I (and all my belongings) am bigger inside my house, and smaller outdoors. This annoys me when I do prototyping at my desk.
I do like that we can change our perspective. I've felt as one with tiny model cities, and the smallest I felt was when looking at the universe at night.
Sometimes I feel better when I realize I'm not-so-big. When I realize I'm just a speck, an ant, in comparison to the vastness of the universe....I guess I realize my problems and troubles aren't really so important, not much greater than an ant's in the whole scheme of things. I guess when I feel my smallness, I feel more a part of the Earth and the connection between all living things. Then, being a part of it all, I feel rather big!
Watching a second time I see this as one of your paintings. I believe you once said your life is your art, and here I definitely felt that, a merging of you the person with the material art.
I remember one time around midnight the sky was filled with patchy clouds, but in a very regular pattern. It was also extremely quiet and still.
When I looked up it felt as though I was in a cathedral or some other large indoor space. The Earth's entire atmosphere became a "place" that I was in, as opposed to distant ambiance. A very strange, but awe inspiring feeling.
Very rarely do I physically feel big... specially when I look up at the sky at night and see all those stars. Once in a while I get completely overwhelmed by the immense size of it that I realize that I'm nothing but a speck. The tick on the back of the hair of the universe would simply shrug and we could be wiped out of existence. It's humbling to realize how nearly insignificantly small we are.
And yet, as humans, we're capable of so much. We're capable of big ideas and thoughts.
Having moved to the desert where there are less people and you can see as far as the eye will let you, I often feel quite small. In the city I moved from, with so much and so many in the space, I felt very large. Also, I feel large in confined spaces such as the car, an elevator...and small at sea or in the wilderness. I recall feeling quite small amoungst (is this a word?...I feel small utilizing the vocabulary) the redwood trees.
I feel much different than you stated in one of your responses. When I am in a confined place e.g. low ceiling small rooms, I feel smaller. It sort of makes me shrivel up. But when I am in a place with an endless horizon, where I have spent much of my life, or in a grand open interior environment, I feel buoyant and large.
Small I also feel when I am physically not well. Then the little child takes over. Interesting, our emotional size sure is NOT constant :-)
I have NEVER been in a setting like the one you described...being in the desert. I have never seen such a wide open space...Not to that extreme. For the past few years I have desired to visit the desert, to see the vastness, EXPERIENCE the vastness of the OPEN DESERT, the FLAT-ness...My imagination has gone wild as I would wonder how I might feel being....in a BORDERLESS, FENCELESS vista....Thanks for the video. I agree with Burton. "HOT SOCKS"....
Yes, that is kind of what I am talking about. There is something about the feeling of confinement that makes you feel larger. That intrigues me, it seems it would be the opposite.
I think we are all very small when you think of the universe, but in the same instance I think we are very big when someone opens there heart to another
i totaly love your socks
atomdongle 2 years ago
i m black and big
tukuniata 2 years ago
"Hello. My name is Edith Ann and I am five years old." LOL
amjPeace 2 years ago
I (and all my belongings) am bigger inside my house, and smaller outdoors. This annoys me when I do prototyping at my desk.
I do like that we can change our perspective. I've felt as one with tiny model cities, and the smallest I felt was when looking at the universe at night.
Sinjinator 2 years ago
hi atree3.how are you?
suridance 2 years ago
I love the way you think! :D Here is a song that sings some fanciful indights about clouds that is fun to imagine as you listen. Look up on you tube:
Both Sides Now by Paul Young.
Septemberameadows 2 years ago
I'm not sure i've ever felt oppressed by a cloud before. That's an interesting thought..
I do know that nature can make me feel very small & insignificant sometimes :)
andymooseman 2 years ago
Sometimes I feel better when I realize I'm not-so-big. When I realize I'm just a speck, an ant, in comparison to the vastness of the universe....I guess I realize my problems and troubles aren't really so important, not much greater than an ant's in the whole scheme of things. I guess when I feel my smallness, I feel more a part of the Earth and the connection between all living things. Then, being a part of it all, I feel rather big!
shellrosecreations 2 years ago
I absolutely love when the clouds look like mountains...I've even experienced that here in FL..it's wonderful. Great stuff Margaret!
