on your intro i was so confused as to why such a beautiful become a boy. im a straight female so i really couldnt understand. but after watching your videos and progress i understand and your even more beautiful now. inside and out. you are so honest and such a vibrant upbeat person. its refreshing. i would be proud to go out with you. your girl friend is lucky
@KyFord23 im the exact same as what you describe in this video. i am a gay male, however im not trans. i do have the feeling, though, that if i were a female, i would definitely be attracted to other females, instead of men (maybe?). ive always kinda wondered if other people felt this way, so thank you so much for sharing your feelings =D
It's funny, I came out as a les early on because I thought that's what I was. I was binding with ace bandages in middle school.When I told people I was a boy, or at least I thought I should be, they'd tell me "Oh so you're a lesbian?" And I guess I just assumed they must be right. What else is there? There's gay and straight. If you're not normal/comfortable in your gender, you're gay. When I found out what trans actually meant, it blew my mind, and I was like ho shit, that makes so much sense.
My name is Aj and live in St. Pete FL. I am getting ready to transition a.s.a.p. I noticed you said that you had your top surgery without insurance. But did you have insurance for counseling. and for T? if so what type of insurance did you use. I am shopping for insurance right now but am interested in how you went about paying for all of this.and how did you get approved for T? and how long did it take in counseling before they let you start?...and what part of the country are you from?
My name is Aj and Ilive in St. Pete FL. I am getting ready to transition a.s.a.p. I noticed you said that you had your top surgery without insurance. But did you have insurance for counseling. and for T? if so what type of insurance did you use. I am shopping for insurance right now but am interested in how you went about paying for all of this.and how did you get approved for T? and how long did it take in counseling before they let you start?...and what part of the country are you from?
@HEEMQUA nothing against guys wearing makeup, but i feel like it would be harder to pass and be masculine while wearing makeup in the process of transitioning.
Okay guys. I appreciate your replies to my comment from wayyyyyy back. But I have long since determined that it is not rare and I know much more. So please stop replying to it lmao.
i feel like every hunman is born with the ability to go out there and love any gender or sex. the gender binary just forces us to be closed minded. being trans is to be inbetween (well for me right now as a transitioning ftm) genders. across genders so why judge? idk theres also the argument of what genitalia turns u on or whatever, but if you fall for someone, being intimate with them should be the spiritual experience disregarding physical appearance.
im trans. and idk i like who and what i like at tthe time. i have a huge crush on my ftm best friend, i got a huge crush on my cis girl friend, a crush on my gay guy friend and my cis guy friend.
I would always come out to a guy if they wanted to kiss me, because I didn't want to kiss them. lol. YET I'm still afraid that after T I'm gonna end up attracted to guys and freak out. :shrugs:
You're voice changed so fast its ridiculous, haha. I started getting interested in FTM transgenders from Degrassi haha, and I just love you! You're seem just to have so much fun with everything.
@teamxavatar :) I'm not a Degrassi nut by any means, but they portray FTM stuff really well on the show, I think. Though some of it I found hard to watch :(
@wandertheroad I don't give two shits what you are! You need to mind your own goddamn business! Silly cunt. Go shove your bloody tampon down your throat and shut the fuck up. And stop saying "seriously" you idiot.
sorry its so late but, SHiT! i know how you feel... But im like you i LOOVVE the LaDiEs!!! props on the vid... im in the middle of this akward stage....
sorry its so late but, SHiT! i know how you feel... But im like you i LOOVVE the LaDiEs!!! props on the vid... im in the middle of this akward stage....
that was a very interesting, yet thoughtful consideration about your sex dreams. perhaps it is possible to be attracted to guys because you're attracted to what you are.
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@Newlyandjoy I'm not sure if it's a he or a she, but in any event those teeth look fake, and are made to look even more so by the weird redness of this person's face. This is just a weird looking kid all around. He/she looks like a Jim Henson creation.
@dawnallc Don't be obtuse, stupid. His/her teeth have been chemically whitened to the point that they look fake. Teeth are no supposed to be titanium white. It looks, along with everything else about that person, bizarre.
I love this, I can most deff relate to your story more than any other trans-guy on youtube. Also, this is random but maybe its just an earring but it looks like a gauge, what size gauges do you ?
@TruthSpeaker1010: Robert Eads DIED of cervical cancer due in part to the refusal of medical professionals in his area to treat him. How dare you attempt to tarnish his memory with your hate speech.
In regards to the video, I have become more comfortable embracing my queer (and very fluid) sexuality because I am more comfortable with myself. It's my belief that it's a person's newfound self confidence that allows them to truly embrace everything about themself- including sexuality.
lol I'm transmasculine and straight but when twinky blonde feminine gay guys look at me....sometimes I think hmmmm??? There's a guy on YT here Gaygod. He's so stinking cute. I could never have sex with a man though. Just not my thing. I like vag. Not that there's anything wrong with men who sleep with men. Obviously.
i was actually attracted to bio boys up until the end of the 6th grade when the b/f i had, moved away. i really cared about him then & to this day would still look him up or track him down if it didn't cost money. but then in 7th grade i was attracted to a female and ever since then have only really been with women except this dude Ben when i was 16. i attempted to lose my virginity to him. gross.
It's harder being female in the south and being a lesbian is a nightmare. But gay is not something that you "used to be." You are devastating the balance of your hormones so it's messing w/ who you are attracted to. Did you see Southern Comfort the movie about the trans? She ended up w/ ovarian cancer. Men do't get ovarian cancer, women do. No matter how hard you try to escape being female, it is what you are. Who knows if she didn't jack her body up w/hormones & end up giving herself cancer.
