i am a 12 year old self harmer and all i can truthfully say is... I NEED IT i cant stop but whoever i tell just skit or laugh. it has spread round the whole school now even my old friends no about it. they call me EMO. you could call me that i dont care they say go home and cry emo kid but the worst is go cut yourself. i just want them to understand that I DONT NO WHY I DO IT AND I JUST WANT THEM TO HELP ME!
I'm 14. I am two months clean. I still have the urge even though I was only self harming for a month. My doctor found the cuts and told my mom. I still have the scars, all 14 of them. When I would cut, it would be because of stress or sadness. However, it was mostly a hobby. I feel numb everyday. Every single day is the same and it drove me insane enough to cut myself. It was out of frustration over everything in my life being the same. Life's hard. But it will change. I'll get better.
im a 13 year old self harmer the frist time i did was in grade five when everyone called me hopeless, dies alone, little emo freak and thats only because of how a dressed i have the word big on my wrists "left alone" and they are scared in to me forever. but i want you to know that we all care for u and love u so very much and hopfully u will find the light in day..because i hate seeing eeryone in pain..i reather have the pain for u guys feel all better okay
This is beautiful, a lot of it makes sense to me. I've self harmed since I was 15. I really am addicted, I don't know how to make it go away. I was bullied all through school, and raped when I was 15, and then again 8 months ago. I had a miscarriage 6 months ago. And I'm only 20. I'm not doing this for attention, it's just my last desperate attempt to get things off my chest, in the hope it will stop me from harming again. It's humiliating, I hate ruining my body, but I just can't stop myself :(
I self harm and have done for three years and I've been bullied and sexually assaulted and it's horrible...I have no friends and no one to trust and I have depression...this made me feel better!!!!
I am 13 I have been cutting since I was 11 and I have been molested 4 times and I have tried to commit suicide over 13 times and I keep living I hate myself and I am a worthless piece of crap I have over 300 cut marks on my arms my mom and dad committed suicide right after I turned 10 and I was put in a foster home and then I went to foster parents and they were murdered and now my little foster home sister is 10 and she has thought about cutting then I tell her my story and she thinks that it
Im 11 and i self harm </3 i think im not good enough for my mom , i think im too fat and ugly , everyone calls me fat and emo and i just cut my whole arm up ! :(
I'm 13. I've been struggling with self harm since I was 11. I've been molested twice, I have depression, been bullied, and people are always just leaving me, & my best friend has brain damage. Recently I've started going to a youth group at my best friend's church & I've met the most amazing people ever. About 4 people there know my struggle, and they're helping me through it. It's taken almost 3 years for someone to care, but god has finally sent me my angels. I have hope. I haven't cut in 5 d
@FallOutBoyForever821 im so glad 2 hear tht :) i have a friend like u and i invited her 2 a youth group i go 2 and shes liking it and im so glad she might b coming regularly now :D im so glad ur going 2 it :D thts awesome!
im 12 years old and i self harm myself whenever someone finds out they say that im an emo and take the mick and then i do it even more i cant stop i hert so much inside i just wish i was dead sometimes i hate it i want tit all the stop
I just want somebody to care. No one cares about me and I know that for a fact. My dad died cause he commited suicide. My mom then died when I was 5 for drug abuse. I lived in a foster home and they were abusive so I ran away when I was 9. I lived on the street for 3 years. No one looked for me. I started burning when I was 15 and 16 I started cutting. I had no friends cause they thought I was emo. No one came to my sweet 16. I smoked weed. I'm still trying to fix my life. I need someone to care
@cookie8791 I care too, i dont know you at all, but i still care, no one should ever have been through what you've been through, im so sorry, but if you ever wanna talk, im here! Hugs Joanna (':
i am four months clean i am so scared i am going to fall again that its taking over my life i want to be better my biggest fear is that i never am going to be
I'm balling my eyes out right now, and I can't stop! This video had me crying in the first minute! I'm so ashamed of what I've done in the past...I wish I could go back to that time so that I could find another way to release the pain. I'm a little better now, but nothing will help these feelings. Sometimes I feel so alone. I'm so scared to move forward, so scared to take a step back...beautiful video.
After I watched this I looked around my room, at all the things that were painted with blood, all those cuts I wish I never made... all the friends I lost, I have lost everything I had, I am alone.
I just want to watch this over and over again, even if it's making me shake with tears. I'm not sure if they're happen or sad tears. I am ashamed of what I've done in the past and the present, I'm still fighting. Only two of my friends know, but they aren't taking it seriously, one even lied after I told her and said she had selfharmed. I'm really confused and upset at the moment. Can I have someone to talk to please?
@hellgirl1023 :') thank you! I'm better now though! For all self harmers go find the video The Butterfly Project it really helped and thank you hellgirl1023 if I need to talk again I'll go to you:)
@MrDiamondpickaxe My advice is that you find something else to make you feel. A hobby, friends, a pet, music. I know you like music, you have a YouTube account. But cutting only destroys. It's an addiction, a killer. Please, this is coming from a person who has lost three friends to suicide by cutting, please something else. If you come back to say you have no friends, I'll be your friend. But please, don't hurt yourself anymore. That goes for everyone who cut, too.
@cconner123456789 look I know how hard this is. I know how hard it is to stop. You need to either find something to replace cutting or find someone that means sooo much to you and try for that person to stop. You will probably fail at first but don't ever give up. It will get better
a few days ago i begone cutting im super depressed and i can´t stop myself harming myself its just like cutting to let everything free i cryed for this im still selfharming plzz help me what can i do to stop myself
I'm crying so hard right now. I'm holding my breath, feeling my heart pound out of my chest... Then finally breathe out and just sit here...... These are the words that I needed so badly. I can't thank you enough for this.... You made me so happy. But, I'll try .... For me :']
@starbronze girlie, i know how you feel. my life feels as if there is no meaning. I've tried suicide a count less number of times. but look up the butterfly project. it helped me alot andbi havent cut for 2 weeks.
I really think i have no one to talk to and that i am hopeless..... I can't love myself i really hate myself...... I have to admit i have tried Suicide 4 times and I have cut myself.... I want to go back and turn the tables! I don't like this! It's horrible!
its upsetting cos its soo true! i really wish i never made the first cut cos i really am addicted...all the emotions inside me..i get stereotyped for being emo... and every scar has its own story..sometimes i read my arm like a book...all that ever was and is.. :/
When I self harm I try to talk about it to my best friend to feel better and he just says "oh yeah your dad will be real proud" or make sounds saying emo and act like he is slitting his wrist he doesn't realize it but it pisses me off!
i cryed so hard, i cut, a lot, i cant stop......i cant trust myself, i did b4, and i started cutting. i cryed reading this, im sooooo weak, and a fail....i wish my iife would end all ready
i have scares i see in the mirror every day and every day i regret what i did but at the time i did it i didnt care it was a way to release emotions i "couldnt" or wouldn't express. the blood was my tears and the pain was my emotions, there is a way through it and you can survive. just open up to someone you trust, or talk to even me on twitter.
i know i have cut deep plenty of times... ive had to stitch myself up a few times too... i dont cut on my arm, because my mother... well, shes not very nice if she sees that.... i cut on my leg and other parts of my body... i dont cry because i think it is personally weak... mainly because everytime ive cried in the past ive been slapt for it... but this vid made me cry so hard that i got a headache... now i feel even more lost and alone...
