I was a Natural Charismatic Leader and i found disorder in army..... Its about me strange to explain, because i feel it sometimes natural to be like that but sometimes, i dont why, i dont have the power i had few years ago, you know, the sparks around me, nothink can touch me, nothink can bother me at high level.
I used to feel like you do. I was diagnosed with BPD. I have tried suicide several times, have the outside scars; mostly the inside scars. I found God in my life. It has changed my life. I still struggle, but I don't think of kiling myself anymore. Im not addicted to drugs anymore, and have been married for 17 years with three children. Don't give up!
im not sure what you mean "borderline distortion campaign" . I have Borderline Personality Disorder and im not sure what you mean by secondhand victim the way i see it is that im a victim and simply that.though there is no simple about the disorder. it has taken over my life that i don't even know who i am anymore. i can only look for clues but friend's that once where have gone and family that was are not know so no i don't believe there is a second hand victim for BPD. thank's for the video
Should you be a victim of borderline distortion campaign, please contact me. I am considering writing a book on the topic. I am a secondhand victim of borderline, who knows the pain of both being its victim and the pain the one with the disorder suffers. I am not here to judge anyone; I am merely looking for secondhand victims of the cruel disorder....
I hate this damn disorder :( it ruining my life. I drove away the most important person in my life. My beloved therapist who i have been seeing for almost 1 years. (Next months the 27 will be 1 year since i met her). Now i miss her and want her back into my life and be my therapist again. I miss her and want to give up the fight. It killing me inside everyday and i am too emotionally exhausted.
Thank you for sharing this it will appear on a site dedicated to this order and my best friend who just took her life--I carry her pain and shame with me always
Sweetie, there is a reason why you're still here. God knows you have a strong and beautiful spirit and is reaching out to you, to free you forever from the prison you've buitl, to heal your broken spirit and fill you with his light. God bless you and give you the strenght and wisdom you need to go on.
Incredibly sad and especially sad that there are so many victims, including second hand victims. There is not enough love in the world to fix anyone with BPD or BP and too many do not seek treatment so they can live healthier, happier lives. God bless all of those who love those with these debilitating illnesses and God bless the sufferers themselves.
this was so beautiful exactily how i feel. I have bpd its controled my life and people are leaving me. I dont feel so alone. I too hope one day il get better. Im painting expressing how i feel that helps me. I loved your video it touched me.... Thankyou in alot of ways xoxo thankyou
I'm sorry for the pain you feel, but you have to stop inflicting it upon those you are supposed to love. You significant other is not your emotional garbage can. My wife has never been diagnosed, but I strongly suspect she has BPD. Her emotional and verbal abuse of me has escalated into physical violence. Once she assaulted me when I was asleep in bed. What's next - will I wake up with a knife stuck in my chest? Enough is enough; I have filed for divorce. I loved her once. She killed it.
@Bannedtosociety1 , You are obviously an idiot that can hide behind your computer screen and talk crap about people that actually KNOW what real problems are and what real pain is , I don't believe issues such as self harm and suicidal behaivor are 'mediocre'. The 'trurh' here is that you have no idea what BPD is, so gtfo and educate yourself before leaving stupid comments.
Nice video. If you would like someone to relate to, check out my videos or visit my website. I would really like to relate and assist in any way I can.
Yep, this is what all these emo videos get us: dumbasses with no understanding of illnesses, and apparently very poor grammar/spelling, running their mouths off. God....
This video is amazing :) well done. I have BPD, i got diagnosed with it 7 years ago and this video says exactly how i feel,Sometimes its hard to put it into words. xx
Fighting for my right to express what I feel has been the only thing keeping me alive. It is also what has gotten me in the most trouble, loss of jobs, and social isolation. I'm lucky enough to be BiPolar and Borderline. The thing that might kill me is something that I will barely admit to having. That would be loneliness.
the whole reason we go to the doctor is because we can't handle our emotions and can't figure out why! Eff all of you who think it's just little kids who never grew up! Go jump off a bridge or something Sh*t!
You guys effing suck with all this bullcrap emo talk! Sh*t, shut up, if you don't even care about this stuff why in the Hell are you watching it! Just to make stupid a&# comments and make people who actually have this disorder feel even more like Sh*t! We didn't just walk into a doctors office and say hmmm...I have Borderline Personality Disorder, give me meds and we're done, that's whats wrong with me! HELLLLL NOOOO!!! It takes many doctors and many months to figure out what's wrong with you!
Thank u so much i have been diagnosed lately but i was sure something wasnt right i was always struggling never happy scared all that u said im seeking treatment now hopefully if its in GODS will ill recover
so said to see the amount of hatefull comments on the other hand it reminds me that i'm not as bad as i thought. To lack compassion for others is way more serious and leads ways to violent crimes against others. Hopefully people will learn one day if you have nothing good to say dont' say anything at all. Unless you can prove that people with BPD are not suffering form a serious mental illness you should refrain from your degortory comments .
@swinter33 Don' t give a fuck about those emotionless fags who said that you are insane and u should kille yourself. In fact, it it a way for them to compensate their inferiority complex. It is way worse if you have no capacity for empathy towards others, ur an alcoholic an beat your wife/family or if you are a drug addict who sell all of his/her money to buy drugs.....
i've been diagnosed with bdp for 2 years. Imagine if you had absolutely no identity. You can't. To feel empty because you don't know who you are or because you always feel like people hate you or will abandon you? Most people have felt like this one point in they're lives. This is the everyday life of someone with bpd. We can't help this. Are you people so cruel to say that people suffering like this are "emo" or not even feel any kind of sympathy? Are you so heartless?
@Leekduck of course you would say that. you don't know what it's like. try living with it for a day and you'll see how much complete and utter pain it is. I'm only 14 and I've been diagnosed wth borderline 2 years ago. the nature of this video shows how sad..no more than that depressing, devestating life can be for someone with this disorder.
I fell so bad for anyone diagonised with bpd most people think were evil and one carzy book writing physcatrist claims were emotional vampiers so glad to see someone gives a shit. however most of the world is selfish get them to change you diagnosis if you can then mabye they will treat you like a human i have been diaginosed since 1997 and the phsycaholigists get meaner every year and i fell alone even thought there are so many with this disease. i hope they find a real cure and not just drugs
@swinter33 Do change your therapist, or actually get one- psychologists are useless, they just colect material for theories, manipulate and don´t treally treat you. Unless you manage to find one who is therapist as well and actually cares about patients. Not so easy, try to contact some support group.
