hi my name is sophie...and this song i love but is so sad...i am suffering of anerexia and this song is just bringing back a lot of things but pretty much this song is also pretty much thats happening and that im goin through...things are bad right no but i just hope it gets better :/
@xXxForgottinxXx Losing weight like an anorexic is so unhealthy and never goes away. It's an illness. I know exactly how you feel, though but it's terrible. I'm 18, 5"5 and weighed 7st 4lbs last time I got weighed at the doctors weeks ago. You say you want to weigh that little but it's never enough. It gets harder to cope with and more and more addicting. It's all you end up thinking about. And as for having a life? Forget about it. As you disappear, that will, too. I hope you get better x
I love this song it reminds me of myself...my track couch made me quick the other day and my riding instructor is always worried about every day when I step into the barn :-/ "when did things get this bad..."
i love this song and for all u ana girls..... you may not feel pretty but,trust me u are,every girl is! its our right.....no one can take that right away from you!
i love this song and for all u ana girls..... you may not feel pretty but,trust u are,every girl is! its r right.....no one can take that right away from you!
I truly hate how I look even though my friends tell me I should see the way the boys look at me in school and how the other girls envy me but I still hate myself and I still will not eat....
I've had thought of being anorexic but I have stopped myself and told myself what may happen if I choose to become that. I rarely eat breakfast but I do eat lumch and dinner so that is good. I love this song it can touch the hearts that need it most :) <3
@TeaPartify Your right.I fell into it for weight loss...Now...Its changed to control.Ive controlled it for over a year now and its all catching up to me.I get dizzy in sports and start to black out so I stop and sit for awhile.My best friends knows about it and she keeps asking if its really worth it and tells me I should just stop..She doesnt know I wish I could "just stop" But I cant...I simply cant.
Was being cancelled out because of it. I started exercising about a month ago, after I stopped, and lost seven pounds so far. However, I developed a nasty case of a little bit of Bulemia....
I started having thoughts. 'What if I stopped eating? I could lose that 60 pounds quickly...' I no longer eat lunch when I am at school. My two friends suspect something, but they would never say anything. I rarely eat breakfast. My parents started worrying, but I convinced them I was fine. I now eat lunch, because I snapped back and realized 'This has been going on for a year, and I only lost five pounds, even with exercise'. My body was converting everything I ate to fats, and the exercise...
I have struggled with my weight ever since I was young. 5 to be exact. I never noticed it, nor did anyone else except my parents and doctors. I tuned out before the doctors would tell my mother 'Now stop with the brownies and take away the chips', and she would argue back that we ate organic and locally. Two years ago my doctor forced me to start going to a weight 'health' place, and therapy. I know now the reason my mother made me go was they could call services on us. I hate it. This year...
Every time, tears stream down my face, just because of how many girls are jealous of HIS girlfrined is so skinny so she'll starve herself... its stupid to starve yourself and not think youre pretty or you think youre fat. JUST STOP GIRLS! You're BEAUTIFUL in you're own body so dont go and starve yourself because you THINK something is wrong with you.
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 - Its much more complicated than just stopping. Don't you think if I could stop it I would? And it's not about being pretty or thin, anorexia/bulimia is SO much more than that. So get fucking educated before you try and act like you know what me or anyone else with an ED are going through.
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 - Its much more complicated than just stopping. Don't you think if I could stop it I would? And it's not about being pretty or thin, anorexia/bulimia is SO much more than that. So get fcking educated before you try and act like you know what me or anyone else with an ED are going through.
@thinfulwishing actually, ive gone through this, get educated on me ***** ive been through anorexia, you dont know me, i didnt know what i was doing, i was stupid and thought i wasnt thin enough, or pretty, but it was a dumb choice, im still thin and scared its gonna go back to thAT before, okay, i just dont want people especially girls to think theyre ugly, because theyre not... its not about being pretty or being thin, its about loving yourself
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 Hey, sorry about my comment, it's just that I guess I took your comment the wrong way. It just annoys me when some people think that anorexics are just girls who want to be skinny, so yes sorry for judging you. I've been through the same thing so I know that there are other factors too. Again, sorry about the comment.
@OzJenj88 no actually im not because ive been through it all before, starving myself because i felt ugly and fat when i wasnt and yah it was a choice all my friends said i was a twig and beautiful, i didnt believe it, i starved myself, so shut up
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 I said anorexia wasn't a choice. I didn't say starving wasn't. Ok what I said was a little harsh before, but what you've described is like ankle deep in an eating disorder, if that. I just don't think you should be preaching things like "just stop girls!" because you don't know what it's like. You like to think you do but from what I've heard you don't.
@66bloodrage Ive been a cutter and i have an eating disorder right now.I wouldn't want to be either.Both are horrible things that can take a teens life ):
I have learned a lot about this in my past Health classes, honestly, it scares me, it really does, I'm terrified to know that someone in my own class could have an eating disoder, its just horrible, if you do have one, please, ask someone to help because you are taking your life away and you are perfect everytime you think your not you just become less perfect the more perfect you think you are, you become, please, join the fight against eating dis orders, believe and be the most perfect you can
@MadiNunya I am 15 years old and am 150 pounds... I get made fun of because of it and really.... I don't mind, the only thing that brings me to tears every night is not knowing whats better... being over weight or not eating just to fit in.
so MadiNunya, it isn't a joke or a game.... it's serious.... why do you feel the need to be skinny... you wont get bigger than me
@thebest12563 There's many reasons...a lot I can't explain...every time I look in the mirror though, it's like...I can't stop staring at all the fat. I'm 13. I weigh 99.3 pounds. And I feel SOOO fat...it's painful to eat now.
@MadiNunya i eat because im scared.... scared of being to skinny because my best friend died last year of not eating... so i over ate from there on. i was so popular last year but now im not, but i go home thinking what would have happened if she was still here, if she didn't die...
i dont that wanting to happen to you, may not know you but the people who do, will miss you.... alot!