@TruthSpeaker1010 What are you some anrgy bitter dyke? Get over it, some men are bad some men are good. You're such a hypocrite going around preaching all this hate! Stop commenting on Ky's videos if all you have to say is negative b/s!
@TruthSpeaker1010 I would prefer to die having a cancer than living in the wrong body. I prefer to die instead of living hating myself and feeling depress all the day cuse I dont feel what my body is. I dont feel female.
wowz I was attracted to u before and after, its rare when i like guys :) (im a girl) just wow you look so good and you are so happy and funny in your vids and I LOVE your laugh!!!
Hahah, I would so date you. I've always been confused about my sexuality, I think because I've been raised in a super homo-phone environment. But I think I'm like you, I'm attracted to gay guys because I don't know why. Then I saw this vid of you, and I don't know I'm just really attracted. Confusing :(
being a genderqueer/boi i've gone through the same thing recently. like in all honesty, i am attracted to other bois and some transguys. am i attracted to bio males? no. idk about you, but i aspire to being a pretty boi lol and like, i've realized over the years thats the only reason i've been attracted to bio males, genderqueers, and transguys, because they're pretty. lol i'm just a queer...sexually and gendered lol =]
I'm 99.9% sure I'm trans as well, but the thing is, I'm not attracted to girls. I'm still attracted to guys. Is that rare? It's gotten me confused about being trans because I feel the extreme need to be a man, but I still like guys.
Gender, gender identity and sexual orientation have been given too much attention over the years... People worry bout fitting into a mainstream norm too much... At the end of the day - u like who u like, nd u r who u r - There's no point in fighting it to make sum1 else happy, cos u'll just end up hurting urself.
Sumtimes ppl fint their sexual preferences change, n sumtimes they don't. There's nothing wrong with it - everyone's journey is different :)
being trans is a completely different issue to sexuality, gay, straight or bi really doesnt matter to which sex u r, im thinking ur probably a gay trans guy :)
@tatianabam there are plenty of gay trans guys! gender and sexuality are two different things, and there can be gay trans people just like there are gay non trans people. I'm trans and attracted to dudes!
@tatianabam It's not rare, really, at all. I'm the same way, for the most part. There are a lot of transguys who like other guys, and plenty of transwomen who like other women. It doesn't really have anything to do with your gender. (:
@tatianabam - It's true that it's rare, but no need to be confused, your orientation doesn't make you less of a man, you are still what you believe to be and nothing can counter that. I'm a gay transman too, by the way. Just be yourself, that's what matters.
@tatianabam im sure u know this by now but i have to say i've noticed like 50% of the ftm community on youtube is "queer" identified, if not full blown comfortable coming out and saying they're homosexual. it may be a lot to deal with the label, but the LGBT community will have resources and support so you're not alone! just know that! i consider myself bisexual, not not attracted to *cisgender males
@tatianabam U're a gay transboy: I.e., u're a gay boy in a female body. Gender identity (how u identify urself in terms of gender) is one thing, erotic-attraction orientation ("sexual orientation") is another thing entirely: It can be same-gender (gay, lesbian) OR it can be hetero-gender (that "standard" boy-girl thing). So u're a gay transguy! And THAT'S ***OK***, there's **nothing** wrong with that: As the Guns & Dope party says, like what ya like, enjoy what ya enjoy!
@tatianabam No. It's actually quite common. I'm a gay transman as well, and I went through the same thing, thinking I wasn't really trans because I thought in order to be a transman you had to like girls. But you don't. So, you can still be a transman and like men.
sexuality is what gender ur attracted to gynophilic, being to girls) or androphilic, being attracted to boys. Gender is female or male u identify with! thats why not all dykes or gays are trans. they like the body they were born into and they are also attracted to the gender thats the same as theirs! same goes for heterosexuals! it is perfectly normal to b trans and still b attracted to the gender ur transitioning into! ftm can b attracted to guys and mtf can b attracted to girls!
@tatianabam a certain percentage of the trans population is gay, just like a certain percentage of the general population is. I'm ftm, and I when I realized that I didn't even try to tell myself I was straight....I like guys waaaay too much XD
@tatianabam Is not rare, sexual orientation doesn't have relation with gender. Do you know about Warren? He's a gay boy, and he's trans too. In fact, he had surgery a few days ago. His channel is /sillyyetsuccinct, if you're interested ;)
@tatianabam I know you posted this comment last year, but I still wanted to say that being a trans guy who likes guys is not rare at all. I know of a lot of trans guys in seattle who are gay and/or bi. There is a big difference between who you are in terms of gender and who you want to date.
I wish you the best of luck in your life. Never doubt the validity of what brings you peace and contenment.
@Supergreen76 OOPS... (I am turning red as I type this) Sorry, just saw the last comment you posted. Please feel free to bitch-slap me in effigy. I am gonna go feel like an ass now. Again, my bad.
You're fucking inspiring. I've known I was attracted to girls since like 3rd grade I think? (I'm pansexual :P my best friend thinks it's greedy...) It's been hard...but it's easier getting older. But seriously, you're incredibly inspiring :).
you know I so impressed with your courage and sweet delightful innocence and cute embarressment that I can tell it really is from your heart to express you earnesty and truthfulness in how and when you noticed that you were gay. It isn't an easy thing for anyone to come face to face with their true selves..even hetro, or bi. My wish is for one day... going from adolescent to teenager and adult.. what you bloom into will be just a wonderful transition. :) Follow your heart.. be true to you.
