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  • Thank you.

  • how UN-male does that seem !?!

  • what a remarkable person. that's a hell of a job choice. just incredible.

  • I usually like very masculine guys, but he's adorable and so well spoken. Fan.

  • I think i just Lost my Appetite

  • i think (he) is pretty when he is still a lady.

  • This sound like one really confused person!

  • @shoutatthesky Not at all--he knows who he is. He identifies as male, but so what if he likes to wear women's clothing sometimes? So what if he doesn't care what gender he dates? So what if he behaves in a feminine way? He said himself, he isn't super extraordinarily manly and he doesn't see himself that way. But he is more comfortable now, being a more feminine man, than what he was in the past.

  • @komodomatta I have educated my self more since making this comment. My views have changed quite a bit. Saying he sounds confused is quite insensitive actually - as I see it now. I admire Illumistream as he has had the courage to live true to the inner self and not many people have that sort of courage. May Illumistream live a long and extremely happy life. This is nothing less than a person involved in the process of self-actualisation

  • @shoutatthesky no just gender fluid. gender is more than male or female.

  • awesome 3rd gender i think that's cool you can dress both male and female it doesn't matter. there should be more 3rd person things not just he or she. just like black and white and gray there are more areas to gender than he or she.

  • uhhhh??? is he or is she???

  • @NJBZX listen to the video? Clearly states it.

  • @NJBZX Thats up to Illumistream. If he identifies as a man then he is a man, if he identifies as female then he is female. A person can look like one sex and actually their brain has experienced the chemical environment of another, so don't be quick to judge because the world is a very complicated place and often things which seem cut and dried are actually a lot more complicated beneath the surface.

  • ^.^ I wish I could like this twice.

  • he's pretty cute! i'd so date him!!

  • I think I'm in love.

  • I love that you are a GTA. That is a awesome.

  • What if you've known this about yourself for 15+ years, tell you mom, and she says it's a phase?

  • @DemyGuerriero A lot of parents want to believe its a phase- often because its a hormonal teen or young adult, going through a lot of phases, telling them. Keep trying, when it doesnt go away she'll have to deal with it.

  • @DemyGuerriero Ive been dealing with that as well. My mother still tries to fight it but she cut back quite a bit. It takes awhile but keep up hope :D

  • @DemyGuerriero transition regardless. she'll get the point. its your own life after all :)

  • i like you adrian! i support you in your transition! =) but anyhow, why you don't like facial hair? like dang that's what i've been waiting for haha

  • Damn, he is so soft-spoken. I had to turn the volume up. He seems so fragile and shy. It's great that someone is working with the OB-GYNs to increase knowledge of the needs of transmen. We don't need another Robert Eads.

  • Dibble is such a cute name. I loved hearing your story, Adrian. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • xxx

  • Beautiful, both the movie and Adrian

  • Probably inappropriate of me considering the seriousness of the content, but Adrian is a total babe.

  • @melissahburt It's not inappropriate to find per attractive, but using more feminine terms could be considered offensive. Since se's a third sex individual, but more masculine, it might be better just to describe what you like, or maybe using "stud" or "looker."

  • @karlhl I understand where you're coming from, and I appreciate your thoughts.

    To clarify, I call anyone that I find attractive "babe". It's a term that, for me anyway, exists beyond gender. "Stud" feels too masculine (and it's always wrong to assume that someone identifies as masculine unless you ask them) and I don't believe that "looker" accurately portrays the ferocity with which I would tear Adrian's clothes off. ;)

  • @melissahburt I kind of was thinking that. Babe is a good one for all sexes. hehe, I know what you mean about Adrian's sex appeal. I'd probably be just as urgent to ravish one another. Sexy boi.

  • good video :)

  • Adrian, you are the sexiest transman out there. You take the embodiment of what androgyny truly is and its amazing. Your intelligence is overwhelmingly stunning. I They do have a Navajo word for people like yourself though Nádleehé.

  • @1timeuser0904 "Adrian, you are the sexiest transman out there."

    Wait a minute now...LOL.

  • i have met him and he was such a great help with my life in transition.

  • you're beautiful. whether female or the gender you wanna be, you are beautiful...physically and as a person. that much can be seen from your video. wish u the best.

  • Does anyone know if Andrian is on youtube? Would love to get in touch. I think its great that boundaries are beginning to be broken down for non-conformative trans people... there was a time when T wouldn't even have been an option for someone with such a fluid identity (unless he self medicated!?), so thats really good to see.

  • lol my g-ma is from honesdale pa !

  • Wow!!! I can't thank you enough for this video. I'm doing a lot of research about gender identity, transforming from female to male and dysphoria. This video did really help me in so many ways. I thank you again. Best of luck to you.

  • fuck yeah Brooklyn

  • yournewplan what the hell! I'm a strait girl i'm still a teenager, and I've thought about this. I would so much rather be a gay guy then a strait female. Have you ever realized how people some times treat men? It's a little better... It's much more simple i think. I would probably feel more confident because people see me diffidently. So what's wrong with surgery?

