloKittyObsessed93 3 weeks ago
aww, you are beautiful !
sipsomejen 3 weeks ago
Its sad that people treat you differently I think there's a girl in my school with a mild form of epilepsy but everyone just see's her as normal and talks to her loads. You are admirable and really brave to deal with everything.
HelloKittyIove 3 weeks ago
Ignore the haters!! this video just proves how strong you are!! Those people who bullied you are worthless peices of crap! And nobody can bring you down without your consent. After every low point in your life comes a brighter period and I know this video was made last year but you are incredibly brave for making this video and you have educated many people who dont know much about epilepsy or M.E. Keep ur head held high and keep those you love closest because they are the ones most important <3
LittleMissMakeup1702 3 weeks ago
I really admire your braveness of sharing this with your subscribers. Keep strong,beautiful ♥
ShormeEarnest 3 weeks ago
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toofacedbeauty101 3 weeks ago
I love that you were so brave to tell everyone and I am so sorry how those people treated you, I think it's terrible that people treated you differently. You're an amazing person and don't let things get to you, I personally don't have any illnesses but for about a month my mom thought I had diabetes and mono and had terrible allergies. I had to go to the doctors and had so much blood drawn. I know this doesn't even compare to what you've been and still are going through, you're amazing!
gloriousaubrij18 3 weeks ago
omg!, thats horrible what uv had to go thru <3 just to let u kno, your soo pretty, and looove ur vids :))
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I'm so sorry that you had to go through all that, both with your health and at school. I don't have epilepsy, but I've had seizures in the past (I was allergic to some medication that I was on for a long time, and I got seizures because of the allergy) and they're just the worst. I also have some "invisible diseases" as they call them, and it does suck.
TheNicoleMarion 4 weeks ago
one of the people i love most on this planet has epilepsy so don't worry i will never be mean to you or treat you differently (not that i matter but you know)
kaziibabylovesuxx1 4 weeks ago
Omigosh that test sounds horrible! :-( You've been through the ringer girl and you're so positive and bubbly, I really admire your courage xo
tinkerbell9110 4 weeks ago
Do you know what? I have never seen this video of you before and I would've never guessed you had anything wrong with you because you're such a positive and bubbly person. It's amazing how you can be happy and strong through all that. I know someone who has epilepsy and they had to go through what you have. You're such an inspiration and just stay strong and happy :)))
Malaika9395 1 month ago
I'm so sorry that people were so mean when you got diagnosed, you don't deserve that. they really need to educate themselves. i used to work with a lot of people that dealt with things like depression, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia and epilepsy. those people are honestly the most strongest and brave people I've met. I learned so much, it was amazing. and I'm sorry that you lost a lot of friends but now you know how your real friends are. its their loss!
baraca491987 1 month ago
I Love you videos and saw this one and I had no clue, in fact now I really appreciate your videos allot more because you must put in so much effort in to make each and every video enjoyable. Keep up the amazing work Becca :) xxx
Like if you agree x
acejlnruwy 1 month ago
I've just found your channel, and i think your lovely. i'm recovering from M.E. and i know what you mean how to difficult it is too explain, a lot of my friends still don't know what it is. I know how hard it can be at times, but keep your head high. i have a lot of time for you for making this video! :) Liz x
lizlucy92 1 month ago
I just watched this video for the first time. You are an amazing little darling. You have done so well with youtube. You must be so proud of yourself. You are so special!
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isiartdotcom 1 month ago
I love you for sharing this :)
famax33 1 month ago
thanks so much for doing this video.
back in Oct'10 i suffered a fit. doctors thought I had a brain tumor, therefore I had many scans and tests-at the same time I was tested for epilepsy. all of the tests came back negative. i have been diagnosed with a heart murmur, which effects your heartbeat, or something. my heart murmer is very bad, one day i am going to suffer a heart attack before i am 14. (am nearly 13) i am a very active dancer, name the sort and I do it-I have completed the whole IST
chocho4321 1 month ago
im glad you made this video. you have made more people aware (me also) of the illness. and i cant believe you were bullied and your friends left you. thats horrible to happen to anyone especially at a time you need their support most. you dont need people like that in your life and i like the fact you dont feel sorry for yourself. you seem like a wonderful person and all the bullies should be ashamed of themselves.
c00ki312 1 month ago 38
Trust me, those girls were so not worth it, now the funny thing is you've probably got more friends and support from all of us on youtube who love you for you, your sweet style, and amazing personality!!!