5/5 Favourited. I'm ftm and pansexual. In whole my life my attraction towards male has been like man to man. Almoust always I play the Top. Only then I feel myself 100% Me. But peopple still find it freaky. It's hard to live like that. Thrust me. Not everyone bring this topic out. Thank you man. Ya lifesafer.
ive always wonderded this, during the transitioning f its possible to have feelng for the gender that your wanting to be, so you should keep me posted lol you will be a lifesaver cause i want to get gender ressasignment surgry but im questioning the estrogen
you bring up a very interesting point about being attracted to what you want to be like or currently look like! I wonder how common that is. Thanks for being so open and honest!
I think you are pretty awesome, and there you are perfect just the way you are. one thing i think a lot of trans go through is struggling with sexuality. society is so concerned with putting kids in boxes that it makes things worse. in the field of psychology your sexuality is based on the gender you take on. so you are straight and you always have been, because you are male! not that it is important what your sexuality is but whatever it is own it as yours.
OMG! how could the princible say "theres somthing wrong with her" to a parent :O I also realized that i was "attracted" to girls but i didnt seem turned on by em but one day it clicked that i wasnt attracted to them in that way, i wanted to be them xD Kinda sad but i was sorta living through them for a while lol
but i am attracted to girls, just not some that i thaught i was cuz i was born a guy that likes girls so i presumed i was attracted to them in that way. xD
i dunno,i think that being FTM/male has nothing to do with who u r attracted to.u can be bi and still feel better in the body of a male.plus u might have the thing that buttercup58 talks about.i know i did like once...twice before
I am a lesbian and I LOVE GIRLS; I totally understand what you mean by looking at a guy and admiring his body. Occasionally, I check out guys (not in a romantic way) but because I wish I looked like them. And occasionally, I have a guy here and there in my sex dreams but I don't really worry because I know FOR SURE I'm attracted to the ladies. Occasional attraction and sex dreams about dudes are fine, so don't worry. And don't fall under a label, just be you. :)
I'm a straight gurl but I go to gay bars with my niece so the guys won't hit on me! My niece is the one who told me about how much gay bars are then straight bars!
I'm married, but I've also like gay and bi guys better then straight as my friends. It's like they can relate to me better somehow.
Oh my god! I've never seen anyone as cute as you are! is that even possible? :D I totally love your positive attitude and the way you're comfortable about who you are...
I understand why you were confused and were freaking out. That's one huge change to have to deal with....
I admit I have done the same thing and look at superiouly ripped guys and think God damn I would give my left nutt to look like that. But we all have things we have to work through and I'm glad to see you came out the other sidea and are comfortable with who you are...
Oh and nice work with the arms and shit dude... your looking really buff....
i love how you're always so happy and smiley in all your videos =]
anyway yeah i would be totally freaked out too if that happened to me, but i a m finding myself attracted to transguys more and more.... it's weird i duno
p.s. your voice and muscles are getting amazing!!!!
Hey, I'm a straight female and I have a few friends going through the transition right now and I just have to say, I find you really admirable and strangely enough, really hot haha... But I think its great what you're doing! And I think it's awesome you're on such a public journey of finding yourself. You're really helping a lot of people. Take care!
I like how well you have come to understand yourself. It takes about 6 months really for the T to even out and your brain to get accustomed to it. I say be attracted to whomever you want! And there is nothing wrong with admiring male bodies in an aspiring way. I look at ripped guys and go damn, THAT is what I want! But not in a sexual way, it's in the damn I want a body like that, way. So I completely feel you there. Looking rather buff yourself there man, your voice has really dropped too.
@cornbeef88 Iam bio-female but I understand that there is no one way to be trans.You are not the only one who wants to transition to male but still want to be with males.I live in the bay and trans people are fluent here.I'm near SanFrancisco.
Hey Ky, I get what you mean by that you are attracted to what you are. I haven't started T yet but I did have a short time were I was attracted to my best friend Mark. And yeah he is a great guy, but I was only attracted to him because I envied him. That he was born into what i was suppose to be given.
You make a good point, that you are attracted to what you are. I've heard people ponder that before. I'd just wait until your hormones stop raging before you reapply labels. Basically you're going through puberty, and many cisguys have a confused sexual orientation during those years.
Hey, Ky, how are you? You pass something so honest and sincere with your eyes, such sweetness and serenity in the way you speak. This smile of yours throws arrows through our souls. Your voice is becoming amazing, actually! You`re one of the most handsome guys ever! And you were also one of the most beautiful girls as well. Congratulations for your courage to be who you are and share that with the world (sorry for my Englsh mistakes). Do you know FTM groups in Brazil? Kindest regards, Primo.
on your intro i was so confused as to why such a beautiful become a boy. im a straight female so i really couldnt understand. but after watching your videos and progress i understand and your even more beautiful now. inside and out. you are so honest and such a vibrant upbeat person. its refreshing. i would be proud to go out with you. your girl friend is lucky
bartonbabe1 4 hours ago
damn, your arms are getting huge! So hot. :)
kelaltieri 1 week ago in playlist More videos from KyFord23
THANK GOD YOU LIKE GIRLS <3 <3 <3 lol Kind of gives me hope -- not sure why but...lol yeh :p
MorghanKyLey 2 weeks ago
I'm a gay transman <3 Love you for posting this
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you know to a psych major you are like soo fun to analyze wow that sounds really creepy anyway thanks for all the vids you're awesome
sallygirl010 1 month ago
what did you look like as a girl? :)
imp7lol 2 months ago
Because it is confusing to me ... Greetings from Colombia =)
chicadlacorbata339 4 months ago
Hi I don´t understand you like men or women????