@restless1999 Are you that fucking brain washed the cure is not Jesus he is fucking dead I have been diagnosed with BPD and I have seen 3 of my friends kill themselves because of it and 1 of my friends was a very religous person and Jesus didnt do shit.
This video explains how I feel. I'm diagnosed with BPD, 15, was sent into a institution for three months, was medicated then all of a sudden my mom has no money, so no medication for me. It's so hard right now. I keep losing my relationships with friends and boyfriends. I'm so alone, I'm trying though, but now ths has gone down hill, alcoholism and majurina.
This video explains how I feel. I'm diagnosed with BPD, 15, was sent into a institution for three months, was medicated then all of a sudden my mom has no money, so no medication for me. It's so hard right now. I keep losing my relationships with friends and boyfriends. I'm so alone, I'm trying though.
@MissMewmewie you fell alone but there are many people who have this disoarder and suffer the same ups and downs what we need is a real support group and some shrinks interested in curing us not making the pharmacitucal companies money. I'm sorry you loose your friends it happens to me to i've grown used to everyone walking away but i hope some how you wont have to keep suffering like me.
love this this what ppl need is to know you can fight this im recovering but little way yet to go i got this far only person that can save you is yourself
hi xbrokeninsideex86, when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
city hall it meristar if she is violent again u need to get her help ASAP THIS IS CONDTION CAN BE VERY SERIOUS IF U NEED 2 KNOW MORE OR ME TO HELP U GUIDE U THROUGH THIS PLEASE POST ME BACK
I HAD FAMILY HAS WELL THAT DIDNT UABOUT UNDERSTAND AND PEOPLE WONDER why i cut my self family and dont to seem why but deep inside i feel like im dying and i used to cut beacuse the the pain that is so intense that last result would be cutting for cityhall yes we can have anger and rage and it an be violent but that the result of thing and this isnt weird at all if there is result that your in harm or shes in hm you then need to get her help ASAP
BPD suicide attempts are impulsive and are serious, they can happen abusing of drugs or something else, it happens when you least expect so if you have this diagnose you need treatment and care
BPD can get that violent. I have suffered from the illness for years and was recently diagnosed. My husband could never understand why I have always been so angry and sad. He feels the same way you do. The disorder is very real and can lead to hurting someone or the person who has it. Medical treatment is needed for those who suffer from BPD.
It would be cool if you could make some vids about the process of recovery. My girlfriend has bpd and I feel at the end of my rope and confused. She has tried meds but has issues with them so I feel lost and confused as to what to do next. Sometimes I worry a bit about getting a knife to my belly. Can bpd people get that violent? Sorry for the weird question.
@BPDsucks Well hun i would say that those who would look at this an think joke arnt woth it anyway..An Emo is just a label, it dont say emo in the vid an end of the day, when a bpd is having a real bad turn, then this is how it all looks an feels, to others maby a sympathy thing but when going through it, most dont say,this vid may look a bit like that but cause it is getting personall,trying to alowing peps a view of the view an feeling from those going through it an how bad it can b wen bad
Thank you for this amazing video, I´m fourteen and have been dignosed with BPD for four years, and it is a constant struggle and this video really shows the inner struggle... For everyone else with BPD, Don´t give up, keep holdning on!
@Seizre Bpd can be diagnosed younger then 18yrs according to information i got from my phyciatrist, however i do feel that it should be 18+ due to it's imense compleity's though i stand corrected if i am wrong.
@jameskenly i am 19 and was just diagnosed with BPD a week ago. I have always had little signs, but like most children it was thought to be just adolescent tempers.
i met this guy with bpd, and things were fine for the first 2 months. for the past 2 weeks he will not return my calls, it happened so suddenly, why is this? should i just give up? any insight is appreciated, thanks
BPD.. Depression Or Anything Like That Is Not a Disease.. Its a Disorder..! I Find It Really Offensive That Your Are Saying Anyone That Suffers With Mental Health Problems Has a So Called Disease..!!
To Jeninthians: Think about yourself. Are you a good person when you said bad words to a nineteen-year-old girl who was just confused about a video? I think you are old enough to answer this question.
amy - no apology from me I'm afraid. You are ignorant? So you are confused, try and live and breathe this disorder, then come back and tell me you are HURTING.
It's not hard to die if u really want to die. So you never really want to die! Because if u really wanted to die, you could die already. Hang yourself or cut your wrist really deep. But u are still alive so it means that u don't really want to die!
Sorry, watch your language please. I said that because I can't understand why BPD ppl always say they want to die but like I said, it's not hard to die if u REALLY want to die. So do they really want to die or not? I'm just confused and didnt mean to offend. Hope u understand. Thanks.
You said BPD people feel hopeless and they want to die and try everything to kill themselves. But actually they still have hope at the end of the video! They still want to live!? So what do they really want? Die or live? And if they really want to die, it's not that hard. Maybe they just want to cut, not really want to die. Because if they really want to die, just cut deep in the wrist and sure they can die, but the thing here is they dont want to do that because they DON't really want to die!
First of all, it is actually quite difficult to commit suicide. Many people make honest attempts, but merely end up in the hospital. It's not as simple as cutting deeply. Try researching suicide if you want more information about that. Because it truly is difficult.
I can easily see why Jeninthians was offended by your question. You stated it in a condescending, ridiculing, and very negative manner. It almost sounded like you wanted us to die.
@heartshapedglassesx3 It's not difficult to kill yourself. I have made many 'attempts', but I am now insightful enough to know that, at the time, I wasn't completely ready to die. If you wanted to die, you would be dead. You don't need a website to tell you that a tall bridge, a gun, or hanging is going to do you in good and proper. And I don't like this video at all. It is annoying. It's like a horrible parody of bpd.
I agree, the video is very cliche and doesn't accurately portray the disease.
But here I disagree. Sure, many suicide attempts don't work because the person wasn't committed to them. But other attempts that are serious just don't work. For example, a bullet to the head might not kill a person. Neither will hanging. Neither will jumping from a bridge. I'm not going to explain why for each, that should be something that you can comprehend or look up for yourself.
But to say that failed suicide attempts mean for everyone that they're not ready to die yet is stupid. Just because that's how it was for you doesn't mean that's how it is for everyone. Know the difference.
There is no difference. If you really want to do die, you do. It's not difficult to kill a dog, and it's not difficult to kill a person. If you haven't done it, there is something stopping you, and this is a GOOD THING. Suicide is not a good option. People making lots of little attempts should stop playing russian roulette, because there is clearly a big part of you that wants to stay alive. Make the right choice and stop trying. COMMIT YOURSELF TO LIVING.
