beautiful video as always .. thank you for your fine sentiments Vee =) we love you all here and we will always be behind you no matter what! hold on! I am glad that you keep still hope <3
those words you write is from your dark side that want to control you and make you hate life, don't say that you are never alone as i saw you have many freinds which care for you and your family so everything is fine as long you see the bright side in your life , everything is fine " smile to life , life smile to you " take care ^_^
I'm so sorry Vee. It takes more courage to turn back than it does to run away. You are one of the most amazing, kind, sweet, caring people I've ever met, and you don't deserve to feel like this. You have so many people that will support this, and I am just one of the many. You'll get through this, I know you will <3
Oh I'm so sorry sweetheart... I hope that things will get better soon. You can do this Vee, because you are my smart lovely girl and you have friends who love you!
Aw, Vee. I'm glad you're not running. So many run thinking it's the only thing they can do but it takes courage, a real person to say "No I'm not going to run from this." I applaud you for your courage and wisdom to face whatever you need to face.
*hugs* I can't say I know how you feel because I probably don't. Everyone's different and experiences different feelings but we're all alike in many ways too. When I read your description it reminded me how I became when my aunt died. I became empty and felt nothing. Things do get better, I promise you that. All wounds heal in time, they do. Just keep your chin up and never stop hoping. 'Cause if you give up, then what are you left with? Good luck sweets.:]
Vee, I know how you feel, I've felt it too. But honestly dear, I'm sure you can do this. Just don't give up. I'm here beside you, and I will support you no matter what. So continue to fight, you deserve happiness. *hugs*
Hi Vee, I now how you feel, I felt the same a couple a years of go and it is awful I know - But sweeti, behind every cloud there is a sunshine but all we need is patience and good friends by your side ;) then the light will come through - believe me.
One day I hope you can say you're hapy with your life because it's what you deserve! You truly are one of the most kindest people I have ever met and if I could, I would take all the pain away, just know that there are others who feel exactly like you do now and are struggling along with you - I feel your pain xxx
*Hugs* running away is never the answer, glad you are staying to face it. I know its hard, trust me I know. You have friends here. You can get through I know you can
I'm not going to say something like 'I know how you feel' because I don't. All I can say is that I''m here for you if you ever need anything and am only happy to help you. I don't hope you can get through this because I KNOW you will.
*Chandler and Joey hugs you, because that's the best kind of hug :) It's filled with looove*
...that I don't actually know your situation at all. ^^; So maybe I should not be making these assumptions at all.
But in any case, don't lose your sunlight, for it is what makes you the bright and beautiful person that you are! Hold onto it for as long as you can, because not everyone is such a lovely ball of sunshine as you, and it is definitely something that you should keep alive and treasure. n____n
My rant is now over. Feel better soon! I am here for you if you need anything. ♥
...you decided not too. Because even if you ran away from things, you would just have to face them again later. And then, if you had run away, you would be all alone. :C Though you realize that you have to face it, so that is good. And really, as long as you're trying, who can fault you for it? You're doing your best, so even if sometimes you do slip back into these "old ways", you do your best to get out of them again. At least, that is what I am gathering from your description, I guess...
I am currently sending you the largest of large internet hugs. And if I could, I would fly down to where you are and give you a real hug. Even though that would mean that your family would probably think I was some crazy stalker and get a restraining order against me. This is also ignoring the fact that I don't know where you live. But that is all okay, because the power of hugs will prevail against all odds!
All joking aside though, I hope that you do not run away, and I am glad that...
Talk to me honey :) Don't do anything rash, you have a big family that relys on and loves you, and you got me! n_n That was written beautifully, though, and this video was very pretty. Chin up, Cherub xxx
You'll be okay, sweetie, just keep fighting and don't lose yourself and never give up your sunlight. It may feel like life is working against you, but if you keep the sunlight and wings and magic, it makes it all worthwhile.
