Going out Tonight..Maybe? Maybe Not?

[monilark]

I'm not anorexic, but I can relate to your feelings!  But please know that you look beautiful!

[Daphne8019]

I worry so much about what to wear when I have go out, and spend so much time trying on things that don't make me look "fat". I hate that the clothes I could wear at my lowest weight are too tight now, but know that I feel (and to other people, look) better now at a normal BMI. What Fran said I am sure is true for you - you are prob one of the "skinny" ones amongst your friends (I am too) and that there are people envying that while we are beating ourselves up about being too big - ED paradox?!!

[InsideOut127]

It's just so funny how although we are all so different, the disorder brings to the surface all the exact same feelings. You are right. I do get comments that I am thinner then most of the girls I know. But it is a damn shame that even your visual sences are effected. I can look at a girl twice my size and swear on my heart that I am bigger then her. I really feel it too.

[seh97001]

It's too bad that you don't feel the way you look, which is totally beautiful.

[InsideOut127]

I appreciate that! It's just one of those things where your up and down all the time.

[DannacaLynn]

if we hung out more often, you wouldn't feel like such a fat ass!!!!! I sent you a myspace message! when are you gonna check it?! BOOOOOO!

[InsideOut127]

Shut up. Year we are over do. Lets plan something.

[FranFromBrazil]

I know exactly what you feel. I'm like that too.

Now that I have a great group of friends it got a little easier. I just realized that even being at a healthy weight I'm the thinnest of all of them.

You look great hun, you are GORGEOUS.

it does get easier with time.

xoxo

Fran

[InsideOut127]

Yeah friends are key too in recovery. You always looked amazing to me Fran I don't think there is any high or low weight that you don't look amazing at. Just to let you know.. :)

[9961269]

i have 2 say that i totally identify with everything u said...luv the honesty, but just 2 let u know, u r beautiful;)

[InsideOut127]

I am trying to be more open. It's nice to know I am not alone.

[rhodathompson76]

girl that weight is a good thing u look great

[bearr7]

baby you look great ok!

[InsideOut127]

aaaah Thanks so much.

[nappygungun]

Hey there! Well you do look good! I'm glad you feel good as well.

[InsideOut127]

I think feeling goos is the most important. I just reached this point not to long ago.

[sumopub]

I bought a bunch of brand new (NWT) Ed Hardy stuff, but never got around to selling it on eBay.

[InsideOut127]

Oh love it! You can also find it mid priced now at places like Nord Rack.

[longleanleggy]

never give up. you are to beautiful and productive to be gone.

[InsideOut127]

Thanks you. It's just one of those bad days.

[sugarpuddin88]

It's too cold!

Time to stay in and cuddle!

[InsideOut127]

Your telling me!

[blessone48021]

I love your earrings. Go out and enjoy the fashion show, and don't let nothing get you down.

[InsideOut127]

Thank you. Got them in Africa!

[Truhotone]

Blind Breezy!

[InsideOut127]

Damn it!