"Lost Inside" Sad Emotional Piano Beat

[bethtubechika]

My attitude to living keeps on changing everyday

Because am counting, am banking, am resting on what people say

The drag me and make me pay the price of things i never bought

Atimes I get the thought: is this living or what,........

[Gordonhumchitt]

The Rez is like a prison, with Invisible bars/

with eyes that follow you, wherever you are

its harder for chugs to escape with Liquor vision/

they'd love to see you stagger with no occupation

or try to make rhyme, without and education/

The devil wanna dance, It's cool js stop hollering

Yelling in the ears, of people, who don't ball or

be models with... Finish I don't give a fuck.

Who the fuck cares, no one listens to a Native rapper. Real Talk

[timmmaurice11]

I want success, I want my dreams/ I want everybody to see the real me/ I want to be the guy on the big screen tv/ Just why, just why, just why cant that just be me/ I would love the fame and all the paparazzi/ I will sing out loud make all my fans proud/ say i started from nothing and look where i am now/ Please stick to your thoughts and all your pride/ You didnt lose anything, especially whats inside/

-Timmy

[demon45678]

@timmmaurice11 Be careful what you wish for cuz it may come true....//The life aint all what it seems in the booth....//I'm tellin you from a real point of view...//Everything that you think comes good with fame...///Well tell me how you gon feel knowin that people that love you don't even know your real name...///Or people critizise you sayin that you too blame...//Never quite understand love or anythang...//Cuz the 1st tht get at chu just wants your change...//Thats real talk to ya brain..//

[alexandredebgoy1]

J'ai vue ma mere, devenir dame, J'ai vue mon pere, perde des larmes, J'ai vue ma soeur perde son homme, et mon frere perde sa femme, J'ai vécu dans l'ombres trop l'temp, Pour qu'encore je la farme, J'ai vue l'amour de pres, Mais jai jamais dit qu'jy croyais, J'ai lacher les cours, spour sa qu'mes texte en dit cour, mais spa pour faire parlé, C'est juste pour m'en liberé,

[jcjcjcardenas68]

Just hearing this relaxes me and let's my anger go away. This beat is badass badass can mean cool such it is

[omarelkady]

this is amazing !!!!! i love it so much!! , how you get this all instrumental?! this is not the default instrumental?! i try to use the default instrumental, i found the music so stupid :S , can any one advice me?!

[Gogogamer123]

scroll down for whack lyrics

[newew15]

@Gogogamer123 can you do any better?

[Honson76]

MAGNIFIQUE.

J'écris des textes de slam sur ce genre d'instru,venez voir sur ma chaîne ! :)

[Liontail100]

Hey this is pure awesome. I'm making a trailer for one of my novels (even though it's not finished yet lol) and I was wondering if I could use this as the music? I'm pretty sure it'll fit perfectly. I'll definitely credit you and your beautiful talent! :D

[thekidisasian]

my head mess up my mind process in a monster rage i engage to kill unreal to be please to neither under these bastard old goons leader feed them to dogs flesh eater need a repeater we all got our self indeed re heater no ones a cheater be the beat up unleashed your real anger to those who you suffer from , comes another day were you lose some and were we win some don't stop don't wait be that bitch who starts hate can't control the inner rage now we see all our fate this we ill be my final date

[FromDawn2Dusk]

The beat simply amazes me! Such feel to it, that gives me goosebumps!!

[xAgressionHD]

I have a demon iniside I'm lost in my mind Just the though I almost tried Almost sucseeded But then again, I lied But then you discover time Then you get back up in the game Started where you were ten years before Because you're lost in the name Of "Rap" It's just a shame Since When Did all these kids Try to rap and try to win Because rap was a sacred thang But what do I know, I'm lost in the plane Lost in the membrain Pissed at the fact that I almost made it in this Game. -DubZ

[littlemisssuper1]

omigosh......gorgeous music, extremly sad......made me cry.... EPIC SONG!!!

