Depression song

[shankthatup]

Shiz you just wrote down my life story

[ShizalariAshe]

I realte to this..I'm so happy and hyper in public, but when I'm alone, all I want to do is sit in my room with no lights on and drown in my tears...I'm too scared to tell my family and friends, because I don't want them to think that I'm doing this for attention...What's happening to me? It's like im hiding behind a shadow, and the shadow is what other people expect to see from me...

[JadeBoudreau]

I only just realized I'm depressed , I have all the symptoms and I relate to everything in this video. It's hard, , I only trust my closest friends with this secret. I don't want everyone to know, but at the exact same time I do, I want people to care, I want them to know how hard it is, I can't escape it. I'm definitely not suicidal in any way because I'm extremly scared of death, but I do wish it could all just end, and I could be happy again.

[sxcbitch17]

This song is so tru ive been so close to just letting go of everything im sik of lyf

[TiggerTannerrox]

This song describes me in every way. I'm so close to giving up now

[58rickr]

@TiggerTannerrox ru still around?

[vinniram]

@TiggerTannerrox me too :(

[anorexicladybug]

@coockysnack12 did you know my son we have been trying to find out why he killed himself its been very hard please help

[Emochic1500]

Everyday...I think, r we really real?, or r we just controlled by giants, those giants say it funny to watch us suffer, while most of them get meaner & make u suffer so much... U cut off those strings... And say " it's my time...of dying"

[TrusVruntros]

@Emochic1500 Thats when you hold up your middle finger to the sky, and defy expectations. Just because you can.

[ps3412]

Exactly how I feel

[Zektic]

Im 17 and sometimes i think it would be easier to be died to be honest ...

[anorexicladybug]

@thsotus i think today is the day

[ZodaFalcon]

@anorexicladybug I understand u so much. but i'm somebody wll i'm try to to find the sombedy who make me believe it 4 real. and u are somebody, maybe u can be the somebody who another somebody need to understand tht. she or he is somebody. and she or he dont know it. wll i dunno, the "normal" people can't understand us, i wanna believe the people like us maybe can.i dunno. my life its so unreal and nobody can understandt. i wanna a somebody.i hope u can find the somebody who can understand u.

[58rickr]

@ZodaFalcon i know what you mean. i don't feel like i'm alive. i feel like i'm looking at life through a porthole. I honestly can't remember the last time i gut laughed. if it weren't for my kids i believe i'd have done it by now, i am jealous of people who are happy all the time. honestly, i don't think being killed in a car wreck would be that bad, at least it would be over.at least

[anorexicladybug]

i think i might commit suicide

[Thsotus]

@anorexicladybug It is not worth it.

[coockysnack12]

@anorexicladybug don't you dare... just think that someday you might actually be happy... that's the only thought that keeps the suicide option in the back of my mind everyday

[multihacker10000]

life's a bitch

[ezi011]

some of this is happening to me every god damn day of my life and i can't get away from it when i look in the mirror all i see is the god damned ugly person that i think i am and when ever i go to school i am called ''EMO!'' or i have shit like "If you hate your life so bad then go die in a hole somewhere where no one can hear you whine" and i always try to ignore it but i can't! IF YOUR READING THIS PLEASE (IF YOU HAVE A WAY) HELP ME!!!

[peoplestare]

@ezi011 i hope you understand that deppression is not your fault, people and your friends are here to help you. I am hear to help you :)

[Emmalovezz]

I know how you feel... i feel so lonely

[BuckyLollocks]

lol

[DeviantPsyche1]

Check out the song I wrote a about my depressed times. thanks. I would really appreciate it :)

[ldygwee]

I was like that all of my life. Since kindergarden ...Until I turned 36 and decided I was going to just ALLOW myself to be HAPPY. I think sometimes some of us (just some) forget that it's okay to be happy and feel okay...

