@InvaderMirr it's fine. I hope I can help you out. I feel into a deep, dark depression. i wanted to end myself. I'm glad I didn't. for all the pain, all the torture, it was worth it to help others, like you, and like three others who have turned out to be some of my closest friends...
@InvaderMirr Hey. you still here? Need to talk? I got a blank comment from you... I hope you can message me back. I want to help you out. I've gone through a pretty dark depression before. I wanted to end my life. I almost tried. I called myself a coward for not trying. I was the very opposite. I was brave t keep living, to stay fighting. Keep fighting against the want to die. I hardly won. I want to help others. Including you.
@InvaderMirr You may not be able to change your circumstances, and I understand that. Trust me. I was tempted to kill myself. I had the blade on my wrist, ready to slash my veins. I was shaking. I didn't do it. I'm so glad. God had a better visual for my life. He moved me to higher ground, led me into the light. You are a bout the same age as I am. I turned 14 in October. I hope you are still here. I need to talk to you.
@InvaderMirr don't do that~ don't give up.. there's still lots of hope left for both of you.. You may be in great pain right now but remember "that someone" that supports you when you have nobody else.. "God" ^u^
He's always there for you although you can't see Him he listens to whatever you say.. He does whatever He can to make you happy.. it's just sometimes God tests us..God loves you and will be proud of you once you het all that "suicide" stuff out of your system.. Have faith in Him
@InvaderMirr I know exactly how you feel.... My dad left me when I was five, and my mother constantly tells me she doesn't love me. I've tried to kill myself twice now, and have the scars to prove it. But trust me, suicide is never the answer. You're still young, and you've got your entire life ahead of you. Things will eventually get better, I promise. And as for your friend, tell him the same. You can always change your life, just as I'm about to, so don't give up just yet.
when my grandparents passed,i listened to this song for 2 weeks,when my uncle was beat to death over 15 bucks of drugs,i listened to this song for 3 days,when my 2nd uncle was diagnosed with prostate cancer,i listened to this song for 6 days,this song will ruin me....
every time i hear this song,on the inside,i cry my eyes out,and i never cry,this song holds so much of my dark memories,ill tell you some of them in the next comment i put up...
every time i hear this song,on the inside,i cry my eyes out,and i never cry,this song holds so much of my dark memories,ill tell you some of them in the next comment i put up...
you know, i should hate this song, i should absolutely despise it for the one reason of it reminds me of to much stuff, the stuff i should of done for a friend and failed to do, it reminds me of how much of a really poor friend and admirer and even son i have been, but i still listen to it, it still brings tears to my eyes, the song is far to emotional for me yet, i still love it
this ong reminds me of him............. um can anyone help me? i think im falling for my friend (who thinks of me as a sister and only that) and when i finally told him he rejected me kinda harshly and wen we talked about it he said that we would never happen and it would never grow...am i just taking this to hard? being a girl? do i just need to getover the fact that he litterly wiped away my tears wen i would cry?
someone....i need the truth, anyone willing to help
@banmenoshishi No you are not just being a girl, just being a human being with emotions and actually feeling something. You're probably feeling this way because you had so much feelings towards him and then they were just crushed just like that. Trust me, as cliche as this sounds, you will definitely find someone and s/he will love you back just as much as you do, or maybe more (hopefully not too possessive hah). I hope that you're still not hurting over him. All the best! & i'll help whenever:)
@BrokenDescriptions well i mean after i tried badly toget over him he still messes with me....even being a fool to think he did change this time and it would work out...wow i mean your advice is great (no scarcasim) but i mean trying to move on when he's in your face and making me feel like maybe i do still have feelings for him than getting to the bitter end....he;s a jerk isnt he?
@banmenoshishi So he's acting like he did nothing to you at all and is just pretending that you're back to being best friends and all that? Trust me they actually do tend to that. I'm not sure what else I can say other then, have you told him about it? I understand that that'd make it all awkward and stuff between the two of you, but you're going to have to talk to him about it. Or ask a friend of his opinions on you; where do you stand with him? Have you asked your friends about this?
