seriously haley... you gots nothing to worry about as long as you wean your self down to 0 mgs your laughin. i cannot belive i was so scared to stop. its the drug its self that does it, makes us scared, paranoid. i wish i could make a video to show my sincerity, i looked all over the internet looking for proof that weaning all the ways down was worth it but i found very little, most people quit way before and they all suffered. i didnt, not yet anyways
@Newfie4646 n-here you go...i can tell you personally that weaning down is worth it. done it both ways, and while there's something to be said for not prolonging the discomfort with a long wean...NOT having ANY acute w/d symptoms is pretty magical, i think you'll agree. i've done it both ways successfully but it was easier weaning.
wow weening down to 1mg WAS SO WORTH IT i feel fine. wow im shocked. seriously, i thought id be way worse but im fine so far. my last dose was monday morning.
today was tough, my wisdom tooth is swollen bad, what a day to quit. the doc gave me percription for penocilion but i dont gots the cash to get it filled payday is monday for me. the pharmacy wouldnt just let me pay on monday BUT if i would of got another script of methadone they would have.... thats sick. im so glad i dont have to go to that clinic anymore.....
Now...I really hate asking people "HEY! how is your sex life???" LOL But I am wondering if it helps. IDK... Me I have no sex life, Thats why I think I am turning towards junk,methadone to get the false feeling that I am with a cute man.
If you are in a good relationship I think that helps you detox....Am I right or wrong? I think if I had a boytoy the sex would replace this Methadone crap. I want your opinion Haley? and everyone else's???
I am the only one that is not detoxing! I'm sorry guys, But I am ussing the Methadone as a boyfriend. I make Love to the Methadone instead of a nice man, I think I would rather have a man I think that would help me to start a detox?! What do you guys think??? Haley,Sarah and Newfie? Are you guys in good relationships where you get plenty of good sex...Cause I am not and I think I am using the Meth still to replace a b/f.
ohhh haley did i mention that i started having anxiety and depression with panic attacks on this damn shit and guess what i weaned myself off my effexor i was taking for all that crap and believe it or not i feel better likes its lifting as it could have been the anti-depressants making me worse? I know im cuttin all meds and getting healthy naturally for real. I dont want anymore pharmaceticals for anything unless its needed. My son has aspergers and it looked like meds made him worse!
@chrissys31 How are you Sarah?! Good to see ya.LOL How many millys are you down too? it seems like everyone is detoxing and doing good and I'm the only one fucking up and taking more I was on 80 mgs but I went up top 90 millagrams.
oh yea... for sure slow is key, i thought i was going really going down slow but a doctor not my regular doctor but another methadone docter said was going too fast and said i should stay at 1 mg for awhile but i want off this crap ive been detox for a year atleast... im ready
congrats thou newfie4646 on your detox let us know how you are coming along like haley said you do give us hope because with all the stigma we need it. I have 3 kids so they are all im worried about gettin off it will i feel ok to take care of them good like now and there dad we'll he helps a tad but i just pray things will be ok and i will remember u in mine also. Take care Haley and keep hangin in there, you were one of my first subs on here and gave me hope thinkin oh im not alone!
aww thanks, and hey im glad i can give someone hope lol that means im off to a good start i geuss.
MY main concern was, detoxing down to 1mg, was it worth it?? at 10 mg i really wanted to quit but i was afraid i would ruin the progress i made?? i still dont really know? some say lowering to 1mg is to drawn out but i had no problems till 3mg then i couldnt sleep at all. i got clonidine and it helped alot
ill update you on my progress. i wish i could post videos like you
yes i heard clonidine helps u sleep and its funny my son's neurologist gave that to him for sleeping and i said to his dad oh shit i should keep some of these for when i am off the juice haha but ya im detoxing down 1 a wk and am at 54 now so i have awhile but still feeling good i came down from 114 but i do hear when you get down under 30 u start feeling it but im not going to do that to myself "like set myself up for failure" it took lots of money getting hooked n this will take time lol...