[twilightxoxo1234]

I feel like that. But I won't say i fell EXACTLY how you feel because the truth is NO ONE will ever feel how someone else feels....

[yosuanizardon]

u just read my like a book =,S

[kg31899]

im feeling exactly like that right now, but i feel like no one can help, yet even care to help

[5rsouth]

This is me. I avoid my friends isolate myself in my house alone in fear if I see people I won't have anything happy to say. My whole life is a facade of happiness. Look deep into my eyes and u will know there is nothing there but sadness

[tunaflaps]

@5rsouth same here

[ev1lsm1lle]

WTF a Shit is that video ? LoL'd  Thumbs Up LoL xD

[IchigoIceZ]

this is me.... exactly ....

[x001m69]

What does one do when you just don't want to be around people, family, friends. You feel isolated and alone. I love my wife, but she probably doesn't feel it because I don't feel like I measure up to what she needs so I just avoid her. I feel so overwhelmed with the responsibilities of being a husband, father and provider. I'm supposed to be a macho man, hide my feelings, don't let them show all the while I'm screaming inside that I need help. Don't know where to go.

[billabongnick]

omfg thats exactly me! i sometimes cry myself to sleep. no1 would ever suspect this from me or believe me because i dont like to show it around my friends and family...:/

[blalst]

that was me , I cried the intire video

[michaelyn33]

its like he knows me

[waterfallwisdom2006]

what is said in this vid is just like me too... btw, nice song!

[DewsRandom]

i feel like that too... :(

[leafus11]

tell me, what can a friend do for someone who feels this way? someone who doesnt seem to want any help?

[KARINA7127]

dont let them isolate themselves cause thats wat i do. try to talk about how they feel but dot push them if they dont want to talk i never talk to anyone. if they mention suicide tell someone u trust immediatly. just tell them that yor here for them and everyone loves u.

[katy1388]

@leafus11 Just be there for them. even if they try and push you away, sometimes it just helps to know that no matter how hard you try to push people away, somone will always be with you. Don't Judge them! hope this helps! :)

[Ryssak18]

i'm in the club,fuck this life :(

[Redx1300]

Is depression this powerful in my life I lost the girl of my life but why am I crying? I should be dying. I lost everything.

[eden681]

"I Hate when they play this song while that "adopt a animal", commercial is playing.." "It just makes you feel bad.." : (

[kendraWaldman]

pfft

[cadylac99]

no one really understands how bad this is. I feel like i cant even begin to admit to myself how bad it is let alone someone else. I'm so tired of this. I just wan to be happy and i don't think i will ever be happy.

[KARINA7127]

i dont think i ever will be either. 

[graciellarox13]

I don't act depressed cuz pple would talk. I act like I am fine but really i am slowly dying inside. i feel like i am worthless and help less. i just want to lay down and die. i have actually considered it before. No one know how i feel and i dont want pple to pitty me

[wyheee]

wow...its so depressed

[coockysnack12]

I cried...

[eucro]

doesnt it feel really bad when you tell people all about your depression and then they end up saying ''other people have it alot worse'' ....its been the problem of my entire life, no one really understands.

[Yamanashi2]

I am depressed and I feel like I have no one to talk to about my depression. I feel like my existence is a waste. I am useless. I feel so lonely, even tho I have friends and family, they don't understand. I just want to get deployed to afghanistan to fight and die, because that's all that is left of my life is to be a marine and try to make something of my life before I die.

[Gangstamandude]

I have been going through depression for5 years. If u ever wat to talk i know what I'm talking about' and I am willing to help. This is probably not a good idea but text me if you need to talk. (662) 822-5999 this is my real number.

[rustyrwimberly]

thx for this song farwell

[robster2408]

i will never ever bring someone into my depressed world, i would rather a girl see me in my true light and until that day comes i will be alone to fight this

[robster2408]

all i will say is agurantee i will be one very tough act to follow, i shouldn't feel like this, i have brought all my problems on myself a lot of them physical although to weird for people to undertsand so i won't go there. i have some hope though things will be back to normal for me, i'm 23 and have been this way since i was 17 and the most annoying part of it is people saying to you how come you never have a girlfriend, well i will say 1 thing.

