about a year ago i was only 12ish and was over 170 pounds. i hated my self so much that i tried to kill myself. my mirror always lied to me. and the scale told me i was fatter everyday. but after about 2 weeks of no food my stomach was eating its self. it hurt to badly i when to the dr and now im 13, happy, and 137 pounds. this is my life video
@98abbygail It's not worth it. Trust me. Some people actually end up gaining weight from bulimia because at most, even if you purge all of the food back up you can only get rid of 50% of the calories. And then your cheeks swell up because of your salivary glands so it looks like you gained weight whether you did or not. If you want to lose weight, you should do it the healthy way. I'm being such a hypocrite right now because I have ED. But don't wish to be bulimic. Please.
@98abbygail If you are fat or something and want to be Skinny,Never say you want to be anorexic.Never. OR Bulimic. Anorexia is a Mental Disorder,And Both Bulimia and anorexia Can shut your body down.
Where are the clips at 0:03 and others that relate to that from? Because I cannot seem to find them in he movie nor have I ever seen them in the two mentioned music videos by Kerli. I am just wondering. o U o <3
I liked my best guy friend for a long time, & he recently asked me out I said yes, then not even 12 hours later, he told me I don't want to date you anymore because I dont like you He then asked someone else out I know her and she's really pretty. Ever since then, this is pretty much basically how I feel. I'm not able to look in a mirror without finding all of the things that are wrong with me. I feel so ugly and fat. I've contemplated bulemia and annorexia, but I dont think I could do it.
Im bulimic right now i was made fun of at school,abused by my father,I felt not good enough for anyone i fell in the trap once u fall in the trap no coming back its hell,Im not proud of the eating disorder but im so afraid of being fat when i walk in a super market i look at all the food imagine it how it would looked when i purged it i binge then i throw up pop 13 laxatives ..purge ITS HELL knowing tht u see a different picture in the mirror all i want to see is tht picture...
@ToxicButterflyXx you're good enough for anyone.. and if they can't see that fuck them .. they are stupid to make you believe you are not good enough.. you are a great person.. amazing even .. you don't have to perfect yourself for anyone you are great no matter what always remember that love from Zoe :) P.s. you are and always will be beautiful <3
this is so sad, when i heard the song and watch the video, i really feel bad, bulimia is the real life horror movie, i cry thinking in those beautiful girls killing herselfs because the world says that "if you don't are like a barbie doll, you are a trash" thats really put me sad, this make me reflexionar u-u
Unrealistic portrayal of an eating disorder.. To throw up until one gets to a healthy weight probably occurs a lot more often than to throw up until one dies of malnutrition. The only reason bulimics are portrayed as super skinny is 'cause everything is stereotyped.
@MentalSelfMutilation well bulimics don't throw up until they are the proper wait. they fluctuate. but they do often die due to complications in their bodies from malnutrition, assuming they don't get treatment in time. you don't have to be scrawny to be malnourished, you just have to be lacking in proper nutrients. and they also get complications due to the acidic erosion in their esophagus's, stomachs, and mouths. but yes skinny bulimics is a misconception, that is anorexia.
@TheAngryOtaku: Yea, I took psychology and sociology in college as well. =/ So what? EVERYONE does if they go. Those classes are not a training school about how to be a heartless bastard, so don't pretend it is or that you're intelligent for doing so.
i haven't been through this before but my friend has, it was mild but she kept on like eating as little as possible. She was already pretty skinny but she said she wanted to be as skinny as me. it was annoying.
I really like this song, the movie too. I suffered from eating disorders including bulimia and when I heard this song I was touched, I haven't had an eating disorder in a long time but the urges still come up especially when I dated someone and they were calling me plump and fat. Bravo on the vid =) It's a fav.
I know where your coming from. It was Kerli's music which helped a lot w/ my healing process. I hate when people call you fat and assume its ok. Stay strong!
i dont really think i like this song :S ... the message seems weird to me .. like yes .. ibviously fat people (or skinny people) should not be ridiculed for how they look... but i dunno ... the message is too bland for me
i already miss the old kerli stuff :S .. i hope she isnt changing cuz i actually really like her
It's a real shame that there are people out there especially the ladies who don't believe they are beautiful just the way they are. Everyone is beautiful & if someone says otherwise they are the ones that are fucked up! Don't let no one get you down with their lies. We are all Gods of our kingdoms.
thank you for this video. i am fighting bullimia right now and have been for quite a while. i felt very emotional watching this, almost cried. its a brilliant video.
good video though I wanted to point out that the girl is bulimic...not aneroxic. Bulimia is when you eat a lot then purge. Anorexia is when you eat very little and refuse to eat anything except maybe some crackers or chips every now and then.
