I really do hope you're okay. The passing out worries me. i remember the first time I did that. It happened so fast. I ended up taking an ambulance ride. Again I really hope you're okay now. Please feel free to talk to me if you ever want to
You are BEAUTIFUL. Please stop hurting yourself like this..you're gorgeous. I hope you get ALL better! :) I don't know you, but you have my wishes. Good luck (:
Your laking nutrition not getting the vital vitamins and minerals that you need eventhough you are eating healthy it can actually trigger eating disorder behaviors. I might have diabetes too but I don't go to the doctors anymore because my mom took me off her health insurance because im a fuking grown up now so i guess i gotta get my own. I'll pass.
Make sure your docs are checking, not just sugar levels for Diabetes, but insulin resistance, as well. I'm praying for you to get answers soon, and the sustaining comfort of the Lord, in the meantime. God bless you, girl. God has plans for you, yet!
I'm really glad you posted this video because tonight I've been having relapse thoughts and seeing you like this helps me realize I need to take care of my body. Thanks so much and I really hope you get better.
woh sounds like you have been going through a really tough time.
dont be too hard on yourself about bingeing and purging, we are only humans and humans make mistakes, also eating disorders are extremely hard to fight against.
I will pray for you and hope that you are feeling better soon, both mentally and physically
I'm so sorry that you're having such a hard time. I know exactly where you are and exactly how you feel - my heart really goes out to you. I wish I could give you a big ole hug.
I'm so sorry to hear about your ordeal and issues. Seeing you like this compared to your previous videos when you were much healthier actually makes me want to cry (and I'm a guy).
Please do take extra care so as to not faint when you're outside - You don't know what strangers are lurking around. Try drinking peppermint teas or honey-mixed drinks/teas - they aid in the digestive system (and give some flavour as well).
This doesn't sound too good at all, i'm worried about you. Hang in there, keep going along to those appointments, and be gentle on yourself. Try not to beat yourself up on the purging, these things happen, and under those cu= circumstances its understandable that you had to cope somehow, just remember that a slip up is just a slip up, doesn't take you back to square one.
You seem to be really blaming yourself. So what if you have an eating disorder, people make mistakes. Your life seems very stressful, I assume you are 19 from your youtube page and it must be tough having to live with your aunt not knowing when she will kick you out. She does not seem very supportive. I do not have an eating disorder, but I have made a lot of mistakes in my life.
@nigel891 You can only change the future not the past, just try to correct your mistakes now. You are still young and have a great life ahead of you. I hope the doctor's can find out how you are sick, and you get better soon.
awe, I'm sorry that happened to you. I could tell as aoon as the video started that you dropped weight.
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Hope ur better now and havent purged much since this video! Xxx
sinoritarosa 9 months ago
I hope your better nowxx
TheToodlepips 9 months ago
I really do hope you're okay. The passing out worries me. i remember the first time I did that. It happened so fast. I ended up taking an ambulance ride. Again I really hope you're okay now. Please feel free to talk to me if you ever want to
Donnyboy1984 1 year ago
You are BEAUTIFUL. Please stop hurting yourself like this..you're gorgeous. I hope you get ALL better! :) I don't know you, but you have my wishes. Good luck (:
littlekitty2b 1 year ago
heyy,
just letting you know, even though it has nothing to do with this video but your video's really help me a lot..
my eating disorder sucks and its great just to know there are other people in the same situations as me...
you seem like such a lovely girl :)
biddibear 1 year ago
God bless you. I feel your pain!
Dynaverse 1 year ago
Your laking nutrition not getting the vital vitamins and minerals that you need eventhough you are eating healthy it can actually trigger eating disorder behaviors. I might have diabetes too but I don't go to the doctors anymore because my mom took me off her health insurance because im a fuking grown up now so i guess i gotta get my own. I'll pass.
UnperfectisPerfect 1 year ago
Make sure your docs are checking, not just sugar levels for Diabetes, but insulin resistance, as well. I'm praying for you to get answers soon, and the sustaining comfort of the Lord, in the meantime. God bless you, girl. God has plans for you, yet!
Janestlllikessecrets 1 year ago
My heart goes out to you but I work at Bakersfield memorial hospital its going to be Okay you poor thing try to get better or go back to hospital
mathewmonkey 1 year ago
I'm really glad you posted this video because tonight I've been having relapse thoughts and seeing you like this helps me realize I need to take care of my body. Thanks so much and I really hope you get better.
bethanyannhughes 1 year ago
woh sounds like you have been going through a really tough time.
dont be too hard on yourself about bingeing and purging, we are only humans and humans make mistakes, also eating disorders are extremely hard to fight against.
I will pray for you and hope that you are feeling better soon, both mentally and physically
thingsthatneverwere 1 year ago
I'm so sorry that you're having such a hard time. I know exactly where you are and exactly how you feel - my heart really goes out to you. I wish I could give you a big ole hug.
Just know I'm thinking of you.
MusicallyPoetic52 1 year ago
I'm so sorry to hear about your ordeal and issues. Seeing you like this compared to your previous videos when you were much healthier actually makes me want to cry (and I'm a guy).
Please do take extra care so as to not faint when you're outside - You don't know what strangers are lurking around. Try drinking peppermint teas or honey-mixed drinks/teas - they aid in the digestive system (and give some flavour as well).
Get a portable blood pressure machine too.
You'll be in my prayers,
Sketch
sketchyou 1 year ago
This doesn't sound too good at all, i'm worried about you. Hang in there, keep going along to those appointments, and be gentle on yourself. Try not to beat yourself up on the purging, these things happen, and under those cu= circumstances its understandable that you had to cope somehow, just remember that a slip up is just a slip up, doesn't take you back to square one.
Thinking of you xoxo
rescuelullaby 1 year ago
is there anything you think would help you personally? encouragement, community, etc.?
Alphacat 1 year ago
You said u were tested for Diabetes. What r the results of that test? Here are the signs/symptoms: ■Increased thirst
■Frequent urination
■Extreme hunger
■Unexplained weight loss
■Fatigue
■Blurred vision
■Slow-healing sores
■Frequent infections, such as gum or skin infections and vaginal or bladder infections
weasalw 1 year ago
You seem to be really blaming yourself. So what if you have an eating disorder, people make mistakes. Your life seems very stressful, I assume you are 19 from your youtube page and it must be tough having to live with your aunt not knowing when she will kick you out. She does not seem very supportive. I do not have an eating disorder, but I have made a lot of mistakes in my life.
nigel891 1 year ago
@nigel891 You can only change the future not the past, just try to correct your mistakes now. You are still young and have a great life ahead of you. I hope the doctor's can find out how you are sick, and you get better soon.
nigel891 1 year ago