ProvocatuerBarbie25 1 month ago
I thought my high school years were bad, those pictures are making me cry. I've come to see you as a friend or like a little sister and I just want to hug you. You are so beautiful and strong! I love your style and for your age you are so far ahead of other girls. They were probably all jealous of the attention, as sad as that is. I am keeping you in my prayers, those falls are terrifying- thanks for sharing this with us, you are such a good role model for keeping it together!!! xx
ProvocatuerBarbie25 1 month ago
You're such a great girl! So brave for telling us!! xx
Lanenawebb 1 month ago
People who attack you like that, have very deep emotional issues of their own. I wish schools would deal with these horrid kids in a more effective way. They destroy peoples confidence and leave lasting scars. You are a very beautiful and brave young lady. I wish you a lifetime of happiness.
TheGlossyglitz 1 month ago
those friends who left you cos they got bored,are not worth it they're not true friend, u know that they will not stick with u if ever u hve even bigger prob but those who stayed are your best-est friends,you're so brave and i have to say you're pretty when u were skinnier but with your current body now makes u way mooooore prettier!
FCjeca 1 month ago
I take my hat off to you sweet girl, You mange your illness with grace and bravery. I have chronic muscle spasm in my arms, back, shoulders, neck and now my lower back and legs as well as nerve damage and I have pain every day and do the best I can to mange it. I know how you must feel, it can be really shit to be different from everyone else. I am a lot older than you so it must be really difficult to be so young and to be ill, you handle it very well and show maturity way beyond your years.
ch88ch35 1 month ago
One of my bestfriends had an illness that started at the beginning of year 11 and she missed a lot of school and people who she was friends with then, she isn't friends with now because she never came out or was too ill to come out, and it was awful to see her like that. but she gets through it day to day and she feels good some days, and awful other days, but she's an amazing person and as are you. i could never do what you did!
TheSamiiwells 1 month ago
I used to babysit for a severely epileptic child, who had around a hundred fits a day, not grand mals but the ones when you tense up or faint, but he started a high fat diet and reduced the fits to about 5 a day. and due to the fact epileptic fits take up so much energy he didn't gain any weight. :) But I really feel for you and your very admirable for the way you deal with it :).
MeAndJacob1 1 month ago
Awhhhh omagoshhh i cant believe u got those n i cant believe haw much i kno bwt u nawww n cant believe u got bullied like ur sucha nice n funnny person love u so much! Derz alota negative facts bwt u in dis vudeo n i found it soo hard to believe it all! Awhhh i hope u get everything u desire in life cuz u deserve it all ! Xxxx
HRukssz 1 month ago
Awwwhh this video made me feel alot better! i have epilepsy and used to be on epilim its horrible! then i was on lemogrotene or what ever and it was horrible made me feel sick and things then i stoped takeing them and now im not on medication! i dont have many fits maybe one a year! due to lack of sleep,a cold or alcohol mixed into one really!.... i think your amazing to cope with it and ur sooo pretty! and i look up to you and i hope you grow out of it and can drive!! much love
cassiedog101 1 month ago
I don't have epilepsy but I do have sevire asthma and I can't do most of the things I love...
Don't let people put u down just cause u have an illness I bet they have an illness worse than urs.
zoe101thelegend 1 month ago
wow you are such an inspiration! and absolutely beautiful and brave! x
missjosiekins 1 month ago
Great vid! really proud of u :) Q. Can u go on things like roller coaster? or might that bring on a fit with anxiety?
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NatashaKathryn 1 month ago
I recently found your videos (and commented on a couple of other ones), but I just wanted to say I think you're even more beautiful for sharing your story. You've obviously been through a lot in a short amount of time but you haven't let it get the best of you. I can relate a bit; as a child I had seizures a lot and was diagnosed with epilepsy. I remember many of those episodes very clearly, even 20 years later. I was on medication for a little while but thank God they stopped. Stay positive!
RazzleRadness 1 month ago
You're actually amazing for doing this video. I couldn't begin to imagine how hard life is for you and yet you seem so upbeat. I hate bullies, they are horrible human beings. Just know you're beautiful, intelligent and 10x the person those bullies will ever be.