chicadlacorbata339 4 months ago
i'm a straight girl. and i think you're so hot. i'd so be with you haha.
hollister5888 4 months ago
@KyFord23 im the exact same as what you describe in this video. i am a gay male, however im not trans. i do have the feeling, though, that if i were a female, i would definitely be attracted to other females, instead of men (maybe?). ive always kinda wondered if other people felt this way, so thank you so much for sharing your feelings =D
OfWhiteShade 4 months ago
I don't get it, you got expelled cuz you bought a coin for a dollar?
lpalsp 5 months ago
men dont understand the meaning of a woman be lesbain.thats what i think.
dracaslair1 6 months ago
D'aw! You're adorable! <3 :)
BritneyWhite1 7 months ago
It's funny, I came out as a les early on because I thought that's what I was. I was binding with ace bandages in middle school.When I told people I was a boy, or at least I thought I should be, they'd tell me "Oh so you're a lesbian?" And I guess I just assumed they must be right. What else is there? There's gay and straight. If you're not normal/comfortable in your gender, you're gay. When I found out what trans actually meant, it blew my mind, and I was like ho shit, that makes so much sense.
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My name is Aj and live in St. Pete FL. I am getting ready to transition a.s.a.p. I noticed you said that you had your top surgery without insurance. But did you have insurance for counseling. and for T? if so what type of insurance did you use. I am shopping for insurance right now but am interested in how you went about paying for all of this.and how did you get approved for T? and how long did it take in counseling before they let you start?...and what part of the country are you from?
ajsmartini 8 months ago
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My name is Aj and Ilive in St. Pete FL. I am getting ready to transition a.s.a.p. I noticed you said that you had your top surgery without insurance. But did you have insurance for counseling. and for T? if so what type of insurance did you use. I am shopping for insurance right now but am interested in how you went about paying for all of this.and how did you get approved for T? and how long did it take in counseling before they let you start?...and what part of the country are you from?
ajsmartini 8 months ago
@HEEMQUA nothing against guys wearing makeup, but i feel like it would be harder to pass and be masculine while wearing makeup in the process of transitioning.
bluthngsx 8 months ago
Okay guys. I appreciate your replies to my comment from wayyyyyy back. But I have long since determined that it is not rare and I know much more. So please stop replying to it lmao.
tatianabam 9 months ago
You are the cutest guy ever!!
Insouciantly 9 months ago
This dude has swag
CheapThrillzz 10 months ago
Man, It was so cute when you were talking about the girl who didnt come to your party and you were hella sad. :3
shazam15 10 months ago
i feel like every hunman is born with the ability to go out there and love any gender or sex. the gender binary just forces us to be closed minded. being trans is to be inbetween (well for me right now as a transitioning ftm) genders. across genders so why judge? idk theres also the argument of what genitalia turns u on or whatever, but if you fall for someone, being intimate with them should be the spiritual experience disregarding physical appearance.
kinko0192837465 11 months ago 2
im trans. and idk i like who and what i like at tthe time. i have a huge crush on my ftm best friend, i got a huge crush on my cis girl friend, a crush on my gay guy friend and my cis guy friend.
kinko0192837465 11 months ago
You are just too cute c:
shoutyouloveme 11 months ago
fuck I thought I was the only one
YagamikamiLight 1 year ago
why do you wear makeup?
bluthngsx 1 year ago
@bluthngsx why not?
HEEMQUA 8 months ago
I would always come out to a guy if they wanted to kiss me, because I didn't want to kiss them. lol. YET I'm still afraid that after T I'm gonna end up attracted to guys and freak out. :shrugs:
MyGenesis122 1 year ago
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go to hell fag
RizzoAstronama 1 year ago
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i think rose is hott tho lol
ShaneCounts 1 year ago
i think Rose is hott too lol
ShaneCounts 1 year ago
I'ma girl. Loveee mee, sexy :)
hpbrainiac 1 year ago
"Yeah, I just fuckin' loved girls." lmao
itskenziiie 1 year ago 2
lol it took you 3 weeks to recall what you were talkin about :))
churvaekla 1 year ago
ohmygoddd<333
iYkehara 1 year ago
oh my god.
your arms.
are so sexy.
nattyinwonderland 1 year ago
very cute!
beamers19 1 year ago
You're voice changed so fast its ridiculous, haha. I started getting interested in FTM transgenders from Degrassi haha, and I just love you! You're seem just to have so much fun with everything.
teamxavatar 1 year ago
@teamxavatar :) I'm not a Degrassi nut by any means, but they portray FTM stuff really well on the show, I think. Though some of it I found hard to watch :(
MyGenesis122 1 year ago
@donkids: seriously??
woshy0 1 year ago
lmfao funny argument going on below
AteStrings 1 year ago
@wandertheroad What the fuck is the lgbt? Shut the fuck up, you're getting on my damn nerves now bitch!
donkids 1 year ago
@wandertheroad I love you.
donkids 1 year ago
@wandertheroad Fuck you, whore! I hope you miss carry every time you get pregnant. Burn in hell you stinkin' ass bitch!
donkids 1 year ago
@wandertheroad I don't give two shits what you are! You need to mind your own goddamn business! Silly cunt. Go shove your bloody tampon down your throat and shut the fuck up. And stop saying "seriously" you idiot.
