The 1st time heard this i cried to hard. Every lyric, every single bit is me. "Why am I breathing? If only I could stop breathing painlessly." "The people that pass by, are they making fun of me?" omgosh I was about to attempt suicide when I heard this. It's so beautiful and so me. I'm emo and I was cutting myself when I heard this as soon as I finished the video I dropped the knife and was crying so hard atleast someone understands...
it's funny, my friends recommended this song to me because I have a split personality, and i love this song! it's going to be my theme song for a long time
I do feel like the song, it is not like i dont have anyone by my side but i jist feel lost, i dont think more about a future and the more painful thing is that i look back and i see a girl who was happy and dreams ans now i dont have thwm anymore, like in the song i dont know why i push people away, i really dont know what im expecting to someone to help me, i know that i have to do something with my life but i just cant ¡
Wow at the amount of replies i got anyway sorry i was half asleep and pissed wasn't really thinking about it didn't mean to offend any 1 so stop buging me ppl thats cheap ganging on me like that ~_~
i dont understand why people are angry when they say sad stuff. i mean not everyones life is they same and if it dosnt apply to you then go away and let people feel sad.
my only friend used 2 b my dog brutis and he died shortly after of parvo so now im alone cuz my friends dont understand at all and they can b bitches at times cuz they kinda r all that.....
@hotmadi101 I'm sorry to hear about your dog, I know i would be devestated if the same happened to my dog. And if that is your perspective of your friends then they aren't your true friends. Leave them and go find others, because I prom ise, there is somebody, on the Internet or in your school, who will accept you for who you are, and love you for it. And don't forget, the Vocaloids are here for you too!
just gota say this straight now .. i hear allot of people talking about suicide and PAIN if you want to suicide there always was a way to suicide without pain but i doubt that there would be anything left out of your body using the simple method yes i mean jump out of high floor building try hiting face to the floor when falling i doubt you would even feel pain ..
@giedrius233 How dare you post something like this on here!? There are people on this video that are confessing feelings that need to be heard by someone if no one else will listen and you "gotta say it straight" how jumping off a building is painless. It is most certainly not. Psychologically it is horrible. Please think before you say something like this again...ANYWHERE.
@giedrius233 The PAIN everyone is talking about is how much LIVING hurts. I'm sure that most people don't give a flying fuck how much it should hurt when killing yourself. And why are you even encouraging people to do something so horrible?
@giedrius233 Erm.. one, It's not the falling that kills you, it's the sudden stop. Two, Yes, that WOULD hurt. Three, There still would be a body left, no matter how high the building was.. unless it was into space, then while falling you'd burn, if you even live to the falling point. Besides, why're you telling people about a suicide without pain for them to kill themselves, or even suicide on a vid that doesn't even talk about it?
the pain that some poeple feel is so overwhelming that life dosent matter.bulling is not just hiting or pianful words it is also exclusion.Some people feel like they are'nt welcome or not wanted because of these things.they may feel different and like they are'nt normal.the truth is we are all not normal.we are all different and special in our own way.dont let the words of others or the pain they put on you stop you.please go on.if you know these things are goin on stand up for wat is right
I feel exactly like this song. My friends are mean to me so I'm not their friends anymore so my only friends are online now. Sometimes it feels like no one cares about me.
I wrote note saying I want to die eventually my mom found it she said your born for a reason if you die then you can ruin many people inside so don't be selfish you peeps should do the same
Everyday I start to drift away I don't know who I am anymore I look at my old self a girl who's always happy and hyper but now I feel alone and my friends are changing they ask me wats wrong I just smile and laugh and say nothing
I really like this boy, once but he and I we were childhood friends. Then one day he suddenly started to ignore me like I wasn't there. He started to hang around this one girl all of a sudden(she was popular). Now I'm staring to get bullied all of a sudden by people who I thought were my friends.
This song is a good explanation of my life, I used to have friends but they all moved away so I was always left alone I did make friends but once I got to middle school they all left me by then I was used to it and didn't talk much but now that I do have friends I feel hollow inside I laugh and make jokes but i don't feel anything now I have to pretend to be different for my friends but I can't be the real me and now I'm wishing that I could still be friends with my old friends because they get
The truth, I was suicidal. I didn't tell my parents or sibling. I didn't tell anyone. I don't like to be worried about. My parent and siblings are overprotective
over me because I'm the youngest. I just felt alone. I had friends but I just felt so different from them.
I transfered after that. I went to a school I went to when I was younger.
I met all my old friends and my best friend. I'm happier now then back then.
I'm still sad but I hide it and put on a smile for their sake.
I use to be alone until I stopped pushing and put on an actor always being happy and made so many friends until I realized I was killing myself and after talking with one of my very close friends she's helping everyone see the real so everyone understand that's not me!!!!!! I cry I feel anger and I feel lonely I'm not always happy stop please stop and let me be me . . . . . . . . Thank you iggy
Guys... You have all such a difficult live. And i really get your choises but, somtimes if you need help just say it. Some people will get you feelings and help you. It is difficult but it is about, the best way. I had a quite hard time to and one day i just bursted out crying at school when my teacher was talking with me. We talked fot a while and i fell a lot better since thet. It was not easy and i didn't cried on purpose but it worked out well. So guys please don't do stupid things.
Im just really sad i lost a best friend over a stupid fight,and she's been ignoring me for 2 months now.I apologized like 20 times. And she thinks i dont care so she said she was gonna move on because i was acting happy,but really i felt like dying even after 2 months. And what hurts is that she was happy i was out of her life because her friends comforted her. When no one really knew how i felt.
I hate my life. Everyday I see my friends get boyfriends and not me. (not that I want one, it just makes me feel rejected) My closest friend keeps on telling people to glomp me (or something like that) I see my mirror image, and by that I mean a boy who is just like me, smile and laugh with his friends... It may look as if I smile, but I force myself to so no one would worry. I don't cry, for some reason. I stare out into the sky, as if I might just fall and die. Right now, I'm a husk of a girl
Rin if you died tomorrow I would be bawling my eyes out, my friends would cry with me but the might have to keep me from doing something stupid like jumping off a cliff or junk, also if i meet a real life rin i will love her like a sister. Rinny. don't you ever die!
Continued: If you have a problem I'll solve it for you. There's no need for you all to suffer, when I'm not, so I'll take your pain for you. I realize that that sounds kinda arrogant, but I don't want to see you all suffer. Please, give me your pain instead of keeping it inside. I hate to see you all suffer; I hate it. Sorry if that sounds bad; I'm just a bad person. Sorry for taking your time.
Hello again. This isn't my first time watching this video, but this time, as I was scanning the comments, I noticed that other people on here are trying to make you feel better.Whether they have experienced it or not, they care about you, even though they may not know you. If you feel bad, you can talk to me about it because even though I know none of you, I will try my best to to help you out. If you want to cry, I'll cry for you. If you want to shout, I'll shout for you.