FashionObsessedx 1 month ago
I created a youtube channel just so I could give you a comment. I found your page while looking at haul videos (I love those) and I watched a few of your vids then saw this one. Well anyways I just wanted to say that you are amazing. Seeing your other videos you can't tell that you have any conditions. You have them but never ever think that they make you who you are. And never let peoples rude comments get you down. Just remember "People throw rocks at things that shine" :)
LittleMissCupcake007 1 month ago
You started like my friend did. We were in P.E she just started feeling unwell and fainted in the changing rooms, we tried waking her up cause' we thought she was unwell, and splashing water on her too see if she'd wake up laughing, but she was out for like 15 minutes, we got the nurse. and she's had them for 2 years since then.
HaiImLouise 1 month ago
this video actually brought me to tears! I love you, Becca, i watch your videos all the time and it just brought me to this and i can really relate with the bullying. people treat me differently because of my psychotic depression and i honestly feel for you. stay strong, you are beautiful.
marshylovesya 1 month ago
You're an amazingly strong person! Don't let anyone ever bring you down.
cicijude 1 month ago
I just found your videos & think it's great that you made this video. I have fibromyalgia (like M.E. i guess, but basically have lots of muscle/joint pain, fatigue, trouble concentrating etc) I know how hard it is, especially as an INVISIBLE illness like you say & I really respect you for talking about it so openly. I have been ill for a bit over 3 yrs & altho I still struggle massively, I am seeing some improvements through acupuncture and gentle yoga, I really recommend them. Keep smiling :)
happysad321 1 month ago 2
you're so beautiful those horrible people were just jealous!
evaamccormick 1 month ago
your amazing
xoxoxoxoxo071 1 month ago
wow, i dont understand why people would bully you just cause you've got a illness you cant do anything about.....be strong, your a beautiful person.x
ummijamilaxxx 1 month ago
wow your sucha strong girl
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i have so much respect for you. i cant imagine what it must be like at school and everything but all i can say is that those horrible girls arent worth the time nor day and you'll realise that the 7 friends that you have now are the ones that you will have for life - and this happens to everyone - its the smallest group of friends that you take with you in life anyway. x
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carlalovesyou2 1 month ago
I really can't believe anyone could be that mean! Its just horrible how people can be so cruel! I think your really inspiring for doing this video and for being so open about it! Your absolutely beautiful and really really brave! Don't let what those cruel people did/said to you, your worth so much more than them! xxx
NikkiBabesx 1 month ago
That was really good of you to discuss this, espec as you haven't had the best time with peers. I know there are some people that will treat you differently but I think as you get older it won't be as much as an issue. In school people can be really naive and quick to judge. I really respect your honesty! x
Ooops17 1 month ago
Omg you are so strong keep your head up and dont let anyone get you down again, xxx
StephhhOx 1 month ago
I have lived with epilepsy for years, my sister has it. Dealt with many fits, she too has been bruised like you. Other people wrap her up in cotton wool incase she has a fit and they can't handle it. We don't, she carries on as normal. If she has a fit, we stay with her till she's come round and then carry on, she don't let it hold her back, she lives life to the full. My niece has ME. Just diagnosed .
xpixilovesmakeupx 1 month ago
oh my god when i saw those pictures i was so shocked.. but you should never have got/get treated any differently due to your condition. You're such an inspiration and you're just such a stunning girl.
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xxxxxxxxxJENxxxxxxxx 1 month ago
your a stunning person and a inspiration xxxxx
theatheabish 1 month ago
You are amazing! I have had M.E for 5 years now.. its really complicated to explain to people! It does get slightly better and slightly worse, constantly. Its really difficult! Be proud of yourself though you're a really lovely person! You see all your real friends in time. x
SophHunt 1 month ago
I don't have any illnesses so i guess it can't be compared; but I often cancel plans with friends because I very often feel so tired I can barely even sit down without falling asleep.. They have started to get really mad/and or annoyed with me, and it's really hard to explain that I am not avoiding them, and that I just don't feel well. But yeah, if they don't stick around then they aren't worth you:)
LynnDerp 1 month ago
ah I didn't realize you were only 16. you act mature for age, which isn't a bad thing. i respect you for coming out and talking about your illnesses
xoashleylovesyou 1 month ago
you are such a beautiful person! no need to be nervous. you're amazing inside and out :) love love your videos!