@MadiNunya it's true! there are LOTS of people who care for you, don't you dare think not! because if you don't have think you have anyone you have at least me, or your family will always be there for you, don't not for 1 min
@thebest12563 My family calls me a disgrace. They HATE me. Trust me, I have heard them say it a million times over and over. I used to cut. And they found out. I lost all my friends due to rumors at school...I have only like....2 friends.
my friend has anorexia....or did, she now has serve problems with her bowels, she wont let me or any other our other friends see her, I miss her so much, just want her to get better and come back to us
This song hit me worse than post-meal guilt. I have had anorexia for about 8 years, and now I will never have a real life because I have destroyed mine through my own desire for control and happiness. If anyone thinks that anorexia is about losing weight, IT'S NOT! It is about wanting to control your life, even in such a small way as food, and then such desire backfiring on your health, both mental and physical.
@joshbrill88 its people like you who are the reason there's so much pain in the world. This isnt a joke you loser!! and youre probably just posting this to get attention, but the cruelty in that sentence is terrifying! laughing at their pain when you more than likely have NO IDEA the hell they go through! Maybe when you starve yourself, when you face the taunting, when you understand what this is like, you should come back here. Just go get lost.
Wow! This Song HIT me so hard! Last year i went through this! My mothers heart was broken same with my whole family! I had an abusive boyfriend that called me fata nd me me go anorexic :'( It was horrible. I could not do anything because i was dying slowly! Girls PLEASE don't EVER liet anyones words effect you like someones effected me! It's not worth it! This brings back HORRIBLE memories! :'(
I know what it's like to live with someone who is anorexic. She always seemed so happy...And she wasn't one who ever sought attention...She just fell.
"It's easy to go, but it's even harder to find your way back."
I am going to get a alrual sound done tonrrow because im always thorwing up but i dont want to im not doing it oon surpise because it is hard it is problay becasue i got to much acid
@superbarbi89 Ya, we really do it for attention. Get your head out of your ass, it just happens sometimes. It seeps into your brain, and you don't notice it until your on the floor in a ball in terrible pain.
Its not for attention. I know what its like to be anorexic, I still know. Its not about attention, its about being able to control something in your life. It makes you feel powerful at first, unstoppable. Then you fall deeper into anorexias clutch and you cant escape. Its a horrible feeling.
And before you even criticise anorexics. Learn to spell anorexia.
@superbarbi89 You're wrong. I'm not anorexic, but my sister was. She never sought attention. It's not like people go around saying, "I'm anoreaxic! Please look at me!" It's serious and deadly.You're comment came off as ignorant and childish. If you've no experience with anorexia don't pass judgement. If you believe this then I suggest you read Wasted by Marya Hornbacher. Then, perhaps, you would actally have a vaild arguement. Until then, you really shouldn't say things that could offend people.
Girls! Why are we letting ourselves be affected by media, by other people, by society? Be happy with the way you are! If we respect ourselves, it will show and we will be respected from other as well.
@Chelleanator I know a lot of people think its brought on by the media, but its a mental illness more to do with fears of powerlesness and an obsession with control
I was anorexic ... Im only 12 years old and i got do it for 20 days, i lost 10 lbs, but e3vrybody want me to tell my parents that5 i was so when they got lern it ... They say thatt i need to eat, abselutly ... But, i think im gonna start to be bulimic cause i was anorexic and bulimic .. But, im gonna start again.. Cause i am 12 and im 115 lbs, .. Beofore, i was to 123 and after be anorexic, i was 113 lbs .. So .. Dont be anorexic cause, you never gonna now when to stop . But, Im am.. Again.
anorexia is horriable. belive me. i was slightly over weight, so people made fun of me. so i ate, the threw up everything. finally, i jus stpeed eating. i was hospitalized for a while too, because i became very sick from it. anorexia is not something you can just stop. it takes time, dedication and love to conquer.
@Isaia Real anoreixia, not those who lie and say they have it 4 attention, is a a life threatening serious mental illness. Not just girls get it, it effects all demographics. one in five who develop it will actually die. It has nothing to do with wanting to lose weight thats just one of the many symptoms to an overall physchological disorder about an obsession with control
Im sick of people saying its about losing weight - it isnt. You are obviously uneducated on this topic.
Anorexia is about control. Its another way of self harming if you want to put it that way. I know what its like and I didnt do it to lose weight. I did it because it was the only thing that made me feel like I was in control for months. Then you lose control, and thats when it begins to become bad.
Anorexics want control in their life, not attention or bones.
@TeenageWhispers part of what you said was true, but another part of anorexia is losing weight. a lot of people start having symptoms of anorexia while losing weight, and they just go too far. it's not like they want bones, but they do want to lose weight part of the time. i used to have anorexia and it started just from losing weight and wanting to piss people off, and then it became a much bigger part of me. i suggest reading the book "Monkey Taming" by Judith Fathallah.
All cases are not the same, so clearly you are the uneducated one. I have been for ana for half my life and I have lost control in every last scene of the word, to be pretty and have self esteem. By you saying that it's like cutting yourself you are only partly right. Some do seek it only become bonny, while, yes, some do it for control and other simply do it because of the way they were brought up and the list goes on. Independence and confidence, are not the same thing.
@labblabby im five foot and 120. ur actually under-weight. so eat something healthy and get up and get active. dont obesse over your weight. be happy with who u r. :)
@labblabby im 5'7 and 138-140 (it keeps changing) im 7 inches taller then you and i am not overweight. ur weight is not just fat. its EVERYTHING! girls who work out more tend to weigh more just becuase its all muscle so dont go by what ur scale tells u. :)
I was once anorexic it was the most depressing time in my life.... it is not a good idea but society seems to support it... All I know is it does not make you more attractive.... It makes you look creepy
Sad, but well done presentation. Too bad young people think looks are so important to fit in and be approved socially. Wish I had a message that would help them.