@MercyOnMe99 are the clips from a video? The ones relating to bulimia, I know the other ones are from "love is Dead" I'd like to see what the other clips are from though, especially if it's a film.
Some anorexics DO purge.. The difference is Bulimics binge and purge. Anorexics eat very little or nothing at all, some purging the little they do it. This is more anorexic because they are more likely to getbone skinny. It's much harder for bulimics to get bone skinny.
@razorslipped true but as persephoneia01 pointed out, a few purge. but even then it isn't much. I have talked to people who are fighting "anna" and well as "mia" and while similiar, they are pretty simple to distiguish.
@KikiBunny23 There is also a combination eating disorder where you refuse to eat or eat very little, and eventually "give in" to binges only to purge out of guilt. I know this only because I was like that for years and still struggle against those urges from time to time.
Barbie dolls aren't even pretyy..
elliport14 7 months ago
Great job! What movie is the clips of the girl cutting out magazine pictures and purging from??
o0o0michelle0o0o 10 months ago
I Love The Way She Says Barbie
xAshleyMckenziex 11 months ago
about a year ago i was only 12ish and was over 170 pounds. i hated my self so much that i tried to kill myself. my mirror always lied to me. and the scale told me i was fatter everyday. but after about 2 weeks of no food my stomach was eating its self. it hurt to badly i when to the dr and now im 13, happy, and 137 pounds. this is my life video
lovewithoutlies 1 year ago
thank you for posting this.
juliehoolietta 1 year ago
what movie r those scenes from with the girl in the ponytail?
PokemonMisty96 1 year ago
I wish i could be bulimic.. Im so fat andd ugly...
98abbygail 1 year ago
@98abbygail try it, it worrks lol :)
BreyerProductiions 10 months ago
@98abbygail It's not worth it. Trust me. Some people actually end up gaining weight from bulimia because at most, even if you purge all of the food back up you can only get rid of 50% of the calories. And then your cheeks swell up because of your salivary glands so it looks like you gained weight whether you did or not. If you want to lose weight, you should do it the healthy way. I'm being such a hypocrite right now because I have ED. But don't wish to be bulimic. Please.
HauntedMusicBox2 9 months ago
@98abbygail If you are fat or something and want to be Skinny,Never say you want to be anorexic.Never. OR Bulimic. Anorexia is a Mental Disorder,And Both Bulimia and anorexia Can shut your body down.
So...Dont.
BubblysimsFilms 8 months ago
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Amarianee 1 year ago
i like the part where she sings "you used to hate everything commerical.."
so true
eyeLuvTheOutsiders 1 year ago
feel bad thinking bout the girl thats actualy in the mirror playign this role
alycat231 1 year ago
Where are the clips at 0:03 and others that relate to that from? Because I cannot seem to find them in he movie nor have I ever seen them in the two mentioned music videos by Kerli. I am just wondering. o U o <3
HimePepperHoney 1 year ago
I liked my best guy friend for a long time, & he recently asked me out I said yes, then not even 12 hours later, he told me I don't want to date you anymore because I dont like you He then asked someone else out I know her and she's really pretty. Ever since then, this is pretty much basically how I feel. I'm not able to look in a mirror without finding all of the things that are wrong with me. I feel so ugly and fat. I've contemplated bulemia and annorexia, but I dont think I could do it.
KiroLover1 1 year ago
Im bulimic right now i was made fun of at school,abused by my father,I felt not good enough for anyone i fell in the trap once u fall in the trap no coming back its hell,Im not proud of the eating disorder but im so afraid of being fat when i walk in a super market i look at all the food imagine it how it would looked when i purged it i binge then i throw up pop 13 laxatives ..purge ITS HELL knowing tht u see a different picture in the mirror all i want to see is tht picture...