Oh for an example of a failed suicide attempt that was VERY serious: A guy who my friend knew put a gun to his head but only blew off the front part of it, leaving him completely mentally handicapped, yet still alive. Now tell me that that isn't a serious attempt. Guns don't always kill people.
Plus it can be quite difficult to kill yourself if you're in high school. Do I have access to weapons? no. Do i want to risk a hanging, and the possibility of that failing? no.
It may well be a serious attempt, but if he was that committed to dying then he'd try again and again until he got it right. A big part of recovery is being honest with yourself. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself that have a 80% success rate. This is not a challenge to all of you suicidals, just an invitation for you to start thinking a little more clearly about why you 'attempt suicide'.
I'll answer from my perspective, since I can't explain other's reasons for still trying. I still live because I feel I owe my parents my life. That by killing myself now, I would be doing the most selfish thing imaginable, and my concious won't allow that.
I do want to die. I really do. But more than that, I want to be happy. I haven't felt happy in 4 years. So the survival instinct in me ties me here, as much as I wish it didn't.
Thank you so much, heartshapedglassesx3. You have a very nice attitude and answered politely. I appreciate it! I was asking because I was so confused. I don't understand it. I cannot explain for myself,because I don't understand myself too!! Honestly, I have BPD too... but I'm afraid to say that because I'm afraid ppl will laugh at me and say I'm crazy!... I cut so many times...but I always stopped when It went too far. Sometimes I want to die, sometimes I dont... I cannot understand myself!
My counselor said that my "other half" is a lot like Jekyll and Hyde. It resulted in drug addiction, self mutilation, institutions, unintentional sex, violence, and losing everyone around me except one.
There is no hope. You cant really be better now. You are the same only now you have told people about your past but are still hiding the present.
I like to think there is hope for all of us with BPD but there isnt, the only thing that makes me feel a litlle better is watching these videos because it makes mefeel for 4 minutes that i ament alone and that someone out there really does understand me.
i've been discovered with BPD AND APD AND NPD AND HiSTRIONIC AND DELUSSION DISORDER AND THE REST OF THEM AT THE AGE OF 14 AND NOW IM 24, STILL LIVING IN THIS HELL TRYIN' EVERYDAY TO ESCAPE BUT I CAN'T...SO CONFUSED AND OBSESSED ABOUT THE DAY I'LL DIE...
i have both borderline and schizotypal. im still liveing, the best thing to do is to work with the disorder and not suffer from it. it sounds fucking stuped but it has helped me. understand what triggers your and know what to do after it has happened. thats all i know what to say
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Asshole, people experience this disease through the one's who actually have it. That's the point. BPD's are highly manipulative and have no souls. They rearrange a normal person's emotions till there's nothing left. It's a crime. Fuck em. And fuck you.
The only people who have no souls are the ones deemed "normal". Who think like yourself. I would bet you never known anyone with bpd.. Keep this in mind the people with this disorder deserve a lot of understanding and care. Not to be treated like they are evil or outcasts. They have feelings just like everyone else.
I have. They create irreperable damage to friends and loved ones. Treating them like victims who need "a lot of understanding and care" is just another excuse to let them go unchecked. It's that vicimization which BPD sufferers need to get out of.
I highly doubt that you have. It is the friends and family who do the irreperable damage. Well meaning intentions do more harm then good. They are only victims till they can learn to live with the disorder. Why they need support. What you said before and now shows you have alot to learn on the truth behind this.
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Oh, so BPD's have no responsibility for their actions? Friends and Family somehow "do this" to them? BPD is not a learned behavior. See, this is what I mean. You people victimize yourselves and make endless excuses while at the same time contradicting anything logic would tell you.
And, yeah I'll bet you suffer from it. I recognize the thought pattern.
I never said that. Do not put any words of yours into what I say just to fit what want to hear. Everyone is responsible in some part. Yet as I already said a person's well intentions hence friends and family are known to do more harm then good. Fyi i don't have it I just couldn't stand to see an insensitive prick put down ones who do suffer from this.
So guess makes you are a qualified therapist then? Then tell me what the thought pattern consist of.
All the while u sit here yelling at a person steryotyping a group of ppl over 1 persons actions. Everyone needs love, support & a lot of understanding care But unless u want alot of unwanted attention from those who were greatly offended by ur comments, just stay off of videos like this. It seems like u went & said something that u knew would get someone pissed and u wanted to manulipate their reaction which u did.
i love this very clip, it is how i feel at the moment, but i feel a bit worse. :(.
last year i was diagnoised with depression, then i went to a different a few weeks ago for a check up with my depression and they diagnoised me with boredline personality now i am just confused with who i am
This has helped me a lot knowing, someone who gets it. Yeah, it's my secret, I screw up with everyone, it's only a matter of time. Already, I screwed up the WORST today I messed it up, with a band, yes a band. This is it,. The worst I've ever done. This disorders taken my life. god what was I hoping?
to IHATEMELISSA: people who belittle others pain only do so because they themselves are in great pain and get angry when anyone displays their pain as if it could be worse than yours. You are miserable, just admit it and move on. Your name must be melissa, that explains a lot about you.
BPD is a mental disorder not really knowing who you are. It is a combination with fear of abondonment, being alone, always doing wrong and feeling bad for it. There is so much to this disorder that it is hard to explain. Only the people who have it really can understand. I'm one who is diagnosed, and I'm fighting hard for myself and other people to cope with it. I hope this helps.
wow i like this video but those images of all the cutting and blood is scary...i absolutely agree with the begining part ;; 5 stars a bit too emo for me though ...
Not as offensive then what you say. Just think about how you understood it enough to reply. If anyone could be called a fag-handler might be someone like yourself who has the experience.
xbrokeninside good video thank you for shareing sweetheart, and all those insinsitive comments learn to trigger anger and not self hate & depression because them jackasses need a good beating but that wont help there low I.Q but whatever im sick of normal people. Hugs & kissis Sweet Heart :D
I found out I have BPD yesterday, i havent had much sleep since then. All this time i thought it was just me with these "problems" i thought i was just unlucky with relationships and anger BUT believe me this shit is real. and im reding these comments and im atleast a bit happy that im not the only one BUT i still have my own battle to win everyday when i wake up in the morning. Thanks for the video
I have Bpd and this all seems mellowdramatic but then again I feel like I am mellowdramatic when I get upset...I got real bad tonight so I thought I would look upo these vids thank you.
It's nice to know there are other poeple like you out there
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For any guys dating a girl that's borderline or a girl you think might be borderline. GET OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP! SAVE YOURSELF FROM MISERY! Marriage won't fix insanity. Burn your stuff, your clothes, except the ones on your back, then she can't manipulate you, then LEAVE.