We all feel this way sometimes. It's okay--just let all out Vee. :)
Don't restrain it, just let all out, and all that'll be left afterwards is the good stuff. <3
In the meantime, I'm here to hold your hand every step of the way--because I won't be one of those people who disappears and will only show up once you've found yourself.
Because although I want to know that Vee once you've found her, I also want to know YOU in the meantime.
Everything will be okay Vee, Maybe not now, but in the future. I wish I could actually be there to give you a hug but I shall have to make do by giving you a great big virtual hug =) I hope you feel better soon, and I'm glad you feel you are improving, because what you think is what counts the most in the end.
Babes it's going to be alright *huge gummy bear huggles* We all feel this way at times, I know I have. You just have to pick yourself up, brush yourself off and hold your head up high. I know you can do it honey, I have faith in you. Aaaand don't forgot about how many people who love and care about you, especially me your epicly ass kickin' sidekick. lol Hope that made you at least crack a smile...cos when Vee is sad, it thunderstorms in Vicksterland. I love you bootiful! <333
"Unfortuantly, some of us don't have a person to say "stay," and we have to tell ourselves that. Sometimes that's a good thing though. Because if we didn't have the strength to keep going; to stay, running away would be pointless, no?"
Confusing, I know. But my friend told me this when I was ready to grab whatever I could and bolt. I figured it out in the end, but it's something you learn. Not teach.
I sincerely hope things work out for you, as they did for me.
@soon2Bfamous14 That's very good advice, you're very lucky your friend was there for you. They sound like a great person, to place in words such a wonderful lesson. And Vee, I hope you're okay sweetie, message me anytime you need to talk, you know I adore talking to you. :)
aww :( I'm soo sorry you feel this way Vee! You are SUCH a special person to not only me but also so many other people here on yt. Seriously everytime you comment or leave me a message it makes like my whole week. I LOVE you to death and it hurts me to see you in this pain. I'll be praying for you <3
Vee, You are never alone. Just get online and you can see for yourself the many people who love you and will work with you to solve your problem. Running away from an abusive home is what my wife did before she finished high school, and she went through hell until I hired her as an assistant. It can be done but it's very dangerous and difficult. I'd never recommend it because I've already got a wife and don't need another assistant. BTW the video is great.
You'll always have people to love and support you. Never fear. Will keep you in my prayers, because you're a pretty awesome and talented person. Never forget it. :)
*hug we all sometimes just need a hug and I know you barely know me but I got to tell you I will always be here and I'll try to help you. And if you don't want to share anything with me thats fine but I will always be here to lend up a hand and also if you just want to let go of your feelings just write or even type down all your feeling and just let it out it helps making those really helps you see how your suffering and see the problem so you can attack it hope you get through this :)
Oh believe me I felt the same way. truely its best to tell someone about it, makes it much easier. I hope you are alright, you are a very sweet person so don't let everything get you down, believe me I KNOW. I felt the same way. you should give a day to yourself, maybe take a walk or read your favorite book. *HUGS*
I hope you know how incredibly gifted you are at editing. You have this amazing power to put so much emotion into your videos. They're an absolute joy to watch, and they're so very heartfelt and touching. You're an incredibly talented person.
Oh, Vee, hang in there! I'm here if you want to talk about it. Promise I won't be ashamed. I'm no stranger to emotional distress, myself. *sends hugs across the Atlantic for you* <3
im sorry vee for what your going through, the truth is i wanna run away too but i cant its just not something i do, ive gotten more depressed through the months and i seem so different from the happy person i was, just want you to know we all love you and if u ever need someone to talk to, you can talk to me <3 Love you vee
Vee, you'll find balance I know you will :) Keep fighting. Never even THINK of giving up. It's not an option. I'm here, the SC girls are, and we all love you very much :) Never doubt that!