@tressoccerchick Don't feel weak to cry. Crying helps. It may leave you feeling empty and in pain, but it helps. It is a way to let it all out, only it is healthier than cutting. Don't be afraid of crying, honey.
Oh, and you may feel lost, but you're NEVER alone. <3
I cut last night on my wrist.I wanted my mom to walk in and see.So she could take me to the hospital and help me.But then I also wanted to be left alone.Music,Reading and being alone helps me escape the world.This speeks to me but not enoughh to make me stop.
I cry everyday hoping that someone would hear me listening to this song and see the pain in my eyes!!! My friends my family have no idea that I am hurting so much inside but if they looked at my face as I walk away saying im fine, as the tears roll down my face as I go to my room and cry. I just feel like I lost the happy person I used to be and it kills me everyday
@foodismyfriend512 I know EXACTLY how you feel. It's how i feel too... I do know it helps to vent to someone. If you or anyone else on here needs anyone to talk to you can message me or even email me at PlayPiano4Life@yahoo.com. I'll be willing to listen to anyone's story and not judge :)
just to let everyone know.. there are lots of other people who care.. if you didn't get the message from the video it is very important to care about yourself no matter how much you hate yourself you don't want to end up in the hospital because you cut too deep one time that would be horrible before you grab your tool that you use just think about it.. your adding more pain to yourself.. it took me a while to realize this.. but now i am finally starting to understand im here if you need to talk
@Favorites333 it doesn't make you a fake cutter at all i didn't use a knife for a while and then started too.. if you are hurting yourself in any way it is serious trust me.. if you wanna talk you can talk to me(:
@ funnystuff107 thanks and i started it yesterday....it may only get worse cause my arm is already, scratched deep and bloody....im glad not be alone but it feels that way. :)
@Ilovehorses24u trust me i know how it feels to be alone but just so you know its only going to get worst as you keep doing it i would know:/ but if i ever have the chance to help someone who has just started it and to help prevent from getting worse i would love to help you if you wanna talk to me my email is buddybella107@gmail.com and then i could give my other info on email(:
im trying so hard to stop, i hate how my friends try to change me, but i know their right ;,( i should have never done it, even if my first cut began yesterday.....nobody will read this, this is y i cut i have zero friends. ;,,(
@Ilovehorses24u i read this even though you don't know who i am i read it if you need to talk to anyone you can talk to me i may not know how you exactly feel but i could probably relate(:
thank you for this video! I am a Christian, and I have been for almost 3 years now, but I am a SI. You have helped me alot, and helped me to grow stronger in Christ. I don't know if I will stop, but you stopped me tonight, so thank you!
I try soo very hard to stop.. But i always find a way to get back to my razor. Ive been through about 16 razors 2010-2012, If not more. I just want to stop already..
Thank you. This video was truly inspiring and i no longer feel the loneliness as much as i once did. i did cry because it was almost like you looked into my soul and spoke my true thoughts. god bless x
@Ashleigh1992lol ditto! I felt the same way! I'm slowly trying to begin to think about stopping, even though I just started a few months ago. I really felt moved by the Holy Spirit thanks to this video.
man i have tendencies to cut myself not cause im heartbroken (even im almost 18 and never have a girlfriend) im tired to fake happiness and don't give a shit about life i feel im forced to live and love myself yes i laugh alot and be with friends i feel angry sometimes i don't want to be seen by my parents if a told them they will tell me that this is pure bullshit really i know is not worth it but im desesperated help me ): dont say God i dont believe him sorry i used to...
@barbaricfer I know exactly how you feal ... i´ve been here and do exactly the same thing . I know its not much but if you ever want to talk to someone who wont judge you ...mail me
ive been cutting since i was seven...its hard to stop my boyfriend made me stop and it felt like he grabbed me from this never ending darkness i was falling into...but he let me go and the darkess swallowed me.....
@christiangirl10798 cont... in the mean time when he has an urge keep him busy either by talking writing running just doing something else with his hands, the 1st 15 min when an urge starts are the hardest to get through if you can make it through those minutes it gets easier.
@christiangirl10798 the best way to help him is to talk to someone who can actually do something, o was a cutter for almost 2 years when i finally told one of my friends the one thing she did was tell an adult we both trusted, even though i told her not to but I'm so thankful she did, you by yourself can only give him support emotionally, and adult can do more to help.
Thank you!I really feel I need to quit,for me,now.I am 12 and I have been cutting since I was 10 At first it wasn't that bad but now...I have 217 cuts on my body. I regrete them. I wish I would'v never made that frist cut. My life would've turned out simplier maybe. But now that I know people actually care, I'm gonna stop. I'm not gonna do it. I want to at timesBut i'm not just gonna sit in the crner and cry anymore. I'm gonna be strong and hold on. Thank you very much for this video:) -Bliss
This made me cry and u made a difference in my life I look at my scars and think "what have I done?! Im a sinner! After what god has done for me I repay him by hurting myself! I'm a terrible person!" but I'm not terrible. The thing I did was terrible not myself. I have stopped for awhile but almost went bak until I saw this video I didn't go back and I'm fighting for my life! The only person I'm scared of right now is myself. Thank you for saving me. From the harm and pain I caused myself. U ma
I am on my phone and cutting is my addiction. I promised a close friend i would stop, because he is the only person who cares for me, but i am finding it jard to stop so please can someone inbox me. Please i need to cut.. but i cant.. please someone help me, it has been like this for 2 and a bit years now please someone help xx :'(
I self harm and only 1 person knows i still do it..kindaa. :/ its finaly (not like its a good thinf) become an addiction. When i cut, it hurts so bad but i just cant stop. Its horrible.
Hey, umm... I'm on my phone and can't send messages on here so would u plz inbox me x or send me a friend request plz x I'm trying to stop x but it's getting worse, plz plz help x I can't stop ;_; x
I self harm :'( ppl get annoyed with me on you tube and ignore me and push me around in real life I don't understand I'm so confused I want do erase my name from existence :'( I feel like that if I say something or leave a comment someone is going to get hurt like I'm hurting them when their trying to help me. I'm worthless.I don't understand anything thank you for reading this no one has to reply I needed to get this all out thank you
@1238sara yes i am strting to get out of cutting instead draw on your arms or keep yourself busy listen to music take a walf jog or run do anything to get your mind off cutting u can also message me if u like.
yeah i done alot i am not proud off i am not sure how to used this to message but u can message also helping mate with this problem i dont think help thank you
If anybody needs help, i am here. No one should have to go through this. Talk to me, i have been through it. It's tough, i know. Good luck to all of you <3
@aadeeza haha. SO funny. NOT! you know you dont know what it feels like when someone callsyou emo. i get shit all the time coz people think im 'emo' they make jokes about self harm around me and it hurts. i have problems with self harm and yeah call me stupid or wahtever. its the onlything that releases stress and pain and hurt for me at the moment. and im in this state because my mum die dlast year. you know you dont actually know what someone elses life is really like..
