This song is so wonderful. <3 It brings back memories, it really does, but it's amazing to know that they are ONLY memories now, and nothing more then the past that we can't change, but it only made us stronger and who we are today..
Do you have the lyrics to this, by any chance? I know you wrote it, but do you still have them? I'd love to read them c:
You're so good....thank you for sharing this cuz it makes me believe that I can go on....And don't think that just because this happened to you doesn't mean that you can't continue and reach your dreams....never think that, because you are an amazing musician and person and you have touched my life in these few short minutes that I heard this song....thank you :)
I totally understand this whole video. You've portrayed it so well.
And about the being tied down? I completely know what you mean. I was, repeatedly.
It's broken me. I can't begin to describe how much I hate myself for what he did to me. I've just found out i'm 4 months pregnant aswell. I'm only just turning 15.
My life has barely started, and I already want to end it.
I'm just damaged goods. Nobody would want me now.
I'll never forget how you hurt me. I'll never forget how I cried.
This song speaks to the pain and torment we survivors feel ,.Thank you for voicing the turbulent emotions in my soul in such a meaningful and beautiful song.
damnit ur gonna make me cry lol... i wish you the best and i wish i could take some of your pain away with myself , truthfully... noone deserves this, and this world is really bugged...
i am so sorry about what happend to you or to everyone for that matter im looking at all these comments leaving good advise on how to kinda get over it a little bit but i dont have any i can only say that it deffinatly wasnt ur fault and it might help to talk to someone and tell them your feelings and i hope all gets better and that ur scars fade and u can finaly be that happygirl you were b4 that happend -best wishes
You are so strong for having done this song. It speaks so much. It expresses everything I feel. I wish I could put this on my mp3, because I listen to it a lot. I am a survivor, and your song expresses so many of the mixed thoughts that float around in my head sometimes.
I know it is not the same but I am not going to be part of the 10% who doesn't speak out. While I wasn't raped I was sexually abused when I was younger and am just now getting over the pain. While I am generally a very tolerant person I think that people like tipaul1 have no idea what it feels like to be a sexual assualt/abuse survivor. I was, and some times still am, in unbearable pain. I can't even imagine how painful it is when it comes to living with the memories of a sexual assult.
Here I go breaking a rule of socitey. I am a male survivor of sexual abuse, and in my opinion ppl like hillbillydavem12 don't deserve to live. He has no idea the pain and heartache abuse survivors go through.
Thers' a thing I don't understand, why do the owners of the channels not protect their own cause, If you wanna share, help or launch awareness than PLEASE do NOT allow pervert sickos to harrass victims or anyone who's compassionate about this topic. Clear out the comment space and delete the ouragious comments..If you really care ..!!!
The biggest problem for any family is (ALCOHOL & DRUG)
It's Not Allowed for any Moslem to drink Alcohol or Drug Abuse
As Allah Almighty said:
{O ye who believe! Strong drink and games of chance and idols and divining arrows are only an infamy of Satan's handiwork. Leave it aside in order that ye may succeed. }
may 3rd 2008 i was raped by the man i thought i was going to actually have a relationship with...stupidly i believed him wen he said that he loved me... it hurts everyday exspecially wen i see him almost everyday and he just looks at me and laughs or tells me we need to get over it </3
You should not stay near that man. Go to the police and let him be arrested. easier said than done, I know. I never found the guts to go, and I regret every day. May 15th 2005 I got away. after multiple rape and torture. Stupidity has nothing to do with it, they trick you, and YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME! You need to get out of the cycle, before you can recover, bit by bit. If you need someone to talk, I will be there..
i was molested by my grandpa and my moms boyfriends after my dad died. then after i was adopted with my 3 sisters and brother, my brother raped and molested me for 6years. ill never 4get it. the abuse stoped wen i was 12. im 18 now and i still get really bad flashbacks and nitemares. i try to tell other ppl my story to help them, its really hard to get over. i used to be numb to all emotion i didnt smile, laugh, cry, im doin beter now tho
What the hell??? that is out! of course none gets abused!? they just compain about it cause the want attention?