I love how the only people who can truly express the pain that many feel "Aren't real" if someone says that the vocaloids aren't real after hearing this they have no heart.
I tried not to cry from watching this.. I mean, this reminds me of last year.. It was just like me.. and now even though I'm significantly better than I was (thanks to my best friends Britt and Len [yes, we call her len]) but, even now that I'm better this is exactly how I think sometimes )':
"If only I could stop breathing painlessly"... Reminds me of me a few years ago, when I was being bullied every day, and wished to die, but feared the pain that comes with suicide.
The only time I actually feel good is when I listen to this song. I had 5 suicide attempts before but I always chickened out. :'( I don't know why I'm forced to go though my life like this. I mean, every awake moment is torture for me, can't I have et least a little sympathy?! Then I found this song. Even without looking at the subbtitles this song fills me inside. Thank you Vocaloid, you will be remembered. :')
Love is harder to find when you're gay, because you fear what if the person you like isnt gay? Then you are stuck with an empty confession, and an akward gap between friendship if it was your friend
@teeny13021 I know exactly how you feel right now. I'm crushing on my best friend and I don't want anything to ruin our friendship. It crushes me knowing that he most likely has no feelings towards me, but it gives me joy every time he says he'll be there for me. It gets me by day by day just to hear him say that to me. It gives a reason to keep going and to not give up on myself. If they're really a good friend then they'll understand those feelings. That's what I'm hoping for.
This is kinda like my life story....When I first moved into a new town,I decided to change my personality in order to fit in,because my real personality is shy and timid. I became sadistic and loud eventually and I tried to change back into my real self,but my 'friends' left me because they didn't like that side of me. Now I'm all alone.
@UshagiFtw That's me. But I was in a new school, and I tried to stay true to myself when I wanted to fit in. Instead i was just left alone because I was 'weird', liked Vocaloids and was part otaku.
Unfortunately in this society, especially in American and British society, there are lovers and users. To be a lover you need to wade through the users in life to find a fellow lover. And I'll be honest, although I would class myself as a lover I can't trust anyone completely anymore, because of the bullying I had at school, having once been turned out my own home, and having my heart broken. And the reason why so many people break hearts out there, because people take others for granted
@Animeftwnyan so true i cant trust anyone here not even my mother.....i always make others laugh even though i dont actually feel that way.....i some times think tht i was born at the wrong time and place,,,,and i dont know why but i rather hallow and empty than feel anything..no one actually wants to hear my opinion and so i sometimes think i might go mad......
@mikikurin Laughing is the best way to cover up emotional numbness. Everyone else sees me as a person who is always smiling, laughing and joking, yet protective. I don't want to hurt others so I put on a strong act, inside I'm just broken and numb. Me and my family barely talk anymore, but I'm obliged to live to their standards until I can get enough money to move out. Never again do I want to be homeless, there are people that would help me but I don't want to burdan people financially
PEOPLE, DONT GIVE UP ON LIFE!!!! get this through ur heads, PEOPLE DO CARE ABOUT U!!!!! Please....... dont give up. i thought about ending my life more then a couple of times. i will do something great some day and U WILL TOO!!!!!! please live on!!!! please......
For everyone, there are times where you may loose hope, but please continue on. All of us hav a purpose, though it may not be clear what it is a the moment, u will find that purpose soon. Please go on my friends, because if u died today i would cry for u. Live on and dont let anything stop you!!!!
i used to feel like this a lot (and i mean A LOT) but i dnt plan on throwing my life away... at least just be watching over the people u love a lot even if they might not love back... in a way you could protect them... and all of u will find someone important in the future so dnt worry.... also u guys should all live your life thankfully that u have a life to live and that you have abilities to make friends, etc... unlike animals they cant do as much as humans... so yea
I actually started crying about a minute and a half into the video, because it described exactly how I felt before I met my "important person." I used to ask myself the same questions and have the same thoughts.
But now I've found someone who loves me and cares about me, and I feel I might just have purpose in this world, even if it is only to keep this one person happy.
Oh crap... Why the hell depressed songs make you try to compare your life in that? People, this is a ballad of someone who was that sad before composing/listening the song. Even I tried to compare my life to it, but just in a while I noticed what I was doing to myself...
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Well, I won't try to compare me on other people's songs anymore... Try to do it too, bunchs of depressed people.
This song is so sad I feel like this song and no more by miku kind of discribe my life in the past and a little now ecpseccialy about my feelings in the past bit only a little now
of it but there is also happines and joy. things in life that peaple love and draw comfort from. people are one of these things. I take joy in a lot of things but also sadness. enjoy life, with burdens and hardship but with people that will help lighten your load with joy. live is all the advice I can offer. the decision is yours. I'll keep carrying my load until the end, I hope you can do the same.
This song brought tears to my eyes...I never had this feeling before in my life..I can feel the sadness and my heart is aching for some reason. When I hear this song I imagine all the people suffering from depression...I dont know why Im feeling this way..This song grabbed my heart right out of my chest....Why am I crying my eyes out? it feels as if this song just opened up the story of my life...
iv been bullied, someone close to me has died, iv had a lot of fake freinds. i cant help but think how useless i am to this world. all of my problems still go on, death,sorrow,pain.these things happen everyday,sometimes not to me but someone else on earth. burdens are hard to carry and mine is crushing me.sadness and pain burns and scars these are some the bad things every person on this earth carries but, the weight is always diffrent. alot of things in this world are sad and we experince alot
I do laugh and smile from time to time, but right when it matters the most, I have noone to talk to, to express myself to, and my online friends keep stabbing me in the back.
I feel ridiculus, thinking this selfishly about myself, but I can't find any reason to live anymore.
I never felt like anything or anyone have reached out to me, even though I've countlessly tried to express my depression and loneliness.
I can't even bring the sorrow out, through tears.
Wow. This really hit home. This song reminds me of myself 5 years ago, when I felt this way. But one day my mom started prying at me to get me to communicate until i finally opened up. I let her know how I was feeling and how I was having suicidal thoughts. She and my dad are still helping me to work through my problems, but I feel much more happier today. Talking to a parent, close relative, friend, or even to a school counselor will help more than you know. You don't know it, but someone cares
I have so many words to say about this song, but I'll say this: stop being another sob story, become a laughing story instead. (The commentors you read on here have most likely been through this or are going through this. I've been through it. Lighten up, you're not alone, ask for help. But you can decide what you do with your life. I'm sure you can figure it out.) ((oh and, don't wait for prince charming, he usually shows up near the happy ending part :B))
i think i understand how she feels i sometimes feel this way too, I've never really tried suicide but I think about it every now and then, of course i could never do it even if i tried
I must admit, this song is amazing, but I couldn't even pay full attention to it. That picture is absolutely perfect, and one of the best pictures I've seen for any of these videos <(^.^<)
Thanks everyone... Ive never had this much supprt before, not from my sisters, friends, family, nothing. Now Ive gotten everything from strangers. Thanks again.