@aadeeza i find it quite funnyhow your being so cocky thinking a comment on the internet from a complete stranger is goig to make me cry:) grow up get a grip and get a life instead of attempting to loo coool on the internet:)
@CubbyCubbyCupcake if you weren't a weakling crybaby, you wouldn't be cutting yourself. i don't have to try to be cool. the fact that i don't mutilate my body makes me cool. you people are pathetic and sad.
@aadeeza so having depresssion because my mum died means im a weakling crybaby? and you tell me how im trying to be cool? no one knows i havedone this. yeah btw im 15 so maybe try having a bit of respect for other people you dont know what my lifes like so dont pass judgment on me my life or my actions.
@aadeeza Honestly you are the most ignorant person ever, you think we think were cool?! ARE YOU STUPID? thats why we try so hard to cover it, my boyfriend almost killed himself last week and your gona call him that? honestly i have cut for 2 years and never have met anyone down right as ignorant as you.
@aadeeza you're so ignorant on this subject!!!! Cutting is a coping mechanism for depression, which is basically a mental disorder and that person can not control it. they feel cutting is the only way out. so learn more about something next time before you make yourself look retarded. kay bye.
u r such an asshole you dont no wat other peoples lives are like you dont no how they suffer fucking hell you piss me off. you hav something seriously wrong with you
It really is an addiction, a terrible one. Its so hard to throw those blades but once you do..... its amazing... (after withdrawls of course... )It will always be a struggle.. but ive found that the fight is worth it.
Hey I am a cutter I've tried stopping but when I try it only gets worse. If i don't cutt for a week I sleep walk to my kitchen get a knife and cutt myself in the bathroom and mess up my arm completly. Help???
Oh my God... This song played the night I decided to stop cutting. I had practically gored my pelvic area (not to my actual organs, but it was BAD), ankles, and ribcage, and then curled up in my bed with my ipod on shuffle. I hadn't even known I had this song, but it was the first one to play.
R.I.P to my two best friends, beloved uncle, and only teacher who took the time to understand me as an individual. <3 heh...
I now go by "Ashe". I feel wrong being called Shea, except for legal purposes.
Its awful when you feel like giving up with everything, feeling soo alone and having no one to go too, but honestly, Everyone can find the strength to give up SH <3
Thank you . I cried . But I still don't know what to do with myself. I can't love myself. I will never go back to my happy self . Nobody knows that when I'm not at school I cry and watch this type of videos. Nobody . And I don't know who to tell...
@SummerTreats99 if u ever need anyone to talk to im here(: and you could go to your frinds, family, school counselor, or your favorite teacher. so many people are willing to help you, but you must be willing to talk. stay strong, babe.<333 i know how hard it is...but youre not alone. people do care and people do love you...including me<33(: stay strong,,believe in yourself!!!<3
the sad truth to my story...im happy. and have been happy for 6th months after 2 years of depression. and i still cant stop. i cut to remeber my past. i cut when something good happens because i know that later in the future il be sad again..so why not feel pain now ? we are all together. with our own storys. our own insecurities. any of you can talkk to me. im always here <3
I cried so much watching this. I haven't cried in ages, but I cried for hours today. I've tried everything. I've seen a councilor, a psychiatrist. Eveything. But it felt that they didn't care. I've decided to just get on with my problems best that I can, with self harm. I hate doing it. But once it's done you feel so much better. I wish I'd never made that first little cut. Anyone reading this- Please-Please-Please find another way! It's too late for me, but not for you! Get help! Dont try it!!
I don't think there's anything anyone can do, its down to me. Hopefully one day I will feel like I don't need the cutting to get through the hard times but for now its the only thing that helps
Thank you just for understanding I wish I could stop but I can't I can't do it for myself I can't love myself I feel like no matter how much I tell myself I'm good enough I just can't help going back to that sad lonely place where I feel like I don't matter to anyone But thank you for making me realise I'm not alone there are people that feel the same as I do and I hope they all realise there's someone that feels the way they do
@HeatherC12301 I feel the same way as you do, but I don't cut. I know that feeling of worthlessness and pain.And I'm so sorry that you've had to feel that way. Is there anything I can do to help you?
My friends noticed I wear long sleeves everyday they want me to wear short sleeves tomorow and I kn ow if I don't they will suspect something lately that's all
My friends have been talking about like everything g is about cutting I am so scared they will find out I recently told someone about it and he really want to help me but he dosent know how I just want to find someone like me to talk to.
we all need to stick together, There are lot more people out there 2, People like us. People who call us freaks. And if our friends and parents new? What wudd they think? Theyd think were freaks 2, We all love each other. WE ARE NOT FREAKS. <3 we need 2 stick together before more of us die from all the hate. <3 i love each and everyone one of us if ur fat or skinny i wont care. I do this 2 and we can talk. Inbox me for any help.. We can help eachother through this hard life <3 xx
i cut myself really bad and my step dad seen it and hit my arm and called me crazy and he was going to take me to the state hospitl where crazy people go, and he said hes not going to take me to reharb or anything where people are nice to me... and it makes me want to do it agin
@alyssan616 i feel you ,when my dad saw mine he yelled "your fucking crazy,im taking you to the mental hospital!" then he tells me alot go die or "go cut yourself!" and i do it alot now.i really need help,and if u need someone to talk to im always here.
I have sooo many friends that cut and are fighting depression. I want so much to help them, to support them, to be able to understand them, but I can't. I have never done anything close to cutting. I don't understand it, no matter how hard I try. I love you. I agree wholeheartly with this video. If anybody needs someone to love on them and to encourage them, I will gladly do it. I'm soo sorry that I don't understand and I can't offer you understanding but I can offer acceptance and love. Always.
@MrBluehotdog You're not alone. There's many of us out there in unbearable pain. Just knowing that you're not the only one helps a piece of the fragmented mind even if you may not think so right now. But you are not the only one. There is so much pain--un-noticed, invisible pain that we carry on in secret. You. Are. Not. Alone.