[mekiki13]

gothic music makes me smile :) why am i smileing?!

[wusainc]

1 I feel lost inside Yeah, trapped in a maze Struggling to find my way out To see the light of day Cuz the love in my heart was overthrown by this pain And I’m reminded of it every time you walk away The last year has been hell Staring the Devil in his face And here I am alone Feeling limited in my faith

[wusainc]

2

Can you blame me, God?

Look at what my bro went thru

And all that fucker did was ask for help

And fucking worship you

But all he got was another day full of pain

It was hard coming to You it was easier to run away

To run the darkness where I couldn’t be seen

Not knowing I was acting like a child, a stubborn lil teen

[wusainc]

3

But just tell me what did You seriously expect?

You left me broken, contemplating a noose around the neck

Torn, lost, beaten, battered my life’s in disarray

But still I find myself on my knees and to You I pray

[lovestruckdead]

the heart in my chest is still beating to the sound of the ominous waves waiting for me to drown as i hold my breath to go under, under my misery i look to the sky to see if anyone, anything will set me free i am drowning now under this hate wishing to myself how come you did not, you did not care, nor apreciate i looked up to see the light of the moon under the water and just for a second, i saw you smiling with laughter i breath in the oceans death thinking now, theres nothing left

[Gemneroth]

@lovestruckdead Best lyrics I've seen anywhere. ♥

[Decagi]

Very often I ponder the meaning of my life

In order to soften my worthlessness I took to the knife,

Yet I lacked the courage to end all my misery,

When I'm laughed at I see the perpetrators' twisted sense of victory,

I am different and that's an unchangeable fact,

Mother Nature and her Divines have forsaken our holy pact,

Blessing me with intellect yet cursing me with a multitude of emotional attacks,

how much longer is suffering the way it's gonna be ?

As of this moment rupture open my arteries

[epicorchestra]

Simply amazing

[MusicInToMyHeart]

i am lost inside, outside it's look like i am happy, but i am 'sad'

[Mdoggstiens]

can't use this for non-profit, i give u the credits... tell me.. I had a really nice verse on it in dutch!

[TannerFFW]

'emo' people still exist?

[GamersDreamGame]

I hate myself, I hate what I do. But the more I hate me, more I hate you.

Going around, like a circle behavior. Chilling with death, desperate need of a savoir.

Darken thoughts in my head, words left unsaid. These creatures won't leave my bed.

I'm haunted by my hate, given a foul fate. To see my self lost in the past -your bait.

Hope you would die but I can't stand of loosing you. The more I hate you, the more I love you too. Se this is what it all has come to. Fuck you bitch, I'm moving on too

[voidmaster9]

I grab my knives/shovem in my eyes/you did this to me/now u get victory/ cause tonight im commiting suicide/ look in the news/ youll see me dead/ hope u cry/ hope u die/ hope u join me hell/ I'll be waitin for ya/u fucking bitch

[VixxenThePrettyFox]

I'm emo and I can't help it. I really never had/have friends in school. I listen dark and sad songs just to make myself feel better. Closely everyone laught at me, calls me ugly and stuff and doesn't closely talk at me. I can't trust on people enymore. My heart is broken to million pieces and can't be fixed. I wish every single morning, that all the bad people would disspear or even SOMEONE would talk to me. It never happens. Sooner or later, I will watch this world from the pretty clouds...

[dolphintears]

@VixxenThePrettyFox

Hey there...I understand. My 2 best friends are leavin school this year. </3 I listen to these songs because they help me write my feelings out in stories. :) Wish u well

[GirlOfManyCuts]

Hey emo hating trolls look at the dang title! Sad (emo)tional piano beat! There's gonna be emos on here!

[GirlOfManyCuts]

@ImOnAFlushDraw Balemic?