@TheOtakuReligion Um, I know that you're probably done with reading all these comments, but I'd like to quote the movie Hugo.
"I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason. And that means you have to be here for some reason too."
Dont ever forget your self worth, you may mean nothing to one person but you mean the world to another. Heck,theres no point in crying or being sad just cause you think no one will care. and if thats the case if no one cares then you should just be happy anyway cause your just wasting your life,lifes too short, and some people dont even get the chance to live cause they werent as lucky as you are right now. The only person you need and can count for sure is you, and just keep moving foward.
Rin.... no words can describe how much i wish i could reach out to you. Im so sorry and i know exactly what your going through.... i just cant.... im speechless
@Haloanime it must have been weird to lose a friend so close, but I think I understand what you with this no feeling as if nothing changed, there's no heart aches or cries.
I think we all recognize this song and we decide to share our feelings and thoughts with everyone. its like some kind of connection.
please correct me if I'm wrong, I'm not good with emotions and humans and stuff. >.<
Can people stop commenting about there depression?! :L sure it's bad but u don't have 2 spread it to the world, and 4 the "insane" people watching this, stop watching things that depress u and try get a psycologist if ur that bad and not just exadurating/making it up. 4 the people who r just feelin' a bit lost or upset.., listen to the song and enjoy the song/words.
@AdamChan318 If i could pick one word to describe your comment it would be Heartless. Ever heard of a "cry for help"? These people are hurting, and you just tell them to shut up? Its people like you that cause them to feel like this. You should be ashamed of yourself.
@GirFan219 I didn't say shut up i'm just telling them 2 not spread it their depression like the guy with the top comment :L Like if I knew em personally I would help but on the internet....not rly :L People who r rly sad/depressed should go c a psycologist and try to help themselfs... Cause sitting there being sry 4 urself will get u no progress.
@AdamChan318 not everyone can get help for themselves, some people cant afford those things and others may be young like me and as sad as it is have parents where it doesnt matter what you say or do they ignore it and refuse to help you. im pretty sure i have deppresion and i told my parents, and they told me i was just making up excuses to behave badly. that has made it worse, i love my parents but i also hate them for being so ignorant.
@PsychoStickFigures I c... I'm in ur posistion 2, kinda, no friends or anything.... But I still go on living.. I don't need 2 share my pains, not like I have any1 2 share it with.. Eh, I c ur points but people rly don't have 2 share their sadness with the world...
(and other cultures as well), no one can deny that it has created a beautiful thing right here through YouTube comments on a song by a Japanese voice synthesizer, of all places.
It is creating a union between people like us.
Thank goodness for Vocaloid. -3
~Moss
PS: If anyone needs someone to sit there and listen, I'm all ears. I'll help in any way possible. ^^
It seems as though most people stumbling across this song feel as if it is speaking to them...me included. There are so many of us out there: the lost, the lonely, the suffering. However, thanks to this song, I have learned that I am not the only one in this world and in the Vocaloid world feeling this pain. I see so many people comforting each other, sharing their pains, and meeting new people in similar tough situations.
No matter how much Anime and Vocaloid is shunned in the American culture
I always have this empty feeling inside as if I have no emotions. I don't understand my friends why they cry, i don't understand how love feels, I'v never cried at a funeral which i deeply regrets since it disrespectful and i'm not sure if i'm happy together with my friends.
when i talk about my emotionless side i always laugh it off and say "I married my computer and became a robot" or "I'm an emo, emos have no emotions", but i don' know why.
@LegendaryGirlK I understand this feeling all to well.......My friends are my life, i can't live with out them, but what am i when on the national day of my country a friend of mine got run over by 2 cars and died, i didn't even cry....i couldn't cry....i have no idea as to why...not even sure why i tell you/the rest of the world this =/
@greengatorproduction Continued: Almost every person I know that "care" about me and try to "help" me are liars. Heck to numb my pain I even drew sad pictures and create stuffed dolls but the pain always comes back. I always said to myself that If I died right now i wouldn't have to suffer through this but some things keep preventing me from killing myself. All I wanted was for things to go back to normal but hey who ever said that wishes comes true if they never do?
@greengatorproduction it's kind of hard though because ever since my parents divorced each other after many arguements I just locked myself away. That happened when I was around 3 or 4 and this year I'm barely turning 12. Sure I give out real smiles from time to time but there's so much drama in my life even right now that it's too much to handle. Especially my ex-friends would always be a b***** to me and I would get teased and stuff. I actully wanted to die because of all this drama :(
Dang........before I watched this I would always think about commiting suicide but now that I watched this I'm still in process of not being all depressed and stuff...
@vocaloidqueen1 you just havent found your reason for living yet. it took me 6 years to find them. I know how you feel. its not that im telling you to keep living its just that you should wait a year and see, then wait another, and another untill it comes to you. if you still dont have a reason after 70 years then die cuz at least you'll be too old to regret things.
continued: It's impossible to suffer forever, there will be days when you have a genuine smile and not like the one you fake everyday. I couldn't smile for many years untill i met them and yes i have tried to kill myself but with the little hope that i had for a better tomorrow eventually came true. your time will come, to realize the reason you stayed.
@LukaCrosszeria13, thank you.... Uh... I really wouldn't say that. Sure I don't know people, and I really do want to help them, but I'm much too selfish to do anything if it happens in front of me. I can't help them because of my selfishness and cowardness but I try. @ChibiVamp232, you are very right. If you kill yourself, the bullies win. I admire your opinion. You are very right. But I WILL punch you if you think about killing yourself. ^_^
Sad... I have a friend that used to go to a really bad school, filled with bullies, and she was always the one being bullied. She didn't like it (ho would?). Then she moved to my school, and now she has tons of friends. She's still alive and happy, so why commit suicide?
Guys, trust me. Bullying is nothing to commit suicide over. I realize that yes, it can be bad, but think this way. You dont want them to win. You probably hate them.
Bullies usually bully others because they're having tough times. Hey, maybe their abused at home. But look. They arent thinking suicide. Im not saying bullies are good, Im just saying you have to be strong. And if you commit suicide, who really wins? You, or them?
@Ravenfeather3 I never thought there would be someone out there, who thinks like this. I'm really impressed and it just makes me feel good to know that people like you really exist who help others with their problems even though they don't know them. Makes me believe in a better world :)
Just as a note to all people out there: you do have a reason to live! The Lord Jesus Christ died for you and he loves you! If you believe he is the one and only son of God, and that he died so that you do not have to anything to go to heaven but believe in him, you can be saved and nothing you do can change that!!!