Thanks so much for this video. It did make me cry. I am 13 years old. I have been cutting for 4 months now. I hide my blades in my ceiling up in my room, hoping my parents dont find out. I have tried several times to get help before. Nobody understands. You do. Thank you.You helped me. I still want to cut. Keep making videos. xoxoxo ~ Daisy :) <3
my parents don't know i do it... ive done in for over 2 years now, i badly want to tell them but i can't. i only have one friend who knows, and i can tell she cares but idk if i want to stop... so hard
I cut because nobody cares about mee. Nobody acts like they caree,lasst yearr i got detention for cutting,my parents diddnt care that i was cutting. They make it look like that depression & cutting & the rape i went through is all MY fault. Everyone at my school calls me fat,unloved,emo,ugly,skank,& that i should kill myself. Somebody help me -/3
@TheBuggyBird message me sometime, i know what your goin' through.. its really rough i know. but you need to find some way to stop♥, you shouldn't kill yourself, no one deserves to die cause of lifee. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
i am a 12 year old self harmer and all i can truthfully say is... I NEED IT i cant stop but whoever i tell just skit or laugh. it has spread round the whole school now even my old friends no about it. they call me EMO. you could call me that i dont care they say go home and cry emo kid but the worst is go cut yourself. i just want them to understand that I DONT NO WHY I DO IT AND I JUST WANT THEM TO HELP ME!
zentrola 10 hours ago
I'm 14. I am two months clean. I still have the urge even though I was only self harming for a month. My doctor found the cuts and told my mom. I still have the scars, all 14 of them. When I would cut, it would be because of stress or sadness. However, it was mostly a hobby. I feel numb everyday. Every single day is the same and it drove me insane enough to cut myself. It was out of frustration over everything in my life being the same. Life's hard. But it will change. I'll get better.
Jasmine1721 12 hours ago
im a 13 year old self harmer the frist time i did was in grade five when everyone called me hopeless, dies alone, little emo freak and thats only because of how a dressed i have the word big on my wrists "left alone" and they are scared in to me forever. but i want you to know that we all care for u and love u so very much and hopfully u will find the light in day..because i hate seeing eeryone in pain..i reather have the pain for u guys feel all better okay
gra5y 1 day ago
This is beautiful, a lot of it makes sense to me. I've self harmed since I was 15. I really am addicted, I don't know how to make it go away. I was bullied all through school, and raped when I was 15, and then again 8 months ago. I had a miscarriage 6 months ago. And I'm only 20. I'm not doing this for attention, it's just my last desperate attempt to get things off my chest, in the hope it will stop me from harming again. It's humiliating, I hate ruining my body, but I just can't stop myself :(
Pliokota 2 days ago
My life ruined when i was 12 !
It's started when i born ..
I was 2 when i for the first time lost someone .
And it's broken me all the time i've had alot of people i can't remember me again because i've lost them on my 2 , 7 , 9 , 12 .. years old .
marlieske123 2 days ago
I self harm and have done for three years and I've been bullied and sexually assaulted and it's horrible...I have no friends and no one to trust and I have depression...this made me feel better!!!!
Ryuzakibvbanime 4 days ago
I'm 15 and I'm a cutter....Thankyou this made me feel a slight bit of hope during dark depressive days
Ryuzakibvbanime 4 days ago
I am 13 I have been cutting since I was 11 and I have been molested 4 times and I have tried to commit suicide over 13 times and I keep living I hate myself and I am a worthless piece of crap I have over 300 cut marks on my arms my mom and dad committed suicide right after I turned 10 and I was put in a foster home and then I went to foster parents and they were murdered and now my little foster home sister is 10 and she has thought about cutting then I tell her my story and she thinks that it
MrLilkik 5 days ago
somebody please hellp me
DeppressedKierax 6 days ago
@DeppressedKierax Yo dude, message me if you ever need to talk, yeah?<3
xxSnowy96xx 1 day ago
Im 11 and i self harm </3 i think im not good enough for my mom , i think im too fat and ugly , everyone calls me fat and emo and i just cut my whole arm up ! :(
imyurdestiixo 1 week ago
aww i love you too lol <3
Musicgurl326 1 week ago
Days, which is good with me. Because I normally cut every day.
FallOutBoyForever821 1 week ago
I'm 13. I've been struggling with self harm since I was 11. I've been molested twice, I have depression, been bullied, and people are always just leaving me, & my best friend has brain damage. Recently I've started going to a youth group at my best friend's church & I've met the most amazing people ever. About 4 people there know my struggle, and they're helping me through it. It's taken almost 3 years for someone to care, but god has finally sent me my angels. I have hope. I haven't cut in 5 d
FallOutBoyForever821 1 week ago
@FallOutBoyForever821 im so glad 2 hear tht :) i have a friend like u and i invited her 2 a youth group i go 2 and shes liking it and im so glad she might b coming regularly now :D im so glad ur going 2 it :D thts awesome!
oOraevenOo 1 week ago
im 12 years old and i self harm myself whenever someone finds out they say that im an emo and take the mick and then i do it even more i cant stop i hert so much inside i just wish i was dead sometimes i hate it i want tit all the stop
trjobrolisfr01 1 week ago 5
@trjobrolisfr01 Same here, you not alone:)x
TheKkmarch 1 week ago
.-. ... I was told to go rot in a cave, so this is kinda the high light of my day... After.. yeah. :D
DestinyElric 1 week ago
@DestinyElric aww idk u but God does and he loves u :)
oOraevenOo 1 week ago
it is so hard, hold me, hug mr. love me
hellgirl1023 1 week ago
One and a half years clean and today I relapsed badly. Why do I do this to myself, my family and my friends? I wish I knew the answer :'(
7pawsy 2 weeks ago
I just want somebody to care. No one cares about me and I know that for a fact. My dad died cause he commited suicide. My mom then died when I was 5 for drug abuse. I lived in a foster home and they were abusive so I ran away when I was 9. I lived on the street for 3 years. No one looked for me. I started burning when I was 15 and 16 I started cutting. I had no friends cause they thought I was emo. No one came to my sweet 16. I smoked weed. I'm still trying to fix my life. I need someone to care
cookie8791 2 weeks ago
@cookie8791 i hope you get better! my life is hard too but this is just unimaginable. if you ever need to talk, i'm here :)
glitzycouture 2 weeks ago 2
@cookie8791 i care
hellgirl1023 1 week ago 2
@cookie8791 I care too, i dont know you at all, but i still care, no one should ever have been through what you've been through, im so sorry, but if you ever wanna talk, im here! Hugs Joanna (':
mighehe 1 week ago 3
i am four months clean i am so scared i am going to fall again that its taking over my life i want to be better my biggest fear is that i never am going to be
livingdreamful 2 weeks ago
I'm balling my eyes out right now, and I can't stop! This video had me crying in the first minute! I'm so ashamed of what I've done in the past...I wish I could go back to that time so that I could find another way to release the pain. I'm a little better now, but nothing will help these feelings. Sometimes I feel so alone. I'm so scared to move forward, so scared to take a step back...beautiful video.
XSavannahAliciaX 2 weeks ago
After I watched this I looked around my room, at all the things that were painted with blood, all those cuts I wish I never made... all the friends I lost, I have lost everything I had, I am alone.
