I once had a hemotoma on my face. :( My cheek still isn't the same. It happened 12 years ago. Visually, it's fine - but there is still like and air pocket there. I often worry as I get old, if it will sag more than the rest of my face.
Sexual orientation and gender identity are 2 totally different things. Any sexuality can match up with any gender identity and some people dnt even have a set sexuality because they dnt have a set gender. Its aaaalllll based on prefrence of ur self and others :) love is love and people are human
you're a really brave guy and let me see how nice your chest came out, it looks so flat! I haven't seen your more recent videos yet but I hope it healed as nice as it looks like it could have!
man charles...i just want you to know that watching your video exposed a lot of stuff to me. i'm sitting here bawling my effin eyes out. thank you for making a video like this. it's very cathartic for me and i appreciate you being so honest and so fucking beautiful and brave. you have no idea how much your videos mean to me and i'm sure they mean a lot to others, as well. you're really helping me through a tough, tough time and you don't even know it. much love to you charles... *huggles* :)
Wow. Your honesty is just so f*cking brilliant and beautiful. Thanks for sharing. And while my surgery is going to be a long long way, due to money, it's good to be reminded of how we hold emotions in our chest. I remember from massage, that depending on where I was at, the RMT could trigger tears while massaging my chest, so it makes sense that a major trauma like surgery could trigger that stuff, and we should be mindful of where our emotions are prior to surgery.
You are such an inspiring person and I love seeing someone like you with such energy with your pursuit to happiness... Keep up this cheer! Your chest is healing SO great!
if you'd like i can do some long distance healing [reiki] on your chest. i need your permission but i have a knack for healing and i feel for you. i need your permission to send you the energy... i hope you get better quickly!
So honest and beautiful. You seem like such a strong individual.. keep it up for the others who are going through the same things because your an inspiration. Good luk with everything
glad your happy with the surgery and lookin good for 1 week post op man
you no what finding yourself is difficult im still finding myself even tho i no what i want in life its hard no mattter what
transitioning should only happen at your pace i kick myself for not acting on things sooner but it oviously wasnt the right time but they will happen when the time is right and you just gotta keep ploding along, (hope ya understand what i said
Charlie, you look really great for one week post op. I know you're having a difficult time with having surgery and all of the other life changes. :hugs:
Hey dude, it looks better already ^_^ Thanks for uploading while you're healing up, it must really take it outta you. And also for sharing the relationship deal... I totally sympathise. Stay strong. Much love to you
as always, thanks for your beautiful honesty. you are brave and strong, so just let it all out. i have so many physical health problems from keeping it in all these years, and it's a pain to undo. at about 8:45 in your video, your smile says it all and shows how happy you are despite the pain and sadness. that smile is what i will remember most from this video, that it is all worth it. be well.
For the first seven days I was allowed to take it off to change the dressings underneath so I made quick videos when I was doing that. When I saw the doc today, he told me, no more binder! I woder if it is because I was quite small to begin with and so much of the swelling has gone down apart from the hematoma......I dunno.....I didn't have nipple grafts...maybe that's it. I figure all of the surgeons have different techniques and philosophies so it's good you are following your oders:)
Shouldn't you be wearing a binder? I am not supposed to take mine off whatsoever....for the first 5 days. Then it goes back on after my appointment and stays on for another 9 days.
hey ..man...i have a question..plz reply quick..
have to done ur top surgery without being on T ..???
i am interested in dong that plzz suggest me man,...
u look grt ....
alettro17 8 months ago
wow you got chewed up bro but it looks awesome.
barchen23 1 year ago
How much do the surgeries cost about normally? I need to start saving for T and for my surgeries...
bttrflycake 1 year ago
Oh man I think u would look prettier with your boobs
jose76pe 1 year ago
I once had a hemotoma on my face. :( My cheek still isn't the same. It happened 12 years ago. Visually, it's fine - but there is still like and air pocket there. I often worry as I get old, if it will sag more than the rest of my face.
AbiROAR 1 year ago
@LaWhitePeacock
Sexual orientation and gender identity are 2 totally different things. Any sexuality can match up with any gender identity and some people dnt even have a set sexuality because they dnt have a set gender. Its aaaalllll based on prefrence of ur self and others :) love is love and people are human
Syk0N1nja 1 year ago
wait so.... ur a guy now but still like men? (i know its possible but im just curious)
im 15 and wanna be a girl s: so i aint hating if people think i am.
LaWhitePeacock 1 year ago
How much does it cost to like lose your boobs type of thing cause i was planning on getting that done. please let me know
Adayofsilence1 1 year ago
Your bravery is inspirational. :)
transworId 1 year ago
Ouch. D;
thefoosballwizard 1 year ago
thats kool yo
lilbit11861 1 year ago
I like it when u don't wear glasses. Awesome vid. Lucky Boy.
1966pencil 2 years ago
Thanks for just being honest, seeing your vid really helped me.
SpookyDS 2 years ago
you're a really brave guy and let me see how nice your chest came out, it looks so flat! I haven't seen your more recent videos yet but I hope it healed as nice as it looks like it could have!
LongStoryxMike 2 years ago
it looks painfull...ouch
shanebecameinsane 2 years ago 3
Hi. Thanks for sharing! What type of surgery did you have?
Was it double-incision with grafts or with pedicle?
It looks great!
andylora 2 years ago
That was an amazing video. I really felt for you.
As a side note, it's very strange to watch an old(er) video of you, especially now that your voice has changed so much
shellofahuman 2 years ago
man charles...i just want you to know that watching your video exposed a lot of stuff to me. i'm sitting here bawling my effin eyes out. thank you for making a video like this. it's very cathartic for me and i appreciate you being so honest and so fucking beautiful and brave. you have no idea how much your videos mean to me and i'm sure they mean a lot to others, as well. you're really helping me through a tough, tough time and you don't even know it. much love to you charles... *huggles* :)
nathanielgfunk3 2 years ago 2
You are so beautiful. Thanks for giving of yourself and for your honesty.
eyem1 2 years ago 4
Wow. Your honesty is just so f*cking brilliant and beautiful. Thanks for sharing. And while my surgery is going to be a long long way, due to money, it's good to be reminded of how we hold emotions in our chest. I remember from massage, that depending on where I was at, the RMT could trigger tears while massaging my chest, so it makes sense that a major trauma like surgery could trigger that stuff, and we should be mindful of where our emotions are prior to surgery.
Awesome video Charles.
twospiritboi 2 years ago 9
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quincy3521 2 years ago
you're an inspiration. :)
thanks for the message.
blueice1677 2 years ago 7
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ShaneB1244 2 years ago
who's ur surgen?
craigistheman101 2 years ago
i hope you will be ok!
Jakeguy01 3 years ago 4
*hugs* you hang in there man, you can do it, keep that chin up :) you da man.
Dash107 3 years ago 5
You are such an inspiring person and I love seeing someone like you with such energy with your pursuit to happiness... Keep up this cheer! Your chest is healing SO great!
AllieJean14 3 years ago 5
if you'd like i can do some long distance healing [reiki] on your chest. i need your permission but i have a knack for healing and i feel for you. i need your permission to send you the energy... i hope you get better quickly!
loveandbullets07 3 years ago
So honest and beautiful. You seem like such a strong individual.. keep it up for the others who are going through the same things because your an inspiration. Good luk with everything
xsw33tkizzesx 3 years ago 2
*it being your chest, not the bruising. lol
littleloron 3 years ago
epic bruising :D
but it looks great
littleloron 3 years ago
glad your happy with the surgery and lookin good for 1 week post op man
you no what finding yourself is difficult im still finding myself even tho i no what i want in life its hard no mattter what
transitioning should only happen at your pace i kick myself for not acting on things sooner but it oviously wasnt the right time but they will happen when the time is right and you just gotta keep ploding along, (hope ya understand what i said
neways that camp sounds awsome
and keep that chin up
nailskepttidy 3 years ago
Charlie, you look really great for one week post op. I know you're having a difficult time with having surgery and all of the other life changes. :hugs:
Grownupnai 3 years ago
I really really really want to give you a fucking huge hug.
Like... I don't even know, like, fucking hug it out or something, you know?
Anyway, haha, it's looking great.
It looks really painful though.
mHeubel 3 years ago
Hey Charles it's looking good. you have more courage than many can ever hope for. Introspection is hard...Love
Morganwhat 3 years ago
Hey dude, it looks better already ^_^ Thanks for uploading while you're healing up, it must really take it outta you. And also for sharing the relationship deal... I totally sympathise. Stay strong. Much love to you
mrsethcorbin 3 years ago
A camp for trans people? Where?
Wilmie82 3 years ago
thanks for sharing man, you`re looking awesome!!!! good healing keep uploading i hope you model to us your great chest!!! take care!!
Valeryless 3 years ago
beautiful video x
Dylansayshello 3 years ago
as always, thanks for your beautiful honesty. you are brave and strong, so just let it all out. i have so many physical health problems from keeping it in all these years, and it's a pain to undo. at about 8:45 in your video, your smile says it all and shows how happy you are despite the pain and sadness. that smile is what i will remember most from this video, that it is all worth it. be well.
Zedie36 3 years ago
Thanks for your very honest video...by the way. = )
EthanFTM 3 years ago
For the first seven days I was allowed to take it off to change the dressings underneath so I made quick videos when I was doing that. When I saw the doc today, he told me, no more binder! I woder if it is because I was quite small to begin with and so much of the swelling has gone down apart from the hematoma......I dunno.....I didn't have nipple grafts...maybe that's it. I figure all of the surgeons have different techniques and philosophies so it's good you are following your oders:)
freshlycharles 3 years ago
Shouldn't you be wearing a binder? I am not supposed to take mine off whatsoever....for the first 5 days. Then it goes back on after my appointment and stays on for another 9 days.
EthanFTM 3 years ago