@TimeTravelerTN i think what you mean, is more like "Too bad young people are pressured by media of all sorts and are submitted to diet pill commercial after diet pill commercial"
@yumireiku ~ that is so true. I would add " Peer Pressure " for sure. Girls feel that in order to be socially approved ( fit in ), they have to look skinny vs full. Peer pressure is such a strong influence for young ladies. Yes, the advertising medium reinforces these beliefs in order to make a profit !
@yumireiku Our society is constantly changing because of the rapid communications. Our kids are therefor vulnerable to following the media as a leader of trends and ways of thinking.....(values, mores, etc).
@yumireiku Our society is constantly changing because of the rapid communications. Our kids are therefor vulnerable to following the media as a leader of trends and ways of thinking.....(values, mores, etc).
@Tuhkimotarina111 - My friend have it, and she can't eat, but I have tried the same as you, I didn't eat cause I wasn't hungry, I totally forgot everything called food, and if I ate something, it was because my dad told me to, but everytime I did, I felt sick and I couldt just threw up if it smelled of food, I just forced myself to eat, and now i feel hunger again :) but somedays I don't eat anything at all.. I just can't?
@katchristenson No, the worst part is that when you realize the people you love are broken because of you. And you know it, but you cant ignore the voice in your head screaming so loud that you know you will keep disapointing those people and it kills you..
@katchristenson I know, I mean, I don't always think that way eighter. You were also right. The voice screaming inside your head makes it all more than worse for yourself
@katchristenson it is painfull. cause it feels like the only thing you can trust is the voice. and when its almost too late you realize that the voice is just lying to you. that youre lying to yourself.
A fost o vreme cand......... erau la moda manechinele ceva mai plinute (sa zicem ca aveau undeva la 60 kg, poate ceva mai mult), insa ceea ce este acum, determina foarte multe fete sa ajunga la anorexie...anorexia este o boala, peste care, daca nu ai taria de caracter, nu poti trece.....finalul este tragic!
@kereed36 Umm, why is some random person on YouTube calling and judging girls ask skanks because they have seen a girl smoking or having a drink. As far as I know, smoking and drinking doesn't make you a skank.
Nylon was the magazine I picked up do distract myself from eating when I first got interested in Anorexia. Heh, ironic. It was the magazine at the end of the video.
@edelahaye this is a diesease not about men it has to do with a voice in your head saying ur not beutifull no about men so if ur all happy cuz u think girls r doin this 4 u WRONG guys have aneroxica 2 so yeah u may wanna google it bud
whenever i hear this i just wanna cry.. im kinda in need of maybe a friend someone i can support n inturn suport me help each other get to where we want to get to ....meessage me xx
People who don't have Anorexia are capable of understanding that it is a serious mental illness. However, a lot of people choose to be narrow-minded and decide not to try to understand. These same people also thing depression is a farse and OCD is all in your head. >.<
This song speaks the truth ... because it is slimming girls think they are too thick ... and it's not true! So says only our subconscious. and of some of its own are ... by that are more complex. itself, but once the tooth as it landed in the hospital....
For the longest time I was in denial about being Anorexioc, I thought I was just eating healthier to be skinnier. 3 years and It is still a struggle and she won't go away :(
my sister/best friend has anerexia and this is the perfect song to describe her. she won't listen to us or anyone.she nevers eats lunch at school and whenever we have pizza sells or something, we bring money for her but she never gets any. i just want her to be okay.
@xXxDickiesGirlxXx its only copyright if u put copyright and tehcnacly once u put a picture on the internet its not urs ,unless its on a site that u made
oh my gosh i hope whoever suffer from this gets better soon and lives a long happy life and no affence but it freaked me out a little my names sophie :/ Aww i feel SO SORRY for people like that :'( x
anorexia is not so much a CHOICE as it is a mental illness that COMPLETELY takes control of your mind and your life. it pisses me off when people just say WELL DON'T BE ANOREXIC.
@Bubbly00 i agree. people who say don't be anorexic, dont really understand it. and besides there is 2 types of anorexia. pro ana and anorexia. pro ana is when you chose to be size 4 or whatever, but if you ask someone who has anorexia they would most likely to say ts terrible being ana. and if they don't they are probberly pro ana
@Bubbly00 you literally took the words out of my mouth, im in recovery but still on the verge of relapse an it is literally the hardest thing for me not to do. it irritates me when i was first diagnosed people would say "Just eat then!" its not like that at all, you can't eat, not unless you was to spend the next half hour to hour in the toilet or screaming at yourself emotionally ripping you to shreds.
@Bubbly00 i am anorexic just fell again after years of recovery and eah it is an illnes that takes ur life away D: and i hate when people say that it's stupid no one will understand until theyy live it
I love how the models at the beginning have a black thing on their face, as if they're criminals
TheSnuffy1994 19 hours ago
hi my name is sophie...and this song i love but is so sad...i am suffering of anerexia and this song is just bringing back a lot of things but pretty much this song is also pretty much thats happening and that im goin through...things are bad right no but i just hope it gets better :/
Cottoncandymonster11 2 weeks ago
104lbs, I weigh*
innocence2216 2 weeks ago
@xXxForgottinxXx Losing weight like an anorexic is so unhealthy and never goes away. It's an illness. I know exactly how you feel, though but it's terrible. I'm 18, 5"5 and weighed 7st 4lbs last time I got weighed at the doctors weeks ago. You say you want to weigh that little but it's never enough. It gets harder to cope with and more and more addicting. It's all you end up thinking about. And as for having a life? Forget about it. As you disappear, that will, too. I hope you get better x
innocence2216 2 weeks ago
great song, with very touching lyrics.
izzy230 1 month ago
I love this song it reminds me of myself...my track couch made me quick the other day and my riding instructor is always worried about every day when I step into the barn :-/ "when did things get this bad..."