That is a load of Bull! sorry but i am someone who has been abused and so has mi best friend, its not fun and not something to boast about! U dont lie about it nd cant just get over it! No one deserves to be abused! i agree with ChristianGirl951 NO ONE!
thank you and I'm sorry, and you are right you don't just boast about it, when people do talk about it on here they are just trying to find a way to tell it and this is the first step for them, I've been there.. i started practicing saying it to people annonymously, eventually eight and a half years later I was able to actually talk about it in person, I have been abused.. badly, my sister had a child at 13 by my uncle, and I was 11. It started when I was eight. IT ISN'T SOMETHING YOU ASK FOR!!
That is something you NEVER say.. I don't care who you are or THINK you are.. You don't say that. No one deserves to be abused NO ONE not even murderers... I don't care what someone does no one deserves something like that... That is down right low down and cowardish for you to say!!
I need advice. I was abused by my father for years. I just got out of the abuse a few months ago because i ran away. I'm not there any more but it still haunts me in every thing i do. Every time I close my eyes I see him. How do i get past it?
i believe the pain of been abused never goes away.....and i can truly relate 2 you because my dad abused me also.....im much older now and i still get flashbacks and angry and all feelin that u can imagine when it comes 2 been abused.....my only advice 2 you as now and thats becuz its stil early stages is 2 talk 2 some1.....like a friend doctor or councillor.....or even me or any1 here.....it will be hard at 1st.....and maybe 4 a while but with time it can get easier.....
I tried talkin about it once. But I just couldn't do it. It's like re-living it. And even just talking about it, it still seems so real. Like it's happening all over again. I don't think I'll be able to talk about it.
i know its hard.....it happened 2 me years ago from young to 17 when i left home.....and i wont lie 2 you.....but even now its still hard like u just wrote.....i get the flashbacks and the memories yes they are still as fresh as the day it happens.....but at the time and even now iv done nothink.....i never reported it.....i hardly talk about it.....as some1 said 2 me 1nce i self harm in a way that im torturin myself.....but i think thats becuz i never did anythink about it.....
iv jus let life lead me 2 where i am now.....and yes i am happy.....but it comes with a load.....and that is somethink i hav became use 2.....but you your at a stage where it sounds like u are still young .....dont be like me and carry it wth you.....in time and only when ur ready speak 2 some1 even ifs in on the fone or here .....no body needs 2 know ur name or anythink like that.....me and others will help you.....but only in ur own time.....
Thank you for your support and offers of help. I appreciate it. You're right. I am young. Since you've been there, I know you're probably right. I guess I'll talk about it eventually.
well the only way i feel like i can get through it is writting about it. its a very hard thing to get over and it will take time. i hope everything turns out ok.
My girlfriend was recently raped, and it destroyed her life. To make things worse, because she is white and the rapists were black, they said they did not rape her, and that she is only saying that because they are black! Even though it was caught on security camera! It hasn't been the same, she hates being touched now and cries every time she sees their faces on tv. but I will not leave her. I hope the guys get what they deserve, and people keep giving her support. This video was beautiful
Be strong and prove you love her keeping by her side. Time will erase all that happened and you both will turn to smile and be happy again. Pray to Jesus and ask for him to change everything.Men's justice is failed but God Justice never fails.God bless you both and help your girlfriend and you to forget bad times.
i cant watch or hear the videos as its emotional 4 me.....i 2 was abused by my dad from 3 to 17 when i finally left home.....nothink was ever done that was due on my part and now his dead n its me left wth the guilt.....the anger the every emotion i can think of.....im 38 now and the memories and feelin are still like it was yesterday.....i 2 am only here cuz of my children grand child on way my family and my faith.....
I was 4 years old when it happened to me i know am 14 i find it very hard to thank back on my child hood and i have the pain every day of what happened and i neither can stand to be touched and i do not like people to be around me i just can't stand it it's too hard on me
i am ok now but thank you so much for being there for people like it makes me feel much better...... i was abused when i was six by a stranger then when i was eight by my neighbour and from 9-15 by my cousin brother. I'm 17 now and i have healed a lot now.... the abuse has stopped... i suffered from false shame and guilt for the last 2 year... my parents dont know about this.. the only people who know are my counsellor and my best frnds... thank you so much
i realise that i'll never forget this and this has become a part of my life but it is so hard as i keep meeting my offender often........ i have change so much ever since i realised what happened... i am trying to move on and to create a wonderful future for myself and have fun like i used to.. i am going to live and make my dreams come true. please keep in touch with me... thank you for letting me speak out and listening to me
my lovly hold ur head up high.....and keep that future dream well focused.....u are so young and you hav a whole future ahead of you.....u will get there and it will be truly worth it.....im so touched by your message i just wish i could do more.....if ever u need me you can personal message me anytime.....and i will get back 2 u .....takecare 4 now and start livin your dreams.....