  • @babyshnowzermclebon I've thought about this too. I wonder if I really want to be a man or it it's just that I feel so trapped in my womanhood. I think it's mainly the part that I don't want to be SEEN as a woman by the ones around me and society as a whole. In a way that is quite sad and shows the divide between men and women in society. If men and women would be equal I could be the man I wanted without having to change, I think.

  • @babyshnowzermclebon Transpeople don't transition to escape prejudice.

  • Wow, i don't care what some people here says you are very cute and hot boy and I'm saying it as gay guy ;) People have to understand that gender is between ears and not legs... btw: are you single or do you have someone? Just asking :P

  • @yournewplanet If you feel the need to spread your shallow and indignant opinions on youtube about people who aren't hurting anyone, then I doubt happiness will ever find you. End.

  • thankyou for sharing your experiences and time.

  • wow

  • I recommend a chat site called Laura's Playground for any trans, gay, ect person. The people there are amazing and very supportive and helpful.

  • Mr. Adrian,

    Thank you.

    Dax

  • i bet sex dont feel good anymore, right?

  • Hey I saw a cute girl who looked exactly like you maybe your twin. I thought she was a guy at first because her body but there was something feminine about her so I assumed she was a girl. She had a mohawk too but it was black.

  • Thanks forr posting. It helped a lot.

  • thank you Adrian <3

  • really enjoyed this video!

    gud deal!

    

  • dude... wtf

  • mental defective

  • How can you not look at your genitalia? That's just weird to me...

  • wow that must be an awkward job

  • this was a very inspiring video,I learned alot from this beautiful human being. This video told the story of how im feeling.Thank U so much for this post

  • well said.

  • but he looks feminine , is he gay? oops i mean lesbian ?

  • he/she whatever it is its cute as all hell! im a female by the way.

  • Well, he should train his arms a little bit more and then it would look more male

  • Adrian is NOT and FtM Transsexual. As an FtM myself, I can say confidently that I have much experience among the transgender and genderfluid community. What Adrian is feeling would be described as being genderfluid or genderqueer.

  • @K0NN3RCall911

    If this is the case, then why would Adrian want to take testosterone? Very confusing...

  • @blahblahblahman Adrian is very experimental with their gender, so taking testosterone was something that they wanted to do. That does not make him/her a transguy. A transguy HATES having a vagina, because it doesn't belong there. Therefore he would never be found in a job where you show it to large groups of people at a time on multiple occasions.

  • @K0NN3RCall911 Hmmmm....I'm a trans guy but I like my vagina. So does my girlfriend and she's never considered herself a lesbian.

  • @georgeNconrad My girlfriend is straight also. and I must say you are the first transguy I have ever met that likes having a vagina. How could you like something that shouldn't be there? I absolutely HATE, LOATHE my body, but if you don't let it bother you then good for you. How long have you been living as male?

  • @K0NN3RCall911 Most of the guys in our community (in Texas) like their vaginas. Having a clit is like taking twenty penises and smashing it into one super orgasmic beast. I guess it''s all in body image. It would be nice to have a dick. Since it's never gonna happen, I say, deal with it. Anyway, I transitioned about eight years ago.

  • @blahblahblahman There's way to many people out there in different situations that have different personalities to actually classify and confirm what someone is and what they are not. I take it on a personal basis.

    For instance,I consider myself androgynous,though I am aware that I am female,look female,and like men. I just dont see my aparent gender defining me.

    I asked my father "Do you think that is wrong?"

    He said "Do you feel comfortable with yourself?"

    "Yes"

    "Then it isn't wrong"^_^

  • This is very inspiring, I also want to get it done to me. I've been faking my gender on Internet but really want to be a guy. Please recomment anyone for me to talk to? Thanks

  • @kiloter101 Hey! If you wanna talk or be friends, let me know. I don't have a lot of experience myself, being in the same place that you sound to be in, but I'd love to talk if you want to.

  • @Harletquin oh sure, talk to me on my page?

  • Is there any way to reach Adrian directly? He seems so cool, I'd really like to talk to him through email or something if at all possible. Thank you

  • how to make dick? do you have a dick to fuck a girl

  • Genderqueer, not really transgender...

  • What a wonderful, intelligent person. As a female-identified female, I find Adrian extremely attractive. His primary is a lucky lady :D

  • What a gift! I hate to pull what has been used toward me as a Black woman for years but he's so articulate! Love his languaging.

  • This is really interesting and really Beautiful - Adrian is beautiful!

    Thank you for sharing your story =)

  • Thank you for sharing all of this, it's extremely brave of you. :D

  • Wow.

     Beautiful.

    Amazingly intelligent.

  • Wow.

     Beautiful.

    Amazingly intelligent.