Vee.. I feel the VERY same way. I just want to run away from my problems that I need to face but its soo hard to do it alone. I need support & love from my dear friends like yourself & I just need a hug even once to know that someone cares about me. *huggles Vee a lot* Love u lots sweetie, xoxoxo's Allie ~
im back home wb...*hugs* im here for you dear :) you know i lurv you hun :))
DisneyPrincessDreams 1 year ago
slpendid :)
this is just soo wonderful i cant stop watching it!!
GeeWAYYlovee22 1 year ago
I think I have fallen in love with this video!:)
dianakhan 1 year ago
beautiful video as always .. thank you for your fine sentiments Vee =) we love you all here and we will always be behind you no matter what! hold on! I am glad that you keep still hope <3
AnzuHearts 1 year ago
Everyone else has put exactly what I wanted to say already, so I thought what you needed now... was a *HUG* <3 Lovely vid:)
Sibzlipz 1 year ago
those words you write is from your dark side that want to control you and make you hate life, don't say that you are never alone as i saw you have many freinds which care for you and your family so everything is fine as long you see the bright side in your life , everything is fine " smile to life , life smile to you " take care ^_^
hinata494 1 year ago
I'm so sorry Vee. It takes more courage to turn back than it does to run away. You are one of the most amazing, kind, sweet, caring people I've ever met, and you don't deserve to feel like this. You have so many people that will support this, and I am just one of the many. You'll get through this, I know you will <3
xsilvermistx 1 year ago
Oh I'm so sorry sweetheart... I hope that things will get better soon. You can do this Vee, because you are my smart lovely girl and you have friends who love you!
*hugs*
Pocalda 1 year ago
>D FUCK THEM ALL! I wish I knew more of what is going on but if you want to rant then COME ON OVER and message me ♥
Camillelang 1 year ago
Aw, Vee. I'm glad you're not running. So many run thinking it's the only thing they can do but it takes courage, a real person to say "No I'm not going to run from this." I applaud you for your courage and wisdom to face whatever you need to face.
I'm here for you girl. I love ya(:
FruitsFantasyKingdom 1 year ago
i'm soo sorry...i can't say i know what you're feeling....but i can imagine it!
i really hope that everything will go better in a few times!!
*huuuge hug*
(i love your vid)
kikkyxx14 1 year ago
*hugs* I can't say I know how you feel because I probably don't. Everyone's different and experiences different feelings but we're all alike in many ways too. When I read your description it reminded me how I became when my aunt died. I became empty and felt nothing. Things do get better, I promise you that. All wounds heal in time, they do. Just keep your chin up and never stop hoping. 'Cause if you give up, then what are you left with? Good luck sweets.:]
DivinityCreations 1 year ago
Vee, I know how you feel, I've felt it too. But honestly dear, I'm sure you can do this. Just don't give up. I'm here beside you, and I will support you no matter what. So continue to fight, you deserve happiness. *hugs*
xsmatthijsse 1 year ago
Hi Vee, I now how you feel, I felt the same a couple a years of go and it is awful I know - But sweeti, behind every cloud there is a sunshine but all we need is patience and good friends by your side ;) then the light will come through - believe me.
xButterFlyAwayx 1 year ago
One day I hope you can say you're hapy with your life because it's what you deserve! You truly are one of the most kindest people I have ever met and if I could, I would take all the pain away, just know that there are others who feel exactly like you do now and are struggling along with you - I feel your pain xxx
NikkiJayne060490 1 year ago
Really nice vid^^
5/5 + fav :))))))
shogunBeatrix 1 year ago
I won't leave a long comment
just say that I know what you're going through
mazzwillrocu 1 year ago
*Hugs* running away is never the answer, glad you are staying to face it. I know its hard, trust me I know. You have friends here. You can get through I know you can
xxAkasharosexx 1 year ago
Hugs!!!
I love you darling! Keep fighting! It'll all be worth it some day.
MysticStoryteller 1 year ago
I'm not going to say something like 'I know how you feel' because I don't. All I can say is that I''m here for you if you ever need anything and am only happy to help you. I don't hope you can get through this because I KNOW you will.
