Pendulum

[Bothlonor]

haha wow this sucks balls.

[xHelgiBx]

freak!!!! get yourself a life.

[hellers91]

He's my younger brother, and I used to be able to beat him up when he started attacking me. But now, he's bigger and I'm constantly scared of if he's in a good or bad mood, or what will set him off. It seems like he's not even trying to help himself, he's always bullying my mom and I. My dad is the only one who can get him to stop acting like he's crazy. If he really couldn't behave himself then he wouldn't stop whenever my dad told him too right?

[hellers91]

I love your voice, it's so pretty. And just curious also, my brother is bipolar and it seems as if the medications are right b/c he can and does behave well on occasion. But normally it's just one thing after another, and he's always the victim. He's been to several doctors. Did you pull yourself up and try to help yourself, or did the medication fix most of it?

[spokenlife]

I no longer medicate. It just doesn't work for me. I live as balanced a life as I can as far as trying to eat relatively healthily, enjoying my family, staying active, making time just to think, and having a husband and a good friend that I trust and who listen. It's not easy, but it's as good as it's going to get.

[Xelanderthomas]

Only a true artist could and would do this.

[spokenlife]

Thank you, Alex.

[LizBizToo]

Beautifully expressive, Robin. I so wish for a healing for All of us :)

[spokenlife]

Thank you. Just being able to deal day after day. I think that's what we all want.

[musosf]

This is heartbreakingly beautiful, Robin. I feel terrible that you go through this, and I'm so grateful you've given us a little window into what this world is like. With words like these, you should be a playwright.

[spokenlife]

You make me blush with the things you say, Mike. Thank you, as always.

[Sahbisun]

Ur voice sounds so "Nubian- Angelic" almost spell bounding!

The words, the footage...captures the emotional push and pangs that comes with depression.( hell I almost felt depressed) No pun intended.

Five * no doubt!

[spokenlife]

Thanks. And sorry. I thought about that, actually; that it would probably bum somebody else out.

[Sahbisun]

My apologies Robin, I didn't mean to say it depressed me "Blank". What I meant was u took me into that valley of depression, I could actually feel what it must be like.

Not too many can actually make the viewer go where they are and have been.

Peace my sister and hugs...ur a great woman it shows in ur vids.

[Nuru305]

Wow! this was so touching and open.

[spokenlife]

Thank you, Nuru.

[spokenlife]

Thank you. You know, you're right. We ALL have bits and pieces of these things; which is why it often takes so long to determine whether there is a real problem or not.

[ohveryyoung]

What I appreciate so much about you is your honesty. From the first video you made, it's always been authentic. That is a true gift, and something rare to find these days. Thank you so much for sharing this with us~my aunt is bi-polar and tried to commit suicide once. This helps me understand a little better.

[spokenlife]

Thank you. This is only a teeny, itsy, bitsy piece of it. But it's a start.

[Oddsweb]

having been diagnosed as Bi-Polar this really calls to me, excelently done and described.. 5 shimmering *

[spokenlife]

Yes, it sucks, doesn't it? Except, of course, when it's WONDERFUL! (Yeah, it's that weird.)

[mtamorphis]

That was very moving and telling. ((hugs))

[spokenlife]

Thanks, Lisa.

[justtwodollars]

Your quite the renaissance woman, you seem to be able to do it all :O) Thanks for sharing, spolenlife. ((($2)))

[spokenlife]

Oh, those projects. Thank you.