@ninjascrag i get what your trying to say, but I CAN'T LEAVE MY LIFE IN THE HANDS OF SOMETHING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT EXIST! Sorry for yelling, but i was a christian at one point and time, then the seeds of doubt formed, then through much stress over the thought of his existence i came to a final conclusion that my life would be better suited to a dammed machine so i looked towards suicide. the rest is in an earlier comment.
Aw man you dont even want to know how many times ive attempted suicide its not even funny or even scary at that point just desperate and insane gosh...
@TheOtakuReligion please don't try it anymore. there are people that love you and will always be with you. i know i may seem wierd for just randomly poppiong up and telling you this, but it's the truth. also, if your friends and family knew you were doing this to yourself, how do you think that would make them feel? please don't get mad at me for saying this but that is actually a selfish descision. if you die, who do you think would hurt the most?
Hey, i don't have a clue who you are, but let me tell you. You have a purpose on this earth, and you have a life to fulfill. There are people who need you more than you know. Don't let that slip your mind. Your life may be rough right now, but there are good things ahead if you can just make the choices you need to. Don't end your life, though. You may not feel it, but it would bring grief to many.
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The 1st time heard this i cried to hard. Every lyric, every single bit is me. "Why am I breathing? If only I could stop breathing painlessly." "The people that pass by, are they making fun of me?" omgosh I was about to attempt suicide when I heard this. It's so beautiful and so me. I'm emo and I was cutting myself when I heard this as soon as I finished the video I dropped the knife and was crying so hard atleast someone understands...
cassandsambesties 17 hours ago
Can you give me the page to vsq? T.T
carito728 19 hours ago
Don't worry Rin! We'll be your friends!
Player161198 20 hours ago
By 'the other me', does she mean Len?
This song nearly made me cry, it's so beautiful.
Player161198 20 hours ago
@kagaminefangirl1
What the heck does this song have to do with slipt personality? I don't think you know what that means.
misteryA555 1 day ago
it's funny, my friends recommended this song to me because I have a split personality, and i love this song! it's going to be my theme song for a long time
kagaminefangirl1 2 days ago
I do feel like the song, it is not like i dont have anyone by my side but i jist feel lost, i dont think more about a future and the more painful thing is that i look back and i see a girl who was happy and dreams ans now i dont have thwm anymore, like in the song i dont know why i push people away, i really dont know what im expecting to someone to help me, i know that i have to do something with my life but i just cant ¡
mariananime 4 days ago
Aw it's so touching </3
aresting1 6 days ago
can u and the romaji lyrics to the video? i like to sing along sometimes :>
j3llyb3ar7 6 days ago
This will be the the theme song for my life :'>
j3llyb3ar7 6 days ago in playlist Memorize
Wow at the amount of replies i got anyway sorry i was half asleep and pissed wasn't really thinking about it didn't mean to offend any 1 so stop buging me ppl thats cheap ganging on me like that ~_~
giedrius233 6 days ago
This is going to be the theme song for my life :'>
j3llyb3ar7 6 days ago in playlist Memorize
idiots and imbeciles that find they need to yell at people for how they feel. this video has it.
shisumi1 6 days ago
i dont understand why people are angry when they say sad stuff. i mean not everyones life is they same and if it dosnt apply to you then go away and let people feel sad.
lenfangirl312 1 week ago
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aresting1 1 week ago
ANIME + MY TRUE SELF = SHUGO CHARA!
LenXHika 1 week ago
ilove dis TT
prettypettysarrow 1 week ago
my only friend used 2 b my dog brutis and he died shortly after of parvo so now im alone cuz my friends dont understand at all and they can b bitches at times cuz they kinda r all that.....
hotmadi101 1 week ago
@hotmadi101 I'm sorry to hear about your dog, I know i would be devestated if the same happened to my dog. And if that is your perspective of your friends then they aren't your true friends. Leave them and go find others, because I prom ise, there is somebody, on the Internet or in your school, who will accept you for who you are, and love you for it. And don't forget, the Vocaloids are here for you too!
XxepicninjafangirlxX 1 week ago
@XxepicninjafangirlxX ty ill start looking then thanks again rlly helped! =)
hotmadi101 1 week ago
@hotmadi101 aww thats so sad. DX i know how you feel
lenfangirl312 1 week ago
@lenfangirl312 ya
hotmadi101 5 days ago
just gota say this straight now .. i hear allot of people talking about suicide and PAIN if you want to suicide there always was a way to suicide without pain but i doubt that there would be anything left out of your body using the simple method yes i mean jump out of high floor building try hiting face to the floor when falling i doubt you would even feel pain ..
giedrius233 1 week ago
@giedrius233 How dare you post something like this on here!? There are people on this video that are confessing feelings that need to be heard by someone if no one else will listen and you "gotta say it straight" how jumping off a building is painless. It is most certainly not. Psychologically it is horrible. Please think before you say something like this again...ANYWHERE.
TheAnimalGirl77 1 week ago 2
@giedrius233 The PAIN everyone is talking about is how much LIVING hurts. I'm sure that most people don't give a flying fuck how much it should hurt when killing yourself. And why are you even encouraging people to do something so horrible?
soraroxas02 1 week ago
@giedrius233 Erm.. one, It's not the falling that kills you, it's the sudden stop. Two, Yes, that WOULD hurt. Three, There still would be a body left, no matter how high the building was.. unless it was into space, then while falling you'd burn, if you even live to the falling point. Besides, why're you telling people about a suicide without pain for them to kill themselves, or even suicide on a vid that doesn't even talk about it?
hhhhhh9998 1 week ago
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I Cant stop crying.. :'(
SalsaChan14 1 week ago 2
the pain that some poeple feel is so overwhelming that life dosent matter.bulling is not just hiting or pianful words it is also exclusion.Some people feel like they are'nt welcome or not wanted because of these things.they may feel different and like they are'nt normal.the truth is we are all not normal.we are all different and special in our own way.dont let the words of others or the pain they put on you stop you.please go on.if you know these things are goin on stand up for wat is right
VocaloidPals 1 week ago
And its not easy to step away in digitals. Try marrying someone in maplestory
lubylime 2 weeks ago
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lubylime 2 weeks ago
This song make me cry so bad right now ;A;
NekoCianXIII 2 weeks ago
I feel exactly like this song. My friends are mean to me so I'm not their friends anymore so my only friends are online now. Sometimes it feels like no one cares about me.
ehmpke5 2 weeks ago
@ehmpke5
C: I'm here for you :D Need to talk?
erreve1120 1 week ago
yeah... i always asking myself what is my propose on earth or if i die would someone cry for me .
xxxiloveanime12xxx 2 weeks ago
I wrote note saying I want to die eventually my mom found it she said your born for a reason if you die then you can ruin many people inside so don't be selfish you peeps should do the same
mrskady100 2 weeks ago
Everyday I start to drift away I don't know who I am anymore I look at my old self a girl who's always happy and hyper but now I feel alone and my friends are changing they ask me wats wrong I just smile and laugh and say nothing
mrskady100 2 weeks ago
I really like this boy, once but he and I we were childhood friends. Then one day he suddenly started to ignore me like I wasn't there. He started to hang around this one girl all of a sudden(she was popular). Now I'm staring to get bullied all of a sudden by people who I thought were my friends.