katherynxx 1 month ago
i think it's great you made a video about it! thanks for telling about it
TheSarahMeijer 1 month ago
my friend has M.E she was bullied. : ( xxxxxx
MrsCullen280694 1 month ago
what did u get for your gcse
love1makeup1 1 month ago
You look likr adele :)
love1makeup1 1 month ago
OMG your so brave ,
love1makeup1 1 month ago
You are cute! you look like Adele,She is beautiful :)
XXxxmareXXXxxXXX 1 month ago
You're very brave poppet. My ex boyfriend has epilepsy and I often looked after him whilst he had fits and after them, It's a horrible illness. Throughout the year we were together, he was going through the transition from one medication to the other as he was having fits a few times a week and many times when he did have a fit. As far as I know now though he rarely has any fits at all as he's found the right meds to help him. Anyway...I just want to say you're very brave and inspirational.xxx
cupidsuckss 1 month ago
you look like adele!
greencherrybutterfly 1 month ago 45
I was diagnosed last Christmas with Glandular fever, like M.E but not as serious. Its gone now but it was a living hell, just like you I slept a lot and missed loads of school. Hope you're doing well lovely. Chin up and you are so inspirational<3
XOXYummiXOX 1 month ago
awww you poor thing those bruses were awful! at least your absolutly beautiful now!
thebeautyfizz 1 month ago
OMG. You are such a HUGE inspiration. Good luck with your school work and just life in general, I hope you suceed, because you are amazing <3
itswendzii 1 month ago
I've had M.E for a couple of years now and i was just wondering how you dealt with year 11? - catching up with important work and handling the stress of it all ect. As you obviously know stress tends to make you feel a lot worse and ive lost literally nearly all of friends due to me not being at school that often and like you mentioned at the end of the video you have to cancel of plans because you cant predict whether you're going to feel okay so how did you deal with that? thank you (:
Rhianna8110 1 month ago
my friend had epilepsy. people should not treat you differently:) you are such a lovely girl! most people will comment this i understand but really it's true!:)
people should of not treated you like that! you are so strong for being able to speak about it! thank goodness you are on youtube and inspiring people including me:)
thanks for sharing this.. and i hope you get everything you wish out of life! <3
elliebea0704 1 month ago
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. You are living proof <3
mrslilchef 1 month ago
youre such an inspiration<3
misshayleyrose24 1 month ago
my friend has epilepsy :(
o0RaNdOmZ0o 1 month ago
oh my goodness, you poor thing. when you said 'bruises' i had NO idea they were like real motherf**king BRUISES until the pictures came up!
prettypillpopper 1 month ago
Wow how could anyone bully you over something like a disability! Thats so cruel and nasty! And you are such a lovely and happy person, I really love your videos. Ignore the haters :) xx
JJJJJJJJDDDDDD 1 month ago
i also have an underactive thyroid for about three years now and before i knew about it everyday i would come home from school and i would have a nap because i could literally not stay awake any longer. and when i started medication for it i put on about 8 pounds. and to think i thought i was hard done by. i really respect you for being able to put up with all of this and i hope your M.E improves and i seroiusly cant believe that people wpuld bully you about this some people have no empathy x <3
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JellyBeautyBean 2 months ago
such a positive person :) dont ever change!
Makeupwithjojo 2 months ago
i cannot believe that with everything you have been through and are still going through you still have the determination to make youtube videos and go to college etc. I've only just watched this video now but i've been watching your videos for a while now and Becca you are amazing! You seem like such a bright, bubbly, full of life person and i never would have guessed that you had these life changing conditions. You are truly inspirational Becca and you're videos always cheer me up so thank you!
Chloelizabethloves 2 months ago
i bet the people that were doing the letter are kicking themself now seeing you here all confident and beautiful! ive been bullied before and its awful but i know i wont see them in years and they'd be sorry when there losers! like them people are losers ! but keep your chin up because your gorgeous and amazing guru! xx
kander16 2 months ago
my mums had epilepsy since she was in secondary school...it started off really bad and she had soo many seizures which slowed her education down massively. she's in her late 40's now and she doesn't suffer them any more since she changed her diet completely because she didn't trust the medication. she eats a lot healthier and avoids most refined and processed foods. i respect you so much for making this video and wish you well for the future. you're gorgeous xxx
HappyFunnyMoney1 2 months ago
stay strong (: you also have the exact same birthday as my sister (:
bumblebeabeauty 2 months ago
your so very brave, i look up to people like you. i dont see how people could bully you and your friends could just 'give up' on you, you cant help your condition, theres people like me and many others on youtube who look up to you and think your amazing just the way you are, with or without epilepsy/M.E. i watch your viedos and i love them, you seem like such a nice person:) oh and merry christmas:) x x x
xlovehearts2628x 2 months ago
just like to say your very brave and you should be extreme proud of yourself for living your life with the things you have to deal with
gulllyshan 2 months ago
My sister has epilepsy to and it's such a hard thing to deal with. Ur so brave xxxx
stargazerxx12 2 months ago
your so brave! seriously! ... i love your hair in this...tutorial?
superEMZ1212 2 months ago
You are so beautiful and strong !! keep on uploading your amazing videos :)
Nomble1994 2 months ago
That's incredible, you do so well! It must be very differcult! I love your videos too. X
GraceG1511 2 months ago
You're so brave, and I'm glad you opened up about it to us!