ToxicButterflyXx 1 year ago
@ToxicButterflyXx you're good enough for anyone.. and if they can't see that fuck them .. they are stupid to make you believe you are not good enough.. you are a great person.. amazing even .. you don't have to perfect yourself for anyone you are great no matter what always remember that love from Zoe :) P.s. you are and always will be beautiful <3
purplecookie101 1 year ago
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may i point out a flaw to this video, it really doesnt help when all of the actors used are insanely beautiful. x
rebekahmiron 1 year ago
may i point out a flaw to this video, it really doesnt help when all of the actors used are insanely beautiful. x
rebekahmiron 1 year ago
it's wow
ytzichocolat 1 year ago
this is so sad, when i heard the song and watch the video, i really feel bad, bulimia is the real life horror movie, i cry thinking in those beautiful girls killing herselfs because the world says that "if you don't are like a barbie doll, you are a trash" thats really put me sad, this make me reflexionar u-u
P.S Really good video, is really good ....
afipelto 1 year ago 14
You know thar´s NOT called BUlima but Anorexiiaa or??
At least the pictures of the veeeeeeeeeeeery thin girls who see them selves as fat,.
96punks 1 year ago
Unrealistic portrayal of an eating disorder.. To throw up until one gets to a healthy weight probably occurs a lot more often than to throw up until one dies of malnutrition. The only reason bulimics are portrayed as super skinny is 'cause everything is stereotyped.
MentalSelfMutilation 2 years ago
@MentalSelfMutilation well bulimics don't throw up until they are the proper wait. they fluctuate. but they do often die due to complications in their bodies from malnutrition, assuming they don't get treatment in time. you don't have to be scrawny to be malnourished, you just have to be lacking in proper nutrients. and they also get complications due to the acidic erosion in their esophagus's, stomachs, and mouths. but yes skinny bulimics is a misconception, that is anorexia.
Qt4life6179 1 year ago
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sorry to say, and i'll probably be flamed for this later on, but no one forced you to stick that finger down your throat! Its all you!
so stop complaining and man up!
I really don't give a shit what most people think and neither should you. It's not society's fault or your friends it's all you.
And I take psychology and sociology!
TheAngryOtaku 2 years ago
people shouldnt fight with you on this cause your right.
myunhappyendingxX 2 years ago
@TheAngryOtaku: Yea, I took psychology and sociology in college as well. =/ So what? EVERYONE does if they go. Those classes are not a training school about how to be a heartless bastard, so don't pretend it is or that you're intelligent for doing so.
theenchantedtiara 2 years ago
i ddnt like the video, it was really confusing nd i ddnt know what was happening
fatjamesbond 2 years ago
@fatjamesbond: That's because it's just a bunch of clips from her other videos put together to make a video to go along with the music for this song.
theenchantedtiara 2 years ago
i love that movie that it has clips of i watched it when i was younger and ive never had any issues with eating disorders
pockylovesables 2 years ago
i love this song it makes me feel better about myself and this is so cool btw
I ♥ KERLI HUGE FAN LOL
sorryjoejonasismine1 2 years ago
i haven't been through this before but my friend has, it was mild but she kept on like eating as little as possible. She was already pretty skinny but she said she wanted to be as skinny as me. it was annoying.
bobrox123abc 2 years ago
I've had bulimia for a year. Well done on the video
katierock95 2 years ago 2
my friend and girlfriend played this song for me and I love it. The video was great.
angelkit14 2 years ago
I really like this song, the movie too. I suffered from eating disorders including bulimia and when I heard this song I was touched, I haven't had an eating disorder in a long time but the urges still come up especially when I dated someone and they were calling me plump and fat. Bravo on the vid =) It's a fav.
smileyboi666 2 years ago
I know where your coming from. It was Kerli's music which helped a lot w/ my healing process. I hate when people call you fat and assume its ok. Stay strong!
WackyWeasley 2 years ago
People should not care what other's think about them. They should just ignore them.
TMP274967 2 years ago 17
@TMP274967 Although it's not that easy. It takes time
jeffersonsimeao 1 month ago
i dont really think i like this song :S ... the message seems weird to me .. like yes .. ibviously fat people (or skinny people) should not be ridiculed for how they look... but i dunno ... the message is too bland for me
i already miss the old kerli stuff :S .. i hope she isnt changing cuz i actually really like her
MCRmy0611 2 years ago 2
What was the movie called?