  • @akash05r Wow. As a trans person I'd never expect to see this kind of ignorance dribbling like fucking diarrhea out of someone who should know what's going on. Go get yourself educated, dude. Spare yourself the embarrassment.

  • Great video :)

  • be who u want to be and fuck all the haters

  • This video is definitely very easily to relate to for certain people (including myself). I highly salute Adrian. :) I find it difficult sometimes when I try to classify myself into the proper class of gender. All these trans videos are very inspiring.

  • why the hell would u want to be a guy lol

  • This video seriously altered my perception of gender. Thank you so much for sharing this. It's immensily important for people to understand themselves and to be exposed to the vast spectrum of human gender. This video led me to experience so many others' stories and showed me how amazing and beautiful the journey to self acceptance is. It has helped me realize there is no box. There is no limit to how you can express yourself. It helped me understand people better and start to understand myself.

  • looks like a female

  • Thank you for sharing your story and btw your super hott!

  • Thanks for sharing your story. I'm particularly impressed that you work as a GTA and I think you are, as you said, giving future doctors valuable experience that will make it easier for them to care for the trans/queer people who will inevitably come their way. I hope your family continues to gain understanding until they reach the point where they can accept your identity properly and do things like use correct pronouns.

  • I love you for being YOU!

  • Your comment says more about you than it does about Adrian.

  • u just make fun of ppl to make ur self feel better u stupid prick

  • Really intelligent lad =]

  • @Wbeliever7 Get your pronouns as confused as you want, but refer to nobody as 'it' .. twat =]

  • @ JumboTronn what makes you say that?

  • dude, the correct pronoun is he.

  • no she its a woman

  • That wouldnt make you gay or straight...

  • very intelligent as well as informative. I to see myself as androgynous, I always have. I honestly wish I could pick and choose the traits you acquire on T but we all know that's a dream.

  • He (she) is really hot!

  • Great video! I guess Adrian is not the person getting these comments, but ..has Adrian made any more videos or is he contactable about progress?

    thx

    Dexx

  • thanks for posting this video

  • i really hope my bf(gf) could watch this video!

  • *here

  • I understand what you're going through, biological male ehre and I don't conform to it, and it's definately not easy to go through. be strong, kisses xoxox

  • sometimes i feel what it would be like to be a women, but i dont really feel that i could ever be a women, i couldnt see myself as women. It would be fun for the first few days, then it would just be weird.

  • What an amazing bulk of mandatory information! Adrian, you are absolutely amazing! Keep up the great work for all and future generations!

  • also, to everybody putting this person down, please, just be quiet.

  • :) you make me happy.

  • You are a truly wonderful and inspirational human being.

  • @brakdown I beg to differ

  • third gender would be perfect.. aweseom video!

  • YOU ROCK! I am happy that someone in the world such as yourself exist! :)

  • i just want to say that you're awesome. thanks for letting me know i'm not alone.

  • Trust me, you're not alone at all. ^_^

  • Maybe if you knew how to spell correctly and coherently, then we would take you seriously.

  • this is the next buck angel lol

  • I admire the way this guy lives his life every day. He is a strong person to be able to deal with the stereotypes of everyday life with his situation

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  • kim.. ya know.. I rarely say this.

    But seriously.

    Fuck you. He puts his experiences out there and you question his identity?

  • it's a girl to a guy, douchebag. nice use of the word 'poser'. it's a video about sexuality, not a fucking punk rock pop promo.

  • actually its not about sexuality, it's about gender identity, and people get confused and think transgenders are all about sex but its not im FTM too, it's not about sex, its about me (and the guy in teh vid) feeling incomplete with the gender we were born in, has nothing to do with sex

  • hes a Female to Male transgender you dipshits

    google it if you dont know what it is

  • I so admire you for doing that I mean I'm not lesbian but It is your life live it to the max

  • Thank you so much for making this video. It will help others come to terms with what they are feeling on the inside.

  • hahahahaha

  • I'm so like you (except for the facial hair, I really want to have it). I know only ftm guys that identify themselves as totally male, and I'm not. I want to get rid of my female voice and I want to have a more masculine body, but I don't feel totally male.

    It helps me, knowing that I'm not the only one.

    Thanks man.

  • Adrian, you are so cool!!!

  • This is awesome! thank you so much for posting this. I'm gay man aged 25, and I haven't met many transgender people, and this has been really interesting. I identify as a man, (whatever that means) but whenever I picture myself in my head, like in hypothetical situations, I'm always a woman and never the same one. Sometimes it's actresses. But it's so natural for me that it took me a while to notice. I don't do it on purpose, I notice when I'm like "oh yeah, my brain is doing that thing again."

  • leave the boy alone!

  • Wonderful video.

  • Thanks so much for making this video, Adrian. You speak very well and your story is helpful, inspirational and educational. I'm glad you're finally happy with who you are and are doing your best to help other people. Shine on! :)