@BrokenDescriptions i have and he doesnt want me... in a way he wants nothing to do with me anymore and yet i - *sigh* i hate the fact that i still want him to want me the way i thought he wanted me...but to have him hold my heart in his hands and then he throws it down onto the ground and steps on it and rubs it into the ground and watch me suffer...even laugh at me crying...
do u like reading?ik i sound kinda like a freak but if u do(and to anyone else)u should read the 3 book series "the summer i turned pretty", "its not a summer without you" and "we'll always have summer" by jenny han. its kinda like what happed to u and they r really good. look em up sometime
yea but its kinda an alternate ending...thats all ill tell u but they r really good summer books...easy read, good well written books and they give in sights of the three main characters they r really good
well, im sry 4 what happend 2 u but he is acting like a dick to u(sry if that offended u in any way)
THis is my life song. Always going out on a limb for others, helping them no matter what. But also that there's someone you miss, nnot exactly dead, but gone from your life that you were so close to. That happened to me. He was my best friend, I actually thought I was in love with him. But after a few mistakes I made, he just told me our friendship was done, too much drama. Apparently that drama was n't my fault! Everyone thought we were going out, and it was irritating him. I still miss him.
@TheCoolio8910 I found all of the pics on the same website, but I can't recall which one -- otherwise it woud probably be in the description :P But anyways, I found them on Google by typing in colored smoke or something, in case you wanted to know... it might take a while, but you could probably find them yourself if you tried :)
@reba0989100 Lol, thanks, and I will make more videos eventually... I just haven't had the time to do so yet with school starting back up. Yeah, I know, lame excuse, but I will do it, I swear!!! :)
Damn this song is said smh.
caractucus4 1 week ago
Everytime I hear this, I'm crying :'(
xXSchneeprinzessinXx 2 months ago
@InvaderMirr sorry it took me so long to reply to you. Just send me a message whenever. I won't ignore it. Or you.
Kittenlover313 2 months ago
@InvaderMirr it's fine. I hope I can help you out. I feel into a deep, dark depression. i wanted to end myself. I'm glad I didn't. for all the pain, all the torture, it was worth it to help others, like you, and like three others who have turned out to be some of my closest friends...
Kittenlover313 2 months ago
Ooooooohhhhh mmmmmyyyyy gggggoooooddddd
MYPastLife09 3 months ago
@InvaderMirr Hey. you still here? Need to talk? I got a blank comment from you... I hope you can message me back. I want to help you out. I've gone through a pretty dark depression before. I wanted to end my life. I almost tried. I called myself a coward for not trying. I was the very opposite. I was brave t keep living, to stay fighting. Keep fighting against the want to die. I hardly won. I want to help others. Including you.
Kittenlover313 3 months ago
@InvaderMirr You may not be able to change your circumstances, and I understand that. Trust me. I was tempted to kill myself. I had the blade on my wrist, ready to slash my veins. I was shaking. I didn't do it. I'm so glad. God had a better visual for my life. He moved me to higher ground, led me into the light. You are a bout the same age as I am. I turned 14 in October. I hope you are still here. I need to talk to you.
Kittenlover313 3 months ago
i love this song
cristal8900 3 months ago
Love this song!!
crownburgersrock12 3 months ago
WHO THE HELL IS THAT ONE PERSON? HUNT HIM DOWN!!!
tracker2241 4 months ago in playlist Liked
@InvaderMirr don't do that~ don't give up.. there's still lots of hope left for both of you.. You may be in great pain right now but remember "that someone" that supports you when you have nobody else.. "God" ^u^
He's always there for you although you can't see Him he listens to whatever you say.. He does whatever He can to make you happy.. it's just sometimes God tests us..God loves you and will be proud of you once you het all that "suicide" stuff out of your system.. Have faith in Him
Hardyzgurl0001 4 months ago
@InvaderMirr I know exactly how you feel.... My dad left me when I was five, and my mother constantly tells me she doesn't love me. I've tried to kill myself twice now, and have the scars to prove it. But trust me, suicide is never the answer. You're still young, and you've got your entire life ahead of you. Things will eventually get better, I promise. And as for your friend, tell him the same. You can always change your life, just as I'm about to, so don't give up just yet.