What the fuck dude! your pathetic and insensitive and you make me sick!! I find that statement personally offensive, and Im sure I'm not the only one. how is burning all of your clothes going to stop someone manipulating anyway...thats a pretty dumbfuck statement!!
BPD fellows, you should come and talk and share experiences with us other sufferers at mom (mapofmates . com) :)
illflywithyounow 3 weeks ago
I was a Natural Charismatic Leader and i found disorder in army..... Its about me strange to explain, because i feel it sometimes natural to be like that but sometimes, i dont why, i dont have the power i had few years ago, you know, the sparks around me, nothink can touch me, nothink can bother me at high level.
zerman90 3 months ago
I always feel like this but I've never been diagnosed
s16penser 3 months ago
Do you people realize what you do to the people who love you? Of course you don't, it's all about you!
sixisreal 3 months ago
i have dihss too && im also bipolar , i kuttt kuhz i prefer physical pain dahn emotional pain -||3 i understand waht yuu all are going thru!
mamashsuxx 3 months ago
i have this ... i feel gray all the time ... like theres no life for me to live .. i cut to know im alive still </3
pain2797 5 months ago
I used to feel like you do. I was diagnosed with BPD. I have tried suicide several times, have the outside scars; mostly the inside scars. I found God in my life. It has changed my life. I still struggle, but I don't think of kiling myself anymore. Im not addicted to drugs anymore, and have been married for 17 years with three children. Don't give up!
monique62801 7 months ago
im not sure what you mean "borderline distortion campaign" . I have Borderline Personality Disorder and im not sure what you mean by secondhand victim the way i see it is that im a victim and simply that.though there is no simple about the disorder. it has taken over my life that i don't even know who i am anymore. i can only look for clues but friend's that once where have gone and family that was are not know so no i don't believe there is a second hand victim for BPD. thank's for the video
jameskenly 8 months ago
Should you be a victim of borderline distortion campaign, please contact me. I am considering writing a book on the topic. I am a secondhand victim of borderline, who knows the pain of both being its victim and the pain the one with the disorder suffers. I am not here to judge anyone; I am merely looking for secondhand victims of the cruel disorder....
DeedleDeedleDumplin 9 months ago
I hate this damn disorder :( it ruining my life. I drove away the most important person in my life. My beloved therapist who i have been seeing for almost 1 years. (Next months the 27 will be 1 year since i met her). Now i miss her and want her back into my life and be my therapist again. I miss her and want to give up the fight. It killing me inside everyday and i am too emotionally exhausted.
TashaRichardsonFan 9 months ago
Thank you for sharing this it will appear on a site dedicated to this order and my best friend who just took her life--I carry her pain and shame with me always
mydarlinggirlrachae 9 months ago
Sweetie, there is a reason why you're still here. God knows you have a strong and beautiful spirit and is reaching out to you, to free you forever from the prison you've buitl, to heal your broken spirit and fill you with his light. God bless you and give you the strenght and wisdom you need to go on.
shadowless1974 10 months ago
Incredibly sad and especially sad that there are so many victims, including second hand victims. There is not enough love in the world to fix anyone with BPD or BP and too many do not seek treatment so they can live healthier, happier lives. God bless all of those who love those with these debilitating illnesses and God bless the sufferers themselves.
GeorgiePPuddinPie 10 months ago
Poor abusive personalities. Aw...
jbearden 10 months ago
this was so beautiful exactily how i feel. I have bpd its controled my life and people are leaving me. I dont feel so alone. I too hope one day il get better. Im painting expressing how i feel that helps me. I loved your video it touched me.... Thankyou in alot of ways xoxo thankyou
ihaveawhitebird 1 year ago
I'm sorry for the pain you feel, but you have to stop inflicting it upon those you are supposed to love. You significant other is not your emotional garbage can. My wife has never been diagnosed, but I strongly suspect she has BPD. Her emotional and verbal abuse of me has escalated into physical violence. Once she assaulted me when I was asleep in bed. What's next - will I wake up with a knife stuck in my chest? Enough is enough; I have filed for divorce. I loved her once. She killed it.
luv2bud 1 year ago 2
truth*
VoodooCrayon 1 year ago
@Bannedtosociety1 , You are obviously an idiot that can hide behind your computer screen and talk crap about people that actually KNOW what real problems are and what real pain is , I don't believe issues such as self harm and suicidal behaivor are 'mediocre'. The 'trurh' here is that you have no idea what BPD is, so gtfo and educate yourself before leaving stupid comments.
VoodooCrayon 1 year ago
@Bannedtosociety1
1. Spell check
2. Go fuck yourself
3. Preferably with a pineapple or some form of explosive device.
mchooligan89 1 year ago
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Nice video. If you would like someone to relate to, check out my videos or visit my website. I would really like to relate and assist in any way I can.
rbogdewic 1 year ago
@katieHAN123 no that IS true, deal with it
Leekduck 1 year ago
@Bannedtosociety1 You live with BPD. You wont last 5 mins!
BPDsucks 1 year ago
@BPDsucks
Yep, this is what all these emo videos get us: dumbasses with no understanding of illnesses, and apparently very poor grammar/spelling, running their mouths off. God....
Arembjorn 1 year ago
This video is amazing :) well done. I have BPD, i got diagnosed with it 7 years ago and this video says exactly how i feel,Sometimes its hard to put it into words. xx
clared88 1 year ago
Fighting for my right to express what I feel has been the only thing keeping me alive. It is also what has gotten me in the most trouble, loss of jobs, and social isolation. I'm lucky enough to be BiPolar and Borderline. The thing that might kill me is something that I will barely admit to having. That would be loneliness.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
the whole reason we go to the doctor is because we can't handle our emotions and can't figure out why! Eff all of you who think it's just little kids who never grew up! Go jump off a bridge or something Sh*t!
tiffinymac 1 year ago 2
You guys effing suck with all this bullcrap emo talk! Sh*t, shut up, if you don't even care about this stuff why in the Hell are you watching it! Just to make stupid a&# comments and make people who actually have this disorder feel even more like Sh*t! We didn't just walk into a doctors office and say hmmm...I have Borderline Personality Disorder, give me meds and we're done, that's whats wrong with me! HELLLLL NOOOO!!! It takes many doctors and many months to figure out what's wrong with you!