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[RobertMOdell]

Is your depression something that you can talk about with others? Is it a list of regrets or how would you describe it?

[robster2408]

put it this way i have made a lot of mistakes and if i could relive my life i would not be anywhere near this position again which is the most frustrating thing

[RobertMOdell]

There are many things in life for which the consequences cannot be reversed. Good luck to you, and know that there are at least some people around who are willing to understand.

[robster2408]

thanks a lot mate for your kind words are u in a bad place at the moment also

[RobertMOdell]

Please take my opinions with a grain of salt. As I understand depression, there is a biological/health side to it and a psychological side. I know I have to chip away at it from multiple vantage points. Healthy eating and exercise help I am told. Psychological trauma was the cause for mine. I suffered it once in my college days and again now that Im at midlife. My trauma is/was real. I felt it was impossible to even communicate the depths of it, ... (cont)

[RobertMOdell]

... that even if I did, no one would get it, that even if they did, there was no solution. It was compounded by shame because my pain and psychological damage resulted in a non-functioning person, and I realized I was a bum as a result which killed my self esteem. It is so difficult because its possible that I perceive things that arent reality. Also the pain of the trauma is for situations that either no one else even knows or is not able to know is a reality.

[RobertMOdell]

If you need a sounding board, I'd be willing to take offline emails to discuss. Jesus bless you.

[m00se321]

Check out,,,MY DYING BRIDE-(For My Fallen Angel)

[crissy3girl]

i love this song.... its explains perfectly everythign i feel.. although it left out suicide...

[hotmoviecritic15]

It's not weird at all... you don't feel that anyone understands, so talking to someone doesn't make sense, do try though, if it doesn't work, you can always turn to music, that gets me through the days

[RobertMOdell]

Hello. I have been going through "Depression" for several years myself. However, it doesn't seem to be of the same kind as you describe here for yourself. Can I ask, does it help to talk to someone about your pain?

[huggieswork]

I didn't think there would be any videos that would describe how i really feel.....

[alwaystobeLONLEY]

I have been suffering from depression for two years now, everything on this video is true

[spiritanimals]

fuck no it makes me cry every fucken time *sobs*

[hotmoviecritic15]

I know what you mean, I cry myself to sleep nearly every night... on the nights that I do sleep, or I stay sitting in the dark and cry till the morning approaches, when I face all the pain again... stay strong, we're in this together

[MasterDrace]

the bad thing is that the only way to see this video is by typing in youtube something related to 'depression',and thats unlikely to happen to someone that doesnt have depression (altho some part of this vid refers to ppl without depression to help others with depression)

[lilpeopleview]

If people around me only knew, my story might be told. My hell is inside me and my pain deeper then that. This skin is just my blanket to hide it, my eyes are to see the outside world for what it really is in my way of understanding. I keep my pain inside for me to bare, i dont want the sympathy from others. This is not their fight. We only understand eachother for those who feel the pain. We dont ask for this hell, though it is a battle we fight everyday and everyday is a battle in it's self.

[deniscoIL]

is that a words from some kind of song?

[utubenewb777]

this was really touching, and i have to say, this video was something i can completely relate to.

[Rheaume100]

Check out,,MY DYING BRIDE--(for My Fallen angel)

[lilprplebnny]

yea i dont tell any1 about m depression either cause i dont want to be labeled as the freak with depression or getting a ton of attention from people who "pity" me. fuck my life

[deniscoIL]

just stop thinking about how people would react.its your life and you dont have to hide from someone or from yourself...