R.I.P mom love you forever and always <3
BBlove2733 6 months ago
just wondering how your doin? its been awhile?? make a new video darlin
Newfie4646 1 year ago
seriously haley... you gots nothing to worry about as long as you wean your self down to 0 mgs your laughin. i cannot belive i was so scared to stop. its the drug its self that does it, makes us scared, paranoid. i wish i could make a video to show my sincerity, i looked all over the internet looking for proof that weaning all the ways down was worth it but i found very little, most people quit way before and they all suffered. i didnt, not yet anyways
Newfie4646 1 year ago
@Newfie4646 n-here you go...i can tell you personally that weaning down is worth it. done it both ways, and while there's something to be said for not prolonging the discomfort with a long wean...NOT having ANY acute w/d symptoms is pretty magical, i think you'll agree. i've done it both ways successfully but it was easier weaning.
mobiusstrip01 1 year ago
wow weening down to 1mg WAS SO WORTH IT i feel fine. wow im shocked. seriously, i thought id be way worse but im fine so far. my last dose was monday morning.
Newfie4646 1 year ago
today was tough, my wisdom tooth is swollen bad, what a day to quit. the doc gave me percription for penocilion but i dont gots the cash to get it filled payday is monday for me. the pharmacy wouldnt just let me pay on monday BUT if i would of got another script of methadone they would have.... thats sick. im so glad i dont have to go to that clinic anymore.....
Newfie4646 1 year ago
GOOD LUCK TO YOU NEWFIE!!!! I'm proud :-)
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago 2
Now...I really hate asking people "HEY! how is your sex life???" LOL But I am wondering if it helps. IDK... Me I have no sex life, Thats why I think I am turning towards junk,methadone to get the false feeling that I am with a cute man.
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
If you are in a good relationship I think that helps you detox....Am I right or wrong? I think if I had a boytoy the sex would replace this Methadone crap. I want your opinion Haley? and everyone else's???
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
I am the only one that is not detoxing! I'm sorry guys, But I am ussing the Methadone as a boyfriend. I make Love to the Methadone instead of a nice man, I think I would rather have a man I think that would help me to start a detox?! What do you guys think??? Haley,Sarah and Newfie? Are you guys in good relationships where you get plenty of good sex...Cause I am not and I think I am using the Meth still to replace a b/f.
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
I was on 80 mgs but I went up top 90 millagrams.
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
ohhh haley did i mention that i started having anxiety and depression with panic attacks on this damn shit and guess what i weaned myself off my effexor i was taking for all that crap and believe it or not i feel better likes its lifting as it could have been the anti-depressants making me worse? I know im cuttin all meds and getting healthy naturally for real. I dont want anymore pharmaceticals for anything unless its needed. My son has aspergers and it looked like meds made him worse!
chrissys31 1 year ago
@chrissys31 How are you Sarah?! Good to see ya.LOL How many millys are you down too? it seems like everyone is detoxing and doing good and I'm the only one fucking up and taking more I was on 80 mgs but I went up top 90 millagrams.
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
oh yea... for sure slow is key, i thought i was going really going down slow but a doctor not my regular doctor but another methadone docter said was going too fast and said i should stay at 1 mg for awhile but i want off this crap ive been detox for a year atleast... im ready
Newfie4646 1 year ago
@Newfie4646 One millagram! I think that might just be a mental thing hun?! What do you think?
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago
@Jeffluvs80s a mentle thing?? i wish that where true
Newfie4646 1 year ago
congrats thou newfie4646 on your detox let us know how you are coming along like haley said you do give us hope because with all the stigma we need it. I have 3 kids so they are all im worried about gettin off it will i feel ok to take care of them good like now and there dad we'll he helps a tad but i just pray things will be ok and i will remember u in mine also. Take care Haley and keep hangin in there, you were one of my first subs on here and gave me hope thinkin oh im not alone!
chrissys31 1 year ago
you look different today??? maybe its your hair? its really pretty toady.
Newfie4646 1 year ago
aww thanks, and hey im glad i can give someone hope lol that means im off to a good start i geuss.
MY main concern was, detoxing down to 1mg, was it worth it?? at 10 mg i really wanted to quit but i was afraid i would ruin the progress i made?? i still dont really know? some say lowering to 1mg is to drawn out but i had no problems till 3mg then i couldnt sleep at all. i got clonidine and it helped alot
ill update you on my progress. i wish i could post videos like you
Newfie4646 1 year ago
yes i heard clonidine helps u sleep and its funny my son's neurologist gave that to him for sleeping and i said to his dad oh shit i should keep some of these for when i am off the juice haha but ya im detoxing down 1 a wk and am at 54 now so i have awhile but still feeling good i came down from 114 but i do hear when you get down under 30 u start feeling it but im not going to do that to myself "like set myself up for failure" it took lots of money getting hooked n this will take time lol...
chrissys31 1 year ago
@Newfie4646 Catapres is Clonidine right?
Jeffluvs80s 1 year ago