[o0ShadowvVolf0o]

I reach and I try to grasp/ over obstacles like an ant in the grass/ I try to Dodge but life's too fast/ I try to run, but get kicked in the ass by my past/ looking for a spark like a match/ looking for a piece like a patch/ trying to find holding like a latch/ there's no toe without it's tac/ a rod looking for it's catch/ a mouse waiting for it's trap/ a wolf looking for his pack/ a man just wanting to go back/ I lost the drug called love and I just want to relapse...

[Shaklik]

When I listen to this song and think of the title I think of I used to be. I can't remember. Why can't I remember? That's right, because the old me is gone, and the new me is here to stay. To prevail and overcome life's obstacles and let it become another stepping stone to my one true goal. That goal? To become the best. Thanks for the upload. Learn from the past, Live in the Present, Aim for the Future.

[xrusstalik]

!!!!!

[pharkyew2]

had a read and some of yous got some dope lines but sereously go make some real songs

[StormSong8]

@pharkyew2 Hey, this is what people feel when they hear this, don't hate on them for that. Where's YOUR creativity? Close your eyes, listen, and just write. I'll bet you come up with a poem with rhythm, which is all rap really is.

[pharkyew2]

@StormSong8 bro i do rap haha

[pharkyew2]

stop posting rap coments you fucking fags how bout you actually go make a song and post that. stupid cunts

[ichigorukiafan1]

@pharkyew2 yo bitch maybe they had a momentary thing happening and had to write it down the put it on here and they thought it was good you know what go shove a pole up your ass!!! considering they seem to have talent and know what to write about and you don't...and ino you don't cause you would have gotten an inspiration and wrote it down here to...thats how song writers work...your just jealous cause you can't rap worth shit

[pharkyew2]

@ichigorukiafan1 

/watch?v=DBhn3HqUPeg

[nykolesweet]

starring at this broken glass don't know if I will see tomorrow, things need to get better fast as i search to find some hope to borrow.........Preview!!!! get at me if you need a writer!!!!

[aven401]

Good Beat;)

[TheTbwhite]

i feel like- im walkn on edge everyday is a struggle to get to where i need to be theirs not a thing i can do about it, my tank is on empty i try- try so hard, to look inside, myself, to find that greater power inwitch i can use to make every day a blessed day. but no too many times have i been stabbed in the back no point in me lookin back now. cuz you've made your point im not wanted.... i lock myself away from humanity to try to learn y curs till then... im in for the worst haha yeah......

[eloquencebeats24]

I feel this beat soo much

great job



[712TaG]

Lookin staring down at the grave, knowin in my heart I should of been in your place/Please forgive me for what I done I know you'll never get to look at you son daughter and momma, you were the best homie to have on my side, i got ya partna I'm gonna continue to ride, till I die, tears in my eyes, head full of lies, I can never sore with you no matter how high..that bullet should of been mine I guess you had to beat me just one more time, I'd be lyin sayin I'm fine, I'm Blind. Life hit rewind

[aviatorsx7]

The only thing i see, lookin' in the water should be my reflection, but instead of it, there's this affection to someone. Six billion people, but it's non of'em! Should i seek, on the highes peak, with my hand, tryin' to reach the land, of people who decided to end this now. I dont even remember my self, being kid, getting adrenaline from just jumping on trampaline, No first love, so give me a reason, why shouldnt i go with them above. (And im not depressed ;) )

[xReNaiiZaNcE]

lol, Mondays.

[menendez1626]

Check out my channel please

[AlexanderMazarakis]

So i guess this video is for depressed poets judging my the comments.