[hotmoviecritic15]

It's not about pity, and I'm not pitying you because I too have felt empty, alone, have had suicidal thoughts... have brought a knife to myself. But do know that there are people that want to help... and will. Hope you have a bright future <3

[crazyhiho]

@lilprplebnny yeah the "pity" thing sucks espically when it comes from girls and your a boy.

do tell someone though, a close friend if you have one because who really honestly cares what they think.. chances are your gunna never see half the people you know after your graduate anyway.

[lilprplebnny]

@crazyhiho ive told my best friends about my depression, ive told 3 of them, and since them they havent spoken to me, they just completly stopped talking to me, and btw ive already graduated and so have they, so tht part isnt really the matter. So the last couple people i did know after graduation basically just stopped talking to me alltogether. which really sucks...

[crazyhiho]

@lilprplebnny well thats there choice then my friend.. you need got to progress forward, everyone has there own situations and thus you have yours but thats all i gotta say..

ive had similar cases but oh well you meet new people.

[Psycho0xX]

when i hear this song i have to be moved to tears and xry into the curtain :-(

[Psycho0xX]

since 2 weeks i feel blue because my big love died.....

[eliza1h]

Great video. I can definately realte too much to that video

Lolipopgirl: There are many who understand how you feel, I am one of them. I don't know you, but I do know that the majority of people, especially adults mistake depression for just a teenage stage.

Stay strong

[lolipopgirl23]

this mirrors exactly the way i feel. i though it was normal, teenage angst. i act differently around people, but when i'm home i feel relieved i am no longer around them. my parents don't really believe in depression. i don't know if i believe in it. but i know how i feel and it slightly comforts me to know that someone else understands.

[superstewie123]

it hurts inside but i feel that if i tell anyone theyll label a freak.if i dont tell anyone the pain wont go away.this is hard and i dont know how to deal with it.

[KimLeeX]

Cosign!!! only those who relate can truely understand....I wish there was a island where depressed people can go and share refrences and experience.

[BigBuddha3]

tsss.....fucking stupid emo music.

[NiceDayEveryDay]

Every word is true!

[SPOTLIGHTONE]

Z, This is a georgeous vid. Needs to be a public service announcement. Its exactly how all of us (the depressed) feel.....Thankyou so much!

[supersam2009]

good song

[MeetMyMonster]

this was such a meaningfull video thankyou

[Marthuiop]

it wus sorta depressing but it explained how i feel though

[byron00123]

This is me man. But unlike others i am fragile because i have hidden it for 2 years now. Im falling apart and no one really knows. And i would like to tell them but they wouldnt know what to do or say. I just wish someone for ounce would actually say "Hey, I'm here for you man." But they dont and i am there for everyone. I have listened and helped so many. But no one cares for me. At the moment no one can help me unless they understand.

[danmanfromjapan12203]

i feel the same exact way

[ImmitatorForYou]

Only one person is all i ask.. To know how I feel and understand. But if no one seems to mind, how do I keep it? "The person they see me as, is who I pretend to be."

That they don't understand...

[rolexshadow]

that was not depessing well not me

[carawara123]

That has to be the best video i've watched in a while. It reminds me of the suicide note i wrote on my first attempt exactly. I was always forced t be really happy for everyone when really every day was so painful.

[HybridRxn]

jesus christ what the fuck are you?

[carawara123]

Baahaha. that made me laugh. i dunno, i was majorly depressed after my sister died.

[motornigel]

repeat after me : 'I am somebody'

[KARINA7127]

but im not

[motornigel]

@KARINA7127

ok...

[MCRsavedmylastlife]

@motornigel I am somebody and I will get out of this.

[ZodaFalcon]

@motornigel, thx... i wll try 2 believe it

[eyelyne]

How true... I hope i'm going from better days... Better Friends... Better Love... Even if nobody care, I fight everyday with my life. Thank u for this georgous video...

Lyne.

[Balut01210]

I tried to talk to my counselor about this... But it was only one day...What hurts more is she said she will call me again but I waited for NOTHING!! So I decided just to keep it myself!!