@silentscars024 I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
@silentscars024 I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
@silentscars024 Only wish I was as emotionally free today back when I was in my 20's following abuse. Molested by my own brother's, their friends from 3 to 18. Parents either knew and ignored or had no idea. Brothers and friends walked free. Father was emotionally abusive because his father did the same to him. Trusted no one fully my whole life now 50 have made steps slowly to recover without killing perpetrators and ending up in jail myself. God freed me the love of Jesus Christ.
Great song hun! i was sexually abused from age 7-14 by my dad also mental,physical & emotional from my mother and step father. i am now 29 my abuser walked free, i suffer severe depression and other problems, i class myself as "USED & DAMAGED GOODS" & find it hard to cope there is so much anger & pain in me, but i have to carry on for my 2 beautiful children that mean more than the world to me, maybe one day i will see the light
I know it's not easy what happened to you,but i tell you only Jesus is the Light.He's the only who can set you free.You are his tresure and your soul values too much for Him.He died for us all.I wish that God may confort your heart and makes you happy.You are child of God.
i went throw the same! try to stay strong dont let him get you down......im rli sorry to hear this happend to you some ppl r jus sick..... i rli didnt know till i got you tube that there was so meny ppl that have gone throw this........thank you for your video
Would you please send me the lyrics to this song? It really means a lot to me cause i have dealt with this and i have always hated mydelf for not being strong enough to stop him, and in ur song its written out like that. Amazing song it was very powerful and mafe me cry.
just me again REMEMBERING the gift that YOU ARE :):):) you'll NEVER walk alone... hope YOU ARE immersing YOU in april awe, john :):):) always dream~~~dare~~~dive!!! :):):)
I work at a facility that is home to teen sexual offenders. This is their last hope before prison. Some of them make it, some of them don't. What they need is to RISE ABOVE this suffering. This can only be done through hope, faith and GOD....and also people like you who create videos like this. These victims need to be heard. Thank you for this video...keep up the good work!
i KNOW your silent scars all too well & i NOW & finally call my infinite scars bright stars... & i MUST hsare that YOU are sure A BLAZING STAR... YOUr heart's multimedia creation here is such a treasure of healing & i sure hope the countless silent victims of this insane plague will discover what YOU created... you'll NEVER walk alone & may YOU always dream~~~dare~~~dive, john :):):)
just remember that nothing they did was your fault . dont let the horrible things they did get in the way of your dreams. you can get through it. all you need is someone to talk to.
I can relate to everybit to this song thank you so much may I put it on my ipod you have an amazing voice xx
TheBaybeekirst 2 weeks ago
I cried myself to sleep last night listening to this...
bvbarmy4lyfe 1 month ago in playlist Later
This song is so wonderful. <3 It brings back memories, it really does, but it's amazing to know that they are ONLY memories now, and nothing more then the past that we can't change, but it only made us stronger and who we are today..
Do you have the lyrics to this, by any chance? I know you wrote it, but do you still have them? I'd love to read them c:
StopForAMinuteNSmile 1 month ago
This is amazing.... I cried so hard... It definettly brought back memories
Zetsusgirl2598 1 month ago
I love your song...
DaReToLiVe27 1 month ago
You're so good....thank you for sharing this cuz it makes me believe that I can go on....And don't think that just because this happened to you doesn't mean that you can't continue and reach your dreams....never think that, because you are an amazing musician and person and you have touched my life in these few short minutes that I heard this song....thank you :)
livingforthemaster 2 months ago
Mind if I add this to my ipod?
JessicaLynn71919 2 months ago
I totally understand this whole video. You've portrayed it so well.
And about the being tied down? I completely know what you mean. I was, repeatedly.
It's broken me. I can't begin to describe how much I hate myself for what he did to me. I've just found out i'm 4 months pregnant aswell. I'm only just turning 15.