*Chandler and Joey hugs you, because that's the best kind of hug :) It's filled with looove*
pluginbabyyyy 1 year ago
...that I don't actually know your situation at all. ^^; So maybe I should not be making these assumptions at all.
But in any case, don't lose your sunlight, for it is what makes you the bright and beautiful person that you are! Hold onto it for as long as you can, because not everyone is such a lovely ball of sunshine as you, and it is definitely something that you should keep alive and treasure. n____n
My rant is now over. Feel better soon! I am here for you if you need anything. ♥
Kaea12345 1 year ago
...you decided not too. Because even if you ran away from things, you would just have to face them again later. And then, if you had run away, you would be all alone. :C Though you realize that you have to face it, so that is good. And really, as long as you're trying, who can fault you for it? You're doing your best, so even if sometimes you do slip back into these "old ways", you do your best to get out of them again. At least, that is what I am gathering from your description, I guess...
Kaea12345 1 year ago
I am currently sending you the largest of large internet hugs. And if I could, I would fly down to where you are and give you a real hug. Even though that would mean that your family would probably think I was some crazy stalker and get a restraining order against me. This is also ignoring the fact that I don't know where you live. But that is all okay, because the power of hugs will prevail against all odds!
All joking aside though, I hope that you do not run away, and I am glad that...
Kaea12345 1 year ago
*drowns Vee in a hug with love and puts a vee dedication vid at the top of her to-do list.
ayameazureha786 1 year ago
*hug* I'm here for you Vee. If there is anything I can do then talk to me. And even if I can't do anything, then I can at least listen :)
This video was really wonderful. So sad and beautiful <3
Cazmill13 1 year ago
:hugs Vee as tight as she can: Maybe sun is gone for a while, but it will rise soon. I'm sure of it. Just don't give up <3
maryfenja 1 year ago
it sounds very sad...
LadyUsako 1 year ago
*big hug*
theHowlingWolf 1 year ago
hug.
Talk to me honey :) Don't do anything rash, you have a big family that relys on and loves you, and you got me! n_n That was written beautifully, though, and this video was very pretty. Chin up, Cherub xxx
Jemmicins 1 year ago
I know how that feels :|
sure we're strangers on a youtube community but if you ever want to talk, go ahead and message me anytime day or night
what i'm saying is i'd like to be your friend :)
tonightsreality 1 year ago
You'll be okay, sweetie, just keep fighting and don't lose yourself and never give up your sunlight. It may feel like life is working against you, but if you keep the sunlight and wings and magic, it makes it all worthwhile.
BrokenDarkFire 1 year ago
We all feel this way sometimes. It's okay--just let all out Vee. :)
Don't restrain it, just let all out, and all that'll be left afterwards is the good stuff. <3
In the meantime, I'm here to hold your hand every step of the way--because I won't be one of those people who disappears and will only show up once you've found yourself.
Because although I want to know that Vee once you've found her, I also want to know YOU in the meantime.
I guess that's love. <3
Neriede 1 year ago
awwe will this be continued?
Bro3liMor 1 year ago
Everything will be okay Vee, Maybe not now, but in the future. I wish I could actually be there to give you a hug but I shall have to make do by giving you a great big virtual hug =) I hope you feel better soon, and I'm glad you feel you are improving, because what you think is what counts the most in the end.
Love you Vee ^_^
AislingFairy89 1 year ago
Babes it's going to be alright *huge gummy bear huggles* We all feel this way at times, I know I have. You just have to pick yourself up, brush yourself off and hold your head up high. I know you can do it honey, I have faith in you. Aaaand don't forgot about how many people who love and care about you, especially me your epicly ass kickin' sidekick. lol Hope that made you at least crack a smile...cos when Vee is sad, it thunderstorms in Vicksterland. I love you bootiful! <333
Vickstertrickster 1 year ago
"Unfortuantly, some of us don't have a person to say "stay," and we have to tell ourselves that. Sometimes that's a good thing though. Because if we didn't have the strength to keep going; to stay, running away would be pointless, no?"