AprilLasticRocks 3 weeks ago
I just want to watch this over and over again, even if it's making me shake with tears. I'm not sure if they're happen or sad tears. I am ashamed of what I've done in the past and the present, I'm still fighting. Only two of my friends know, but they aren't taking it seriously, one even lied after I told her and said she had selfharmed. I'm really confused and upset at the moment. Can I have someone to talk to please?
AmbitiousButILikeIt 3 weeks ago
@AmbitiousButILikeIt you can talk to me
hellgirl1023 1 week ago
@hellgirl1023 :') thank you! I'm better now though! For all self harmers go find the video The Butterfly Project it really helped and thank you hellgirl1023 if I need to talk again I'll go to you:)
AmbitiousButILikeIt 1 week ago
@AmbitiousButILikeIt yay im glad u did the butterfly project :) im trying it and so far this is my 2nd day ive gotten my friend 2 do it 2 :D
oOraevenOo 1 week ago
@oOraevenOo Welldone I kept it up till it was slightly faded but stuff at home and school kinda tipped me a bit but I'm back on track :D
AmbitiousButILikeIt 1 week ago
@MrDiamondpickaxe My advice is that you find something else to make you feel. A hobby, friends, a pet, music. I know you like music, you have a YouTube account. But cutting only destroys. It's an addiction, a killer. Please, this is coming from a person who has lost three friends to suicide by cutting, please something else. If you come back to say you have no friends, I'll be your friend. But please, don't hurt yourself anymore. That goes for everyone who cut, too.
Darkdesire74 3 weeks ago
*blinking away tears* that was so amazingly beautiful.. words can not describe how wonderful this is
PinkSummer56 3 weeks ago
@cconner123456789 look I know how hard this is. I know how hard it is to stop. You need to either find something to replace cutting or find someone that means sooo much to you and try for that person to stop. You will probably fail at first but don't ever give up. It will get better
deathmart1 3 weeks ago
a few days ago i begone cutting im super depressed and i can´t stop myself harming myself its just like cutting to let everything free i cryed for this im still selfharming plzz help me what can i do to stop myself
cconnor123456789 3 weeks ago
Thank you can't even describe it.
blakcat170 3 weeks ago
itz alwayz tha 1st cut tha fuckz u up, itz alwayz tha 1st cut you wish u never made
ruewolfe 3 weeks ago
I'm crying so hard right now. I'm holding my breath, feeling my heart pound out of my chest... Then finally breathe out and just sit here...... These are the words that I needed so badly. I can't thank you enough for this.... You made me so happy. But, I'll try .... For me :']
SummerQ123 3 weeks ago 2
I really needed this video... Too bad that I can't stop ..
Mwahaha9797 3 weeks ago
@starbronze girlie, i know how you feel. my life feels as if there is no meaning. I've tried suicide a count less number of times. but look up the butterfly project. it helped me alot andbi havent cut for 2 weeks.
SasukeInuyashaluver 3 weeks ago
I really think i have no one to talk to and that i am hopeless..... I can't love myself i really hate myself...... I have to admit i have tried Suicide 4 times and I have cut myself.... I want to go back and turn the tables! I don't like this! It's horrible!
Katie 12
starbronze 3 weeks ago
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xxxLoudMutexxx 3 weeks ago
the only reason i cut is because i cant feel anything. when i cry i dont feel anything. cutting lets me actually feel something. its amazing
MrDiamondpickaxe 4 weeks ago
its upsetting cos its soo true! i really wish i never made the first cut cos i really am addicted...all the emotions inside me..i get stereotyped for being emo... and every scar has its own story..sometimes i read my arm like a book...all that ever was and is.. :/
sillysteph100 1 month ago
@sillysteph100 if you ever need someone to talk to, message me!<3
Joelle24680 4 weeks ago
When I self harm I try to talk about it to my best friend to feel better and he just says "oh yeah your dad will be real proud" or make sounds saying emo and act like he is slitting his wrist he doesn't realize it but it pisses me off!
strawserbm 1 month ago
i cryed so hard, i cut, a lot, i cant stop......i cant trust myself, i did b4, and i started cutting. i cryed reading this, im sooooo weak, and a fail....i wish my iife would end all ready
ruewolfe 1 month ago
i have scares i see in the mirror every day and every day i regret what i did but at the time i did it i didnt care it was a way to release emotions i "couldnt" or wouldn't express. the blood was my tears and the pain was my emotions, there is a way through it and you can survive. just open up to someone you trust, or talk to even me on twitter.
well that was kinda hearty :P.
great video and meaning by the way,
thankyou.
my twitter is Suicide_Bunnie (ironic iknow)
TheAtaaria 1 month ago 2
i know i have cut deep plenty of times... ive had to stitch myself up a few times too... i dont cut on my arm, because my mother... well, shes not very nice if she sees that.... i cut on my leg and other parts of my body... i dont cry because i think it is personally weak... mainly because everytime ive cried in the past ive been slapt for it... but this vid made me cry so hard that i got a headache... now i feel even more lost and alone...
tressoccerchick 1 month ago
@tressoccerchick Don't feel weak to cry. Crying helps. It may leave you feeling empty and in pain, but it helps. It is a way to let it all out, only it is healthier than cutting. Don't be afraid of crying, honey.
Oh, and you may feel lost, but you're NEVER alone. <3
ThatOneTheatreGirl 1 month ago 2
@tressoccerchick You know. Crying isnt a sign of weakness. Its a sign that you've been strong for too long...
oONecroPlagueOo 1 month ago
I cut last night on my wrist.I wanted my mom to walk in and see.So she could take me to the hospital and help me.But then I also wanted to be left alone.Music,Reading and being alone helps me escape the world.This speeks to me but not enoughh to make me stop.
EmoAngel1599 1 month ago
I can not do this any more. No one understands what is happining to me. I need someone to support me. To tell me to stop and be strong.
catie4872 1 month ago
I cry everyday hoping that someone would hear me listening to this song and see the pain in my eyes!!! My friends my family have no idea that I am hurting so much inside but if they looked at my face as I walk away saying im fine, as the tears roll down my face as I go to my room and cry. I just feel like I lost the happy person I used to be and it kills me everyday
foodismyfriend512 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos 2
@foodismyfriend512 I know EXACTLY how you feel. It's how i feel too... I do know it helps to vent to someone. If you or anyone else on here needs anyone to talk to you can message me or even email me at PlayPiano4Life@yahoo.com. I'll be willing to listen to anyone's story and not judge :)
PlayPiano4Life 1 month ago
Guys.. I can't do this anymore. I've been clean for almost a year. This is killing me. I can't handle it.. I'm not strong anymore.
Sydkneewriteslove 1 month ago
@Sydkneewriteslove your strong if you have made it that far.
HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk 1 month ago
I can't cry anymore I have no space left on my body this really made me feel loved intell it ended....
imyourdarklover 1 month ago
@ HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk thanks, i dont burn i cut and i love the feeling of the blade meeting my skin and tingling when i cut. thanks
Ilovehorses24u 1 month ago
just to let everyone know.. there are lots of other people who care.. if you didn't get the message from the video it is very important to care about yourself no matter how much you hate yourself you don't want to end up in the hospital because you cut too deep one time that would be horrible before you grab your tool that you use just think about it.. your adding more pain to yourself.. it took me a while to realize this.. but now i am finally starting to understand im here if you need to talk
funnystuff107 1 month ago
I would do anything to meet you...
KimberlyJillCooper 1 month ago
@Favorites333 a fake cutter is someone who puts ketchup an them selfs. all self harm is serious. ur not a chicken, a chicken is a full time bully.
HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk 1 month ago
i friction burn myself and cut a little and rip the skin of my lips. ill be frends with all of you.
HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk 1 month ago
@Favorites333 it doesn't make you a fake cutter at all i didn't use a knife for a while and then started too.. if you are hurting yourself in any way it is serious trust me.. if you wanna talk you can talk to me(:
funnystuff107 1 month ago
I dont harm my self like that... but i destroy my self mentally...
Aaree95 1 month ago
@ funnystuff107 thanks and i started it yesterday....it may only get worse cause my arm is already, scratched deep and bloody....im glad not be alone but it feels that way. :)
Ilovehorses24u 1 month ago
@Ilovehorses24u trust me i know how it feels to be alone but just so you know its only going to get worst as you keep doing it i would know:/ but if i ever have the chance to help someone who has just started it and to help prevent from getting worse i would love to help you if you wanna talk to me my email is buddybella107@gmail.com and then i could give my other info on email(:
funnystuff107 1 month ago
im trying so hard to stop, i hate how my friends try to change me, but i know their right ;,( i should have never done it, even if my first cut began yesterday.....nobody will read this, this is y i cut i have zero friends. ;,,(
Ilovehorses24u 1 month ago
@Ilovehorses24u i read this even though you don't know who i am i read it if you need to talk to anyone you can talk to me i may not know how you exactly feel but i could probably relate(:
funnystuff107 1 month ago
@Ilovehorses24u ill be your freind. i just began a few days ago, and im already addicted and i only have 3 burns. well 4 or more to be later tonight.
HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk 1 month ago
@HoNkCaPrIcOrNHoNk D: we should all be friends.. we all probably need one
funnystuff107 1 month ago
i cried at this... thank you soo much, i will change, not sure if i'll stop but i will change
animesoulz99 1 month ago
thank you for this video! I am a Christian, and I have been for almost 3 years now, but I am a SI. You have helped me alot, and helped me to grow stronger in Christ. I don't know if I will stop, but you stopped me tonight, so thank you!
WeR3G 1 month ago
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JustUsFosho 1 month ago
i am a self-harmer and i keep trying to stop but it is just not working out
8494erica 1 month ago
@8494erica Yeah, I feel the same. I'm sure it's possible to stop but I can't manage to do this! Ehh...
Bloomka96 1 week ago
i cryed....
TheRandomEmo1000 1 month ago
were you drunk when you made this? ;s
TheBrukty 1 month ago
at first I used butter knifes that didn't give ease my emotinal pain.. so now a stake knife, I want to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
writerchic4ever 1 month ago
What is the song?
Zozo1522 1 month ago
iam a self harmer this is my second day with out cutting,if anyone wants to talk iam hear.
iambartman12345 1 month ago
@iambartman12345
hello are you find it hard to stop it
1238sara 1 month ago
@1238sara yes
iambartman12345 1 month ago
I try soo very hard to stop.. But i always find a way to get back to my razor. Ive been through about 16 razors 2010-2012, If not more. I just want to stop already..
CookieLover0xx 1 month ago
Thank you. This video was truly inspiring and i no longer feel the loneliness as much as i once did. i did cry because it was almost like you looked into my soul and spoke my true thoughts. god bless x
Ashleigh1992lol 1 month ago
@Ashleigh1992lol ditto! I felt the same way! I'm slowly trying to begin to think about stopping, even though I just started a few months ago. I really felt moved by the Holy Spirit thanks to this video.
WeR3G 1 month ago
I almost cried in the beginning, because I'm just like that.
InvisibleUnicorn6661 1 month ago
man i have tendencies to cut myself not cause im heartbroken (even im almost 18 and never have a girlfriend) im tired to fake happiness and don't give a shit about life i feel im forced to live and love myself yes i laugh alot and be with friends i feel angry sometimes i don't want to be seen by my parents if a told them they will tell me that this is pure bullshit really i know is not worth it but im desesperated help me ): dont say God i dont believe him sorry i used to...
barbaricfer 1 month ago
@barbaricfer I know exactly how you feal ... i´ve been here and do exactly the same thing . I know its not much but if you ever want to talk to someone who wont judge you ...mail me
khfan676255 1 month ago
ive been cutting since i was seven...its hard to stop my boyfriend made me stop and it felt like he grabbed me from this never ending darkness i was falling into...but he let me go and the darkess swallowed me.....
XxTheseBrokenWingsxX 1 month ago
@christiangirl10798 cont... in the mean time when he has an urge keep him busy either by talking writing running just doing something else with his hands, the 1st 15 min when an urge starts are the hardest to get through if you can make it through those minutes it gets easier.
I hope this helped
rpick1012 1 month ago
@christiangirl10798 the best way to help him is to talk to someone who can actually do something, o was a cutter for almost 2 years when i finally told one of my friends the one thing she did was tell an adult we both trusted, even though i told her not to but I'm so thankful she did, you by yourself can only give him support emotionally, and adult can do more to help.
rpick1012 1 month ago
my friend cut and idk how 2 help him pls help me.... i need ideas he is trying to stop but i know that will not be enough
christiangirl10798 1 month ago
you might think there's no way out but trust me you'll get through
niikeygirl 1 month ago
what kind of help do you offer to people taht done this
1238sara 1 month ago
Love yourself? hahhh ok im going to love myself, oh wait, im HORRIBLE. I'm a mistake in this life or world... whatev.
utubequeenesther 1 month ago
Thank you!I really feel I need to quit,for me,now.I am 12 and I have been cutting since I was 10 At first it wasn't that bad but now...I have 217 cuts on my body. I regrete them. I wish I would'v never made that frist cut. My life would've turned out simplier maybe. But now that I know people actually care, I'm gonna stop. I'm not gonna do it. I want to at timesBut i'm not just gonna sit in the crner and cry anymore. I'm gonna be strong and hold on. Thank you very much for this video:) -Bliss
blackbloodline1 1 month ago
Made a difference in my life and so many others lifes! I love you too!