I suffer from depression, self harm and anxiety, and I keep it all to myself because I HATE when people treat me like I'm a baby. Of course it's nice when someone cares, but it's so annoying they start to treat you differently. And the friends who just got bored are not worth the energy anyways! When I got worse, I finally saw who were my true friends :-/ Now I have one friend left and my boyfriend, but oh well!
mallebitch 2 months ago
You are ssooo pretty and i don't know why any one would treat you differently! You seem so nice! some of those pictures don't look like you...... You are incredible and i think after all you have been through you can over come anything! Good luck for the future xxx
missglamourpuss18 2 months ago
That is such a big shame that all happend to you. You are doing really well now cos your at sixth form which is really hard work. Well done!
Caitlinbbxx 2 months ago
I know how you feel about losing friends due to cancelling plans and such. I know I don't have it anywhere near as bad as you, but I'm extremely introverted and have pretty bad social anxiety, which means I have significantly less friends because I can't do much with them. It's heartbreaking to see people you thought liked you just drop you because they got bored.
You're so strong for dealing with your illnesses, I know I wouldn't be able to cope with epilepsy or ME, let alone both! <3
cookielover734 2 months ago
Your Such an inspiration <3 Your so brave!:)
BriTheGeek 2 months ago
OMG YOU WERE SOOO BEAUTIFUL!!
Mary9697Rylee 2 months ago
DID YOU BREAK YOUR ANKLE?!?!?!
KellyAnn196 2 months ago
OMG those bruises look SO painful! you're so brave for getting through it! x
CustomiseFashion 2 months ago
wow your such a huge inspiration :) your so brave and lovely :) and i think its your friends loss that they chose not to be friends with such an amazing girl anymore :) their simply cowards. :) keep being who you are and thanks for helping me and everyone else that follows you have even a small amount of the courage and strength that you do. xoxoxoxoxoxo
KeeleyMcCartney 2 months ago 29
BECCA YOU GO GIRL! WOOOO <3 <3 <3
pinkpopbabe1 2 months ago
Becca your a beautifull girl, this almost brought a tear to my eye. your amazing you shouldnt let anyones thoughts worry you if your friends cant understand then your better of withouth them. Your by far one of my faviourate youtubers! Take care xxxx
1992babex 2 months ago
Isn't it likely that M.E. is actually caused BY your epilepsy (or rather the anti-epileptic drugs)? Anti-epileptic drugs cause severe CNS depression (so things like fatigue & sedation) giving you the same symptoms as M.E.
I hope your epilepsy is well controlled by the drugs - it is very hard to live with such a debilitating disease but most AED's help a lot and can give you a some-what normal life! :)
sezzyberr 2 months ago
You are sooo stunning!! and judging by those pictures you always have been :) you are truely an amazing person no matter what lame ass people choose to write in letters; they're just to cowardly to say it to your face and know they could never cope with anything like this as well as you! no one deserves to go through this but you are such a strong person for coping so well! <3
chocaholic269 2 months ago
I've had M.E for 5 years now, totally get it xo
maiagrace90 2 months ago
I'm 16 and recently diagnosed with Grand mal seizure epilepsy , I am now home-schooled and out of all sports. I dont live the house, im just scared of going any where and having a seizure then id feel sad if anyone made fun of me for it. :\ How did you stay so strong?