[robotussinflow]

uh huh if life is a test i bet i get under average but since life is just a trip i went and made it happen. Take 100 steps forward just to end up right back logic over reason ima get up out the trap Paperplane vacations im getting high to feel normal dropped out of college because that shits to formal. Money is only paper you cant buy my time Trying to make something good happen in my life shit it feels like a crime i gotta Grow my fanbase or grow alot of pot, because my parents deserve alot

[HustlenCanadianKing]

Everyone who spits has there own philosophy /I speak my mind like a prophecy/ look at me the youth is humanity's prodigy's/ Ive been stuck wit all this negative energy/ friends to me have turned to enemies, and I'm left with some good or bad memories/ but im finding my serenity trying to be peaceful/ walk down the street people look at me like im evil/ we should be equals/its hard to trust when much you have lost/ its hard to live free when everything comes with a cost/..(Onestep)

[tinykillabee]

i hope you like the response :) 1st verse a 3rd is me the 2nd is krayze and the hook is bill deeprose we spent a little while on this so i hope its worth it :)

[tallyhoman911]

sounds like music from silent hill

[patrickvelascovideos]

sweet beat.

[Spe6man]

How can I use this instrumental ? I love it !

[TheDanielkasta]

it was a relfective night .... to every good people out there take care and help someone as far as you can :D WORD!! up.. u_u

[JCHstation]

afraid of failure, dreaming of success

haunted by the past, clinging to my breath

i need to rest, the smoke in my lungs is hurting my chest

i find solitude in silence, it's my only peace of mind

nowadays genuine happiness is so hard to find

like it's a crime to be happy, so in our minds we're confined

but think inside the box, you'll never see the sun shine

and staring at your everest you'll stop wanting to climb

-Tipp (TS)

[TragikLoveMusic]

For my Latinos and Latinas or Spanish speaking people.. =D Check out my Spanish Rap to this Beat AT MY CHANEL I GUESS =D

[ImahMenace]

lifes hard and at times i feel i cant cope but ill never give up theres always hope ill strap my boots up and ill climb this slope, i dont care it takes forever ill keep climbing and rhyming and no1 can break me down ill turn my frown to a smile even though inside im breaking my hearts used to aching i cant even take a piss cause all my life its been taken i feel drained its strange how people can change, my kindness gets mistaken for weakness my lifes like a puzzle and im missing some pieces

[TomCatSwag]

Really good, great job

[ENVYPr0DucTionZ]

Im lost inside my uncle he commited suicide, cuz of his bitch of a wife, couldnt see his kids they were his life, he lost his pride, put the gun to his head puuled the trigger on the spot he died, I was miserable the days got longer I lost hope The experience made me stronger when I think of him I rap with a pen, inspired by eminem

I miss and love him. off the top of my head from the bottom of my heart my world was torn apart, fucked up worl spinning cuz it was tossed in the toilet and it swirls

[trb5399]

Have you ever had the feeling of buliding agression ?

have you ever had a father who used drinkin as a profession

Dui caught & drug posession

every cop on the block set me out as menice

of society is this reailty ? why cant i believe

this aint a dream ?Im on my ladder beams

and i aint comming down

"yeah intill i land feet first on the ground"

[Naomiemo1997]

i.love.this.do.much.that.it.is­.making.me.cry.THANK.YOU.danso­nnbeats :)

[Kierpm96]

My girlfriend just broke up with me and this was the first thing I had to listen too. :(

[betarules1]

Maybe if we had all the answers to our questions, we'd have an inflation of objections, people unhappy with which side the line they rest, leaves us wondering if one day god will manifest, life is a test, thats what they say, there's two kinds in the world, those that pray, and those that take the lords name in vain, personally it's a strain on my brain, people are so damn torn whether they get the wings or the horns, go to heaven or hell or just be reborn, push it out ya head justwaittillyadead

[AtreyuCaboza]

@betarules1 In the humanity's past there were so many God's and soooo much changed with time, do you really believe God is something like religion claims it to be ? Yes IT .. not gender.

[oncom13]

@betarules1

Now, When the road starting to clear and we can see through clear water,

I feel that,

This jealous feeling that destroy the beautiful scenery, ( mine and hers, ours and theirs)

Looking to my case,....

Now I know the answer,

We both are self-centered and self-fulfilled person who look at each other as complementary rather than partner of life.

I guess I have to change, willing to lose some of my existence blended with the thing that we build, and spare bigger space for compromises.