donkids 1 year ago
@wandertheroad Yeah that's really funny, I'm cracking up over here. Why don't you go lick the herpes out of some guys asshole you faggot.
donkids 1 year ago
@wandertheroad Oh my God, I'm wounded to the core....some other fag thinks I'm an asshole. Say it aint so! Lol
donkids 1 year ago
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Have you ever considered killing yourself? Wouldn't be a bad idea.
donkids 1 year ago
You are so strong to be able to talk about this. :)
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sorry its so late but, SHiT! i know how you feel... But im like you i LOOVVE the LaDiEs!!! props on the vid... im in the middle of this akward stage....
xRenegade44x 1 year ago
sorry its so late but, SHiT! i know how you feel... But im like you i LOOVVE the LaDiEs!!! props on the vid... im in the middle of this akward stage....
xRenegade44x 1 year ago 2
I love you <3 lol
00whateverlike00 1 year ago
Guys always hit on you because you're gorgeous! I wouldnt be surprised if even the straight girls did too!
seri0us 1 year ago
that was a very interesting, yet thoughtful consideration about your sex dreams. perhaps it is possible to be attracted to guys because you're attracted to what you are.
92armybrat 1 year ago
What's the deal with your teeth?
Hoopermazing 1 year ago
@Hoopermazing What?! He has gorgeous teeth! An engaging smile.
Newlyandjoy 1 year ago
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@Newlyandjoy I'm not sure if it's a he or a she, but in any event those teeth look fake, and are made to look even more so by the weird redness of this person's face. This is just a weird looking kid all around. He/she looks like a Jim Henson creation.
Hoopermazing 1 year ago
@Hoopermazing It's something called brushing and taking good care of them..maybe a new concept you might be interested in trying out.
dawnallc 1 year ago
@dawnallc Don't be obtuse, stupid. His/her teeth have been chemically whitened to the point that they look fake. Teeth are no supposed to be titanium white. It looks, along with everything else about that person, bizarre.
Hoopermazing 1 year ago
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@Hoopermazing Then if you know the answer to your own obtuse question "What's the deal with your teeth? " then why did you ask, stupid?
dawnallc 1 year ago
YOU ARE SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AN I AM A FEM GUY GOING THROUGH THE TRANSITON AN I THOUGHT I WOULD NOT FIND SOME ONE LIKE ME...EVER....ROKK
rokksmith 1 year ago
I love this, I can most deff relate to your story more than any other trans-guy on youtube. Also, this is random but maybe its just an earring but it looks like a gauge, what size gauges do you ?
gabbygails0203 1 year ago
@TruthSpeaker1010: Robert Eads DIED of cervical cancer due in part to the refusal of medical professionals in his area to treat him. How dare you attempt to tarnish his memory with your hate speech.
In regards to the video, I have become more comfortable embracing my queer (and very fluid) sexuality because I am more comfortable with myself. It's my belief that it's a person's newfound self confidence that allows them to truly embrace everything about themself- including sexuality.
transman34 1 year ago
@TruthSpeaker: wow, how disrespectful. you should be ashamed of yourself.
@Ky: thanks for the video. i'm starting to have this issue as well. congrats on your top surgery, btw. looks amazing.
OHtranskingz 1 year ago
lol I'm transmasculine and straight but when twinky blonde feminine gay guys look at me....sometimes I think hmmmm??? There's a guy on YT here Gaygod. He's so stinking cute. I could never have sex with a man though. Just not my thing. I like vag. Not that there's anything wrong with men who sleep with men. Obviously.
hunkstatus 1 year ago
All I gotta say is that you make a very cute guy. Great smile and great personality. Keep up the hard work :)
iequalcool 1 year ago
i was actually attracted to bio boys up until the end of the 6th grade when the b/f i had, moved away. i really cared about him then & to this day would still look him up or track him down if it didn't cost money. but then in 7th grade i was attracted to a female and ever since then have only really been with women except this dude Ben when i was 16. i attempted to lose my virginity to him. gross.
BonesDGAF021 1 year ago
Your eyes remind me of Megan Fox O.O
eglowsticks 1 year ago
Testosterone doesn't change the individual's orientation right? Isn't it a common myth? Can someone please tell me?
cuddlywcris 1 year ago
@cuddlywcris NO, testosterone doesn´t change your sexual orientation, nothing to do with the brain, only with the fisical apeareance and hormones.
HEEMQUA 8 months ago
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It's harder being female in the south and being a lesbian is a nightmare. But gay is not something that you "used to be." You are devastating the balance of your hormones so it's messing w/ who you are attracted to. Did you see Southern Comfort the movie about the trans? She ended up w/ ovarian cancer. Men do't get ovarian cancer, women do. No matter how hard you try to escape being female, it is what you are. Who knows if she didn't jack her body up w/hormones & end up giving herself cancer.
TruthSpeaker1010 1 year ago
@TruthSpeaker1010 What are you some anrgy bitter dyke? Get over it, some men are bad some men are good. You're such a hypocrite going around preaching all this hate! Stop commenting on Ky's videos if all you have to say is negative b/s!
stipV 1 year ago
@TruthSpeaker1010 I would prefer to die having a cancer than living in the wrong body. I prefer to die instead of living hating myself and feeling depress all the day cuse I dont feel what my body is. I dont feel female.
HEEMQUA 8 months ago
wowz I was attracted to u before and after, its rare when i like guys :) (im a girl) just wow you look so good and you are so happy and funny in your vids and I LOVE your laugh!!!