Ms1nf1n1ty 4 months ago
why is it that i cry everytime i hear this song.
bazookabubblegum51 4 months ago
when my grandparents passed,i listened to this song for 2 weeks,when my uncle was beat to death over 15 bucks of drugs,i listened to this song for 3 days,when my 2nd uncle was diagnosed with prostate cancer,i listened to this song for 6 days,this song will ruin me....
monkeyking1997 5 months ago
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every time i hear this song,on the inside,i cry my eyes out,and i never cry,this song holds so much of my dark memories,ill tell you some of them in the next comment i put up...
monkeyking1997 5 months ago
every time i hear this song,on the inside,i cry my eyes out,and i never cry,this song holds so much of my dark memories,ill tell you some of them in the next comment i put up...
monkeyking1997 5 months ago
you know, i should hate this song, i should absolutely despise it for the one reason of it reminds me of to much stuff, the stuff i should of done for a friend and failed to do, it reminds me of how much of a really poor friend and admirer and even son i have been, but i still listen to it, it still brings tears to my eyes, the song is far to emotional for me yet, i still love it
tracker2241 5 months ago
ok sry haha
pirdy16 7 months ago
1 person isnt immortal and never will be
agentflower 8 months ago
0 DISLIKES !!!
HAS THAT EVER HAPPENED BEFORE???
AwEsOmE SONG!!
mariatp97 8 months ago
jesus, reading all these comments makes me depressed lol
lolwhut7 8 months ago
this ong reminds me of him............. um can anyone help me? i think im falling for my friend (who thinks of me as a sister and only that) and when i finally told him he rejected me kinda harshly and wen we talked about it he said that we would never happen and it would never grow...am i just taking this to hard? being a girl? do i just need to getover the fact that he litterly wiped away my tears wen i would cry?
someone....i need the truth, anyone willing to help
banmenoshishi 1 year ago 2
@banmenoshishi No you are not just being a girl, just being a human being with emotions and actually feeling something. You're probably feeling this way because you had so much feelings towards him and then they were just crushed just like that. Trust me, as cliche as this sounds, you will definitely find someone and s/he will love you back just as much as you do, or maybe more (hopefully not too possessive hah). I hope that you're still not hurting over him. All the best! & i'll help whenever:)
BrokenDescriptions 10 months ago 2
@BrokenDescriptions well i mean after i tried badly toget over him he still messes with me....even being a fool to think he did change this time and it would work out...wow i mean your advice is great (no scarcasim) but i mean trying to move on when he's in your face and making me feel like maybe i do still have feelings for him than getting to the bitter end....he;s a jerk isnt he?
banmenoshishi 10 months ago
@banmenoshishi So he's acting like he did nothing to you at all and is just pretending that you're back to being best friends and all that? Trust me they actually do tend to that. I'm not sure what else I can say other then, have you told him about it? I understand that that'd make it all awkward and stuff between the two of you, but you're going to have to talk to him about it. Or ask a friend of his opinions on you; where do you stand with him? Have you asked your friends about this?
BrokenDescriptions 10 months ago
@BrokenDescriptions i have and he doesnt want me... in a way he wants nothing to do with me anymore and yet i - *sigh* i hate the fact that i still want him to want me the way i thought he wanted me...but to have him hold my heart in his hands and then he throws it down onto the ground and steps on it and rubs it into the ground and watch me suffer...even laugh at me crying...