AkumaRin1 2 weeks ago
This song is a good explanation of my life, I used to have friends but they all moved away so I was always left alone I did make friends but once I got to middle school they all left me by then I was used to it and didn't talk much but now that I do have friends I feel hollow inside I laugh and make jokes but i don't feel anything now I have to pretend to be different for my friends but I can't be the real me and now I'm wishing that I could still be friends with my old friends because they get
sophiebird12 2 weeks ago
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, check out my playlist! XD
LotusMelody 2 weeks ago in playlist The Best Of Vocaloid
...i dont know if i post here...
but ...this song is so touching...
i was feeling like this, i think this song is talking of the past of some people
who wants to forgot
....
<3
ReiKagamine 2 weeks ago 3
@ManGa4eVerL same
ChinaTown4000 2 weeks ago
This was me, only last year, and sometimes... I still feel like that. But I'm getting better. ^^
ManGa4eVerL 2 weeks ago
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StarRoseQuartzz 3 weeks ago
this is an other song about me but i only have a couple of friends
2TalentedTwinsTV 3 weeks ago
The truth, I was suicidal. I didn't tell my parents or sibling. I didn't tell anyone. I don't like to be worried about. My parent and siblings are overprotective
over me because I'm the youngest. I just felt alone. I had friends but I just felt so different from them.
I transfered after that. I went to a school I went to when I was younger.
I met all my old friends and my best friend. I'm happier now then back then.
I'm still sad but I hide it and put on a smile for their sake.
-Thank You :)
AkumaRin1 3 weeks ago 5
@AkumaRin1 i feel the same way. i met a girl who's important to me so i try and smile for her! :)
nightmare7219 3 weeks ago in playlist vocaloids rule!
@nightmare7219
So this girl you like her then??
AkumaRin1 2 weeks ago
somebody needs to make a yowane haku version of this asap
valkerymillenia 3 weeks ago
I use to be alone until I stopped pushing and put on an actor always being happy and made so many friends until I realized I was killing myself and after talking with one of my very close friends she's helping everyone see the real so everyone understand that's not me!!!!!! I cry I feel anger and I feel lonely I'm not always happy stop please stop and let me be me . . . . . . . . Thank you iggy
ChinaTown4000 3 weeks ago
Guys... You have all such a difficult live. And i really get your choises but, somtimes if you need help just say it. Some people will get you feelings and help you. It is difficult but it is about, the best way. I had a quite hard time to and one day i just bursted out crying at school when my teacher was talking with me. We talked fot a while and i fell a lot better since thet. It was not easy and i didn't cried on purpose but it worked out well. So guys please don't do stupid things.
famkevanzwol 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
Im just really sad i lost a best friend over a stupid fight,and she's been ignoring me for 2 months now.I apologized like 20 times. And she thinks i dont care so she said she was gonna move on because i was acting happy,but really i felt like dying even after 2 months. And what hurts is that she was happy i was out of her life because her friends comforted her. When no one really knew how i felt.
Bunnie080 3 weeks ago
@Bunnie080
If she was your real best friend she would have forgiven you by now.
I remember when I almost lost my friend.
We fought over something we couldn't even remember (for short).
Remember that if you can't even remeber what the fight was about its not worth fighting about!!!!!!!!! :)
AkumaRin1 3 weeks ago
anyone who really needs to find someone to talk can look for me at chatango.. chatango (dot) com
my username is: aleyp63
aleyp63 3 weeks ago
@thitvienxienque: Yes but you have to way until summer because I got a lot of test lately
Sec4899 3 weeks ago
I hate my life. Everyday I see my friends get boyfriends and not me. (not that I want one, it just makes me feel rejected) My closest friend keeps on telling people to glomp me (or something like that) I see my mirror image, and by that I mean a boy who is just like me, smile and laugh with his friends... It may look as if I smile, but I force myself to so no one would worry. I don't cry, for some reason. I stare out into the sky, as if I might just fall and die. Right now, I'm a husk of a girl
IcyIce360 3 weeks ago
@IcyIce360
I know what you mean... :(
AkumaRin1 2 weeks ago
Rin if you died tomorrow I would be bawling my eyes out, my friends would cry with me but the might have to keep me from doing something stupid like jumping off a cliff or junk, also if i meet a real life rin i will love her like a sister. Rinny. don't you ever die!
carley803 3 weeks ago
anyone have the piano sheet for this
TheMusa200 3 weeks ago
@Ravenfeather3 well then if it's ok then could I talk with you......
ysuron123 4 weeks ago
i feelthe same way..
32peachygurl23 4 weeks ago
my life is this song
nono66b 4 weeks ago
Continued: If you have a problem I'll solve it for you. There's no need for you all to suffer, when I'm not, so I'll take your pain for you. I realize that that sounds kinda arrogant, but I don't want to see you all suffer. Please, give me your pain instead of keeping it inside. I hate to see you all suffer; I hate it. Sorry if that sounds bad; I'm just a bad person. Sorry for taking your time.
Ravenfeather3 4 weeks ago
Hello again. This isn't my first time watching this video, but this time, as I was scanning the comments, I noticed that other people on here are trying to make you feel better.Whether they have experienced it or not, they care about you, even though they may not know you. If you feel bad, you can talk to me about it because even though I know none of you, I will try my best to to help you out. If you want to cry, I'll cry for you. If you want to shout, I'll shout for you.
Ravenfeather3 4 weeks ago
I love how the only people who can truly express the pain that many feel "Aren't real" if someone says that the vocaloids aren't real after hearing this they have no heart.
music4lifecovergirl 1 month ago
I tried not to cry from watching this.. I mean, this reminds me of last year.. It was just like me.. and now even though I'm significantly better than I was (thanks to my best friends Britt and Len [yes, we call her len]) but, even now that I'm better this is exactly how I think sometimes )':
TinaWillEatYou 1 month ago in playlist 初音ミク And others :3 3
"If only I could stop breathing painlessly"... Reminds me of me a few years ago, when I was being bullied every day, and wished to die, but feared the pain that comes with suicide.
NatNizaki 1 month ago 57
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TheEmmagirl123456789 1 month ago
@NatNizaki don't give up...I have tried to commite it once...but I relized that6 it was stupid I would hurt all my friends and family who I love..
