Astrology And Projection: Am I An Alcoholic Or What?

[billm108]

damn

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

Neptune in the 5th House square saturn? could that be one thing that influnced these people to look at me wrongly? I know Uranus in scorpio in the 4th does not make for a childhood on a cloud. But it was hard, im glad I found astrology though that way I have something that says in a dissapointing but somehow comforting way- it was supposed to happen

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

Hi Elsa I have a very similar thing that happend to me when I was a child, I was molested at the age of 6 by a man. Then I molested my sisiter at the age of 8 she was 7. I was taken from my family and cast as one of the worst people. I was told that I was to not contact my family and was all alone in the world that christmas of 1988. I asked god and cried for my mother constantly as to why this was happening to me. No answer, I went to some group home for boys far away from my house.

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

I didnt even know where I was or which way was back home. Now they told me to admit to it and I did. Being 29 now I realized through various New York Times articles that they went about this the wrong way in the 1980's That a child that gets molested doesnt grow up to be a rapist or child molester. Well after I went home 4 years passed and nothing I was a good boy who admitted to how bad I was and apologized to my sister for touching her innapropratily. But my mother was babysitting

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

And on welfare to make more money, she went back to hitting me and my sister now they CPS was gone. I had a new sister now shes 5 im now 12 and the other 11. One of the neighborhood kids mother knew what I had done before because I told her what I did to see if she would think I was a bad person, she said no your not you were young. I think your a very nice boy jason. I felt so nice and alive that she said that and proud that I was talking to an adult. But this was probably not good but since im

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

12 i know no better.. This is so hard to explain here... im trying though. So to make a long story short her son who was 7 ended up fondling my youngest sister. I was suprised and didnt know waht to make of it. A few days later cops showed up at my house and said that her son said I taught him how to do that. I SWEAR AS GOD AND ASTROLOGY as my wittness I never did anything the second time. Why would I go through the pain of desolate isolation away from my only parent agian? No one would listen.

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

Anyway the boy was in trouble and his mother thought since I did it before it must be me that showed him and I was done. They question my entire family for a month my sister said for a month I did nothing. But they probed and probed and said the first step towards my recovery was addmittance. They took me away to a group home when I was 12 that was the last time I would ever see my home and family for 9 years. They took me to court and railroaded me at 14 threatend me with jail and never going

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

home, My mother gave me to the state for custody I was alone sad and scared in that big courthouse in Denver. Not even adults know court systems, my GAL lawyer told me, " You see those people over there they say they have evidence that you did this. if you admit you only get 2 years probation, and we work on getting you home if you dont and you come out guilty, you go to jail for 2 years and probation and you will never go home. She said think about putting the kids and parents on the stand.

[TRUTHBETOLD10]

she said imagine how they will feel. I felt so scared i thought god why, why not show yourself and help me so they know Im not a childmolester. Please I thought help me. I was so scared and embarrassed I collapsed under the fear and isolation and accepted there deal. I thought I will just make up the minute story because they dont give up. wont believe me and I will tell my mom the truth later and god will show her to and the other people. If such a thing can happen. I lost everything my mom.

[jannevellamo]

@TRUTHBETOLD10 So, two kids play doctor and somebody blows the whistle, activating the entire legal/social system from the D.A. to the drooling witchhunters and rabid exorcists? Now, if that's not a gross miscarriage of justice, I've never seen one. By what law did they take a minor to court, anyway? If such a law exists, how old can it be? How stupid can these people possibly be? How little can you know about child psychology and still call yourself a social worker? Idiots!Let them rot in hell!

[Neptune2007]

Hi Elsa, love your vlog! You have too much energy to be an alcoholic - I've never gotten that impression. I have Neptune on my ascendant and people get all different ideas about me - usually they think that I'm foreign (I'm American born and raised) or sometimes they think I'm easily victimized (I'm an Aries sun) so that can get *interesting* ha ha