TheKatSpaz 1 month ago
love this song... it's very touching
JenWithThePen 2 months ago
this song expains my life. i hate seeing a doctor for my anorexia but videos like this make me realize its worth it.<3
MsBroadwaynerd 2 months ago
i wonder; how can even organ live in a body like that?
schgyl 2 months ago
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i love this song and for all u ana girls..... you may not feel pretty but,trust me u are,every girl is! its our right.....no one can take that right away from you!
goosie2b 2 months ago
i love this song and for all u ana girls..... you may not feel pretty but,trust u are,every girl is! its r right.....no one can take that right away from you!
goosie2b 2 months ago
This song just took my breath away..
It's really beautiful..
DivingFlute 3 months ago
I truly hate how I look even though my friends tell me I should see the way the boys look at me in school and how the other girls envy me but I still hate myself and I still will not eat....
TheKatSpaz 3 months ago
I've had thought of being anorexic but I have stopped myself and told myself what may happen if I choose to become that. I rarely eat breakfast but I do eat lumch and dinner so that is good. I love this song it can touch the hearts that need it most :) <3
lexikorkor 4 months ago
@TeaPartify Your right.I fell into it for weight loss...Now...Its changed to control.Ive controlled it for over a year now and its all catching up to me.I get dizzy in sports and start to black out so I stop and sit for awhile.My best friends knows about it and she keeps asking if its really worth it and tells me I should just stop..She doesnt know I wish I could "just stop" But I cant...I simply cant.
jesseymarie789 5 months ago in playlist Ana
Was being cancelled out because of it. I started exercising about a month ago, after I stopped, and lost seven pounds so far. However, I developed a nasty case of a little bit of Bulemia....
JasmineDrawer 6 months ago
I started having thoughts. 'What if I stopped eating? I could lose that 60 pounds quickly...' I no longer eat lunch when I am at school. My two friends suspect something, but they would never say anything. I rarely eat breakfast. My parents started worrying, but I convinced them I was fine. I now eat lunch, because I snapped back and realized 'This has been going on for a year, and I only lost five pounds, even with exercise'. My body was converting everything I ate to fats, and the exercise...
JasmineDrawer 6 months ago
I have struggled with my weight ever since I was young. 5 to be exact. I never noticed it, nor did anyone else except my parents and doctors. I tuned out before the doctors would tell my mother 'Now stop with the brownies and take away the chips', and she would argue back that we ate organic and locally. Two years ago my doctor forced me to start going to a weight 'health' place, and therapy. I know now the reason my mother made me go was they could call services on us. I hate it. This year...
JasmineDrawer 6 months ago
Its really ironic. I'm currently shaking and shivering from not eating the past two days when i stumbled across this song.
cocoacandi 6 months ago
Esta cancion es de mis preferidas!!!
perfiternet 6 months ago in playlist A&M songs
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She can be like all the other girls......
x0x0sammix0x0 7 months ago
kinda triggering o_o
lkcullen1918 8 months ago
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sellybellylove 8 months ago
its "eaten" not "eatin' "
BeccaHennessy 9 months ago
Every time, tears stream down my face, just because of how many girls are jealous of HIS girlfrined is so skinny so she'll starve herself... its stupid to starve yourself and not think youre pretty or you think youre fat. JUST STOP GIRLS! You're BEAUTIFUL in you're own body so dont go and starve yourself because you THINK something is wrong with you.
AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 9 months ago 2
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 - Its much more complicated than just stopping. Don't you think if I could stop it I would? And it's not about being pretty or thin, anorexia/bulimia is SO much more than that. So get fucking educated before you try and act like you know what me or anyone else with an ED are going through.
thinfulwishing 8 months ago
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 - Its much more complicated than just stopping. Don't you think if I could stop it I would? And it's not about being pretty or thin, anorexia/bulimia is SO much more than that. So get fcking educated before you try and act like you know what me or anyone else with an ED are going through.
thinfulwishing 8 months ago
@thinfulwishing actually, ive gone through this, get educated on me ***** ive been through anorexia, you dont know me, i didnt know what i was doing, i was stupid and thought i wasnt thin enough, or pretty, but it was a dumb choice, im still thin and scared its gonna go back to thAT before, okay, i just dont want people especially girls to think theyre ugly, because theyre not... its not about being pretty or being thin, its about loving yourself
AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 8 months ago
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thinfulwishing 8 months ago
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@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 Hey, sorry about my comment, it's just that I guess I took your comment the wrong way. It just annoys me when some people think that anorexics are just girls who want to be skinny, so yes sorry for judging you. I've been through the same thing so I know that there are other factors too. Again, sorry about the comment.
thinfulwishing 8 months ago
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 Anorexia isn't a choice. What you're describing isn't even an eating disorder. You're just plain ignorant and attention seeking.
OzJenj88 7 months ago
@OzJenj88 no actually im not because ive been through it all before, starving myself because i felt ugly and fat when i wasnt and yah it was a choice all my friends said i was a twig and beautiful, i didnt believe it, i starved myself, so shut up
AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 7 months ago
@AlyssaBieberLOOVER1 I said anorexia wasn't a choice. I didn't say starving wasn't. Ok what I said was a little harsh before, but what you've described is like ankle deep in an eating disorder, if that. I just don't think you should be preaching things like "just stop girls!" because you don't know what it's like. You like to think you do but from what I've heard you don't.
OzJenj88 7 months ago
i think im becoming anorexic.. i dont want this please help :(
SuperKendralicious 9 months ago
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i dont really see much wrong with the disorders.....
i have one myself, and i happen to love it alot!!!
:D :'(
but it really does hurt like a fucking bitch...
feels like someone is ripping your body inside out...
Didus33th4t1 10 months ago
i dont really see much wrong with the disorders.....
i have one myself, and i happen to love it alot!!!
:D :'(
but it really does hurt like a fucking bitch...
feels like someone is ripping your body inside out...