TheEmmagirl123456789 1 month ago
@NatNizaki that happen to me five years of being lonly and close to sucide
YazooAndZexionsfan 5 days ago
The only time I actually feel good is when I listen to this song. I had 5 suicide attempts before but I always chickened out. :'( I don't know why I'm forced to go though my life like this. I mean, every awake moment is torture for me, can't I have et least a little sympathy?! Then I found this song. Even without looking at the subbtitles this song fills me inside. Thank you Vocaloid, you will be remembered. :')
~Tina
LotusMelody 1 month ago 2
ur sooo good
cmtrocks330 1 month ago
Love is harder to find when you're gay, because you fear what if the person you like isnt gay? Then you are stuck with an empty confession, and an akward gap between friendship if it was your friend
teeny13021 1 month ago 6
@teeny13021 I know exactly how you feel right now. I'm crushing on my best friend and I don't want anything to ruin our friendship. It crushes me knowing that he most likely has no feelings towards me, but it gives me joy every time he says he'll be there for me. It gets me by day by day just to hear him say that to me. It gives a reason to keep going and to not give up on myself. If they're really a good friend then they'll understand those feelings. That's what I'm hoping for.
DragonPengy 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
@teeny13021 honestly gay people are the bravest peeps there are so u r brave =)
hotmadi101 1 week ago
This is kinda like my life story....When I first moved into a new town,I decided to change my personality in order to fit in,because my real personality is shy and timid. I became sadistic and loud eventually and I tried to change back into my real self,but my 'friends' left me because they didn't like that side of me. Now I'm all alone.
UshagiFtw 1 month ago 4
@UshagiFtw That's me. But I was in a new school, and I tried to stay true to myself when I wanted to fit in. Instead i was just left alone because I was 'weird', liked Vocaloids and was part otaku.
AmberStar209 1 month ago 3
@AmberStar209 me 2 but idc wt pplz think of me!
hotmadi101 1 month ago
@UshagiFtw they r just jealous and arnt ur real friends also this may sound awkward but shy people have more moe <3 lolz
hotmadi101 1 week ago
@hotmadi101 ^^; Uhmm..okays then...(Its fine..usually I get called cute for being shy)
UshagiFtw 1 day ago
the saddest part is that this song is my life
nono66b 1 month ago
Unfortunately in this society, especially in American and British society, there are lovers and users. To be a lover you need to wade through the users in life to find a fellow lover. And I'll be honest, although I would class myself as a lover I can't trust anyone completely anymore, because of the bullying I had at school, having once been turned out my own home, and having my heart broken. And the reason why so many people break hearts out there, because people take others for granted
Animeftwnyan 1 month ago 3
@Animeftwnyan so true i cant trust anyone here not even my mother.....i always make others laugh even though i dont actually feel that way.....i some times think tht i was born at the wrong time and place,,,,and i dont know why but i rather hallow and empty than feel anything..no one actually wants to hear my opinion and so i sometimes think i might go mad......
mikikurin 1 month ago in playlist Watch Later Playlist 2
@mikikurin Laughing is the best way to cover up emotional numbness. Everyone else sees me as a person who is always smiling, laughing and joking, yet protective. I don't want to hurt others so I put on a strong act, inside I'm just broken and numb. Me and my family barely talk anymore, but I'm obliged to live to their standards until I can get enough money to move out. Never again do I want to be homeless, there are people that would help me but I don't want to burdan people financially
Animeftwnyan 1 month ago 28
I'm the same as Rin here...
SINcereSong 1 month ago
PEOPLE, DONT GIVE UP ON LIFE!!!! get this through ur heads, PEOPLE DO CARE ABOUT U!!!!! Please....... dont give up. i thought about ending my life more then a couple of times. i will do something great some day and U WILL TOO!!!!!! please live on!!!! please......
VocaloidPals 1 month ago
i give up at life i give up
l4dwatcher 1 month ago
For everyone, there are times where you may loose hope, but please continue on. All of us hav a purpose, though it may not be clear what it is a the moment, u will find that purpose soon. Please go on my friends, because if u died today i would cry for u. Live on and dont let anything stop you!!!!
VocaloidPals 1 month ago
i used to feel like this a lot (and i mean A LOT) but i dnt plan on throwing my life away... at least just be watching over the people u love a lot even if they might not love back... in a way you could protect them... and all of u will find someone important in the future so dnt worry.... also u guys should all live your life thankfully that u have a life to live and that you have abilities to make friends, etc... unlike animals they cant do as much as humans... so yea
yumisy111 1 month ago
Sad story bro
mathmad2008 1 month ago
STOP WITH THE DRAMATIC STUFF GUYS! YOUR HERE FOR A REASON, DON'T JUST THROW YOUR LIFE AWAY!
1Ciel1Phantomhive1 1 month ago
I actually started crying about a minute and a half into the video, because it described exactly how I felt before I met my "important person." I used to ask myself the same questions and have the same thoughts.
But now I've found someone who loves me and cares about me, and I feel I might just have purpose in this world, even if it is only to keep this one person happy.
JustAnotherAnimeFan 1 month ago
It's like I a taling...looking at these lyrics.....I am soo lonley...yet I push people away so often....why AM I breathing???
TheEmmagirl123456789 1 month ago
@TheEmmagirl123456789 don't throw your life away, you can hurt other people by doing that :(
1Ciel1Phantomhive1 1 month ago
No One Deserving to die. By Killing Yourself you can hurt people emotionally, if you do kill yourself knowing this then your heartless.
1Ciel1Phantomhive1 1 month ago
so sad T_T
waterflybug 1 month ago
Oh crap... Why the hell depressed songs make you try to compare your life in that? People, this is a ballad of someone who was that sad before composing/listening the song. Even I tried to compare my life to it, but just in a while I noticed what I was doing to myself...
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Well, I won't try to compare me on other people's songs anymore... Try to do it too, bunchs of depressed people.
JoaoMarcosSouza2 1 month ago
This song is so sad I feel like this song and no more by miku kind of discribe my life in the past and a little now ecpseccialy about my feelings in the past bit only a little now
peacebffs1 1 month ago
of it but there is also happines and joy. things in life that peaple love and draw comfort from. people are one of these things. I take joy in a lot of things but also sadness. enjoy life, with burdens and hardship but with people that will help lighten your load with joy. live is all the advice I can offer. the decision is yours. I'll keep carrying my load until the end, I hope you can do the same.
MonochromeInsane 1 month ago
This song brought tears to my eyes...I never had this feeling before in my life..I can feel the sadness and my heart is aching for some reason. When I hear this song I imagine all the people suffering from depression...I dont know why Im feeling this way..This song grabbed my heart right out of my chest....Why am I crying my eyes out? it feels as if this song just opened up the story of my life...
MelonixRukia 1 month ago
iv been bullied, someone close to me has died, iv had a lot of fake freinds. i cant help but think how useless i am to this world. all of my problems still go on, death,sorrow,pain.these things happen everyday,sometimes not to me but someone else on earth. burdens are hard to carry and mine is crushing me.sadness and pain burns and scars these are some the bad things every person on this earth carries but, the weight is always diffrent. alot of things in this world are sad and we experince alot
MonochromeInsane 1 month ago
I find this truthfully hurting...
