The reality behind bulimia / anorexia ----freedom can be found

[preciousplc]

Thank you so much for this video!!! I still struggle with those voices but I know with Jesus he's going to deliver me out of this and seeing/hearing your testimony is so encouraging!! I'm glad you made it thru!! Thanks for sharing! God bless you! <3 <3

[sandtoy7]

Thank you for this video! What you we're saying about the angel and the demond is actually the exact same thing my therapist (a recovered anorexic) from 10 years ago had told me. I agree with you completely.

[StuOH]

Your Self absorbed, thats ok. You can work on that. Your food issues are just a symptom of your low self esteem, sense of self worth. Your very attractive, and very articulate, that probably goes over your head because your conditioned to think negatively about your self, be it through negative experiences or family members putting you down. It doesn't really matter what the reasons are, in essence you need to focus on your strong points, i.e - good lucks, intelligence and self awareness, peace

[MaryanaS01]

well that's all well and good unless you don't believe in god.

[yllekeener]

@MaryanaS01 it doesn't matter if you don't believe in God yet. THere's power in JESUS name...even if we have the faith the size of a tiny tiny little seed. Pray in his name to be delivered and you will find some freedom!

[Drahregssor]

@yllekeener lol yet...prostheletizing is wrong imo

[MrVolstruis]

@yllekeener 

[ShingingDisco]

I appreciate this video. I don't have an eating disorder but once I starved my self for about a month and exercised the whole night everyday. I then realized that I didn't need to torture myself and that I could be a normal 12 year old girl. I cried during this video because it brought back the memories of my trying so hard to be thin. Luckily I stopped starving myself before it became an addiction. Thanks so much for informing these addicted people that there's hope! :)

[KnivesMonroe]

Thank you for being brave.

[jaisyyyy]

i love this. so much.

you are an amazing vessel that the Lord used to speak to my spirit. <3

[bbobon]

you were really brave and determined

[liberalsaresuperior]

don't worry about your weight, your skinny enough. Truth be told, you should put on some weight.

[xxCrazySmooth]

I'm a guy, and i used to have Megarexia. I lifted weights 6 days a week and ate seven BIG calori rich meals a day. One day i just got sick of force feeding my self, lost my appetite for food, and gave it up. It was a clomplete addiction, effecting everything in my life. And no matter how big you get, like a bulimic girl, you're unable see it for yourself lol. Glad you broke the cycle! But god had nothing to do with it.

[Kwissyball123]

wow...thank you for the reminder to cling on to Jesus....

[yllekeener]

@rustyscrapper

Despite common misconceptions, weight and looks really have nothing to do with having an eating disorder. Fat girls and tiny girls can be obsessed with food and image regardless of their size or appearance. The "disease" is deeper - it's the voice they have accepted that says no matter what you do, you'll NEVER be good enough. It's demonic and evil and needs to be out of these girls heads. I appreciate you trying to help out and give feedback though.

[raganmae]

Before you even mentioned God, I was thinking that this girl is speaking straight truth. You spoke to my heart and I know all I need to do to get better is seek God aging because I cut him off. Thank you. You're lovely.

[yllekeener]

@raganmae

Thanks Raganmae - You're sweet and lovely too. Just go to God exactly as you are....don't be any body else and don't wait until you're perfect...just go to Him and he'll accept you and clean you up =) Thanks for the comment

[adel9807]

This is something I think every girl should take time to listen to, even if they're not at the stage of anorexia or bulimia. I'm not, but I contemplate it lot because I've been hurt immensely and felt no control, but it's things like this that make me look at the bigger picture, the one I know about I just often ignore. Thanks for the reminder :) xo

[yllekeener]

@adel9807

You're welcom Adel ; ) Thanks for listening!

[TheElkton]

I don't know. Your pretty HOT to me. I really love your eyes. Just an opinion and how I feel.

[imitator777]

you're really beautiful

[yllekeener]

@imitator777 thanks! but my healing took a long time - i wasn't beautiful right away - it took time to heal and become beautiful from the inside out

[fnoperi]

Good job. i think your strong, and beautiful. must be hard to sacrifice a job, and a car.

[yllekeener]

@fnoperi

actually it was really hard at the time but as i got stronger and more freed- i was able to reintroduce those commodities- i'm now 28, have a car, a professional job, etc.....also, i always found myself dropping classes, or failing to write final papers in college until i was delivered...after i was delivered, not only did i complete 7 classes in one semester (that's a lot) i also graduated and didn't drop a single class. When i wasn't so angry, i was able to be produtive for myself

[fnoperi]

@yllekeener Wow, :) congrats. i felt the kind of same way about college, i drop out and went to technical school, i like it better. bulimia is an addiction, and it's like getting high to me when b/p. I'm a male, 19 years old. i had an eating disorder for 4 years . i stop making myself throw up everyday, 2 years ago. i now restrict 4 a week, and b/p 3 a week. it made a big difference to me. i'm 6'2, i weigh 137 pounds. i'm pretty thin but not too thin. my bone structure is pretty small.

[Sandmantheman02]

Something else i read is if you see teen girls with Anerxiia / Bolimia / and cutting or scarifacation is sure sign of sex abuse because that's only thing they think they have control of in thier life ...... but this is another whole topic not talked about and few papers on.

[yllekeener]

@Sandmantheman02

I would say that while it can be linked to sexual abuse, it was not at all in my case. For me, my home was chaotic, and "perfectly dysfunctional" in every way. Nothing weird sexually, just a lot of yelling, disorder and anger. I used my eating disorder to take control - as you said - but not because things were weird sexually, but because they were out of control and i thought that if i was just the right size or perfect enough- things would get better. keep researching tho!

[Sandmantheman02]

@yllekeener

It's been nearly 20 yrs. since I read indepth on this topic and we split up nearly that long ago. Some fellow Anthropologist sent me some reports on the cutting aspect link, when the topic came up at a state meeting. We were discussing Anerxia and future Osteological remains.

[Sandmantheman02]

sound seems ok

my exwife is anorexic ( never cured just learn to control it ) when we divoriced she was down to 89 lbs. I used to count plates for 5 years to see if she ate during the day. We didn't didn't divorce over this it was other reason but she was this way the 11 yrs i was with her. And i had a cousin that went to 65 lbs and wear 3 or 4 sweaters to hide it . She was in hospital for 3 months to put weight back on her. Male teens do get this, but more rare in males.