Confusing, I know. But my friend told me this when I was ready to grab whatever I could and bolt. I figured it out in the end, but it's something you learn. Not teach.
I sincerely hope things work out for you, as they did for me.
soon2Bfamous14 1 year ago
@soon2Bfamous14 That's very good advice, you're very lucky your friend was there for you. They sound like a great person, to place in words such a wonderful lesson. And Vee, I hope you're okay sweetie, message me anytime you need to talk, you know I adore talking to you. :)
xXxSiyuxXx 1 year ago
@xXxSiyuxXx Thanks. They are.
soon2Bfamous14 1 year ago
♥you're amazing.
foreverfalling831 1 year ago
It's truly beautiful. I'm sorry you're feeling so down on yourself :(
We all get that way. I send you my sympathy.
TheTrainTicket 1 year ago
::hugs:: Don't let life get you down. It makes it to easy for others to take advantage. Kick some ass (not literally...). You'll feel better.
DamitaLPerez 1 year ago
aww :( I'm soo sorry you feel this way Vee! You are SUCH a special person to not only me but also so many other people here on yt. Seriously everytime you comment or leave me a message it makes like my whole week. I LOVE you to death and it hurts me to see you in this pain. I'll be praying for you <3
TheLonelymermaid 1 year ago
Vee, You are never alone. Just get online and you can see for yourself the many people who love you and will work with you to solve your problem. Running away from an abusive home is what my wife did before she finished high school, and she went through hell until I hired her as an assistant. It can be done but it's very dangerous and difficult. I'd never recommend it because I've already got a wife and don't need another assistant. BTW the video is great.
barkjohn03 1 year ago
Cheer up! Life is wonderful! And so are you
PahuaBalllackour 1 year ago
*hug* dont run away, youll get through this we are there with you
MsSophia1999 1 year ago
You'll always have people to love and support you. Never fear. Will keep you in my prayers, because you're a pretty awesome and talented person. Never forget it. :)
DragonofthePen 1 year ago
*hug we all sometimes just need a hug and I know you barely know me but I got to tell you I will always be here and I'll try to help you. And if you don't want to share anything with me thats fine but I will always be here to lend up a hand and also if you just want to let go of your feelings just write or even type down all your feeling and just let it out it helps making those really helps you see how your suffering and see the problem so you can attack it hope you get through this :)
xXxWonderRosexXx 1 year ago
Oh believe me I felt the same way. truely its best to tell someone about it, makes it much easier. I hope you are alright, you are a very sweet person so don't let everything get you down, believe me I KNOW. I felt the same way. you should give a day to yourself, maybe take a walk or read your favorite book. *HUGS*
R4Hever 1 year ago
I hope you know how incredibly gifted you are at editing. You have this amazing power to put so much emotion into your videos. They're an absolute joy to watch, and they're so very heartfelt and touching. You're an incredibly talented person.
MadMadameMe 1 year ago
Oh, Vee, hang in there! I'm here if you want to talk about it. Promise I won't be ashamed. I'm no stranger to emotional distress, myself. *sends hugs across the Atlantic for you* <3
destinydeceived 1 year ago
im sorry vee for what your going through, the truth is i wanna run away too but i cant its just not something i do, ive gotten more depressed through the months and i seem so different from the happy person i was, just want you to know we all love you and if u ever need someone to talk to, you can talk to me <3 Love you vee
TanyaLoveable 1 year ago
Vee, you'll find balance I know you will :) Keep fighting. Never even THINK of giving up. It's not an option. I'm here, the SC girls are, and we all love you very much :) Never doubt that!
xNightshadex 1 year ago
Vee.. I feel the VERY same way. I just want to run away from my problems that I need to face but its soo hard to do it alone. I need support & love from my dear friends like yourself & I just need a hug even once to know that someone cares about me. *huggles Vee a lot* Love u lots sweetie, xoxoxo's Allie ~
ArrancarOrihime 1 year ago