tiffinymac 1 year ago
Thank u so much i have been diagnosed lately but i was sure something wasnt right i was always struggling never happy scared all that u said im seeking treatment now hopefully if its in GODS will ill recover
WHATUWILLNEVERBE 1 year ago
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MonacoBlast 1 year ago
so said to see the amount of hatefull comments on the other hand it reminds me that i'm not as bad as i thought. To lack compassion for others is way more serious and leads ways to violent crimes against others. Hopefully people will learn one day if you have nothing good to say dont' say anything at all. Unless you can prove that people with BPD are not suffering form a serious mental illness you should refrain from your degortory comments .
swinter33 1 year ago 2
@swinter33 its called a 'personality disorder' that means there's something wrong with your personality
Leekduck 1 year ago
@swinter33 Don' t give a fuck about those emotionless fags who said that you are insane and u should kille yourself. In fact, it it a way for them to compensate their inferiority complex. It is way worse if you have no capacity for empathy towards others, ur an alcoholic an beat your wife/family or if you are a drug addict who sell all of his/her money to buy drugs.....
oceansoul0403 1 year ago
@oceansoul0403 Thanks good to see some people have compassion.
swinter2010 1 year ago
PEOPLE ARE DEADING EVERYDAY FROM HUNGER AND GETTING KILLDEDED
inechiSAN 1 year ago
glenn beck wanted to kill himself when he got ass surgery.
and you wanna die because you are a teenager.
did you know that the first death camps were in africa degozaruka?
the place was called shark somthing, IDK because the news is loaded with unhappy teens gozaimasu
inechiSAN 1 year ago
i've been diagnosed with bdp for 2 years. Imagine if you had absolutely no identity. You can't. To feel empty because you don't know who you are or because you always feel like people hate you or will abandon you? Most people have felt like this one point in they're lives. This is the everyday life of someone with bpd. We can't help this. Are you people so cruel to say that people suffering like this are "emo" or not even feel any kind of sympathy? Are you so heartless?
iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 1 year ago
@iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 yes im a heartless autistic git get over it
and if you act like someone with BPD, then people will hate you, people will abandon you, and you will deserve it
Leekduck 1 year ago
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MonacoBlast 1 year ago
@MonacoBlast want moar?
Leekduck 1 year ago
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MonacoBlast 1 year ago
@MonacoBlast ofcourse we do it is what seperates the human race from that of animals
Leekduck 1 year ago
I always get the impression that BPD is just 'emo that never grew up' syndrome
the nature of this vid confirmed this for me
Leekduck 1 year ago
@Leekduck of course you would say that. you don't know what it's like. try living with it for a day and you'll see how much complete and utter pain it is. I'm only 14 and I've been diagnosed wth borderline 2 years ago. the nature of this video shows how sad..no more than that depressing, devestating life can be for someone with this disorder.
iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 1 year ago
@iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 I know your a liar, cos they can only diagnose BPD if your over 18, your just a self-absorbed teenager
Leekduck 1 year ago
@Leekduck thats not true. i was 11 when i as diagnosed. there are many people diagnosed with it under the age of 18 it's just not as commen.
iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 1 year ago
@iLOVEthe80TWILIGHT13 No its not true, "BPD Style behaviour" is normal for under-18 year olds due to emotional immaturity
Seriously, BPD symptoms fit the profile EXACTLY of a whiny emo 14 year old git, yet they havnt diagnosed all whiny emo 14 year old gits with BPD
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MonacoBlast 1 year ago
@MonacoBlast thats because you have peter pan syndrome and you have not grown up
Leekduck 1 year ago
@MonacoBlast and the correct term is 'Puer Complex'
Leekduck 1 year ago
I just hope you'll never have children. The pain and suffering and torture you BPD people inflict on your children is unforgivable.
verman9 1 year ago
@verman9 Munchausens by Proxy is often carried out by BPD people
Leekduck 1 year ago
Totally agree, amazing video anad totally portrays what we all go thu. x
mrhapie100 1 year ago
this is Emo, not "borderline"
Hackmoune 1 year ago
I fell so bad for anyone diagonised with bpd most people think were evil and one carzy book writing physcatrist claims were emotional vampiers so glad to see someone gives a shit. however most of the world is selfish get them to change you diagnosis if you can then mabye they will treat you like a human i have been diaginosed since 1997 and the phsycaholigists get meaner every year and i fell alone even thought there are so many with this disease. i hope they find a real cure and not just drugs
swinter33 1 year ago
@swinter33 Do change your therapist, or actually get one- psychologists are useless, they just colect material for theories, manipulate and don´t treally treat you. Unless you manage to find one who is therapist as well and actually cares about patients. Not so easy, try to contact some support group.
finehomemadewine 1 year ago
beautiful video x
borderlinelove 1 year ago
thank you ,watching this made me cry,I have BDP too
fortressoftearsangel 1 year ago
@restless1999 Are you that fucking brain washed the cure is not Jesus he is fucking dead I have been diagnosed with BPD and I have seen 3 of my friends kill themselves because of it and 1 of my friends was a very religous person and Jesus didnt do shit.
dazza210ify 1 year ago
beautiful video. thankyou for posting it. had this dreadful disorder for many years now. it is a struggle. but i won't let it beat me. xx
robin8967 1 year ago
This video explains how I feel. I'm diagnosed with BPD, 15, was sent into a institution for three months, was medicated then all of a sudden my mom has no money, so no medication for me. It's so hard right now. I keep losing my relationships with friends and boyfriends. I'm so alone, I'm trying though, but now ths has gone down hill, alcoholism and majurina.
MissMewmewie 1 year ago
This video explains how I feel. I'm diagnosed with BPD, 15, was sent into a institution for three months, was medicated then all of a sudden my mom has no money, so no medication for me. It's so hard right now. I keep losing my relationships with friends and boyfriends. I'm so alone, I'm trying though.
MissMewmewie 1 year ago
@MissMewmewie you fell alone but there are many people who have this disoarder and suffer the same ups and downs what we need is a real support group and some shrinks interested in curing us not making the pharmacitucal companies money. I'm sorry you loose your friends it happens to me to i've grown used to everyone walking away but i hope some how you wont have to keep suffering like me.
swinter33 1 year ago
love this this what ppl need is to know you can fight this im recovering but little way yet to go i got this far only person that can save you is yourself
poo19811 1 year ago
never give up, there is always hope, x
asonetry 1 year ago
:( I have BPD, this is exactly how I feel too..