PaintedRavensong 2 years ago
brilliant concept.
ItalianStallionette 2 years ago
how great youtube is
that we can share things like these
instead of keeping it to ourselves
thanx for sharing this kind of mental monologue i love it
take care
jaidiii 2 years ago
Maybe our perception of our own size is variable, flexible, to allow us to adjust to our surroundings?
gabrielized 2 years ago
Watching a second time I see this as one of your paintings. I believe you once said your life is your art, and here I definitely felt that, a merging of you the person with the material art.
sarduy 2 years ago
I remember one time around midnight the sky was filled with patchy clouds, but in a very regular pattern. It was also extremely quiet and still.
When I looked up it felt as though I was in a cathedral or some other large indoor space. The Earth's entire atmosphere became a "place" that I was in, as opposed to distant ambiance. A very strange, but awe inspiring feeling.
ShermerIllinois 2 years ago
Very rarely do I physically feel big... specially when I look up at the sky at night and see all those stars. Once in a while I get completely overwhelmed by the immense size of it that I realize that I'm nothing but a speck. The tick on the back of the hair of the universe would simply shrug and we could be wiped out of existence. It's humbling to realize how nearly insignificantly small we are.
And yet, as humans, we're capable of so much. We're capable of big ideas and thoughts.
komikero 2 years ago
Having moved to the desert where there are less people and you can see as far as the eye will let you, I often feel quite small. In the city I moved from, with so much and so many in the space, I felt very large. Also, I feel large in confined spaces such as the car, an elevator...and small at sea or in the wilderness. I recall feeling quite small amoungst (is this a word?...I feel small utilizing the vocabulary) the redwood trees.
yescandles 2 years ago
Interesting vlog!
I feel much different than you stated in one of your responses. When I am in a confined place e.g. low ceiling small rooms, I feel smaller. It sort of makes me shrivel up. But when I am in a place with an endless horizon, where I have spent much of my life, or in a grand open interior environment, I feel buoyant and large.
Small I also feel when I am physically not well. Then the little child takes over. Interesting, our emotional size sure is NOT constant :-)
sprichbeeke 2 years ago
I have NEVER been in a setting like the one you described...being in the desert. I have never seen such a wide open space...Not to that extreme. For the past few years I have desired to visit the desert, to see the vastness, EXPERIENCE the vastness of the OPEN DESERT, the FLAT-ness...My imagination has gone wild as I would wonder how I might feel being....in a BORDERLESS, FENCELESS vista....Thanks for the video. I agree with Burton. "HOT SOCKS"....
tommy30507 2 years ago
Your socks are hot.
burtoncharlessmith 2 years ago
I feel much bigger in a house with low ceilings. I also feel bigger when I am giving of myself.
artsycalgal 2 years ago
Yes, that is kind of what I am talking about. There is something about the feeling of confinement that makes you feel larger. That intrigues me, it seems it would be the opposite.
atree3 2 years ago
I have a mental image of Alice completely filling the room after she took the pill!
artsycalgal 2 years ago
I always felt bigger when I lived in South Korea and Thailand. Now that I am back in Canada I feel smaller.
Prototype87 2 years ago
When I look in a mirror the reflection I see is bigger than what I feel. I feel small in the universe but big in how I love.
stormyjayne 2 years ago
im biggest when i am in the ocean with my dogs.
the water is so vast and even though fancy and crash are big in comparison we are at our happiest there
xoexo
edenbainbridge 2 years ago
I am bigger than the conventional bread box.
Strophanthus 2 years ago
much bigger, what about the conventional oven, you so hot
atree3 2 years ago
hmmmm the conventional oven is still much more of a relevant cultural phenomenon, so no, the oven is bigger than me. ;D
Strophanthus 2 years ago
you look very small in that chaise! :)
davidsolo 2 years ago
I think we are all very small when you think of the universe, but in the same instance I think we are very big when someone opens there heart to another
JERRYBOLAK 2 years ago
I always find it interesting when going to places i was when a child, so much smaller things have become in my absence
13thDimension 2 years ago