[EaveSchaefer]

Hej,

I need this beat for a song for rilax foundation, cancer spoiling your language, a Dutch foundation. i realy hope you don't mind? x Eave

[Frenksez]

this is so good.. i almost start to cry...

[micvic201]

This beat is tight... Props to whoever produced this

[GreazeModeKay]

Her Toes Are What Made Me Cry

[JessWiilliiams]

@GreazeModeKay her toes are penggggg

[ysoljers]

Van.........I.......Use ..this????

[amiiral93150]

une turieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

avec mes liriiiicsssss de fouuuuuuu

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa­aaaaaaaaaaaH

jvais en choké des tonne merde

jsuis different les mec .....

[lilguy13SxP]

YO WAS UP U GOT SUM TIGHT BEATS HOMIE CHECK OUT MY SONGS ON HERE IM A UP COMING CHICANO RAPPER IM LOOKING FOR SUM BEATS TO RAP SUM FIRE IN ENGLISH AND SPANISH GET AT ME GRACIAS

[realrafaelritter]

what is the name of the drum effect that comes at 0:22? where did you get this sample? thx

[keithgurl00]

This kind of talk makes me want to be a therapist. Good thing thats what Im majoring in.

[protectoroftyria]

@keithgurl00 that's gotta be a depressing job lol

[MsDisneyDancer]

thinking about using this for my gcse dance composition obout madness, this track has goven me soo many ideas thank you

[i69bionic]

i am a fan of ur beats and i was wondering if i could use this beat for non profit reason just wanted this beat for my first track i am going to make :)

[NuLowMusic]

Btw, what is the exact bpm of this instrumental ?

[YoungMoneyMulaBaby]

i know girl's often feel's this way but imma guy, and still to this day i miss the one who got away!! ):

[nelsonlilmama]

I Fell along the cracks of my heart People always you can talk to me but wen u r ready their not understanding..... some time i question god but i know keep biliving thing will get better and they did but its not all better it would never be so i keep going on even if tht mean hurting my self i love tht fact im here today but my clock could run out with my instandy any day so i waiting the real qustion is how lng can i hold out

[NuLowMusic]

Real rappers don't need to post their lyrics on the video. anyone who feels the need to do so is wack

[i69bionic]

@NuLowMusic yo ur fucking wack just cuz u dont undertsan these ppl dont mean u got to judge them my best friend who si like a sister to me so if u want to fucking diss ur a bitch cuz u judge ppl for who the fuck they r so fuck off if u dont like it aight

[NuLowMusic]

@i69bionic How can you sit there and think that someones dope just by reading their lyrics, without hearing their flows and deliveries ? I'm not hatin on 'these people' as you put it, i just think its stupid to post your lyrics. Even so, how many people do you think read youtube comments filled with lyrics and then go and completely rob them ? Up your intelligence please

[ShaunBrownTV]

@i69bionic he wasnt aiming at you personally, he means like people are putting lyrics up and they should really keep their ideas and make a track out of them.

[NuLowMusic]

@ShaunBrownTV Thank you, at least there's some people out their who understand

[luvlessemo666]

My band && I learned how to kinda play this song so we played it for some fwendz...

[Soapiesox101]

* overwhelmed by all the depressing posts *

[Bonified369]

it's people like the one in this picture that remind me why I help people. It's these people around the entire world that feels like this, and as powerless as I may seem, my only wish is to be by thier side. Some say 'Brothers to the end'. last time I checked, we're all human. We are all brothers.