Puppylov263 1 month ago
This made me cry and u made a difference in my life I look at my scars and think "what have I done?! Im a sinner! After what god has done for me I repay him by hurting myself! I'm a terrible person!" but I'm not terrible. The thing I did was terrible not myself. I have stopped for awhile but almost went bak until I saw this video I didn't go back and I'm fighting for my life! The only person I'm scared of right now is myself. Thank you for saving me. From the harm and pain I caused myself. U ma
Puppylov263 1 month ago
I am on my phone and cutting is my addiction. I promised a close friend i would stop, because he is the only person who cares for me, but i am finding it jard to stop so please can someone inbox me. Please i need to cut.. but i cant.. please someone help me, it has been like this for 2 and a bit years now please someone help xx :'(
unarmedkilljoy 1 month ago
@unarmedkilljoy message me and i will see if i can help u r worth so much more then cutting.
Dancingretarded123 1 month ago
@LittleBloodyEmo1 Inbox me if you would like to talk, I know u don't know me x but I'm here for you xx
ShannonBegleyxx 1 month ago
I self harm and only 1 person knows i still do it..kindaa. :/ its finaly (not like its a good thinf) become an addiction. When i cut, it hurts so bad but i just cant stop. Its horrible.
imsexy101108 1 month ago
Hey, umm... I'm on my phone and can't send messages on here so would u plz inbox me x or send me a friend request plz x I'm trying to stop x but it's getting worse, plz plz help x I can't stop ;_; x
ShannonBegleyxx 1 month ago
@ShannonBegleyxx
hello i know it hard to stop i am a year and 22 days clean it hard
i write a diary so i don't bottle stuff up because it make it worse
1238sara 1 month ago
this makes me cry because u cut every day
Shandikae 1 month ago
I self harm :'( ppl get annoyed with me on you tube and ignore me and push me around in real life I don't understand I'm so confused I want do erase my name from existence :'( I feel like that if I say something or leave a comment someone is going to get hurt like I'm hurting them when their trying to help me. I'm worthless.I don't understand anything thank you for reading this no one has to reply I needed to get this all out thank you
LittleBloodyEmo1 2 months ago
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BIBSYBOO70 1 month ago
@LittleBloodyEmo1 hey hope you are okay :) we can talk if u want, just send me a message :) you are worth something my friend :)
BIBSYBOO70 1 month ago
@LittleBloodyEmo1 if u ever need to talk i am here just message me
Dancingretarded123 1 month ago
@Dancingretarded123
have you done this before do know away out i have stop but still fell like doing to mess up
1238sara 1 month ago
@1238sara yes i am strting to get out of cutting instead draw on your arms or keep yourself busy listen to music take a walf jog or run do anything to get your mind off cutting u can also message me if u like.
Dancingretarded123 1 month ago
@Dancingretarded123
yeah i done alot i am not proud off i am not sure how to used this to message but u can message also helping mate with this problem i dont think help thank you
1238sara 1 month ago
@aadeeza nice joke you insensitive clod
lonewolf1848 2 months ago
If anybody needs help, i am here. No one should have to go through this. Talk to me, i have been through it. It's tough, i know. Good luck to all of you <3
DaisyRedRider 2 months ago in playlist Liked videos
Did you hear about that new emo pizza? It cuts itself!
aadeeza 2 months ago
@aadeeza haha. SO funny. NOT! you know you dont know what it feels like when someone callsyou emo. i get shit all the time coz people think im 'emo' they make jokes about self harm around me and it hurts. i have problems with self harm and yeah call me stupid or wahtever. its the onlything that releases stress and pain and hurt for me at the moment. and im in this state because my mum die dlast year. you know you dont actually know what someone elses life is really like..
CubbyCubbyCupcake 2 months ago
@CubbyCubbyCupcake don't cry, emo sissy. don't cry.
aadeeza 2 months ago
@aadeeza i find it quite funnyhow your being so cocky thinking a comment on the internet from a complete stranger is goig to make me cry:) grow up get a grip and get a life instead of attempting to loo coool on the internet:)
CubbyCubbyCupcake 2 months ago
@CubbyCubbyCupcake if you weren't a weakling crybaby, you wouldn't be cutting yourself. i don't have to try to be cool. the fact that i don't mutilate my body makes me cool. you people are pathetic and sad.
aadeeza 2 months ago
@aadeeza so having depresssion because my mum died means im a weakling crybaby? and you tell me how im trying to be cool? no one knows i havedone this. yeah btw im 15 so maybe try having a bit of respect for other people you dont know what my lifes like so dont pass judgment on me my life or my actions.
CubbyCubbyCupcake 2 months ago
@CubbyCubbyCupcake if u ever need to talk i am here just message me.
Dancingretarded123 1 month ago
@aadeeza Honestly you are the most ignorant person ever, you think we think were cool?! ARE YOU STUPID? thats why we try so hard to cover it, my boyfriend almost killed himself last week and your gona call him that? honestly i have cut for 2 years and never have met anyone down right as ignorant as you.
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago
@Libbymariehaw Wow. That was a very...cutting...remark. LOL
aadeeza 1 month ago
@aadeeza you're so ignorant on this subject!!!! Cutting is a coping mechanism for depression, which is basically a mental disorder and that person can not control it. they feel cutting is the only way out. so learn more about something next time before you make yourself look retarded. kay bye.
katiebvb23 2 months ago
@katiebvb23 Don't cry.
aadeeza 2 months ago
@aadeeza i'm not? you're just an ignorant asshole. go away.
katiebvb23 2 months ago
@aadeeza
u r such an asshole you dont no wat other peoples lives are like you dont no how they suffer fucking hell you piss me off. you hav something seriously wrong with you
prettyreckless234 1 month ago
It really is an addiction, a terrible one. Its so hard to throw those blades but once you do..... its amazing... (after withdrawls of course... )It will always be a struggle.. but ive found that the fight is worth it.
Elssagoodman 2 months ago
this is EXACTELY how i feel.thank you for posting this video.it can really change someone.
furball1318 2 months ago
Hey I am a cutter I've tried stopping but when I try it only gets worse. If i don't cutt for a week I sleep walk to my kitchen get a knife and cutt myself in the bathroom and mess up my arm completly. Help???
clover1240 2 months ago
i have stopped cutting thank u if it wasnt for u i would of been in the hospital in crises thanks ! i love u forever
xFluttersMakeup 2 months ago
Oh my God... This song played the night I decided to stop cutting. I had practically gored my pelvic area (not to my actual organs, but it was BAD), ankles, and ribcage, and then curled up in my bed with my ipod on shuffle. I hadn't even known I had this song, but it was the first one to play.
R.I.P to my two best friends, beloved uncle, and only teacher who took the time to understand me as an individual. <3 heh...
I now go by "Ashe". I feel wrong being called Shea, except for legal purposes.
sOShayOs 2 months ago
Thank you...
DarkStrawberrigurl 2 months ago
:( Cried soo much at this.
Its awful when you feel like giving up with everything, feeling soo alone and having no one to go too, but honestly, Everyone can find the strength to give up SH <3
MegaSnowman1995 2 months ago
Thank you . I cried . But I still don't know what to do with myself. I can't love myself. I will never go back to my happy self . Nobody knows that when I'm not at school I cry and watch this type of videos. Nobody . And I don't know who to tell...