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LoveLoveLove0303 2 months ago
Becca i just wanna give you a hug, this made me wanna cry so much. I was diagnosed with M.E when i was 10(i'm 22)& i have been ill most of my life before that, i get a lot of pain, sensitivities, memory problems like you said & have spent months at a time not being able to get out of bed. It is the worst thing to try & explain to people who don't know so i just wanted to say thank you for this video & for saying how invisible it truly is, i too lost most of my "friends"
StopToraTime 2 months ago
@StopToraTime because of my illness but remember that they are not worth wasting any tears over & what goes around comes around, i have an amazing husband who is ill himself & we love & care for each other so it does get better even if it does seem to take its time, i still have M.E & it varies so much from minute to minute but at lest i'm not constantly in that darkened bedroom any more! :) keep strong & put two fingers u to the haters :) much love x
StopToraTime 2 months ago
Why would anyone make fun of an illness?! This is insane! You're beautiful and completely skinny. Never change who you are.
fezwearingadipose 2 months ago
oh my gosh, i have had m.e for 4 years and cant believe you have it too. you're so inspirational and its such a relief to hear that you have been through the same things as i have, i took half my gcses and am at sixth form but doing half or 3/4 days! thank you for being so open, it makes me feel so normal i guess haha! thank you so much!!xxxxxxxxxx
floranugget 2 months ago
I dont know why anyone would treat you differently, to be honest! It still makes you the same person, anyway :) And bullying you because of it, you cant help it? Its not your fault. Your beautiful :) xx
ChloeTheWanted 2 months ago
I got underactive thyroid last year and suddenly it developed into M.E :( xx but i have medication, im surprised that im awake writing this lol :P xx
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I used to be VERY tiny, till i was perscribed medication that made me gain alot :(
XxLoveAshley 3 months ago
We dont see you diffrently we just admire you more :)
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but yeah just thought id let you know your not alone with the kind of situation you been through,even if its a compleatly different illness that i have got. annoyingly im still struggeling with it and even though im supposed to be at dance college now iv been in hospital for the past 2 weeks lol. love life;] and love your videos.x
MelovesMusicAndstuff 3 months ago
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MelovesMusicAndstuff 3 months ago
you've got compleatly different illnesses to me but what you'v been through sounds pretty similar with the school and friends getting bored with it ect.. i have kidney disease and for the whole of year 10 and 11 i was on reduced timetable and just had a tutor for the hour i went in every day or every other day (if i even made that) i definatly get what you mean when you say people think your lucky for not having to go to school or do exams.. i had exactly the same thing, ha if only they knew,
MelovesMusicAndstuff 3 months ago
my battery wnet dead lastnight as i was watching loads of your videos, in your personal questions vid you reffered to this one so had to watch as i didnt know you had an illness as ive mainly seen your recent ones. I cannt believe your old friends, but on the brightside you learnt who your real ones are.
And when you said you gained 2/3 stone, dont take it the wrong way, but you really suited it, you look awesome now, but you looked awesome then too.
Keep on Vlogging Becca we all love you
LauraLovesBeautyX 3 months ago
I'm so proud of you for being brave enough to tell your story! It makes me admire you all the more! Your an inspiration!
sumerfaith6 3 months ago
You are so nice, and people that didn't support you are idiots, you are amazingggggggg <3
TheMiriamOM 3 months ago
i love you vousson beauet belle!
36cookiemonster070 3 months ago
I think you're really brave for this! I dont know why people would treat you any different cause thats so small minded! Your so lovely xxx
xjadeee15 3 months ago
i know its not the intention of your video, but i has soooo much sympathy for you right now. ):
heidiiix 3 months ago in playlist More videos from voussontbeauetbelle
You are beautiful now. You were beautiful then. :)
MissClarissaClaire 3 months ago
Your looks brownish here in most the pictures. :] And as everyone else is saying, you are really brave, for sharing and going through this.
GeorginaLovesGlee 3 months ago
What horrible people. You seem like a lovely girl, thanks for sharing this with us.
linasara1 3 months ago
I have CFS as well - it's the worst, especially with university & work - like it's basically impossible to do both and just doing one is SO hard..... I feel for you - especially with Epilepsy as well.. :( Hope it's managing well atm.. :) xo
sezzyberr 3 months ago
thx you so much beautiful for sharing this with us. very brave and ur awesome :D
LadyCC101 3 months ago
I know this sounds so cheasy! But your honestly my idol, Your so brave and your always so smiley! Ive started to think i have M.E :/ Im always so tired and yawning, I sometimes think im going to fall asleep at school, And i always feel disy. Do you think i have it? xxx
Xcandyflosspink 3 months ago
Becca, you are so brave to openly talk about your condition! I'm a year older than you (same birthday!) and my friend has both M.E and Epilepsy as well and I often don't see the direct effects of the illness on her as unfortunately I don't see her as much as I used to but to see this video has really opened my eyes to her perspective more. You are so brave to have gone through so much because of this and so many girls watching your videos will look up to you for this! Love your videos! :) x
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