[MrInfiniteTrouble]

you anus's orbit in my realm like your plan is/ to planet my system and reacuaint me with who or what I was made from/ and whats sad you aint the only ones to try and victimize my mind/ i am strong enough to ride/ a side from pride I can punish you alive and torture/ head long for tonsils ready to deep throat/ see i just drink and loak/ plus i smoke/ medal/ instead of frying my mental/ i envision ways to murda with pencils/ less credentials/ strips i meant to get in the streets

[elReyCasper]

can i use this on a mixtape? i've aleady have 3 verses and a hook and you will definlty get a shout out and all the credit, i can send you the lyrics if you wanna take a look at it

[iranianboy123]

type in "repeat" in between "Youtube" and "." so like youtuberepeat. "com and u can repeat the song a million times :)

[sl0ufirot]

wtf?-----

[KixxSasuke]

Sometimes I ask.."what did I do to deserve this..?" but the worse part is when I realize I already know the answer..

..it was my fault I lost her, despite fighting so hard to be the best for her.

Now I weep upon a closed book, of a beautiful and sad love story, which ended with missing pages and words unsaid..

[AvaonReal]

repeated voices in my head telling me were to start and how i should end! i find myself being push to the edge everytime i say no there i go starting again u tryed ur hardest but it will never fix my cracks tears fall slowly as i turn my back on the ones who care jus to walk forward liein in my jeopardy no ur not the silly one im just fustrated i wish i was able to tell more of my hearts stable can u blieve i tried when i said i felt like i already died i jus might who am i kiddin good riddance

[kahikauka]

Lost inside is wat i do wen i prefer to hide my feelings for you.......Its the only way i cope with a world so remote control givin up long long ago........What are feelings wat are ceilings is it wat i think they are or pre-named like myself what da fucks going on........Wats the point in trying if we jus gonna die and our accomplishments faded by years gone by and by and by..........so lost inside,lost inside,soul lost inside lost inside

[xCruzSageZ]

@kahikauka u must be an athiest -.-

[Skatrav]

Can I use this song for a video?

[zaner153]

if i can get the piano notes for this songs i am gonna do this at my school and talent show it. with your name included.

[MrKayJayDa1]

They say what i say is senceless for many days weeks months years and nights ive been trying to make sence of sencelessness and lies puffin on it 24 7 with no highs cancerous thoughts rottin out my mind lookin back at happier times my kids life and wife endless roads no stops no piece of mind forgetting the turns that are right choices that are wronged this must be fates inside joke i aint laughin so it fucks my mind stuck in a whirlwind then i open my eyes

[xenothify]

There's this feeling called "Hate"

A feeling we all debate

We use it in our daily aches

When things didn't go our way

I hate the way you say that this was in the way

I hate the way you state that it was all gonna break

I hate the way you act like I was a fake

I hate the way you made it all seem like it was a piece of cake

[MePerson16]

I feel regret, hatred, sadness, n pain. Outside it may be sunny, but all i see is rain. My time came n went, left n go, but its sad cus im only 14 years old. What the fuck is wrong with me, every thing i do is wrong or atleast thats the way it seems. If some one would just listen maybe i could be redeemed. I hate self and the choices ive made, i live in regret dont know how to behave. In life can u say u wish u had or im glad i did, because i live sayin i wish i had, because im mad at what i di

[MePerson16]

@fenderbender149 ikr

[e151413]

It fills me with inspiration.

[fenderbender149]

have you ever needed to talk but no one would listen?/ have you ever sat up all night questioning God's existence? / confusion sets in I beg for forgiveness/ why the fuck am I here?/ i want to believe, so "god" give me a witness/ they say theres no thing as a stupid question/ but I have one so will i go to hell or heaven/ this is real talk that im presenting/ dansonn im not just venting/ im inventing/ repenting/ i need some insentive/ why can't I get an answer to my fucking questions?

[0kwhoisnext]

@fenderbender149 True man you spoke words out of my heart!

[fenderbender149]

@0kwhoisnext thanks man!

[pPlRaAbToInKi]

@fenderbender1

May be God is partial. May be one day he'll love you.

[gdmonkeyking]

@fenderbender149 god might be thier but it's up too you what u do! look for something you love! and work hard at it! i hated school but love cooking and making things for ppl to make them happy =)

[fenderbender149]

@gdmonkeyking thanks for that. I'm working on it!