Mil714 2 years ago
perfect body
twilighizawesome 2 years ago
It's a real shame that there are people out there especially the ladies who don't believe they are beautiful just the way they are. Everyone is beautiful & if someone says otherwise they are the ones that are fucked up! Don't let no one get you down with their lies. We are all Gods of our kingdoms.
infernalstryfe 2 years ago 2
i can relate to this :o
ive been through this before
xoxx
crybloodyemotears 2 years ago 2
i like this songg
Lokitafortwilight95 2 years ago
were r the other clips from? theyr not jst frm perfect body...
yvorox696 2 years ago
I really Like this song !!! and kerli's music is asome!! I also can relate to this song
vampirekizzez101 2 years ago
this video kinda has a mening if your called ft you begin to panic and worry that your FAT......
RathGoth1 2 years ago 3
awsome song!
rebacarrietaylor1 2 years ago
The movie parts were good.
JNbffL 2 years ago
thank you for this video. i am fighting bullimia right now and have been for quite a while. i felt very emotional watching this, almost cried. its a brilliant video.
iamspecial14 3 years ago
very nice video...
EmOtiOnal4LOve 3 years ago
what is the movie called -the one about the person with bulimia?
Li559 3 years ago
Perfect Body
:)
edwardsonlybella 3 years ago
The secret loss
stopalex215 2 years ago
this is a true song and video i love it thnx for making it!!!!<3<3
edwardcullenmaniac 3 years ago
luv it.i can kinda relate to this song so . . .yeah . . . .
MrsEmmettHale 3 years ago
my teacher once made us watch a movie about a girl that had bulumbia and the became anarexic
spookyphantom122 3 years ago
i luv this song
spookyphantom122 3 years ago 2
I loved this video. Maybe not Kerli's music video parts, but the movie parts were good.
Anyway, this was an awesome video.
Thanks for making it :}
angelicdevilQT 3 years ago
good video though I wanted to point out that the girl is bulimic...not aneroxic. Bulimia is when you eat a lot then purge. Anorexia is when you eat very little and refuse to eat anything except maybe some crackers or chips every now and then.
But still, it is a good video you did a good job
KikiBunny23 3 years ago 11
thanks :) I'm glad you liked the video! i changed the info, thanks for letting me know KikiBunny23.
MercyOnMe99 3 years ago
glad to help ^-^
midnight310j 3 years ago
@MercyOnMe99 are the clips from a video? The ones relating to bulimia, I know the other ones are from "love is Dead" I'd like to see what the other clips are from though, especially if it's a film.
Amarianee 1 year ago
Some anorexics DO purge.. The difference is Bulimics binge and purge. Anorexics eat very little or nothing at all, some purging the little they do it. This is more anorexic because they are more likely to getbone skinny. It's much harder for bulimics to get bone skinny.
Persephoneia01 2 years ago
@KikiBunny23 This was written a year ago, but their is two types of anorexia because some anorexics engage in purging/binging.
razorslipped 1 year ago
@razorslipped true but as persephoneia01 pointed out, a few purge. but even then it isn't much. I have talked to people who are fighting "anna" and well as "mia" and while similiar, they are pretty simple to distiguish.
KikiBunny23 1 year ago
@KikiBunny23 chips are really fattening, just saying
madonna2285 11 months ago
@madonna2285 uhm. okay??
KikiBunny23 10 months ago
@KikiBunny23 There is also a combination eating disorder where you refuse to eat or eat very little, and eventually "give in" to binges only to purge out of guilt. I know this only because I was like that for years and still struggle against those urges from time to time.
alexisbits 7 months ago
Excellent video!
alexisbits 7 months ago
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amm not bad not bad... not bad.... BUT URE FAT AND UGLY WO-OH-OH!!
bsbate 3 years ago
nice video is that Jennifer Garner?
Sh3D3vil666 3 years ago
awsume xD
loololololol00094759 3 years ago
yes :) Thanks i'm glad u like it
MercyOnMe99 3 years ago
bellissimo....
lola4e 3 years ago
Lovely video, did oyu make it??
lilirockdudette 3 years ago