My life has barely started, and I already want to end it.
I'm just damaged goods. Nobody would want me now.
I'll never forget how you hurt me. I'll never forget how I cried.
LivingThisHell 5 months ago in playlist LivingThisHell's Favorited Videos
very powerful thank you for this your so talented !
justwanabebeautiful 11 months ago
very powerful thank you for this your so talented !
justwanabebeautiful 11 months ago
This song speaks to the pain and torment we survivors feel ,.Thank you for voicing the turbulent emotions in my soul in such a meaningful and beautiful song.
LostNotBrokenSoul 1 year ago
damnit ur gonna make me cry lol... i wish you the best and i wish i could take some of your pain away with myself , truthfully... noone deserves this, and this world is really bugged...
Dreadedaries 1 year ago
@BornAgainLiberal thx
TheLordKnox 1 year ago
john i hope u know that my revenge is that im successful, i have a loving boyfriend and im making it farther in this world than u ever will
BornAgainLiberal 1 year ago
i am so sorry about what happend to you or to everyone for that matter im looking at all these comments leaving good advise on how to kinda get over it a little bit but i dont have any i can only say that it deffinatly wasnt ur fault and it might help to talk to someone and tell them your feelings and i hope all gets better and that ur scars fade and u can finaly be that happygirl you were b4 that happend -best wishes
MrImmabeast2 1 year ago
You are so strong for having done this song. It speaks so much. It expresses everything I feel. I wish I could put this on my mp3, because I listen to it a lot. I am a survivor, and your song expresses so many of the mixed thoughts that float around in my head sometimes.
LostNotBrokenSoul 1 year ago
Anyways thx for letting me rant and rave.
TheLordKnox 1 year ago
I know it is not the same but I am not going to be part of the 10% who doesn't speak out. While I wasn't raped I was sexually abused when I was younger and am just now getting over the pain. While I am generally a very tolerant person I think that people like tipaul1 have no idea what it feels like to be a sexual assualt/abuse survivor. I was, and some times still am, in unbearable pain. I can't even imagine how painful it is when it comes to living with the memories of a sexual assult.
TheLordKnox 1 year ago
@TheLordKnox i understand =)
BornAgainLiberal 1 year ago
Here I go breaking a rule of socitey. I am a male survivor of sexual abuse, and in my opinion ppl like hillbillydavem12 don't deserve to live. He has no idea the pain and heartache abuse survivors go through.
TheLordKnox 1 year ago
Thers' a thing I don't understand, why do the owners of the channels not protect their own cause, If you wanna share, help or launch awareness than PLEASE do NOT allow pervert sickos to harrass victims or anyone who's compassionate about this topic. Clear out the comment space and delete the ouragious comments..If you really care ..!!!
machete397 1 year ago
Thank you for making this video. It really means a lot to me. so thank you
R93Skittles 1 year ago
The biggest problem for any family is (ALCOHOL & DRUG)
It's Not Allowed for any Moslem to drink Alcohol or Drug Abuse
As Allah Almighty said:
{O ye who believe! Strong drink and games of chance and idols and divining arrows are only an infamy of Satan's handiwork. Leave it aside in order that ye may succeed. }
AlMaEda 5:90 The Holy Quran (Translation)
osamyoosama 1 year ago
You are not alone... This must be stopped..
c2claudia 2 years ago
from a guys stand point i think all men like tht deserve to have there dck cut off
adam5176 2 years ago 9
The song, the lyrics, the music, the video are all very good. You have a lovely voice.
I think lots of us can see themselfs into it.
ThiadTobias 2 years ago
may 3rd 2008 i was raped by the man i thought i was going to actually have a relationship with...stupidly i believed him wen he said that he loved me... it hurts everyday exspecially wen i see him almost everyday and he just looks at me and laughs or tells me we need to get over it </3
JezebelBitches 2 years ago
You should not stay near that man. Go to the police and let him be arrested. easier said than done, I know. I never found the guts to go, and I regret every day. May 15th 2005 I got away. after multiple rape and torture. Stupidity has nothing to do with it, they trick you, and YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME! You need to get out of the cycle, before you can recover, bit by bit. If you need someone to talk, I will be there..