banmenoshishi 10 months ago
@banmenoshishi
do u like reading?ik i sound kinda like a freak but if u do(and to anyone else)u should read the 3 book series "the summer i turned pretty", "its not a summer without you" and "we'll always have summer" by jenny han. its kinda like what happed to u and they r really good. look em up sometime
pirdy16 9 months ago
@pirdy16 really? they are? i mean we got really close....and then i was dumb enough to fall for him
banmenoshishi 9 months ago
@banmenoshishi
yea but its kinda an alternate ending...thats all ill tell u but they r really good summer books...easy read, good well written books and they give in sights of the three main characters they r really good
well, im sry 4 what happend 2 u but he is acting like a dick to u(sry if that offended u in any way)
pirdy16 8 months ago
@pirdy16 cool i look them up..but yah dont worry i dont mind being crushed and shattered...its daily sometimes..oh well
banmenoshishi 8 months ago
@banmenoshishi
ok again im sry i hope i didnt offend u in any way and if i did im sry
well have fun reading they r great summer-time beach books(definitely since they take place on the beach)
pirdy16 8 months ago
@pirdy16 not you but thanks :)
banmenoshishi 8 months ago
@banmenoshishi
sry im really curious did u start them yet
pirdy16 7 months ago
@pirdy16 i havent been able to go to the book store in awhile D:
banmenoshishi 7 months ago
@banmenoshishi
btw if u need someone to talk(who actualy has had this happen to her) to anytime just drop me a line i will get back to u asap
pirdy16 6 months ago
this is going to be my little brothers funeral song, he was 5 years old and he deserves an amazing song. :'( RIP Oscar.
SuperXchloeX 1 year ago
@SuperXchloeX Im so sorry
cahli13 10 months ago
absolutely stunning song and video!
casperbright 1 year ago 6
@casperbright I know, and thank you : )
Scathach113 1 year ago
Simply beautiful...
rockycece1 1 year ago 4
absolutly beautiful! you did a great job with this song!! i love this pictures that you used!
MackMMorgan 1 year ago 4
wow i just started to cry and im a 24 yr old person
killuminati91112 1 year ago
wonderful song! and a video of an incredible beauty!!!
carinecog100 1 year ago 11
THis is my life song. Always going out on a limb for others, helping them no matter what. But also that there's someone you miss, nnot exactly dead, but gone from your life that you were so close to. That happened to me. He was my best friend, I actually thought I was in love with him. But after a few mistakes I made, he just told me our friendship was done, too much drama. Apparently that drama was n't my fault! Everyone thought we were going out, and it was irritating him. I still miss him.
TheCoolio8910 1 year ago
Where'd you find the pics???
TheCoolio8910 1 year ago
@TheCoolio8910 I found all of the pics on the same website, but I can't recall which one -- otherwise it woud probably be in the description :P But anyways, I found them on Google by typing in colored smoke or something, in case you wanted to know... it might take a while, but you could probably find them yourself if you tried :)
Scathach113 1 year ago
@Scathach113 ok, thanks!
TheCoolio8910 1 year ago
I love this song sooo much. Thank you fo makeing this awesome lyric video.
cheesy1135 1 year ago
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i love this song, sooo beautiful, i was almost crying awsum vid!! :)
ArcticAmandaNajbar 1 year ago
i love this song, sooo beautiful, i was almost crying awsum vid!! :)
ArcticAmandaNajbar 1 year ago
nice! u need 2 make more! i love this song! i listen 2 it at least 50 times a day! jk! maybe 10 times a day! at least!
reba0989100 1 year ago 5
@reba0989100 Lol, thanks, and I will make more videos eventually... I just haven't had the time to do so yet with school starting back up. Yeah, I know, lame excuse, but I will do it, I swear!!! :)
Scathach113 1 year ago
This is the most beautiful video, thank you! LynnCarol ;D
imlynncarol 1 year ago
My all time favorite song. Love the background!
lovehatewhateverxx 1 year ago 10
@lovehatewhateverxx Thanks : ) I got them all off the same website, but I can't remember which one....
Scathach113 1 year ago
soothing...........just soothing...........
victor5555ification 1 year ago
"There's just to much that time cannot erase.." <3
22KateAnimeFan 1 year ago 2
Beautidul. You did an excellent job
umbreonespeont6 1 year ago
lovely video
TachkeGroffy777 1 year ago
stunning
BAZHE 1 year ago 2
nice vid but really sad song x
MsPinklady3000 1 year ago 2
@MsPinklady3000 Thank you, and I totally agree
Scathach113 1 year ago
@MsPinklady3000 then y do u listen 2 it?
reba0989100 1 year ago
@reba0989100 because i like the song even though its sad :/
MsPinklady3000 1 year ago
HI LEILA WASSUP
MizzTroublezxx 2 years ago
XD ASJAD LOL
MizzTroublezxx 2 years ago