[GamersDreamGame]

@fenderbender149 from 0:20 you seem to have questions/ I belive I got the answer/ help with cancer/ Im a fighter, a lancer/ if it's peace that you seek/ He's deffender of weak/ His love it endours/ Stay true, no divorce/ If you feel the force/ To seek the source/ Of the questions you got/ Let me spit out the plot/ To find out the truth/ The questions from youth/ Hear me out/ I swear I speak nothing but the truth comeon!

Msg me your questions bro :D

[TramplandProductions]

A thick layer of decay upon my spiritual health, Is forever persuading me to hate myself,

But I won’t give up this flame of hope deep inside,

I know that one day that my spirit will fly,

[TramplandProductions]

But my hatred of these colours around me enshrouds

all that can be perceived as perfection,

So rip me , tear me from my feeble reflection,

So now I’m left with nothing but an empty shell,

The vast dismal fires of a living hell,

A cold breath of madness smeared across my sight,

And a mind like a poltergeist infecting my night,

[TramplandProductions]

Sometimes I sit here and I stare through a screen,

Floating in its spectrum dull shades of green,

Encapsulate my sorrows in your crystal eyes,

Embrace me, take me away from these lies,

Of lives wrapped in silk, held high in contrast

to the ebbing shadows of my veiled past,

Wash out the blackness before it swallows it all,

If you should embrace me before I fall,

And I know that we hold eachother in the clouds,

[LaNenaDelRap]

idk why my tears came out ..

[Peanutbutter1zation]

@LaNenaDelRap I don't know why this is top comment.

[LaNenaDelRap]

@Peanutbutter1zation lmfao oh hold up i didnt even know my comment was a top comment, thanks for the alert budddy lmfao smh.

[seisl202]

This is my friends account haha. Sorry Gino... I like the music btw!

[seisl202]

I need to do a solo dance for school.. think I'm going to do it on this song. It's about denial and acception. It's about a girl in a ''box'' who is closed to the whole world.

[Elegantpoet]

im sick and tired of, feeling like shit, the world on my shoulders, and im done carrying it, i done fucked wit all these bitches, one day chillin wit my bro, got knocked up the head, needin 16 stiches, woke up in a hospital bed, then blacked out, wondering if im alive or dead, and how will i find out. the crying screams start fading out, the pain is slowly ending now, i revived eventually, and had to undergo surgery immediately , the pain is killing me... literally... true story

[JOHNLEEBRO]

I love the feeling where life had fall off/I love the dreaming of what i think off/i wonder what keeps us so high up/could there be hope benif this wings/im watching the world so small alone/when the sun drown in the dead blue sea/let me be me/is this dream gonna to hold on me;pick it up like a summer breeze/with a feeling of victory feast/ even sun will set like a rush of my blood is a curse/last verse yes sir/truth blurr/what am i after.

PS: Man this beat 1 word "Quality"

[CaliAGS]

Here I am, Aint got no plan, Not one fan, All i know is that i can, Spit bars, I hella like this girl, I would take her out this world, To mars, To the farthest star, 16 already got her car, I'm 15 why would she want me? A fake ass rapper named Easy-C, Id think id be, The one for her, She dont want me, Got me feelin like lifes a blur, Grr, If i could just have the chance to show her, What she meens to me, I know she'd feel pretty damn lucky, In my dreams.. Someone help me this is real!:(

[JOHNLEEBRO]

@CaliAGS Don't look down on your self too much/I didn't had money 2even ride d bus/life might seem to fade away in2 the darkness/times up its over now/all our life we been thought to fear/now its clear/its so unreal/ if u really like her/guess its best to leave her/time fly lift your chin up/just drop some rhymes so u know what'sup/i aint no rapper just a prayer/you need god his d'saviour/stay tru for who u R/maybe the right one is not that far/take your time you're only 15/have fun & cheer up g

[CaliAGS]

@JOHNLEEBRO thanks man

[JOHNLEEBRO]