thanks for making this
adam10tiffany8 1 year ago
@restless1999 The cure is not Jesus. There was no messiah. Enjoy rotting in the ground, as worm food.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
emo
MattkNT 1 year ago
city hall it meristar if she is violent again u need to get her help ASAP THIS IS CONDTION CAN BE VERY SERIOUS IF U NEED 2 KNOW MORE OR ME TO HELP U GUIDE U THROUGH THIS PLEASE POST ME BACK
meridithstar 1 year ago
I HAD FAMILY HAS WELL THAT DIDNT UABOUT UNDERSTAND AND PEOPLE WONDER why i cut my self family and dont to seem why but deep inside i feel like im dying and i used to cut beacuse the the pain that is so intense that last result would be cutting for cityhall yes we can have anger and rage and it an be violent but that the result of thing and this isnt weird at all if there is result that your in harm or shes in hm you then need to get her help ASAP
meridithstar 1 year ago
we are selfdestruktiv not violent to other people exept that we hurt or leav them before they hurt or leav us,exuse my bad english
daisynilsson 1 year ago
BPD suicide attempts are impulsive and are serious, they can happen abusing of drugs or something else, it happens when you least expect so if you have this diagnose you need treatment and care
borderrecovery 1 year ago
BPD can get that violent. I have suffered from the illness for years and was recently diagnosed. My husband could never understand why I have always been so angry and sad. He feels the same way you do. The disorder is very real and can lead to hurting someone or the person who has it. Medical treatment is needed for those who suffer from BPD.
vmroble 1 year ago
* 5 star *
It would be cool if you could make some vids about the process of recovery. My girlfriend has bpd and I feel at the end of my rope and confused. She has tried meds but has issues with them so I feel lost and confused as to what to do next. Sometimes I worry a bit about getting a knife to my belly. Can bpd people get that violent? Sorry for the weird question.
cityhall4all 2 years ago
What's the diferencie between BPD and Bipolar??
DendrilopisXaggro 2 years ago
I hate the gothic/emo look to all of this.
BPD has nothing to do with any of it.
Some people could see this as a emo joke or not somthing to worry about.
BPDsucks 2 years ago 11
@BPDsucks Well hun i would say that those who would look at this an think joke arnt woth it anyway..An Emo is just a label, it dont say emo in the vid an end of the day, when a bpd is having a real bad turn, then this is how it all looks an feels, to others maby a sympathy thing but when going through it, most dont say,this vid may look a bit like that but cause it is getting personall,trying to alowing peps a view of the view an feeling from those going through it an how bad it can b wen bad
wiccaress 1 year ago
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I cured my sister of BPD by giving her a swift kick in the ass. Straitened her right out.
999Atwood 2 years ago
oh so my psychiatrist isn't real? interesting.
sunlovinggirl 2 years ago 4
NowTHAT'S a great video
rbogdewic 2 years ago 2
@DeathToAll1488
Seems your diagnoses is wrong.....
Byreka 2 years ago
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Nobody feels sorry for you. Just stop making videos like this. You wont kill yourself anyways.
paronfisk 2 years ago
Thank you for this amazing video, I´m fourteen and have been dignosed with BPD for four years, and it is a constant struggle and this video really shows the inner struggle... For everyone else with BPD, Don´t give up, keep holdning on!
MsAliceWoods 2 years ago 9
@MsAliceWoods im 13 have was diganosed today... im scared and dont no how to deal =(
disneydorkC 1 year ago
@MsAliceWoods u are so young , but i hope u get through it and be happy..
TSBNT 1 year ago
@MsAliceWoods BPD can only be diagnosed at age of 18+ :) You probably have some symptons of it :)
Seizre 11 months ago
@Seizre Bpd can be diagnosed younger then 18yrs according to information i got from my phyciatrist, however i do feel that it should be 18+ due to it's imense compleity's though i stand corrected if i am wrong.
jameskenly 8 months ago
@jameskenly i am 19 and was just diagnosed with BPD a week ago. I have always had little signs, but like most children it was thought to be just adolescent tempers.
xsarabearx1 2 months ago
i met this guy with bpd, and things were fine for the first 2 months. for the past 2 weeks he will not return my calls, it happened so suddenly, why is this? should i just give up? any insight is appreciated, thanks
xhellokittyx465 2 years ago
Deep video.
mztoia 2 years ago
BPD.. Depression Or Anything Like That Is Not a Disease.. Its a Disorder..! I Find It Really Offensive That Your Are Saying Anyone That Suffers With Mental Health Problems Has a So Called Disease..!!
BORN2BAHRAVER 2 years ago 2
ADHD and Borderline are looks like.
sulkava 2 years ago
To Jeninthians: Think about yourself. Are you a good person when you said bad words to a nineteen-year-old girl who was just confused about a video? I think you are old enough to answer this question.
amylovely119 2 years ago
amy - no apology from me I'm afraid. You are ignorant? So you are confused, try and live and breathe this disorder, then come back and tell me you are HURTING.
I had more empathy at 19. You have NONE.
Jeninthians 2 years ago
It's not hard to die if u really want to die. So you never really want to die! Because if u really wanted to die, you could die already. Hang yourself or cut your wrist really deep. But u are still alive so it means that u don't really want to die!
amylovely119 2 years ago
You're an arrogant fuckhead!!!!
Jeninthians 2 years ago
My comment was for you amy'lovely' - piss off if you can't offer support. You obviously have no idea you ignorant fool!
Jeninthians 2 years ago
Sorry, watch your language please. I said that because I can't understand why BPD ppl always say they want to die but like I said, it's not hard to die if u REALLY want to die. So do they really want to die or not? I'm just confused and didnt mean to offend. Hope u understand. Thanks.
amylovely119 2 years ago
You said BPD people feel hopeless and they want to die and try everything to kill themselves. But actually they still have hope at the end of the video! They still want to live!? So what do they really want? Die or live? And if they really want to die, it's not that hard. Maybe they just want to cut, not really want to die. Because if they really want to die, just cut deep in the wrist and sure they can die, but the thing here is they dont want to do that because they DON't really want to die!
amylovely119 2 years ago
Exactly, black or white, hate or love, die or live. Unstable moods... ^^;
nohartnohart 2 years ago
Do you have BPD?
tangleclot 2 years ago
amylovely119, to answer your questions:
First of all, it is actually quite difficult to commit suicide. Many people make honest attempts, but merely end up in the hospital. It's not as simple as cutting deeply. Try researching suicide if you want more information about that. Because it truly is difficult.
I can easily see why Jeninthians was offended by your question. You stated it in a condescending, ridiculing, and very negative manner. It almost sounded like you wanted us to die.
heartshapedglassesx3 2 years ago
@heartshapedglassesx3 It's not difficult to kill yourself. I have made many 'attempts', but I am now insightful enough to know that, at the time, I wasn't completely ready to die. If you wanted to die, you would be dead. You don't need a website to tell you that a tall bridge, a gun, or hanging is going to do you in good and proper. And I don't like this video at all. It is annoying. It's like a horrible parody of bpd.
alexclda 1 year ago
I agree, the video is very cliche and doesn't accurately portray the disease.