I do laugh and smile from time to time, but right when it matters the most, I have noone to talk to, to express myself to, and my online friends keep stabbing me in the back.
I feel ridiculus, thinking this selfishly about myself, but I can't find any reason to live anymore.
I never felt like anything or anyone have reached out to me, even though I've countlessly tried to express my depression and loneliness.
I can't even bring the sorrow out, through tears.
hagenisse 1 month ago
waffle? (v*o*)>#
hatsunemikufan10101 1 month ago
It's actually originally by Miku, not Kaito
animeluvr5555 1 month ago
I was crying. The whole time. :c Made me think of my life.
FullmetalZeldacat 1 month ago
Wow... This is just so touching. Rin, we all know that Len would be crying if you disappeared one day.
Everybody else who felt this way, just know there will also be someone there crying for you, weather you realize it or not. Never give up guys!
IsuzuFlower 1 month ago 72
Wow. This really hit home. This song reminds me of myself 5 years ago, when I felt this way. But one day my mom started prying at me to get me to communicate until i finally opened up. I let her know how I was feeling and how I was having suicidal thoughts. She and my dad are still helping me to work through my problems, but I feel much more happier today. Talking to a parent, close relative, friend, or even to a school counselor will help more than you know. You don't know it, but someone cares
MeeshaMeeshaPup 1 month ago
Depressing much?? :c -- <3 to the Kagamine twins
maddywolfson12 1 month ago
I have so many words to say about this song, but I'll say this: stop being another sob story, become a laughing story instead. (The commentors you read on here have most likely been through this or are going through this. I've been through it. Lighten up, you're not alone, ask for help. But you can decide what you do with your life. I'm sure you can figure it out.) ((oh and, don't wait for prince charming, he usually shows up near the happy ending part :B))
Eeveeeve 1 month ago
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Eeveeeve 1 month ago
KAITO and rin have been stalking me..just what this song says is what I feel and what actually happens to me...
celelely 1 month ago
i think i understand how she feels i sometimes feel this way too, I've never really tried suicide but I think about it every now and then, of course i could never do it even if i tried
Ravenwings19 1 month ago
I must admit, this song is amazing, but I couldn't even pay full attention to it. That picture is absolutely perfect, and one of the best pictures I've seen for any of these videos <(^.^<)
tmacandcheese1 1 month ago
Thanks everyone... Ive never had this much supprt before, not from my sisters, friends, family, nothing. Now Ive gotten everything from strangers. Thanks again.
~Ivy~
TheOtakuReligion 1 month ago 82
@TheOtakuReligion Um, I know that you're probably done with reading all these comments, but I'd like to quote the movie Hugo.
"I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason. And that means you have to be here for some reason too."
eviethebunny 1 month ago 4
@TheOtakuReligion sometimes a complete stranger can make you feel better inside than someone you know.
MegaAnimeFlame 1 month ago 3
Dont ever forget your self worth, you may mean nothing to one person but you mean the world to another. Heck,theres no point in crying or being sad just cause you think no one will care. and if thats the case if no one cares then you should just be happy anyway cause your just wasting your life,lifes too short, and some people dont even get the chance to live cause they werent as lucky as you are right now. The only person you need and can count for sure is you, and just keep moving foward.
Bunnie080 1 month ago
I didn't cry... T_T
iiKagamineLen 1 month ago
this is like a ballad of a very depressed person .... T_T
Deathnote990 1 month ago
im crying.....rin just put my life into words
animecutie312 1 month ago
Wanna Die - Hatsune Miku
icee641 1 month ago
I feel the same way Rin
Talimwind22 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
Rin.... no words can describe how much i wish i could reach out to you. Im so sorry and i know exactly what your going through.... i just cant.... im speechless
GirFan219 1 month ago
"I bet nobody would be crying for me."
Dear Rin,
I'm sobbing for you.
SilverGrayDragon 1 month ago
It's creepy how some Vocaloid songs seem to take the lyrics right out of how you're feeling or what you're thinking...
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TheNightowl55 1 month ago
@Haloanime
ignore the what.
LegendaryGirlK 1 month ago
@Haloanime it must have been weird to lose a friend so close, but I think I understand what you with this no feeling as if nothing changed, there's no heart aches or cries.
I think we all recognize this song and we decide to share our feelings and thoughts with everyone. its like some kind of connection.
please correct me if I'm wrong, I'm not good with emotions and humans and stuff. >.<
LegendaryGirlK 1 month ago
Can people stop commenting about there depression?! :L sure it's bad but u don't have 2 spread it to the world, and 4 the "insane" people watching this, stop watching things that depress u and try get a psycologist if ur that bad and not just exadurating/making it up. 4 the people who r just feelin' a bit lost or upset.., listen to the song and enjoy the song/words.
AdamChan318 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@AdamChan318 If i could pick one word to describe your comment it would be Heartless. Ever heard of a "cry for help"? These people are hurting, and you just tell them to shut up? Its people like you that cause them to feel like this. You should be ashamed of yourself.
GirFan219 1 month ago 2
@GirFan219 I didn't say shut up i'm just telling them 2 not spread it their depression like the guy with the top comment :L Like if I knew em personally I would help but on the internet....not rly :L People who r rly sad/depressed should go c a psycologist and try to help themselfs... Cause sitting there being sry 4 urself will get u no progress.
AdamChan318 1 month ago
@AdamChan318 not everyone can get help for themselves, some people cant afford those things and others may be young like me and as sad as it is have parents where it doesnt matter what you say or do they ignore it and refuse to help you. im pretty sure i have deppresion and i told my parents, and they told me i was just making up excuses to behave badly. that has made it worse, i love my parents but i also hate them for being so ignorant.
PsychoStickFigures 1 month ago
@PsychoStickFigures I c... I'm in ur posistion 2, kinda, no friends or anything.... But I still go on living.. I don't need 2 share my pains, not like I have any1 2 share it with.. Eh, I c ur points but people rly don't have 2 share their sadness with the world...
AdamChan318 1 month ago
...Rin sing's this 100x better :L
AdamChan318 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
(and other cultures as well), no one can deny that it has created a beautiful thing right here through YouTube comments on a song by a Japanese voice synthesizer, of all places.
It is creating a union between people like us.
Thank goodness for Vocaloid. -3
~Moss
PS: If anyone needs someone to sit there and listen, I'm all ears. I'll help in any way possible. ^^
MosstarKitteh 1 month ago
It seems as though most people stumbling across this song feel as if it is speaking to them...me included. There are so many of us out there: the lost, the lonely, the suffering. However, thanks to this song, I have learned that I am not the only one in this world and in the Vocaloid world feeling this pain. I see so many people comforting each other, sharing their pains, and meeting new people in similar tough situations.