DarkChild9395 1 year ago
@ MICHELLEGIBBONSx
"homo-phone"?!?! I'd definitely buy one!! ^^ Just kidding, I think you meant homophobe...
jeannedark85 1 year ago
Hahah, I would so date you. I've always been confused about my sexuality, I think because I've been raised in a super homo-phone environment. But I think I'm like you, I'm attracted to gay guys because I don't know why. Then I saw this vid of you, and I don't know I'm just really attracted. Confusing :(
MICHELLEGIBBONSx 1 year ago
dont understand kyford! are you a gay transboy???
FTMTyrol 1 year ago
dude remind me of jesse mcCartney but yeah i heard transguy on t when taking it they become attracted to men
melly212009 1 year ago
being a genderqueer/boi i've gone through the same thing recently. like in all honesty, i am attracted to other bois and some transguys. am i attracted to bio males? no. idk about you, but i aspire to being a pretty boi lol and like, i've realized over the years thats the only reason i've been attracted to bio males, genderqueers, and transguys, because they're pretty. lol i'm just a queer...sexually and gendered lol =]
SouthJerZSwagg 1 year ago
I'm 99.9% sure I'm trans as well, but the thing is, I'm not attracted to girls. I'm still attracted to guys. Is that rare? It's gotten me confused about being trans because I feel the extreme need to be a man, but I still like guys.
tatianabam 1 year ago 36
There is nothing wrong with that :)
BecksTech101 1 year ago
There are lots of gay transguys out there! Me, for example.
AlexanderXXIV 1 year ago
I hope u dnt mind me answering this one...
Gender, gender identity and sexual orientation have been given too much attention over the years... People worry bout fitting into a mainstream norm too much... At the end of the day - u like who u like, nd u r who u r - There's no point in fighting it to make sum1 else happy, cos u'll just end up hurting urself.
Sumtimes ppl fint their sexual preferences change, n sumtimes they don't. There's nothing wrong with it - everyone's journey is different :)
TsWolf89 1 year ago
@tatianabam it's totally common, and not weird at all.
6454305 1 year ago
@tatianabam Thanks everyone. I'm really quite relieved. :D
tatianabam 1 year ago
being trans is a completely different issue to sexuality, gay, straight or bi really doesnt matter to which sex u r, im thinking ur probably a gay trans guy :)
dizzyjayde 1 year ago
@tatianabam there are plenty of gay trans guys! gender and sexuality are two different things, and there can be gay trans people just like there are gay non trans people. I'm trans and attracted to dudes!
themittenkid 1 year ago
@tatianabam It's not rare, really, at all. I'm the same way, for the most part. There are a lot of transguys who like other guys, and plenty of transwomen who like other women. It doesn't really have anything to do with your gender. (:
StitchxHare 1 year ago
@tatianabam - It's true that it's rare, but no need to be confused, your orientation doesn't make you less of a man, you are still what you believe to be and nothing can counter that. I'm a gay transman too, by the way. Just be yourself, that's what matters.
DreamDungeon 1 year ago
@tatianabam im sure u know this by now but i have to say i've noticed like 50% of the ftm community on youtube is "queer" identified, if not full blown comfortable coming out and saying they're homosexual. it may be a lot to deal with the label, but the LGBT community will have resources and support so you're not alone! just know that! i consider myself bisexual, not not attracted to *cisgender males
BonesDGAF021 1 year ago
@tatianabam U're a gay transboy: I.e., u're a gay boy in a female body. Gender identity (how u identify urself in terms of gender) is one thing, erotic-attraction orientation ("sexual orientation") is another thing entirely: It can be same-gender (gay, lesbian) OR it can be hetero-gender (that "standard" boy-girl thing). So u're a gay transguy! And THAT'S ***OK***, there's **nothing** wrong with that: As the Guns & Dope party says, like what ya like, enjoy what ya enjoy!
MCP2012 1 year ago
@tatianabam its not very rare, ive met some ppl like you. dont worry about it, if you want to be a guy, just be one, whatever ur attracted to =D
zebradancing 1 year ago
@tatianabam i don't know the stats, but i have talked to a few people who are gay transmen. i think its rarer, but i'm not sure
bethslifebeforedeath 1 year ago
@tatianabam That just means you could be a Trans FtM that is Gay
It's not as rare as you think.
xxxCourtneykinsxxx 1 year ago
@tatianabam No, you're a gay trans guy. Actually, I noticed there is a lot of gay, bi, and pansexual trans guys. You're not alone :)
jcac1023 1 year ago 17
@jcac1023 pansexual... wtf
david1991rules4life 4 months ago
@tatianabam No. It's actually quite common. I'm a gay transman as well, and I went through the same thing, thinking I wasn't really trans because I thought in order to be a transman you had to like girls. But you don't. So, you can still be a transman and like men.
rebel466 1 year ago
@tatianabam
sexuality is what gender ur attracted to gynophilic, being to girls) or androphilic, being attracted to boys. Gender is female or male u identify with! thats why not all dykes or gays are trans. they like the body they were born into and they are also attracted to the gender thats the same as theirs! same goes for heterosexuals! it is perfectly normal to b trans and still b attracted to the gender ur transitioning into! ftm can b attracted to guys and mtf can b attracted to girls!
gablison 1 year ago
@tatianabam a certain percentage of the trans population is gay, just like a certain percentage of the general population is. I'm ftm, and I when I realized that I didn't even try to tell myself I was straight....I like guys waaaay too much XD
459Brandon1 11 months ago
@tatianabam Is not rare, sexual orientation doesn't have relation with gender. Do you know about Warren? He's a gay boy, and he's trans too. In fact, he had surgery a few days ago. His channel is /sillyyetsuccinct, if you're interested ;)
thnaru 11 months ago
@tatianabam And sorry if my english is not so good, I'm from Mallorca! =)
thnaru 11 months ago
@tatianabam Thats common for some people, my best friend is an m to f and still likes women he believes that he is a lesbian in a mans body.
emo2b 10 months ago
@tatianabam Trangender isn't itself a sexuality. You can be transgender and be gay, or transgender and be straight. That's what I believe.