But here I disagree. Sure, many suicide attempts don't work because the person wasn't committed to them. But other attempts that are serious just don't work. For example, a bullet to the head might not kill a person. Neither will hanging. Neither will jumping from a bridge. I'm not going to explain why for each, that should be something that you can comprehend or look up for yourself.
heartshapedglassesx3 1 year ago
But to say that failed suicide attempts mean for everyone that they're not ready to die yet is stupid. Just because that's how it was for you doesn't mean that's how it is for everyone. Know the difference.
heartshapedglassesx3 1 year ago
There is no difference. If you really want to do die, you do. It's not difficult to kill a dog, and it's not difficult to kill a person. If you haven't done it, there is something stopping you, and this is a GOOD THING. Suicide is not a good option. People making lots of little attempts should stop playing russian roulette, because there is clearly a big part of you that wants to stay alive. Make the right choice and stop trying. COMMIT YOURSELF TO LIVING.
alexclda 1 year ago
Oh for an example of a failed suicide attempt that was VERY serious: A guy who my friend knew put a gun to his head but only blew off the front part of it, leaving him completely mentally handicapped, yet still alive. Now tell me that that isn't a serious attempt. Guns don't always kill people.
Plus it can be quite difficult to kill yourself if you're in high school. Do I have access to weapons? no. Do i want to risk a hanging, and the possibility of that failing? no.
heartshapedglassesx3 1 year ago
It may well be a serious attempt, but if he was that committed to dying then he'd try again and again until he got it right. A big part of recovery is being honest with yourself. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself that have a 80% success rate. This is not a challenge to all of you suicidals, just an invitation for you to start thinking a little more clearly about why you 'attempt suicide'.
alexclda 1 year ago
To continue answering your questions, amylovely:
I'll answer from my perspective, since I can't explain other's reasons for still trying. I still live because I feel I owe my parents my life. That by killing myself now, I would be doing the most selfish thing imaginable, and my concious won't allow that.
I do want to die. I really do. But more than that, I want to be happy. I haven't felt happy in 4 years. So the survival instinct in me ties me here, as much as I wish it didn't.
heartshapedglassesx3 2 years ago 2
Thank you so much, heartshapedglassesx3. You have a very nice attitude and answered politely. I appreciate it! I was asking because I was so confused. I don't understand it. I cannot explain for myself,because I don't understand myself too!! Honestly, I have BPD too... but I'm afraid to say that because I'm afraid ppl will laugh at me and say I'm crazy!... I cut so many times...but I always stopped when It went too far. Sometimes I want to die, sometimes I dont... I cannot understand myself!
amylovely119 2 years ago
don't call it a disease please
snowycloud 2 years ago 3
I know...It really sucks. mine comes and goes. I hate it. I feel alone.
HeisHeavenly2me 2 years ago
Ugh. This is so hard to live with.
My counselor said that my "other half" is a lot like Jekyll and Hyde. It resulted in drug addiction, self mutilation, institutions, unintentional sex, violence, and losing everyone around me except one.
I love you Lindsey High.
Forever and Ever.
xoxo
Chloe`.Criminal
chloetheninja123 2 years ago
There is no hope. You cant really be better now. You are the same only now you have told people about your past but are still hiding the present.
I like to think there is hope for all of us with BPD but there isnt, the only thing that makes me feel a litlle better is watching these videos because it makes mefeel for 4 minutes that i ament alone and that someone out there really does understand me.
thank you for this
really.
xoxox
chumbles2 2 years ago
The song is called: Now Is Mine by K's Choice
Puckiex 2 years ago
Sorry to ask, but can I know what song you used?
Liked the video.
MeOnly333 2 years ago
i've been discovered with BPD AND APD AND NPD AND HiSTRIONIC AND DELUSSION DISORDER AND THE REST OF THEM AT THE AGE OF 14 AND NOW IM 24, STILL LIVING IN THIS HELL TRYIN' EVERYDAY TO ESCAPE BUT I CAN'T...SO CONFUSED AND OBSESSED ABOUT THE DAY I'LL DIE...
slimyoshady 2 years ago 3
beautiful video
brightangel23 2 years ago
I have this desorder too....
guerlain10 2 years ago
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It ain't no disorder, just the human condition. Totally egoic mind. Seperate!!
WelcomeToExistenz 2 years ago
well how can you repair relationships that have been destroyed because of BPD??
Miikaika25 2 years ago
like to know that too, if you find the answer, let me know..
unexsisting 2 years ago
i have both borderline and schizotypal. im still liveing, the best thing to do is to work with the disorder and not suffer from it. it sounds fucking stuped but it has helped me. understand what triggers your and know what to do after it has happened. thats all i know what to say
kalvieXkitteh 2 years ago
u jackass!!! u dont know wat its like 2 have dis fucking disease so shut da fuck up!
drummerchikk101 2 years ago 4
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Asshole, people experience this disease through the one's who actually have it. That's the point. BPD's are highly manipulative and have no souls. They rearrange a normal person's emotions till there's nothing left. It's a crime. Fuck em. And fuck you.
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
The only people who have no souls are the ones deemed "normal". Who think like yourself. I would bet you never known anyone with bpd.. Keep this in mind the people with this disorder deserve a lot of understanding and care. Not to be treated like they are evil or outcasts. They have feelings just like everyone else.
priortymail 2 years ago 3
I have. They create irreperable damage to friends and loved ones. Treating them like victims who need "a lot of understanding and care" is just another excuse to let them go unchecked. It's that vicimization which BPD sufferers need to get out of.
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
I highly doubt that you have. It is the friends and family who do the irreperable damage. Well meaning intentions do more harm then good. They are only victims till they can learn to live with the disorder. Why they need support. What you said before and now shows you have alot to learn on the truth behind this.
priortymail 2 years ago 2
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Oh, so BPD's have no responsibility for their actions? Friends and Family somehow "do this" to them? BPD is not a learned behavior. See, this is what I mean. You people victimize yourselves and make endless excuses while at the same time contradicting anything logic would tell you.
And, yeah I'll bet you suffer from it. I recognize the thought pattern.
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
I never said that. Do not put any words of yours into what I say just to fit what want to hear. Everyone is responsible in some part. Yet as I already said a person's well intentions hence friends and family are known to do more harm then good. Fyi i don't have it I just couldn't stand to see an insensitive prick put down ones who do suffer from this.
So guess makes you are a qualified therapist then? Then tell me what the thought pattern consist of.
priortymail 2 years ago 4
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How's it going, Marie?
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
All the while u sit here yelling at a person steryotyping a group of ppl over 1 persons actions. Everyone needs love, support & a lot of understanding care But unless u want alot of unwanted attention from those who were greatly offended by ur comments, just stay off of videos like this. It seems like u went & said something that u knew would get someone pissed and u wanted to manulipate their reaction which u did.
prtybrokngrl 2 years ago
U made them mad when they may not have been b4 At the very least choose somewhere else to put your hateful comments
(p.s normal people do have souls priorty)
prtybrokngrl 2 years ago
Blah blah blah, self righteous prattling from a guy who doesn't know shit all. Go choke.
Jmonstra 2 years ago
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I hope you will die hahahahaha)))
guerlain10 2 years ago
i love this very clip, it is how i feel at the moment, but i feel a bit worse. :(.
last year i was diagnoised with depression, then i went to a different a few weeks ago for a check up with my depression and they diagnoised me with boredline personality now i am just confused with who i am
missbitch121 2 years ago
bela musica champs
gutoxg 2 years ago
This has helped me a lot knowing, someone who gets it. Yeah, it's my secret, I screw up with everyone, it's only a matter of time. Already, I screwed up the WORST today I messed it up, with a band, yes a band. This is it,. The worst I've ever done. This disorders taken my life. god what was I hoping?
KimIsMissing 2 years ago
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aw poor baby the world hates you...lol Grow up and get a life oh wait you have been abandoned lol
IHATEMELISSA 2 years ago
to IHATEMELISSA: people who belittle others pain only do so because they themselves are in great pain and get angry when anyone displays their pain as if it could be worse than yours. You are miserable, just admit it and move on. Your name must be melissa, that explains a lot about you.
Hetzerelly 2 years ago 2
your a jerk, hope u get a mental illness and know how it feels
missbitch121 2 years ago
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I have a really good answer to what can heal Borderline Personality Disorder. His name is Jesus Christ. God Himself.
I was diagnosed with this disorder a few years ago then God saved me. The core issue is SIN.
AlexaSophie 2 years ago
Thanks for making this vid.
oxofakexaxsmileoxo 2 years ago
could someone please tell me what borderline personality disorders r???
kittenyrouge 2 years ago
BPD is a mental disorder not really knowing who you are. It is a combination with fear of abondonment, being alone, always doing wrong and feeling bad for it. There is so much to this disorder that it is hard to explain. Only the people who have it really can understand. I'm one who is diagnosed, and I'm fighting hard for myself and other people to cope with it. I hope this helps.
Bryon1981 2 years ago
thank you it did help ^____^
kittenyrouge 2 years ago
i understand im kinda in the same place as u...........
emosoul963 2 years ago
great video I am on the sam page as u:)
numberr9 2 years ago
wow i like this video but those images of all the cutting and blood is scary...i absolutely agree with the begining part ;; 5 stars a bit too emo for me though ...
numberr9 2 years ago
I love it! I´ve was diagnosed BPD almost 10 years ago and now I´ve learned to live with it. It´s still hard sometimes, but I´m happy to be alive.
LindaWald 2 years ago 3
the song is "Now is mine" by k's choice
prisionedsoul 3 years ago
what song is this?
masqueoflyfe 3 years ago
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maybe a 1 night stand with a borderline chick would be good, that's about it though. Insanity shouldn't be respected.
CDBigShow 3 years ago
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No such thing as 1 night with a borderline chick. They find a way to get under your skin like a tick. Many a stalker is born from this disorder.
blahblahbleebleeblah 3 years ago
sounds like you have jizz up your ass mate youre a fucking muppet and a prat to boot ... bloody yank bastard
priortymail 2 years ago 4
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Somebody's on the wrong side of the Prozac this morning...and he sounds like gay Crocodile Dundee.
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
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And I guess this would be offensive if I understdood one fucking word you were saying. But I do not speak Euroaussie-trash, you fag-handler.
blahblahbleebleeblah 2 years ago
Not as offensive then what you say. Just think about how you understood it enough to reply. If anyone could be called a fag-handler might be someone like yourself who has the experience.
priortymail 2 years ago 3
xbrokeninside good video thank you for shareing sweetheart, and all those insinsitive comments learn to trigger anger and not self hate & depression because them jackasses need a good beating but that wont help there low I.Q but whatever im sick of normal people. Hugs & kissis Sweet Heart :D
JasonRaub 3 years ago 3
I understand you.
Sr20dwidetox 3 years ago
I found out I have BPD yesterday, i havent had much sleep since then. All this time i thought it was just me with these "problems" i thought i was just unlucky with relationships and anger BUT believe me this shit is real. and im reding these comments and im atleast a bit happy that im not the only one BUT i still have my own battle to win everyday when i wake up in the morning. Thanks for the video
DavidTheSilencer 3 years ago
I have Bpd and this all seems mellowdramatic but then again I feel like I am mellowdramatic when I get upset...I got real bad tonight so I thought I would look upo these vids thank you.
It's nice to know there are other poeple like you out there
CalgarSkull 3 years ago
ive just had a test, the results came back as paranoia- which i totally understand, and borderline (BPO), which i dont get?
ive had a few problems but i dont feel like this?
ive thought about suicide, even wrote a letter,
ive hurt myself,
and ive starved myself
but i dont feel like this alll the time, just sometimes, often but not every moment..
im just abit confused?
xSkinnyWishx 3 years ago
I have BPD,.. i am lucky though i have a wife that loves me anyway ,.
god knows why,.......
shotokan1968 3 years ago
Your Not Crazy your just different. it gets easier as you get older!
TexasTexan2 3 years ago
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For any guys dating a girl that's borderline or a girl you think might be borderline. GET OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP! SAVE YOURSELF FROM MISERY! Marriage won't fix insanity. Burn your stuff, your clothes, except the ones on your back, then she can't manipulate you, then LEAVE.
CDBigShow 3 years ago
What the fuck dude! your pathetic and insensitive and you make me sick!! I find that statement personally offensive, and Im sure I'm not the only one. how is burning all of your clothes going to stop someone manipulating anyway...thats a pretty dumbfuck statement!!
Blackstarrose 3 years ago 3
wow, what an asshole thing to say.
AllThatJazz3088 3 years ago 2
yeah stay away from us cos thats what we want and need!?!? (gosh, ur a pig)
shmenski 3 years ago 4
whats the title of the song?
micoolitz78 3 years ago
hey thanks for that. i feel that way right now. i don't know which end is up...and not too many of the professionals seem to be able to help.
kmj98 3 years ago