Didus33th4t1 10 months ago
your family see ya ribs but i dont i look afar hoping to cease lyf and be free but anorexia has already taken me,
i push hard and try to cope but when i eat all i do is choke
i dont want this anymore i wish id never had it but its to late for me this will be my end.
wish id just been a cutter but but now im dying from a eating disorder,
its not fun and i truely wish noone eva had to go throu it,
but we are and all we can do is try to stop others frm becoming anuther number on the chart,
xo
66bloodrage 10 months ago
@66bloodrage Ive been a cutter and i have an eating disorder right now.I wouldn't want to be either.Both are horrible things that can take a teens life ):
jesseymarie789 10 months ago
I have learned a lot about this in my past Health classes, honestly, it scares me, it really does, I'm terrified to know that someone in my own class could have an eating disoder, its just horrible, if you do have one, please, ask someone to help because you are taking your life away and you are perfect everytime you think your not you just become less perfect the more perfect you think you are, you become, please, join the fight against eating dis orders, believe and be the most perfect you can
AllieJayne98 10 months ago
We have your daughter we make her throw up after every meal it's just going to get worst every day
-bulimia
I really want to stop but u cant
platypieforever 11 months ago
i'm only 15 and i'm afraid i'll never have my life back again. anorexia has taken it from me.
SuperBeastinBri 11 months ago
I have anorexia...it's no joke....it's painful..
MadiNunya 11 months ago
@MadiNunya I am 15 years old and am 150 pounds... I get made fun of because of it and really.... I don't mind, the only thing that brings me to tears every night is not knowing whats better... being over weight or not eating just to fit in.
so MadiNunya, it isn't a joke or a game.... it's serious.... why do you feel the need to be skinny... you wont get bigger than me
thebest12563 9 months ago
@thebest12563 There's many reasons...a lot I can't explain...every time I look in the mirror though, it's like...I can't stop staring at all the fat. I'm 13. I weigh 99.3 pounds. And I feel SOOO fat...it's painful to eat now.
MadiNunya 9 months ago
@MadiNunya i eat because im scared.... scared of being to skinny because my best friend died last year of not eating... so i over ate from there on. i was so popular last year but now im not, but i go home thinking what would have happened if she was still here, if she didn't die...
i dont that wanting to happen to you, may not know you but the people who do, will miss you.... alot!
thebest12563 9 months ago
@thebest12563 heh I doubt that..
MadiNunya 9 months ago
@MadiNunya it's true! there are LOTS of people who care for you, don't you dare think not! because if you don't have think you have anyone you have at least me, or your family will always be there for you, don't not for 1 min
thebest12563 9 months ago
@thebest12563 My family calls me a disgrace. They HATE me. Trust me, I have heard them say it a million times over and over. I used to cut. And they found out. I lost all my friends due to rumors at school...I have only like....2 friends.
MadiNunya 9 months ago
@MadiNunya well the 2 you have will always be there for you! don't think not!
thebest12563 9 months ago
@thebest12563 I don't think they won't...it's just hard to get through it all :\
MadiNunya 9 months ago
@MadiNunya Ok my friend. I am 13 and weigh 113. Im 5'2 I would FUCKEN! die to be 99.3 pounds I would love to be that thin. Love it..
jasmineluvsme1 7 months ago
@jasmineluvsme1 im 15 113 pounds and 5'4 and id love to way 99 pounds to
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@jasmineluvsme1 im 15 113 pounds and 5'4 and id love to way 99 pounds to
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@jasmineluvsme1 im 15 113 pounds and 5'4 and id love to way 99 pounds to
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my friend has anorexia....or did, she now has serve problems with her bowels, she wont let me or any other our other friends see her, I miss her so much, just want her to get better and come back to us
silvershields 11 months ago
This song hit me worse than post-meal guilt. I have had anorexia for about 8 years, and now I will never have a real life because I have destroyed mine through my own desire for control and happiness. If anyone thinks that anorexia is about losing weight, IT'S NOT! It is about wanting to control your life, even in such a small way as food, and then such desire backfiring on your health, both mental and physical.
Good Luck
xxx
elcollins5087 1 year ago
Poor baby...... Wish I knew how to save this young lady.....
TimeTravelerTN 1 year ago
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joshbrill88 1 year ago
@joshbrill88 its people like you who are the reason there's so much pain in the world. This isnt a joke you loser!! and youre probably just posting this to get attention, but the cruelty in that sentence is terrifying! laughing at their pain when you more than likely have NO IDEA the hell they go through! Maybe when you starve yourself, when you face the taunting, when you understand what this is like, you should come back here. Just go get lost.
IceTalonHawkFang 1 year ago
Wow! This Song HIT me so hard! Last year i went through this! My mothers heart was broken same with my whole family! I had an abusive boyfriend that called me fata nd me me go anorexic :'( It was horrible. I could not do anything because i was dying slowly! Girls PLEASE don't EVER liet anyones words effect you like someones effected me! It's not worth it! This brings back HORRIBLE memories! :'(
Sophie1Cutie 1 year ago
i once had depression..but not from anorexia or bulimia...it was from growing pains, and i still have to go to a psychologist for it now.
MsCoconut12345678910 1 year ago
so sad:( but true
gottogopee1 1 year ago
Great video:-) You got alot of these pics of deveintart right?
CallMeMidnightAngel 1 year ago
I know what it's like to live with someone who is anorexic. She always seemed so happy...And she wasn't one who ever sought attention...She just fell.
"It's easy to go, but it's even harder to find your way back."
~ Marya Hornbacher- Wasted
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JakseUksar34 1 year ago
this is so sad:)
HeyGorgeous1000 1 year ago
wow seriously, i look over at the ad and it says THE SECRET TO LOSE WEIGHT...
Insane4PapaRoach 1 year ago 19
I am going to get a alrual sound done tonrrow because im always thorwing up but i dont want to im not doing it oon surpise because it is hard it is problay becasue i got to much acid
markiznutts 1 year ago
And once again anorexia is described as a woman thing.
patrick10001 1 year ago
@patrick10001
Its just a song. She cant sing about two people at once.