No matter how much Anime and Vocaloid is shunned in the American culture
MosstarKitteh 1 month ago
@Karin1282 well if you ever need someone to talk or vent to I'm always here
ZetsusTehMan 1 month ago
omg... it happen to me too !! :(
DjEwo0 1 month ago
I always have this empty feeling inside as if I have no emotions. I don't understand my friends why they cry, i don't understand how love feels, I'v never cried at a funeral which i deeply regrets since it disrespectful and i'm not sure if i'm happy together with my friends.
when i talk about my emotionless side i always laugh it off and say "I married my computer and became a robot" or "I'm an emo, emos have no emotions", but i don' know why.
LegendaryGirlK 1 month ago 2
@LegendaryGirlK I understand this feeling all to well.......My friends are my life, i can't live with out them, but what am i when on the national day of my country a friend of mine got run over by 2 cars and died, i didn't even cry....i couldn't cry....i have no idea as to why...not even sure why i tell you/the rest of the world this =/
Haloanime 1 month ago
I see a lot of sad comments on here... Remember to just keep truickin' because geeks will inherit the Earth.
DragonMaster56842 1 month ago
This also reminds me of some stuff from my past and my present but I can't help but to listen to this song
peacebffs1 1 month ago
So sad but I can't stop listening to it
peacebffs1 1 month ago
this song reminds me of all my suicide attempts... :(
gjhnfnh 1 month ago
@greengatorproduction Continued: Almost every person I know that "care" about me and try to "help" me are liars. Heck to numb my pain I even drew sad pictures and create stuffed dolls but the pain always comes back. I always said to myself that If I died right now i wouldn't have to suffer through this but some things keep preventing me from killing myself. All I wanted was for things to go back to normal but hey who ever said that wishes comes true if they never do?
vocaloidqueen1 1 month ago
@greengatorproduction it's kind of hard though because ever since my parents divorced each other after many arguements I just locked myself away. That happened when I was around 3 or 4 and this year I'm barely turning 12. Sure I give out real smiles from time to time but there's so much drama in my life even right now that it's too much to handle. Especially my ex-friends would always be a b***** to me and I would get teased and stuff. I actully wanted to die because of all this drama :(
vocaloidqueen1 1 month ago
Dang........before I watched this I would always think about commiting suicide but now that I watched this I'm still in process of not being all depressed and stuff...
vocaloidqueen1 1 month ago
@vocaloidqueen1
greengatorproduction 1 month ago
@vocaloidqueen1 you just havent found your reason for living yet. it took me 6 years to find them. I know how you feel. its not that im telling you to keep living its just that you should wait a year and see, then wait another, and another untill it comes to you. if you still dont have a reason after 70 years then die cuz at least you'll be too old to regret things.
greengatorproduction 1 month ago
@vocaloidqueen1
continued: It's impossible to suffer forever, there will be days when you have a genuine smile and not like the one you fake everyday. I couldn't smile for many years untill i met them and yes i have tried to kill myself but with the little hope that i had for a better tomorrow eventually came true. your time will come, to realize the reason you stayed.
greengatorproduction 1 month ago
I didn't feel anything while listening to Miku's version
Rin's version make me cry so much
sugar3be 1 month ago
@LukaCrosszeria13, thank you.... Uh... I really wouldn't say that. Sure I don't know people, and I really do want to help them, but I'm much too selfish to do anything if it happens in front of me. I can't help them because of my selfishness and cowardness but I try. @ChibiVamp232, you are very right. If you kill yourself, the bullies win. I admire your opinion. You are very right. But I WILL punch you if you think about killing yourself. ^_^
Ravenfeather3 1 month ago in playlist vocaloid
Sad... I have a friend that used to go to a really bad school, filled with bullies, and she was always the one being bullied. She didn't like it (ho would?). Then she moved to my school, and now she has tons of friends. She's still alive and happy, so why commit suicide?
24Artsygirl 1 month ago
So many arguments.
Guys, trust me. Bullying is nothing to commit suicide over. I realize that yes, it can be bad, but think this way. You dont want them to win. You probably hate them.
Bullies usually bully others because they're having tough times. Hey, maybe their abused at home. But look. They arent thinking suicide. Im not saying bullies are good, Im just saying you have to be strong. And if you commit suicide, who really wins? You, or them?
ChibiVamp232 1 month ago 4
Wow... I really wish they had this song in English... It really struck a cord with me...
IluvSoulEater 1 month ago 2
I've always seen this as a sad but hopeful song. Why is everyone talking about suicide?
AtlantisChildren 1 month ago 3
@AtlantisChildren Because that's what this song is about...
11YoPEEPS 1 month ago
@Ravenfeather3 I never thought there would be someone out there, who thinks like this. I'm really impressed and it just makes me feel good to know that people like you really exist who help others with their problems even though they don't know them. Makes me believe in a better world :)
LukaCrosszeria13 1 month ago
Just as a note to all people out there: you do have a reason to live! The Lord Jesus Christ died for you and he loves you! If you believe he is the one and only son of God, and that he died so that you do not have to anything to go to heaven but believe in him, you can be saved and nothing you do can change that!!!
ninjascrag 1 month ago
@ninjascrag i get what your trying to say, but I CAN'T LEAVE MY LIFE IN THE HANDS OF SOMETHING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT EXIST! Sorry for yelling, but i was a christian at one point and time, then the seeds of doubt formed, then through much stress over the thought of his existence i came to a final conclusion that my life would be better suited to a dammed machine so i looked towards suicide. the rest is in an earlier comment.
ZetsusTehMan 1 month ago
when she says the other me does she mean len( if so i cant see len yelling)
XObitoXSaviorX 1 month ago
Yeah it can be a little embarising to tell the world personal info
ZetsusTehMan 1 month ago
Aw man you dont even want to know how many times ive attempted suicide its not even funny or even scary at that point just desperate and insane gosh...
~Ivy (feels silly for telling the world this)~
TheOtakuReligion 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos 87
@TheOtakuReligion You should't feel like that. Go on, life worths it.
larininini 1 month ago
@TheOtakuReligion please don't try it anymore. there are people that love you and will always be with you. i know i may seem wierd for just randomly poppiong up and telling you this, but it's the truth. also, if your friends and family knew you were doing this to yourself, how do you think that would make them feel? please don't get mad at me for saying this but that is actually a selfish descision. if you die, who do you think would hurt the most?
MsValkyrie13 1 month ago 2
@TheOtakuReligion
Hey, i don't have a clue who you are, but let me tell you. You have a purpose on this earth, and you have a life to fulfill. There are people who need you more than you know. Don't let that slip your mind. Your life may be rough right now, but there are good things ahead if you can just make the choices you need to. Don't end your life, though. You may not feel it, but it would bring grief to many.
CaragaPwns 1 month ago 87
@CaragaPwns That was really sweet to say to them... your a good person.
kh1234able 1 month ago
@TheOtakuReligion same here, ive tried s