@CaliAGS no worries bro, I know what you are going throe. I use to like this one girl so much back in the days when I was in junior High as a freshmen. i told her i like her and she said she got feelings towards me too. This girl actually know that I really like her but what happen was one day she start kissing a guy right in front of me at the back of the classroom. I was so crush. A year ago my longest relationship with this girl i was suppose to engage with pass away in a car accident. (cont)

[JOHNLEEBRO]

@JOHNLEEBRO (con) What i am trying to share is, in life we have a choice. There is no shame of being rejected. Yes it true it does hurt alot, we are humans at the end of the day. it is healthy to feel sad because it will grow us from the past and we will appreciate when we found someone. Let time do the heeling, when we make our self busy (e.g fav hobby) who knows from there you could meet a better person for you? Who know? go out there and explore. I'm doing my best to move on too.

[CaliAGS]

@JOHNLEEBRO Im sorry, we love we lose, im sorry you had to lose the one you loved. But this girls its different. I cant stop thinking about her and theres nothing i can do to show it. She has options and i have nothing to offer her.

[youngskillful]

i can use this on my mixtape!=?



[youngskillful]

@youngskillful anti ballistic missile

im guided no need for your dismissal

can tell ya undecided your confidence is at a low

mine has trippled

set a blaze to your future

your weak and insecure

im at my peak became obscure

[KombroProductions]

I liked to make a song to this but I just want to get the green light to use your beat.

[wahib190]

good memories can save your life ...you are not alone angel watching over you

[twistnswishers]

so i never gave a fuck so why would you

everyone trys to show each other the way, but they dont even have a clue

they ask what happen to you, but this is happens when you make it through

the pain and suffering eventualy follows too. it always starts with blue skys and a grey ending

i kinda wish this whole world would stop pretending

[twistnswishers]

i think im lost in space and insainty cuz ever since i can remember ,i never felt like a member

of this population cuz i will not surrender

the only thing that compensate me is like a burning ember

so i could burn the truth, or else id go crazy like forever and ever

im stuck in a labyrinth always looking for the anwser

the way out ,to make out, open my eyes to a new day out

turn the shade's hoping to see a new lay out

to many obsticles and none of them pay out

[sheffieldguy37]

awesome...my mind totally immersed in thought of sorrow

[Dalmonius]

Stupid drums. I don't like it :C

[angeltrejo2995]

can i use (: ?

[jdc5bangin]

well lost inside, the world itself is hard to find, different obsticles hitting you from everyside, what if i were deaf or even blind, have an ice watch for every wrong moment just freeze the time, or a pill of fuck everybody to ease my mind, going to a room closing my eyes hoping its a dark room, taking this cap i would call shrooms, visioning my future and it is doomed...

[Glong09]

I posted a video response to this song. I hope you all check it out and enjoy it! Thanks!

[Kasperthewolf]

why are almost ALL these sad songs played on a piano o-O

[zippyman9910]

Understand the one's that tell there pain and grief... they are the one's that are strong.. They all know suicide is an option. Some take it others don't and the ones that don't can make it along stronger then most because they've already experienced the pain... the suffering... the agony... and only they are the strong ones...

[Friskon22]

Hmm reminds me how I felt when after three years girl cheated on me purely cause she wanted some dick. Since then been one thing after another yet I still manage to get up and push on just keeps getting harder

[ItachixMalice]

this reminds me of my horrible childhood i felt like i was alone everyone looked at me in hateful ways......."why am i alive" i use to ask my self...I was so confused so i started hurting my self......I was so hurt deep down in my heart.....then one day i met a boy his name was Jake he cared for me everyone told him that i was some emo girl that everyone hate then he asked me out when i was 16. Then it started again

he found a more hotter girl than me.. I never loved anyone else ever since.....

[Glong09]

@ItachixMalice aww thats sad! you will find your true love someday like i have. i wrote a going away to army song on this beat and ill post it in the next couple weeks