[Balut01210]

FYI... I am a simple Asian and I don't use drugs and I am against it.......

[Balut01210]

It all started in my school where almost no one like me... Only my english teacher and my asian friends... But no one knows that I am depressed..

[Balut01210]

I love the bathroom cause inside, I can cry and I can let my emotions out...

[Balut01210]

I always pretending to be happy at home cause I don't want them to worry about me.... But really I am sad....Fortunately, I know how to control myself...

[Balut01210]

Exactly the same what I feel!!

[ZodaFalcon]

yeah.... ? i feel tht

[partyheartys]

yeah this is exactly me. I know how you feel.

[ZodaFalcon]

its so awfl, no?

[SurgesNotion]

whoa this is exactly me...

[ZodaFalcon]

me too...

[lover214ever]

tell me when ur done with the video

its nice having a person understand you

and not yet judge u for the way u are or how u are , if ur tall short skinny big

thanks zoda

[lover214ever]

thanks

zoda

[lover214ever]

wow i feel really worthless

tired of living this life

wanting to escape this evil world

after every name call or taunt that goes through my mind

no1 can ever ease this pain

there is no cure

zodafalcon plz make me a video now that u now how i feel and add me plz

thanks

[ZodaFalcon]

I know that feel, really, ok, i am now making a video 4 you and 4 rusty, If I can make another thing 4 you, tell me.

[tecknOmalata]

bellissima canzone..the title??please..=(

[ZodaFalcon]

In the Arms of an angel by Sarah Mclaughlin

[XxCosmicKillxX]

I'm tired of being nobody, and most of all... I'm tired of having nobody.

[ZodaFalcon]

I understand how you feel, really.. tired, exhausted lonely yeah.. I know

[hollysmith67]

i feeling very depressed at the moment, not because of the song

[ZodaFalcon]

yeah, me too, i dunno wassup with my life, i dont undertand nothing, well really i hope u feel better soon

[blakartist]

I always wanted somebody to be with me & let me know that "yes I m there for you", but that never happened. I always made sacrifices for others so that nobody, none in my family, friends, parents woulda become upset coz of me. I always wanted everyone to be happy coz, & i always became the reason for others to be happy. But no1 ever realised that i TOO WANT TO LAUGH, WANT TO SMILE...

& today looking at the video you created, this really made me cry. Dont know if m poking shit/crap.nice video :(

[ZodaFalcon]

well, maybe is not so much but i am here for you if you wanna...... i am very deep at the moment but maybe i can make something i dont know, i only wanna wake up and look a new world or something like that i dunno........ thx

[blakartist]

hey zoda!! you made this for me pal?

every single word in the video. It made me cry.

I heard that song today. Infact i was much more depressed today, so on you-tube i searched "depressed songs" & it came into the listing.

I really feel the same thing in my life. I want somebody to think for me as well. All over the time i kept on smiling so that nobody woulda know what I really m from the inside & what i really feel. No friend & no1 to share my griefs & sorrows...(continue in next comment).

[rustyrwimberly]

ya i tried dieing last night but it didnt work i went today to get 29 heart pills and i might just take them cause i cant handle anymore i have been trough to much and i love this video : )

[DunkelTeufel]

You know, I've been through tough stuff in my life, always in the edge of what we could call "The Big Joke"... I understand pain, and you know... I say... Go for it!

In the end, I'll just applaud you... remember, facts, not words ;)

BTW Great video Zoda.

[ZodaFalcon]

hey if i can make something 4 u, anything, please tell me, maybe only tell to anybody wassup in your life, i dunno, i am here...

[kukacka222]

Shto eto za pesnu?

[rustyrwimberly]

This is how i feel in real life no matter what i do

[ZodaFalcon]

yeah, me too

[sublimechic19]

wow this made me cry... ha i am such a sap

[ZodaFalcon]

thx 4 the comment