Tobias
ThiadTobias 2 years ago
my father molested me this summer but i still try to forget
lala102197 2 years ago
i was molested by my grandpa and my moms boyfriends after my dad died. then after i was adopted with my 3 sisters and brother, my brother raped and molested me for 6years. ill never 4get it. the abuse stoped wen i was 12. im 18 now and i still get really bad flashbacks and nitemares. i try to tell other ppl my story to help them, its really hard to get over. i used to be numb to all emotion i didnt smile, laugh, cry, im doin beter now tho
91karri 2 years ago
WHAT THE FUCK U BITCH! how cud u say that! ur pretty stupid
RayaannnC00leycutey 2 years ago
i cnt believ fucken idiots do that!! FUCKEN BITCHES! if anyone needs 2 talk u an always write 2 me:)
RayaannnC00leycutey 2 years ago
What the hell??? that is out! of course none gets abused!? they just compain about it cause the want attention?
That is a load of Bull! sorry but i am someone who has been abused and so has mi best friend, its not fun and not something to boast about! U dont lie about it nd cant just get over it! No one deserves to be abused! i agree with ChristianGirl951 NO ONE!
Llibuth1 2 years ago
thank you and I'm sorry, and you are right you don't just boast about it, when people do talk about it on here they are just trying to find a way to tell it and this is the first step for them, I've been there.. i started practicing saying it to people annonymously, eventually eight and a half years later I was able to actually talk about it in person, I have been abused.. badly, my sister had a child at 13 by my uncle, and I was 11. It started when I was eight. IT ISN'T SOMETHING YOU ASK FOR!!
ChristianGirl951 2 years ago
That is something you NEVER say.. I don't care who you are or THINK you are.. You don't say that. No one deserves to be abused NO ONE not even murderers... I don't care what someone does no one deserves something like that... That is down right low down and cowardish for you to say!!
ChristianGirl951 2 years ago 2
Mi dad only minaly abused me and i still cant forget. it still haunts me.
Llibuth1 2 years ago 2
I need advice. I was abused by my father for years. I just got out of the abuse a few months ago because i ran away. I'm not there any more but it still haunts me in every thing i do. Every time I close my eyes I see him. How do i get past it?
Cat92190 3 years ago
i believe the pain of been abused never goes away.....and i can truly relate 2 you because my dad abused me also.....im much older now and i still get flashbacks and angry and all feelin that u can imagine when it comes 2 been abused.....my only advice 2 you as now and thats becuz its stil early stages is 2 talk 2 some1.....like a friend doctor or councillor.....or even me or any1 here.....it will be hard at 1st.....and maybe 4 a while but with time it can get easier.....
reelncome 3 years ago
I tried talkin about it once. But I just couldn't do it. It's like re-living it. And even just talking about it, it still seems so real. Like it's happening all over again. I don't think I'll be able to talk about it.
Cat92190 3 years ago
i know its hard.....it happened 2 me years ago from young to 17 when i left home.....and i wont lie 2 you.....but even now its still hard like u just wrote.....i get the flashbacks and the memories yes they are still as fresh as the day it happens.....but at the time and even now iv done nothink.....i never reported it.....i hardly talk about it.....as some1 said 2 me 1nce i self harm in a way that im torturin myself.....but i think thats becuz i never did anythink about it.....
reelncome 3 years ago
iv jus let life lead me 2 where i am now.....and yes i am happy.....but it comes with a load.....and that is somethink i hav became use 2.....but you your at a stage where it sounds like u are still young .....dont be like me and carry it wth you.....in time and only when ur ready speak 2 some1 even ifs in on the fone or here .....no body needs 2 know ur name or anythink like that.....me and others will help you.....but only in ur own time.....
reelncome 3 years ago
Thank you for your support and offers of help. I appreciate it. You're right. I am young. Since you've been there, I know you're probably right. I guess I'll talk about it eventually.