SummerTreats99 2 months ago in playlist More videos from xoFalseSmilesox
@SummerTreats99 if u ever need anyone to talk to im here(: and you could go to your frinds, family, school counselor, or your favorite teacher. so many people are willing to help you, but you must be willing to talk. stay strong, babe.<333 i know how hard it is...but youre not alone. people do care and people do love you...including me<33(: stay strong,,believe in yourself!!!<3
JacobandNessie1 2 months ago
I cryed ... It is so how i feel ...
Its hard .. THank you ..
I just have to thank you for understnading how it is .. I have been doing it for 4 years .. I cant stop .. But you made me smile ... I love you .
xXcherryXbabesXx 2 months ago
This was AMAZING !!! Thankyou! It really helps honestly and I will think of this video when I find myself wanting to cut! =) Great vid
diverstar1 2 months ago
the sad truth to my story...im happy. and have been happy for 6th months after 2 years of depression. and i still cant stop. i cut to remeber my past. i cut when something good happens because i know that later in the future il be sad again..so why not feel pain now ? we are all together. with our own storys. our own insecurities. any of you can talkk to me. im always here <3
supermaclover3 2 months ago in playlist More videos from xoFalseSmilesox
I cried so much watching this. I haven't cried in ages, but I cried for hours today. I've tried everything. I've seen a councilor, a psychiatrist. Eveything. But it felt that they didn't care. I've decided to just get on with my problems best that I can, with self harm. I hate doing it. But once it's done you feel so much better. I wish I'd never made that first little cut. Anyone reading this- Please-Please-Please find another way! It's too late for me, but not for you! Get help! Dont try it!!
smallandsweet7 2 months ago
I don't think there's anything anyone can do, its down to me. Hopefully one day I will feel like I don't need the cutting to get through the hard times but for now its the only thing that helps
HeatherC12301 2 months ago
Thank you just for understanding I wish I could stop but I can't I can't do it for myself I can't love myself I feel like no matter how much I tell myself I'm good enough I just can't help going back to that sad lonely place where I feel like I don't matter to anyone But thank you for making me realise I'm not alone there are people that feel the same as I do and I hope they all realise there's someone that feels the way they do
HeatherC12301 2 months ago
@HeatherC12301 I feel the same way as you do, but I don't cut. I know that feeling of worthlessness and pain.And I'm so sorry that you've had to feel that way. Is there anything I can do to help you?
Sammavenrye 2 months ago
@DaisyRedRyder same
NerdGlasses1234 2 months ago
My friends noticed I wear long sleeves everyday they want me to wear short sleeves tomorow and I kn ow if I don't they will suspect something lately that's all
My friends have been talking about like everything g is about cutting I am so scared they will find out I recently told someone about it and he really want to help me but he dosent know how I just want to find someone like me to talk to.
NerdGlasses1234 2 months ago
we all need to stick together, There are lot more people out there 2, People like us. People who call us freaks. And if our friends and parents new? What wudd they think? Theyd think were freaks 2, We all love each other. WE ARE NOT FREAKS. <3 we need 2 stick together before more of us die from all the hate. <3 i love each and everyone one of us if ur fat or skinny i wont care. I do this 2 and we can talk. Inbox me for any help.. We can help eachother through this hard life <3 xx
dorahasabackpack 2 months ago
Long sleaves, black eyes, hair die, diet pills, anything to hide who you are from the world, cos your dieing..</3
TheRitchbitch98 2 months ago
i just.... want the pain to stop, even for a second, id give anything :(
makeitend9037 3 months ago 22
@makeitend9037 if u ever need to talk message me.
Dancingretarded123 1 month ago
God bless you . You made my day. I know that i'm not alone.
teddybearshapter 3 months ago
This made me cry, in a good way. Thank you.
thisthingcalledlifex 3 months ago
i cut myself really bad and my step dad seen it and hit my arm and called me crazy and he was going to take me to the state hospitl where crazy people go, and he said hes not going to take me to reharb or anything where people are nice to me... and it makes me want to do it agin
alyssan616 3 months ago
@alyssan616 i feel you ,when my dad saw mine he yelled "your fucking crazy,im taking you to the mental hospital!" then he tells me alot go die or "go cut yourself!" and i do it alot now.i really need help,and if u need someone to talk to im always here.
brittylovesRANDOM101 2 months ago
Thank You.
Superhannahbobanna 3 months ago
when life
is woe
and hope is dumb
the world says go!
the grave says come!
prettyreckless234 3 months ago
I have sooo many friends that cut and are fighting depression. I want so much to help them, to support them, to be able to understand them, but I can't. I have never done anything close to cutting. I don't understand it, no matter how hard I try. I love you. I agree wholeheartly with this video. If anybody needs someone to love on them and to encourage them, I will gladly do it. I'm soo sorry that I don't understand and I can't offer you understanding but I can offer acceptance and love. Always.
Sammavenrye 3 months ago
@Sammavenrye I could do with some love right now. Im in so much pain.
MrBluehotdog 2 months ago
@MrBluehotdog You're not alone. There's many of us out there in unbearable pain. Just knowing that you're not the only one helps a piece of the fragmented mind even if you may not think so right now. But you are not the only one. There is so much pain--un-noticed, invisible pain that we carry on in secret. You. Are. Not. Alone.
EliseGorgeous 2 months ago
Thanks so much for this video. It did make me cry. I am 13 years old. I have been cutting for 4 months now. I hide my blades in my ceiling up in my room, hoping my parents dont find out. I have tried several times to get help before. Nobody understands. You do. Thank you.You helped me. I still want to cut. Keep making videos. xoxoxo ~ Daisy :) <3
DaisyRedRider 3 months ago in playlist My Self Harm/depresion time 1 3
@DaisyRedRider i know how you feel.
prettyreckless234 3 months ago
Thank you so much for this video.
It's really inspiring..
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brownie1398ja 3 months ago
my parents don't know i do it... ive done in for over 2 years now, i badly want to tell them but i can't. i only have one friend who knows, and i can tell she cares but idk if i want to stop... so hard
TiNa2927 3 months ago
I cut because nobody cares about mee. Nobody acts like they caree,lasst yearr i got detention for cutting,my parents diddnt care that i was cutting. They make it look like that depression & cutting & the rape i went through is all MY fault. Everyone at my school calls me fat,unloved,emo,ugly,skank,& that i should kill myself. Somebody help me -/3
~michelle.
TheBuggyBird 3 months ago
@TheBuggyBird message me sometime, i know what your goin' through.. its really rough i know. but you need to find some way to stop♥, you shouldn't kill yourself, no one deserves to die cause of lifee. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
tiboot4c 3 months ago
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@TheBuggyBird It isn't your fault. If you want to message me, please do. xx
MultiTink89 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos