i am a teenager who is depressed not atm but yesterday it was really bad I would like to say you are one sick motherfucker to post a video like this you must not understand how depression really does affect people im appalued that any human being would make fun of such a thing and to every one reading this id like to say...take a breath and look at it like this..there is always a redo so dont sweat what ever it is
everything is worthless, my constant mood is depressive, my phychiatrist said so whats the problem? and i said i want to be alone, and she said well unfortunatley for you, in this world you will never be alone, you have to work with people and walk with people, thats what she said, then i said ok then i will just die, then ill be alone. Then she paused and dint know what to say and qiuckly changed the subject. Seems this world does not cater for people with social anxiety and clinical depression
Hey, we all break down at times and we feel pain but its how we handle them yes you may cut but its not wrong its called misnderstood feelings..i do missions trips to many places to help people with depression cause as a kid i ended up in a hospital every week from cutting. now im out to help people. i wont judge you and your free to say what you need to say...but please if you feel like you need to do something about it and want to talk to someone you can message me i will help you
@lilprplebnny Can I just say that you can feel depression and suicidal at any age, so you should not tell people that they will heal, it will just make them feel even worse, and even more like nobody will understand them...
the cops came looking for me. they thought i was going to kill or hurt myself. i was walking home i saw the cop cars, they missed me and finally came to my place and knocked on my door. i told them i was fine. they went away. my family was like oh shes still alive. my family found out cause the cops called my friends and family. yea im still alive, at least for now.
Self assurance. Not drugs. Not self-confidence. Take time to assure yourself, everyday, as often as needed, you have achieved great things! Just from where you started to where you are.
And I must endure. Because my three kids which I will never see again are better to never learn their dad killed himself or Maybe they'll choose that way too, one day. And I'd NEVER want that. So live! Set an example! Love yourself for that! And care for what YOU love!
im bipolar and have really bad depression because of it. it hurts soo bad that i feel less than worthless, always walking aroud trying to hide my hurt when really inside i feel like complete shit and just wanna end it all. im so grateful for my bestfriends because they are always there for me and without them, my family, and my faith in God, id probably be dead right now and not leaving this comment. :(
My mom has Bi-Polar disorder and takes 17 different meds aday for it. I have Manic Depression Disorder and sense I was diagnosed my friends stoped being my friends. They left me alone in the dark. Every single day of my life I think of ways to kill myself, and the notes I'd leave behind for certain people when I did. I tried once. My mom knocked on the door when I was drowning myself in the bathtube I was soo close to the way out. If she didnt knock I wouldnt be here today. I wish she hadn't.
i have posted many many things on here about how depressed i am and how no1 can help it...one of my good friends...Rebekah....just overdosed...and i dont know her number so the only thing i could do was try to help her through facebook chat...she refused any help, i could do nuthing, even though i kept trying...now shes dead..and its partially my fault. she ate 60 benedryl btw which is alot more than is needed to kill urself. damn my life sucks, at least she spent her final moments talking to me
@lilprplebnny Telling Something Why Do You Have All Those Friends OF Yours On Your Page. Do They Talk To You? Friends Are Losers They Always Betray You And Talk Shit About Your Back. unlike You're We Don't Need Friends Only The Darkness That Surrounds Me And My Sisters
@darkinheritors it is tru sadly though, as much as i dont want to admit it, ur right man, i used to have a bunch of friends but they are complete assholes and fuckin talk shit about me non stop, i dont have any fuckin friends accept the fuckin darkness and ive come to just embrace it. ive come to accept im not going anywhere and no1 can help me anymore
I have depression. I had it ever since my mom past away then my boyfriend broke up with me a week after. Ever since then I dated alot of guys and keep getting my heart broken.
Sigh, depression does hurt, i've had it for two years now but i dont have anyone to talk to, i've considered suicide so many times but.. i dont want to leave her alone..since i've met her its getting better but its not going away...anyone know a way to just get rid of the fucking pain without killing myself...i cant do it anymore...my family, my friends, this fucking rotten world...
I know depression hurts, although I've never had it,my friend, Joseph Correl, thinks of suicide everyday, and it SUCKS!!! Don't think about it...Go to church...It helped my friend Joseph...A lot....Just go back to god...He will always help everyone nomatter what.He created you, loved you, loves you, and always will love you.
@bobiscoolio1 i go to church yet that doesnt help me, it seems that god ignores me. ive gone for the psat 5 years, he sure has a funny way of helping me by fucking me over non stop...
According to me, depression is nothing but getting crazy and hurting thoughts through out the day.
Meditation had really helped me, because it teaches to just watch our thoughts and to not get identified with it. And when i do not react to my thoughts, slowly slowly their occurrence becomes less and i feel peaceful. Meditation had helped me realize that, iam not my thoughts. Instead iam the awareness.
i love this song it makes me have hope i know its corny but deppression hurts and people who make fun of deppressed people and emos just dont get it .........and wen u have friends like mine u get hurt alot :(:( and this is the only song that makes me smile so emos and depressed ppl hang on to the lil hope there is and live on it cuz suiside wont help
@impossiblekhan thats just like me basically, ive basically just embraced depression cause nuthing is ever going to change, i have hope which is keeping me going, but it hasnt been ever changing...sigh
Deep inside me, below all the sadness there is someone inside me who is making me believe that yes there is a way out.
Cmon guys this is the universal law, after every night there is new day. Just as i slowly slowly got depresed. similarly slowly slowly i will come out of this.
this was me about 3 months ago. for all of you who think your not going to make it through and you look at the end of the tunnel but the light seems so far away. not councelors, parents not anyone can get you through it. people may call you crazy but its your way of getting through pain. im not going to tell my life story all im saying is, you'll make it,think of the life you want ahead x
i cant cope with this anymore :'( ive had 2 suicide attempts i self harm, everyone telling me i have an eating disorder, best friend commited suicide, bullied for 9 years, lost 3 quarters of family, might have bi polar and schitephrenia whats the point in life, there is none. i dont want to be here :'(
your right.. my christmas never goes right....everyone hates me....everyone thinks i have a eating disorder too..bullied by my sister for 10 years.. cuz thats how old i am...lost 5 quortes of my familyy.. i just cant take it anymoree........i dont wanna live if theres no beautiful ending or life...
To everyone who thinks depression is something thats easy to deal with/get over, and laugh at the ones who suffer from depression: It's not easy to deal with. People HURT. Its worse than physical pain. It ruins lives. People try to get over depression, but they can't do it alone. But, some people can't open up to others. Can't get help because its too hard. Depression IS a serious thing. Suicide isn't something we should just look over. Try to help those people, they need it more than anyone.
I know how you feel, I can't open up to people either. It's too hard. I want to, but I can't. I hope you overcome that. I wish there was something I could do to help. *Ambzization.
If they want to shut themselves in and not open up sorry brother but its no ones fault but their own.
If you say no to making new friends, going to school, getting a interesting job, going doing fun stuff, getting a hobby etc etc then what do you expect but to be depressed?
@10jerome Why Must You Stick Your Nose To Us. We Like You. Your Insult Are Welcome To Us. Feel Free To Hate Us. Using The Word Retard is a Insulting Word to us. You know There Are mental Deform Children. Using The Word Retarded is like saying like The N-word On Blacks. We Don't Judge Blacks.
god wants you people to live you might even do something good like save a building from blowing up or save someone's life, but what will happen if you weren't there because you killed yourself earlier.... the world needs good people like you YOUR LIVE IS WORTH LIVING and always have your chin up, don't let anyone put you down, and embrace what ever is putting you down
I'm trying to remember what you say, even that "[to] embrace [or rather, use to lift yourself up] what ever is putting you down" is God's plan per Genesis 50:20. But it's hard to remember that. And like I said, please don't be "exactly the kind of person who's the 'Shut up and just go on' type that has turned people away from churches, synagogues, and places where people should be able to get spiritual guidance that could especially [help] them."
I have been close to suicide manytimes... but one thing to think about is even though people dont act like they would care you were gone... they will... my best friend commited suicide... dont put your friends/ other people through that pain...
This song is dedicated to two people that i love more than anything in the world-Beverly-My beloved former therapist at school. Even though i only met you for a very short time, but i already very attached and very attracted to you. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for helping me to deal with my depression. I love you.
Second-Sharon-My Criminal Justice Professor-Thanks for being the best. I love you more than anything in the world.
@Nickidewbear i admit ; it was insensitive , but i wasn't making a joke. i was stating a fact. don't talk to me about depression. i've lived through it since i was born, actually right now my mother is in the hospital for it again. and my boyfriend killed himself on January second of two years ago. i was not making fun of depression in anyway.
That looks like it was a joke mocking or satirizing Cymbalta to me. But most of us already get thjat medication is worth bupkis without the therapy, and vice versa. Also, I've had direct-line and non-direct relatives committ suicide.
I know that. "That looks like it was a joke mocking or satirizing Cymbalta to me." But like I said, if we all weren't in a situation where the Depression is pretty flared up and deep, it'd be kind of funny. Besides, I'm on the Cymbalta and something else for OCD/Anxiety, and I'm getting therapy.
To everyone that's depressed: just suck it up and fix whatever is depressing you....You all think too much. Get out of your head and fix your problems. It's that simple.
I wouldn't laugh even in a satirical way at or with gunnitsolja1's comment. gunnitsolja1 is exactly the kind of person who's the "Shut up and just go on" type that has turned people away from churches, synagogues, and places where people should be able to get spiritual guidance that could especially them; but were there are too many legalistic tightwads who could give less than a s___ about people who need spiritual guidance, support, and prayer the most.
If anyone needs to talk just pm me please. You dont need to go threw this alone. Sometimes all we need is to be heard. Please talk to me if you feel alone. (i am completely serious)
We feel the same way, don't we? And too many times, that's been true for both of us, or so their actions have spoken to us. Actions and hurtful words speak louder and more than just plain words.
amazing song,and im going to second AndrewWhillCTBody's comment...if anyone needs someone to talk or chat with send me a message, im always open to a good talk (completely serious),..PLEASE JUST remember, no matter what you think, i care about you. i dont need to know you to care about you
@Juelz906 juelz, i looked at ur profile and it says ur only 15, and if thats true, give yourself time. Me however...im 19 almost 20 and ive never had a girlfriend, not so much as even a hug from a girl. just give yourself time...i dont know how much i dan do this "life" thing though....the only girls who talk to me are ones over the internet...and they dont really know me...otherwise, they dont even look at me...they just call me an ugly fuck and look the other way..im truly not worth any tears
If anyone here watching this, and I mean ANYONE wants to talk, and just get some things off their chest, please send me a message. Even if you just want someone to listen to you, I'm here. I will get back to you, and that is a promise. I check my youtube every day or 2. Please reach out to someone, anyone. Someone cares about you out there, and that is a fact.
And if you want to kill yourself, please don't. What if when you die, you see the life that you would have lived had you decided to stay. You watched as you met the love of your life, as you did amazing things and helped so many people. But all you can do now is watch cause you are dead. That would be terrible. When I read that the first time, it scared the shit out of me, and still does!
And by something crazy, I don't mean robbing or stealing or hurting someone. I mean something crazy, like going up to that guy or girl you have a had a crush on and never told them, and to finally let them know how you feel! Even if you never even talked to this guy or girl, but you see them on a regalar basis at work or at the gym, just go up to that person, say hi, and ask him or her out! What have you got to lose? Just do it! Who cares what happens, or if you get rejected? At least you tried!
A good quote I heard is that "We have to end our problems, not our lives." I've had depression before, and still do. I've thought about dying all the time. It sucks, I know. But so far I haven't been able to go through with it. And I hope no one else here or anywhere does either. I don't care who you are, you are special. I would suggest watching the movie Pump up the Volume. It helped me alot. Like Christian Slater said in the movie, don't off yourself. Do something crazy!
When i'm feeling down...to where i want to die....i know i shouldn't because..when i get my mood swings..that have some happiness...i write .."don't kill yourself because this is what you wrote when you were feeling happy and you know that you can feel happy and live life again"...and that's what keeps me from dying pretty much ...and the love i have for some people ..even though during my depression i felt grossed out by crushes....and that kind of stuff....but stay busy...don't give in to it..
depression is like a dream...a nightmare ....you need to try to wake up and see that it fades away...it does....over 5 million people can attest to that ...and you can't say...but i'm different...because all those people were all different...from their gender..to their sexual orientation..to what has happened to them....and they still overcame it ...it fades away..you just need to make it leave how it came...stay busy...thats how sad thoughts are ignored..and come back less often ..
@damien4321 it is a strong video about suicide it is is a true thing and you should be a little more caring and considerate to others we all need a little help maybe you need help with that.
lol u said ( i think on a diff vid) that u care about me, i cant honestly believe that, im srry, not only am i fuckin depressed as shit and just cant do anything right but ive hesitated putting this up before but fuckit i dont care what people think of me, ive had cancer for about 4 years now and i havent told anybody, im letting my body kill itself. it has been hurting more and more though recently, maybe finally it is my time to go...hopefully...
*cries* please don't I am in a similar situation I wasn't going to say it but my dad has brain cancer and he is on epileptic drugs as well as the cancer treatment it feels like he hates my guts because the med's make him mad thank you so much for opening up but please don't give up my dad told me that and tried to die it caused me to cut myself really badly please don't give up I care the world for you it is true I don't know what I can do please tell me don't give up
Please don't go. . . I really opened up to you. . . I don't want you to hurt anymore but I don't want to hurt either. I already lost one friend over cancer this October and I can't do it again. . . you told me you'd be here.
You're guys want know I can't even look at them and not talk to women. why would they want to look at me. I'm not smart enough for them I don't have the looks. I'm damned curse. my own father is right. women will never like a loser like me. you're women are right I'm a loser. go ahead hate me if you're want.
You know something Women Won't Never Like You. We Could Have Help You. No You Rejected Us. You're a Fool To Us. You May Have Block Us. We Can Follow You Whatever You Go Make Your life Hell.
@khaoskainofthedamned Where Are You? Why Must You Hide From Us. We Will Cast You To The Void.That's Where You Belong. Remember We Know Your Future. You're Always Be Alone For The Rest Of Your Life. We Speak The Truth That's The Path You're Going Down The Road.
I really don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. women don't like me. I am sick of hearing my friends talk about their girlfriends and also my parents asking me when am I going to have a girlfriend they want grand kids. I'm sick of it. What women would want me. I'm not the type of guy for them. I have nothing in comment with them. you're guys can connect. not me. I'm damned
@khaoskainofthedamned We Ask You To Remove The Ban On Us. We Will Keep Insulting You Until You Die. If Anyone Gets In Our Business.They Will Suffer Too
everyone please listen to me i have a way to cure you all. if you want to cure depression then you have to throw away all thoughts of being rich, revenge, caring too much for others etc. dont think about the world around you think about you going around the world people will die one day so fuck the world if they cant ajust to "you". eat enough to fill yourself up, have a floor to sleep, and have enough cothes to cover your self up if you have more then these then use the fuckin shit to be happy
your a dumbass u dont even have depression so how you gonna talk about it if you dont have revenge then you wouldnt reply back to me and u dont care about being rich cuz u dont need to be just stay at home and play games what the fuck u know about it your a fool im sorry too
haha, ur such a dipshit, and dont think u know me asshole. i fuckin have severe depression, like fuckin severe, but im not gonna explain tht any further to ur dumb ass. and revenge isnt commenting on some1's comment...thts called replying to a comment...and the rich part u added, makes no sense, no shit. and since when the fuck does playin games have to do with anything? yea i play games...but i also work, go to college, and fuckin have a life...prick. so stfu u self richeous bastard...
just like khaoskainofthedamned, im not meant for this world, im unloved at every corner i have ever turned and there is no point in me living, if any1 wants to unburden themselves onto me, go right ahead, unload your shit lives all over me, maybe it'll make my life so shitty, at some point i might actualy commit suicide and finally ridding the world of my plauge. Most people are put on earth to actually do something, im just meant to be a filler, im not important and never will be, fuck my life
dont try suicide dont, just wait something will come ur ways i try suicide and if i had died i would of never had my son some1 ta come behind me and hug me some1 ta say i love u mami fuck i know how u feel i mean it does seem like the world hurt us it cruel but we have ta try u cant leave without trying im afraid everyday that my day might come that the point of me not being able ta take it anymore will com again but im fighting for my son just find who can u fight for who u wanna remain here 4
lol, u have no right, just like i said to the other guy, i love assholes like you, for your fuckin information, im not just depressed. I have maybe 1 friend, whom i dont talk to, my parents dont talk to me, in fact the reason they dont is because one of em shot me. People avoid me and dont talk to me, even when i say hello all polite and nicely. i have a brother and sis but hell they dont talk to me. Fuckin i grow up all alone with no1 to talk to, no1 to do anything with.
and you know what if every1 thinks im full of shit, then every1 can leave me alone like all my fuckin friends left me after i told them i had depression many many years ago. And i love how u assume i slit my wrist because im depressed and probably in ur book "emo". For your information, musicfan....i dont slit my wrists u ass. I fuckin pulll my hair out which isnt any better. So you know what, if you guys dont believe i have depression then, fucki it, i dont give a shit.
glad the fuck it method is working for you, or worked. You must have some people that actually cared about you then, lucky. lol, even my parents dont respect me or even talk to me really. The fuck it method has got my the nickname of "the sleepy guy" cause instead of faking a smile and trying to talk, now im just not smiling and not tlaking...so they assume im just tired all the time...if only they knew..if only they could help me....i wouldnt be thinking bout..suicide....fuck me..=/
most parents dont help ur the sleepy guy im the lazy one my mom thinks im just crazy she doesnt care she makes thing worst and my father never talks the only time he actually says somthing to me is when he yells at me when he is angry ur not alone well sleepy one the lazy one will now leave u sorry about the sleepy one just tryin ta c if it made u smile i hope u did
sorry i reply so much but just dont pay any attention to them or scream back it help me when i scream back at them scream out what u feel let it out i know im tire of theire lil nicknames for me crazy witch lazy one bad seed i hate those nicknames dont let them get to u i dont keep my month shut when she tries to be smart with me my mom is so cruel and thinks she isnt well hope u let it out and feel better
lol i dont mind u really replying to me so much, i think u were to me at least, id feel like an idiot if i was wrong =p. but anyways im glad u even responded, nice to have some1 talk back to. I hope u have a fullfilling life =) i really sincerly do
ive be through alot of deppression for like 1 - 2 years now i think, i had a full blown heat wave of deppression that hit me alot of weeks ago, and felt like i really wanted to just get a handgun and have my misserable life over with. but then some time after i calmed down. i still get deppressed, but yeah deppression really does hurt, and each and every person who gets deppressed has different causes for it. when i was alot younger, life was more great. wish i was more happy these days
yea we all do indeed have our own problems, and as with you, i wish i was back in my childhood, not only was i not a fuckin loser sittin in my house all the time but it was a time when i actually had fun with other people and could just laugh at random things. but not anymore. This may sound wierd but my best friend was my dog, i absolutely loved him, but we had to put him down recently, he was having major spasms...damn i miss mickey. I just wish i could be a kid, laugh, run, and play again...
wow... this the lowest i have ever felt. nothing seems like its worth it anymore. ive lost all of my energy/will to do anything anymore. all i do now is sleep all the time. life just doesnt seem like it has a purpose for me anymore. ive thought this way eversince i was abour 12. damn, life sucks...
i remeber few years ago i woke up, looked in the mirror and thought 'I HATE that girl staring back at me. I want her dead' sometimes i just hate everything in the world. and i have tried to kill myself many times. i just havent killed myself yet because i cant handel that much pain. depression really does hurt..
yea i know what thats like. i am scared to go to school somedays just cuz because people believe lies and its just horrible what stuff people actually believe. it makes me want to hold a gun to my head SOO much..
im clinically depressed, ive attempted suicide 1 too many times and ive had a cutting problem for 3 years. ive been through anorexia as well. and last year, on xmas eve, one of my best friends shot himself...i know how it feels but i held on to the one good thing in my life, my little brother. he kept me alive, now things are finally looking up, i threw out my razor, my weights normal and for once, ive woken up from my nightmare.
if anyone feels alone or needs to talk, im here [twloha<3]
I want you to hate me take it on me.sorry what happen to your friend. please hate me. I don't belong in your realm. I belong to the cold void of space. damned me push me hate me for your Problems I've cause to you. call me names I'm a guy. I don't care about myself. I want every women to hate me on youtube here. please I beg of you. tell me you hate me. I'm nothing useless. there no love for me.
do you have a family of your own. do you love them more than the world. it's better for not begin alone. I'm a disease to the human race. I seen my own future lonesome death and no one there for me. there no love for me. I don't every body to pity me just to hate me
ive got no reason for hating u. u say that you're useless and theres no love for you ? i highly doubt that. u seem like a sweetheart thats just really misunderstood. i completely understand the feeling of self hatred, i live it. im really easy to talk to, if u want to talk, im here.
aren't you afraid something might happen to you. I'm curse trust me. you shouldn't talk to me. I will bring bad luck to you. trust me people had felt that pitch from me. I'm different than rest of you
I know wat it's like to feel depreesed, attempting suicide, and performiong self-injury. It took me a long time to realize that was a bad choice to make... I'm here to help anybody if they need it. I know what you're going through.
In those moments I still hate god and I still want to scream.but afraid that if I start, I won't be able to stop again. each time my heart breaks all over. my chances of having a family lessen with each passing year. I will probably never have a family. I don't think god should be allowed to have one either.
I can help you if you let me. I know how you feel. I've been through so much the past two years... I lost two people I really care about and starting turinging on God, but I can tell you it's a mistake to hate him for something that Satan is causing...
I was depressed for a couple months when my ex died. I was so in love with him when he died and did not know what to do. I tried to commit suicide, so I thought I could meet him in heaven. My sleeping pattern changed, felt lost of energy, and could not concentrate on school. It was the worst time of my life, but 4 years have past, and I am much stronger and smarter now. I'm so glad that I did not run away from reality. If I did, I would have not enjoyed my life like I am now.
Wow- this was a powerful video that really shows depression at its worst. People really do need to take this disorder much more seriously. It is much more than the blues-it is DEEP emotional pain. I know because I've been there. It's hard to find someone who cares- most people just brush it off and don't take you seriously- which makes it worse. There IS help though- you just have to keep searching. Eventually someone WILL help you even though others may abuse or not understand.
If anyone out there needs a friend, or just some one to talk to, you may not know me, but i would love to help. Please message me if you need a friend or advice.
People need to see what someone with depression goes through. Its a horrible condition. I hate people who mock it. Like eg: ''oh im like so depressed my friend ditched me last night''
They need to ditch those kinda words. Depression runs deeper than just feeling sad.
i know seriously, people use the word depressed and basically just throw it around. Alot of people neeed to learn how the real fuckin people w/ depression feel, cause it feels nuthing even similar to what they think they feel. I just hate it when people just throw it around =/
I think I have reached the end of my hope. Life seems like a never ending nightmare and I see no way out. I think I am going to go upstairs and take pills and die. That is all I have ever wanted to do.
i am a teenager who is depressed not atm but yesterday it was really bad I would like to say you are one sick motherfucker to post a video like this you must not understand how depression really does affect people im appalued that any human being would make fun of such a thing and to every one reading this id like to say...take a breath and look at it like this..there is always a redo so dont sweat what ever it is
Ycarli 2 years ago
It scairs me. to think ... what if the new pills dont work. or what if someone finds out..... it scars me my scars will show......
jordansgirl5592 2 years ago
:*(
dsfly16 2 years ago
ihatemyselfandmylife
BlankXpresun93 2 years ago
everything is worthless, my constant mood is depressive, my phychiatrist said so whats the problem? and i said i want to be alone, and she said well unfortunatley for you, in this world you will never be alone, you have to work with people and walk with people, thats what she said, then i said ok then i will just die, then ill be alone. Then she paused and dint know what to say and qiuckly changed the subject. Seems this world does not cater for people with social anxiety and clinical depression
gamerglazer 2 years ago
it hurts soo much....
KatrinaaLovesGerard 2 years ago
Ftw I'm sick of feeling like I'm the most worthless piece of shit.........
ScrapsDaHippy 2 years ago
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Hey, we all break down at times and we feel pain but its how we handle them yes you may cut but its not wrong its called misnderstood feelings..i do missions trips to many places to help people with depression cause as a kid i ended up in a hospital every week from cutting. now im out to help people. i wont judge you and your free to say what you need to say...but please if you feel like you need to do something about it and want to talk to someone you can message me i will help you
JetBlackeningHate 2 years ago
love will hurt u eventually so dont fall for it
emmettschick 2 years ago
4:19 I'm sick of not feeling loved... :'(
SouthPole003 2 years ago
4:19 I agree compleatly... I'm sick of not feeling loved :'(
SouthPole003 2 years ago
im 12 and wnt to ddie so lik i say im a mistake in pen so i have to scratch my self out and be destroyed so itll be perfect again:)
mrl97 2 years ago
@mrl97 ur 12, time will heal
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
@lilprplebnny Can I just say that you can feel depression and suicidal at any age, so you should not tell people that they will heal, it will just make them feel even worse, and even more like nobody will understand them...
kcbadacsy 2 years ago
@mrl97 me 2
emogurl4209 2 years ago
i say we are all in this together.. we can all help each other out.. help each others mistakes.. everything.:)my opinion
rigboi1 2 years ago
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to everyone that is watching this and dealing with a way that destroys onesself:
im gunna make you a video soon.
iSupport you.
i used to cut
but i dont support cutting.
its tearing you up. like i said im gunna make you a video. but it isnt bashing you. i promise. its me being there.
subscribe to my channel BubblegumBrey
and look out for the new video.
shoot me a message anytime if you ever just want to talk<3
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aubreyassasination 2 years ago
if anybody wants to blame me for their problems or feelings go right ahead
DetroitRick1 2 years ago
Ok it´s all your fault.
J/K :P
/watch?v=H9bqgOYS4T8
83Mysterio 2 years ago
if there blaming u. there blaming me to. im right behind u.
rigboi1 2 years ago
i hurt so bad inside. i would never, ever even think about hurting myself, no matter how much i hurt inside.
opal1920able 2 years ago
@opal1920able
You have no idea... =/ Lets hope not, lets hope people start to think like that ;)
coockysnack12 2 years ago
the cops came looking for me. they thought i was going to kill or hurt myself. i was walking home i saw the cop cars, they missed me and finally came to my place and knocked on my door. i told them i was fine. they went away. my family was like oh shes still alive. my family found out cause the cops called my friends and family. yea im still alive, at least for now.
opal1920able 2 years ago
Self assurance. Not drugs. Not self-confidence. Take time to assure yourself, everyday, as often as needed, you have achieved great things! Just from where you started to where you are.
And I must endure. Because my three kids which I will never see again are better to never learn their dad killed himself or Maybe they'll choose that way too, one day. And I'd NEVER want that. So live! Set an example! Love yourself for that! And care for what YOU love!
OzzyPatriot 2 years ago
im bipolar and have really bad depression because of it. it hurts soo bad that i feel less than worthless, always walking aroud trying to hide my hurt when really inside i feel like complete shit and just wanna end it all. im so grateful for my bestfriends because they are always there for me and without them, my family, and my faith in God, id probably be dead right now and not leaving this comment. :(
Jesustiamotudos 2 years ago
im sorry for all the pain ive caused people... i wish i was dead. i would finally see my friends again...
hatefulvideobitch 2 years ago
i hav depression....every day i think ways to kill my self and i know i will some time try it.
shadowlife14 2 years ago
You need a hug but you don`t dare to go to anyone for it because you feel worthless and you don`t deserve. It`s a fucking vicious circle :(
stefikovac 2 years ago
My mom has Bi-Polar disorder and takes 17 different meds aday for it. I have Manic Depression Disorder and sense I was diagnosed my friends stoped being my friends. They left me alone in the dark. Every single day of my life I think of ways to kill myself, and the notes I'd leave behind for certain people when I did. I tried once. My mom knocked on the door when I was drowning myself in the bathtube I was soo close to the way out. If she didnt knock I wouldnt be here today. I wish she hadn't.
Princesslibbyloo7 2 years ago
i have posted many many things on here about how depressed i am and how no1 can help it...one of my good friends...Rebekah....just overdosed...and i dont know her number so the only thing i could do was try to help her through facebook chat...she refused any help, i could do nuthing, even though i kept trying...now shes dead..and its partially my fault. she ate 60 benedryl btw which is alot more than is needed to kill urself. damn my life sucks, at least she spent her final moments talking to me
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
@lilprplebnny Telling Something Why Do You Have All Those Friends OF Yours On Your Page. Do They Talk To You? Friends Are Losers They Always Betray You And Talk Shit About Your Back. unlike You're We Don't Need Friends Only The Darkness That Surrounds Me And My Sisters
darkinheritors 2 years ago
@darkinheritors it is tru sadly though, as much as i dont want to admit it, ur right man, i used to have a bunch of friends but they are complete assholes and fuckin talk shit about me non stop, i dont have any fuckin friends accept the fuckin darkness and ive come to just embrace it. ive come to accept im not going anywhere and no1 can help me anymore
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
I have depression. I had it ever since my mom past away then my boyfriend broke up with me a week after. Ever since then I dated alot of guys and keep getting my heart broken.
msdork101 2 years ago
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crazyaboutsquirrels 2 years ago
Sigh, depression does hurt, i've had it for two years now but i dont have anyone to talk to, i've considered suicide so many times but.. i dont want to leave her alone..since i've met her its getting better but its not going away...anyone know a way to just get rid of the fucking pain without killing myself...i cant do it anymore...my family, my friends, this fucking rotten world...
whatthehacks 2 years ago 5
I know this means nothing, but I feel ya man. I'm 19, and I'll never get the last 10 years of my life back.
LolTraceur 2 years ago
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thatsmynamebud1 2 years ago
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thatsmynamebud1 2 years ago
A nice Video! You all know the same about Depressions, it´s a bad Thing.
Look at my Video about Life-Lessons.
Maybe it can help someone. I hope so! ;-)
DanteMcLeod 2 years ago
there's a God? can't tell
HybridD91 2 years ago
I know depression hurts, although I've never had it,my friend, Joseph Correl, thinks of suicide everyday, and it SUCKS!!! Don't think about it...Go to church...It helped my friend Joseph...A lot....Just go back to god...He will always help everyone nomatter what.He created you, loved you, loves you, and always will love you.
bobiscoolio1 2 years ago 2
@bobiscoolio1 i go to church yet that doesnt help me, it seems that god ignores me. ive gone for the psat 5 years, he sure has a funny way of helping me by fucking me over non stop...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
I been depressed since I was 10. An I'm still untreated an I'm 20.. I feel like I will never get better
MrMiles89 2 years ago
This is for everyone suffering from depression.
According to me, depression is nothing but getting crazy and hurting thoughts through out the day.
Meditation had really helped me, because it teaches to just watch our thoughts and to not get identified with it. And when i do not react to my thoughts, slowly slowly their occurrence becomes less and i feel peaceful. Meditation had helped me realize that, iam not my thoughts. Instead iam the awareness.
impossiblekhan 2 years ago
nice song.
love 'n' light to all those that are suffering. x
lyteweaver 2 years ago
wat song is this ??
shmexiirachh212 2 years ago
@shmexiirachh212 description...look at it =)
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
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impossiblekhan 2 years ago
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BananaWolf13579 2 years ago
i love this song it makes me have hope i know its corny but deppression hurts and people who make fun of deppressed people and emos just dont get it .........and wen u have friends like mine u get hurt alot :(:( and this is the only song that makes me smile so emos and depressed ppl hang on to the lil hope there is and live on it cuz suiside wont help
emmettschick 2 years ago
hang in there. plenty of people care.
love 'n' light,
x
lyteweaver 2 years ago
Guys, iam going through a state of mild to severe depression from last 9 years. There is only one thing that keeps me going and that's HOPE.
Its been from so long that now i have started to enjoy my sadness.
im sure there is a way out from of this darkness.
impossiblekhan 2 years ago
@impossiblekhan There's No Way Out You're Stupid
darkinheritors 2 years ago
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impossiblekhan 2 years ago
@impossiblekhan thats just like me basically, ive basically just embraced depression cause nuthing is ever going to change, i have hope which is keeping me going, but it hasnt been ever changing...sigh
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
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Deep inside me, below all the sadness there is someone inside me who is making me believe that yes there is a way out.
Cmon guys this is the universal law, after every night there is new day. Just as i slowly slowly got depresed. similarly slowly slowly i will come out of this.
Our Existence cannot be stupid.
impossiblekhan 2 years ago
thank you very much barbwireroses :'( helps the tears cum for 4.49mins i can feel sumthing apart from this black emptyness x
xLozx92 2 years ago
this was me about 3 months ago. for all of you who think your not going to make it through and you look at the end of the tunnel but the light seems so far away. not councelors, parents not anyone can get you through it. people may call you crazy but its your way of getting through pain. im not going to tell my life story all im saying is, you'll make it,think of the life you want ahead x
imsorrymumx 2 years ago
@imsorrymumx ive been depressed for like 5 years and its not ging away
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
ja it hurts
DamnVampireER 2 years ago
i cant cope with this anymore :'( ive had 2 suicide attempts i self harm, everyone telling me i have an eating disorder, best friend commited suicide, bullied for 9 years, lost 3 quarters of family, might have bi polar and schitephrenia whats the point in life, there is none. i dont want to be here :'(
010georgia 2 years ago
your right.. my christmas never goes right....everyone hates me....everyone thinks i have a eating disorder too..bullied by my sister for 10 years.. cuz thats how old i am...lost 5 quortes of my familyy.. i just cant take it anymoree........i dont wanna live if theres no beautiful ending or life...
mycatdiedmusi 2 years ago 2
To everyone who thinks depression is something thats easy to deal with/get over, and laugh at the ones who suffer from depression: It's not easy to deal with. People HURT. Its worse than physical pain. It ruins lives. People try to get over depression, but they can't do it alone. But, some people can't open up to others. Can't get help because its too hard. Depression IS a serious thing. Suicide isn't something we should just look over. Try to help those people, they need it more than anyone.
Ambzization 2 years ago 3
@Ambzization
i cant open up to ppl often yes it hurts
yes its killing me on the inside
slowing ripping me apart
babycloebell 2 years ago
I'm sorry, Babycloebell.
I know how you feel, I can't open up to people either. It's too hard. I want to, but I can't. I hope you overcome that. I wish there was something I could do to help. *Ambzization.
Ambzization 2 years ago
If they want to shut themselves in and not open up sorry brother but its no ones fault but their own.
If you say no to making new friends, going to school, getting a interesting job, going doing fun stuff, getting a hobby etc etc then what do you expect but to be depressed?
Pentdad 2 years ago
This retard below has to start every word with a cap. Special much?
10jerome 2 years ago
@10jerome Why Must You Stick Your Nose To Us. We Like You. Your Insult Are Welcome To Us. Feel Free To Hate Us. Using The Word Retard is a Insulting Word to us. You know There Are mental Deform Children. Using The Word Retarded is like saying like The N-word On Blacks. We Don't Judge Blacks.
darkinheritors 2 years ago 2
god wants you people to live you might even do something good like save a building from blowing up or save someone's life, but what will happen if you weren't there because you killed yourself earlier.... the world needs good people like you YOUR LIVE IS WORTH LIVING and always have your chin up, don't let anyone put you down, and embrace what ever is putting you down
mybuttlookslikeurfac 2 years ago
I'm trying to remember what you say, even that "[to] embrace [or rather, use to lift yourself up] what ever is putting you down" is God's plan per Genesis 50:20. But it's hard to remember that. And like I said, please don't be "exactly the kind of person who's the 'Shut up and just go on' type that has turned people away from churches, synagogues, and places where people should be able to get spiritual guidance that could especially [help] them."
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
@mybuttlookslikeurfac no such thing as god only pain
Supercrapname2 2 years ago
lifes not worth living through
shedevil404 2 years ago
yeah it is....
mybuttlookslikeurfac 2 years ago
@shedevil404 no it is not
Supercrapname2 2 years ago
I have been close to suicide manytimes... but one thing to think about is even though people dont act like they would care you were gone... they will... my best friend commited suicide... dont put your friends/ other people through that pain...
iheartmyguts985 2 years ago 2
This song is dedicated to two people that i love more than anything in the world-Beverly-My beloved former therapist at school. Even though i only met you for a very short time, but i already very attached and very attracted to you. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for helping me to deal with my depression. I love you.
Second-Sharon-My Criminal Justice Professor-Thanks for being the best. I love you more than anything in the world.
TashaRichardsonFan 2 years ago
Lucky you. That you can even love someone and be loved that much by someone is a gift.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
i love this song.
i love the video
i'd rate 5 stars,
but the only thing
that came to mind
when i saw the title was
'cymbalta can help'
:p
xitsAngiee 2 years ago
Well, it hasn't helped me completely. What an insensitive jackass you can be when you make jokes at the wrong place and time.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
xitsAngiee 2 years ago
"'cymbalta can help'
:p "
That looks like it was a joke mocking or satirizing Cymbalta to me. But most of us already get thjat medication is worth bupkis without the therapy, and vice versa. Also, I've had direct-line and non-direct relatives committ suicide.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
mocking cymbalta.
not depression itself.
cymbalta does not help.
if you're on it ; good luck.
but it didn't help for anyone
i know. it wasn't meant to be
funny ; it was sarcasm.
why is this even insulting
to you? it had nothing to do with
you directly.
xitsAngiee 2 years ago
I know that. "That looks like it was a joke mocking or satirizing Cymbalta to me." But like I said, if we all weren't in a situation where the Depression is pretty flared up and deep, it'd be kind of funny. Besides, I'm on the Cymbalta and something else for OCD/Anxiety, and I'm getting therapy.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
My comment had nothing
to do with you. It does not concern you
In anyway, I'm glad you are getting help
for your situation, depression isn't a very
good thing to have at all. && ; this video
is not only meant to expose suicide but also
because people enjoy the music, it was not
directed to anyone in anyway. especially not someone who would take offense to it.
xitsAngiee 2 years ago
ok calm down take a few breaths and start over i was once depressed once too..
mybuttlookslikeurfac 2 years ago
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ABdadaSURD 2 years ago
To everyone that's depressed: just suck it up and fix whatever is depressing you....You all think too much. Get out of your head and fix your problems. It's that simple.
gunittsolja1 2 years ago
@gunittsolja1 lol, u must not be depressed to think its that easy...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
I wouldn't laugh even in a satirical way at or with gunnitsolja1's comment. gunnitsolja1 is exactly the kind of person who's the "Shut up and just go on" type that has turned people away from churches, synagogues, and places where people should be able to get spiritual guidance that could especially them; but were there are too many legalistic tightwads who could give less than a s___ about people who need spiritual guidance, support, and prayer the most.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
If anyone needs to talk just pm me please. You dont need to go threw this alone. Sometimes all we need is to be heard. Please talk to me if you feel alone. (i am completely serious)
xxxtobyx3 2 years ago
"I aint worth any tears" Aint that the truth
Murge0008 2 years ago 3
We feel the same way, don't we? And too many times, that's been true for both of us, or so their actions have spoken to us. Actions and hurtful words speak louder and more than just plain words.
Nickidewbear 2 years ago
amazing song,and im going to second AndrewWhillCTBody's comment...if anyone needs someone to talk or chat with send me a message, im always open to a good talk (completely serious),..PLEASE JUST remember, no matter what you think, i care about you. i dont need to know you to care about you
tpier596 2 years ago
god i hate being here... im so lonely, i cnt stand it anymore. nobody wants me around or jus me. ive never felt loved. or had a partner...
Juelz906 2 years ago
@Juelz906 juelz, i looked at ur profile and it says ur only 15, and if thats true, give yourself time. Me however...im 19 almost 20 and ive never had a girlfriend, not so much as even a hug from a girl. just give yourself time...i dont know how much i dan do this "life" thing though....the only girls who talk to me are ones over the internet...and they dont really know me...otherwise, they dont even look at me...they just call me an ugly fuck and look the other way..im truly not worth any tears
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
If anyone here watching this, and I mean ANYONE wants to talk, and just get some things off their chest, please send me a message. Even if you just want someone to listen to you, I'm here. I will get back to you, and that is a promise. I check my youtube every day or 2. Please reach out to someone, anyone. Someone cares about you out there, and that is a fact.
AndrewWhillCTBody 2 years ago
And if you want to kill yourself, please don't. What if when you die, you see the life that you would have lived had you decided to stay. You watched as you met the love of your life, as you did amazing things and helped so many people. But all you can do now is watch cause you are dead. That would be terrible. When I read that the first time, it scared the shit out of me, and still does!
AndrewWhillCTBody 2 years ago
And by something crazy, I don't mean robbing or stealing or hurting someone. I mean something crazy, like going up to that guy or girl you have a had a crush on and never told them, and to finally let them know how you feel! Even if you never even talked to this guy or girl, but you see them on a regalar basis at work or at the gym, just go up to that person, say hi, and ask him or her out! What have you got to lose? Just do it! Who cares what happens, or if you get rejected? At least you tried!
AndrewWhillCTBody 2 years ago
A good quote I heard is that "We have to end our problems, not our lives." I've had depression before, and still do. I've thought about dying all the time. It sucks, I know. But so far I haven't been able to go through with it. And I hope no one else here or anywhere does either. I don't care who you are, you are special. I would suggest watching the movie Pump up the Volume. It helped me alot. Like Christian Slater said in the movie, don't off yourself. Do something crazy!
AndrewWhillCTBody 2 years ago
When i'm feeling down...to where i want to die....i know i shouldn't because..when i get my mood swings..that have some happiness...i write .."don't kill yourself because this is what you wrote when you were feeling happy and you know that you can feel happy and live life again"...and that's what keeps me from dying pretty much ...and the love i have for some people ..even though during my depression i felt grossed out by crushes....and that kind of stuff....but stay busy...don't give in to it..
weirdkiddo142 2 years ago
iam ... suicidal i hate it i dont want to be
erinnicole1495 2 years ago
me too ernnicole1495... I'm gonna kill myself soon...
4santa4 2 years ago
happiness is the easiest thing to lose and the hardest thing to find
cracksoup 2 years ago 7
this make me feel even more depressed
Murge0008 2 years ago
depression is like a dream...a nightmare ....you need to try to wake up and see that it fades away...it does....over 5 million people can attest to that ...and you can't say...but i'm different...because all those people were all different...from their gender..to their sexual orientation..to what has happened to them....and they still overcame it ...it fades away..you just need to make it leave how it came...stay busy...thats how sad thoughts are ignored..and come back less often ..
weirdkiddo142 2 years ago
how does this help people that are suicidal?
zaggie11 2 years ago
Whats the song?
1993Rachie 2 years ago
the song is goodbye (im sorry) by jamestown story.
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
yeahh
Pointingagun 2 years ago
why click on it then :/
MoshMoshMatthew 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Emo diarrhea filling my ears and sploshing in my eyes!
Why did I click on this? Oh yea, I wanted to see actual crap about depression, because my mental health is picture perfect right now :D
LukeShetler 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
this is just aa bunch of stupid ass emo pics
damien4321 2 years ago
suck a dick,and learn to stop stereotyping people.come on.your not fuckin emo if you cut for one.and two emo is a damned musical genre loser.
nate9522 2 years ago 5
@damien4321 it is a strong video about suicide it is is a true thing and you should be a little more caring and considerate to others we all need a little help maybe you need help with that.
twilightfanlaura7 2 years ago 2
lol u said ( i think on a diff vid) that u care about me, i cant honestly believe that, im srry, not only am i fuckin depressed as shit and just cant do anything right but ive hesitated putting this up before but fuckit i dont care what people think of me, ive had cancer for about 4 years now and i havent told anybody, im letting my body kill itself. it has been hurting more and more though recently, maybe finally it is my time to go...hopefully...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
*cries* please don't I am in a similar situation I wasn't going to say it but my dad has brain cancer and he is on epileptic drugs as well as the cancer treatment it feels like he hates my guts because the med's make him mad thank you so much for opening up but please don't give up my dad told me that and tried to die it caused me to cut myself really badly please don't give up I care the world for you it is true I don't know what I can do please tell me don't give up
sending my love Laura xoxo
twilightfanlaura7 2 years ago
Please don't go. . . I really opened up to you. . . I don't want you to hurt anymore but I don't want to hurt either. I already lost one friend over cancer this October and I can't do it again. . . you told me you'd be here.
mittelstadt03 2 years ago
this is very accurate
bababa101 2 years ago
I wish upon all that fave this vid, may the smile you plaster on one day become real :(
dolphin64575 2 years ago 2
You're guys want know I can't even look at them and not talk to women. why would they want to look at me. I'm not smart enough for them I don't have the looks. I'm damned curse. my own father is right. women will never like a loser like me. you're women are right I'm a loser. go ahead hate me if you're want.
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago
You know something Women Won't Never Like You. We Could Have Help You. No You Rejected Us. You're a Fool To Us. You May Have Block Us. We Can Follow You Whatever You Go Make Your life Hell.
darkinheritors 2 years ago
@khaoskainofthedamned Where Are You? Why Must You Hide From Us. We Will Cast You To The Void.That's Where You Belong. Remember We Know Your Future. You're Always Be Alone For The Rest Of Your Life. We Speak The Truth That's The Path You're Going Down The Road.
darkinheritors 2 years ago
I really don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. women don't like me. I am sick of hearing my friends talk about their girlfriends and also my parents asking me when am I going to have a girlfriend they want grand kids. I'm sick of it. What women would want me. I'm not the type of guy for them. I have nothing in comment with them. you're guys can connect. not me. I'm damned
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago
@khaoskainofthedamned We Ask You To Remove The Ban On Us. We Will Keep Insulting You Until You Die. If Anyone Gets In Our Business.They Will Suffer Too
darkinheritors 2 years ago
everyone please listen to me i have a way to cure you all. if you want to cure depression then you have to throw away all thoughts of being rich, revenge, caring too much for others etc. dont think about the world around you think about you going around the world people will die one day so fuck the world if they cant ajust to "you". eat enough to fill yourself up, have a floor to sleep, and have enough cothes to cover your self up if you have more then these then use the fuckin shit to be happy
FightingPrideHuman 2 years ago
first of all, u cant cure depression....and second to all the things u said
being rich-i honestly dont give a fuck
revenge-what for? i got no1 already to get revenge on...
caring 2 much- lol, ya like caring for anything is gonna get me anywhere, so what would be the point in caring?
There is so much to depression you must learn about...im srry...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
your a dumbass u dont even have depression so how you gonna talk about it if you dont have revenge then you wouldnt reply back to me and u dont care about being rich cuz u dont need to be just stay at home and play games what the fuck u know about it your a fool im sorry too
FightingPrideHuman 2 years ago
haha, ur such a dipshit, and dont think u know me asshole. i fuckin have severe depression, like fuckin severe, but im not gonna explain tht any further to ur dumb ass. and revenge isnt commenting on some1's comment...thts called replying to a comment...and the rich part u added, makes no sense, no shit. and since when the fuck does playin games have to do with anything? yea i play games...but i also work, go to college, and fuckin have a life...prick. so stfu u self richeous bastard...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
dudee dont fuckin judge ppl u dont know, seriously.
lalatoriaaa8D 2 years ago 2
just like khaoskainofthedamned, im not meant for this world, im unloved at every corner i have ever turned and there is no point in me living, if any1 wants to unburden themselves onto me, go right ahead, unload your shit lives all over me, maybe it'll make my life so shitty, at some point i might actualy commit suicide and finally ridding the world of my plauge. Most people are put on earth to actually do something, im just meant to be a filler, im not important and never will be, fuck my life
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
dont try suicide dont, just wait something will come ur ways i try suicide and if i had died i would of never had my son some1 ta come behind me and hug me some1 ta say i love u mami fuck i know how u feel i mean it does seem like the world hurt us it cruel but we have ta try u cant leave without trying im afraid everyday that my day might come that the point of me not being able ta take it anymore will com again but im fighting for my son just find who can u fight for who u wanna remain here 4
MyRedBlade99 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
It's time you invested in a bottle of poison
So we don't have to hear about you bitchin and moanin
You think you could afford a fuckin bottle of asprin
Boo fuckin hoo you're not the only one whose live's a piece of shit
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal with it
Did anybody think that you would really seriously slit your wrists
In fact I think that everybody thinks you're seriously full of shit
musicfan606 2 years ago
lol, u have no right, just like i said to the other guy, i love assholes like you, for your fuckin information, im not just depressed. I have maybe 1 friend, whom i dont talk to, my parents dont talk to me, in fact the reason they dont is because one of em shot me. People avoid me and dont talk to me, even when i say hello all polite and nicely. i have a brother and sis but hell they dont talk to me. Fuckin i grow up all alone with no1 to talk to, no1 to do anything with.
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
and you know what if every1 thinks im full of shit, then every1 can leave me alone like all my fuckin friends left me after i told them i had depression many many years ago. And i love how u assume i slit my wrist because im depressed and probably in ur book "emo". For your information, musicfan....i dont slit my wrists u ass. I fuckin pulll my hair out which isnt any better. So you know what, if you guys dont believe i have depression then, fucki it, i dont give a shit.
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
wow this vid is depressing, o and if your depressed you will get through it! i just picked the dont give a fuck method that may work for you:)
ILIKEPIEDOOD 2 years ago
glad the fuck it method is working for you, or worked. You must have some people that actually cared about you then, lucky. lol, even my parents dont respect me or even talk to me really. The fuck it method has got my the nickname of "the sleepy guy" cause instead of faking a smile and trying to talk, now im just not smiling and not tlaking...so they assume im just tired all the time...if only they knew..if only they could help me....i wouldnt be thinking bout..suicide....fuck me..=/
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
most parents dont help ur the sleepy guy im the lazy one my mom thinks im just crazy she doesnt care she makes thing worst and my father never talks the only time he actually says somthing to me is when he yells at me when he is angry ur not alone well sleepy one the lazy one will now leave u sorry about the sleepy one just tryin ta c if it made u smile i hope u did
MyRedBlade99 2 years ago
sorry i reply so much but just dont pay any attention to them or scream back it help me when i scream back at them scream out what u feel let it out i know im tire of theire lil nicknames for me crazy witch lazy one bad seed i hate those nicknames dont let them get to u i dont keep my month shut when she tries to be smart with me my mom is so cruel and thinks she isnt well hope u let it out and feel better
MyRedBlade99 2 years ago
lol i dont mind u really replying to me so much, i think u were to me at least, id feel like an idiot if i was wrong =p. but anyways im glad u even responded, nice to have some1 talk back to. I hope u have a fullfilling life =) i really sincerly do
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
ive be through alot of deppression for like 1 - 2 years now i think, i had a full blown heat wave of deppression that hit me alot of weeks ago, and felt like i really wanted to just get a handgun and have my misserable life over with. but then some time after i calmed down. i still get deppressed, but yeah deppression really does hurt, and each and every person who gets deppressed has different causes for it. when i was alot younger, life was more great. wish i was more happy these days
GREENBOY444 2 years ago
yea we all do indeed have our own problems, and as with you, i wish i was back in my childhood, not only was i not a fuckin loser sittin in my house all the time but it was a time when i actually had fun with other people and could just laugh at random things. but not anymore. This may sound wierd but my best friend was my dog, i absolutely loved him, but we had to put him down recently, he was having major spasms...damn i miss mickey. I just wish i could be a kid, laugh, run, and play again...
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
i can relate to some those things you said alot
GREENBOY444 2 years ago
wow... this the lowest i have ever felt. nothing seems like its worth it anymore. ive lost all of my energy/will to do anything anymore. all i do now is sleep all the time. life just doesnt seem like it has a purpose for me anymore. ive thought this way eversince i was abour 12. damn, life sucks...
Juelz906 2 years ago
Im going through the same thing...
XxDawnnyxX 2 years ago
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mittelstadt03 2 years ago
i remeber few years ago i woke up, looked in the mirror and thought 'I HATE that girl staring back at me. I want her dead' sometimes i just hate everything in the world. and i have tried to kill myself many times. i just havent killed myself yet because i cant handel that much pain. depression really does hurt..
igottowatch 2 years ago
agreed and ive been through the same thing
mittelstadt03 2 years ago
I want to kill myslef bcuz of the internet and school...
;____________;
Rumors about me
and HUGE drama on the computer..
lpsnexttop 2 years ago
do you want to talk to me about whats happening with you? i am sorry that people are spreading rumors about you.
if you wnat to talk i will always be here for you. just send my a private message.
suicidal78688 2 years ago
yea i know what thats like. i am scared to go to school somedays just cuz because people believe lies and its just horrible what stuff people actually believe. it makes me want to hold a gun to my head SOO much..
igottowatch 2 years ago
I bring nothing but pain to all I contact. I won't kill myself but I welcome death.
nythore 2 years ago 2
We ask you to provoke khaoskainofthedamned hate him we dare you. do you have the heart to sent a hate messages to him. we ask you.
darkinheritors 2 years ago
i feel for you. i hope things get better for you.
suicidal78688 2 years ago
im clinically depressed, ive attempted suicide 1 too many times and ive had a cutting problem for 3 years. ive been through anorexia as well. and last year, on xmas eve, one of my best friends shot himself...i know how it feels but i held on to the one good thing in my life, my little brother. he kept me alive, now things are finally looking up, i threw out my razor, my weights normal and for once, ive woken up from my nightmare.
if anyone feels alone or needs to talk, im here [twloha<3]
lalatoriaaa8D 2 years ago
I want you to hate me take it on me.sorry what happen to your friend. please hate me. I don't belong in your realm. I belong to the cold void of space. damned me push me hate me for your Problems I've cause to you. call me names I'm a guy. I don't care about myself. I want every women to hate me on youtube here. please I beg of you. tell me you hate me. I'm nothing useless. there no love for me.
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago 3
instead ill give you a smile
:)
see there, its all yours
cynical0ptimist 2 years ago
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khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago
nope, nope :)
i got no reason to hate you at all!
i think we need more care in the world anyways dont you?
cynical0ptimist 2 years ago
do you have a family of your own. do you love them more than the world. it's better for not begin alone. I'm a disease to the human race. I seen my own future lonesome death and no one there for me. there no love for me. I don't every body to pity me just to hate me
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago
someone will love you.
you just need to love them back
and love yourself too
i dont pity you, nor do i hate you, in fact i dont even know you!
cynical0ptimist 2 years ago 2
ive got no reason for hating u. u say that you're useless and theres no love for you ? i highly doubt that. u seem like a sweetheart thats just really misunderstood. i completely understand the feeling of self hatred, i live it. im really easy to talk to, if u want to talk, im here.
lalatoriaaa8D 2 years ago 3
aren't you afraid something might happen to you. I'm curse trust me. you shouldn't talk to me. I will bring bad luck to you. trust me people had felt that pitch from me. I'm different than rest of you
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago 3
I know wat it's like to feel depreesed, attempting suicide, and performiong self-injury. It took me a long time to realize that was a bad choice to make... I'm here to help anybody if they need it. I know what you're going through.
barlowgirlfan01 2 years ago
In those moments I still hate god and I still want to scream.but afraid that if I start, I won't be able to stop again. each time my heart breaks all over. my chances of having a family lessen with each passing year. I will probably never have a family. I don't think god should be allowed to have one either.
khaoskainofthedamned 2 years ago
I can help you if you let me. I know how you feel. I've been through so much the past two years... I lost two people I really care about and starting turinging on God, but I can tell you it's a mistake to hate him for something that Satan is causing...
barlowgirlfan01 2 years ago
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darkinheritors 2 years ago
I was depressed for a couple months when my ex died. I was so in love with him when he died and did not know what to do. I tried to commit suicide, so I thought I could meet him in heaven. My sleeping pattern changed, felt lost of energy, and could not concentrate on school. It was the worst time of my life, but 4 years have past, and I am much stronger and smarter now. I'm so glad that I did not run away from reality. If I did, I would have not enjoyed my life like I am now.
SCORAZ 2 years ago
the picture at 0:18<3
i honestly,hate my life,but i pretend like everythings alright.i don't wanna drag everyone into my pit of self misery
xRandomxElmoXD 2 years ago
Wow- this was a powerful video that really shows depression at its worst. People really do need to take this disorder much more seriously. It is much more than the blues-it is DEEP emotional pain. I know because I've been there. It's hard to find someone who cares- most people just brush it off and don't take you seriously- which makes it worse. There IS help though- you just have to keep searching. Eventually someone WILL help you even though others may abuse or not understand.
candy3A3Z 2 years ago
sick of this life i guess this is it hope less
kuyapoyable 2 years ago
If anyone out there needs a friend, or just some one to talk to, you may not know me, but i would love to help. Please message me if you need a friend or advice.
ThePunkPink 2 years ago
Briiliant vid.
People need to see what someone with depression goes through. Its a horrible condition. I hate people who mock it. Like eg: ''oh im like so depressed my friend ditched me last night''
They need to ditch those kinda words. Depression runs deeper than just feeling sad.
CHRISkeepYOURlightON 2 years ago 3
i know seriously, people use the word depressed and basically just throw it around. Alot of people neeed to learn how the real fuckin people w/ depression feel, cause it feels nuthing even similar to what they think they feel. I just hate it when people just throw it around =/
lilprplebnny 2 years ago
I think I have reached the end of my hope. Life seems like a never ending nightmare and I see no way out. I think I am going to go upstairs and take pills and die. That is all I have ever wanted to do.
Fashioncutee 2 years ago