Cat92190 3 years ago
bles.....takecre of urself and never 4get some1 here will always be here 4 you if ever you need help.....
reelncome 3 years ago
1 step at a time.....you will get there.....and were here 4 you if ever you need us.....please takecre 4 now.....
reelncome 3 years ago
well the only way i feel like i can get through it is writting about it. its a very hard thing to get over and it will take time. i hope everything turns out ok.
horsey1314151617 2 years ago
i'm a survivor of abuse.. its so difficult to forget and it hurts so much....
coolgrl30 3 years ago
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02nrlp 3 years ago
My girlfriend was recently raped, and it destroyed her life. To make things worse, because she is white and the rapists were black, they said they did not rape her, and that she is only saying that because they are black! Even though it was caught on security camera! It hasn't been the same, she hates being touched now and cries every time she sees their faces on tv. but I will not leave her. I hope the guys get what they deserve, and people keep giving her support. This video was beautiful
moose656 3 years ago
Be strong and prove you love her keeping by her side. Time will erase all that happened and you both will turn to smile and be happy again. Pray to Jesus and ask for him to change everything.Men's justice is failed but God Justice never fails.God bless you both and help your girlfriend and you to forget bad times.
lifeonlyinjesus 3 years ago
i cant watch or hear the videos as its emotional 4 me.....i 2 was abused by my dad from 3 to 17 when i finally left home.....nothink was ever done that was due on my part and now his dead n its me left wth the guilt.....the anger the every emotion i can think of.....im 38 now and the memories and feelin are still like it was yesterday.....i 2 am only here cuz of my children grand child on way my family and my faith.....
reelncome 3 years ago
I was 4 years old when it happened to me i know am 14 i find it very hard to thank back on my child hood and i have the pain every day of what happened and i neither can stand to be touched and i do not like people to be around me i just can't stand it it's too hard on me
AEK801 3 years ago
plz if ever u need some1 2 talk 2 im here 4 you.....u can personal message me and i will get back 2 you .....plz takecre and stay strong.....
reelncome 3 years ago
i need to talk............
coolgrl30 3 years ago
im here whenever u need me.....
reelncome 3 years ago
hi reelncome
i am ok now but thank you so much for being there for people like it makes me feel much better...... i was abused when i was six by a stranger then when i was eight by my neighbour and from 9-15 by my cousin brother. I'm 17 now and i have healed a lot now.... the abuse has stopped... i suffered from false shame and guilt for the last 2 year... my parents dont know about this.. the only people who know are my counsellor and my best frnds... thank you so much
coolgrl30 3 years ago
message me
im always here :)
crashedxox 3 years ago
Hey crashedxox
i am feeling much better now. you dont know how good you'v made me feel by just willing to listen to me.....
Thank u
coolgrl30 3 years ago
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np, i know it can make a diff :)
and feel free to check out my vids if you get the chance! rate and comment!!! :)
God bless u
crashedxox 3 years ago
i realise that i'll never forget this and this has become a part of my life but it is so hard as i keep meeting my offender often........ i have change so much ever since i realised what happened... i am trying to move on and to create a wonderful future for myself and have fun like i used to.. i am going to live and make my dreams come true. please keep in touch with me... thank you for letting me speak out and listening to me
coolgrl30 3 years ago
my lovly hold ur head up high.....and keep that future dream well focused.....u are so young and you hav a whole future ahead of you.....u will get there and it will be truly worth it.....im so touched by your message i just wish i could do more.....if ever u need me you can personal message me anytime.....and i will get back 2 u .....takecare 4 now and start livin your dreams.....
reelncome 3 years ago 3
Thank you for your kind words....
coolgrl30 3 years ago
im just happy 2 be of help.....hope ur well .....and catch up wth u soon
reelncome 3 years ago
Thank you all for your continuing support for this song. I appreciate it more than I can tell you!
silentscars024 3 years ago
@silentscars024 I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
Searching4mIVOICE 9 months ago
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@silentscars024 I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
Searching4mIVOICE 9 months ago
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I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
Searching4mIVOICE 9 months ago
I saw this video and cried - I had dreams also! I a relate - though differently in that I did not get angry at them - ME I hated and am still working on that, but then again, I am also still trying to come to terms with that it was not my fault - not my shame to carry, what THEY did. Thanks for this song - TAKE back YOUR dreams!
Searching4mIVOICE 9 months ago
@silentscars024 Only wish I was as emotionally free today back when I was in my 20's following abuse. Molested by my own brother's, their friends from 3 to 18. Parents either knew and ignored or had no idea. Brothers and friends walked free. Father was emotionally abusive because his father did the same to him. Trusted no one fully my whole life now 50 have made steps slowly to recover without killing perpetrators and ending up in jail myself. God freed me the love of Jesus Christ.