TeenageWhispers 1 year ago
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this is stupid .........................anarexic peopel make them self like that because the want atentoin so fuck them bitches
superbarbi89 1 year ago
@superbarbi89 Ya, we really do it for attention. Get your head out of your ass, it just happens sometimes. It seeps into your brain, and you don't notice it until your on the floor in a ball in terrible pain.
So fuck you bitch.
InvaderMel2 1 year ago
@superbarbi89
Its not for attention. I know what its like to be anorexic, I still know. Its not about attention, its about being able to control something in your life. It makes you feel powerful at first, unstoppable. Then you fall deeper into anorexias clutch and you cant escape. Its a horrible feeling.
And before you even criticise anorexics. Learn to spell anorexia.
TeenageWhispers 1 year ago 3
@TeenageWhispers I just wanted to say that that was a very classy response there to that girls comment.
DesilaShae 1 year ago
@superbarbi89
It not attention seeking, it about power and control.
TashaRichardsonFan 1 year ago
@superbarbi89 You're wrong. I'm not anorexic, but my sister was. She never sought attention. It's not like people go around saying, "I'm anoreaxic! Please look at me!" It's serious and deadly.You're comment came off as ignorant and childish. If you've no experience with anorexia don't pass judgement. If you believe this then I suggest you read Wasted by Marya Hornbacher. Then, perhaps, you would actally have a vaild arguement. Until then, you really shouldn't say things that could offend people.
DesilaShae 1 year ago
@InvaderMel2 Thats not a lot for your agee and height at all! thats too skinny for your height and age! be happy with yourself ! (:
purplerox552 1 year ago
Girls! Why are we letting ourselves be affected by media, by other people, by society? Be happy with the way you are! If we respect ourselves, it will show and we will be respected from other as well.
Chelleanator 1 year ago
@Chelleanator
Its not that easy. Once you are taken over my an eating disorder, its hard to escape. I know :|
TeenageWhispers 1 year ago
@Chelleanator I know a lot of people think its brought on by the media, but its a mental illness more to do with fears of powerlesness and an obsession with control
moroney1 1 year ago
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I was anorexic ... Im only 12 years old and i got do it for 20 days, i lost 10 lbs, but e3vrybody want me to tell my parents that5 i was so when they got lern it ... They say thatt i need to eat, abselutly ... But, i think im gonna start to be bulimic cause i was anorexic and bulimic .. But, im gonna start again.. Cause i am 12 and im 115 lbs, .. Beofore, i was to 123 and after be anorexic, i was 113 lbs .. So .. Dont be anorexic cause, you never gonna now when to stop . But, Im am.. Again.
pinkandrose191919 1 year ago
Im 5'8'', 16 years old and 103 pounds.
And I still feel like that's too much. =/
InvaderMel2 1 year ago
i cried my eyes out when i 1st heard this song....cause it explain me alot kinda
skullqueen1234567 1 year ago
anorexia is horriable. belive me. i was slightly over weight, so people made fun of me. so i ate, the threw up everything. finally, i jus stpeed eating. i was hospitalized for a while too, because i became very sick from it. anorexia is not something you can just stop. it takes time, dedication and love to conquer.
GottaGetSomeRamen 1 year ago
Anorexia is the lazy nervous girl's way out.
Someone who wants to lose weight the healthy disciplined way, eats balanced full meals and exercises.
Isaia 1 year ago
@Isaia No, its not a 'lazy girl's' way out...it's so much more.
labblabby 1 year ago
@Isaia are you serious.?? anorexia is serious. its nott an effin' choice. itt starts small then blows up b4 u know itt. its so hard 2 gett over.
badsinga5 1 year ago
@Isaia Real anoreixia, not those who lie and say they have it 4 attention, is a a life threatening serious mental illness. Not just girls get it, it effects all demographics. one in five who develop it will actually die. It has nothing to do with wanting to lose weight thats just one of the many symptoms to an overall physchological disorder about an obsession with control
moroney1 1 year ago
@Isaia
Im sick of people saying its about losing weight - it isnt. You are obviously uneducated on this topic.
Anorexia is about control. Its another way of self harming if you want to put it that way. I know what its like and I didnt do it to lose weight. I did it because it was the only thing that made me feel like I was in control for months. Then you lose control, and thats when it begins to become bad.
Anorexics want control in their life, not attention or bones.
TeenageWhispers 1 year ago 65
@TeenageWhispers spot on CONTROL is all we want in our lives
McJealous 1 year ago
@TeenageWhispers part of what you said was true, but another part of anorexia is losing weight. a lot of people start having symptoms of anorexia while losing weight, and they just go too far. it's not like they want bones, but they do want to lose weight part of the time. i used to have anorexia and it started just from losing weight and wanting to piss people off, and then it became a much bigger part of me. i suggest reading the book "Monkey Taming" by Judith Fathallah.
skinnysins 4 months ago
@TeenageWhispers you have put in words .. what I could not explain. Thank you for that.
ThexNaaru 2 months ago
@TeenageWhispers
All cases are not the same, so clearly you are the uneducated one. I have been for ana for half my life and I have lost control in every last scene of the word, to be pretty and have self esteem. By you saying that it's like cutting yourself you are only partly right. Some do seek it only become bonny, while, yes, some do it for control and other simply do it because of the way they were brought up and the list goes on. Independence and confidence, are not the same thing.
GoodMorningsCupOfTea 2 weeks ago
I cried so hard when i first heard this song
mrsjileylover 1 year ago
im five foot and i weigh in at 107.......please b honest and tell me: is that big??????? normal?
labblabby 1 year ago
@labblabby its small . eat :) and enjoy lifee <333
khialovemom 1 year ago
@khialovemom Thanks! :)
labblabby 1 year ago
@labblabby That is wayy too small and stop obsessing over your weight.
If you're hungry, eat a little.
Sometimes bad things happen, and your eating/weight has nothing to do with it.
If people in your life are making you feel bad about your weight, those people need to stop being mean and horrible.
Isaia 1 year ago
@Isaia Thanks so much! This response probably helped me the most :)
labblabby 1 year ago
@labblabby im five foot and 120. ur actually under-weight. so eat something healthy and get up and get active. dont obesse over your weight. be happy with who u r. :)
GottaGetSomeRamen 1 year ago
@GottaGetSomeRamen Thanks! :)
labblabby 1 year ago
@labblabby im 5'7 and 138-140 (it keeps changing) im 7 inches taller then you and i am not overweight. ur weight is not just fat. its EVERYTHING! girls who work out more tend to weigh more just becuase its all muscle so dont go by what ur scale tells u. :)
CanNotBeScene 1 year ago
I was once anorexic it was the most depressing time in my life.... it is not a good idea but society seems to support it... All I know is it does not make you more attractive.... It makes you look creepy
DarkPrincessFrost 1 year ago 2
@DarkPrincessFrost amen to that
:D
CanNotBeScene 1 year ago
I was once anorexic it was the most depressing time in my life....
DarkPrincessFrost 1 year ago
makes me cry :(
ManipsDownloads 1 year ago
my best friend sophie has an eating disorder.
i love this song.
<3
toxicvalentine09 1 year ago
Sad, but well done presentation. Too bad young people think looks are so important to fit in and be approved socially. Wish I had a message that would help them.
TimeTravelerTN 1 year ago
@TimeTravelerTN i think what you mean, is more like "Too bad young people are pressured by media of all sorts and are submitted to diet pill commercial after diet pill commercial"
yumireiku 1 year ago
@yumireiku ~ that is so true. I would add " Peer Pressure " for sure. Girls feel that in order to be socially approved ( fit in ), they have to look skinny vs full. Peer pressure is such a strong influence for young ladies. Yes, the advertising medium reinforces these beliefs in order to make a profit !
TimeTravelerTN 1 year ago
@yumireiku Our society is constantly changing because of the rapid communications. Our kids are therefor vulnerable to following the media as a leader of trends and ways of thinking.....(values, mores, etc).
TimeTravelerTN 1 year ago
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@yumireiku Our society is constantly changing because of the rapid communications. Our kids are therefor vulnerable to following the media as a leader of trends and ways of thinking.....(values, mores, etc).
TimeTravelerTN 1 year ago
It is NOT a choice! It is real hard to live with anorexia or bulimia. I know it
Apulanta89 1 year ago 56
I kno how it feels 2 live with this secret, but there is hope!! Because with love we will concour!!!
EmoBaby0212 1 year ago
@EmoBaby0212 no matter how hard it is to keep the secret we will do it! we'll make it happen and shock everyone who questions us! rock on my friend!
xgoodgirl1114xx 1 year ago
this is so sad!
mybeautifulface2 1 year ago
I love this song , we sing it two check the video out on our page en comment thanx <3
TheLittlebompas 1 year ago
I cry almost every time I hear this song and I don't even have an ED.
iCANFEELYOUHERE 1 year ago
I haven't eaten almost anything for 2 weeks. If I keep this up I know I will end up probably like this. I dont want that but.. I cant eat. :/
Tuhkimotarina111 1 year ago
@Tuhkimotarina111 - My friend have it, and she can't eat, but I have tried the same as you, I didn't eat cause I wasn't hungry, I totally forgot everything called food, and if I ate something, it was because my dad told me to, but everytime I did, I felt sick and I couldt just threw up if it smelled of food, I just forced myself to eat, and now i feel hunger again :) but somedays I don't eat anything at all.. I just can't?
missTrine09 1 year ago 3
@missTrine09 I know how you feel :/
Tuhkimotarina111 1 year ago 2
mookawonka1 yush I am. Your point? No? didn't think so
LiSwtSLaS 1 year ago
I think the worst part of it is when you try to escape or get out of it, it becames a pest in the back of your mind SCREAMING at you.
katchristenson 1 year ago
@katchristenson No, the worst part is that when you realize the people you love are broken because of you. And you know it, but you cant ignore the voice in your head screaming so loud that you know you will keep disapointing those people and it kills you..
xjustapersonX 1 year ago
@xjustapersonX you're right. of course, I was only thinking from a selfish perspective. I never think about the effects it has on other people.
katchristenson 1 year ago
@katchristenson I know, I mean, I don't always think that way eighter. You were also right. The voice screaming inside your head makes it all more than worse for yourself
xjustapersonX 1 year ago
@katchristenson i agree, this is my problem i hear her everyday.:(
crystalynn2006 1 year ago
@crystalynn2006 and trying to get rid of the voice, it just hurts to much. Painful when you try, right?
katchristenson 1 year ago
@katchristenson it is painfull. cause it feels like the only thing you can trust is the voice. and when its almost too late you realize that the voice is just lying to you. that youre lying to yourself.
xjustapersonX 1 year ago
@katchristenson yep! i just wished she shut up and give me a break.
crystalynn2006 1 year ago
A fost o vreme cand......... erau la moda manechinele ceva mai plinute (sa zicem ca aveau undeva la 60 kg, poate ceva mai mult), insa ceea ce este acum, determina foarte multe fete sa ajunga la anorexie...anorexia este o boala, peste care, daca nu ai taria de caracter, nu poti trece.....finalul este tragic!
alinutza2009ful 1 year ago
anorexia is not a game. this is terrible. :(
I do not want this fate to anyone.
mitchiebaby96 1 year ago 45
@mitchiebaby96
ill say, at 1:46 i almost cried
coolnessnz 1 year ago
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Everytime someone says to me: Just Eat!
I feel like saying: "That's such a good idea..1 sec, whilst I just write that down so I don't forget it!"
IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE! Anorexia is a battle, you can't be cured 'just by eating'.
I urge any one who is 'pro-ana' to seriously re-consider. This disease ruins your life. Promise
rosybud1992 1 year ago
Everytime someone says to me: Just Eat!
I feel like saying: "That's such a good idea..1 sec, whilst I just write that down so I don't forget it!"
IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE! Anorexia is a battle, you can't be cured 'just by eating'.
I urge any one who is 'pro-ana' to seriously re-consider. This disease ruins your life. Promise
rosybud1992 1 year ago 3
where can i find the instrumental to this song?
ClythiaMystica 1 year ago
i its really upsetting to your'e family
007pierce 1 year ago
@007pierce your gay
mookawonka1 1 year ago
@007pierce oh yeah like you choose to upset them. youre gay.
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kereed36 1 year ago
@kereed36 Umm, why is some random person on YouTube calling and judging girls ask skanks because they have seen a girl smoking or having a drink. As far as I know, smoking and drinking doesn't make you a skank.
thinislove92 1 year ago
Nylon was the magazine I picked up do distract myself from eating when I first got interested in Anorexia. Heh, ironic. It was the magazine at the end of the video.
XxMissNoNamexX 1 year ago
i was once in sophie's shoes, thank god i survived and now am living mia/ana free. recovery is possible... please get help...
crystalynn2006 1 year ago
men like round girls ...
edelahaye 1 year ago
@edelahaye who gives a shit, the issue isn't really about what men prefer
Bumblybee256 1 year ago
@edelahaye this is a diesease not about men it has to do with a voice in your head saying ur not beutifull no about men so if ur all happy cuz u think girls r doin this 4 u WRONG guys have aneroxica 2 so yeah u may wanna google it bud
NvrTrstMniTrampolinz 1 year ago
whenever i hear this i just wanna cry.. im kinda in need of maybe a friend someone i can support n inturn suport me help each other get to where we want to get to ....meessage me xx
drpkickass 1 year ago
People who don't have Anorexia are capable of understanding that it is a serious mental illness. However, a lot of people choose to be narrow-minded and decide not to try to understand. These same people also thing depression is a farse and OCD is all in your head. >.<
ALovelyLullaby 1 year ago
This song speaks the truth ... because it is slimming girls think they are too thick ... and it's not true! So says only our subconscious. and of some of its own are ... by that are more complex. itself, but once the tooth as it landed in the hospital....
TheSophieOfficial 1 year ago
linda cansion :)
DollyNeonatas 1 year ago
tinydreams.webs. com/
Ana support forum.
meepsta69 1 year ago
For the longest time I was in denial about being Anorexioc, I thought I was just eating healthier to be skinnier. 3 years and It is still a struggle and she won't go away :(
anafuxrainbows 1 year ago
This song makes me want to cry everytime i hear it :( Such a sad concept.
kooky2girl 1 year ago
this is so sad im crying :(
cassiecaspa 1 year ago
I'm sophie and pro ana.
Dying to be like all the others girls beautyful song
MsGossipGirlyGirl 1 year ago
song= sad but true
thatgirl2288 1 year ago
my sister/best friend has anerexia and this is the perfect song to describe her. she won't listen to us or anyone.she nevers eats lunch at school and whenever we have pizza sells or something, we bring money for her but she never gets any. i just want her to be okay.
spankXmyXtoaster 1 year ago
@xXxDickiesGirlxXx its only copyright if u put copyright and tehcnacly once u put a picture on the internet its not urs ,unless its on a site that u made
Xzhadowhawkx 1 year ago
I'm here all the way Chloe. talk to me. i would luv to listen. =] That goes for anyone.
XoXoNart 1 year ago
i understand :/
if anyone wants to talk about this i'm here to listen and i could do with someone to listen to me to x[
ChloeRoseJohnson 1 year ago
oh my gosh i hope whoever suffer from this gets better soon and lives a long happy life and no affence but it freaked me out a little my names sophie :/ Aww i feel SO SORRY for people like that :'( x
sophiey04 1 year ago
i've been anorexic before and it put me in the hospital. but i guess i haven't learn i still do it... :'(
lyingeyes16 1 year ago
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im in tears but not beacause , its sad, beacause it makes me realise how fat i really am!
mizzlulu22 1 year ago
anorexia is not so much a CHOICE as it is a mental illness that COMPLETELY takes control of your mind and your life. it pisses me off when people just say WELL DON'T BE ANOREXIC.
Bubbly00 1 year ago 124
@Bubbly00 You are so right... they cannot understand that it is a suffering. It is painful. If you let it in, you can not escape..
sweetmelancholy95 1 year ago
@Bubbly00 i agree. people who say don't be anorexic, dont really understand it. and besides there is 2 types of anorexia. pro ana and anorexia. pro ana is when you chose to be size 4 or whatever, but if you ask someone who has anorexia they would most likely to say ts terrible being ana. and if they don't they are probberly pro ana
Megahtash 1 year ago
@Bubbly00 you literally took the words out of my mouth, im in recovery but still on the verge of relapse an it is literally the hardest thing for me not to do. it irritates me when i was first diagnosed people would say "Just eat then!" its not like that at all, you can't eat, not unless you was to spend the next half hour to hour in the toilet or screaming at yourself emotionally ripping you to shreds.
Jenn22446 1 year ago
@Bubbly00
thank you! I am so happy that someone finally gets it. xx
AngelxKitten08 1 year ago
@Bubbly00 you are so right! you put that perfectly (:
GrrFaceILY 1 year ago
@Bubbly00 i am anorexic just fell again after years of recovery and eah it is an illnes that takes ur life away D: and i hate when people say that it's stupid no one will understand until theyy live it
ASHIET22 1 year ago
@Bubbly00 u r stpid cuz some peopel do it in perpos
superbarbi89 1 year ago
brings tears to my eyes to see young people so vulnerable. just wish they knew there are always people who love them, no matter what they look like.
majesticalps 1 year ago 3
wunderschönes lied
susii2110 1 year ago
SDSD
dooiepizza 1 year ago
my name is sophie too...
i hope i dont end like... :'(
wow this is kinda depressing...
mzPinkfie 1 year ago