Insouciantly 9 months ago
@tatianabam I know you posted this comment last year, but I still wanted to say that being a trans guy who likes guys is not rare at all. I know of a lot of trans guys in seattle who are gay and/or bi. There is a big difference between who you are in terms of gender and who you want to date.
I wish you the best of luck in your life. Never doubt the validity of what brings you peace and contenment.
Supergreen76 9 months ago
@Supergreen76 OOPS... (I am turning red as I type this) Sorry, just saw the last comment you posted. Please feel free to bitch-slap me in effigy. I am gonna go feel like an ass now. Again, my bad.
Supergreen76 9 months ago
@tatianabam The same is happenig to me.
HEEMQUA 8 months ago
omfg i freakin love your videos ur soo cute n you have a really adorable laugh
Juicyjamiemarie910 1 year ago
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gays are ruining the world
jahsoule 1 year ago
You're fucking inspiring. I've known I was attracted to girls since like 3rd grade I think? (I'm pansexual :P my best friend thinks it's greedy...) It's been hard...but it's easier getting older. But seriously, you're incredibly inspiring :).
xXxspitfire00xXx 1 year ago
AWE the coin is so cute!
LindKav 2 years ago
What a sweet spirit you have.
AveIvy 2 years ago 2
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the biggest attention whores are male gays
letsgoforajoyride 2 years ago
awe your such a cutie! awesome video! :)
gabbygails0203 2 years ago 2
you know I so impressed with your courage and sweet delightful innocence and cute embarressment that I can tell it really is from your heart to express you earnesty and truthfulness in how and when you noticed that you were gay. It isn't an easy thing for anyone to come face to face with their true selves..even hetro, or bi. My wish is for one day... going from adolescent to teenager and adult.. what you bloom into will be just a wonderful transition. :) Follow your heart.. be true to you.
Shatz330 2 years ago 2
5/5 Favourited. I'm ftm and pansexual. In whole my life my attraction towards male has been like man to man. Almoust always I play the Top. Only then I feel myself 100% Me. But peopple still find it freaky. It's hard to live like that. Thrust me. Not everyone bring this topic out. Thank you man. Ya lifesafer.
elleZephiroth2 2 years ago
I'ma pansexual genderqueer. When I'm attracted to guys I feel male. And heck yes, in my dreams i'm a top ;)
Think about it: what's a higher expression of masculenity?: toping a girl, or toping another man?
sparkleglow10 2 years ago 3
good question but toping woman , its written way down in our dna..
letsgoforajoyride 2 years ago
u never mentioned that poster u liked when u were little :P
TheKeithman1234 2 years ago
ive always wonderded this, during the transitioning f its possible to have feelng for the gender that your wanting to be, so you should keep me posted lol you will be a lifesaver cause i want to get gender ressasignment surgry but im questioning the estrogen
anthonygruesome01 2 years ago
Did you go to a private school or something? That is extreme to go as far as expelling someone for something so little. Especially in the grade!?
kirst43 2 years ago
you bring up a very interesting point about being attracted to what you want to be like or currently look like! I wonder how common that is. Thanks for being so open and honest!
mitathehermita 2 years ago
I think you are pretty awesome, and there you are perfect just the way you are. one thing i think a lot of trans go through is struggling with sexuality. society is so concerned with putting kids in boxes that it makes things worse. in the field of psychology your sexuality is based on the gender you take on. so you are straight and you always have been, because you are male! not that it is important what your sexuality is but whatever it is own it as yours.
gentimms 2 years ago
@gentimms "so you are straight". you place boxes around him, too?
sparkleglow10 2 years ago
Hey buddy! Loved this video, I can totally relate to it! Thanks for putting this up!
locopantalones 2 years ago
hell yeah the jnco jeans dude!
dreadedkadaj 2 years ago 2
You are cute and funny! Why can't bio guys be like you? Sad...
mailiengreen 2 years ago
I appreciate your candor and honesty and you are so cute!!!!
mailiengreen 2 years ago
OMG! how could the princible say "theres somthing wrong with her" to a parent :O I also realized that i was "attracted" to girls but i didnt seem turned on by em but one day it clicked that i wasnt attracted to them in that way, i wanted to be them xD Kinda sad but i was sorta living through them for a while lol
kotekotekitty 2 years ago
but i am attracted to girls, just not some that i thaught i was cuz i was born a guy that likes girls so i presumed i was attracted to them in that way. xD
kotekotekitty 2 years ago
i dunno,i think that being FTM/male has nothing to do with who u r attracted to.u can be bi and still feel better in the body of a male.plus u might have the thing that buttercup58 talks about.i know i did like once...twice before
gracefullcorn 2 years ago 2
I am a lesbian and I LOVE GIRLS; I totally understand what you mean by looking at a guy and admiring his body. Occasionally, I check out guys (not in a romantic way) but because I wish I looked like them. And occasionally, I have a guy here and there in my sex dreams but I don't really worry because I know FOR SURE I'm attracted to the ladies. Occasional attraction and sex dreams about dudes are fine, so don't worry. And don't fall under a label, just be you. :)
buttercup58 2 years ago 2
I'm a straight gurl but I go to gay bars with my niece so the guys won't hit on me! My niece is the one who told me about how much gay bars are then straight bars!