TheNewday2 1 month ago
Beautiful song. I loved your video. I feel like crying. Thanks for the support.
Dila
AngelWhisper 3 years ago 3
Great song hun! i was sexually abused from age 7-14 by my dad also mental,physical & emotional from my mother and step father. i am now 29 my abuser walked free, i suffer severe depression and other problems, i class myself as "USED & DAMAGED GOODS" & find it hard to cope there is so much anger & pain in me, but i have to carry on for my 2 beautiful children that mean more than the world to me, maybe one day i will see the light
alimags123 3 years ago 6
I believe in you. I always love and guard to all living beings.
AngelWhisper 3 years ago 2
I know it's not easy what happened to you,but i tell you only Jesus is the Light.He's the only who can set you free.You are his tresure and your soul values too much for Him.He died for us all.I wish that God may confort your heart and makes you happy.You are child of God.
lifeonlyinjesus 3 years ago
i went throw the same! try to stay strong dont let him get you down......im rli sorry to hear this happend to you some ppl r jus sick..... i rli didnt know till i got you tube that there was so meny ppl that have gone throw this........thank you for your video
playgirl194 3 years ago 2
powerfull song.
Would you please send me the lyrics to this song? It really means a lot to me cause i have dealt with this and i have always hated mydelf for not being strong enough to stop him, and in ur song its written out like that. Amazing song it was very powerful and mafe me cry.
CCTigers10 3 years ago 2
your amazing. its nice to know someone cares enough like this. cheers mate!
katybbe 3 years ago 2
just me again REMEMBERING the gift that YOU ARE :):):) you'll NEVER walk alone... hope YOU ARE immersing YOU in april awe, john :):):) always dream~~~dare~~~dive!!! :):):)
IrelandCladdagh 3 years ago 2
This song has so much truth for many of us out there! I absolutely love it, 1. because its a great song and 2 because it speaks alot of truth
underthestars8908 4 years ago
Thank you. I put quite a lot of myself into this knowing many people would relate. We all need an escape and music truly speaks loudly.
kristenvogt24 4 years ago
i AM here to again say i'll NEVER forget this heartfelt creation from ahhhsome YOU :):):)
you'll NEVER walk alone & YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH, john :):):)
IrelandCladdagh 4 years ago
thanks again!!
your comments are helpful
kristenvogt24 4 years ago
its sad, but kind of comforting to know i'm not the only one in the world 2 feel like this. xxx
02nrlp 4 years ago
you are definitely not alone.
if you need anything, don't hesitate to contact me on here.
silentscars024 4 years ago
I really like your video's and your vocal's on the video's. There real and meaningful.
Hope all your dreams come true hun xxx
tweeky1679 4 years ago
Thank you. I appreciate it.
silentscars024 4 years ago
I work at a facility that is home to teen sexual offenders. This is their last hope before prison. Some of them make it, some of them don't. What they need is to RISE ABOVE this suffering. This can only be done through hope, faith and GOD....and also people like you who create videos like this. These victims need to be heard. Thank you for this video...keep up the good work!
Melanie
Peacefuleagle44 4 years ago
thank you. and thank you for your work.
silentscars024 4 years ago
i KNOW your silent scars all too well & i NOW & finally call my infinite scars bright stars... & i MUST hsare that YOU are sure A BLAZING STAR... YOUr heart's multimedia creation here is such a treasure of healing & i sure hope the countless silent victims of this insane plague will discover what YOU created... you'll NEVER walk alone & may YOU always dream~~~dare~~~dive, john :):):)
IrelandCladdagh 4 years ago
your words mean very much to me.
thank you.
silentscars024 4 years ago
well done this is wonderful
02nrlp 4 years ago
thank you so much.
silentscars024 4 years ago
Im so sorry that you are so sad.
Please dont give up hope.
I know its hard, i know how you feel.
just remember that nothing they did was your fault . dont let the horrible things they did get in the way of your dreams. you can get through it. all you need is someone to talk to.
you have a great talent. keep up the writing.
plumbdamaged 4 years ago
thank you for your kind words.
I'm sorry these feelings are so familiar.
Best of luck to you.
silentscars024 4 years ago