I'm married, but I've also like gay and bi guys better then straight as my friends. It's like they can relate to me better somehow.
mrsevans1000 2 years ago
Oh my god! I've never seen anyone as cute as you are! is that even possible? :D I totally love your positive attitude and the way you're comfortable about who you are...
originalperloocko 2 years ago 2
^_^ great vid
AlexEpilogue 2 years ago
Great video Ky! You're look'n great!
1012hollister 2 years ago
Hey ya man,
I understand why you were confused and were freaking out. That's one huge change to have to deal with....
I admit I have done the same thing and look at superiouly ripped guys and think God damn I would give my left nutt to look like that. But we all have things we have to work through and I'm glad to see you came out the other sidea and are comfortable with who you are...
Oh and nice work with the arms and shit dude... your looking really buff....
Newcastlekat 2 years ago
i love how you're always so happy and smiley in all your videos =]
anyway yeah i would be totally freaked out too if that happened to me, but i a m finding myself attracted to transguys more and more.... it's weird i duno
p.s. your voice and muscles are getting amazing!!!!
jakftm 2 years ago
lol if u were a gay guy, i would totally hit on you! hehe nice vid! interesting points 2! :)
sadguyfoundout1 2 years ago
That'd freak me out too. that's another reason I'm scared to transition
Moseber 2 years ago
Hey, I'm a straight female and I have a few friends going through the transition right now and I just have to say, I find you really admirable and strangely enough, really hot haha... But I think its great what you're doing! And I think it's awesome you're on such a public journey of finding yourself. You're really helping a lot of people. Take care!
ZipperChick 2 years ago
Ky I just want to say you look amazing and you sound amazing. Great video!
cheesyches 2 years ago 2
You are super hot!! YUM!!!
and I agree with everyone else, you've changed alot
iheartyou4ever115 2 years ago
I really admire your honesty, Ky. Btw, your voice sounds great! Keep smiling :)
aurayon 2 years ago
im not trans, but i find im attracted to what i want to be.
viciousandchaotic 2 years ago
I like how well you have come to understand yourself. It takes about 6 months really for the T to even out and your brain to get accustomed to it. I say be attracted to whomever you want! And there is nothing wrong with admiring male bodies in an aspiring way. I look at ripped guys and go damn, THAT is what I want! But not in a sexual way, it's in the damn I want a body like that, way. So I completely feel you there. Looking rather buff yourself there man, your voice has really dropped too.
TC38Cole 2 years ago 2
you look way better with less make up on!
cornbeef88 2 years ago 12
@cornbeef88 Iam bio-female but I understand that there is no one way to be trans.You are not the only one who wants to transition to male but still want to be with males.I live in the bay and trans people are fluent here.I'm near SanFrancisco.
charlenemonique1 1 year ago
i love your laugh. :3
stevenvanbelois 2 years ago 3
Hey Ky, I get what you mean by that you are attracted to what you are. I haven't started T yet but I did have a short time were I was attracted to my best friend Mark. And yeah he is a great guy, but I was only attracted to him because I envied him. That he was born into what i was suppose to be given.
shorty5ftnothing 2 years ago
OMG your voice is change
jessesingle 2 years ago
dude, your awesome!
kristophermarc25 2 years ago
lots of voice change! wow! :) Looking great!
AshtonRenae 2 years ago
You make a good point, that you are attracted to what you are. I've heard people ponder that before. I'd just wait until your hormones stop raging before you reapply labels. Basically you're going through puberty, and many cisguys have a confused sexual orientation during those years.
MrImportrans 2 years ago
Hey, Ky, how are you? You pass something so honest and sincere with your eyes, such sweetness and serenity in the way you speak. This smile of yours throws arrows through our souls. Your voice is becoming amazing, actually! You`re one of the most handsome guys ever! And you were also one of the most beautiful girls as well. Congratulations for your courage to be who you are and share that with the world (sorry for my Englsh mistakes). Do you know FTM groups in Brazil? Kindest regards, Primo.
PrimoPaganiniNeto 2 years ago 3
Dude, do you work out?
foxytoad5476 2 years ago
you got suspended for that? geez you must have gone to a strict school
1Vella 2 years ago
I made a video like that a while ago. But the thoughts might just be becuase you like people. Sounds like HOCD it will pass though Lol.
Xlightly 2 years ago
fucking tank arms
AmandaWiddifield 2 years ago
oh and my only real bf was in 7 & 8th grade, and we came out to each other in 9th grade lol
nosecrets23 2 years ago
my mom knew i was a lesbian when i was 5 years old. i didn't really "realize" it until i was 14(ish).. but was always attracted to women.
nosecrets23 2 years ago
So buff!
And your voice is really deep I love it!
Keep on rocking dude :]
catalystenigma 2 years ago
expelled...for the whole day :)
thisoranyother 2 years ago
the guns are really coming in ky....awesome!!
xxgirlsjustrulexx 2 years ago 2
your voice sounds great dude!!!
AidenDanielLIVE 2 years ago